#I’m gonna scream oh my god
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Ohhhh my god. Oh I’m dumb. Oh no.
The fuckinggg. Plot twist of book two. I wrote it TWICE. Once in chapter 21 and then! I forgot about it! And wrote it AGAIN! IN CHAPTER 32 !!!
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Got a Sam x Suo comm for my self ship from the wonderful @sucodelauranja Thank you bubs I absolutely adore it and I might just actually sob. Definitely check out my girl if her commissions are open she is absolutely amazing and the absolute best. 💖
#samsrambles#ask me about my self ship#self ship#Suo x Sam#Sayato#The matching earrings took me out oh god I just love it so much!!#Brb I’m gonna go stare at this and cry. 😭💖#screaming sobbing throwing up#giggling and twirling my hair#kicking my feet#hayato suo#suou hayato#wind breaker#wind breaker (satoru nii)#not my art#commission#windbreaker fanart
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GUYS YKNOW HOW I GOT ENSEMBLE IN HADEETOWN?? I JUST GOT OFFERED UNDERSTUDY FOR EURYDICE, PERSEPHONE, AND MAYBE THE FATES
#IM GONNA SCREAM OH MY GOD#my teacher talked to me in private to talk and was like ‘you had a really good audition and did so well’#honestly i can’t remember most of what she said my brain was going 100 miles an hour#BUT AHHHHH#its kinda unofficial like i’m not rlly an understudy?#but. i am ??#like i’ll only work on those parts if one of the people isn’t at a rehearsal#but i can still like work on the songs in private and stuff so#IM SO EXCITED THI#FOR ENSEMBLE AND FOR LIKE JUST MY TEACH SEEING MY TALENT AND HARDWOKR
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YALL IM ABOUT TO BUST WHAT THE FUCK LOOK AT HIM HOLY SHIT ON A STICK
#Arknights#lessing#lessing Arknights#arknights Lessing#MORE SKINS TO BUY IM GONNA GO BROKE#AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#OH MY FUCKING GOD#LOOK AT HUM#I WANT IT SO BAD#WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SIX MONTHS AWAY LIKE#I JUST WANNA EAT HIM#LOOK AT THIS FUCKINH REBEL DUDE#GRANDPA AINT GONNA BE HAPPY ABOUT THIS#I WANNA SWALLA THIS MOTHERFUCKER WHOLE#I CANT STOP STARING AND SCREAMING#AND I HAVE TO GET THIS SKIN OH MY LORD#PLEASE MAKE MORE LESSING SKINS HG AND MY LIFE IS YOURS#MY DAD IS WONDERING WHY THE FUCKING IM SCREAMING SO DAMN LOUD#FICK OFF DAD YOULL NEVER UNDERSTAND#I’M SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW#*SCREAMING INTENSIFIES*
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GUYS
GUYS
GUUUUUUUUYYYSSSS
GUESS WHO GOT APPROVED FOR FUCKING SURGERYYYYYY
NO DATE YET BUT AAAAAAAAAHHHHAHHHJHHAHHJJJ
#HOLY FUXKING SHIT I’M SCREAMING#I’M SO FUCKING EXCITED OH MY GOD IT’S HAPPENING#NO MAJOR HEALTH PROBLEMS AND MY SURGEON SEEMS SUPER COOL#AJASHIAAISISHAHJOAJDBDJSKSNXBSKANA#I CAN’T FUCKING BELIEVE THIS IS FINALLY GONNA HAPPEN
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So I was reading articles about John Hurt (as I do when I procrastinate on life in general lol) and I saw a still shot of a movie I’ve never seen still shots of before; so I looked it up. It’s a play. I was worried I wouldn’t find it in full online; but I did, so here it is in all its glory:
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He’s just… ugh I want to gently hold his face in my hands he’s just so sad and lonely with his weepy voice and eye bags. I couldn’t process half of what he said but I think this is a warning about always speed-running through life to get to the next good thing. We should appreciate the moment; because in the end, we’ll have nothing at all but our memories. If we rush through life, we won’t have any memories to keep us warm at night when the chill of death creeps up on us in our old age.
