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(part of the ‘Wife at First Sight Series’)
For the first time in a long time, Simon feels as if he’s walking on eggshells
He’s 6’4”, easily over 200 pounds of bulking muscle, strikes fear into the heart of each and every enemy he comes across (should they live to tell the tale that is), and yet he feels as though he’s tiptoeing, practically dancing around the issue he refuses to address
Yet you make him feel this way
It’s been months now, of this dance you still haven’t realized you’re apart of, shining on centre stage under the constant spotlight of Simon Riley’s attention, rather than one of the background performers as you seem to believe
He feels as though he’s done everything he can to get the point across to you, other than literally getting down on one knee and asking you those four special words he can’t seem to get himself to speak out loud
As easy as it is to pretend you two truly are husband and wife ‘til death do you part, he’s instead having to watch you leave base in exchange for your lonely flat each night, reminded of the fact that he’s not ballsy enough to just come out and say it to you
You make the Lieutenant nervous for fucks sake, something he hasn’t truly felt in so long he’s grasping for straws, searching for a life raft in these uncharted waters to help him stay afloat
That’s part of why he’s so confused when Gaz finally joins him and Soap in the gun range, landing a friendly smack across the taller man’s broad shoulders, saying something about how he’s ‘really happy for you LT, finally properly asked her, aye?’
“What are you goin’ on about?” Ghost practically grunts out, readjusting the weapon against his shoulder as he glances through the scope of his gun, only partly interested in what the Sergeants answer is, that is until he hears him mention your name
“Just saw her at her desk, talkin’ about how she has a wedding this weekend-” Gaz has barely finished his sentence before Ghost is whipping his skull clad head around, shoving his weapon into Soap’s arms, and beelining out of the armoury towards you, leaving a pair of chuckling Sergeants behind him
They’ve never seen their Lieutenant so whipped before. And the fact that you don’t even know you have this beast of a man wrapped around your dainty little finger makes it all the more entertaining for them
They totally haven’t taken bets on how long it takes for him to break and finally confess his feelings, and Price definitely didn’t put money down on it either
Ghost may as well float into the room on a cloud he’s feeling so overjoyed at the idea of finding you sat at your desk all pretty, chit chatting away with colleagues about the wedding you’ve finally realized he intends to give you, taking all the pressure off of him
Instead, he rounds the corner and overhears the last tidbits of your conversation, pretending as though his stomach doesn’t drop out of him and onto the floor when he realizes you’re telling your desk mate about your sisters wedding this weekend
He should’ve know better, it wouldn’t be that easy
“-not that I’m embarrassed to go without someone. That I don’t care so much about.” He hears you explain, failing to have noticed him behind you quite yet. “God knows it’s been ages since I’ve gone on an actual date anyways. But this is the first time I’m a bridesmaid, and my sister keeps saying I’m apparently the only bridesmaid without a date-”
“Well aren’t you going to bring your husband?” Your colleague asks, cutting you off. Just like everyone else on base, she knows thinks you are in fact Mrs Riley, for all intents and purposes. You open your mouth to correct her and tell her you don’t have a husband, when a deep voice comes up behind you and speaks first.
“‘Course she is.” Ghost replies for you, coming to stand behind you in your chair, sneaking a gloved hand onto your shoulder to offer a slight squeeze of acknowledgment. You lean your head back to glance up at him, offering a soft smile that melts his heart more and more each time he’s lucky enough to see it, to be the reason for it. Sensing she’s now the odd one out, your coworker quietly excuses herself and goes to find someone else to talk water cooler gossip with.
“Oh Ghost! Hi!” You say, reaching your own hand up to squeeze his in return, smile widening when you notice the crinkles next to his eyes that you hope mean he’s smiling as well under the mask. “Oh, you really don’t have to. I mean- I wouldn’t want you to waste a day off just to sit through a stranger’s wedding for who knows how many hours. I barely want to go.”
You try to joke about it, but this really has been causing you unnecessary stress. Your sister apparently doesn’t have enough wedding planning on her plate as it is, seeing as she has enough time to constantly pester you about whether you’ve secured a date yet or not, despite your answer always being no. She knows it’s been forever since you’ve dated anyone seriously, and that finding a date will be more of a chore than showing up without one and enduring your relative comments and questions.
Each time you told her no though, your mind wandered to the tall, dark, muscular man who liked to call himself your husband, imagining the looks on your family’s face if you were to show up with Ghost on your arm. But you never bothered to ask him, not wanting to force him into extending his kindness and charade of a happily married couple outside of work hours.
“I’d be with you for those ‘who knows how many hours?’” Ghost asks, quoting you, watching as you offer him a simple nod in return. “Then that’s the farthest thing from a waste o’ time in my books, love.”
As simple as that, the plan was set. Ghost would be your date to the wedding that weekend.
