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Again with the hurtful posts. STAHP.
The more I think about Eliot Spencer, the sadder I get.
#leverage#eliot spencer#leverage redemption#i have so many fucking eliot spencer feelings#why do you keep doing this#I need you to stop#someone give Eliot a hug#he needs a hug#someone give him a hug#someone give this boy a hug#I’ll kiss him so you don’t have to
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Theirs a new poll!
https://twitter.com/star_sbms/status/1621041550913605632?s=46&t=dNXP6-bKUHzMRKDJ8kdKLA
WOW! Surely if you sent this to me, Ingo or Emmet are in it! I’m totally voting for-
*RECORD SCRATCH SFX*
…Oh
Oh Ingo buddy I’m so sorry
VOTE HERE
#submas#<- so people can vote but also because i mentioned Ingo and Emmet#should I tag for everyone else that's a lot of people#wayward’s asks#anon I’ll have you know I laughed out loud when the page loaded and this filled my screen#THESE POOR PEOPLE#ELESA ISCAN AND INGO WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO YOU#you don’t deserve this#I will kiss Ingo on the forehead#and iscan#and Elesa#THEY HAVE GOOD FOREHEADS#and poor giacomo#his concept art was just revealed and everyone’s already on top of him#be nice to him!!!#ANYWAYS VOTE#OR NOT
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there’s nothing wrong plot-wise with the horizon conversation actually. y’all are just babies who don’t understand kaidan’s character or the purpose of conflict in a story lol
#mass effect#kaidan alenko#fandom critical#tell me how tf you think Kaidan is supposed to react to his dead girlfriend/friend appearing out of the blue working with terrorists#tell me what tf you think Shepard could POSSIBLY say that would justify their actions to him/convince him to abandon the alliance#i’ll be waiting.#real life is messy. people miscommunicate and say the wrong things. they hurt each other and have to work to repair the damage.#that’s what makes a story INTERESTING. the CONFLICT#if you think he should just go AWOL (which is illegal btw) so he can kiss your Shepard’s ass 24/7 you can just say that.#and don’t get it twisted: this also applies to people who claim to love Kaidan but then read his motivations on horizon in the worst light#or throw the entire confrontation out of ‘tHeiR cAnOn’ bc it makes their Shepard’s tummy hurt :(#that’s the whole point l m a o anyway#maybe someday I’ll manage to turn my Horizon Thoughts into a coherent meta but for now: you all are Incorrect
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“You did good, Aemond,” Aegon praises, but he, like the rest of the council, is distracted by Lucerys in his arms. “And this unexpected turn of events… is a boon for us.”
“A boon?” Mother looks horrified. “We’re doomed. Rhaenyra will—”
“She will do anything to keep her child safe,” Grandsire finishes for her. He also looks pleased, if pensive. Aemond has learned to tread with caution when he is like this, and his arms unconsciously tug Lucerys’ body closer to his chest. “You have done a good job, Aemond. Now let’s get the boy to the dungeons and—”
“You will do no such thing,” Aemond doesn’t recognize who is speaking until a few moments later, when he realizes it is his own voice. “Lucerys Velaryon is still a prince of the realm, and he will be treated as such,” he sends a sharp look to his mother when she goes to speak. “This is not up for discussion.”
Mother looks like she wants to argue, but a lazy wave of Aegon’s hand stops her.
“Worry not brother,” Aegon’s eyes hold an amused glimmer. Aemond has the sudden urge to punch him. “He is your prisoner. You may do with him as you deem fit.”
His brother’s words should bring some kind of relief to him. This means he can inflict any kind of retaliation on Lucerys, at last he can take revenge for his eye, and he will face no punishment. Instead, all Aemond can feel is dread. He does not like to think of what it may mean.
He meant it. He meant to hurt Lucerys, he meant to chase him out in the storm, he meant to bring him to King’s Landing. He meant to have Vaghar kill his dragon, he meant to take him prisoner, he meant to make him pay his debt.
He meant it. He meant it. He meant it.
