#I’m drunk at 6:05pm

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Tbh, I would pay to see Johnny and Amy have sex

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Average Weekly Screentime - Chap 7: Another Not-Date

pairing: Jake Peralta x Amy Santiago

word count: 4208

warnings/tags: college au, texting, drunk texting, text fic (mostly, there's prose a few chaps in), bets, bisexual!jake peralta, jake peralta has adhd, parties, drinking and alcohol, sexual references, implied sexual content (nothing explicit, just suggested its going to happen/has happened), friends to lovers, swearing, mentions of cannibalism, lighthearted threats of violence (typical rosa stuff yk), fluff

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Story Summary: texting fic college AU with the squad! It's the beginning of the school year and while everyone else thinks it'll be the same as the previous year, Gina has a feeling things are going to be different and wagers a bet with Rosa and Charles. Told through all the various group chats everyone is in.

Chap 1 | Chap 2 | Chap 3 | Chap 4 | Chap 5 | Chap 6 | Chap 7 | Chap 8 | Chap 9 | Chap 10

authors note: firstly! omg i got this chapter out so quickly i can't believe it but i've got my steam back for this one so we're jumping right in!! secondly! thank you to everyone who has commented and left kudos, i'm giving each one of you a tender kiss on the forehead and a cup of your preferred hot beverage. thirdly! todays upload is gonna be a double upload, this chapter with jake and amy and the next chapter will be a short one with gina, charles and rosa that takes place at the same time as this chapter. i hope you enjoy both of them!

thanks as always for reading <3

Jimmy Jabbers

[08:10am, Wednesday]

Pineapples: its offensive im awake so early

Four Eyes: It’s not that early?

Pineapples: its literally so early

Queen G: hes right Queen G: waaay too early to be awake Queen G: but if i dont show up for jasons class he’ll kill me

Four Eyes: You need to stop calling your professor by his first name

Queen G: not until i get in trouble for it!

Mr Grapes: I’m just glad my classes haven’t changed rooms Mr Grapes: I’d hate to get lost… again

Pineapples: i would help u charles

Mr Grapes: Thanks jakey

RoRo: some of us don’t have classes until later and don’t appreciate being woken up by an annoying group chat

Queen G: mute ur phone like everyone else and stop complaining

RoRo: test me gina, I dare you

-

Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool

[09:30am, Wednesday]

Cameron: Now that you’re more awake I figured we should discuss our study schedule? Cameron: If you still want to Cameron: No pressure

Ferris: ill probs fail if i dont so yes i do Ferris: im still good for all our usual days

Cameron: Great! I will see you this afternoon then?

Ferris: cant wait!

-

Jimmy Jabbers

[10:05pm, Wednesday]

Pineapples: 1 image attachment Pineapples: im begging rocks to not look edible

Mr Grapes: Oh yeah I’d eat that

Queen G: that rock is so gorgeous i wanna do more than eat it Queen G: wanna do unspeakable things to that rock

Pineapples: i like the way you think G

Mr Grapes: doing t h i n g s to the rock is probably a bit far for me but I’ll let you guys have your moment

RoRo: you guys fucking rocks?

Pineapples: and what if i am???

RoRo: i think I respect the attempt

-

Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool

[10:12pm, Wednesday]

Ferris: r u asleep? Ferris: well if ur asleep u cant answer these messages to tell me Ferris: and if u were to answer then u would be awake Ferris: so idk what i expect here Ferris: but if i keep messaging i might wake u up which would then make you awake AND mad

Cameron: I’m not asleep and you didn’t wake me up

Ferris: sweet Ferris: sooo Ferris: what u up to?

Cameron: The usual, creating a study plan for the semester

Ferris: shouldve guessed

Cameron: What are you up to?

Ferris: practicing catching nuts in my mouth after throwing it in the air and watching spiderman

Cameron: Can’t you and Rosa do trick shots with donut holes? Why do you need to practice that?

Ferris: this is waaaaay more difficult ames Ferris: when rosa throws the donut hole at me i can calculate the landing Ferris: throwing nuts for me to catch is more difficult Ferris: less time to calculate the landing

Cameron: I didn’t realise there was a whole art to catching food in your mouth

Ferris: of course there is! Ferris: it isnt something u just get good at overnight

Cameron: Maybe you could teach me then?

Ferris: it would be my pleasure

Cameron: Unfortunately I have to go to sleep now though..

Ferris: aw damn

Cameron: Back to classes and in the swing of things, need to keep my schedule

Ferris: fair enough Ferris: goodnight ames

Cameron: Goodnight Jake

-

Unnamed Chat

[02:37pm, Saturday]

Jake: i need some advice and ur the most responsible person i know

Terry: Seriously?

Jake: yes Jake: and i cant tell any of my other friends bc they cant keep a secret

Terry: You think that I can?

Jake: idk Jake: can u?

Terry: Yes I can Terry: What’s going on man?

Jake: i miiiiight have a little crush on someone

Terry: Do I get to know who it is? Or do I have to guess?

Jake: uh idk..

Terry: Is it Amy?

Jake: well…

Terry: Got it in one, Terry can tell you’re head over heels

Jake: i wouldnt go THAT far Jake: ANYWAYS i need ur help

Terry: What for?

Jake: i like her!! Jake: what do i do???????? Jake: im scared to tell her, what if she doesnt feel the same

Terry: You don’t have to tell her if you don’t want to, but then you’ll never know if she even likes you back. You can tell her and risk your friendship, but then you’ve been honest with her

Jake: BUT what if she doesnt like me back terry???? Jake: she hasnt given any sign she likes me back

Terry: How do you know that?

Jake: idk…

Terry: So you just assumed she doesn’t like you back?

Jake: … Jake: i regret telling u

Terry: Haha, no you don’t Terry: Listen, what you do is up to you but my advice is to at least consider telling her, you never know what could happen Terry: If I hadn’t taken a chance I wouldn’t have Sharon, sometimes you gotta take risks

Jake: god i hate how much of a romantic u are

Terry: Put on some Taylor Swift and have a think about it

Jake: i do NOT listen to taylor swift

Terry: Did you know Gina has access to your spotify account?

Jake: im gonna kill her Jake: fine ill listen to tay and consider it Jake: thanks ter

Terry: Anytime! Keep me updated!

-

DDC

[03:02pm, Saturday]

Jacob: gina get off my spotify account

G: whats the big deal? G: u dont even pay for it, ur mom does

Jacob: yeah but thats MY account Jacob: get ur own

G: who even told u

Jacob: terry ratted u out

G: u were talking to ter?

Jacob: just needed his advice on something Jacob: and he let slip that i listen to taylor swift which is PRIVATE INFORMATION

G: hahaha yeah i told him that

Jacob: worst friend ever

G: what advice did u need from him???

Jacob: dw about it

G: okaayy

-

Dance Squad

[03:08pm, Saturday]

G-Hive: some suspicious happenings on this day

Scary: I probably don’t care

Charlese: Dish!

G-Hive: jake was talking to terry, specifically asking him for advice on something

Charlese: Aw why wouldn’t he ask us?

G-Hive: have a think boyle

Charlese: No way, you don’t think?

Scary: Gina i am begging you to get a life

G-Hive: this is my life get used to it G-Hive: and yes charles I DO think so G-Hive: i for one will be watching with great interest

-

[05:26pm, Thursday]

G-Hive: its been almost a week and nothing…

Charlese: Yeah I think we may have been a bit delusional with that one

G-Hive: i stand by it

Scary: you shouldn’t

Charlese: It’s possible that he was talking to Terry about what we think he was but he’s just not done anything or Terry gave bad advice

G-Hive: that is a possibility G-Hive: maybe i need to give him a pep talk

Scary: you give awful pep talks

G-Hive: so do u!

Charlese: I could do it?

Scary: no

G-Hive: no

Charlese: Fine…

Scary: no one needs to say anything because that’s meddling

G-Hive: UUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHH let me have my FUN

Scary: my fun is stopping your fun

-

Jimmy Jabbers

[05:02pm, Saturday]

Pineapples: movie night in my dorm? Pineapples: the specials tonight are princess bride and pizza

Mr Grapes: Count me in!

Queen G: me too Queen G: is the pizza free

Pineapples: absolutely not im not made of money

Queen G: ugh

RoRo: sure ill come

Pineapples: wonderful! Pineapples: @Four Eyes u in?

Four Eyes: Sure, I’m in Four Eyes: What time do you want us there?

Pineapples: whenever Pineapples: im gonna order pizza now so id say get here soon before i eat it all

Mr Grapes: Be there soon!!

-

Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool

[06:04pm, Saturday]

Ferris: draft message: i think i feel the same way about you that westley does about buttercup

Cameron: draft message: I think I feel the same way about you that Buttercup does about Westley Cameron: draft message: I prefer you to Westley

Ferris: draft message: youre prettier than buttercup

-

Jimmy Jabbers

[06:48pm, Tuesday]

Pineapples: hey guys if terry asks u to work out with him say no Pineapples: for the love of everything pure in this world say no

Mr Grapes: What do you MEAN you worked out with Terry???

Queen G: that sounds like torture

Pineapples: i cant feel my body but also everything hurts Pineapples: he said if i keep going to the gym then it will stop hurting Pineapples: i dont believe him

Four Eyes: Genuinely, how did you make it through the session?

Pineapples: i was pretending to train for when the gays rise up against the rich Pineapples: obviously

Four Eyes: Obviously

Queen G: obv

RoRo: your level of fitness is concerning RoRo: but does terry have video evidence of this by any chance?

Pineapples: rosa no

Queen G: brb asking him

-

Sexy Bitches

[07:00pm, Tuesday]

Sexy: ter bear im begging u here Sexy: pls tell me u have video of jake at the gym

Ter Bear: Of course I do, it was a struggle holding back the laughter

Sexy: ur my fave person ever

Ter Bear: 1 video attachment

-

Jimmy Jabbers

[07:03pm, Tuesday]

Queen G: terry is my fave person in the world rn Queen G: 1 video attachment

Pineapples: HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME

RoRo: oh i almost feel bad for you

Pineapples: almost???

RoRo: you did this to yourself

Mr Grapes: Your face is a concerning shade of red in that video

Four Eyes: I feel bad for laughing..

Pineapples: never exercising again

-

Skipping School Is(n’t) Cool

[01:32pm, Thursday]

Cameron: On my way to the library now, meet you there?

Ferris: derfinitely

Cameron: I’ll be at the usual table in the corner

-

[01:37pm, Thursday]

Cameron: Someone took our table.. Cameron: I’m at a table near the couches

Ferris: surely we sit on the couches today

Cameron: I don’t know..

Ferris: pleeaaassseeeeee Ferris: ill do work i promise

Cameron: Alright fine, be here soon though or I’ll change my mind

Ferris: sprinting as we speak!!!

-

Amy isn’t sure how they got so comfortable on the couches, or when the two of them got so comfortable with each other in the first place. In a surprising turn of events Amy is sat sideways on the couch with her back leaning against the arm rest and her legs in Jake’s lap, her laptop was perched precariously on her own lap while Jake used her legs as a phone stand – having abandoned studying for the day.

She had very quickly learned all of Jake’s quirks when it came to studying, even if they weren’t doing work for the same subject he worked better when someone else was around. He needed regular breaks to look on his phone which Amy didn’t usually need, but he also needed prompting to get back to it.

At this point in the afternoon his brain had decided it had had enough and wasn’t going to let Jake focus on anymore work, but when Amy told him she was going to stay in the library and continue studying he said he’d keep her company. They mostly sat in a comfortable silence, ambient noises of the college library providing background to their silence.

Every so often Jake would show her a meme he found funny, but otherwise didn’t bother her too much and Amy was almost disappointed he wasn’t distracting her as much as she’d like. So by the time it got close to 4pm Amy decided to follow Jake’s lead and finish up for the day, giving herself a break couldn’t hurt.

She closed her laptop and set it on the coffee table in front of the couch which currently had all their other books sitting on it. After packing up she sat and observed Jake for what felt like minutes but in reality was no more than 30 seconds, she noticed the way the corners of his lips quirked up when he read something funny and an intrusive thought told her how she would like to kiss him there.

Jake then noticed Amy had put her laptop away and looked up at her with a smile while she tried to hide how embarrassed she felt at being caught staring. He locked his phone but didn’t move to put it away yet, and Amy couldn’t yet bring herself to move her legs off his lap. So for a few moments they sat and looked at each other, and Amy’s heart lurched with longing.

She so desperately wanted to lean over and kiss him, to pull him closer and provide a warmth her jacket simply couldn’t. To hug him again without the feeling of needing to pull away, to laugh at bad movies and his worse jokes without the fear that it’s too much. She just wanted to be rid of the fear of rejection.

“You’re finished?” He asked just before the silence stretched on too long.

“Yeah, decided to take a break for tonight. Am I not allowed to do that?” She joked with a raised eyebrow.

Jake let out a small laugh in response.

“Of course you can, you’re a free woman” He held his hands up in a sign of surrender.

“Thanks, thought I was being interrogated for a moment there” She joked back, causing another laugh out of him – one which Amy joined in on.

“I know it’s not really dinner time but what would you say to a trip to Sal’s?” Jake asked once his giggles died down.

“Can’t say no to Sal’s, just gotta take my stuff back to my dorm first if that’s alright”

Finally, Amy moved her legs off of Jake’s lap and if she had been able to look at him when she did she might’ve noticed the disappointment flash across his face for a brief moment. She started gathering her books and laptop and packing them neatly into her bag.

