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I think I’m gonna go back to sleep
#Dude I mess everything up#If my friends see this I’m sorry#idk what im doing#it feels like that wasn’t me yk.#I always make everything a big deal#I’m so overdramatic#ew i know#i hate my existence#I should probably just kms already#everyone would be better without me#Like I’m so fucking annoying#I don’t even know how to have a conversation without being rude or mean#I’m trying to fix it#It feels like someone else is doing it . Then when I actually get confronted for being a bitch#It feels wrong like I’m getting blamed for something someone else did.#Idk#i dont even make sense#whatever this is#I should stop
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suffering, begging, crying rn (only one of my nostrils is blocked)
#i’m so overdramatic#the most minor of maladies and I’m complaining#but when it’s major I’m like ok cool x
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I got my blood drawn and I didn’t even cry are you guys proud of me
#I’m being overdramatic lol I wasn’t actually scared this time#For once#idk I’ve had a lot of injuries since last time so I’m kinda#Chill with pain now#It didn’t even hurt!#Anyways I was so very brave#I deserve a round of applause and a lollipop for this
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Thoughts on Mastermind
(So yeah spoilers ahead)
So after letting my thoughts on the episode settle a bit and giving myself time to analyze, I have a LOT to say.
So first of all… yeah I think this is officially my new favorite Helluva episode.
I think this episode was pretty well paced (a little fast, but there was a LOT to cover) and also did a surprisingly good job at balancing the drama and humor. Also obviously ADORED the IMP found family showcased in this episode, they were entertaining in the first scene, and heart wrenching at the court.
Now for a bit more analysis, the way they handled the writing was REALLY interesting here. While first watching the episode, I was a little confused about Andrealphus’s plan, but after thinking about it… it’s scarily clever.
He knows that Stolas is smart in his own right, if he straight up brought him to court, he’d find a good way to argue. He knows how to work this type of stuff as shown in Oops. But if they brought in only Blitzø, they knew Stolas wouldn’t see until the broadcasted execution. He would have no time to form a concrete rational plan, Andre wants him to either act irrationally, or make himself look like a fool and incompetent. No one knows exactly what he’ll do, but Andre is giving Stolas as little time as possible to think it out. The hope is that he acts as irrationally as he has before.
And even if Stolas didn’t come, Andre purposely tries to make Stolas seem weak and somewhat helpless, incompetent. All the while he makes himself look an almost better version of our favorite bird. His backup plan is to make Stolas look incompetent and vulnerable, while it may be less immediate, with Stolas’s already somewhat declining reputation, this would make it easier for him to take Stolas’s title.
And despite being EXTREMELY irrational, Stolas did a pretty good job with his plan in my opinion. First of all, he brought ALL the theater kid energy in the song (which was an absolute banger by the way, I don’t care how cheesy the Stolitz part was I LOVE CHEESY) and did a great job playing the part. To me, this is proof that he had finally started to realize the classism. This is the type of part you can only play by understanding it even if you don’t necessarily believe it. He plays up the the classism and distaste for imps, he uses the fact that the other royals see them as useless and incompetent. And honestly, I think it was smart of him to be so vague in the song. Once again, he didn’t have a lot of time to think this through, and he somewhat used this to his advantage. Being vague added an air of mystery and made it seem like more of an unpredictable threat. He’s building up the fact that this mastermind has a dangerous plan, something possibly having to do with taking over the mortal realm. And then when he reveals himself to be the “mastermind”? Well of course he wouldn’t expose any of his “future plans”, Stolas is playing as someone who just wants the recognition and to be feared. Someone arrogant, feeling offended that an imp was getting the credit for his crimes. Claiming he has more planed while not naming those plans makes him a threat and will draw away almost any blame from Blitzø.
And of course this plan is impulsive, but he barely has any time to plan. He arrives right before the axe is about to come down on his lover’s neck. His only goal right now is making sure Blitzø stays alive. In the song he even acknowledges how impulsive it is to throw everything away for this idiot he is still frankly mad at. But he’s learned he can choose his fate, and that’s exactly what he’s doing.
