#I’m gonna kms myself haha

[mkzmerryfriend]

Haha no but actually my Roman Empire is Warped Tour 2005

[thrwne]

okay, so we all know Erik and Olivia are going to sleep together & nobody of us understands how this is going to happen (including myself), BUT even tho I’m very confused about this i still think that it’s not going to happen because they are in love with each other or anything. Sure, there must be some kind of attraction from both sides but I don’t feel like it’s this kind of attraction (or they both just want to try it but nahh I don’t think so). Also i don’t think that are going to be a couple after that, don’t ask me where this confidence is coming from, but yeah (been have this feeling since I saw the trailer haha or it’s just my head being delusional as always).

Oh & i’m a 100% sure season 3 will end on a big big cliffhanger 💀 (glad season 4 was already filmed lol)!!

I think their connection will come later and it will be related to Olivia and Felix beefing and her finding some comfort in Erik being the one nice guy in that group. I think it will be a very spontaneous and physical/fun short-term thing between them. If it drags on into season 4 much I'm gonna kms

Those two set aside, I just need to see Mathias happy for a minute 😭 he can't just be pining for Erik for two seasons. Give him a new guy to crush on that likes him back and then Matherik can be reunited when Erik gets jealous and realizes his feelings for Mathias

[sparrow-the-tired-lesbian]

my thoughts on the finale

I got my soda and Doritos lesgo 

*sees the episode title* oh no

Praying for Lokius canon

Oh Jesus Christ this is about to fuck me up for the rest of the month

Oh Victor-

LOKIIIII

MOBIUS BABY

spaghetti?

Spaghetti.

That music???

Why are we doing Beethoven 

Mobius is so confused bless this baby

Tom is just vibing

Minutes???

Skin?

LOKI LMFAO

Oh that’s creepy

OB YOURE SO CUTE

ITS PERFECT

Loki knows too much

Mobius control your little pet

Loki really took centuries to learn this

He just winked at timely, how is timely still living 

Smort Loki

AWww Loki is so cute

Awww Mobius 

SMOOCH

“What the shit are you doing” god things baby you wouldn’t understand

OH SUPPORTIVE LOKI

where was Loki when I was actively suicidal

Timely please you can do it

You’re doing so good honey

Hurry before you fuckin die

HE DID ITTTTT

OH LOKI IS SO EXCITED

MY HEART

OH VICTOR

*audible insanity noises*

WIZARD-

OH LOKI WOULD BE SUCH A GREAT FATHER/MOTHER TO THISE BOYS IF MÖBIUS’S

Uh oh

This is bad

Oh Loki is about to go mad

Oh Sylvie hello wife

Say something to your bitch ass husband Loki

Oh Victor no-

He’s just ready for death

THAT FACE

wait why are we here

Don’t do that

DINT DO THAT

IF YOU FALL IN LOVE I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING SHIT MYSELF THIS IS A THREAT

Sylvie can stab me any day

SHUT THE FUCK UP

WHY ARE YOU TEMPTING FATE VICTOR

DONT OPEN A VEIIIIIIN

FREEEEEZE YOUR BRAINNNNN

don’t do any of this

Stop trying

oh plot twist

Lover boy???

Shut the fuck up HWR. I’ll fucking kill you myself.

He’s such a bitch I partly love him and partly hate him.

sir why are you a poet

I feel like they didn’t even try with Sylvie’s outfit. Her hair isn’t supposed to be a middle part in this era

We’re getting a lot of info 

But those people aren’t easy to rebuild

Haha pun

I’m gonna kms if Sylki does anything major again 

HA MAJOR

A PUN

What if you just… got rid of all corrupted Kang variants? That’s what the TVA should be for. Preventing war, by surveying the timeline for variants who wish to start a war.

Offer him his husband and he’ll accept.

Part of me goes “kill her to protect Lokius��� and the other says “no my baby-”

MOBIUS

HES BACK

someone’s got a hold of the set list

Story time!!!

This feels personal

Mobius was that you

Oh dear

OH MY GOD

CHEEK KISS PLEASE :)

MOBIUS NO

VERITY NO

SYLVIE NO-

if y’all have a romance moment I will murder everyone

Don’t get closer

Stop this

Stop

Please

This isn’t fun

Oh my god Sylvie I love you but shut up

Oh great

Chanting for the cheek kiss please and thanks

Why the smile?

Where are you going?

Oh no

OH NO

looking at the two people he loved stop hurting me

OH NO THE SMILE

MOBIUS IS PANICKING IM PANICKING

(Will be reblogging with part two)

[crazylittlejester]

Ik the kms joke was a joke and all but pls stay safe I care abt u :(

-Mandy wars 🍊

(Haha sorry I’ve been hiding in the void)

OH HEY DUDE!! I’ve been worried about ya, i hope you’re doin’ okay!!

don’t worry bro i cant kill myself until I’ve posted your fic, i literally can’t do that to you 😭 /j

in all seriousness tho, that’s not something any of y’all need to worry about. if I’m goin’ out it ain’t gonna be some lame ass way by my own hand, god himself is gonna have to come down here and drag me away kicking and screaming 🫶 im far more likely to just disappear and abandon society to go live in the woods. tho in the event of my untimely demise, my fiancee and friend have been instructed to continue my fics and post all my finished wips im holding onto 🫡 so y’all wont be starved of content lmao (but seriously im fine and the only place i’m going is potentially the woods)

(also i had to lock all my fics on ao3 so i hope you have an ao3 acc. if you dont ill find a way to print out your fic when i finish it and tie it to a raven and deliver it to your house /j)

REMEMBER TO DRINK WATER AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, I HOPE YOURE DOING GOOD 🫶

[lonely-teengirl]

I want my music and my friends haha I want to kms haha I want to die haha I’m gonna shoot myself haha (killl me!!!)