“Yeah that’s fine, I’ll take my stuff back too” Jake responded while haphazardly shoving his books and notes into his backpack.

They both left the library and made their way back to their dorms, promising to meet back up in 20 minutes. Amy had 20 minutes to get changed and ready for what definitely wasn’t a date with Jake – they were just going to Sal’s, that’s not a date.

If it was a date he would’ve said it was a date, they’ve just continued to hang out after studying together. This is just what friends do, friends don’t ask each other on dates after studying together and then don’t clarify if it’s a date or not.

Amy was spiralling, hoping 20 minutes would come and go quickly so she could talk to Jake again and forget some of her anxieties about… Jake.

-

Did he just accidentally ask her on a date? How could he be such an idiot? But she didn’t ask if it was a date so it’s not a date, he doesn’t have to dress up super nice or anything because it’s just Sal’s. Why was he checking his outfit for the fifth time?

If it wasn’t a date, then why did he feel nervous? Too many questions and thoughts bouncing around in his head that it was quickly becoming overwhelming. Luckily for him, as he was considering changing his shirt for a third time his phone alarm went off telling him to leave his dorm.

He nearly ran to their meeting spot, not wanting Amy to be waiting on her own for even a few seconds and he ended up being successful. Two minutes after he got to the spot Amy joined him and they walked to Sal’s together.

This time Amy was rugged up in a large jacket and scarf, a handbag hanging off her shoulder instead of her backpack. She had let her hair out of the ponytail she’d had it up in earlier, now letting the loose brown curls fall to her shoulders.

She rambled on about a new topic she learned about in one of her classes that day and Jake decided he could listen to her speak forever, even if she was just reading the phone book. But especially when it was something she was passionate about, Amy let herself get lost in it all and Jake couldn’t help but to follow.

After the short walk they reached Sal’s, and it was only when they opened the door did Jake remember they had other friends he could’ve invited but pointedly didn’t. What his other friends didn’t know wouldn’t hurt them, surely they didn’t mind if he and Amy hung out alone – Rosa and Gina hung out alone often, so did he and Charles. It was fine.

-

The Night Boys

[4:45pm, Thursday]

Sidewinder: Hey! Did you wanna get dinner?

-

It was not fine.

Charles had text him as he and Amy were on their way through the diner to a booth at the back. He panicked for a few moments about what to do; be honest and say he was out with Amy or lie to his best friend about being on a not-date with Amy.

Jake knew exactly how Charles would react to hearing he and Amy were out together to dinner alone, and Jake absolutely did not want to be dealing with that today. Amy sat down and began reading through the menu that was already placed on the table, although Jake knew she would get the same thing she always gets.

-

The Night Boys

[4:47pm, Thursday]

Deathblade: cant tonight Deathblade: not feeling well

Sidewinder: No problem, feel better soon

Deathblade: thnx

-

Yes, he felt bad about it, but nothing was going to pull him away from spending time alone with Amy. He savoured any minute he could get and once he put his phone away and looked up at her from across the table most of his anxieties melted away.

“What are you gonna get?” She asked him, looking up from the menu in front of her.

“Probably my usual” He shrugged his shoulders, why change his order when his order was perfect. Simple, but perfect.

“Cool, I’m probably gonna get-“

“The basic breakfast special but with a hot chocolate instead of a milkshake”

He finished her sentence without looking up from the menu, only making eye contact when he’d finished speaking. Seeing that Amy had a mildly shocked expression on her face, mouth slightly open and eyebrows raised before she schooled her face to one of less surprise.

“That’s exactly what I’m gonna get..” She trailed off, still giving him a look he couldn’t quite read.

After being given 15 minutes to read over the menu, most of that time spent chatting about nothing in particular, a waiter came over to take their order. They ordered and were now just waiting for the food, making more idle conversation that would usually bore Jake but he was happy to make ‘chit-chat’ with Amy if it meant being around her.

“You know, its too early for dinner, I feel like a senior citizen” Jake joked, arms crossed on the table in front of him.

“It gives you an excuse for a midnight snack” Amy joked back, a small giggle escaping as she did.

“As if I need an excuse for a midnight snack” Jake waved his hand in a dismissive gesture, once again causing Amy to laugh.

As she laughs Jake thinks it’s the one thing he was put on this earth to do; sure he wants to be a detective but his life calling is making Amy Santiago smile.

Their food arrives and they take their time to eat, not worrying about studying or having anywhere to be. They sit and talk until the sun goes down, Jake tells Amy movies he’s been watching recently and Amy tells him all about the book she’s been reading in her spare time. Amy talks about her brothers when Jake asks about them and is filled with funny stories from her childhood, and Jake tells her about what he and Gina were like in high school.

They’ve ordered multiple drinks each and sat long enough for dinner to go down enough to order a dessert; more accurately, Jake ordered a huge dessert that he happily let Amy take bites from. The time has flown and Jake has never felt more content in his life, they’ve barely made physical contact since arriving at the diner but his skin feels as electrified as New Years Eve.

He never wants this feeling to go away.

-

Amy hadn’t even realised hours had gone by, but it was dark outside now and her and Jake were still in the diner talking. Making up new inside jokes and telling stories from their childhoods. There’s a warmth under Amy’s skin that she’s never felt before, a warmth not caused by a sweater or scarf but one that’s causing tingles from her toes to her fingertips.

She wants it to be like forever.

Unfortunately, it was dark, and she needed to get back to her dorm at some point. She knows her phone has been going off in her bag but has ignored it all evening in favour of talking to Jake, trying to make him laugh and smile to see the ways his eyes crinkle up when he does.

Amy is the one to burst the bubble they’ve put themselves into, worrying she’ll get lost in it and do something that makes Jake uncomfortable. When there’s a silence in the conversation she speaks up.

“I should probably get back to my dorm, it’s getting late” She tries to hide the disappointment in her voice.

“Yeah, me too”

When they go up to the register together to pay Jake covers the bill, he doesn’t give Amy a chance to argue until they’re out the door and walking back to campus.

“You didn’t have to pay” Amy says while wrapping her scarf around her neck snugly.

“I know I didn’t, but you’ve been helping me so much with studying that I owe you”

“You don’t owe me anything, Jake” She can feel her cheeks heating up even in the cold air.

“Just accept it Ames, nothing you can do now” He wraps an arm around her shoulders and squeezes before letting go again and it causes Amy to giggle.

She wants to feel embarrassed at how he makes her giggle, she’s far from being 15 years old giggling at anything her crush says.

“Okay okay, I cover next time though” She points a finger at him in warning.

“Of course” He responded in a tone and with a smirk that made Amy think he wasn’t going to keep his end of the bargain.

The walk is as easy as dinner was, and saying goodbye is difficult but she knows Jake will probably text her in under an hour about something on his mind anyway. She’s excited for it, she’s excited to see him again and a part of her hopes he’s excited to see her again too.

During her elevator ride she decides that she is going to ask him out, it’ll be a risk and she’s full of anxiety thinking of the worst outcomes but she can’t just sit around doing nothing. The doing nothing part of it all is killing her, now she has to know if this was all just in her head.

If he says no then Jake will be cool about it, she knows that, he’s good like that. He cares about other people like that, he won’t completely ignore her and make fun of her for it – well he might a little, but not in a bad way.

Amy is going to ask Jake on a honest-to-god date, with a reservation and high heels and a waiter that doesn’t smell of cigarettes. It’s all going to be fine.

-

He has decided that if he doesn’t get to kiss Amy soon he’ll explode.

More importantly, he’s decided if he doesn’t tell her how he feels about her soon then he’ll also explode. He’s sure that everyone can tell at this point, it’s hard hiding how much he really likes her. If their other friends have noticed they haven’t said anything – although Charles has been saying it since the day Jake and Amy met which back then was weird. Nowadays it makes Jake annoyed for a different reason, he can’t believe Charles was right.

As Jake moves around his dorm getting ready to relax for the rest of the evening he considers whether or not to ask her out. He thinks back to his conversation with Terry who said he’ll never know if he never asks.

Jake is just unsure he’d be able to handle it if she said no. Not completely sure his heart wouldn’t just fall out his butt onto the ground and he’ll never feel anything ever again. At that thought, he hears Gina’s voice saying he’s being dramatic which is saying something coming from her.

When his head hits the pillow that night he smiles to himself, decision having been made that he will ask her out when he next sees her. He’d even wear a tie for her.

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authors note: i rambled on in the beginning notes so i'll keep it short here - thank you again for reading and commenting and leaving kudos, it honestly makes my day getting those emails. love you all and read the next chap now!! <3

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Love Story

You’ve been in love with your best friend since the day you met him. How long does it take him to realize that? 

Luke Alvez x Reader 

Warnings: fem!reader, mentions of divorce, alcohol and some kissing

Category: Fluff

Word Count: 2.4k

Author’s Note: First Luke fic!! hope y'all like it :)

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12 years old. 

That's how old you were when you met the love of your life. 

It was September 13th and it was chilly outside, you were walking home for school and you stopped to zip up your sweater. Usually your mom picks you up from school but she had to work late that day. 4 boys came running down the street towards you. “Isn't it little miss no daddy?” 

They always did this, every. single. day. Your father had left your mother for his young secretary, it was so cliche but it was true. Everyone knew, he paraded her around town like he hadn’t just walked out on you and your mother. From that day on, you kept to yourself at school and came straight home afterwards. You didn't have many friends, but not like anyone wanted to be your friend anyways. 

Ignoring them, you continued walking, hoping that your legs would carry you fast enough. “Leave her alone!” and the sound of a punch caught your attention. That’s when you first laid eyes on him, standing there in a green sweater and black sweatpants, he walked over to you. His hair was curly and brown, his eyes were a beautiful shade of brown almost mocha like and they had this look, one that gave you butterflies in your stomach. 

“I’m sorry about that, they’re so annoying” you stood there in shock. He looked like the popular kids, you wondered why was he talking to you? He waved his hand in front of your face “helloooo? anyone there?” he chuckled “Thank you” was all you could say 

“I’m Luke” 

“I’m y/n” 

Luke walked you home that day, and everyday on from then. On the walk home, you discovered that Luke lived right down the street from you and that he was a year older than you. You thanked him again for standing up for you and for walking you home. He assured you that he didn't mind and asked if you wanted to walk to school together the next day. 

By that summer, you and Luke were attached at the hip. He quickly became your friend, your best friend. He met your mother and she loved him like a son. She was so glad that you were making friends. Luke had invited you over for dinner that night, introducing you to his parents, who felt the same way about you as your mother did about Luke. 

16 years old.

That’s how old you were when you realized you loved him. 

Luke’s parents were out of town for the weekend, leaving the house all to Luke. Instead of throwing a party like a regular teenager, he invited you over for your monthly movie night. This was regular occurrence, it happened at your house mostly because your mom worked late and the two of you could watch without any interruptions but every once in a while, you’d have them at Luke’s place. 

The clock read 11:05pm and Luke begged you to spend the night with him, claiming that he didn’t want any ghosts to come for him. You warned him that watching a scary movie wasn’t a good idea but you gave in. Calling your mom and tell her you’ll be staying with Luke tonight, she told you to be safe and tell Luke hello for her. Luke headed to the kitchen and you headed up to his room to borrow something to wear for the night. You pulled off your sweater and put on his soccer jersey, it read Alvez and the numbers 07 on the back. Your back was to the door when you bent over to pull off your jeans.

“All that just for me?” He joked, his voice startling you.

“Oh my god Luke! no” You shook your head and sat on his bed.

He laughed and sat beside you, two beers in his hand. He handed you one and knocked his bottle against yours. You smiled at him as you took a sip. “So, no pants tonight?” he shifted on the bed looking at you “as long as you don't mind, it’s so hot in here” The air conditioning had broken and his dad didn't fix it yet, leaving the two of you in the hot summer heat. “Oh I never mind” he squeezed your thigh, playfully. His touch always left butterflies in your stomach 

You and Luke always had a very playfully friendship, but he was there when you needed him as you were for him. He was there for you when you got your appendix out, you were there when he cried about a bird flying into the window after getting his wisdom teeth out, he was there when you cried over your father leaving you and never looking back, you were there when he didn't know where else to go after coming home drunk. You both love joking around and acting like you were together when you weren’t. It hurt your heart to know what you could be but weren’t. You always hugged each other like it was going to be the last time you'd see the other. 

You and Luke were now laying on his bed beside each other, looking up at his ceiling. His hand rested on your thigh and your arm was flung over his chest, somewhere between laughing and drinking, his shirt had disappeared as well. You turned on your side, looking at him, he slipped his arm under you wrapping itself around your waist. Your leg was now on top on him and your head was on his chest. He wasn’t fully asleep but his eyes were closed. The moonlight slipped through the cracks in his curtains, his eyelashes fluttered against his skin, his hair dishevelled. Your hand reached up, resting on his jaw as your thumb rubbing his cheek softly. He shifted his head slightly, kissing your palm. 

“Goodnight y/n” 

Goodnight Luke”

18 years old. 

That's how old you were when Luke left. 

Luke left home the year after he graduated. He was 19 and you were 18. You remember the day he told you he enlisted, your heart dropped to your stomach. It was only basic training, he promised you that he’d be home in a few months. He returned home with the news that he was being stationed in Iraq. Your heart dropped once again. Everything began running through your mind, what if you never saw him again ? what if he dies? what if he comes home a different person? what if he forgets you? You forced yourself to stop thinking like that when truthfully, you were heartbroken. 