(In his head, Lucerys won’t stop screaming.)
A small treat because I’ve finally finished the first interlude for five stages of grief. This one is for you @shipdepot
#five stages of grief au#let’s just say aemond is having a rough time#but it’s nothing he didn’t bring upon himself so let him suffer#don’t worry tho lucy will kiss is better#at some point#probably#lucemond#lucerys velaryon#aemond targaryen#aemond x lucerys#hotd#house of the dragon#writing#ao3#fanfic#fanfiction#also using this time to tell you guys I’ll be missing for a couple of weeks#because I’m going camping and there is no electricity or internet at all#so take care y’all
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🏨 gimme those blorbo rooms fdsfdsfsfsd, since it’s Pinterest can I ask for more than one? XD if so ima ask to Karimas and Shaheens OH and also Gideons (low key I know what valens/yazans looks like but its a good excuse for u to get to share) so if u want to Valens and Yazans wild be fun 😌
K BYEEE <3 😘
LOLL im glad you asked and yes i will give you all of them 😌😂😂
Karima: she’s obsessed with collecting room decor and she has a crochet corner, half of her decor is crocheted too honestly 😂 I think she also has a thing for animal print stuff esp curtains and pillow cases, she’d keep small ceramics stuff she made with daemon everywhere
Shaheen: idk why it was funny to imagine his college dorm lol he uses space very efficiently also his desk is very important 🧠
Gideon: his room is so big and so empty but he’s barely home so who cares, the only notable thing about it besides the diabolical toys collection on display is the display cabinet he keeps all his medals, plane models, pictures, uniforms etc in
Yazan: yazan’s room as you know is a Dumpster 😂 it’s impossible to find anything in there and it’s never tidy, also so many posters and records + ofc drum corner
Valen: very pretty but his room is an entire house in itself you need directions to where everything is 💀 Texas king bed with a canopy, mirror above bed/on ceiling, maximalist unique decor and very beautifully coordinated color wise. Also huge portraits of himself obviously lol
[OC headcanons: Picture Edition!]
#thank u for the ask bestie I had a blast heh 💗💗💗#rip I just thought about the amount of STUFF karima would have to move to her and daemon’s place FJSKAJSKSK#she’s also the type to keep a lot of crap just because they have some sentimental value to her but it’s literally just crap from#an outside perspective#I don’t think shaheen’s dorm room is that aesthetic but he does have a lot of hangers and organization stuff that sure keeps it tidy lol#yazan I think gets tidier when he gets with kiara#she’s seen the mess at its worst but yk KDJSKSJS he wouldn’t let her live like that is what I’m saying 😂#but it’s so funny that even tho she has seen the mess and sat in it that he cleans up a bit when she comes over after they started dating#he’s like shy I guess can’t invite your gf over and have your room in this state lol what if they want to kiss on the bed or something#sorry crush not gf* 😂 he’s better when he’s older fjsksjdkdj he has a vacuum cleaner obsession now#also ig when you’re gideon and you’re room is that empty you put everything you can on display to fill it#but I think he only puts up the stuff he’s proud to have on display#even if that includes your whips and ropes collection which is insane 💀#half of gideon’s stuff is at valen’s place too FRKEJAKSJ#such a waste of money on a penthouse’s rent and for what#you don’t even have a toothbrush in your own house#it’s so funny to me that he probably keeps using his travel size stuff bc he keeps forgetting to buy like#regular size toothpaste or something 😭😂#valen has been actively trying to get him to fully move in actually lol#he succeeded eventually lol#anyways I will not think about valen moving all of gideon’s clothes and things#to a closet in his dressing room and sitting with them and going through his stuff when he misses him#he’s usually hesitant about wearing them too besides a designated sweater or two so they don’t lose his scent#I will also not think about valen spraying those shirts with what’s left of gideon’s cologne or that he keeps buying it or the fact that he#gets mad when someone from the staff goes in to clean the closet or ppl he’s dated esp asking what’s in there#ok it’s 2:30 am so I’ll put myself on phone timeout now 😔#again! Ty for the ask bestie! djskskdkfj 💗💗💗#ocs#my ocs#ask