[clownishstarfish]

Sorry I haven’t really been that active or posting my art

I took an edible yesterday and had a really bad high like I was coughing and crying and stuff, my brothers were there but yeah

I realized I really wanna kill myself like not even haha funny gonna kms like I genuinely wanna end it horrifyingly bad and I don’t have a therapist and I’m scared of psych wards so I’m just a bit lost

I also got into a game series that probably completely fucked up my mental health. Like it’s really toxic as a whole it’s just gore for the sake of being gorey. It’s kinda like skewed my perspective on a lot of things and I should leave the fan base but I’m way too hyperfixated. It’s such a gross game and I should definitely stop indulging into it but like I just can’t???? I’ve found myself stuck onto it like a leech. And now I have OCs for it. I definitely should have waited until I was 18 to get into it. (Especially because the game creator literally labeled it as 18+ sigh)

Here’s some art of my previously mentioned game OC to make up for being gone for a bit

[yakultii]

I ain't scared, I just thought I might get the most best answer this way..I'm wondering what poet or poem you read (or were read in your childhood) that had you looking for more and aspiring to write your own? If it was a traumatic event, I feel you there. .it can really help to read a complete stranger's words of pain, when they harmonize with our own. I admit, I have only read a couple of your poems but I love your voice, keep on keepin on ☮️ 🕉 💛

HAHA DW I LOVE ANONS <33333 I encourage it.

HONESTLY no poetry inspired me to write poetry (IRONIC) I thought I hated poetry!!!! I’ve written many things since I was a kid but always been more of an essay kinda dude..I attempted to read poetry a few times over my lifetime and mostly it made no sense to me..I thought it was just a bunch of pretentious ppl flexing their advanced vocab (which honestly I lack bc of a whole other story I won’t get into and maybe I was just jealous) - the only time I wrote a poem was back in final yr of highschool lit class when my brain was malnourished af and writing it made me want to kms plus I had major imposter syndrome (and then my lovely grandma went and sent it in to a poetry magazine without me knowing and it got published and still I didn’t think poetry was for me) only in more recent times I no longer have access to a psych who I can send weekly 3000 word emails to and I needed to do something so that I would stop driving myself completely insane bc I also live alone 4hrs from family and no friends so have noone to save me but myself so I started writing every day on wattpad like a digital diary entry(today was day 118 in a row) then I started to see others who had written poetry and combined w the fact that I’ve come very far over the yrs in terms with perfectionism (as in not needing to be) I found myself in a place realising that poetry didn’t have to be “good” and that I could just make it work for me. I could just write for myself. To get things out (even tho it’s only like 5% of my mind). It didn’t need to look impressive for others etc like what I used to think poetry did… so yeah basically poetry is just my budget therapy now and a tool to prevent me from ending things :))))) everything I write about (so far, at time of writing) is from real life experience and I love using it as an outlet to say the things that wouldn’t be taken so well if they were said out loud.. cause everyone has some sort of darker side whether they are exposed to it or not and whilst I do hold onto a lot of hope I love being able to have an outlet to get the rot out of me or at least create something with it so it’s not completely useless and all consuming. ALSO I think it’s cool that poetry allows you to turn your words into art. I’ve always loved art and ppl consider me arty or whatevs but I can’t draw or paint (well - not that it matters) so this is kinda something that comes more naturally to me! (I’ve only been writing poetry for 4 months now so hopefully I can only get better)… AND THANK THE LORD in the meantime as I have come to write my own poetry I am now able to appreciate other people’s poetry, I can understand it more, I can be inspired by it, I can admire it. I get it now. Or at least I think I’m starting to get it…. But to answer ur question l wouldn’t say it was a singular traumatic event which inspired it but rather a combined experience of like 20 genuinely traumatic events combined with being neurodiverse & a lifetime of various mental illnesses which I wouldn’t say are all treated etc. and quite honestly having read NOTHING in the past which resonated with the depth of my own experience so I thought you know what I know I can’t be the only one feeling this, I’m gonna try write my own! If I can’t read it I’ll write it and hope I can be that for someone else I guessss

SOZ FOR RANT IDK HOW TO STFU AND THANK YOU FOR READING A FEW OF MY POEMS AND THANK YOU FOR THIS QUESTION ILY HAVE A LOVELY DAY <33

[dnaerose0]

I had to educate someone on this myself a while ago - it was the first time I’ve ever heard unalive used in a IRL situation . It made me want to *unalive * haha . As someone who has attempted , I don’t mind kms jokes . What I do mind is “ haha I’m gonna unalive “ “ ong toaster bathtub “ etc . Those were phrases to get past censors on things like TikTok - we are NOT censored irl . You do not have to say unalive IRL . Saying things like that infantilize those themes - and stigmatize those words more . You’re allowed to say SUICIDE . It’s not an evil word .