The morning before he left, you woke up at 6 and the two of you went for breakfast. You sat in your car, watching the sun rise together, one last time before he left, unsure if you’d get to see him again after this. He held your hand the entire time, you never wanted him to let go. You headed home with him, doubling checking he had everything. He stood on his front lawn with his parents, hugging them goodbye, he was trying his hardest not to cry. You hugged him goodbye and wished him well. You watched as he and his father pulled out of the driveway, standing there hugging his mom who was crying. you watched until you couldn't see the car anymore, praying that he comes home safely. 

22 years old. 

That’s how old you were when Luke came home. 

You stood in the airport with his parents, watching as all the soldiers reunited with their families. Luke came into sight, he started running towards his mother giving her a big hug. She started crying and you couldn't help but smile at the two of them. 

After saying hello to his parents, he came over to you, he picked you up and spun you around while hugging you. He put you down, the two of you stood there, arms wrapped around each other with no intention of letting go. Pulling away slightly, you looked at him taking in that he was standing in front of you again. He kissed your forehead, pulling you closer to him. 

“I missed you so much” you mumbled, face in his chest 

“I missed you so much, you don't even understand” 

23 years old

That’s how old you were when Luke kissed you for the first time. 

“Do you really have to go?” You sat on his bed folding a pile of t-shirts, he sighed at your question. “Yes I do, the F.B.I offered me a position has a head hunter, do you know how lucky I am to get that?” you put the shirts in the box, listening to him ramble about how great the job is going to be. You helped him carry the boxes down to his car. He had furnished his apartment right after he bought it. The two of you had spent the past few months driving back and forth to D.C to get his apartment ready. 

He was ready to head out and you found yourself in the some position you did when he left for Iraq. You watched as he said hugged his parents goodbye, trying his hardest to pull away from his crying mother because she didn't want to let him go. He walked over to you and pulled you into a hug. 

“I don't want you to go” you looked at him hoping he’ll change his mind and stay. 

“I have to go, you know this” 

His parents stepped past the two of you, saying that they would be back in a few minutes with something for him. The two of you stood there, in each other’s arms, his hands cupping your faces and your arms wrapped around his waist. He leaned down and kissed you. You kissed him back.

You couldn't believe it was finally happening. Pulling away breathlessly, he pulled you back into a hug, your face in his chest. His parents came back out with a huge photo frame. There were moments from your life together, a picture of your first playdate that your mom had taken, pictures from your prom and high school graduation, a picture of the 4 of you the day he left for Iraq and the day he came back, as well as one of the 2 of you cuddled on the couch asleep. 

25 years old. 

That’s how old you were when you moved to D.C and confessed your love

He knocked on your door, standing outside with a bottle of champagne and pizza. A little tradition of yours, you’d do it whenever either of you had a milestone. You did it when he bought his apartment, only fitting he did it with you. “Who is it?” you called out from the other side of the door “it’s me!” You opened the door, pulling him into a hug. He shut the door and came in placing the box and bottle on your coffee table. You walked to the kitchen to get two glasses, only to realize it’s too high up for you to reach. It was like Luke had read your mind, hearing his footsteps approach the kitchen. 

“Is that my jersey?” he stood there looking at you. 

You didn't even notice that you had taken it home with you after you slept over and never returned it. 

“Does it have your name on it?” you questioned him sarcastically. He laughed, shaking his head. “I thought I lost that, but here you are wearing it 9 years later”

“Anyways can you reach the glasses ?” you jumped to show him that you couldn't reach it, the jersey lifting as you jumped. “Still no pants huh? it’s like we’re teenagers again” he laughed. You looked down to see that he was right, you had just gotten out the shower when he knocked on the door, not realizing you opened the door without pants. He took two glasses down and the two of you headed to the living room. 

Half a box of pizza and a whole bottle of champagne later, you and Luke were cuddled up on your couch. His arm was around your shoulder and your head was on his shoulder. 

“I love you” 

“I love you too Luke” this was something you had been telling each other since you were young, you didn't think much of it. 

“No, I mean it. I’m in love with you, I always have been. I don't know why it took me so long to tell you but I love you” 

You sat there, you knew how you felt but you weren't sure how you could put it into words. “This is stupid, I’m sorry. Forget I said anything” he stood up as did you. 

“It’s not stupid. I love you. I always have. From the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew you were the one for me. You stood up for me, that's something no one had ever done for me. My heart broke when you left for training, my heart broke when you left for Iraq. I didn't know what I would do if I lose you. You came home and left me again to come to D.C and I was happy for you. I really was but it hurt me to see you leave again. God why do you think I took the job here? I couldn't stand being away from you anymore.” you confessed everything to him. 

27 years old. 

That’s how old you were when you married your best friend. 

After your late night confessions 2 years ago, you and Luke began dating. 

Today was September 13th and you’re getting married to the love of your life today. It was only fitting you got married the same day you met. Today was much like the day you had met Luke, it was chilly outside and the leaves on the  trees were different shades of orange, yellow and brown. 

You and Luke stood at the alter smiling at each other, hand in hand.

“I do” he slipped the ring onto your finger 

“I do” you mirrored his actions. 

“I pronunce you man and wife, you may kiss your bride” Luke didn't hesitate to pull you in for a kiss. 

And just like that, another chapter to your love story has come to an end. 

[xofanfics]

Cold Rain

Genre: angst, suggestive themes

Pairing: Reader x Taehyung

Word Count: 2.9k

*REQUESTED*

Prompt: “Pouring rain, broken heart, a broken heel and the deafening roar of the club behind her. She was numb everywhere; until he shows up beside her.”

Summary: Taehyung broke up with you for no reason and you feel like you’re losing your sense of self. Your friend invites you out for her birthday to: 1) cheer you up and 2), so that you can remember what it’s like to have fun again. 

To be honest, you couldn’t feel anything. Eating had become a chore and going to work had become a drag even though you were doing what you loved. Seeing your friends had become less important, opting to stay in bed on a Saturday night. You hated what you’d become and it was all because of a man who didn’t want you anymore, a man who threw you away like a piece of trash.

You didn’t know how to make things better again but, when your coworker invited you out to the club for her birthday, you couldn’t bring yourself to say no. She’d said, “The only way to get over a breakup is to spend more time with your friends and remember what it’s like to have fun!” And with much reluctance, you agreed to go. 

So, here you were on a Saturday morning at the hair salon instead of in your bed eating yogurt and granola. You were here after skipping out on your hair stylist for the past couple weeks. You’d let yourself go after the breakup and all your hair and nail appointments came abruptly to an end. You didn’t feel pretty anymore.

As your hairstylist curled your hair, you smiled for the first time in what seemed like weeks. Your hairstylist said, “Finally, a smile!”

“It’s been a rough couple weeks…”

“Understandable,” she replied. A moment passed and she finished your style with some hair spray.

You ran your fingers through your curls and said, “I love it.” 

She brushed off your shoulders for any stray hairs. “Any special plans for tonight?”

“Just going out with some friends.”

“I wish I could say the same,” she said with a chuckle. “I have a family dinner tonight.”

“Trust me, I do not want to go out tonight but it’s my friend’s birthday…” 

She chuckled. “Spend time with your friends. You have friends who care about you and a boyfriend, too.”

“We actually broke up about a month ago…”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” she said with a frown.

You nodded, trying hard to hold back the tears from the thought of him. It had been a month but it felt like three. You’d spent most nights crying and holding your pillow wishing that his arms were wrapped around you instead. You hated watching the shows you used to watch together and you hated being reminded of him as you passed his favorite snacks in the convenience store.

“It’s for the best,” you said to her. If only you believed it yourself. If only you could convince yourself that not being with Taehyung was the best option for you. 

He told you that he didn’t want to be together anymore. He said that things weren’t working out and that he didn’t want to do it anymore. What was worse was that there was no warning, no nothing. It just came randomly, uncalled for and out of the blue. He came over and told you that it wasn’t working and that it would be better if the two of you broke up. He didn’t go into detail and, at the time, you didn’t want to go into it because it hurt too badly. 

To be honest, you didn’t want to know. Had he cheated on you? Was there someone else he was interested in? Was he just bored of you? You’d only been together for seven months but you fell for him as hard as ever. Unfortunately, though, he didn’t feel the same as you did. 

Part of you wondered at what point things went wrong. You wondered what you did or if you did anything to cause all of this. The week before he broke up with you, things seemed fine. You were cooking together, having late night talks on the phone about nothing, and making love all over your apartment. He smiled at you often, for no reason at all, and kissed your forehead before he whispered that he loved you.

You wanted to hate him, really, you did. Unfortunately, you were still in love with him. You were still stupidly, foolishly in love with him and you hated the feeling.

*

You stared at your phone while you waited for your friends to come back from their trip outside to smoke a cigarette. You’d been antisocial during dinner to say the least but Luna was just glad that you showed up in the first place. You sighed as you found yourself scrolling toward the text message thread between you and your ex. Your fingers hovered over it for a second before you clicked on it. You read the last message he sent, from the day of your breakup.

[6:02PM] Are you free now? Can I come over?

[6:05PM] On my way, see you soon

Little did you know that these messages would lead to your breakup less than an hour later. You scrolled up, seeing messages from the days before.

Did you eat lunch yet?

Have a good day at work, babe!

Should we cook something or go out for dinner?

I picked up your favorite wine. I’ll be over soon.

You missed those days. You missed the days where he checked on you and when he wished you well. You missed when he stayed up on the phone with you to talk about your projects. You missed when he’d come over unexpectedly with a bottle of wine to cheer you up after a rough day. 

You scrolled up some more and saw some sexy photos you sent him. You were clad in some skimpy black panties with a lacy black bra to match. He came with you to the lingerie shop and picked it out for you. You remembered how he whispered in your ear about how he couldn’t wait to see it on you. Your eyes shifted down toward with his reply: 

Can’t wait to take those panties off you later ;)

It wasn’t the memories of the sexting or the sex you’d had with your ex that bothered you. It was just the small memories of being together. It hurt and your heart felt heavy, weighing you down in your seat. Your fingers itched to text him, to see how he was doing. Did he miss you? Had he been thinking about you? You sighed, pushing those foolish thoughts out of your head. If he missed you, if he’d been thinking about you in any way, shape, or form, he would’ve reached out by now. Before you could look at more messages from him, your phone was snatched out of your hand.

Luna locked your phone and said, “Nope! I know what you’re doing and there will be none of that! We’re going to get you drunk tonight and there’s nothing you can do about it!” 

One of Luna’s friends, Mike, returned with a tray of shots. He said, “I got us another round. From what I just heard, it sounds like Y/N could use two this time.”

You said, “I’ll take three.”

*

After those three shots, you felt amazing, confident and ready to go. Luna and her friends gave you a pep talk in the bathroom. They said things like, “You don’t need that guy!” and “He doesn’t deserve you,” and “You’ll find someone better!” 

Those words gave you a bit more confidence. They were right. You didn’t need him. You’d find someone better, someone who at least shared the same feelings as you did. You’d find someone who’d at least explain why they wanted to break up instead of giving a half-ass excuse like Taehyung did. 

You walked through Hongdae with your friends, bottle of green apple soju in hand. Luna said, “Ooh, let’s go here. The line’s kinda long but it moves fast.”

You were too drunk to care about something so trivial as waiting in line. You were having a good time. Your confidence had skyrocketed and you felt the best you’d felt in weeks. Luna was right. To feel better, all you needed was to spend time with friends. Tonight, you remembered what it was like to have fun again. Being out definitely beat staying home in bed wishing that Taehyung would come back to you. Being out, if anything, served as a reminder that Taehyung broke up with you for a reason and, whether you knew the reason or not, none of it mattered. 

Within twenty minutes you were inside, loud hip-hop music filling your ears. Your senses were heightened and everything seemed a little more brighter. The music was louder and you felt the vibrations under your toes. The room was packed full of sweaty bodies. You glanced from person to person, taking note of the attractive men your eyes passed over. 

There were better guys here, you figured. There were better guys here, outside the club and beyond. So why were you stuck on someone who didn’t share the same feelings as you?

You were having fun; it was a feeling you hadn’t felt in a couple weeks. Hell, you hadn’t felt much of anything lately. But things were different now. You were out with friends and enjoying yourself. Taehyung had become the least of your problems until your eyes met with a pair of familiar ones from across the room. 

No, you thought. There’s no way. 

But you knew those eyes. You knew those lips, that nose... You blinked, unable to believe that he could be here of all days. You blinked and opened your eyes again. Worst of all, he was still there. 

Your heart felt heavy in your chest and you felt sick to your stomach. You pulled Luna away from the music. Her eyes filled with concern. “You okay?”

“I think I need to leave…”

“The alcohol caught up with you?” You nodded, though it wasn’t exactly the truth. You needed to leave for a different reason, one you couldn’t bring yourself to share with her right now. “I’ll help you get a taxi.”

You shook your head. “I’ll be okay. I’m not messed up or anything. You should stay and enjoy the fun. I’m sorry for leaving early.”

“It’s okay. I’m glad you came and had fun. You needed it.”

“Happy birthday,” you said, hugging her. “I think I just need to sleep it off.”

She nodded and you started to make your way out of the club, pushing past groups of people coming in. You needed to get out and fast. 

