#I’m grateful for it tho
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Me: why on earth is chapter 5 leagues better than all the other ones. What the heck happened in between?
Me, remembering when I started posting Love at Twilight: ooooh it was Whumptober, that’s why…
#I remember I had chapters 1-4 completely written out during whumptober#but I must’ve started working on chapter 5 after I did whumptober#holy nuts that writing challenge improved my writing SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭#I’m grateful for it tho#I’m glad chapter 5 is so good cuz it’s a long one#and intense#let’s gooooo#smiles rambles
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me & my dog by boygenius (2018) // letter to an old poet by boygenius (2023)
#had to take a break from work and cry for 15min when i heard this#what a fucked up thing for them to do to me personally#i’m so grateful#truly tho i played me & my dog so often when i was in the depths of my ed and recovery has been hard but this made it worth it#me & my dog#letter to an old poet#boygenius#lucy dacus#julien baker#phoebe bridgers#the record#lyrics#a: phoebe bridgers#a: boygenius#a: lucy dacus
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I find it funny when people are like “I love the animatronic fandom” and they’re only on Tumblr
Ur so right like it’s so nice here but trust me if you go anywhere else, it is not.
My homies. I have witnessed the horrors (half joke)
#rock afire explosion#chuck e cheese#punky rambling idk#I have NEVER seen anything quite like the animatronic fandom (outside of this app)#if you don’t know what I’m talking about just carry on and be grateful tbh#shoutout to my tumblr moots tho *gives u all a high five* thanks for being non horrible people#I like having the ability to be autistic on this app and not be judged also
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Back at it again with another theory: What if Lucanis’ betrayal wasn’t a betrayal at all?
(obviously, spoilers below the cut)
During The Wigmaker Job, we have some dialogue between Illario and Lucanis about their position within both the Crows and the Dellamorte family. Illario wants Caterina to step down so he can take the coveted First Talon spot. Lucanis reassures him that his time is coming, to which Illario makes a snide comment about whether his cousin would ever go against their grandmother’s wishes. When they continue the conversation after the job, Illario states that Lucanis is the potential heir, that he’s her favorite, and that he’s unlikely to say no to her. Lucanis doesn’t argue, only insists that he doesn’t want to be First Talon, and that he hopes she’ll see reason before that. It’s mentioned again in Eight Little Talons - Caterina favors Lucanis. It’s well-known enough among the Crows that Viago and Teia discuss it in front of her (not on purpose, but she doesn’t deny it). He’s her prodigy through and through.
In the opening scene for the Lucanis quest in Veilguard, Caterina is poised, as you’d expect of the First Talon. She’s certain that the body they buried wasn’t her grandson, that it had been altered with blood magic. She doesn’t pose it as a theory, though: she poses it as a fact. It could, of course, merely be her confidence, but there’s another very unusual aspect to the scene – everyone else discusses how Lucanis was clearly betrayed, that someone must have sold him out in order for the Venatori to capture him. Caterina is the only one in that room who never speaks on it. She doesn’t ask for justice, doesn’t mention vengeance, never acknowledges that her grandson was sold out by someone he trusted – perhaps because he wasn’t.
What if, when Caterina comes to him with a plan, with an impossible request, he’s still her favorite prodigal grandchild, and he still does whatever she asks? She’s had him tortured before as a child, has tortured and starved and beaten him herself before, because it makes him stronger and more resistant to it in the future. He says in The Wigmaker Job that he used to hate her for it, but now he understands. He justifies it. All Crows justify it, because they have to - if they don’t, then the cruelty wasn’t for survival’s sake, and their suffering meant nothing. Perhaps he doesn’t even question it. When Caterina tells him that she has a job for him, he takes it.
What if the contract has a caveat? Sure, Calivan must die by his hand by the end of it, a little treat for a job well done, but what if his primary mission is reconnaissance, is discovery? The Venatori are using blood magic to torture and corrupt prisoners. It would behoove the Crows to find out what it entails and how to resist it, before it’s turned back on them. It would have to be someone so deeply, unabashedly loyal to her that when she asked them to infiltrate a Venatori prison, expecting torture at best, their own death at worst, they’d take the job anyway, no questions asked - someone Caterina can trust, certainly, but also someone who has never once said no to her.
And Lucanis has always been a loyal grandson.
