#I’m grateful for it tho
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Me: why on earth is chapter 5 leagues better than all the other ones. What the heck happened in between?
Me, remembering when I started posting Love at Twilight: ooooh it was Whumptober, that’s why…
#I remember I had chapters 1-4 completely written out during whumptober#but I must’ve started working on chapter 5 after I did whumptober#holy nuts that writing challenge improved my writing SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭#I’m grateful for it tho#I’m glad chapter 5 is so good cuz it’s a long one#and intense#let’s gooooo#smiles rambles
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me & my dog by boygenius (2018) // letter to an old poet by boygenius (2023)
#had to take a break from work and cry for 15min when i heard this#what a fucked up thing for them to do to me personally#i’m so grateful#truly tho i played me & my dog so often when i was in the depths of my ed and recovery has been hard but this made it worth it#me & my dog#letter to an old poet#boygenius#lucy dacus#julien baker#phoebe bridgers#the record#lyrics#a: phoebe bridgers#a: boygenius#a: lucy dacus
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Back at it again with another theory: What if Lucanis’ betrayal wasn’t a betrayal at all?
(obviously, spoilers below the cut)
During The Wigmaker Job, we have some dialogue between Illario and Lucanis about their position within both the Crows and the Dellamorte family. Illario wants Caterina to step down so he can take the coveted First Talon spot. Lucanis reassures him that his time is coming, to which Illario makes a snide comment about whether his cousin would ever go against their grandmother’s wishes. When they continue the conversation after the job, Illario states that Lucanis is the potential heir, that he’s her favorite, and that he’s unlikely to say no to her. Lucanis doesn’t argue, only insists that he doesn’t want to be First Talon, and that he hopes she’ll see reason before that. It’s mentioned again in Eight Little Talons - Caterina favors Lucanis. It’s well-known enough among the Crows that Viago and Teia discuss it in front of her (not on purpose, but she doesn’t deny it). He’s her prodigy through and through.
In the opening scene for the Lucanis quest in Veilguard, Caterina is poised, as you’d expect of the First Talon. She’s certain that the body they buried wasn’t her grandson, that it had been altered with blood magic. She doesn’t pose it as a theory, though: she poses it as a fact. It could, of course, merely be her confidence, but there’s another very unusual aspect to the scene – everyone else discusses how Lucanis was clearly betrayed, that someone must have sold him out in order for the Venatori to capture him. Caterina is the only one in that room who never speaks on it. She doesn’t ask for justice, doesn’t mention vengeance, never acknowledges that her grandson was sold out by someone he trusted – perhaps because he wasn’t.
What if, when Caterina comes to him with a plan, with an impossible request, he’s still her favorite prodigal grandchild, and he still does whatever she asks? She’s had him tortured before as a child, has tortured and starved and beaten him herself before, because it makes him stronger and more resistant to it in the future. He says in The Wigmaker Job that he used to hate her for it, but now he understands. He justifies it. All Crows justify it, because they have to - if they don’t, then the cruelty wasn’t for survival’s sake, and their suffering meant nothing. Perhaps he doesn’t even question it. When Caterina tells him that she has a job for him, he takes it.
What if the contract has a caveat? Sure, Calivan must die by his hand by the end of it, a little treat for a job well done, but what if his primary mission is reconnaissance, is discovery? The Venatori are using blood magic to torture and corrupt prisoners. It would behoove the Crows to find out what it entails and how to resist it, before it’s turned back on them. It would have to be someone so deeply, unabashedly loyal to her that when she asked them to infiltrate a Venatori prison, expecting torture at best, their own death at worst, they’d take the job anyway, no questions asked - someone Caterina can trust, certainly, but also someone who has never once said no to her.
And Lucanis has always been a loyal grandson.