The tik tokification of 'bad words' like sex/seggs suicide/unalive pedohile/PDFile grape/rape only originally censored because of moderation rules but now in colloquial (online) speech is going to send me to an early grave

[peachinspiration]

This is my first day officially moved out and with a rented room in a friend’s house with my brother and I am so so terrified and paranoid, I don’t wanna fuck things up cuz I CANNOT go back with my parents, I’d rather kms. Like I have never felt this much real anxiety in a long time and I almost wanna cry but I’m not. I’m just so terrified. My tarot cards said the job I applied to will accept my brother and I, so I’m not so worried about that, but fuck man having to Uber to and back until we afford a car (after finally being able to complete drivers ed) is fucking terrifying to me idk.

I’m upset that I feel so paranoid and anxious, cuz I really thought when I moved out I’d feel freedom for the first time in forever, but no I’m fucking terrified help. But at least it shows me how much actual pain I need to overcome, cuz all of this feels like uhh ok so yk how it’s like when you get attacked and run you’re completely numbed out but when you finally find a resting spot all of it catches up at full force?? That’s how it feels rn. Except it’s like leaving a lifelong toxic home situation, I’m not used to it and I’m insanely antsy. I’m just really scared of fucking up.

I plan to apply for EBT and to check on the waitlist for me to get on adhd meds, and once hired I plan to hire a driver instructor since I still have nobody who can help otherwise. I sorta feel alone in this idk why, but I’m sure I’ll be ok. My cards told me to hear from others’ experiences of going through the same thing to help myself here and it’s right as usual.

Ok whew yea this feels good to write about cuz I finally feel myself calming down. I haven’t been able to actually journal write or anything in a long time and it’s just been choppy twt priv vents but yea again this is really therapeutic.

But ya idk I’m scared, but at the same time I know I’ll be okay deep down. Another thing I’m excited about is that with money saved up, I’ll be able to finally travel to see my bf without anyone stopping me :•) I’ll go to Chile without having to be interrogated about it or prevented from traveling there!! My brother said he may even wanna come with me. So I’m very excited about that. I’ll have to hurry up on my Spanish studies tho and begin to speedrun learning the Chilean dialect and accent haha thankfully I have my bf for that.

I think when I’m more settled in I’ll finally write that paragraph of educating to that one person I called out for being racist recently then block them after since I don’t wanna deal with anymore mess. It’s just too uncomfortable to deal with.

At the same time tho, life does feel super different. My past life feels very far away now, but now I’m stuck with all sorts of emotional baggage from it. It’s kinda making me realize how hurt and vulnerable I truly am from it. My older sister probably felt the same way when she was kicked out at 18. God I really don’t know what to expect. Maybe I’ll consult my cards about it since I have most of them with me now. I still have some things leftover back at the house but it’s ok. Maybe I’ll make myself a blessing jar.

I already miss my dog though. That’s a part that REALLY sucks cuz of how close we are to her. I miss her really badly and feel kinda sick over it :^( her mental health gets affected whenever my brother and/or I are separated from her and she’s also old and gonna be 14 sometime this year. I’m not worried about her passing on cuz she’s still very active and runs fast and has energy and still acts like a baby though. But man I want her so badly.

I’m terrified of appearing like a burden around here and I’m terrified of my friend or her parents hating me cuz I’m so used to people I live with hating on me in some way and treating me degradingly. I kinda wish I could just shut everything off for a moment and be somewhere timeless for as long as I want to let everything out then come back lolol like yk time stopping. I hope I make more friends. I’ve kinda gone through a huge irl friend purge in the recent years especially as I came to further terms about being trans. Also a lot of people turned out to be completely nuts now. Like how my childhood “best” friend slowly showed more and more abusive tendencies. First toward me and then toward everyone else, to the point of actually threatening lives all cuz this guy wouldn’t love her back.

Oh also wow crazy the moon is full in two days. Fun stuff I’d better prepare for it since I finally have the freedom to. I hope I have my lighter packed with me, I think I have my matches.

[bo0zey]

i’m so tired of pretending i’m not tired lol

[nobunnylovesme]

y’all?? haha,, I rlly gotta say...... haha h :/

ppl make me want to fucking die

[hanakoenjoyer]

Hey Amane| Yugi Amane

Please don’t read this I wrote it when I was 12 I’m gonna kms

𝓗𝓮𝔂 𝓐𝓶𝓪𝓷𝓮

______________________

Request? no

Angst 🥀

No dates are confirmed except Amane's birthday!

AN; THIS IS OLD AND FROM MY WATTPAD ACC LMAO. ILL MAKE A REQUEST THING IF PPL WANT

Tw! Mentions of su1c1de, S/H, slight yandere implications, and murder.

I'm not encouraging those actions in any way! I've been in a bad mood though so I'm taking it out here.

Enjoy everyone

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[Y/N pov]

8/16/1969

Hey Amane! I'm writing these letters to give you one day when I either finally confess to you, or when we hopefully get married. Well, if that happens that is. Today you were able to calm me down after I was having a breakdown, and that made me realize how caring you are. I think I'm in love with you...