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I forgot how good The Wizard of the Last Century was
#I’m currently working on a project about detco for my YouTube channel#and I was rewatching it today#because I genuinely was like uhh what happened during this again#anyway Kogorou and sonokos dad went to dinner together and honestly that was a date#that was super cute#nakamori and kogorou are also funny af I can’t believe Shea whigham stole from this film#also like heiji and Conan banter : chefs kiss#heiji: *gets hit by a truck while he and Conan chase after kid*#conan: hattori are you ok ????#heiji: kudo if you don’t get kid I’ll kick your ass#Conan: Hattori ……#<- moment where kudo felt something for Hattori#I have thoughts about this#because it’s just Ough so good#he’s ready to stay by heiji because of the whole: got hit by a truck thing#but heiji gives him that push to finish the job#and that exchange mirrors their conversations where hattori is forever changed#there is only ever one truth and the if you push a criminal to suicide that’s murder#and the entire desperate revival arc too: where hattori tells him he should tell ran what’s going on#but helps him try to hide his secret anyway#I just started yelling in the tags I’m so sorry I love heishin so much#dcmk
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how long does gege plan to continue this actually
#it’s getting repetitive dude#like yeah okay. sukuna is the strongest smartest most amazing pookie wookie schnookums and you draw him with one hand every week. we get it#atp it goes beyond my favs js dying or something but this is genuinely just bad writing lmao#every 5 chaps its like ‘oh sukuna is in trouble! blah blah nevermind he wins again!’#and gege is continuing this for so long i’m boutta start being inclined to believe the series just ends in sukuna winning#which would be the worst possible ending bc like#wtf did we do this entire last arc for#and instead of giving us some more lore (even abt the favorite child plotkuna) gege just repeats the same process he’s had since gojos death#WHICH WAS IN SEPTEMBER. WE CURRENTLY HAVE MARCH#idk man maybe this is just me being a complaining little loser but i don’t care tbh#gege isn’t doing himself or us a favor with this lmao#but aaaanyways#jjk#jjk 253#jjk manga spoilers#n e ways until that monocle cat comes up with something new i’ll focus my attention on the sand movie i watched yesterday (and on saturday!)#shit truly was generational denis villeneuve i have never doubted you ever#dune 2 was *chefs kiss*
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me and the generic extra strong Tylenol and the pure rage in my system
#Every once in a while I think. It’s not too bad home. I’m over dramatic. It’s not bad and it won’t be bad when I go home and never been bad#Then actually think and remember#I shouldn’t have been hit as a small child. I thank god that my parents stopped that with me.#But also. I should have been taken seriously when I went To them with concerns and shouldn’t have been brushed off.#But also to be a 14 something year old and to realize your parents aren’t in love is a crushing feeling#Since that must have been when. 13-14. Appa passed. Pandemic times. I’m sure my father. Since this would have been the last time I saw Appa#We went down to visit. Dad didn’t go he had work. He sent us off. I remember sitting in the passenger seat by mom in driver#Dad praying for our safe travel and for him going in for a kiss and the moment of hesitation and unwant from my mother#And the awkward silence and the way everything seemed to just shift to the side#That was summer of 2019. My first time realizing my parents weren’t both in love happened when I was 13-14.#I wouldn’t wish that on anyone.#And going to college has me feeling so guilty. Like I fucking ditched my siblings? The kids I raised as a child myself?#(I had to go. I don’t know if my scholarship would have held I don’t know if my financial aid would have held. I couldn’t have waited. )#(I would have likely done something bad to myself. Genuinely. If I weren’t able to be here. If I had to stay. I wouldn’t survive that.)