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#maybe it’s also just because she thinks it would make him stronger and that’s how she always justifies it to herself because she’s evil!!!!#she’s MICRODOSING her GRANDSON with BLOOD TORTURE and DEMONS to fashion him into A BETTER WEAPON#I keep hearing people be like ‘oh there’s a moment in the lucanis storyline where I GASPED’#and other than like ‘he was dead the entire time’ I’m like…… what would be that shocking#and you know what would be that shocking??#if he put himself through it on purpose#envisioning a line where he’s like ‘when Caterina told me to go I didn’t ask questions because I’m a good crow!!!!!’#(also I think that would REALLY give a good bite to his demon being SPITE of all things)#also also I still think that Illario kills caterina (if she’s actually dead) but y’know what?#if he does GOOD FOR HIM#also lucanis just happening to be bursting out of his cell when you get there…. SUSPECT#was he just ready to break out at any time? if so why did he stay and get tortured for a YEAR?#why were the guards so afraid of him?? what was he capable of???#‘you’re a crow’ or ‘but you’re not a crow’ ohhhh so you were expecting a rescue?#oh I am CONNECTING the DOTS (I haven’t connected shit) I’VE CONNECTED THEM#voelene#your caterina + illario post started these wheels turning and I am eternally grateful#also tho did update this slightly because I forgot about their conversation at the end of TWJ#also got so wrapped up in my hatred of caterina that I failed to consider another emotionally devastating option:#that lucanis was the one who wanted to go and caterina covered for him#now THAT’S got some bite to it too#and maybe Lucanis volunteering to take on a demon is why it doesn’t possess him fully#it’s like a wynne/anders thing it’s symbiotic
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Joseph receiving a dream from God: you will be the last remaining sheaf of grain standing tall in the field, all others will bow to you
Me receiving a dream from God: yo, add that chili you made last night to that white cheddar Mac and cheese you just bought, it’ll be 🔥 I prommy
#second time I’ve received food based communiques from dreams#this one will absolutely be much easier tho which I’m grateful for 🥳
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Why is science actually so cool
#I’m like actually so grateful to have access to all this knowledge omg#A masters is looking so lucrative rn even tho ik I should calm down since I’ll be in school most of my life and could use a gap year
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#if someone wants to add a translation to this post i’d be forever grateful lmao#thomas bordeleau#i’m obsessed with how animated he is telling this story tho
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Part of me wants to believe that Jean and Joan of Arc were completely different people with a crazy amount of coincidences that convinced Comte that they were the same.
And true there’s the gender thing, but also…
Joan of Arc never killed anybody. Or fought. 👀
#i’m grateful to comte for the gift of jean tho 🥹🫶#but the fighting thing is a pretty huge difference 😅#ikevamp jean#ikevamp#ikemen vampire
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Am I going crazy or did the Loop plush get like?? A two week extension (if so, then HELL YEAH)
#I’m new to this fandom idk what the heck is going on yet#very grateful for the extra time tho I need to finish the game first#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#makeship#loop plushie#in stars and time loop#posts for the void
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if it helps ease your mind at all, pugs can be bred ethically. there are healthy pugs out there! unfortunately they only come from breeders who are actually responsible & do genetic and health testing on their lines. same case as any dog breed prone to health issues (gsheps, dalmations, other brachycephalic breeds) where in the end backyard breeders are always the enemy pumping out most dogs to your average person & flooding the world with dogs w worse qualities of life :-(
Yeahhh I’m aware of this and I definitely support the efforts to breed retro pugs as well as responsible breeders of other varieties but it’s such a horrific problem that I think it’ll be a long time before it gets significantly better 😔 the same goes for all the other mutated breeds as well, which unfortunately seem to only be getting worse with time. I think the most important thing is raising awareness about it and informing people about the problems with these dog (and cat) breeds, because the problem continues to get worse as long as uninformed people continue to shop for poorly bred animals for the aesthetic.
#tw animal harm#I’d rather not continue this convo tho tbh bc it’s triggering for certain loved ones of mine 😅#this is a topic for others to educate people on and I’m very grateful for those ppl’s efforts 🙏#lyla trivia hour
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if i have to be grateful for one thing about the finale it’s that sam didn’t have kids while dean was still alive bc imagine him naming his son john instead
#who cringed#literally god forbid#maybe he wouldn’t have but there was a risk#it is sad we didn’t get to see them all as a family tho :( dean would have loved being an uncle#so yeah maybe i’m not that grateful after all#back to rage only#spn#supernatural#spn finale#sam winchester#dean winchester#john winchester#john winchester can choke challenge#em saying things
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Even if I already peaked in earlier years I’m still doing zora shenanigans!!
#thought my art fell off but I realised half the fandom is gone and there were 2 mass exoduses while i had this blog djdndnfng#even tho most are gone I’m grateful for the small percent that are still here liking my silly stuff! 😭🧡💕#don't want to mention follower count but i can say for e.g 97 notes on a post is roughly 1% i miss everyone TTvTT#pri rambles#pri posts
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at the risk of sounding like really entitled….