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8/18/1969

Hey Amane! I'm writing again today because your so amazing! Thanks for sitting with me at lunch today and talking. Well, thanks for talking to me. You kinda spent the whole period talking about the half moon tonight, but I don't mind! Watching you get so excited about space and stuff made my heart flutter ♡. Write again soon!

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8/31/1969

Hey Amane! It's been a while sense I wrote hasn't it! I think I can work up my courage to confess to you soon. I hope you like me back! Because I'm madly in love with you~ haha! I exaggerated a bit! When I confess I think I might take you star gazing, sense you love it so much! I think I know everything about you by now. I may know you more than you do yourself! Haha! It's really late so, I'll write again when I confess! Good night my love ♡

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9/23/1969

Hey Amane!! I DID IT! I CONFESSED.

AND WELL. YOU KNOW THIS BUT IT WENT SO WELL! Knowing that you've returned my feelings sense the day we met fills my heart with joy. I have seen some bruises still on your arms though. You told me the that at had stopped. I'll respect your privacy but if this goes on I will be forced to make you answer no matter what it takes. I'd do anything for you. I love you amane!

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9/30/1969

Hey Amane! Our relationship has been going so well and I love you more than myself ��� hehe- that sounds bad. But I'm updating this journal again because you've been kinda cold recently. Are you still being injured? Are you keeping secrets? Oh well, that's fine. As long as your here, I'm fulfilled. We have a date in a week or two to watch the sunrise, I'll ask you there so I don't do it at school!

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10/10/1969

Hey Amane :) is everything ok? You didn't show up last night. Did I do something? If I did anything to hurt you I'd never be able to forgive myself. I'd do whatever it takes to earn forgiveness, even harm myself or others. We need to talk about this ok? Love you Amane.

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10/20/1969

Hey Amane, I haven't updated this in FOREVER. Well. I haven't updated it sense the day we were meant to go on a date but instead you stabbed your brother and then killed yourself. Hah

I don't think I've left my room in days. I've spent the last 10 days crying. Mourning your death. Why did you do this to me. Did I do something wrong that pushed you off the edge? Or was it them. It must be them. I'll always love you Amane. Through life and death.

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10/29/1969

Hey amane! I had an idea for your birthday! It's a really good one, because I've been READING a lot! And I figured, if fictional characters can get away with it so can I! I won't give any more away in case your here in spirit! I love you Amane. I'll update once I finish your gift ♡

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11/25/1969

Hey Amane! It's done! Your gift is ready :] For your birthday I fixed the issue you had with bullies! They'll never bully again. You want to know why? Well they can't even breathe, so bulling is gonna be kinda hard hehe- That's right! I killed them. It had be punching me every. Single. Day. That I couldn't stop your bullying when you were alive. So I was able to use my detective skills to find themmm~ I even snuck into your old house and found the knife you used to kill yourself. Before killing them I stabbed myself in the arm with it. I wanted to feel your blood enter my bloodstream. I could never let your blood touch their disgusting bodies. Then I stabbed them. Somewhere so that they wouldn't die instantly. The screams of pain and tourment muffled by the tape I put on their mouths. I buried them after. But I did it because of how much I love you ♡ Now there's only one victim left. Myself! Amane I can't live without you. And now I won't have to. May we meet again Amane, I love you.

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The end lmao

[meltingpointmp3]

rules: it’s time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (or so) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works

tagged by: @tten (thank you, trina!!)

i’m gonna limit if to boygroups here if anyone wants to tag me again on my gg sb~ feel free, hihi.

kai: mmmh - i’m just so proud of this, wow. i rarely praise myself but every time i look at this i’m like “damn, anna, you really killed it with this one!” lol. i do, of course, see thing i could have fixed before posting but i still love it a lot. middle left gif is my fave!

my top 10 nct dream b-sides - this one flopped hard and honestly, seeing how many things i would fix if i were making it right now... yikes. but i still love it and i’m obsessed with the colour palette and the layout of this. even the text looks good and fonts are my number one enemy. honestly, i should make more stuff like this. 

seventeen: left & right - i almost forgot about this set!! but i have to mention it because i really liked it when i posted it and i had fun making it. plus the blue is very me. 

nct u: work it - i wasn’t super fond of it at first but now i am and i actually like it more than the maw set which got twice as many notes, haha. but i think the pink and purple really make it work for me.

taemin: idea - i now think that the blue set i made from the mv is better but i’m picking my faves here, not my best ones so ヘ(´－｀;)ヘ i really loved making it and it just looks nice. plus it didn’t give me as much trouble as the blue one that made me want to kms lol.

look who didn’t cheat and kept it limited to 5! so proud of myself wow. honestly, i made a lot of nice stuff this year... and a lot of stuff i should probably delete bc i don’t wanna think about it or see it ever again. it was basically a year of experiments - some were successful, some failed. but it was fun and i can’t wait to  make more stuff next year~ 

tagging: @johnni @joysmomo @leeyorm @waiyv @kdongyoung @nctpinks @weishenkun @jsuh @baekonbaek @dojaeism @jungsungchans @softxingdae @jissoyaa @dazzlingkai @rveluvs @tayongs @xiaocity @dongslchengs @junkhei @mhirais @chawoongs @wabisaba @nayeoon @taeyongleee @xiaojun @satenlee @she @chaeunwoo (YES, a lot of people, i’m sorry. feel free to ignore, haha)

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #327

starting to run outta steam... haha.