#my siblings are fine. They have no responsibilities. My sister is manipulative. They will manage. They want me to get the education I need#They aren’t going to have to use their own college money to pay to be able to eat because the parents won’t feed them for the summer#I went into college with at least a couple hundred less than I should have. Because I had to parent. I had to feed my siblings.#And I had to pay to fill the gas tank on my father’s gas eater truck. We couldn’t be home because of the selling home situation.#I had to do something to get us out and to feed us but I didn’t get paid back for anywhere near all of it#I don’t regret it. But a kid shouldn’t have to pay for them and their siblings to live.#But then I remember the dread I have for returning ‘home’ for the breaks. I don’t know what I’m going to do.#If I can’t work all of the breaks then I either won’t be able to pay next semester#Or I’ll have almost no money in savings. Like nothing to my name. Can’t buy gas. Can’t do anything. Can’t buy food.#Unless the next scholarship stuff I’m doing pulls through. But I’m willing to work the whole break just to get away from either house.#I want to violently shake my parents and get them to comprehend#Father you have dropped 260$ into my bank account in the last two weeks. Why could this not be earlier in the semester.#Why couldn’t that be in the time and fashion you FUCKING PROMISED for helping me pay my schooling?#You have money to spare. Stupid. Why couldn’t you help like you promised.#Mom you fucker. I get that you are kinda with a new man now. But you’re leading yourself into a relationship with a man you said yourself#You don’t want to date because he wants to move away with his sister and because he hates it here
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i know it’s just that i’ve started act 2 and im progressing a lot of the plot right now, but it does come across as very funny that astarion is establishing a committed relationship with me right after congratulating me on doing all these morally dubious gaining-dark-powers things
the actual reason was because i didn’t make him drink that woman’s blood, but our last few conversations have been ‘wow i see you’re embracing your darker side 👀… how about we talk about ‘us’ now’
#personal#not to take away from the ‘thanks for not making me use my body to get what you want’#although i think that’s an interesting connection to draw too: he sees me doing questionable things for my own gain—#but i’m not doing that *to him*. surely that’s what love is right#bg3#ash plays bg3#what’s interesting to me is that i’m pretty sure these two things i’ve done (the shadow lantern and absorbing shadow magic from that corpse)#are exclusive to gale? so once again i’ve picked the perfect origin to have this kind of fun#maybe the lantern isn’t but it definitely has a lot of gale-specific dialogue#still haven’t faced any consequences and it’s even got me a boyfriend so i guess i’ll continue. this power’s looking good on you gale#i took a good screenshot of them kissing while astarion is covered in blood but i’m not on my computer rn so you don’t get to see it#i can post it tomorrow if people actually want it and remind me to
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ahh thank you!! <33 i love chatting with you too :D i love how you always have so many ideas and so much to say.
i've watched jjk0! it. i definitely cried a lot... i'm watching all of jjk with two of my friends and our schedules have been so unsynced recently, we haven't gotten together in like 3 months? and it took us a solid 3 months just to finish season 1... im quaking in my boots excited for season 2 so i'll definitely let you know once i watch it! episode 5's premise makes me so sad though, i've seen some the screencaps/suguru's dialogue and it just makes me want to give him a million big hugs... i wish someone had taken care of him :(
the "couple aesthetic hoodie hug" is killing me omfg.. it's helpful to know the struggle behind the moodboard... also THE GOJO FIGURE??/ your cat is so cute omg... would you ever consider showing your collection? i know you have a kenny plush. i thought that was it. 🌖