does anyone else have a fic that is their most popular, but you don’t want it to be, because you don’t think it deserves it, and you have better stuff, and while ofc you are grateful that people like something you wrote, it’s almost annoying that for some reason That one is the most popular. lmao
#for me it’s this like time travel shenanigans ml fic called Why Are You Like This#which I had a ton of fun writing and I like the fic#but I also tend to forget about it lol#and then I see that it’s my most popular one and I’m like ‘not but this isn’t even in my top 5 favorite fics I’ve written. why’ hdjsjs#it’s probably closer to the bottom of the top 10? and I do not have that many fics hahaha#I remember rooting so hard for tell me something I don’t know to surpass it in kudos#which it eventually DID and I was so happy#but then later WAYLS passed up tms again lol#and I was slightly annoyed to realize that WAYLS was my first to break 5k kudos#while tms still hasn’t#it’s very close tho I need like. 2 more#ok ok sorry this definitely sounds super entitled DHDKDK#I promise I am VERY grateful for every fic interaction!! every kudos or comment I’ve ever received!!#thank you thank you to anyone who has ever read my stuff💜#I just think this is kind of funny#cause I keep scratching my head wondering why that one is the top fic#I think ppl just rly enjoy time travel stuff?#also I did it as a gift for yunyin based on one of her comics so that probably boosted it haha#anyway
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Happy Birthday Shinonome Ena 2024!
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Also here’s square jawline Ena as a bonus
#A little late but Happy Birthday Ena!#Here are some of the photos i took in her birthday live#3dmv is twilightlight btw#First three are my favorites although they’re pretty similar to eachother#The others are not that bad ig side profile will always look a little goofy and their chin is going to shapeshift#when they tilt their head up and I can’t do anything about that so#Also lighting is tricky especially now after 3rd anniv because a lot of the pics end up way too bright#it’s an easy fix if you just adjust the settings a little but I for some reason stick to no editing so most of my screenshots#End up scrapped bc of it#3rd anniv made things so much prettier tho so I’m still grateful#ena shinonome#shinonome ena#niigo ena#n25 ena#project sekai#proseka#project sekai colorful stage#pjsk#colorful stage#pjsekai#prsk#hatsune miku: colorful stage#hatsune miku colorful stage#prsekai
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so weird….only 20 more followers till i hit 1k… that’s quite the audience damn 😭
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i had to put my dog down today 💔💔💔💔💔💔 worst thing i have ever experienced
#he went downhill so fast in the last two days :(((((#couldn’t breathe couldn’t walk wouldn’t eat#he paced from 1pm-1am yesterday without laying down even tho he was so wobbly :(((((#and he was so bad today 😥#he was the best dog he didn’t deserve lung cancer 💔#sweetest cutest dog in the world and i have the credentials to say that as someone who worked at a pet store for six years#and met thousands of dogs#we got three and a half extra months with him after we initially were gonna put him down but he bounced back#and then we almost put him down two more times#he tried so hard for us 💔#living this day four times (with this time being the worst obviously) has been so traumatic#i’m grateful for all the extra time we got but it didn’t make me any more prepared#miss him soooo much already no dog will ever compare 💔💔💔
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preparing for valentine’s day >:3 i present to you ace attorney + bad puns valentine’s day cards!!
[Image Description: a half-body digital drawing of mia fey from ace attorney. she’s crossing her arms and smiling with her head slightly tilted to the left and two little hearts by her side. her hair is wavier than canon. on the left, there’s some text reading “You’re drop-dead gorgeous! From: [colon] To: [colon]” in comic sans. the background is a solid turquoise.
the second picture is of a postcard and greeting card of the drawing as redbubble products. they are showed in a frame that resembles the structure of an instagram post with the user lifeonmvrs. it has a title reading “already available :3 [cat face emoticon]” and in smaller text one that reads “link in bio [heart emoticon]”. the third picture is the same but the products this time are a pin and a sticker. /end ID]
#get it? cuz she’s dead?#anyway! i have lots of ideas for bad puns and cheesy pick-up lines :3#i have an edgeworth one ready and i’ll probably post it tomorrow#i hope i get to do all my ideas but idk seems unlikely!#they will all be available on my redbubble shop :]#i am moving countries soon so i really need that extra cash! so if you can buy some of my products i would be really grateful!#no pressure tho ofc 🫶#oh it was a NIGHTMARE to draw mia but that’s understandable given the fact i’ve only drawn her once before#but i love how much i’ve improved since that one last time :D#i really liked how it turned out! i’m pretty happy with the result and i hope y’all like the drawing as much as i do :3#bye bye!!!!#mia fey#mia fey fanart#mia fey ace attorney#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#aa#fanart#art#digital art#digital artist#valentines day#valentine’s day#valentine’s day cards#bad valentine’s cards#my art#stickers#pins#postcard#has id
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