What design is on your shower curtain? It doesn't have one. Did you get in trouble for cussing on accident when you were a kid? Ha ha yeah, for yelling "HOLY SHIT!" once, lmao. Ever made a snow angel? Yeah. Do you laugh at racial jokes? Absolutley not. What’s the highest you can count in a different language? 999, in German. How’s your flirting skills? I wouldn't know, ask those I've flirted with. Have you ever cried over a breakup? For a whole year and then some. I still have episodes. What does your dream life look like? Living isolated in the woods by a river and waterfall with a fantastic spouse, me being a very successful photographer and at least somewhat above *just* financially "stable," maybe having at least one poem published, lots of pets (mostly snakes), plenty of travel opportunities (mostly for photography), being free of my social anxiety and actually being reasonably confident, back in great physical shape... I'm really daydreaming now. What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t? bleh Where did you meet your current or last significant other? YouTube, back when it was a much more social platform. Do you enjoy wine? No, it's way too bitter. What did you last ask your parents permission for? I asked Mom if I could snack on some chocolate chips she was saving for fudge (since Christmastime...). She was fine with it. Periods are fun. Do you get annoyed when you hear babies crying? I shouldn't, but I do. Me and babies just don't mix. Why were you in a waiting room the last time? I was at a doctor's appointment. What’s your lawyer’s name? I don’t have one. Do you own a lot of scarves? I don't think I own any... Would you ever get a face tattoo? I doubt it, but maybe something very small and subtle. Are your expecting anything in the mail? No. What would you like to see out of your window everyday instead of what you see now? Nature. The woods. Would you rather have a house exterior made from wood, brick, or stucco? Aesthetically, wood, but I don't support the continuation of wood housing in a society where we have many other options that don't harm the environment as much. So, realistically, brick. What is your favorite breakfast? Cinnamon rolls. Do you own a diamond ring? No. Have you ever stripped? No. Do you remember the last movie you saw while on a date? IT with Girt. Whose house did you last sleep over at? Sara's. Yes or no: foreplay? Lmao who the fuck does it w/o foreplay first. Would you ever record you having sex? No fucking way. Something nobody’d ever guess about you? I used to be in great shape. Would you like to be a journalist? I actually wouldn't mind it. It was almost my minor the last time I was in college, actually, but the required courses were a no-no for me. Last year for school, we had an assignment where we had to choose a popular song to write a story based on. What song would you’ve picked? I don't know popular songs, so I'm picking any song. Off the top of my head, given my love for dark and morbid shit, maybe "Voyeur" by Otep. That song is messed up as fuck. No, it's actually not about sex, 'cuz I ain't interested in writing about that. Did the vacuum scare you as a child? I don't think it did. Do you have a long driveway? No, it's actually very short. Have you ever begged someone to stay with you? Oh yes. Are you friends with anyone missing one of their five senses? Not to my knowledge. Are you good at Pac Man? I'm no better than anyone else. Do you have an embarrassing period story? If so, what is it? No. Have you ever gotten high off a prescription medication? No. Do you prefer tampons or pads? Tampons. Pads are mega uncomf. How old were you when your parents talked to you about puberty? I don't know, actually. What stereotype do you fit the most? Geek, maybe? Emo? Idk. If you’re a worshipper, how do you worship? I don't worship anything. What’s your favorite pain reliever? Advil. Do you have a lot of people blocked on Facebook? Not a lot, no. Does your father have facial hair? Yes. Have you ever had a hamster? Yeah, we went through a few. All of 'em were evil. Grape or strawberry jelly? Absolutely grape. What language would you most like to know fluently? German. Do you remember the last song you slow danced to? "Stairway to Heaven" by Led Zeppelin. Do you plan on having alcohol at your wedding? I don't know. Do you have an idea of who you might kiss next? I know who I WANT to kiss next, but that doesn't mean it'll happen. I hate psychic questions. Who’s the most controlling person you know? She's not in my life anymore. Do you own a microphone? No. Do you enjoy trailers at the cinema? I do. Name a pet you definitely wouldn’t want. A centipede, to name one. I've gotten more into the idea of owning invertebrates, and centipedes are in that hobby, but they creep me the fuck out. They're cool to watch, but I don't want one in my house. Do you have a picture of you throwing up the peace sign? Yeah, it's actually one of my favorite pictures of me without makeup. Has a very "me" vibe. Do you enjoy romantic movies, even when they’re cliche? Ha, yeah. Can you tell the difference between a Scottish and an Irish accent? Nope. Can you read music? Probably not anymore. Ever sang someone to sleep? No. What is the movie that you have waited the longest for/which film do you remember anticipating the most/are still anticipating? Finding Dory takes the cake. What is something that an interested guy/girl could comment about you, that would make you instantly open to them (e.g., “That book you’re reading is from my favorite author”)? If you compliment my Markiplier tattoo because you get it, we are immediately family. Out of all your usernames for websites, which one is your favorite? Do you use it for more than one site? Ozzkat. I use it essentially everywhere. Have you ever spent the whole day (or multiple days) just looking up one thing on the internet (e.g., videos of your favorite band, how-to videos, quizzes, etc.)? HA, way more than once. Hyperfixation is a friend of mine. Bow ties on guys, dorky or adorable? C U T E ! ! ! What are your thoughts on mini-skirts or mini-dresses? ALSO C U T E ! ! ! Have you ever died in one of your dreams? Yes. What appliance in your kitchen do you use the most often? The microwave. Do you use Skype to talk to your friends? Sara, yes. And Sam once in a blue moon if we're playing WoW together. Are you allergic to any animals? No. Have you ever had to go to the police department? No. Have you ever been called bipolar? Well yes, because I am. Have you ever made fun of a handicapped person? Hell no, and fuck you if you ever have. If a necklace/ring gives you green marks, do you still wear it? No. Have you ever had food poisoning? I don't think so, no. Favorite emoticon? Probably c: Do any emoticons annoy you? No, but an excessive amount of them I find disruptive to whatever I'm reading. Do you think there will be a WWIII? Yup, someday. Has anyone ever asked you if you were emo? Yeah, back in high school. The most interesting thing that’s ever happened to you at a grocery store? I dunno. Probably running into someone