Now, Ghost was used to not having very much to look forward to in life. He could look forward to a hot shower occasionally, look forward to good pub food instead of mess hall dinners, look forward to a chance to sleep in a little later, simpler things of the sort.
But when you came into his life, he was suddenly looking forward to equally simple, but different things. He looked forward to reading your cute replies to his good morning and good night texts (he still never misses a single one, all these months later), looked forward to seeing your sweet smile greeting him when you arrived to work, looked forward to hearing your pleased hum when you took your first sip of whatever drink he prepared you that day. Essentially, he looked forward to seeing you.
Now though, he feels as if this weekend cannot come soon enough, finding himself practically giddy he’s looking forward to spending more time with you off base so much, feeling like a kid who’s itching to get their hands on their new Christmas gifts.
When he arrives at your flat almost a half hour too early (he just couldn’t wait anymore lovie, you can’t blame the poor man), and you open the door to greet him, he doesn’t think it’s fair to compare this to a gift under the Christmas tree.
No. It’s more like he’s won the goddamn lottery.
Standing before him, is the most beautiful, breathtaking vision he’s ever laid eyes upon in all his years. He half wonders if his knees are legitimately beginning to wobble where he stands, he feels so weak in the knees as he gazes upon you in your doorway. It’s still just you, the same woman he’s been seeing every day and dreaming of each night.
But you don’t look like you have every day these past months. Your hair is styled differently, your make up is a little more done up, and the thing that’s really got his mind reeling, is that instead of your regular work attire, you’re wearing a dress so stunning he half wonders whether or not you are the bride this evening. There’s no possible way someone so beautiful is expected to stand on the sidelines tonight, expected to be anyone apart from the star of the show, the centre of his the world.
You don’t take much notice of the way Ghost fails to greet you properly, standing outside your door and practically gawking at you, seeing as you’re preoccupied doing the same to him. His usual fatigues and black everything have been swapped out for black dress pants, a white button up shirt (your eyes definitely do not linger on the top three buttons being left undone, nope, not at all) and a black blazer, matching black surgical mask in exchange for the typical skeleton mask.
You two blushing, bumbling idiots in secret love manage to pull yourselves together enough to make the drive up to the venue, the car ride filled with laughter, stories, and too many stolen glances to count, each of you wishing you could pull the car over somewhere and jump each others bones instead.
At the venue, you go through the obligatory introductions with your family, simply so they couldn’t say you didn’t say hello at least once throughout the busy night, only partially intent on ignoring them later on. They’re left understandably stunned at the mention that the man beside you is your husband, and when your family members begin unloading question after question, the two of you manage to find a quick excuse each time to dash off, giggling and holding onto the other as you weave the growing crowd of guests, all too proud of your little inside joke.
You regretfully tell him that you’ll have to leave him to sit alone throughout the ceremony, though he insists you shouldn’t worry about it, lifting your spirits momentarily when he jokes that you should focus more on not tripping during your walk down the aisle, before the both of you are left bright red in the face at hearing him talking about you walking down an aisle, as if you don’t pretend to be married every day to begin with.
He truly doesn’t mind having to sit on the tiny foldable chairs that make up the seating for the ceremony, it’s only a small portion of the evening after all. And besides, his eyes certainly aren’t on the couple reciting their vows up at the altar. No, his gaze is on one person and one person only. From the moment the music kicked in and pairs of bridesmaids and groomsmen stepped out to walk the aisle in their matching attire and matching smiles, his eyes have been locked on you, just as yours have been locked on his.
His size certainly helped you pick him out of the crowd with more ease, finding him amongst the familiar and unfamiliar faces instantly, as though gravity was pulling your gaze in his direction alone. Later on, neither of you could even correctly point out amongst the groomsmen whose arm you were holding on to as you walked, attention only focused on each other.
Even as you stood up front, listening to your sister and new brother in law profess their love for the other, you tried your best to appear as though you were paying them your full attention, considering you were standing up at the front and all. But it was as though you could literally feel Ghost’s eyes on you the entire ceremony, unable to stop your eyes from straying towards him more times than was surely appropriate, feeling the heat of a blush creep over your cheeks every time you saw how devastatingly handsome he was today.
By the time the newlyweds are marching back down the aisle past their cheering loved ones, wedding party in tow, your eyes are no longer pretending to look anywhere other than at him. And Simon is looking back at you, but his mind is growing preoccupied, thinking of how he can finally ensure you’ll let him walk you down the aisle now.
Because in the glove compartment of the very car he drove you up here in, only inches away from your knees the entire drive, he’s tucked away a small little box, containing the exact ring you chose from the jeweller all those weeks ago. He carries it with him everywhere, eager for the moment, the opportunity to be lucky enough to truly call himself your husband and slip the band over your finger as his wife.
And he’s decided that tonight is the night he tells you.
