#I’ll survive tho
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golden age 🪷🌤️
#wow max another self portrait??? revolutionary#anyway hi everyone still in hospital they’ve moved me up the refeedinf program and I’m crying and panicking allllllll the time it’s fucking#tragic like a grown ass man sobbing over having to eat yoghurt can you imagine#I’ll survive tho#art#illustration#digital art#procreate#self portrait#aesthetic#blue#yellow#blood /
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Anyone else get the great urge to like completely avoid everyone cus the Big Big Feeling that you have Reached Your Limit of talking and therefore have reached Annoying Territory so therefore you must Hashtag Compensate by Shutting The Fuck Up?????
Yeah me neither.
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Thinking about the original plot of Fire on the Moutain again, and how Thundercracker doesn't really like anything that flies.
I don't know if this ment that Thundercracker permanently defects from the Decepticons, but this is the last time he and skyfire are mentioned in the production bible. (Edit: A permanent defection would fit on how they wanted characters to have character development too)
It could be cute if he defected originally for Skyfire and in the beginning thinks everything else is beneath him if they don't fly, but then slowly starts to begin to appreciate the lives of all creatures because he would only hang around Skyfire and he can't escape Skyfires infodumping about his studies. He starts to associate Skyfires excited rants with the excitement of a dog wagging their tail so hard their whole body wiggles. They would both be dog people lol
But if Thundercracker didn't permanently defect would Skyfire still reach out to try? Would he notice how Thundercracker would spare humans when the others don't? Would they have secret meetings that at first, is just trying to convince Thundercracker to join the Autobots, but eventually Thundercracker also starts to be the one sneaking off to meet with Skyfire and it turns into them just enjoying each other's company? Skyfire likes having another jet to talk too that aren't the arialbots, and Thundercracker likes talking to someone who isn't rude (all of the decepticons except for Soundwave) and doesn't ignore him (Soundwave)
Thundercracker still isn't sure if he would be welcomed to the Autobots. Skyfire just wants him to defect because he fears that he won't be killed from fighting Autobots, but from his own faction. He doesn't need to join he could just be a neutral and they can still see each other.
One day, after years of secretly meeting up, Skyfire brings a puppy, now there are 2 pairs of deadly puppy eyes, Thundercracker finally breaks, confessing that he has been planning to defect for a couple of years now, but hes been testing the waters to see if Skywarp would join him. It doesnt look like he would but he wants to try one final time. But no matter what he will finally leave.
Thundercracker thinks about what's happening back on earth as he lays injured in astrotrain. Starscream initiates a vote to kick them off, Thundercracker could only plead and curse at all of them especially Starscream, as he and Skywarp are too weak to fight back from being grabbed and thrown out of the ship, an execution. In his final moments floating in the emptiness of space, he thinks of Skywarp... And of Skyfire, who he wished he could have said something to him one last time.
Skyfire waits on earth, but Thundercracker never returns.
#ahh the potential angst#Thundercracker would also hang out with the aerialbots more if they wernt so annoying#Maybe Skywarp would have followed him eventually#Actually I dont know if Skyfire survived the movie I saw on the wiki that its a not sure#maybe I’ll draw it later#fanfiction under the cut lol#transformers#transformers g1#tf g1 cartoon#thundercracker#skyfire#jetfire#starscream#skywarp#maccadams#whats their ship name#thunderfire#it sounds badass tho#official content#skyfire x thundercracker#firecracker
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WHO ELSE UP IN THE CLUB FEELING WRATHFUL
#enough of jaimes status being (objective: SURVIVE) time for him to inflict that on his enemies#he should get to be feral chat#blue beetle#jaime reyes#khaji da#blue beetle 2023#blood#not too much tho? idk I’ll tag to be safe#my art#sketches#drawing your little guy with blood on him can be so therapitic frfr
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NYE before the hangover from hell
#me#self#selfie#I was so hungover the next day#I literally cried#the hangxiety got the better of me#doing dry January now tho#even though it’s my birthday#I’ll survive
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It’s just…so painful to watch Armand readily submit in order to obtain the love he so desperately craves. And while it’s most assuredly a manipulative tactic, it’s still one borne out of fear and desperation. He cannot lose this person he’s come to love and so will become whatever they want, do whatever they want just so they’ll stay with him. But it won’t be enough. No matter how much he acquiesces or seeks to control (himself, others, the environment), he won’t be able to make Louis stay with him in the perfect life, perfect self he built in the hopes of finally being loved. It will all crumble with Armand left alone in the rubble of what he created, the author of his own abandonment.
