#I’m SICK OF THE BUGS

[simplyghosting]

Really just want to surround myself with carnivorous plants at this point

[shima-draws]

Hey. Hey you know what would be cool and fun. First post of 2024. 1000 notes. We can do it. Yeah? Yeah??

Take a picture of my dog as an incentive

[kikker-oma]

[floofle-universe]

They mean everything to me 😭❤️

Original screenshot:

[oldcurse]

went to New Mexico with 3 other people. They all came back with 0 bug bites. I came back with at least 200. I want to know if there’s more of us so:

[bugcatcherkit]

three hours ago this bug was in my room and I panicked and killed it but I’ve been feeling bad ever since

[hana-bobo-finch]

yapping under the cut

normally I post my insane ramblings on my other blog rather than here but it is good news I think? so it will be here

so I um! came out to my mom! sort of! It was more so just vaguely trying to hint at it because I couldn’t talk for the life of me but the point was made. i didn’t get to fully explain everything because I was hysterically crying and stammering the whole time but I think it is ok. didn’t really get a chance to talk after finally saying it and not just talking around it (others came home and we had to have dinner) but from what I did manage to get out I think everything is fine?? she seemed to get what I was saying, like the whole “not feeling like a girl not feeling like a boy not feeling like anything” thing. so uh. yeah yippee for me? I am still kinda absolutely terrified but it’s not as bad as it was earlier. like I have been on the verge of a panic attack all day. will probably talk about it with her more tomorrow but at least what I know right now I think it’s all ok. still don’t really know her full stance on it but yeah it’s ok I think. Still feel kinda sick from stress but I’m relieved. feel a bit better and more comfortable about it all. shoutout to yorke pikmin, whose androgynous vibes fueled the Great Gender Crisis of 2024

[puppyeared]

Fucking DOGY

[littlewigglers]

Separating them after just throwing them all in there together months ago. They do not like the bowl.

[rustycopper4use]

Swapped au! Joan

where Joan + the bug army are the half bloods

Joan definitely a siren adjacent probably a deeper sea creature that has a bit of a glow at night

@rozeliyawashereyall

[ltacryptid]

just had another torture dream

[leonisdumbasallhell]

Okay, i am sick in an airport time for Chris Redfield thoughts

I know chris in re8 sucks and does some Dumb snit, but tbh i really don’t feel like it’s that out of character for him? Like, obviously he’s very compassionate, thats one of his main traits as described, but we also have seen that starting to fail to some degree, esp in vendetta and ESPECIALLY in re8. I think to some degree, it’s sort of a self sacrificial thing? Like, Chris has been through a lot, and from the beginning he’s been viewed by both his superiors and himself as being expendable, like in STARS wesker was literally using them as test dummies for his new toys. And i think all his time dealing with that, and seeing others be expendable, from less notable team mates, like his various teams that all die around him, to his named ones like Piers, Damien, and even Jill who die (or “die” in jill’s case) and now he’s kind of got this complex, where like. All these people have sacrificed so much and had pointless, meaningless deaths, that he kind of has to ascribe meaning to it. They had to have died for a cause, it had to be honorable and have meant something, when really they just. Didn’t. They were all just pointless deaths that didn’t mean much of anything in the grand scheme of things. But he’s gotta hold onto it, they have to be martyrs, because otherwise whats the point. And i think it’s lead to this sort of like. A feeling of frustration and even a, maybe not even fully conscious, but a sense for him that people *are* expendable, that they should be willing to die or sacrifice for the cause. In vendetta it’s pretty clear he’s frustrated that Leon’s not willing to drop everything and help him, that Leon’s not willing to go through it again, to the point of being like. Tbh pretty shitty to Leon. And i think it explains some of his behavior in Re8, and it’s what gets Ethan killed, is Chris’ sense everyone should be willing to do whatever it takes to get things done. He keeps saying ethan needs to stay out of it, that it doesn’t concern him, and it makes me wonder how detached he’s made himself from other people. Like. The fact he looks at Ethan and can say it’s none of his business, when he ‘killed’ his wife and kidnapped his child is like. Bud, even outside the fact this was his business the minute re7 happened, you MADE it his business by doing what you did. And like. He knows he fucked up, but given how it’s implied he wants to use/treats Rose, I don’t think he learned his lesson.

[lemonlimestar]

considering if at this point i just throw in the towel and make it two chapters…. i have 8k words and the top half is looking pretty finished. many thoughts to be thunk. anyways! tim complaining when he can’t drive is everything to me

[stormcried]

So, here’s the general idea that I’m probably thinking of right now:

I NEED a break from Drake right now because all in all, I’m not having fun with him right now as I want to try and do. Drake’s been my oldest OC since 2014/2015 and I honestly am glad with the growth he’s had to get here to make him all the more interesting and all the more able to interact with. But… apart of me is tired of the fact that Drake feels like he goes nowhere and that sometimes Drake’s interactions don’t matter.

I want Drake to matter in some sort of way or some sort of manner that makes replies and interacting more fun (although that’s also on me for not really knowing how to ACTUALLY be apart of a community or really interacting with said community)

But; alas, I’ve been diving more and more into my my OC who I’ve actually really wanted to have fun with and actually try to develop them in a way that matters to the RPC. Which is my new OC is super experimental and less selective then I am for Drake. So far; he’s Been a lot of fun to mess around with and I’m hoping that he’ll grow as much as Drake does.

[nessa007]

it’s my 30th birthday today!!!! 👀🎈🎉

[whumpy-wyrms]

yk i was having trouble writing tllr chapter 12 because Dew is sick with a fever in the beginning and i just,, idk felt uninspired or something because im not the biggest fan of sickfics or whatever

well now i’m sick with a fever and it’s helll so sorry Dew im gonna have to put you through this now my bad 👍👍 at least i am now inspired

if this post makes no sense it’s because my brain hurts and i’m tired 👍👍👍