unexpected. Do you have any good book ideas? Having written RP since I was 10 years old... I could by now write a dozen dictionary-sized novels encompassing what I think are the greatest storylines. I genuinely do believe there's some fantastic stuff we've got, but there's just too many horribly dark and twisted parts in the evil mobs that I am not comfortable publishing. Are you gonna see Cars 2? Well, this is old. I never even saw the first one. In all honesty, can a person be too nice? Yep. *points at Weed from GDW* Have you ever posted a video onto YouTube? Yeah, mostly "meerkat music videos," I guess you could say. Some tributes to certain MM characters, others just music with meerkat clips. How often do you compliment other people? I try to any time I have a sincere one. I am very much for complimenting people openly and often. The Legend of Zelda series: Twilight Princess or Ocarina of Time? I'm not a fan of the franchise, honestly. Never got the hype. Do you even game at all? Most certainly, but not nearly as much as I used to... You can only replay old games but so many times before you just can't anymore. And the "newest" console I have is the original Wii, so... I definitely don't have the modern equipment. Would you give Zumba dance lessons a try if presented the opportunity? Probably not. Definitely not while my legs are in such bad shape; the dancing is pretty intense and would seriously hurt. I could easily imagine myself fainting. Do you own a rosary? No, but I did in my Catholic-raised childhood. Do you like Adult Swim? No. Sorry excuses for humor everywhere. What’s the first thing you do when you get on the computer? Do a quick check on KM just to ensure everything's in order. What’s one thing that you just wish you could do all of your life? Not have to pay bills, haha. If someone asks for your honest opinion, do you give it? Yes, if they emphasize they really want honesty. When was the last time you felt uninformed or out of the loop? Apparently some politician (I think) died recently and people practically rejoiced on Facebook. I knew zip about him. When in a car, where do you like to sit? Passenger seat/shotgun. Have you ever fought with a good friend over something completely stupid? Oh, absolutely. There have been plenty of RP-related arguments with multiple people... In the big picture, it's laughable to fight over a game, but when you're so invested in your own creations, in the moment, it can seem like a big issue. Those drama days are long behind me now. Would you ever visit a third-world country? I don't think so, no. It would shatter my heart, especially seeing children in poverty. Are you the type that’s too ashamed to ask for or use directions? No. You overhear two people gossiping about you; what do you do? Probably call over something like, "I'm not deaf, you know." I highly doubt I'd sit there with my mouth shut. Have you ever felt manipulated? Yes. If you were homeless, how would you cope? If I was truly, entirely homeless, quite honestly, I'm almost positive I'd kill myself. Have you ever done something just to fit in? Yeah. When was the last time you tried to impress someone, for whatever reason? I'm not sure, but I've certainly done it at one point or another. Do you think that the world could function in a state of anarchy? Definitely not. How well do you know your U.S. [or your country’s] history? I mean, I know the bare bones of it, but I'm far from well-versed in history. It was one of my weak subjects in school. Would you ever wish to move to another country? I'm not kidding when I say if it weren't for family, I would probably move to Canada. What is something that you do that others might consider “nerdy”? The way I write, particularly for academic purposes. I'm very descriptive and have an exceptionally large vocabulary. Have you ever had anything expensive stolen from you? Not from me specifically, but our basketball hoop was stolen from my childhood home. I doubt it was very cheap. Do you understand/notice when someone’s using sarcasm? Usually, anyway. When was the last time you were fooled? HAHA there was this drama video suggested to me on YouTube that involved Mark in the title, and I was mega confused and inevitably clicked. Now it's basically a YouTube meme just how "perfect" Mark is, so there was no real drama; apparently some newer fans are just upset at him for playing the sequel to HuniePop, a very sexual puzzle/dating game that's honestly entertaining and can be really funny. Like... he's played the original and despite the discomfort of some scenes (which are censored, mind you), he still had fun, and it was a big hit on his channel. So him playing the sequel isn't surprising, but apparently some people got shit to say. What first Impression do you hope you make with other people? Something along the lines of "wow, she's very nice." Have you ever thought about how you make other people feel/think? Well of course. I think everyone should take time to consider this. What is your stance on getting revenge? A petty waste of time. Any wise/truthful/witty quotes that you live by? Ha, another Mark answer. He once gave the casual innuendo of, "Life's hard; shouldn't you be, too?" (this might have actually been in a HuniePop video!), but when you take the... uh... sexual theme out of it, it's a good way to look at life???? Have tough skin, unmoving willpower, y'know, that stuff. Who was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant? My sister Ashley. Spongebob or Patrick? Patrick is a whole-ass mood. Would you rather watch little kid’s cartoons, older kid’s cartoons, or adult cartoons? Hm. Probably little kid's, given my love for Pokemon. How about watching regular cartoons or anime? Anime. Who is the last person you spent money on? Myself. Do you own a copy of Roller Coaster Tycoon? No; I had SeaWold Tycoon instead. I loved that game. Do you have any birth marks in embarrassing places? No. Have you used Limewire before? Of course. Free music for the low price of a catastrophic virus. :^) When was the last time you required a band-aid? I think when I cut one of my toenails way too short. Are you afraid of snakes? Oh no! I adore them so, so very much. Not saying I'm gonna go scoop up the first copperhead I find herping or something, but I love and respect them so very much. They are such fascinating animals. If you believe in reincarnation, what animal would you want to become? I don't think I believe in reincarnation, but hypothetically, maybe a lioness. Who do you tell everything to? Pretty much whoever reads these surveys, haha. Did you have candles on your birthday cake? Not my most recent one. Exactly, how old are you? I just turned 25 years and one month old. Have you ever been bitten by anything? Besides bugs, I don't think so. I've had cats and dogs playfight with me, but none have ever seriously bitten me with actual effort. Do you wear hats? No. What was the last song you sang along to? "Lunchbox" by Marilyn Manson. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years time? I'd like to be, but idk if it's realistic.