I CRIED SO MUCH TOOO :(((( takahiro sakurai’s delivery on geto’s final line is genuinely enough to get me crying he’s …. so good. scandal aside. AND I TOTALLYYYY GET IT ANON that’s exactly how it goes when i watch anime w my siblings lmao…. i hope you and your friends get to experience s2 sometime soon !! :33 it ruined my life but it’s also the best thing ever
ANDDD ….. my collection . yes. i actually only started seriously collecting merch recently so it’s not super impressive but!!!! i’m working on it :3 here r some pics!!!! try to guess my favorite character(s) challenge (impossible)……. it’s stsg
^ i hug these four to sleep every night <333
also!!!! :3 this isn’t jjk related but i literally just bought some super adorable maomao pins and i love them SO much. she makes me so happy </3
#also a huge fan of the single aki nendo surrounded by jjk at all sides LMAO#mamabear is lost </3#i’m planning on buying more csm merch!! and also more apothecary diaries….. i really want to collect more nobara/shoko/toji stuff too#i also want more look up figures in general hhhhhhh… i bought my brother like three but still don’t have any of my own smh 😞#i need the two suguru look ups SO bad… also makima and aki and denji :’3#i just bought a bunch of manga too… so we’ll see if my wallet survives……..#TYSM FOR ASKING 🌖 ANON….. the kitty cat is actually my housemate’s but. i’ll give him a big kiss on the nose from you <333#ask tag ✩#🌖 anon !! ✩
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Hello mod of HADAW blog, idk why but I feel like it's now the good time to actually send you this before I backpedal out of embarrassment uhhh (I have never sent any asks before besides to the cfs blog-)
I actually just want to thank you for all the efforts you have been putting in your blog, is all. Before I actually tried posting art of Arjuna here, I have skimmed through your blog (this sounds so weird jsjsjsh) and, well, it feels like to me that you, among other bloggers, have made my experience on Tumblr a good one again, in regards of Arjuna contents. Idk how long I will stay here but I'm glad this time isn't so bad.
Clearly, I'm not good with wording and this has sounded better in my head but... Thank you for creating your own contents for Arjuna(s), with all the silly to memey to distinct-with-seriously-dedicated-effort arts, facts, spitting facts, aggressively thirst posts, reblogging other Arjuna related posts with enthusiastic commentaries in the hastags (you probably don't know but I appreciate this a lot) and so on so on... I give my kudos to you!!
Oh also thank you for scanning the official materials of Arjuna(s) as well. I feel guilty but I admit in saving them secretly and storing them away in Google Drive as references for drawing the bae(s). They just really helped me a lot sjsgjwbve forgive me,,,,,, SO, that's all, now I will skiddadoo away. Have a good day!
OH MY GOD THIS IS SUCH A GREAT ASK
Anon this blog is 100% for people like you. I love arjuna SO much, and while he has lots of different types of content in the jp fandom most of the other English arjuna artists are on other sites nowadays so I wanted to provide something for tumblr. I like to switch between all sorts of art (funny, sad, sexy, serious, epic, goofy) bc I want to show people his different sides and kinds of appeal that i feel from him. I also wanted a place where I could support (and gush) over all the talented arjuna artists that are here! (Bc there’s really talented people aaaa)
He’s such a lovely character and I wanted to talk about all the different things I’d learned about him and how important he was to me, and to try and see if I could get some more people to appreciate him! He got kind of a rough start in fate with how they handled him but I think that even with that he has a lot of good qualities that shine through and he deserves the world a little love from people
I love him! And I’m glad that this blog has been nice for other people who love him! It mostly started as a place where I could quarantine my massive love for him so I’m happy to know the stuff I’ve put here is useful for others ;v; overall I’ve had a lot of fun here and I hope for however long you stay you have a nice time too!