Also, spool, spooooooooooollll…….
spoooooooooooooooooooooolllllll [cackles in mentally unstable]
@kaleidoscopr @theindo @possessedbydevils @randomtwospirit
#The fucking banana. I was talking to him through the screen like#“…a banana??? You keep bananas in…. there? You good man? A—are you okay?#What the hell are y—” [cracks up but quickly stops laughing] “Oh— oh honey… you’re not right are you?#No you’re not right. Uh…. Why don’t you sit down; your breathing sounds awful. You sound like you’re gonna die…#OH GOD [loses my shit laughing/cringing ] “Oh— oh ouch. No no no— I’m not laughing at you I just— I like your actor…#a lot… too much probably#and he’s just good at what he does and the timing of it all… this is exactly how I act when I’m home alone#I swear I’m not laughing at you… I just— PUT THAT BANANA BACK YOU’RE GOING TO KILL YOURSELF”#John Hurt#stage acting#Krapp’s Last Tape (2001)#Samuel Beckett#Yeah… funky stage play. Very moving and dreamlike#[This is me gently holding Mr. Krapp and rotating him in my mind like a bowl of ramen in a microwave]#Screaming crying throwing up beating the walls#I am unwell#Ough ough ough#It’s not difficult for me to watch per se#but I’m very much the kind of person who HAS to help when someone’s having a hard time doing something#— especially if they’re old or otherwise infirm — or I’ll feel like a piece of shit for weeks… and this fucking man#this fucking man is so good at being frail and pitiful that I feel genuinely agitated that I can’t reach into the screen and help him#It’s like the torture scene in 1984 all over again where he just barely manages to wrench himself upright on the table#then immediately falls off onto the concrete floor with the most tragic sickening bone-grinding splat you’ve ever heard#AND HAS TO HOIST HIMSELF UP ONTO HIS FEET ALL BY HIMSELF WHEN HE’S MALNOURISHED AND EXHAUSTED#Like ughhhhhh let me pick him up and wrap him in a blanket and carry him somewhere warm and safe and make him an omelette#And I know I write whump and I shouldn’t be this sensitive#but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST MR. HURT YOU ARE KILLING ME#Youtube
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who the fuck was gonna tell me Frankie Dart was pagets character in community I thought he was a talk show host
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guys… hear me tf out.
#sam hubbard#sam mf hubby#holy moly#oh my god#i’m gonna scream#he’s so fine#he’s so babygirl#joe burrow#bengals
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we always talk about how theon should be at the club or renly should be at the club but i think tyrion should be in therapy, this seems obvious but i’m talking about even non extensive, you have mediocre healthcare and can only get a therapist for eight sessions before you reach the edge of their expertise which is mostly just unipolar depression & grief from a grandparent’s death, bc even the world’s shittiest therapist would listen to that man talk and be like “have you ever thought of just going no contact? it doesn’t seem like this is healthy and family clearly doesn’t give a shit. just like, change your number” ya know, and going no contact is a lot easier if you’re a trust fund baby in the 21st century bc he can just use the relatives he still talks to (im assuming gemma and jaime) as references for some high paying nothingburger job, move out, get a new phone, and just never see his dad again. like not for nothing but sometimes just waking up and knowing you never have to see that man’s bitch ass again?? it’s very healing.
#i’m thinking about fatherhood a lot wjsjdjd#i am the first person to point to rosalie kennedy and scream incoherently when people say that being rich completely alleviates prejudice#from disability bc that’s just functionally not and has never been true. but like if tyrion is born in the year 1992 as a trust fund kid?#he’s gonna get to college see the social worker who is gonna be like ‘maybe just don’t go home for the holiday? just find a friend to spend#winter break with?’ and give him some lexapro and he’s gonna be like oh my god. i can just stop talking to my family.#yeah baby you can!!!! you can just leave!!!!!!!!! tyrion just leave pls for the love of god 😔😔#getting on my soap box
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NEWEST MANGA CHAPTER SPOILERS
ARE WE STILL FRIEEEEENDS?????
OH, DON’T GET GREEN-SKIN, KEEP CONTACT
DON’T SAY GOODBYE
SMELL YOU LATER
#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP#togachako#i’m sobbing oh my god#this song came into mind when i read it i can’t#toga my baby your smile is so pretty#WHYYYYY IM GONNA THROW UP
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cant stop thinking about dennis and what he thinks his place in the gang is and how it’s changed and how he’s changed and i hope dennis takes a mental health day makes him realize that this is truly his family and he doesn’t have to wear a mask all the time. he doesn’t have to be holding it all in and he doesn’t have to have huge meltdowns. he can just be dennis and the gang already loves him. because they know him.