The memories of your past relationship came crashing into your brain. It was too painful and you wanted to push them out. All you could see, though, was his face staring back at you. There wasn’t any particular emotion on his face. If anything, maybe he was also surprised to see you. 

As you walked out onto the street, you saw it was raining. It can’t get worse than this, can it? With a sigh, you faced defeat and walked out into the rain. You started walking, in the hopes that you’d find a taxi quickly. You stood there for a moment, with your hand out, and you watched as far after car passed you with the light on that signaled it was occupied. Of course there aren’t any empty cars… 

You walked ahead, deciding that there might be available taxis on the next street. And, of course, halfway there, you tripped. You fell on your butt and realized that your heel was broken. And that was the last straw that pushed you over the edge. You sat there, in the middle of the sidewalk and started crying. This was it; you were at your breaking point.

Just when you thought all hope was lost, a hand reached out to you. When you looked up, it was him. You thought that you might’ve been seeing things but you blinked again and there he was. You felt embarrassed and looked at his hand before looking away. 

“Go away,” you said. 

“Come on, Y/N,” he said. “It’s raining and you’ll get sick.”

You grabbed his hand and he gripped yours firmly, pulling you up onto your feet. With your heel hanging off the rest of the shoe, you stood lopsided. You realized that you were still touching and quickly pulled your hand out of his. 

He motioned for you to come with him. He stood near the edge of the sidewalk and put his hand out. You hobbled over to his side, not saying a word. And, by the grace of everything holy, a taxi stopped and pulled over. You got in and, much to your surprise, he got in with you and proceeded to give the driver your address. 

You scoffed, disgusted at this behavior. “What the hell are you doing?”

“I’m taking you home.”

“Why?”

“I want to talk to you…” 

You didn’t say anything. You wanted to say a lot of things but you couldn’t even decipher how you felt about seeing him. Part of you was happy, the other sad, but most of you was angry–angry that he’d leave you without a single care in the world. Angry that he’d leave you with a half-assed explanation, or lack thereof. 

He took off his jacket and put it around you. “You’re shivering.” He cleared his throat. “I, uh… I miss you. I shouldn’t have done what I did…”

You bit your lip and you couldn’t stop the tears from coming. “No.”

“What?”

“You don’t get to miss me,” you said. “Do you have any idea what I’ve been through for the past couple weeks? You don’t even know the half of it!”

“I–”

“If you missed me, you could’ve called! You could’ve texted. You could’ve shown up at my door and I would’ve taken you back right there, no questions asked.”

“I know…” he said. “I’m-I’m sorry. It was wrong, it was stupid, it was immature. I took you for granted and it’s one of my biggest regrets…” He cleared his throat. “I was at a point in my life where things weren’t going my way and I thought that maybe it was our relationship that was the issue.”

He studied you for a moment and you didn’t break eye contact with him. You missed this; just looking into his eyes and getting lost in them. 

He continued. “After a week or two I realized that being with you wasn’t it. It was never it and I was stupid to just let you go like that. I blamed you instead of looking in the mirror. It was easier to blame you than to take responsibility for my own feelings.” He paused and bit his lip, the way he did when he got emotional. “I wanted to reach out to you but I didn’t know where to start. I have a million drafts in my notes. I was going to call you a hundred times. Too much time passed and I didn’t know if it was okay…”

You wiped your tears. “So, what? You think you can just come back into my life now?”

He shook his head. “I wanted to apologize to you sincerely, first, but if you want me in your life I will be. I miss you so much...”

The taxi came to a halt, in front of your apartment building. You took a deep breath, hoping that you didn’t break. The last thing you wanted to do was show him that you were hurting, that all of this had hurt you. You pulled off his sweater from around your shoulders, handing it to him. You said, “Thanks for taking me home.” And with that, you got out of the taxi and headed toward your building with your broken heel. You got out of the rain and started pressing buttons on the keypad to get inside.

From behind you, you heard the taxi door slam. And a few seconds later, you felt his hand on yours from behind. You closed your eyes as you listened to the sound of his breath hitch. He said, “Please…”

You bit your lip. “Just...just leave me alone, Taehyung.”

“If you’re truly done with me then let go of my hand, walk through that door and don’t look back. I’ll leave you alone if you can at least do this.”

A single tear rolled down your cheek. You couldn’t move even though you figured you should. You couldn’t escape him even if you wanted to; your heart wouldn’t let you. Your heart was making you weak. You turned around to face him and didn’t say anything. You couldn’t bring yourself to speak, though there was so much you wanted to say. He looked down at you with those sad eyes and wiped your tears with his palms. 

You looked at him and found tears forming in his eyes. His lip quivered as he said, “No matter how much I apologize, I can’t make up for what I’ve done. I know that. I’ll work everyday to gain your trust again. I’ll start from the ground and work my way to your heart.” He cupped your face with his hands, gently caressing your cheeks. “I love you, Y/N… I’m sorry I forgot it.”

You kissed him and your world was suddenly a whole lot warmer as you melted into his arms. You felt at home, with his thick lips on yours. Everything in that moment felt so right. He kissed you back and held you tightly, afraid to let you slip through his fingers again. 

Things weren’t perfect; they were far from that. But in that moment, everything felt okay.

[lostinthelightss]

literal chaos fire (ch.2)

amazing banner by @downn-in-flames​ / down-in-flames@FFT

find it elsewhere: fft | ao3 | ff.net | hpff learn more: chaos universe link to other chapters: 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15 link to missing moments: 5.5, 7.5, 8.5, 15.5

pairing: Lily Luna Potter / OC genre: AU, Humor, Romance rating: mature audiences

summary:

Victoire Weasley is a masters student in infectious diseases handling a devastating break up with her girlfriend of two years. Lily Potter is a first year law student navigating a figurative minefield that is the star quarterback’s unrequited affection. Molly Weasley is pursuing her bachelors in engineering while pining over her best friend - who doesn’t seem to realize it.

Three women, three vastly different lives, all coming together with group chats, family dinners, and a whole lot of chaos.

chapter summary:

IckyVicky: uve always been my least fav sisster

dominatrix: im your only sister

loulou: does that mean i'm the favourite sister now?

SEPTEMBER 18TH, 2021

‘the dopest house' (foxyroxy, freddieboy, jamesanator, moollywoobbles, rose) 12:33am

freddieboy: @rose freddieboy: stop fucking your bf and come hang out with ussssss

jamesanator: we got home early so we're playing Kings in the living room

foxyroxy: translation - james got kicked out of the bar but they don't want the night to end

moollywoobbles: to be fair moollywoobbles: he was defending my honor

foxyroxy: he bitch slapped one of the bouncers foxyroxy: he's not allowed back at the bar foxyroxy: EVER

freddieboy: ROSSSEEEEE

moollywoobbles: he bitch slapped one of the bouncers FOR ME

freddieboy: ROOOOOSSSSIIIIIIEEEEE freddieboy: come out come out and plaaaayyyyyy

rose: if we play a few rounds will you let us go back to sleep?

freddieboy: YAAAASSSSSS

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‘literal chaos fire' (lawyerlilz, Mollz, VickyBaby) 2:57am

Mollz: freed nd james made rosse and malfiy play kngs wit hus Mollz: im so lonely Mollz: why dosnt he love me baxk?

lawyerlilz: prbably becuz hes not interestd lawyerlilz: whyyyyyy doesnt  lawyerlilz: why doestn flynn leave me aloooone lawyerlilz: i dont caere

VickyBaby: teddy left me VickyBaby: for *America*

Mollz: xander will nev er love me

lawyerlilz: flynnnn keeeeps texting me lawyerlilz: phone shut up

VickyBaby: america dsoent evn have me

lawyerlilz: oh wait tthe buzzing it you guys

VickyBaby: i bet it has prettier girls

Mollz: vicster, u so pretty tho Mollz: sooooo preeeetty

Molly Weasley changed Victoire Weasley's name to preeeeetty laaaadyyyy.

lawyerlilz: so pretty

preeeeetty laaaadyyyy: i love you gus

Mollz: imma text him

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(mollawalla, xanderbander) 3:23am

mollawalla: im v intoxicated mollawalla: r u awake????? mollawalla: lysaaaaaaander mollawalla: lyyyyysaaaaaanderrrrr mollawalla: loveeee you mollawalla: im never dirnking agin

8:04am

xanderbander: yeah, you say that every week xanderbander: we're still on for lunch right? xanderbander: assignment is due on monday

11:46am

mollawalla: my head is kiiiiilling me mollawalla: im never drinking again!!!

xanderbander: pick you up in 5?

mollawalla: ugh fine mollawalla: i hate you

xanderbander: love you too molla, see you in a few

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‘literal chaos fire' (lawyerlilz, Mollz, VickyBaby) 11:48am

Mollz: shit i messaged him last night Mollz: why didn't you guys stop me? Mollz: god, im never drinking again

12:05pm

lawyerlilz: i would've, but at some point i ended up on my bathroom floor and everything's a blur after that lawyerlilz: don't u have sat lunch with him?

12:24pm 

preeeeetty laaaadyyyy: fuuuuuck preeeeetty laaaadyyyy: i called Teddy 8 times last night preeeeetty laaaadyyyy: wtf did i say??? preeeeetty laaaadyyyy: and wtf is this name?????

Victoire Weasley changed her nickname to VckyBaby.

VckyBaby: shit

Victoire Weasley changed her nickname to VickyBaby.

lawyerlilz: hungover?

VickyBaby: as fuck... VickyBaby: god, what did i say?

lawyerlilz: im so glad i have no one to drunk dial

Mollz: im jealous Mollz: i cant stop freaking out Mollz: i told him i loved him last night

lawyerlilz: WHAT?!?!

VickyBaby: WHAT???

Mollz: yeah, and he said it this morning

lawyerlilz: that's a good thing though

VickyBaby: yeah, you want them to say it back

Mollz: Attachment: 1 Image

VickyBaby: oh...  VickyBaby: not like that...

lawyerlilz: but that's good? lawyerlilz: doesn't that mean he doesn't realize what you meant? lawyerlilz: so your secret's safe!

Mollz: but what if he figured it out Mollz: and is just pretending not to realize Mollz: because he hates the idea of us being together Mollz: but doesn't want to crush my heart and soul Mollz: and still wants a study partner

lawyerlilz: alright, that would suck

VickyBaby: if he hasn't realized that you've been in love with him since first year? VickyBaby: he definitely didn't figure it out last night

Mollz: okay, he's coming back to the table, i'm going MIA

VickyBaby: keep us updated!

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(Lily Potter, Victoire Weasley) 12:32pm

Lily: so how you gonna figure out what you said in your calls to Teddy?

Victoire: I was thinking of just blocking her number and getting over it Victoire: doesnt really matter since she's leaving soon

Lily: but what if she wants to get back together?

Victoire: she's going across an ocean Victoire: and honestly, i dont think i ever want to get back together with her

Lily: why? Lily: i thought you guys were doing good?

Victoire: we were... Victoire: i think? Victoire: idk, it felt off near the end

Lily: off like...?

Victoire: i found out she was cheating Victoire: that's why im worried about the calls Victoire: DONT TELL MOLLY Victoire: she'll definitely try and key her car

Lily: yeah, if i dont first Lily: why didnt you tell us?

Victoire: ... Victoire: idk

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(Lily Potter, Molly Weasley) 2:43pm

Lily: im bringing vic over tonight Lily: teddy cheated on her

Molly: IM GONNA KEY HER CAR

Lily: NO Lily: she specifically told me not to tell you for this exact reason Lily: so let her get a little drunk and tell you on her own time

Molly: fine Molly: but im guilting rose and roxanne into this Molly: she needs family Molly: and if i tell rose she'll bake cookies

Lily: smart

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(Teddy Lupin, Victoire Weasley) 9:34pm 

Teddy: hey

Victoire: ... hey

Teddy: i miss you Teddy: i saw you called last night but didn't leave any messages... Teddy: and i realized i missed your voice Teddy: maybe we should see if... Teddy: idk Teddy: we could do long distance?

Victoire: this is vicky's cousin Victoire: fuck yuo, you cheating bitch

Teddy: I'm sorry?

Victoire: we knoooooooow that you were fucking the TA for your ethcds and amnil science course Victoire: showww ur face at any family gatherins an ill key ur car

Teddy: Molly, please give the phone to vic

Victoire Weasley has blocked Teddy Lupin.

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‘wotter you doing' (albie, dominatrix, foxyroxy, FRAD, huggies, IckyVicky, jamisson, Lillylolz, loulou, LucyGoose, mollzerati, rose) 9:49pm

mollzerati: new famly policy mollzerati: teddy lupin iss shoot one sight

Lillylolz: that fuxking bitch

IckyVicky: cheating fuckxing birhc

mollzerati: FUUUUUCKIGN BITCH

albie: how did they all manage to misspell ‘fucking', all in different ways? albie: also wtf?

jamisson: from what i can gather from the drunk mess that is my living room jamisson: teddy cheated on vic jamisson: so now we all hate her

dominatrix: but i like teddy dominatrix: are you sure about the cheating? dominatrix: she doesn't seem like the type

IckyVicky: uve always been my least fav sisster

dominatrix: im your only sister

loulou: does that mean i'm the favourite sister now?

rose: that bitch ,,, teddyd

huggies: rose??

jamisson: oh yeah, they guilted rose into the pity party jamisson: @foxyroxy too but fred took her phone so she wouldn't drunk call their parents

FRAD: WHEN DID WE BECOME THE RESPONSIBLE ONES???