#also I totally get the ask thing idk why it feels really embarrassing to me too!#I could be asking something they want asked and still feel embarrassed fjsbs#AAAAAAH rbis ask is so nice tho…like thank you#i hope you have a nice day…#🩵💙💜🤍<- juna colors#and feel free to save the scans they actually aren’t mine fjsbshe (hides face) I just got permission to repost them#I love to learn and talk abt things I love so I like to have info abt him 🤭#though I need to go back to reading his story whoops#my asks#keep#REALLY NICE ASK ANON THANK YOU!! *gives air kiss*#I don’t know if you noticed but I love talking in the tags#I actually hold back a lot on other ppls stuff but I’ll be honest#if you draw arjuna I’m like: AAAAA *crying from joy* *reading your tags and agreeing*
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#okay so i've talked about this here once but i have this guy friend i wish i was closer with but platonically#i just wish we’d hug or that he’d kiss me on the forehead or something IDKKKK DONT JUDGE ME i just thought it’d be nice#you knowwww like derek morgan vibes???? anyway#i was afraid he’d take it as me hitting on him if i initiated it#and then i thought…we’ve been just friends for a year now. maybe he wouldn’t take it like that...he knows we’re just friends#but then the other day it was just me him and one of our other friends#and he said to me about something that had been worrying me that he’d help me with it#he was super sweet like ‘you don’t have to worry about that at all i’ll help you it’s okay’#and i was like ‘🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 THANK YOU’#and then that other friend of ours said ‘wait i need help with that too’#and my friend simply said to him “’no sorry you don’t have tits’#and i was like 🧍🏻♀️#and my friend probably realized he made me uncomfortable and apologised to me and i just laughed it off but damn#that’s how you think of me??? when i’m out here thinking about how i wish we platonically hugged???#if that’s how he talks about me in front of me i don’t wanna know what he says behind my back
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i C u moyle
captured in 4k
#i REFUSE to admit defeat at the hands of the umich boys#except i did verbatim send a text to my roommate that said ‘bro stop he’s disgusting i’m so in love with him’#after fully watching a trail of spit come out of his mouth while he was bent over to take a face off. i am Down Bad#also nolan never keeps his tongue in his mouth my dude is just out there full 👅 all the time i can’t stand him close ur mouth or i’ll kiss u#nolan moyle#ethan edwards#philippe lapointe#relatedly duker skates EXACTLY the way he runs in the monday videos which is how i identify him at all times & i almost started wheezing#if i knew how to make gifs there would be gifs of nolan stickhandling however i don’t Know how to make live videos gifs ☺️#deep cuts from the draft dumpster dives#is this from two different games? the world may never know (yeah. do i remember exact dates for either of them? no of course not)#we’re just getting close to the end of the season & i am succumbing to my desire to post Him#also inCREDIBLE nemcklance content in the second picture (not of nolan) 🫠#nemcklance#things i am not proud of: my reaction 2 this. everyone shhh i’m allowed one breakdown about a dirtbag per quarter & i haven’t seen mo enough#like most days i do not want to be a puck bunny but sometimes u lock eyes with a man & go ohhh the hoggles are glued on for you ✊😔 buffooner#trying 2 undo my internalized misogyny! by allowing myself 2 say i can be a valid sports fan who likes players! sorry about it! idk why him!#it is 1000% because of la’s umich fic & all the lore though. most likely. also apparently i’m a crustasche lover 😪 the struggle is real#if u loved me u would have stopped at the tag about nolan drooling on the ice & we will never speak of this again (said by someone who will)
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when you were trying to girlboss but ended up being the one needing to apologise … wtaf i want a refund
#like i thought i was right @ the time but like ??? idk now#like in the heat of the moment i deadass thought i was right#okay so this is what happened:#me n one of my besties are essentially in a fwb sitch#n like we’d been planning to have a night in for a week#so come day of … all is going well .. he picks me up from class; takes me back to his and we … engage#then i had a meeting so he said he’d use the time to decide what we’d be eating#but once my meeting was over he says ‘oh i didn’t realise tht it’s y’s birthday (one of his besties) and i have his present and we’re#going to watch john wick…’ n my face deadass visibly changed#and he came towards me put his arms around me n went in for a kiss and i pushed him off of me and he asked what was wrong n i said nothing#but like when we got out of his apartment i said ‘you don’t need to drop me off; i’ll walk’ n he said no bc he was going tht way anyway but#i just stormed off … bc i felt like i was just meat to him#but like thurs night i was on a bit of a bender and was out until 4am#and wasn’t responding to my parents#and so THEY FUCKING CALLED HIM#and he just said ‘no; she’s not w me’#and like i had tried to reach out a few times after and he kept ignoring me#but today when i apologised for my parents calling him he responded#and so i said sorry for storming off as well … and tht i wanna be friends again :(#but like yh … was i wrong to storm off? idk someone help me lol#beebs.txt