#i cant think abt anything other than the fact that they’re a family#and s16 is all abt family#and i’m gonna shit myself#this is my family they’re a family oh my god i’m gonna scream
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YALL I GOT TO SEE THE MAN WHO RAISED ME TODAY :((
i’m 5’11 and he’s 5’2 lmao
#WE XALL HIM BUTTON :(#he’s so amazing#oh god i cried like a baby#oh i screamed when i came in the door#I AINT SEEN HIM IN TWELVE YEARS#I WAS SIC#AND HE STILL#STILL WAS A BETTER DAD THAN BOTH MEN MY MOTHER MARRIED#no hate to her she’s perfection in a bottle#BUT OH MY GOD#y’all i’m still hyperventilating i’m so happy#and now he’s talking abt how he’s gonna try to come over regularly#we talked OH GOD we all talked so much FUCK#he was crying cause he missed both my big milestone birthdays (16 and 18) oh :((#okay i’m done now#.v speaks#.venus updated!#HE HUGGED ME SO FUCMI G TIGHT
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god. one of these days i’ll write up a post abt martyn and grian and then it’s OVER for y’all
#not something i’m gonna maintag but while i’m here#i’m gonna be a hater for a second#it always makes me fucking grit my teeth and try not to scream whenever people are like#OOOUOUUOOHHH THE NARRATIVE FOILS#because. because ok.#YES. you are RIGHT. but oh my god the analysis does not STOP THERE.#i also just hate when people are like#foils are when characters are opposite. we should arbitrarily create a dichotomy in their actions that makes no goddamn sense#i once saw someone be like THE FOIILLSSS they’re both doomed by the narrative but grian accepts it and martyn fights it at every opportunity#which by the way. NOT WHAT DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE MEANS.#but also ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND sorry#you’re telling me martyn Watchers Specialest Little Champion littlewood is defying the narrative? fr?#also sorry. when has grian been passively accepting of anything ever#i just. i just…. ugghghghh……..#i need to grip them in my big evil fists#i’m crazy abt them but in a different weird way#mouse.txt
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#i’m gonna do my reactions in the tags cackles#oh woag this is fascinating#not the sounds i expected#ouhh this is six minutes long holy shit#i do really like his voice cackles#ouhh okay more sounds got added#OUH okay nodding nodding kicking up a little i like this#YEAAHHH drums fuck yeah#they don’t know you like i do……..#GOD GUITAR HOLY FUCK#WHATTTTTT#THERES A DIFFEREENCEEE!!!!!!!#dude holy shit#this part fucks#oh woah a cappella???#dude this song has so much#and now an organ#this is wild to me this is like a whole movie /silly#WOAH#look around look around round round…..#i wonder how we used to go so long without it AUGH#i am right beside yoOOUU!!!!#IF I BURN OUTTTTT AND SLIPPP AWAYY!!!!!!!!#god i do really like his voice this dude can sing#fuck yeah the drums again#GOD i love when he screams#CAN I HIDE IN YOU AWHILEEEEE!!!!!!!#okay kind of a banger NOT was i expected god damn#it had some parts that didn’t make me as crazy but there were others that were insane dude#answering asks
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Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed
#god I hate it here#not to mention you mother and father#SEEING this#simply decides to ignore you like your Alr dead#like damn okay 💀💀 fuck you too ig 💀💀#I don’t know how to fix this#I’m literally gonna be held back or taken to court bc I’ve missed so many days#but oh well the sillies r keeping me alive#Also I told myself I wouldn’t vent online anymore but I honestly don’t care anymore 😭#it’s so bad though#I tried to do some of my homework last night and ended up throwing up from the stress#and it’s not like my friends just forgot about me they are GOOD friends I’ve just been pushing them away; telling them I’m just sick etc.#it’s my fault so I’m not mad at them for not knowing what to do. The closest ones try to call me#sometimes I answer and we talk. sometimes I don’t and they leave me a message abt how their a good listener and they KNOW something’s wrong.#Truly I love my friends but at this point I just need to be medicated or in a mental institution ong#but again; it’s not like my parents actually care. they canceled my therapy that was court appointed to me#My support system otherwise is gone; my older siblings have moved out and I’m supposed to protect my younger ones from my parents#but deadass my entire family is well aware that I’m useless in that department#I shake scream and sob everytime my parents yell at us so I’m no help; really#I mean recently I’ve been able to keep my emotions under control but the only reason why is because I’m dead inside 💪#As I’m typing this out I’m realizing that I should be telling the world this especially not in my mental state but like. I dunno 🤷♂️#I know most of you don’t care or if you do your just concerned or feel bad bc you know what it’s like and I thank you.#seriously; I thank you for being human and reminding me the world can be kind#if anything im just distracting myself from whatever this is. whether it be playing a silly game or drawing about said silly game it helps#but it also makes me feel guilty bc I RLLY should be focused on trying to pass this year. but I’m pretty sure it’s too late now.#anyways; that’s why I’ve been inactive lately so I apologize#it’s funny bc I’m typing this out but I rlly don’t feel anything while explaining this to you guys#I’ll tag this properly; I don’t know why I’m posting this and I might delete it later I dunno#tw vent#tw mention of abuse
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the way I just threw my phone across the room
not to edit this within three seconds but SHE JUST FUCKING DMED ME AND I CANT OPEN THE APP AND READ IT ARE UOU KIDDING ME??? I CANT BE PERCEIVED
#k rambles and nobody cares: a series#she saw my yj lottie tattoo#OH#OH MY GOD#I’m gonna go shower and maybe do some screaming and then I’ll summon up the lady balls to open the dm
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