And of course I ADORED the Stolitz in this episode, they were both so perfectly dramatic and the absolute SOFTNESS in the last scene had me making absolute demonic and feral noises. But, despite this somewhat being a closure to the season 2 Stolitz drama (however we do still have Sinsmas) I’m happy they’re still leaving room for more angst even with them now being able to properly blossom. This episode did an EXCELLENT job at showcasing the classism via the unfairness of the court case, so it feels fitting that at the end the power dynamic almost switches. Blitzø is now a celebrity amongst imps and lower class demons, while Stolas essentially lost everything, including his daughter. And while I definitely think this is setting up for angst in at least the next episode (in which I very much think they’re going to go and try to save Octavia from her bitchy mother), this power dynamic is going to feel different, because while there is still somewhat a power dynamic now, there is also a much larger level of understanding between the two of them. They now feel more capable of facing this together, there is less doubt of feelings. I’m REALLY excited to see how they handle this, and yes I also am an absolute sucker for hurt/comfort.
Those are most of my major thoughts in this episode. I loved every single part of this beautifully dramatic episode (yeah I expectantly loved Vassago) but most of the other things I would bring up have already been said. Plus this post is too long so yeah that’s it for now.
#Can’t wait to see what the antis have to nitpick about this one#Also didn’t mention it but the animation was PEAK#Oh boy now my two hyperfixations are going to be Helluva and Kirby aren’t they?#Lord what a mix#This episode would’ve failed if it wasn’t as overdramatic as it was#Sometimes cheesy and over the top is the best way to do something and I love that Helluva isn’t afraid of that#Don’t be afraid to sound like a soap opera#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss mastermind#hellaverse#stolitz#helluva boss review#Btw this took me like 2 hours to write#I’m bad at organizing my thoughts properly when I have so much to say#Hala yaps
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I had the Ruv x Sarvente tag filtered out, but I’m better now and wanna see them smooching. Apologizing to you directly for this since you’re the CEO of Ruv/Sarv
this is one of the best asks I’ve ever gotten you don’t even need my forgiveness I understand
my honorary gays smorkin it out
#i don’t like to refer to myself as ceo of x even as a joke bc I fear someones going to genuinely think i’m pretentious#so its the highest honor when someone else does so 🙏💜🩷💜🩷💜🩷💜 i love these church freaks thank you sm..#i like to think usually when they kiss ruv keeps his eye open so he can watch her…#also sarv is the type to overdramatically end any and every kiss with a mwahhhhh#i hate them so much its not fair. i’m gonna keep thinking about this ask for a long time btw i hope you have a wonderful day <3#my art#mid fight masses#sarvente#ruvyzvat#ruvente#ask#anon
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Me when I was editing my book: Ohhhhh my god I hate this so much ugh I just want to write!!!
Me now that I’m writing the sequel: Ohhhhhhh my god I hate this so much ugh I just want a complete draft so I can edit it!!!!
#there’s analysis and a new fic chapter coming soon I promise#I’m just ill (and overdramatic lol) so I’m pumping out content I don’t have to put a lot of thought into#writing fantasy#writerblr#fantasy writer#writer problems#writing a book#writers block#writers#writer#female writers#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing#writer things
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Being schizophrenic is so fucking stupid like. Okay I know walking alone when it’s dark is scary. But you know what’d make this even scarier? They’re there, they’re everywhere and they’re especially behind you. I know you can’t see them but what if they’re there lol
#NOT EVEN A VENT I just can’t take my problems seriously and I like being overdramatic about them#If I’m gonna be schizophrenic it better be on MY OWN TERMS and I get to make unfunny jokes about it#I was literally just trying to pee and I looked out the window while washing my hands#It’s all black and my fuckass brain goes 'lmao Gabriel from TMC is gonna show up if you don’t hurry'#Actually schizophrenia could be helpful for my slow ass taking my sweet time doing literally anything#Oh yeah I’m in Fr*nce so pretty much any type of post will be slow for a while#schizophrenia#psychotic disorders#schizophrenic disorder#actually schizophrenic#actually psychotic
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Decided to doodle these two because I can’t keep being openly biased towards Puzzles without at least attempting to draw other SMG4 characters lol. Especially the girls like come on now we need to start showing some female solidarity support /j
Now that my personal requirement has been fulfilled WELP WE CAN SAFELY GO BACK TO PUZZLES ART NOW MWAHAHA
#RETURN TO OUR KING /J#also sorry about how the lineart looks so ‘chicken scratch’ flavored it’s because I’m in a rush#have a biography + essay coverletter due tomorrow and I haven’t even started working on the latter yet#I feel so powerless my art abilities have been stricken away from me noooo#I’ve been cast away from my free time and scorned by the unforgiving hands of finals week#WHATEVER DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS CRUEL FATE NOOOO /J#and I won’t even get much of a Winter break to enjoy considering next semester classes start RIGHT at the beginning of January oh hate that#it’s game over for me guys I can’t keep holding on man I need to have my Puzzle animation time back I miss him 😔#he’s turned me into an overdramatic wreck#doodles#Karen smg4#Tari smg4#hplonesome art
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Ok so um hey guys. What’s up. Totally normal pos- NO ITS NOT!!! I MET STEVE BLUM YESTERDAY!!!! He was so nice!!! He literally made my entire year nothing better than this will ever happen to me. Anime nyc was very fun as well but STEVE!!!! THE GUY!!!!