The night he tells you this has never been a joke to him, never been anything apart from what he really wants to be true from the moment he saw you.
To call you his wife.
#teehee#please don’t be too upset at me girls and gays#I’m getting us to that big moment next i promise#simon ghost riley#simon riley#simon ghost x reader#call of duty#call of duty fanfic#call of duty fic#cod fanfic#ghost x reader#simon riley x reader#simon riley x you#simon ghost riley x you#cod simon ghost riley#cod simon riley#simon ghost riley x reader#simon fluff#ghost x you#call of duty ghost#ghost fanfic#ghost cod#call of duty fluff#readwritealldayallnight#wife at first sight series#wife at first sight
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Chappell Roan, a lesbian, went on a national broadcast tonight and performed a song about dating a closeted woman who refuses to acknowledge their relationship and denies the fact that she’s a lesbian. Never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined that happening but here we are and it’s amazing.
As a lesbian woman, to have an artist go out and be so entirely herself in every way, to be so proud of her own sexuality and to perform a song like this and have it be broadcasted to millions of people…it makes me so emotional. All I have ever wanted as a queer woman is to have this sort of unabashed representation and we’re finally getting it in such an incredible way. What an era we are living in and all I can say is long may it continue and I am so proud to be a Chappell Roan fan.
#yes of course other sapphic artists have come before her but to have the platform she has is SO important#little teenage me truly could have never imagined this#it just makes me so proud to be her fan and proud to be a lesbian#Chappell Roan#vmas#I’m in my gay girl feelings tonight because seeing a proud lesbian pop artist shine is everything to me#many queer artists have paved the way for Chappell but this about being a lesbian and having lesbian representation in such a big way
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dunmeshi is great because literally around half of the female characters are confirmed sapphic or heavily queer coded. it’s just really cool to see lesbian rep in manga that isn’t yuri/fanservice Kui Ryoko takes such good care of us 😭😭
#idk if mayjack counts but i added her#also i’m a big yuri fan btw#i just appreciate seeing gay girls in media where the plot isn’t about being lesbians#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi spoilers
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i cry every time I’m out in public and a super cute alt girl who gives bisexual vibes, and then she walks up to her nerdy gamer bf.
#just at grocery stores#and the liquor store#but for real#four people in one store alone#text posts#text#mine#I’m big gay
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‘does she go to the brothel for girls or boys!???’ now you know damn well
JUST LOOK AT HER????
#stop being stupid in big 24#cowgyaru#arcane#arcane sevika#sevika#sevika arcane#DANG GIVE HER A LAST NAME KR SUM#new fanfics pls plspspslslsl#pleading patrick PLEASE PLESSE#PLEAK PLEAK PLEAK#WE KNOW SHES A GAY JUSTVLOOK AT THAT FACE#i need a brothel scene of her i’m so serious#cowgyaru rants
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I’m personally a big fan of putting men in boxes.
#PUT💥THAT💥MAN💥IN💥A💥BOX#I had to send him back to gay jail because it’s no longer pride month#can you tell my big piece is annoying me by the amount of doodles I’m doing rn 😭#Im working on it I swear#ted spankoffski#theodore spankoffski#starkid#team starkid#starkid productions#starkid musicals#starkid fanart#fanart starkid#tgwdlm#tgwdlm fanart#tgwdlm starkid#starkid tgwdlm#the guy who didn’t like musicals#the guy who didn’t like musicals fanart#time bastard nightmare time#time bastard#starkid time bastard#nightmare time#hatchetfield nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#nmt#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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i haven’t finished the show yet but they totally are gay and run away together and live happily ever after right? guys ? right? guys?
#s1 Morgwen#morgwen#this is my third time posting this but also my last bc I’m done tweaking it#it had some major contrast issues as well as the fact that they weren’t even looking each other in the eye before#Merlin bbc#Merlin#Morgana#guinevere#morgana x gwen#Morgana pendragon#morgana le fay#Merlin fanart#merlin bbc fanart#merlin art#morgwen art#lesbians#procreate#digital art#fanart#queen guinevere#artists on tumblr#lord why didn’t Gwen say she was loyal to Morgana and mean it#Morgana they could never make me hate u#Morgana stop trying to kill or ruin Gwen’s life ur gay for her okay#when she woke up from a nightmare of Gwen being married to Arthur i almost audibly laughed#Morgana u big homo#I’m gonna draw Gwen in one of her pretty purple/pink dresses but i wanted to do specifically season 1 and I don’t remember her wearing any
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The gayest sketch ever
My brain did a thing. Now both of em are two women. Enjoy genderbent gayness. Soon more gender bent.
Reblogs are essential :3
#voltron#lance mcclain#lance my beloved#voltron au#klance#keith kogane#klance au#denalicous#lance genderbent#Keith genderbent#female lance mcclain#female Keith#gay panic#Keith would love lesbians#rip lance he would love to be a woman#big spoon little spoon#big spoon lance supremacy#we all know Keith is on the bottom bunk#battle me on this#the gayer the lower they go… not in hell but like in the …yk what maybe I’m going to hell.
