#I’m not going to
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Imagining Pony’s first serious nightmare after his parents die. How normally he’d wake up from his nightmares crying and a little shaky. But this time he wakes up screaming, he’s hyperventilating, shaking, and he can’t calm down, why can’t he calm down.
And immediately Soda is in his room trying to comfort him but it isn’t working. Why isn’t it working? It normally works. But it doesn’t.
And then Soda is carrying Pony into Darry’s room. And when Darry wakes up and sees them, he’s sees two scared little kids. Pony is curled into Soda’s arms and looks smaller and younger than ever. Soda has a terrified look in his eyes at the fact that he can’t calm his baby brother down, he looks like a scared kid himself. Then Soda is collapsing into Darry’s bed. And Pony is crawling into Darry’s arms while Soda is tucking himself against Darry’s side. And only when Pony is firmly against Darry’s chest, listening to his heart, can he finally whisper out what will help him. He asks for his mom. And that’s all he can say. A quiet cry just repeating “I want mama”. And Darry wishes more than anything he could help, but that’s one of the few things Darry can’t give him. So he just holds his baby brothers and whispers “I know”. Because what else could he do?
And eventually Pony calms down a bit more. Eventually Soda is curled up against Darry’s side and Darry’s shoulder is a little dryer. Eventually, they can find themselves settled into a light sleep. With Soda laying up against Darry with his head tucked in Darry’s neck and with Pony laying his head on Darry’s chest. With Darry having one arm around each brother, wishing more than anything, that he could shield them from all the pain.
#I actually need to stop writing about Pony’s nightmares and Darry#I’m not going to#but I need to stop#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#darrel curtis#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#the curtis brothers
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#i’m not going to#but sometimes it’s nice to watch an unspecified number of people get mad at you for being an impulsive idiot#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#tit tour#terrible influence#terrible influence tour#dnptit
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happy birthday ann takamaki do you want me to kill atlus for you
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Idk why, but something about the party immediately thinking that, if anything happens to Gricko, Kremy and Gideon would be left to raise Hootsie, makes me incredibly happy for some reason. And the fact that Kremy was actually WORRIED about being good adoptive dads to Hootsie if anything actually did happen to Gricko (which, since Kremy wasn’t aware of the fact that Gricko was alive yet, was a genuine concern on his part).
And also Gideon taking one look at Twig and mentally adopting her (even if he doesn’t realize it). I mean, look at the way he treats her!!!! He gave her a piggyback ride for fucks sake!!! And he also cut a rabbit in half for trying to attack her when she was down!!!!
I just!!!! THEM!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!
#also the way Kremy was talking to Twig when he accidentally knocked her down during battle#my heart#like give these men a child PLEASE#also the fact that the Krew get so annoyed with Gricko (which I get)#yet see him as the pinnacle of parenting#is just#aaaaaaaaaa#I mean it probably speaks volumes about their own childhoods#but let’s not talk about that right now (:#also ik I’ve been posting a lot#like almost constantly#and I would apologize for that#but considering it’s not gonna stop until this hyperfixation dies out#I’m not going to#it’s going to keep happening#sorry not really sorry#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight
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I know this is a serious election but my mom just had a panic attack and now I feel like i should stop making election jokes
#I’m not going to#but now I’m not in a good mood#2024 presidential election#election day#election 2024#presidential election#kamala harris#vote kamala#kamala 2024#kamala for president#vote harris#harris walz 2024#vote democrat
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i don’t want to die but i also don’t want to be this anxious and overwhelmed ever again and it’s not for nothing that i could achieve that by killing myself
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And what if I wrote an Avatar Prohibited wish fic?? What then??
#I’m not going to#or am I#simply basing this off the fact that natiri hates Jake at first and that’s very them#prismo the wishmaster#prohibited wish#prohibitedwish#the scarab#scarab#Prismo
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period coming. should i k em my ass?
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I want to cancel my appointment
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I left my comfort hoodie at a swimming pool that is a FOUR HOUR drive away!!!!!!! I’m so ready to kill myswlf actually right now
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My Kendrick heart ❤️🌹
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having dan and phil in the same state as me is giving me a complex
#doesn’t matter if we are at opposite ends#if i really wanted to i could be in the same city as them in like 4 hours#i’m not going to#i’ll be in the same city as them in 4 days#but i could#dan and phil#daniel howell#phil lester#amazingphil#dnptit#terrible influence#terrible influence tour
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I just know that my family is tired of hearing me talk about fictional and traumatic women & men in the Marvel Cinematic Universe Franchise, like I’m sorry that I have a type (it might be concerning to most but to me they’re beautiful).
#marvel cinematic universe#werner von strucker#phil coulson#alphonso mackenzie#leo fitz#steve rogers#bucky barnes#melinda may#daisy johnson#jemma simmons#natasha romanoff#yelena belova#peter parker#there definitely more to list here#but yknow#i’m not going to#sm with the mcu#sm’s drabbleboard
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TW- Talking about self harm and self harm scars
I keep seeing fanart of Dazai with self harm scars and I have thoughts. Listen- I don’t have an issue with that. I actually believe Dazai is the kind of character to self harm however, not in the typical sense.
One thing people often forget about self harm is that it come in many forms. Most things can fall under that if done with the intention to inflict harm upon yourself. Drinking, pulling hair, not eating, holding your breath, scratching, taking scolding hot showers, isolation, and so much more can all be considered self harm.
Dazai in particular would have self destructive like those I just listed instead of cutting. Dazai hates pain, that is one thing made extremely clear throughout the show. He will go out of his way to avoid pain unless he sees no other way to. Tearing open your arm with a razor hurts and that’s the effect most people who self harm like that want. Dazai on the other hand would no want that. Like I said he hates pain.
I could go more into detail with my specific headcanons but I won’t because this is meant to be focusing solely on canon.
To sum up, Dazai is the type of character to self harm however, it would be in the none-typical sense.
#please listen to the trigger warning it’s there for a reason#I considered filtering this but no#I’m not going to#self harm isn’t a pretty thing so I won’t write about it like it is#I could write an essay on this but these are my quick thoughts#a thesis is you will#dazai osamu#bungou stray dogs dazai#bungo stray dogs#bsd dazai
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i could literally sit here and talk about every detail of season 2 for hours
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When i hear the name Indiana Jones i absolutely think of you. That's your name now. You've overwritten Harrison Ford. lol.
To change my name costs $137 and a police check
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