#orochimaru#orochimaru cosplay#naruto#naruto cosplay#I’m still shaking#this was worth the 3 hours I waited in line#also people were so hyped to see me as orochimaru?#some guy literally stopped taking his WEDDING PICTURES to get a picture with me#oh my god this is like. everything to me.#idc if I’m being overdramatic but orochimaru is like. literally the biggest comfort character I’ve ever had.#I’m so autistic it’s SICKENING!!!#anime nyc
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new fave dnf photos just dropped 🥰
#belovedrm.posts#dream#gnf#dnf#holy shit i just woke up and i’m having all these new spain meet up pics shoved in my face#NOT COMPLAINING AT ALL THO !!!! BECAUSE HOLY SHIT LOL#wonnnnnderful way to start my birthday 🥰 i guess i can start it off with rewatching georges stream vod lol#also i know i’m an overdramatic bitch but i missed dreams face so much LMAO 💀#dwt#dreamwastaken#george#georgenotfound#dreamnotfound#dnfblr#dreamblr#gnfblr#dnf brainrot
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Do you know the primary source (if there is one) for the Brissotin all going to their death singing the Marseillaise?
The best description of the execution I’ve got so far is the one published in number 64 of Bulletin du Tribunal Criminel. According to it, the girondins did sing ”the first four verses of the anthem of the Marseillaise” as they were being brought from the Revolutionary Tribunal to the Conciergerie prison right after the death sentences had been passed on October 30. When they on the next day were shipped off to their fate, the bulletin does however report that, once arrived at the Place de la Révolution, the girondins sang not the Marseillaise but rather the refrain of the one year older Veillons au salut de l'Empire, another revolutionary song.*
In number 213 of his Révolutions de Paris (October 28 1793) Louis Marie Prudhomme him too writes that it was Veillons au salut de l'Empire the condemned sang at the foot of the scaffold:
…Never, despite the bad weather, did an execution attract more spectators and appear so necessary for the maintenance of the republic. Despite what some of the condemned said on the road and on the scaffold, who shouted: long live the republic! but you will not have it, one was very convinced that their death contributed not just a little to consolidating it. Several also at the foot of the guillotine, embracing each other, sang this well-known refrain: Plutôt la mort que l��esclavage; C’est la devise des français.
Other contemporary journals mentioning the execution that I could lay my hands on only announce that the 21 girondins have been sentenced to death and the execution has taken place (Le Moniteur, number 42, November 1), Le Créole Patriote, number 99, October 31) and Journal de la Montagne, number 152, November 1).
In a letter written November 6 1793, a week after the execution, the former duchess of Elbeuf Innocente-Catherine de Rougé reported that the girondins had gone to their demise ”singing about the nation’s glory,” but without specifying which songs:
The bishop of Calvados and the count de Sillery were in the same cart along with the confessors they had asked for; the others did not request one. Brissot and one other, following in the next cart, were clearly distressed. The rest, all young people aged twenty-seven, twenty-nine, thirty, thirty-two, followed on behind laughing, singing about the nation’s glory, and shouting out to the people ‘Long live the Republic’. And it is in this manner that these 21 individuals entered into the great light of eternity.
Finally, in his Memoires d'un détenu: pour servir à l'histoire de la tyrannie de Robespierre (1795) Honoré Jean Riouffe, a fellow prisoner of the Conciergerie, claims the girondins sang a modified version of the Marseillaise the night before their execution:
It was patriotic songs which burst out simultaneously, and all their voices mingled to address the last hymns to liberty; they parodied the song of the Marseillais in this way: Contre nous de la tyrannie; Le couteau sanglant est levé. etc. All this terrible night resounded with their songs, and if they interrupted them, it was to talk about their homeland, and sometimes also, for a meeting of Ducos.