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watched a new Star Trek episode today and sigh. I always say this. Every single episode they manage to surprise me with more spirk. Like it’s genuinely SHOCKING.
like ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!! YOU WERE HAVING A PANIC ATTACK (induced by alien) THAT NO OTHER CREW MANAGED TO FIGHT AGAINST IT, AND VERY CONVENIENTLY YOU MANAGED TO SUPPRESS IT THE SECOND SPOCK CALLS YOU BY YOUR FIRST NAME.
once again I’m very surprised to see that the fandom wasn’t reaching when shipping them, this shit is real 😭😭/pos
#star trek the original series#star trek tos#Star Trek#s'chn t'gai spock#spock#spirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#gay#very gay#I love star trek#side note while watching this episode I was wishing death upon those kids#sorry I’m a big hater
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hm
[pacing around the room like a grizzled, alcoholic detective] I think those two guys fucked
#the author is homophobic but he fucked up big time by making the gay celibate priests compelling. they will absolve each other.#blasphemy forever#sorry this week im hearing dyer and karras' scenes in audiobook and it's so much softer than i thought when i was just reading The Exorcist#this is for animatic purposes and what not#I’m gonna think of ‘we’ll absolve each other’ until the earth falls into the sun#the exorcist 1973#the exorcist by william peter blatty#damien karras#karrasdyer
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Just moved all by myself! 💪🏻
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I haven’t drawn his scrawny ass since maybe last September so we’ll see how it’ll turn out
#digital painting#illustration#fanart#league of legends#viktor#arcane#sketch#I’m rusty so please bear with me#wide angle perspective to shed light on his big ass head full of gay sextech thoughts
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Dp and Wolverine but they’re girls and in love idk
#I have wlw poolverine brainrot it’s official#doodles#ik in the comics their speech bubbles are usually yellow and red#but I feel like the gayness would overpower that idk#I’m sure everytime I speak people see a big gay speech bubble#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#art#fanart#my art#wlw#butch wolverine#lady deadpool#deadpool#wolverine
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Something that really sets Wille and Simon apart from other queer ships is that when we say their love language is physical touch, IT REALLY IS PHYSICAL TOUCH. And I’m not speaking of just sex. Over the course of the show, the amount of touching between them is astronomical. And that’s really something rarely seen in queer media. There may be moments here or there, but often times there’s a lack of physical contact unless it’s for “the plot”. Wille and Simon feel like a real couple in the way they’re always physically reaching out for each other.
#wilmon#young royals#OH ALSO#wtfock#sobbe#cuz they def belong in this category too#constant touching between them#but you don’t get it with most queer ships and idk if it’s just bc production is afraid of it being ‘too much’ or what#but it’s annoying#and frustrating#just something I’ve been pondering on recently#tv has come a long way in terms of representation#but it still feels like there’s almost a FEAR of too much affection between queer pairings#it’s seen more with mlm than wlw cuz I think they’re like oh well women are more physically affectionate in general even with friends#but damn like#I mean I’m a woman and bisexual so obv I have a lot of queer friends#and a couple of my besties are gay men who have been married for years#fun thing they live right next door to my parents lol#and I’ve known one half (michael) since I was 16 and he was 14 lol my friend jen actually had a big crush on him#and I was like GIRL#BUT ANYWAY#he and rick have been married for many years and they’re SO AFFECTIONATE in a casual way that you would be with a partner#just touches here and there on the shoulder or hand hold or kisses like???#obviously they aren’t the only gay couple I know but I’m around them so much so they are a good example#Lol this got weirdly personal but the point is that we don’t see that shit in queer media#at least not enough of it it’s like producers/writers are afraid of ‘too much’#so they give not enough#ANYWAYYYY rant over!!!
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Mending my sins and finally catching up with lights of Avalon!!!1!! @alkalinefrog
I swear kai your characterization of everyone is so perfect and charming UGH it’s like falling in love with them all over again
Huge special shoutout to @bignostalgias for being the bulk of the inspo for their designs! Hic, jack, jame, and em designs are next <3
#lights of avalon#hijack#there are so many drawable scenes SO MANY#tooth is written so fuckin good what#ASTRIANA SWEEP#bunny actually caring about everyone’s well being brings tears to my eyes#the big brother dynamic w jack is chefs kiss#SANDY#always always a sandy kinnie#WHEN HE FLIPS THE TABLE#also I kid you not the moment the smallest of descriptive details about Jamie came up I exploded#THATS HIM#MY SON#I’m on ch 8 rn#I have many things to talk about w/ my disaster gays in a separate post#toothiana#bunnymund#rotg
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