LucyGoose: this family is a fuxking disaster LucyGoose: FUCK

[silvcrlining]

ღ ϟ ☠ ✫ ¢ ∞ ✯ ➳ ♭

prompt weekend | x

ღ for an affectionate text

[ to: jillian, 3:48pm ] i’ll stop annoying you when you stop doing that cute lil thing with your face when you get angry :*

ϟ for a drunk text

[ to: jillian, 11:09pm ] come to the salooon RIBGHT THIS INSTANT[ to: jillian, 11:09pm ] they took out hal f the oldi essongs form the jukebox

☠ for a final text

[ to: jillian, 1:04am ] i fucked up, and i don’t expect you to forgive me, but i don’t wanna apologize through text. please, you deserve better than that.[ to: jillian, 1:07am ] i promise i’ll leave you alone after. i won’t bother you anymore. i’ll quit if you want me to.[ to: jillian, 1:13am ]  jillian, please.[ to: jillian, 1:30am ] hello?[ from: jillian, 1:30am ] error 00304: the recipient you are sending to has chosen not to receive messages.

✫ for a text meant for someone else

[ to: jillian, 5:57pm ] i’m just saying it’s a shit thing to do. joja’s here to be a threat and you know it.[ to: jillian, 6:01pm ] wrong number.[ to: jillian, 6:05pm ] i can work overtime tomorrow, if you want.

¢ for a late night text

[ to: jillian, 1:14am ] on a scale of 1 to 10 (10 being the worst), how bad of a dancer am i?[ to: jillian, 1:15am ] actually, don’t answer that.

∞ for a half asleep text

[ to: jillian, 2:03pm ] did we run out of energy drinks? i’m gonna fall asleep on top of the cash register.

✯ for an early morning text

[ to: jillian, 7:10am ] (attachment: photo of a giant coffee stain on a general store shirt)[ to: jillian, 7:11am ] fuckfuckfuck sorry i’ll be there soon, gimme a minute.

➳ for an apologetic text

[ to: jillian, 2:56am ] sorry if i was a bit much today.[ to: jillian, 2:56am ] i can tone it down this week.

♭ for an angry text

[ to: jillian, 4:57pm ] i feel it in my bones, you had something to do with me getting all the fucking morning shifts next week.[ to: jillian, 4:57pm ] i fucking swear to god if this was you–

[romansleftshoulderpad]

I’ll Be Home For Christmas (If Only In My Dreams)

Warnings: Food mention, Drunkenness at 7:52pm

Ships: Logince, background Moxiety, background Remile

Tag: @fandermom

The night was perfect. The Christmas tree had been perfectly decorated, the music set the perfect atmosphere, and the smell of Patton’s baking was just beckoning guests into the kitchen. Yes, everything was perfect. Except Logan wasn’t there.

{4:15pm}

“Is the great Roman Prince wearing sweats to his own Christmas party?” Logan asked with a chuckle.

“No, of course not,” Roman said, rolling his eyes at his computer screen. Whenever Logan had to travel for work, the two would make an effort to video chat whenever possible. “This is simply my ‘Slaving over the kitchen because my beautiful boyfriend is away’ outfit.”

“Well I admire your dedication,” Logan said. His smile dropped slightly. “I wish I could be there with you all tonight.”

“Oh, babe, I wish you were here with us too,” Roman said. “It’s just not quite Christmas without you.”

“I really hate this project,” Logan said. “All of us do.”

“Oh, Lo-“ Roman’s voice was cut off by the doorbell ringing. “You can complain about it all you want, later. Patton’s here now, I should let him in.”

“All right,” Logan said, wearing a professional smile. “I love you.”

“I love you too,” Roman said with a soft grin, as he hit the ‘End Call’ button.

{5:30pm}

“Are we done yet?” Roman whined as he put another bowl into the growing pile in the sink.

“Almost,” Patton said. “Just one more batch of gingerbread.” Despite the near hour and a half of cooking and baking, Patton was still as cheery as ever. He looked over Roman’s exhausted state. “But I can handle it. You go freshen up.”

“Are you sure?” Roman asked. “It is my party, after all. I shouldn’t expect you to work on your own.”

“I’ll be fine,” Patton said. “I bake all the time, it's a piece of cake! Er- It's a piece of gingerbread.”

Roman smiled graciously at his friend and raced to his bedroom. He had a perfect red velvet suit ready for him in his closet. Right on cue, he heard the familiar ring of a Skype call from his computer and he rushed to answer it. “Hey, babe.”

“Hello, Roman,” Logan said with a bright smile. Roman loved Logan’s smile and would do anything he could to see it as often as possible. He loved how his eyes crinkled and how his cheeks rose. “It’s great to see you.”

“You too,” Roman said with a smile. He took off his sweatshirt, laying it on the bed as he went to his closet for the tux. He was very good at multitasking, especially when he had Logan’s voice to focus on. “Patton says hi," he added as he paced back and forth between the closet and the bed.

“You should totally go out there like that,” Logan said, commenting on Roman’s lack of shirt or pants.

Roman hid his blush behind his hands, rolling his eyes at the camera. “I’m dating a pervert.”

“Right, I’m the pervert,” Logan said sarcastically. “Just remember that next time you get wine drunk.”

Roman stuck his tongue out defensively as he buttoned up his white shirt. He tux was a soft velvet, and it fit him perfectly. He couldn’t help but admire his own image on the corner of his computer screen. Logan was absolutely star struck.

“You look... Wow,” Logan said, struggling to find the proper words. “You look gorgeous.”

Roman smiled, his face flushing slightly. “Baaabe.”

Logan glanced to something on the side of his desk, just off camera, and smiled as he brought his eyes back to Roman. “I’m the luckiest man in the universe.” Roman’s heart skipped a beat. “I wish I could be with you right now,” Logan said. His smile melted into something of melancholy concentration. His eyes skittered around the desk like mice running from a feral cat. “Roman, I gotta go,” he said. “There are a few phone calls I need to make.”

Logan ended the call before Roman could respond.

{6:32 pm}

Virgil was at the door with an uncharacteristically festive Santa hat and a bag full of boxes. “Okay, Romano, you’ve been hoarding my boyfriend long enough, where is he?”

“Lovely to see you too, Sandy Claws,” Roman said.

“Virgil!” Patton yelled, launching himself at the doorway. He pulled Virgil into a side hug and placed a kiss gingerly on his cheek.

“So, Logan really won’t be here tonight?” Virgil asked, offering a pitiful gaze to Roman.

“Unfortunately not,” Roman said with a sigh, “but that can’t stop us from having some holiday cheer without him. Right?” The question was rhetorical but there was just enough of a hitch in his voice that no one could tell whether to agree with or console him.

{7:52pm}

“Giiiiiiiiiiirl,” Remy said with a hiccup, “you have- really- outdone yourself this year.”

“Yes, and it seems you have really outdone yourself on the eggnog,” Roman said, taking the cup out of Remy’s hand.

“He is such an idiot,” Emile said through a smile, watching this ordeal from just outside the kitchen.

“You’re the one dating him,” Virgil reminded.

“Yes, well, he’s my idiot,” Emile said decidedly. He continued watching Remy make a fool of himself as Virgil snuck out to take a “very important phone call” which Emile decided not to question.

“Help. Me,” Roman shot out as Remy began climbing on him for his eggnog back. Emile smiled and took the cup from Roman, causing Remy to launch himself from one torso to the next like a monkey climbing through a jungle.

“You can have this back after we get some food in your belly, okay?” Emile said with a gentle smile and puppy dog eyes that he knew Remy couldn’t resist.

As the two walked off Roman was definitely not thinking about how Logan would have enjoyed laughing at the display. Or how much he missed Logan. Or how Logan would have loved to laugh at a drunk Remy being hailed around by Emile like a toddler. Or how Logan... Logan... Logan...

He blinked back tears and forced a smile onto his face. He had to be a good host. He had to be supportive.

{9: 04 pm}

Virgil slumped down next to Roman on the couch and stuffing his phone back into his pocket. “You doing okay?”

Roman nodded softly, curling his lips. “I just miss him. A lot.” He took a deep breath, letting a small chuckle escape as he did so. “It’s childish, isn’t it? I knew he’d be gone. I accepted it, but... everyone here is so happy. And I’m happy for them. For you and Patton. For Remy and Emile.” He closed his eyes as tight as possible because he was not going to cry in front of Virgil and he was most certainly not going to cry in front of all these people. His attention was stolen by the phone vibrating in Virgil’s pocket. Once. Twice. Urgently. Three. Four. Five. Virgil smiled at Roman, patting his hand.

“I think that’s your gift.”

{9:05pm}

“My gift?”

The door handle moved slowly and Roman stood up to investigate.

The door handle turned again.

The door creaked open slowly.

And Roman was definitely crying now.

“Merry Christmas,” Logan said as Roman threw himself onto the other. Roman’s tears were falling onto Logan’s shoulder and neither of them could pay any mind to the clicking of cameras around them.

“I love you so much,” Roman said as he choked on tears. He pulled away just enough to see Logan’s face- to make sure it wasn’t a dream- and to give Logan enough space to get inside the damn house. “What about work?” Roman asked. “I thought you had meetings, and- and-“

“Screw meetings,” Logan said. “If they fire me it’s their loss, but I couldn’t be away from you. Not now. Not on Christmas.” He glanced up to Virgil who gave him a supportive wink. He took Roman’s hands and got down on one knee. “Roman, you are the most important person in the world to me. You’re the light of my life. The center of my universe.” He could see his own tears welling up in Roman’s eyes. “You make me a better person. You make me want to be a better person. I couldn’t imagine a life without you in it.” He pulled a black box from his pocket and produced from it a gold ring with a crown of rubies at its top. “Roman Prince, will you marry me?”

Roman was sobbing, nodding as quickly as his head would allow as he melted into Logan. Everything felt so surreal and he needed to make sure he was awake. But if this is a dream, he decided, I never want to wake up. He took Logan’s face into his hands and kissed him hard and desperately. He traced his tongue against Logan’s bottom lip when Virgil coughed loudly to remind the couple of the large crowd watching. Roman pulled his lips away but kept his forehead pressed against Logan’s. He kept one hand on the crevice of Logan’s neck, feeling their hearts beating together.

It was a happily ever after if Roman had ever heard of one.

{8: 45 am}

Waking up with Logan still felt like a fantasy. Roman kept his hands around his boyfriend’s waist and felt the comfort of Logan’s arms around his back. “I love you so much,” Roman said.

Logan kissed Roman’s forehead. “I love you too,” he said, his voice weak and groggy just the way Roman loved to hear it. They sat a moment in complete silence, just taking in each other's presence. “There are presents beneath the tree.”

Roman groaned, pulling himself closer into Logan and breathing in every bit of him. “You’re the only present I need.”

[dvminics]

✆ ✉ ☎ ⁇ ✿ ø ✘ # @ & % ツ $ ♀ fr all of my muses :) (pick n choose who gets what)

send “✆” for a MORNING text to ducky.

dominic [10:03am]: hey ducks we’re at the brunch place!dominic [10:03am]: are u on ur way?dominic [10:10am]: hope ur okay. i’m going to order u a mimosa for when u show up

send “✉” for a text that WASN’T SENT to saige.

dominic [1:05am]: i wasn’t being totally honest with you when we texted the other day. yeah it was about gunner but it was also about you…and us. not that i’m saying there’s an us but we are friends so i guess that means there is an us?? i didn’t mean to imply that you were going to jump my bones or anything like that. i was just scared that we’d go down that path. that maybe i’d be the one to take us there?? i don’t think i’m someone who can do this stuff casually. i think i just needed time to sort out whatever happened between us. not that i’m saying there was something between us. i don’t know. this is stupid. i miss you saige

send “☎” for a RUSHED text to philly.

dominic [8:05pm]: philly please. just woke up. headed to class. i’ll look for ur socks later

send “⁇” for a DRUNK text to saige.

dominic [11:45pm]: saigeeeeeeedominic [11:45pm]: SAIGE!!!!!!dominic [11:46pm]: ok why no response? im sorrydominic [12:01am]: ur relaly prettydominic [1:14am]: please why no reply??

send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text to ducky.

dominic [3:45am]: king u looked so good kicknig jacks ass 2niteedominic [3:46am]: 👅👅👅👅dominic [3:46am]: hang later ?

send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text to ducky.

dominic [2:01am]: do u think i’d have a real chance with lana?dominic [2:01am]: like hypothetically ofc

send “✘” for a HATEFUL text to cain.

dominic [4:13pm]: stop fucking calling me ellen degeneres. i’m so serious

send “#” for a RANDOM text to cain.

dominic [3:00pm]: hey i saw that ur back :)dominic [3:00pm]: welcome back!dominic [3:01pm]: i’ve got a box of ur old stuff at perkins lmk if u wanna pick it up

send “@” for a SCARED text to philly.

dominic [2:30pm]: omg i’m looking i swear i’m looking phillydominic [2:30pm]: i’ve literally ripped my room apartdominic [2:31pm]: [img attached]dominic [2:31pm]: i have security on speed dial…

send “&” for a LOVING text to ducky.

dominic [4:31pm]: not messaging u outside our gc to be weirddominic [4:31pm]: altho u will probably say i’m being weird anywaydominic [4:32pm]: just wanted to say that i love u and i’m glad we’re going to hang out tonightdominic [4:32pm]: i missed u. i’m sorry for everything that happened

send “%” for a CURIOUS text to viktor.

dominic [3:24pm]: hey just asking for a frienddominic [3:24pm]: but would u be okay with someone u know asking rosa out?dominic [3:24pm]: someone like medominic [3:25pm]: my friend and i are very similar

send “ツ” for an EXCITED text to philly.

dominic [6:18pm]: i found these socks with rats on them!dominic [4:31pm]: [img attached]dominic [4:32pm]: aren’t they cool? :)dominic [4:32pm]: hope u like them. i got them for u after the whole sock thing

send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text to viktor.

dominic [8:30pm]: rosaaa headed over soon with a surprise ;)dominic [8:31pm]: oh fuckdominic [8:31pm]: haha wrong samuelsdominic [8:31pm]: the surprise is just donuts. i promisedominic [8:31pm]: [img attached]

send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text to saige.

dominic [5:24pm]: hey i know u don’t want to talk to me but franklin wanted me to give u a drawing he madedominic [5:25pm]: i slid it under ur door on the way home. which is why there’s a badly drawn stick figure with lots of crayon swirl-thingies? under ur doordominic [5:25pm]: he told me it was a pic of u guys. i asked why i wasn’t included and he just said “you know”dominic [5:26pm]: kids and their crushes loldominic [5:27pm]: he misses youdominic [5:27pm]: so do i

[mmjungmi-blog]

🔎 search contacts _ @mmjunsu​​ .        /          accepting.

angry text.         … loading setting _ current day .