*The book Brissot de Warville; a study in the history of the French revolution (1915) interestingly enough cites Bulletin du Tribunal Criminel as the source for the girondins singing the Marseillais on their way to the scaffold and not the Conciergerie…
#frev#ask#french revolution#the girondins on according to legend: sings the Marseillaise#the girondins according to primary sources: sings Veillons au salut de l'Empire#danton according to legend: shouts that robespierre shall follow him when the tumbril passes by his window and tells camille to calm down#danton according to primary sources: doesn’t give a damn about the world around him and just chats to those next to him (not camille)#camille according to legend: shouts and cries to the people to recognize him as the man of july 12#camille according to primary sources: contains himself but barely and rips his shirt apart struggling to tear himself away#lucile according to legend: thrilled about dying so she can be reunited with her husband#lucile according to primary sources: just calm and stoic and meeting death with a brave face#i’m not morbid you’re morbid!!#also who in the world is surprised it’s camille who best matches up with his overdramatic legend…
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GIVE @cannibaleclipseau HEADCANON ASKS ASK THE CHARACTERS ANYTHING IT CAN BE UNHINGED IDC JUST LIKE DHCHCHXHXJXH👹👹‼️‼️ ARGHGHDJDHXHD JUST SEND ME ANYTHING TO THERE… BRO I GET FREAKKNG 1 NOTIFICAGION ON THERE EVERY DAY. 😨 YES IT IS A ASKBLOG YES IT IS A RPBLOG YES IT IS VERY MUCH INACTIVE … you running out of ask ideas?? YOU CAN ASK BM, MOON, SUN OR ECLIPSE ANYTHING (maybe not the others but uh)… JUST. AGDUUDUDUFJCJDH 💔 please I fucking love attention guys. IM SORRY IM LIKE THIS BUT… please? one fucking ask is all I’m asking gays 😼… Like I GET ITS WIP BUT LIKE YOU CAN FIND OUT LORE IF YOU ASK… IDFC about my 100 other WIPS I have, I have way too much free time to just be getting off to fucking cai/j. 💀 call me fucking selfish I deserve it but dude it’s a fucking deserted island in my au blog. Am I not meeting up to your expectations? JUST TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IM DOING WRONG‼️ please you can be honest i swear. Like… i love you guys don’t get me wrong but im sorry im like this. im fucking needy and my satisfaction lasts fucking 1 millisecond 🤩!! JUST. Tell me what you want from me. And you shall receive. FUCK SCHOOL at this point. Im throwing away my social and emotional life for this stupid fucking art career. and for what..? am I really even that good. 💀 … listen I’m sorry for being such a bitch right now but i know I’m a fucking terrible person and I just want you to forgive me on that, I fucking require attention to live or ill never be satisfied. You can vote for the deletion of the blog if you want, it’s not even a big deal… 😨 all im asking is one ask and I’ll be satisfied I swear, thanks. I’m so sorry I’m like this and that you have to deal with me being such a… pain. might as well just delete it huh. I mean it was already painful to constantly be on Deviantart, what’s different? I’m destroying my life doing… everything. I WILL NOT FUCKING GET OVER HOW MUCH I AM DEDICATED TO THIS THING I KNOW WILL RUIN MY LIFE EVEN MORE, no matter how many times you convince me🤩… and I’m tired. I’m just really tired. I usually don’t write anything like this online and post it because I don’t want anyone here dealing with my emo self-hatred crap. So I’m really sorry, about everything I’ve done. All I’m asking is an ask and I won’t kill myself‼️/hj. but this whole thing mentally gets really bad for me, and I can get really suicidal but I just pretend I’m fine. I’m really sorry for asking so much of everyone, and I just want everyone to know that I am so so so grateful for all of the support I’ve gotten from my followers, moots and everyone. Be honest and tell me my au is shit. Yes I agree okay. I’m sorry I’m so terrible, I know I’m a terrible person. I don’t want to seem like I’m overreacting with this. Please don’t think of me differently because of this, I’m sorry I’m typing all of this out for everyone to read. I’m sorry you have to deal with me rambling about something so simple that I could’ve just… simply asked about. Like I know I probably sound so selfish and attention-seeking because… that’s just who I am, I’m sorry. But I don’t really care at this point, I’m just… like this 😇. And I hate that I’m reflecting this on everyone who looks up to me. So please… Im sorry. I’m really sorry. I’m actually so sorry about all of this, and me making such a big fucking deal out of a SIMPLE PROBLEM. If you think I should do anything differently, please tell me. I’d be glad to listen to any feedback you have. But for now… I hope I can get along with everyone on both blogs. And I understand that my other blog won’t MAGICALLY blow up the next morning I make it. So I’m sorry for being so annoying, so self-centered and so… selfish. I’ve never really… cared about any of you guys. But I don’t want to come off as rude, that I’m using you even if I am. Im sorry im like this way, im sorry im such a terrible and selfish person. I’m sorry i just… get so emotional when i do this shit. Please don’t take this that seriously. And please don’t judge me for being so immature. I am so very grateful to everyone, but I’m sorry I’m like this. Bye.