#this unfortunately hits way too close to home for me#let’s not even get into Claudia’s anger at never being enough#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#armand#this is just me speaking from personal experience…but there is definite manipulation at play here from Armand#and I don’t necessarily mean that pejoratively- when you’re desperate for people to like/love you you’ll become whatever they want#or whatever you think they’d want and you give it to them so they’ll want to keep you around#I’ve done it so often with the people in my life- and make no mistake it’s also a survival tactic#you give someone what they want they won’t hurt you#and when that’s how you survive for years and years it becomes the default method of interacting with others#even with normal people who genuinely mean you no harm you revert to that people pleasing mode#as a means of control both external and internal#this is what i see armand doing- his way of surviving that he’s never truly broken out of#armand ceding coven control to Louis and curating the Dubai penthouse for Louis are part of the same pattern of behavior#and even tho it’s ultimately harmful and will only end badly for armand and Louis’ relationship#idk if armand knows how to not exist that way with someone he loves/desires#all of this also ties into louis and daniel#because of course Armand will lose it over Louis finding connection and interest with someone else aside from him#someone HUMAN no less#and I can see Armand taking out his anger on Daniel as a way of expressing his own frustration at still not being enough for Louis#breaking daniel’s mind in a desperate attempt to understand why this human could reach Louis in ways he couldn’t#not saying any of this to excuse Armand and his behavior obviously (I’m very upset and worried over the trial looming on the horizon)#but I do understand this impulse and how you’ll throw ANYONE under the bus in order to preserve your place with loved ones#it’s all horrifying but unfortunately I empathize#like even if Louis is right to walk out on him when he learns/remembers the truth of what happened to Claudia#I’ll probably still find myself saddened by Armand’s fate because I’ve absolutely been there myself#it’s a tragedy of his own making- his fear and desperation birthing manipulative and controlling behaviors#that ultimately result in your own abandonment#god this fucking show
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my third time starting a new minecraft world has been Much more successful than my first two times. on account of how i spawned in an area that kind of had things like iron and sheep and a coastline (I GET LOST VERY EASILY) and I didn’t get immensely frustrated trying to find Anything At All. I did however try to get two sheep near me, realize very quickly that that’s really hard without wheat, break both leads I got, dig a ton of stupid holes trying to get the sheep into it, kill one sheep out of pure choices in anger rage, then realize you can’t make a bed with two different colors of wool after I had already killed the sheep,
#kipspeak#I still would rather play this with a buddy. But I made a book! And wrote in it! It’s my journal now#I’m having all these realizations like im 12 and discovering Minecraft for the first time. because i’ve Never Played This#I found an empty map and now the map is my home and now I can go ANYWHERE and find my way home (!!)#I found a huge cave with diamond and gold and redstone and lapis and died 3 times in it so there are 4 boats parked outside#I found a cat in a village and im going to BEFRIEND the cat because I fished up a nametag (and 36 cod)#I made a nether portal. I’m scared of it but I am in a forest! I think im under a different layer of forest#I now have 3 sheep and many cows and 3 chickens but no shears because they burned to a crisp in the huge cave#when I died. In lava a lot and burnt all my stuff to death#there’s a huuuge river network that I can feel confident navigating because the exit is next to my house#I have one (1) bookshelf and plan to make maaannny more because of my cows and sugarcane abundance#there’s more things to grow than just wheat and sugarcane there is Beet Root#there’s a bunch of treasure chests in these little underwater temples everywhere in the ocean (im afraid of getting lost in the ocean tho)#(but I can explore it with my map!!!)#one of these days when I find a pretty place I’ll build a second house. Mine is a beach house 3 turtles live there#idk#I also got a ton of gold and made gold boots? You’re supposed to do that when you go to the nether? Don’t remember why but I’ll find out#I also found a treasure map but I think the treasure is super far underwater..?#but im also slowly getting to the point where i don’t want to go any further by myself#it’s mostly fields and holes out here… maybe I’ll go across the ocean#I’ve never been an open world survival game girlie I am not a fan of resource games like don’t starve#but I like building. so. Hmmm#I see cherry trees waaaaay up in the hills. Cherry time
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just have to finish four major exams today, then i’ll post the malleus part of my christmas series + one event entry <33
#₊˚𓂃 🍜⸝⸝﹒#then i’ll disappear for the next two weeks#because hell week + finals week = surviving student#most posts after this are queued !#guys decorate my tree tho 🤜🔥#sheeet that emoji combo kinda looks like a firebender’s combo#very zuko#GOOD MORNING MWAH MWAH
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somebody hold my hand I have to do phd work I’m so so scared
#hold my hand and buy me iced coffee and feed me croissant and maybe I’ll survive.#no guarantees tho
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i finished my first playthrough of batman: the enemy within today and oh my god that shit packs a punch. i’m still recovering from vigilante joker’s speech at the end it hit me HARD
#when he said “you are one messed up guy bruce”#i was just like “yeah 😔”#the scene at the end of bruce visiting john in arkham revived me tho i wouldn’t have survived otherwise#batman#batman: the enemy within#john doe#telltale juce#telltale batman#i’ll do a villain run and maybe also go back and romance selina (i turned her down) once i recover from the tragedy but…#..its gonna take me a while to recover from that ending