✉  ( 9:59pm )  → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] idc i’m not going lol ✉ ( 10:02pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] i don’t care what jidam wants ✉ ( 10:03pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] and if jina doesn’t want to go don’t bother her about it either ✉ ( 10:03pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] i get what you’re trying to do junsu but... ✉ ( 10:04pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] we can make our own choices

morning text.           … loading setting _ current day.

✉ ( 9:18am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] morning! i bet you’re in class now huh ✉ ( 9:20am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] have a great day today                                                         .      .     . ✉ ( 10:22am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] sorry for being a jerk last night....

long-winded confession voice mail.           … loading setting _ current day .

☎ → ( 2:38am ) [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] //      …   beep ! “ hey애기, sorry to call so late.누나 feels sick tonight, and your sisters are asleep, too. you know, when you were a baby, sometimes when i felt sick or couldn’t sleep, i crashed with you or jina. but it was funnest to crash with you. reading to you was fun and, you know i had to make up for blaming everything on you. you never seemed to get mad. thank you for being a good brother even when i wasn’t good to you in return. at least... not in front of jidam. sorry for not being very fair. or good. i should get out of the habit of leaving stupid voicemails that make me look bad just because i’m sick or drunk, huh?누나 is very lame sometimes i guess. sleep well. i’ll see you this weekend and buy you some kimchi mandu~ g’night.”

worried text.           … loading setting _ current day.

✉ ( 5:23pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] hey where’d you go? ✉ ( 5:24pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] you don’t usually disappear like this at these stupid things asdfg that’s kinda me and jina’s thing ✉ ( 5:25pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] did you not feel well? ✉ ( 5:25pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] if you’re still here come find me?

sassy text.           … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 6:45pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] oh nooooooow u want 누나 to vote... ✉ ( 6:45am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] 😔 i thought u guys said i was bad luck 😢 ✉ ( 6:48am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] okokok i’ll vote too ✊ 🏁  손동표 화이팅

drunk text.          … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 3:01am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] rmmber when midamn was stilll on pdx???? ✉ ( 3:09am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] why do mymine always go home so early ✉ ( 3:15am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] why am i cursde 😭😭😭😭😭

vague text.           … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 8:45pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] i kno i kno but don’t tell jina...i’m begging u

text not meant for you.           … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 1:48am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] why are you always doing these things? ✉ ( 1:49am ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] what about me? how about how they make me feel? don’t my feelings matter to you at all?

desperate text.           … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 8:57pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] oh my god ✉ ( 8:58pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] drop some hints to jidam that if she hears anything bad abt me it’s wrong pls. pls pls pls pls pls??? ✉ ( 8:59pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] not saying i could get kicked out of the house but... ✉ ( 9:02pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] just this once save me and lie to her, i’m begging

texts that never sent.        … loading setting _ current day .

✉ ( 7:46pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ]  you know how i’m always saying these thin- ✉ ( 7:49pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] i’m sorry i always dismiss ✉ ( 8:01pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] jidam just makes me feel like shit and i ✉ ( 8:05pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] you deserve everything i’m sorry.... ✉ ( 8:10pm ) → [ 애기 왕자🦆👼 ] dongpyo votes secured, mission complete captain. onto mission 2, cookies get. en route. i’ll keep u posted.

[hollandbaby]

for him. - t.h

disclaimer; i do not own tom, this is all my imagination.

warnings; some swearing i think

we make a really good team, and not everyone sees, we’ve got this crazy chemistry between us

You and Tom weren’t typically compatible. He oozes confidence, could make conversation effortlessly, and was smooth in his flirting with people. He spent his weekend, and some weekday, nights partying, getting drunk and finding someone to get off with (just kissing, he’s not that much of an asshole) rather than doing schoolwork and extra revision for exams, which led to him failing a lot of his tests and not doing particularly well in lessons. You, on the other hand, were completely different. You spent your nights in the library doing the assigned work, and extra studying, so that you pass your tests and do well in class. You weren’t a huge fan of parties, hardly enjoying the sweaty atmosphere and loud, drunk people who are either throwing up or making out with strangers. You preferred to keep to yourself and your friends, listening to chilled out music at home when you weren’t busy studying. But when you met Tom, there was just this spark between you two, however cliché that sounds.

He approached you in the corridor, one day, just after you’d gotten results back from some tests. You were in 2 of the same classes, but had never had the opportunity to speak to one another, however Tom clearly knew you were smart and that you put effort into your studies or else he wouldn’t have spoken to you about tutoring. You were walking to next lesson with your friend when they suddenly turned to you, “don’t look now but the Tom Holland is walking towards us,” they whispered, freaking out. You rolled your eyes at their behaviour, not seeing the big deal with this Tom guy.

“I don’t understand why you’re freaking out so much, he’s just a person.” Just as you finish your sentence, Tom stops in front of you.

“Hi, Y/N, right?” Your heart beats faster than usual and you can feel your cheeks flush slightly. He knows my name.

“Yeah, uh, what can, uh, what can I do for you?” Wow real smooth.

“I got my exam results back and my parents are not happy about them. They said I’ll need tutoring and I thought you’d be a great tutor, seeing as you’re a straight A student.” He flashes a smile at you; he’s friendly.

“Sure, just let me know when.” And with that he smirks at you, giving you his phone number and heads off in the opposite direction.

~

You’d been tutoring Tom for some time now, trying to get his grades back up. He was actually fairly smart, he just didn’t apply himself like you did. You assumed this was due to his nature of wanting to party and get drunk, he and his best friend Harrison often went to parties together, and your friends would always tell you about it even though you’d repeatedly tell them ‘I don’t really care’. One weekend, he cancelled your tutoring session to go to a party. You were disheartened at this, you were actually looking forward to spending time with Tom. Every time you were together, you’d get these stupid butterflies in your stomach, your face would go red and you would stumble over your words. The way Tom made you feel was no help; he would give you his undivided attention while you explained things to him, such as why Iago’s famous ‘I am not what I am’ quote was so significant in Shakespeare’s Othello, or how he would accidentally brush his fingers against yours when you went to flip the next page of the book, causing electricity to run through your veins. Or how he would smile up at you with his warm brown eyes whenever he got a question right. It was all so cheesy and cliché and you hated it.

That next Monday you saw Tom, at lunch, on the other side of the canteen with his arm around a girl’s shoulders. She was beautiful. Long, silky hair, dazzling smile, striking blue eyes, lovely figure. She was laughing at something someone had said, her gorgeous eyes scrunched up. She even looked pretty while laughing. Tom was laughing along too, but his smile didn’t reach his eyes - you could see that even from the other side of the canteen. He caught your eye and smiled at you, this one reaching his eyes, but you turned away and kept your head down, focused on your lunch. Your friends were all talking about Tom and his new ‘girl’, to which you told them ‘I don’t really care.’ Except you did care, more than you wanted to admit.

You were surprised at the text you’d gotten later that night. You were studying for a mid-unit test, when your phone screen buzzed once, indicating a new text message. You expected one of your friends to have texted you, asking if you’d started revising to which the answer was always ‘yes, I’m not failing this test.’ However, the contact who had texted you wasn’t one of your closer friends, but rather Tom. You screwed your face up in confusion, before swiping your phone to unlock it and read the message from him.

Hey 5:36PM

You debated for a solid minute what to reply. Do I say ‘hey’? ‘heyy’? Is that too casual? Shall I say hello? No that’s too formal.

Hi 5:38PM

I didn’t see you much today 5:38PM

You were surprised by this. Did he want to see you today? You doubted it, seeing as he had a new girl on his arm.

I didn’t think you wanted to 5:40PM

Why would you think that?? 5:42PM

Should you tell him the truth? Or would that give away your growing feelings for him?

Idk. I didn’t think you’d considered me anything more than a tutor 5:45PM

I thought we were friends? 5:46PM

You took a while to think of a response to this one. Were you friends? You talked and all, but you didn’t hang out together. You had playful banter sometimes, after you’d finished tutoring him of course, but was it all friendly? Or was he just being nice? Did you want to be friends with him?

I guess so. I just figured you’d be busy with your new girlfriend 5:53PM

Girlfriend? 5:54PM

This boy was constantly on his phone. You let out a sigh at his distracting texts and decided to ignore it, he was just playing dumb.

Oh 6:01PM

I see 6:01PM

You’re talking about Annie 6:01PM

You really didn’t care what her name was.

Annie’s not my girlfriend, I’m not interested in her. I was helping her make Harrison jealous, she met him at the party on Saturday and fancies the pants off him 6:03PM

That’s why I had my arm around her at lunch 6:04PM

Tom, I don’t care it’s not any of my business tbh 6:05PM

Well we are friends aren’t we? So, as my friend, it is your business :) 6:06PM

You couldn’t tell if that made you feel happy or not. He wasn’t dating this Annie girl, but did care? You did really care. For months, you and Tom had started texting and hanging out a lot more and you’d become best friends. The only problem was the feelings you had for him were only growing stronger. One Thursday evening he texts you;

Fancy a party? You’ve been studying so hard, you could use a break 8:34PM

I don’t do parties, Tom 8:35PM

Please Y/N :( it’s tomorrow night and I want to take you 8:35PM

Your heart fluttered at that. He wants to take me? Like as a date? You told yourself it wasn’t a date, that Tom didn’t like you that way. But you couldn’t deny there was something there, something about the way Tom made you feel, the way he treated you.

Pick me up at 8 8:38PM

Awesome :) see you then ;) 8:38PM

You smiled and shook your head at this. He was such a dork, sometimes, given his fuckboy exterior, it was a really nice personality trait of his.

a/n: there will be a part 2 to this! @allforholland (lemme know if you wanna be tagged in my fics!)

[succmydirkubus]

all of the texts all of them

Send a word for a specific text from my muse to yours. 

Drunk

{Txt: beatus cattus}

     [ 🐱 - 3:28am ] : O xy      [ 🐱 - 3:29am ] : Do you eveer thing about the fac t thatt weve both seeen so man y liv es come an go?      [ 🐱 - 3:29am ] : that si many peop e have d ied sinse the moment we tur ed up?      [ 🐱 - 3:30am ] : its kin a craxy weaint one f them

Sad

{Txt: beatus cattus}

     [ 🐱 - 9:44am ] : Everything is so overwhelming.       [ 🐱 - 9:44am ] : Everyone seems to be sad today. Upset over something.      [ 🐱 - 9:45am ] : I feel as if this has something to indirectly do with me.     [ 🐱 - 9:45am ] : I hate Mondays.

Mad

{Txt: beatus cattus}

    [ 🐱 - 12:39pm ] : Why are people so determined to abuse someone who loves them.     [ 🐱 - 12:40pm ] : Every time it happens I can feel the fear and betrayal they are feeling. I can feel them breaking.     [ 🐱 - 12:40pm ] : 18 different people in an hour… Make that 19.     [ 🐱 - 12:41pm ] : I’m so angry for them. No one deserves this.     [ 🐱 - 2:20pm ] : Do you have bandages     [ 🐱 - 2:25pm ] : It seems I may have broken my hand.

Happy

{Txt: beatus cattus}

    [ 🐱 - 4:03pm ] : Oxy.    [ 🐱 - 4:03pm ] : I found.    [ 🐱 - 4:04pm ] : The ultimate nap spot.    [ 🐱 - 4:05pm ] : [sunshine.jpg]    [ 🐱 - 4:06pm ] : I am never leaving.    [ 🐱 - 4:06pm ] : You can pry this place from my cold dead hands.

Tired

{Txt: beatus cattus}

   [ 🐱 - 6:39pm ] : Wow. Is it this late already.    [ 🐱 - 6:40pm ] : I am to tired to get up.    [ 🐱 - 6:40pm ] : Wake me up in a couple of hours.