#I’m sorry you have to listen to this.#I’m sorry that I’m terrible.#I didn’t mean to be so overdramatic.#I’m sorry that this is so long.#you don’t have to send asks but I’d appreciate it.#I want you to know I don’t expect your support.#But I’m sorry I’m like this.#cw vent#And I’m sorry that I’m being so rude.#And demanding.#And I promise this won’t happen again.#Please don’t judge me for this.#I’m so sorry.#I’m… really sorry to everyone.#I don’t want this to be such a big deal.#Just ignore this if you want.#I don’t care at this point.#I’m not trying to get your pity.#I’m being genuine and I’m sorry.#Tell me what I’m doing wrong. I can improve.#I’m sorry I’m needy. I’m just like this.#Please don’t make a big fuss about this.#I love all of my followers and everything’s going to be alright.#Everything’s… fine.#I’ll just keep telling myself that.#But have a good day/night#and I’m sorry this was so long…#Thank you and I’m sorry.#I don’t mean to be so emotional. Please don’t judge me.#-kin
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how my parents feel after always reminding me how much better my older brother is than me
#seriously i remember when my mom flat out said ‘he’s smarter than you’#like i know that already lol?#they won’t shut up about him#had a good old break down last night realizing that i’m never gonna be my parents pride and jou the same way he is#they seriously brag about him wherever he goes#‘oh he’s in an ivy!!111!!”#and then i’m just in the damn background because my younger brother is a freshman in HS and he’s having it rough#so my own issues are resolved by ‘get over it’ or ‘oh well you’re motivated at least’#i’m not fucking motivated i just want to prove i’m just as good#or even a fraction as good#i’ll never be enough though#the mere fact my mom was considering canceling going to see the outsiders w/me because my brother has off that weekend and she’d rather go#see him kinda shows that#keep in mind we’re seeing him in two weeks and we’re going up literally the next weekend to see him#and they keep talking scour how they can’t wait until i’m in college#i can’t say anything to them though because they’ll get mad and tell me i’m being overdramatic#it feels like they want to get rid of me or smth#it hurts#a lot#i feel like i don’t have anyone because i can’t complain to my parents because i’m overshadowed by both my brothers#and i don’t know how to communicate my feelings without being a burden or sharing too much#i just feel lost#vent#sibling rivalry
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How it would’ve feel as a hardcore Matakara fan/stan to see the preview of Episode 9 of BUCCHIGIRI?! and then tuning in to the full episode next week to see the downfall of our beloved sunshine puppy boi 😢
#rubi’s post#bucchigiri?!#matakara asamine#meta#shitpost#I know I’m being overdramatic#but I’m sure most of you feel like that when we your fav goes through a villainous/corruption arc#but at the same time it was inevitable#becuz at some point arajin has to tell matakara the truth#and that matakara needs a reality check even if that someone was….akutaro 😒#oh and the anime OP indicated that he’s going to have ichiya at some point so 😔
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I found the prettiest lockwood and co gif set of different stunning shots from the show and then Tumblr crashed before I could a) fully look at all the gifs and b) reblog and I am devastated
#Lockwood and co#yeah I’m overdramatic#but the shots were so pretty#AND I CANT FIND IT#I don’t even know whose reblog it was#or whose post it was#or even if it was just one of those casue my friends liked it things#lockwood & co
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not usually a fan of human redesigns but this was fun
#transformers#transformers: prime#starscream#knock out#knockscream#koss#yes starscream looks like an anime protagonist#but its only because you CANNOT convince me he isn’t fancy emo/goth#they still aliens :) just taking cheesy overdramatic human form#i love the idea that star was prince of vos before the war#so he gets pretty jewelry and one fang. as a treat#ko looks like riker i’m cracking up#i gave him the stark goatee first but that looked. uh. bad#im rlly happy with how this turned out. i havent used halftone in a piece before
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