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❤ Favorite Male: help its McCree obviously... he's my biggest comfort character since the game came out and it didn't change even when my interest in ow faded. overwatch could drop dead today and he'd still live in my mind rent free like ok BAMF belt buckle. beside him it would be probably reaper or zen... my beloveds

❤ Favorite Female: aughhh its hard to pick but i think it would be Ana... she reminds me of my mom in a way and i remember years ago sitting outside with her and just infodumping about ow lore and she liked ana as well. i love how she's from the "original" trio and beside obviously being a mother to fareeha i love to think she was a mother figure to mccree as well. the way she's a scarred and hardened soldier who had to abound her family for their own good, or so she thought, who lived as a ghost, both more cursed than blessed by the glory days of ow LIKE HELP whenever i think about how she's a mother i just awooga. The way she wants to reconnect with her daughter but knows it might be long too late... The way fareeha never responded to ana's letter lol i camt blame her but... Pain. Gabe Jack and Ana's undoing always was the fact that even tho they weren't one to run, they all seemed to think that cutting off those u care about will be the good move haha. kms

❤ Favorite Pairing: 🤨 this is just giving people permission to make fun of me

❤ Least Favorite Character: ECHO please i can't stand her please please i hate her in game i hate her in lore i hate her design. I swear i tried to like her but i can't she's so ugly. how did they same-face a robot? why does she have an ass crack? and her lore is just literaly Torbjorn and Bastion copy pasted but more appealing this time cuz she's cute and omg look mccree is involved! like kms i swear to good she just murdered bastion and torb and like i cant do this. please get her away from me. Other than that I'd say Jack Morrison but not bc i dislike his character per se cuz i dont, (i mean i do but its like i like that hes so unlikable) but his character makes me want to attack him like just cloack him in his stupid face. also im ok with brig but i never seem to be able to make myself care abt her its like ok im not carrying abt u but good for u. or sorry that that happend. helppp

❤ who’s most like me: HELP um hanzo overwatch my bestie <3 which isn't obvious at first thru internet because we're all here to just have a #laff but whatever

❤ most attractive: :shy: Symmetra and Hanzo (hes so ugly but i have to mention him) beside that Reinhart. Reinhart please text me back

❤ three more characters that I like: AWOOGA im gonna say more than 3 but well Winston of course and I'm saying it unironically i just love him a lot his idealistic optimism his raw hope his bond with the old ow and determination to bring it back his selflessness the way he's so. Awkward like help i want to be his friend. then there's Reinhart and im obessed with his lion heart archetype and i love his booming voice and how huge he is. Zen and Reaper i mentioned already but Doomfist i care him so much you won't understand lawl. AND LUCIO but that's a given cmon. Junkers also produce serotonin it makes me think of niko too hehe

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A Survey About Modes of Transporation! Created by Guia from @scyphozoansurveys

⭐︎ CARS

What kind of car do you have, if you do? What kind of car would you like if money wasn't an issue? For most days I drive a hatchback Mitsubishi Mirage but on my coding day, I use my parents’ Suzuki Vitara. My dream car isn’t far off from a Mirage haha, I just want a Mini Clubman or Countryman.

When did you learn how to drive? What was the hardest part of it for you? I took driving lessons right after graduating high school. I had to learn how to drive myself for college, since no one else was gonna be able to drive me, and I’m not willing to take part in the outdated, neglected-enough public transport here anyway. The hardest part wasn’t even anything to do with controlling the car...it’s drivers who bully or take advantage of you once they can tell you’re a new driver.