Busy

{Txt: beatus cattus}

   [ 🐱 - 5:59pm ] : I have something I need you to explain to me when I get home.    [ 🐱 - 6:19pm ] : I am not home but [Image]    [ 🐱 - 7:40pm ] : Why is his nose so big.    [ 🐱 - 7:41pm ] : Why is 3am so important?    [ 🐱 - 3:01am ] : Oh.

Bored

{Txt: beatus cattus}

   [ 🐱 - 8:30am ] : I don’t want to be here.    [ 🐱 - 8:30am ] : I want to go home.    [ 🐱 - 8:31am ] : Why do meetings exist? I live in hell. What is the point.   [ 🐱 - 8:31am ] : Oh shit Luc saw my phone.    [ 🐱 - 4:04pm ] : Update.   [ 🐱 - 4:05pm ] : Don’t text when Lucifer themself has the ability to take your phone.

Reveal

{Txt: beatus cattus}

   [ 🐱 - 6:39pm ] : [howifeelaboutoxy.png]   [ 🐱 - 6:39pm ] :

(( this literally took me like an hour to write i hate everything and I hate you.))

[suttonolivier-blog]

all of them : )

Send “✆” for a MORNING text. 

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 7:08AM: i just did spin class and i’m pretty sure i won’t be able to walk for the next 4 days sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 7:53AM: update, i’m at home sitting on a bag of frozen tator tots low key crying

Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT. 

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 9:22PM: [UNSENT] currently composing my stripper routine... is throwing my panties to the crowd too much? 

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text. 

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 12:11PM: hiding behind menusent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 12:11PM: was just bitch to tinder mansent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 12:11PM: man sitting across cafe sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 12:12PM: do not know if he know im here sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 12:12PM: he know

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:17AM: if i die toigth can i still donate organs sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:22AM: ok the bar tiender just said no they wont take alcohol horgans sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:25AM: obv he is full of shit cause now my orgains just pikled? i think that makejs them better. spechial pickled organs have powers   

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:09AM: i am now sponsoring a goat in england called liamsent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:10AM: he’s cute, motherhood is treating me good so farsent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:11AM: plus no gaping vagina  

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 3:12PM: i stopped reading when you mentioned lance for the fourth time in 25 words    

Send “#” for a RANDOM text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 8:29AM: i think jason momao and i would have earth shattering sex sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 8:32AM: do you think he would leave his wife for me? am i hippie enough? sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 8:34AM: doesn’t he know that i would turn vegan and dread my hair for him?? i might even consider stopping my hair removal treatments even though i have 3 sessions left with groupon!! 

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 9:48PM: text me when your flight has landed!!! sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 11:25PM: ok it was supposed to land 20 minutes ago where are u! sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 11:48PM: katrina unger if you do not reply within the next 3 minutes i am booking a flight and sending you the bill 

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 3:09PM: [ image attached ] sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 3:09PM: look how cute my bff is!!! the!!! cutest!!! sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 3:11PM: printing it out and putting it in my wallet to show to strangers like a proud mother 

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 6:05PM: liam just sent me a fucking early valentine??? via text?? from england?? wow what an angel child   

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

sent to ‘Kat 💗’ at 1:58AM: all i can think of is your cock and i wish i was sucking you off tbh   

[smittenwithsugden]

Series of Robert Week fics (AO3 links) 

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3

Day 4

Day 5

Day 6

Day 7

Day 3 - Free Day

Day 1

Robert 7:23pm: At the hotel now. Was London always this loud?

Aaron 7:25pm: You tell me. Didn’t you live there for a while?

Robert: 7:26pm: Those years are buried.

Aaron 7:26pm: I know.

Robert: 7:27pm: How are you? And Liv?

Aaron 7:28pm: Nothings changed since you saw us last 3 hours ago.

Robert 7:29pm: Good. Gonna head out now, find something to eat. Miss you.

Aaron 7:33pm: I’m going out with Adam, he insisted. So you might get a few drunk texts from both of us. Hang in there. See you soon.

Robert 7:34pm: Only three weeks to go. Have fun.

 Day 5

Liv 5:41pm: Come back. Please.

Robert 5:46pm: Did you just write ‘please’?? What’s going on?

Liv 5:57pm: We had toast for tea. AGAIN!

Robert 5:59pm: Jesus, Liv, I thought you lost a leg or something.

Liv 6:00pm: Have you ever eaten toast for tea six days in a row?

Robert 6:02pm: Go to the pub for tea tomorrow.

Liv 6:03pm: Tried that, but then he's getting all mopey, and I feel bad for him.

Robert 6:04pm: Get Chas on him. And I’m sorry I’m not there, Liv.

Liv 6:05pm: He really misses you, even when he’s not saying it.

Robert 6:07pm: Same here. I miss you both. Do you miss me? ;)

Liv 6:08pm: Not in a million years.

Robert sent a screenshot: Liv 5:41pm: Come back. Please.

Liv 6:11pm: This was only regarding my need for proper food.

Robert 6:12pm: Sure, sure.

Liv 6:13pm: Fine, maybe a little bit.

Robert 6:15pm: Ah, that eases my pained soul.

Liv 6:16pm: You’re a git.

Robert 6:17pm: Miss you, too.

Liv 6:18pm: +sends gif of people walking away+

 Day 10

Cain 9:52pm: Sugden! When are you back?

Robert 10:03pm: 11 days, why?

Cain 10:05pm: Anything you can do about that? As in come back earlier?

Robert 10:06pm: Afraid not. And again: Why? You miss me that much?

Cain 10:07pm: Don’t get sweet with me.

Robert 10:08pm: Cain, seriously, what’s going on?

Cain 10:09pm: It’s Aaron. Did you know he talks too much?

Robert 10:10pm: Aaron? As in Aaron Dingle? Our Aaron?

Cain 10:12pm: Yes, of course, you muppet. Not the usual talking. The nervous talking he does when he doesn’t want to say what’s really going on.

Robert 10:13pm: Oh, that. So what’s really going on?

Cain 10:14pm: He misses you.

Robert 10:15pm: Aww. Are you sure you’re not projecting though, Cain?

Cain 10:16pm: I hate you, Sugden.

Robert 10:17pm: You really don’t.

 Day 15

Sugden Group Chat

Diane 3:33pm: Pet, how are you?

Robert 3:42pm: Which pet?

Diane 3:42pm: You.

Vic 3:42pm: You, of course.

Robert 3:44pm: I’m good. London is good. Meetings are going well. How about you guys?

Diane 3:46pm: Nothing new. Oh, Aaron was over for dinner yesterday.

Robert 3:47pm: What? Why?

Vic 3:49pm: Liv. She asked me to smuggle her some food, but Diane overheard, and so she invited them both over.

Robert 3:51pm: How was it?

Diane 3:53pm: I don’t think he’s good enough for you.

Robert 3:53pm: WHAT?

Vic 3:53pm: WHAT?

Diane 3:54pm: Haha, that was fun. No, it was really nice. He was way more polite than I remembered him from when we lived together. Liv was feisty though, kept calling me grandma to get a reaction. But I loved it.

Robert types

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 ...

Robert types

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 ...

Vic 3:57pm: Do you not know what to say to that?

Robert 3:58pm: No. Thank you, Diane.

Diane 4:00pm: Anytime, pet.

Robert 4:02pm: Gotta go, talk to you later.

 Day 17

Chas 5:45pm: Your famous casserole, do you add garlic to that?

Robert 5:47pm: Depends on who’s eating it?

Chas 5:49pm: Aaron, Liv, Cain, probably Paddy, maybe Faith, Charity and me.

Robert 5:51pm: No garlic then, Liv is picky, and Cain likes to pretend he likes it, but he doesn't.

Chas 5:52pm: Perfect, thank you.

 Day 20

Aaron 11:23pm: Tomorrow!

Robert 11:24pm: Tomorrow!

Aaron 11:25pm: This bed is way too big for one.

Robert 11:26pm: It’s actually not. We have a very tiny bed.

Aaron 11:27pm: Well, it seems big.

Robert 11:28pm: Did you lose weight?

Aaron 11:29pm: Robert, I am trying to be cute here. Telling you, I miss ya and all that.

Robert 11:31pm: Sorry. I miss you, too. Very much so. You and various parts of you...

Aaron 11:32pm: Liv is staying at Gabby’s tomorrow.

Robert 11:32pm: Nice.

Aaron 11:33pm: Can’t wait. Good night.

Robert 11:34pm: And I love you sooooooo much.

Aaron 11:35pm: Idiot.

 ��   Aaron 00:12am: Love you, too.

[lovemesomesurveys]

Do you know anybody who is ambidextrous? My dad is. Have you ever been 4-wheeling? Nope. What’s the weather been like today? Hot. It’s summer. What was the last exam you sat for? I sat for? Will you be attending any weddings in the near future? No.

Do you currently have any unread text messages, and who from? Nope. Speaking of text messages, what colour is your cell phone? Coral.  Do you live anywhere near the woods? No. Would you ever consider a career in the tourism industry? No. Do you have any important anniversaries you celebrate? Not celebrate, but more like days of remembrance for loved ones that have passed. When was the last time you used q-tips? This morning. How does your hair react to humid weather or rain? It gets frizzier.  What’s your favourite flavour of iced tea? I don’t really drink iced tea, but if I do I just have black tea with sweetener. It’s been years since I’ve had any, though. Do you understand music theory? No. How many hours of sleep did you get last night? About 6. Are you expected to act professionally at your job? I don’t have a job, but I’m sure I would be. Isn’t everyone? Infomercials: entertaining or stupid? They can be so dramatic and stupid that it’s funny. What’s your favourite brand of energy drink? Starbucks Doubleshot.  Do you have (or have you ever had) acne? Yeah. I dealt with it more as a teenager and in my early 20s, but I still get a couple now and then. When was the last time you got pins-and-needles? Recently cause my hand fell asleep. Why did you click to take this survey? I felt like it. If you have glasses, have you ever smashed them? No. How do you get new music? Buy or download or what? I just use Spotify. Have you ever sent someone an abusive text message? No. Do you require a lot of time to do things or are you quick? Depends on what I’m doing? What will be the next concert you attend? I want to see The Jonas Brothers this year, but I don’t think I’ll be able to go. Turn the nearest television on, what’s on? Chrisley Knows Best. How often do you “wake up on the wrong side of the bed”? I’m never very pleasant to talk to until I’ve had my coffee, ha. Can you rap? I can rap along to some rap songs, but no I’m not a rapper.  What do you usually order when you’re at McDonald’s? Their breakfast burritos and a couple hash browns.  Are there any textbooks near where you are right now? Yeah, on my bookshelf. What’s the time? 2:05PM. Do you know how to use a DSLR camera? I can take a photo, but I don’t know about all the features. How’s your body temperature right now? Warm. Do you use Celsius or Fahrenheit? Fahrenheit.  What was the last thing you got a really good deal on? I’ve done some online shopping recently and I had some good coupons, including ones sent to me for my birthday. Have you ever studied any ancient societies? A bit in school. Do you like to wear long, dangling earrings? No. What was the last reason you took medicine? It’s my pain medication. Do you exercise regularly? No. I don’t exercise. What is your coffee of choice? (flat white, cappuccino, etc.) Brewed coffee with flavored creamer or cream and sugar,  flavored lattes, cappuccinos, macchiatos, and mochas. My go-to Starbucks is a white chocolate mocha or a caramel macchiato. I just love coffee, man. Do you pay any attention to your country’s politics? Yes and no. I admit I’m not as caught up with it currently. I used to keep up with it more. I should probably pay more attention. Are you feeling worried about anything right now? Always. Are you a gossipy type of person? Not really. And if I do, it’s about stuff in the news and celebrity gossip stuff.  When will your next meal be, and do you know what it will consist of? I’m going to have my leftover pizza soon. Tell me about the sickest you’ve ever felt. My birthday 6 years ago. I got super drunk and super sick and it was just awful. And embarrassing.  What’s your opinion on your in-laws, if you have any? I don’t have any.  Do you make excuses often, or do you just get things done? I make excuses often. :/ I used to get shit done, but I’ve been majorly slacking these last few years.  Have you seen your best friend today? Yeah. I see her everyday, we live together. What can you smell right now? Nothing. Any important birthdays coming up? It’s not important, but my birthday is coming up. Fireworks: yay or nay? They’re visually pleasing, but I hate how loud they are. Do you have any plans for the rest of the day? Just the usual stuff I always do. How about tomorrow? Any plans? My in-home nurse is coming tomorrow morning, but other than that it’s just another day. Do you know how to do your own laundry or does someone else do it? My mom does mine. If you could eat or drink anything right now, what would it be? Like I said, I’m going to have my leftover pizza soon. It’s SO good. I’ll have a Starbucks Doubleshot as well. What colour are your headphones? White. Think of the last long car trip you had, where did you go? The beach. Do you have a Twitter account that you use regularly? Yep. Have you ever seen a horseshoe crab? They’re scary, right?! No, I haven’t.  What was the last movie you saw at the theatres? Spiderman: Far From Home. Are there any new movies that you’d really like to see? I still need to go see Toy Story 4.  If you could play one instrument flawlessly, what would it be? Piano. Do you overthink a lot of things? It’s a lifestyle, my friend. <<<<< Is there anybody you miss but can’t see again? My maternal grandparents and my doggo, Brandie. When was the last time you had a hangover? 6 years ago.

[kaiuhs-blog]

all of them ily :) :***

Send “✆” for a MORNING text.