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I don’t play favorites
#yeyarants#fire emblem#feh#Fire emblem heroes#scáthach#scáthach fe4#actually really proud of this build#damage reduction my best friend#later on this is going to get power crept#it’s okay tho#he survives 80% of the time#let’s go#I’ll take that#appreciate this#everytime new skills appear they’re going to Scá#don’t worry I got an extra Ike and duo sharena#it did not go to waste#ignore meta embrace favorites#yeah I know he doesn’t have the best Spd stats#but I will continue to build him around Spd#I’m still mad about that#everyone else in his family gets Spd meanwhile Scá gets def#another post about my Scá build#better appreciate it#my boy#if only Ike was +10 so Scá would get the extra stats#maybe next time for Ike’s rerun I’ll try to get more merges
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my hag romance murder mystery au turning to magistrate astarion working with executor shri’iia we kind of like that development
#why I never considered their past jobs kinda worked well together LOL#like she technically was her matriarch’s executor with the way she hunted people down and all#and he’d be sending rando and poor people to death for their crimes bc god knows if he was fair and had honor#in this au he does not bc he’s indebted to cazador (he’s not a vamp tho that’ll b too easy for a murder mystery)#like hag romance working together to solve the murders themselves then when they’re done they give the findings to whoever is formally in#charge of solving it then disappearing 👍 I also want a scenario where they’re both using each other for their own means as in#shri’iia needs him to take her back down the underdark bc she dk where to go but then she learns that she wasn’t supposed to survive this#mission anyway so she’s like 🧍♀️ well I’ll figure that out later#astarion wanted to either frame her or use her against cazador so he can be free and run away#mid way he changes her plans bc Uh Oh there’s Feelings Involved#either mid way or later down the line I haven’t decided yet. but whatever they do in the end kind of ‘frees’ them from both their conflicts#they end up running away together 👍 live ur best life queens#I’m also hmm stuck on what exactly astarion is indebted for like it has to be something drastic and he’d be desperate to rely on cazador#(though I’m thinking that cazador set up the whole scheme and he just got played - which parallels shri’iia getting bamboozled too)#when ur charlatans who have 8 int 🧍♀️#but basically astarion when he sentences someone instead of sending them to the gallows he sends them to cazador to be ‘reformed’ but then#they end up disappearing from the plane of existence. so he’s like trafficking people 🧍♀️ but then I’m like idk what would’ve happened for#him to do something so drastic and actually go through with doing It and multiple times Too hmm#we’re still brainstorming …
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Cheating married guy just mostly as a joke said something about how I should come over and he could let me in his garage, and fuck me bent over a bar he has there and then send me on my way.
I feel like if I wasn’t soooo for avoiding any potential drama, he’d have me wanting to make it not a joke. (Tho I do also think he’s a bit further than I’d like to travel for cock, I’m spoiled w it coming to me.)
It wouldn’t be comfy and prolly would have to try to be quieter, but I feel like I’d just be so wet.
#I don’t think he’s ever been totally serious but I think this is the 4th time he’s said things along the line of come over#come over to his house w his family#sometimes saying the kids are asleep#I’m prolly a bit a bad person for finding it as hot as I do#I think I’ll survive tho lol#personal#slutting#🍭
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in one month i’m in Greece. i’m currently being miserable in my bed & at uni but in one month i’ll be miserable in Greece. i think that’s nice. i’ve dreamt of going there ever since i was like, 6yo ? i can’t wait.
#but i’ll have to walk a lot#and i’m like. disabled#my cane isn’t going to be enough idk if i’ll survive this#i still can’t wait tho#personal
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since we’re an interfaith family, we celebrate both christmas and hanukkah. hanukkah is 8 nights. christmas has an eve and a day. barely making 2 days total.
guess which one i’m still being told to be merry about and songs are playing about it wherever i go even when it’s multiple days after and guess which one has only come up with me saying happy about it first in conversation while it’s not even halfway over?
#yes i’m bitter#also no one knows what hanukkah is about#like i’ll mention it and the only thing people know is there’s candles involved#and somehow it’s STILL the only jewish holiday they know#AND ITS NOT EVEN A MAJOR ONE#like it’s only big in other people’s eyes because it happens around christmas#and like christmas is the birth of jesus that’s a big deal#hanukkah is another holiday of they tried to kill us again but we fucking survived thanks g-d for the 8 nights worth of oil#i said the words rosh hashanah to someone the other day when explaining jewish holidays#and they asked. if i got stuck on a word again#because i have some disorganized speech from my schizophrenia#and the multiple sh sounds made them think i got stuck repeating a sound instead of saying actual words#*long suffering sigh*#hey at least i’m getting my oma’s latkes this year she makes them better than my dad (he tries tho)#- r
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why did i not know that aspirin is literally an acid, it’s given me the worst heartburn i’ve had in yearsss 😭😭😭
#literally dying#idk if i’ll survive#even tho i took my acid reflux pill😔😔#no but seriously why did i not know that lol#i mean i never take it so why should/would i but#it’s such a common thing to take objectively idk
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