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We’re not technically dating or official but we’ve literally kissed like four times just today (more including this past week), held hands, kind of cuddled/his arms wrap around me in such a way that I practically swoon, his hands were rubbing up and down my thigh, and we’ve been on two dates already like JUST ASK ME TO BE YOUR GF ALREADY 😭😭
#i understand why he hasn’t though#i don’t think he wants to do long distance#but i want to like I’m willing to#but idrk if he is#but also#this is kinda funny but it’s more appropriate for the tags 💀#i think I accidentally got him hard while I was at his house today😭😭#he was rubbing his hand on my thigh which was like lowkey making me fold so I subtly touched his thigh in return and I drew a little heart#and be immediately froze moved my hand away slightly pulled his shirt down a bit and then jumped up from the table and practically ran#like he disappeared so fast and didn’t come back for at least seven minutes 😭😭#he said he was talking to his friend but like#why did you jump up so quickly then 🤨#what was so urgent that you and your bestie had to discuss right then and there in the middle of our game and convo 🤨🤨#i don’t believe him but I’ll give him the benefit of the doubt yk#(but he could have just kissed me more if that’s what he wanted 🙄) /j#actually /hj 💀#koala <3#I’m head over heals actually
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Ok when I reblogged this last night, I picked 3rd because that’s what I’ve heard, but I also said maybe a little bit #4? Because at the time I thought ‘well something not really mattering to you = a sort of rejection” so I was a little confused as to how they were separate options?
And then when I woke up and I saw this I remembered that the ‘rejection’ idea was an antisemitic talking point. As in supposedly you saw the undeniable truth of Jesus and were like nah.
So I’m not sure how else it could’ve been worded - it was quickly visible to me after a good night’s sleep - but I wonder how many other people were thinking similarly to me when they picked #4, and how many are genuinely antisemitic. But I hope there’s just a lot of confused people.
#culturally Christian#I’m kind of agnostic but I do swear pretty religiously and kind of believe in Jesus and such just sort of out a habit. like if something#more convincing comes along I’ll go with that but currently I just have trouble with the idea the universe started spontaneously#I imagine more that there’s a higher figure and he’s been running experiments on an infinite amount of universe#like multiverse theory where every little decision splits the timeline etc#and occasionally he throws in stimulae like prophecies or small bits of him so that he can see what will happen#if something good happens to#me that I had no control over#like a free parking space or meeting a dog by chance#I send a kiss up to him just because I kind of want my thanks distributed but I don’t know to who? so I figure if he’s an honest guy#he’ll do other people favors too#also every time I see a dead animal on the side of the road I send it a kiss because i fervently wish that they died instantly and are#up in heaven and never have to worry about anything again#but otherwise yeah#my family stopped going to church when I was 4#I just remember liking to play with the holy water you were supposed to put on your forehead#and also the church had a really nice low stone wall that I liked to hold onto my mom or dad’s hands as I walked along the top#they’re divorced (not the catalyst to lack of church) so it was always either one or the other#my grandmother gave me a children’s bible and we still celebrate Christmas#so I know a lot of stories from#the kids bible I was given had a lot of bible stories in it and i enjoyed reading it but it felt like an anthology/book of fairy tales to me#more than anything. and ofc when I was little I heard lots of Christmas star#stories both secular and religious. I avoid Christmas media mostly as an adult because it’s so overblown but I figure I’ll share it with my#kids. my favorite Christmas movie of all time is about a cow who wants to become one of Santa’s reindeer and fly. it’s called#Annabelle’s wish it’s pretty cute. I think it falls under a secular Xmas movie but I haven’t watched it in a bit#we also celebrate Easter but I think that’s more because my mom really likes compiling the baskets of candy and spring themed stuff#and of course the Christian channels were always free whenever my family couldn’t afford ‘better’ tv. I enjoyed them but preferred pbs kids#because they were less preachy about their morals and I was more familiar with them.#oh also when I make I wish I address it to god out of habit.#about to run out of rags but whatever. my favorite religious swear that definitely pisses people off is ‘Jesus Christ on a pogo stick’
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