[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [9:14am] kaia ➝ jude: hey[9:15am] kaia ➝ jude: this is kaia from art class ???? [9:15am] kaia ➝ jude: can we meet up today we have to start on the project lmao[9:30am] kaia ➝ jude: i hope u know that u still have ur read receipts on for me so stop IGNORING me ur not edgy

Send “” for a text that WASN’T SENT.

[11:32pm / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: sometimes i really miss it when we were together. i know that i was the one who broke things off but it’s just hard to explain or maybe it’s nto even hard at all and i was just fuckign scared[11:48pm / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: but i ruined it all i did it for no reason and it was completely unfair to you because you deserve so much better htan that you deserve an explanation you dserve a reason and god you just deserve someone so much betterERROR! TEXT MESSAGES NOT SENT! REVIEW THE MESSAGES AND TRY AGAIN!

Send “☎” for a RUSHED text.

[12:53pm] kaia ➝ jude: YORUE’ SUCH A LIAR U SAID UWOULDNT GET MEBACK FOR DIRAWNG A DICKODN YOUR FACE THAT ONE TIME[12:56pm] kaia ➝ jude: JDUE WTF DID U DRAW I CANT EVEN GET ITO FF MY FACE I CANTWALK AROUND LIEK THIS!!!!

Send “⁇” for a DRUNK text.

[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [3:43am] kaia ➝ jude: i knwo thta u htaed me at first bhc we alwaxys argued hin art class[3:45am] kaia ➝ jude: and thaht’s jokay bc i didn'it like u ceither u were alwfays so pretenitsous baout ur arft[3:50am] kaia ➝ jude: but i’m reallny scared bc nwo whervene i hang around you i start getting reallzy nervobus and gmy heart jjust bzeats na lot faster[3:51am] kaia ➝ jude: i think tu jugst stress me out a lot aynd it’s starting to gkive me high blojoda[3:51am] kaia ➝ jude: owr mvaybe i just likde oyu god i relaly rrealy like yoju

Send “✿” for a SUGGESTIVE text.

[ freshman year of college, 2014 ] [5:29pm] kaia ➝ jude: OMG SO THE SBFA CURRENTLY HAS THEIR ART INTERNSHIPS OPEN AND WE SHOULD APPLY!!!!![5:32pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE U CAN’T NOT DO IT UR WORK IS SO SO SO AMAZING there’s no way they won’t pick u idk about me but i might as well give it a shot too WHAT IF WE GET IT TOGETHER 

Send “ø” for a LATE NIGHT text.

[11:15pm] kaia ➝ jude: hey jude could u add me back to the gc[11:16pm] kaia ➝ jude: ur sister kicked me out again lol…………[11:16pm] kaia ➝ jude: honestly how are u guys related[11:17pm] kaia ➝ jude: the fact that u guys share the same dna still shocks me till this day

Send “✘” for a HATEFUL text.

[ freshman year of college, 2013 ] [9:21am] kaia ➝ jude: listen here buddy if u fucking insult my sketch one more time in class ur honestly gonna have it coming for u[9:24am] kaia ➝ jude: we get it mr high and mighty u know a lot abt drawing or whatever lmao but everyone has different opinions I WAS JUST HAVING A ROUGH DAY W THAT SKETCH[9:25am] kaia ➝ jude: i rlly thought u’d be a lot better since we have to work together on that mid-term project now but ur critiques are still so mean[9:26am] kaia ➝ jude: that drawing u did in class today isn’t ur best work either idk what ur coming at me for :/ but go off ig

Send “#” for a RANDOM text.

[2:12pm] kaia ➝ jude: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8ACNty077I

Send “@” for a SCARED text.

[6:32pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE I THOOUGHT UW WERE JOKING ABOTU THE SPIDERS IN MY OROM WHTA THE HELL[6:35pm] kaia ➝ jude: U ONLY PUT ONE THOUGHRIHGT I ONLY SEE ONE WHERE ARE THE OTHERS[6:35pm] kaia ➝ jude: JUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET RID OF HTEM RIHGTNOW

Send “&” for a LOVING text.

[7:03pm] kaia ➝ jude: thanks for being such a good friend[7:04pm] kaia ➝ jude: and taking care of me when i was drunk that one night i probably would’ve passed out on the beach & gotten swept up in the ocean waves if it wasnt for u[7:05pm] kaia ➝ jude: ur a little devil sometimes but idk where i’d be without u :)

Send “%” for a CURIOUS text.

[10:38pm] kaia ➝ jude: jw this is for science i dont rlly care or anything but does jade ever talk about me[10:39pm] kaia ➝ jude: not that i care abt what she says or thinks of me i know shes ur sister but we’re still enemies….. [10:40pm] kaia ➝ jude: anyway moving on another scientific question but how long did that emo phase of urs last for… did it ever even end

Send “ツ” for an EXCITED text.

[2:26am] kaia ➝ jude: HEYHEHYEHYEY JUDEEEEEEE[2:27am] kaia ➝ jude: DON’T MAKE IT BADDD, TAKE A SAD SONG AND MAKE IT BETTERRRR[2:27am] kaia ➝ jude: WHY DID U NEVER TELL ME THAT U MET THE BEATLES AND LEFT SUCH AN IMPACT ON THEM THAT THEY WROTE A SONG ABOUT U???

Send “$” for an ACCIDENTAL text.

[1:28pm] kaia ➝ jude: DON’T FUCKING KILL THE SPIDER JUST WRAP IT UP N PUT IT IN A BOX ILL PAY U $20 !!!! BENJI PLS HELP ME OUT AND COME THROUGH…..I’M GONNA PUT THIS UNDER HIS BED[1:30pm] kaia ➝ jude: yeah….. that wasn’t meant for u…. 

Send “♀” for a HEARTBREAKING text.

[3:54am / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: why do you still hang around me? how can you still manage to look at me in the face and not hate me after everything i did? why can’t you just be like everyone else and fucking hate me and say mean things? i broke your heart, jude. what part of that don’t you understand? we were fine and we were happy and i ended it. remember the late nights just walking around an empty city, drawing on each other when the other falls asleep, sending songs back and forth??? it all stopped because of me.[4:35am / unsent] kaia ➝ jude: so please, i need you to tell me that you hate me. just look me in the face and tell me that you hate me and that you hate being my fucking friend and you never wanna talk to me ever again. tell me that you’re sorry we ever even met and that we ever even got paired up for that art project. because it honestly really kills me to be your friend when deep down i know i don’t deserve that, i fucking know i don’t deserve being able to talk to you and being your friend after what i did and everything that happened. you’re the first boy i ever truly liked who made me feel the way i did and made me feel like i was dancing on air every time we hung out. you made my heart do flips and my stomach turn and i liked you so so much and god, i might’ve even loved you. the thought of that scared me because i never wanted to rely and depend on someone this much, i didn’t wanna get too attached because what if it didn’t work out anyways? what if we fell in too deep and we just ended up getting hurt even more in the end? the more you laughed and looked at me the way you did i just fell even more in love with you and i was afraid. i always mess it all up and everyone just starts hating me in the end, so why are you still here?ERROR! TEXT MESSAGES NOT SENT! REVIEW THE MESSAGES AND TRY AGAIN!

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MAY THE TIMING BE IN OUR FAVOR||YOUTUBER FANFICTION - CHAPTER 1

What You Need to Know

Prologue

►April 24th of 2015, 15:05 (3:05pm)

After taking their bags and getting out of the class, Archie and Melissa were waiting for the rest of their group to come and join them at their table outside the campus. “I'm worried about you, you know.” Archie said after a few minutes of silence. Melissa looked up at him and frowned. “You don't need to be. It's nothing, I'm used to it. Everyone is.” She admitted, a slight hint of annoyance in her voice as she looked back down to her phone. “Maybe but it seems like it's getting worse and I'm worried.” Archie affirmed, his tone serious. Melissa simply sighed and didn't look up to him this time. “I'm fine,Arch! Seriously. Can we just talk about something else?” She replied, giving him a tired look and Archie let out a sigh as well. “Okay. So how are your last musical studies going?” He asked with a smile and her face instantly light up at the thought of what made her world a whole lot brighter. “It's going great but please stop saying the word 'last', it makes me realize that it is actually our last freaking year.” She joked, pouting as Archie let out a chuckle. “Yeah, I know, it's insane.” He replied with the same pout before waving at the rest of their friends that was walking over to them. Melissa found herself smiling widely at the sight of Joe. The dark blonde boy sent her a small wave and her heartbeat was instantly increasing. There was just something about him that drove her crazy but he was her best friend, only that. But still her eyes were locked onto him.

“Stop staring, they're getting closer.” Archie whispered with a smirk, breaking her out of her stare. Melissa sent him a look before the rest of the group finally joined their side. Joe moved around the table to sit beside Melissa, leaving a quick kiss on her cheek.  Melissa quickly greeted everyone else and noticed that one special person was missing. “Where's Jack?” She asked, frowning and the brunette, Tanya, was about to answer when they all noticed the fake blonde boy running over to them, Polaroid in hand. “Everyone smile!” Jack exclaimed, snapping a quick picture of the friends as the air was filled with laughter. “Isn't it amazing?” Jack rambled about his new photography material, sitting at the table with the rest of them. Melissa smiled as she watched the youngest out of all of them talk about something that made him happy. She could see herself in him somehow.

“Does anyone has some plans for tonight?” The blonde Lucy questioned, looking between all of them as she put out a book from her bag. “I was thinking about maybe going out to a club or something.” Her twin sister Lydia suggested, eyes locked onto her phone. “That sounds like a good plan to me.” Caspar replied, as he grabbed a chip out of Archie's barely opened packet, earning a threatening look from the younger boy. “I have a better idea though.” Melissa admitted, putting her finger up before speaking. “What about a chilled little film marathon at mine?” She suggested, eyes locking onto Jack's blue ones as he smiled. “Whatever you say goes.” Jack shrugged, eyes focused on the older girl for a minute. "I was actually thinking about having an intimate party at our place, what d'you reckon?" Joe proposed, repeating his room-mate actions and grabbing a chip out of the brunette boy. “Will you just stop?” Archie mumbled, his stare and tone hard but it only made them laugh. Joe and Caspar had been living together since they entered the school but except from them, everyone had their own places, each not very far from others. “Now that is what I like to hear. I'm voting for Joe's option.” Tanya agreed and soon enough, everyone did. “I don't know, I really wanted to chill out.” Melissa admitted, looking up to the blue-eyed boy sitting next to her. “You better come.” Joe smirked, nudging his shoulder with hers. Melissa smirked back, about to open her mouth to protest but Joe pressed his finger against her lips before they exchanged an intimate look and they simply laughed to themselves under the hard stare of the youngster and the smiling faces of the others. It was so obvious but not everyone was pleased to witness their chemistry. The friends kept talking about the most random things before going out in town until they all went to their respective apartments.

►April 24th of 2015, 18:26 (6:26pm)

“Can't I have the spare room instead of sharing yours?”Archie exclaimed as him and Melissa stepped into her apartment. Melissa let out a chuckle at his comment. Archie was staying over for the night as her apartment was the closest to Caspar and Joe's and they both knew he would be drunk. He was staying over for the night. I shook my head. “The spare room is for some special case only.” She admitted, going along with the constant banter between them.“Why? How many hookers do you plan on keeping captive in there?” He replied instantly, a grin spread across her face after his words. “I don't need to keep them captive, they come voluntarily.” She joked, gesturing down her body as Archie rolled his eyes.“If you pay them enough, which I'm sure you do.”  He laughed as she simply shook her head in amusement.

“So what are we wearing for tonight?” Archie asked  excitedly before collapsing onto the couch, turning the TV on. “I never said I was going.” Melissa shrugged as she poured some non-alcoholic beverages in two glasses, taking them both in her hands as she made her way to Archie, sitting next to him. “How stupid are you?” Archie scoffed, turning his face to look at her properly. “Pardon?” She replied, eyes wide by his comment. “The guy you like invited you over for a party and wants you to come and you are going to stay in here with me instead?” He said, a smirk showing on his face and she looked down as the words came out of his mouth.

Melissa knew he was right, it was stupid to avoid the fact that Joe had invited her too but the panic attack from earlier in the day was disturbing her. It was all that she could think about and the last thing that she wanted was to make a scene in front of everyone.

Archie's facial expression changed when he noticed the worried look on her face. “It's about this morning, isn't it?” He said with a comforting smile. He could read her like an open book. “I just don't know what to do if it happens again.” Melissa admitted, sipping on her drink, eyes locked onto her lap. “But I'll be here so you don't have to worry about it.” Archie said and she smiled warmly at him. She was glad to be able to call him her friend.

“Let's pick an outfit then! I mean, its Joe that we're talking about, I need to go all the way.” Melissa suddenly exclaimed, bouncing on her feet to her room as Archie laughed at her sudden change of mood, amused by her comment as he followed her. “I don't mean to be rude but it's hard to get to his level, like you said we're talking about Joe here.” Archie joked as he watched Melissa's jaw drop at his banter, she grabbed the nearest pillow and threw it into his face, their laugher echoing in the apartment. “You little slut!” She exclaimed before searching through her wardrobe. “Let's start the try on now!” Archie said, laying down on the bed, putting his weight on his elbow as Melissa got out a few outfits from her wardrobe, before trying them on for the next hour.

I promise you the next chapter gets more interesting, for now it’s a bit boring I know but it has to start somewhere you know. Hope you enjoy, let me know your feeback xx