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#maybe it’s also just because she thinks it would make him stronger and that’s how she always justifies it to herself because she’s evil!!!!#she’s MICRODOSING her GRANDSON with BLOOD TORTURE and DEMONS to fashion him into A BETTER WEAPON#I keep hearing people be like ‘oh there’s a moment in the lucanis storyline where I GASPED’#and other than like ‘he was dead the entire time’ I’m like…… what would be that shocking#and you know what would be that shocking??#if he put himself through it on purpose#envisioning a line where he’s like ‘when Caterina told me to go I didn’t ask questions because I’m a good crow!!!!!’#(also I think that would REALLY give a good bite to his demon being SPITE of all things)#also also I still think that Illario kills caterina (if she’s actually dead) but y’know what?#if he does GOOD FOR HIM#also lucanis just happening to be bursting out of his cell when you get there…. SUSPECT#was he just ready to break out at any time? if so why did he stay and get tortured for a YEAR?#why were the guards so afraid of him?? what was he capable of???#‘you’re a crow’ or ‘but you’re not a crow’ ohhhh so you were expecting a rescue?#oh I am CONNECTING the DOTS (I haven’t connected shit) I’VE CONNECTED THEM#voelene#your caterina + illario post started these wheels turning and I am eternally grateful#also tho did update this slightly because I forgot about their conversation at the end of TWJ#also got so wrapped up in my hatred of caterina that I failed to consider another emotionally devastating option:#that lucanis was the one who wanted to go and caterina covered for him#now THAT’S got some bite to it too#and maybe Lucanis volunteering to take on a demon is why it doesn’t possess him fully#it’s like a wynne/anders thing it’s symbiotic
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Joseph receiving a dream from God: you will be the last remaining sheaf of grain standing tall in the field, all others will bow to you
Me receiving a dream from God: yo, add that chili you made last night to that white cheddar Mac and cheese you just bought, it’ll be 🔥 I prommy
#second time I’ve received food based communiques from dreams#this one will absolutely be much easier tho which I’m grateful for 🥳
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Why is science actually so cool
#I’m like actually so grateful to have access to all this knowledge omg#A masters is looking so lucrative rn even tho ik I should calm down since I’ll be in school most of my life and could use a gap year
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#if someone wants to add a translation to this post i’d be forever grateful lmao#thomas bordeleau#i’m obsessed with how animated he is telling this story tho
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as someone who’s never liked timsteph i find it so funny that i just accidentally talked myself into a revrob au of them. revrob au where war games happens, steph (~15) gets captured & tortured, except this time tim (~16) comes in to try & help but due to [unforeseen circumstances] no one comes as backup, and they’re both tortured, leading to steph’s red hood era via being resurrected somehow by arthur brown and tim’s oracle era brought on via complications due to torture.
tim’s the one person steph won’t target, and steph’s the one person tim can’t really get angry with about killing, because they get it.
#THE ONLY EXCEPTION💥💥💥 except it’s like a kinda horrifically toxic relationship#steph is pissed that tim survived & is still condescending to her via his ‘as long as u don’t target the kids i won’t interfere’ shit#and tim wishes he died instead because now literally everyone knows abt him bc he was publicly kidnapped & recovered#tim was with steph as she died and she’s very grateful for that. tim is annoyed bc she didn’t have to deal w the aftermath like he did#like they have the worlds most unhealthy relationship but also it works bc their care outweighs their hatred#& then u also get fun convos where tim can’t stand damian/b/duke saying that what steph is doing is wrong bc *they weren’t there*#tim drake#batfam#dc#stephanie brown#anyway. i have never shipped timsteph. i dont know where the brainrot came from. i’m having fun here tho#reverse robins#tim becomes a biomedical / doctor esque thing and works in r&d at drake industries 👍#he’s the one steph goes to when she’s hurt. he can’t talk anymore & he trusts that she’ll always listen to him even when she doesn’t want to#anyways. what happened here.#(tim ends up having to kill black mask to escape bc he was held there even after steph died. bc he had info she didn’t.)#(it’d be hypocritical if he got angry at her killing ppl who did bad things.)#i know tim & damian are on good-ish terms when they’re adults but that tim still is fine w steph hunting damian /b/duke#bc ‘he got his chance to chew them out. now it’s her turn.’ i have no clue about literally anyone else yet tho#thoughts
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genuinely seems like the prettier i get, the less engagement my page receives
#i think ppl liked me better blonde i guess?#either that or my personality is just finally starting to really grate on ppl#idk tho i honestly like myself better now tho#not quite loving myself just yet but i think i’m closer than i’ve ever been
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HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!!!!!
I hope everyone is having a fantastic new years (night or party)! Even tho it’s sad dbda got cancelled I’m glad 2024 gave us that tv show, it literally changed my life and I can’t imagine for it not existing :( I know it’s dumb to believe in miracles but I still HOPE that maybe next year some magic happens and we can get a dead boy detectives spin off, second season or at least something else.
I miss it so much :(
But anyway, I’m so happy I got to meet some amazing mutuals (you know who yall are!) and I hope next year I can continue meeting new people and hopefully be more active here and maybe work on dbda fanfics 👀 or other stuff dbda related. Here’s to 2025!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ (also if you aren’t having a fantastic new years, my DMS are open! If anyone wants to chat, or rant or just hang out!) maybe we can play games, talk about dbda or theorize how season 2 would’ve looked like idk! 😊 you’re not alone!