Do you know how to drive manually? Do you prefer automatic or manual, and why? No. I prefer automatic, because it’s easier and I don’t have the patience or enough interest to learn the more complicated way to drive when the easier option already exists lol

When do you prefer to be the driver or the passenger? I only prefer to be a passenger if I’m in the car with family. Otherwise I can really go either way. I like driving my friends, but I also feel super pampered when one of them drives instead hahaha.

What is the worst traffic you've ever experienced while driving? driving in Manila was a nightmare. I remember one December evening when it took me like 2 hours to reach a destination that was only 15km away. WTF < omg I’m so stoked to see another Filipino survey-maker/taker on this website loooool hi and welcome, @scyphozoansurveys! But yeah I can relate to this exact answer - my worst driving experience was December last year, when it took around 2.5 hours to complete a 26 km route. It was a bit understandable because it was Christmas rush and all, but tbh no one has to go through that agony, period.

⭐︎ TRAINS

How often do you take the train? I’ve taken a train all of one time. I don’t trust the public transport system here, but especially the trains. They break down all the time and it’s common to hear of passengers being forced to walk – on the railroad – from one station to another because the train they were on suddenly stopped working.

How much does it cost where you live? I have no idea. If I remember correctly, I had to pay ₱25 for my one train ride from QC to Manila. I could always be wrong, though; I was barely paying attention that day and was mostly wary because it was my first trip on a train.

What are your biggest pet peeves about riding the train? I rode during an off-peak hour so my experience was more pleasant than what I’d normally hear about. But based on what I see on the news and social media, it’s how crowded, inadequate, and poorly-ventilated our trains are. Also, muggers and creepy harassers.

What is something about the trains from where you live that you wish was different? I wish the government invested in it more. Just because most of our politicians ride fancy Cadillacs and use their hazard lights to skip out on traffic really shouldn’t mean that they should ignore the plight that millions of commuters have to go through every day.

Do you think men should give up their seats to ladies? In what instances do you think someone should offer their seat to others? If someone is pregnant, is elderly, is physically disabled in a way that they shouldn’t be standing up for a prolonged amount of time, or if someone is carrying a heavy load. Men shouldn’t necessarily give up their seats to women, and I rolllllllll my eyes at women who have a breakdown over not being given a seat.

⭐︎ BUSES

How often do you take the bus? Our bus system is also highly neglected so I don’t take them. We do have a more upscale bus system that launched a few years ago which has premium services, but since I drive all the time I’ve never had to take one of them.

Where do you usually sit on the bus? I would prefer sitting at the front so I can easily get off.

Has anything weird ever actually happened to you while on the bus? No. I’ve only ever ridden with friends and classmates. I don’t really feel good about the idea of riding buses alone with strangers, precisely because I’m afraid of any weird or creepy behavior from them.

Is there a route system and schedule for the buses where you live? If so, are you happy with how it works? I think so, but I don’t know much about it to have an opinion.

How do you pay for bus rides around where you live? The premium buses we have require some kind of card you have to avail of. The normal buses just take cash, I think.

⭐︎ PLANE

Do you remember the first time you've ever been on a plane? How about the last? Yeah. For my first plane ride, my dad warned me so much about my ears feeling weird once the plane takes off, so that was all I could think about and suffice it to say, I was a shaking, nervous wreck during my first plane ride. I was clinging on to him for like 1/3 of the ride lol. The most striking thing I remember about my last plane trip was that my entire family was so on edge when we landed because we were all hungry and tired. That was also the day my brother slapped me and was also the day I vowed never to speak a word to him again.

Have you ever been afraid of flying? How do/did you deal with it? I was afraid during my first plane ride, but I found the experience super pleasant and riding planes still excites me to this day.

Do you have any airline preferences? What was the worst flight you've ever been on? I never pay any attention to what airline my dad books honestly, so I don’t have a preference. I’ve never had any particular bad flying experiences, but I do remember the time we had to sit near this very noisy group of Koreans and they had raised voices for the whole flight :( I know it’s a culture thing that they speak a bit louder so I understood, but it was still quite distracting.

Have you ever flown first class? If not, would you like to try it? No, and yes as long as it was free.

Which seat do you usually prefer? Window seat.

⭐︎ SHIP

Have you ever been on a ship? Where were you headed to? Yessss. The cruise started in Shanghai, but we went to Fukuoka and Jeju-do before coming back.

Which scares you more: being on a plane or a ship? Plane crashes look and sound horrifying. As much as I like plane rides, a part of me at the back of my mind will always be a little scared of the possibility.

Would you ever want to be on a cruise trip? I’d love to go on another one, yeah. I feel like I didn’t make the most of the one and only cruise trip I had, sigh.

Have you ever been sea sick? Yeah. The second day of the cruise trip was met with bad weather and huge waves...people were making hurling noises all over. I hate the feeling of vomiting so I was able to keep it down, but even my mom had to throw up and overall it was just a nasty couple of hours. Luckily, since my dad works in the ship, we were able to stay inside his cabin which was in the lower levels and thus the least likely to be affected by the waves.

I can't think of any more questions for this category, so I'll just ask you: what is your favorite mode of transportation? I’m perfectly happy with cars.