#dbda#dead boy detective netflix#dead boy detectives#payneland#dead boy detective agency#happy new years everyone!!!#thankful I got to be part of this amazing fandom and I’m so grateful I found this show and yall!#hopefully some miracle or magic happens and we can get dbda back#I won’t stop hoping even tho I KNOW it will never happen I would still like to believe witchcraft exists so 👀#also I hope Netflix burns and go to hell uwu#fǔck you Netflix#I also wish a happy new years to all dbda cast and people who worked in it and put so much passion!!!!!!#if anyone wants to hang out and chill with me my dms are open btw!#i promise I’m not mean :( just a bit awkward sometimes oops#but anyway I hope everyone has a fantastic New Year’s Eve and an amazing 2025!!!!!!!!!#also payneland would’ve been endgame and canon ;)
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i sometimes so desperately wish my gender and sexuality were more simple. i wish we weren’t trapped in a world where the binary even within transness weren’t so rigid. i wish i could just say i was trans man or that i never had had the desire to transition and could have just stayed happily as a cis butch lesbian
#and i don’t necessarily mean that trans people are rigid with the binary although some definitely are#i more mean that people looking in from the outside expect you to become a man or a woman#or be a non transitioning nonbinary person#really grateful to my nonbinary/genderqueer pals also transitioning who help keep me sane#bork bork!#been thinking a lot about public spaces in particular bathrooms recently#idk what the fuck i’m doing#thankfully i live in a chill state otherwise i would avoid public bathrooms like the plague#i still get so nervous going in tho
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Part of me wants to believe that Jean and Joan of Arc were completely different people with a crazy amount of coincidences that convinced Comte that they were the same.
And true there’s the gender thing, but also…
Joan of Arc never killed anybody. Or fought. 👀
#i’m grateful to comte for the gift of jean tho 🥹🫶#but the fighting thing is a pretty huge difference 😅#ikevamp jean#ikevamp#ikemen vampire
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Am I going crazy or did the Loop plush get like?? A two week extension (if so, then HELL YEAH)
#I’m new to this fandom idk what the heck is going on yet#very grateful for the extra time tho I need to finish the game first#in stars and time#isat#isat loop#makeship#loop plushie#in stars and time loop#posts for the void
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if it helps ease your mind at all, pugs can be bred ethically. there are healthy pugs out there! unfortunately they only come from breeders who are actually responsible & do genetic and health testing on their lines. same case as any dog breed prone to health issues (gsheps, dalmations, other brachycephalic breeds) where in the end backyard breeders are always the enemy pumping out most dogs to your average person & flooding the world with dogs w worse qualities of life :-(
Yeahhh I’m aware of this and I definitely support the efforts to breed retro pugs as well as responsible breeders of other varieties but it’s such a horrific problem that I think it’ll be a long time before it gets significantly better 😔 the same goes for all the other mutated breeds as well, which unfortunately seem to only be getting worse with time. I think the most important thing is raising awareness about it and informing people about the problems with these dog (and cat) breeds, because the problem continues to get worse as long as uninformed people continue to shop for poorly bred animals for the aesthetic.
#tw animal harm#I’d rather not continue this convo tho tbh bc it’s triggering for certain loved ones of mine 😅#this is a topic for others to educate people on and I’m very grateful for those ppl’s efforts 🙏#lyla trivia hour
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if i have to be grateful for one thing about the finale it’s that sam didn’t have kids while dean was still alive bc imagine him naming his son john instead
#who cringed#literally god forbid#maybe he wouldn’t have but there was a risk#it is sad we didn’t get to see them all as a family tho :( dean would have loved being an uncle#so yeah maybe i’m not that grateful after all#back to rage only#spn#supernatural#spn finale#sam winchester#dean winchester#john winchester#john winchester can choke challenge#em saying things
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#got the new as soon as I woke up and ive been processing it all day 💔#tho Hyeju gave us a heads up it was still so unexpected and shocking…#I love my Looble girls so much#they got to shine so much individually in this group and truly showcase their full potential#it was off to a great start with this company (the lore mv music) then it gradually went downhill (lack of promo & lackluster 2nd tour)#I’m still so grateful we got 3 mini albums in a year#I guess their company was too broke?#the members & their staff seem hopeful about this termination so im keeping Hope too#i wish they will continue together in another agency 🤞#these 5 girls mean so much to me & I will support them no matter what they do next#sad about fromis_9 (tho im happy they re free for H*be) Ive been following them from the start & they deserved so much more#NewJeans are so brave but there is no doubt they will continue together under another label#my ult groups Loona GFriend GWSN 💔 WJSN too is inactive#only Red Velvet is still standing and my re-debuted girls are not Even safe 💔#loossemble#Loona#forever#thank you Loossemble#Looble#kpop#ggs#girl groups#Vivi#hyunjin#gowon#hyeju#yeojin
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