#I’d tag more but I 1: am scared and 2: don’t wanna bother anyone with tags

[ihearnocomplaints]

CLINGY RJSHFHWHJDRH okay I mean you’re not wrong but- /pos or /neg HFJDJDH

anyway, I couldn’t possibly do all of my moots but here are some

Starting off with you, Caramel (revenge)

@bittersweetburnedcaramel - Complex

@bigsillyyy - Gentle

@voids-call - Monty

@valaont - Beloved !1!1!1

@ghosteii - Kind

@tway-la - Inspiring

@dragon-phoenix-along - Tall (/lh)

@oddogoblino - Sonic

@sneeblbop - DRAGONS

@kizukiti - Bright

@xeroteirsynth - Gay

@subeemas - (also Gay) Autism (/lh)

@lovingstarfishsandwich - Sweet

@spoofthespoofer - Bubbly

@phoenixdaneko - Thoughtful

Now, this is nowhere near all of my moots but I see y’all. You guys are awesome and amazingly talented in many ways. I appreciate and love all of my mutuals 💜

New Tag Game Because Why Not

Describe all of your mutuals in one word. Basic? Yes. Fun? Also, yes. Is this all? ...Yes.

@snailpreacher - Adorable @yourturntofnaf - Theories @bittersweetburnedcaramel - Chaos @sweetheart-haely - Roguelike

[random-mha-thoughts]

Baby (Bakugou x Reader)

Pairing: Bakugou x Reader

Anon requested: “Hiii!! I jus wanna say ur writing is one of the best I've read so far (and I've read a lot). It's been a while since I've read a oneshot that made me feel tingles (u know why I mean right, it's hard to explain 😅) anyway jus wanna say I love ur writing!! Also, if u don't mind I'd like to request a fluff with bakugou where he gets his wisdom teeth removed and he just becomes the softest thing everrrrr! :) if ur not taking requests rn I dont mind if u skip this one. Adios ;)"

Thanks for the kind words and the request anon! I hope you like it~

Genre: Floof. Pure, plotless floof

Word count: 973

Tags:  @yuki-osaki @liviitehe @iamsoftsodonttoucheume-blog @bunnythepipsqueak

a/n: Today was tiring as hell. I got up at 7:30 to study for my exam at 1 pm and I had a 2 hour lecture to go over after that.  I feel like I was studying for a good 10 hours today alone and I was already tired this entire week.  And it's only Wednesday... Which is why I couldn't wait to write this! I was in dire need of some plain, quick, simple, plotless floof, so I’m happy I had this request to fill next.  I hope you guys out there are in a good mental state as the semester is wrapping up, and if not I hope this cheered you up a bit!

Also (I’m a few days late but still) Ramadan Mubarak to my muslim readers/followers!  I wish you an easy fast, willpower, and spirituality in the following month. You got this!  I’ll also try to include NSFR warnings if anyone wants? I know swearing and spicy stuff aren’t allowed, but I’m not 100% sure about the fluffy stuff so let me know!

"This way, Katsuki, let's go."  I gently pull my boyfriend down the street, capturing his arm in mine to balance his wobbly gait.

He mumbles something incoherent and leans into me.  "We going home now?"

"Yup, I already picked up your medication.  Are you keeping that ice pack on your face?"

"Yeeees," he groans.  Katsuki usually hates it when I mother him, but today he really needed it.  Poor guy was scared of having his wisdom teeth removed and didn't trust anyone else to accompany him.  It's kind of endearing, especially since he's become such a giant, clumsy mess now.  "You're becoming my mom."

"Well, you are acting like a lost child right now, who else is gonna take care of you?"  I squeeze his hand reassuringly.

He hums in response before leaning onto me, "I guess I'm really lucky then."  Removing the ice pack, he pokes his cheek.  "Can you kiss it better?"

I blink, completely floored by his request.  I know the anesthesia has its effects on people, but it seems it makes Katsuki way more soft and needy than usual.

Not that I'm complaining.

I stand on my toes and peck his cold cheek.  "Is it better now?"

"Mmm, I'll probably need another dose in an hour," he encircles both of his arms around one of mine, "I'll let you know how the pain is."

Gosh, he's just gonna be adorable for the rest of the day, isn't he?   "Should I drop you home or do you want to rest at my place?"

Katsuki's arms crawl over to envelop my torso from behind.  "Your place, of course," he half giggles, his breath tickling my ear.

I chuckle at his behavior, directing us towards the nearest station.  I'm definitely gonna enjoy this.  A small part of me almost wants to record him, but I'd rather just enjoy these few moments I have of him acting this way.  I'm too nice to embarrass him like that.

Since it's the middle of the day during the week, the station and the train seats are mostly empty.  Katsuki gets comfortable, sprawling his legs across the cold bench and resting his head on my lap.  He keeps one of his hands messily entwined with mine and lets me use my free hand to play with his hair.  I gaze down at him, smiling to myself.  Katsuki being soft and lovable like this is a once in a lifetime opportunity.  Of course I know he loves me already, but to see him without the whole harsh persona is definitely something else.  The blooming warmth stirs me to press a soft kiss on his forehead.  My little Katsu.

He opens his eyes to stare up at me, asking out of the blue, "Do I look or sound weird?"

The childish innocence he asks the question with makes me chuckle.  "Not at all, babe."

His crimson orbs continue boring into mine for a moment, just holding my attention, before he reaches up and brings my head down to kiss his lips.  The motion takes me by surprise since he's not the type to take PDA this far in public.  The heat rushes to my cheeks, and I'm eternally grateful that this car is almost empty, and the few people here with us are busy fiddling with their phones.

"You missed, dummy," Katsuki beams before closing his eyes again.

My heart thumps.  He's so adorable sometimes.  His toothy smile was just the right amount of cute and loving, the rarest smile I've seen only once before.  I want to melt into a puddle and pinch his cheeks

You big dork.  I continue threading my fingers into his hair, the rattling of the train relaxing the tired boy.

.

Once we arrive at my apartment, Katsuki shrugs out of his jacket and shoes and situates himself under my kotatsu, not even bothering to turn it on; he just grabbed one of the long cushions, stuck it under his body, and knocked himself onto his side.  As I'm still removing my outer clothes, he reaches one arm out and makes grabbing motions.  "Babe, come lay with me," he practically whines out.

Is he pouting?  I want to laugh at his needy behavior, but I'll admit I want to cuddle with him too.  After the procedure he's been through and the pain he's going to experience in the next few days, he deserves all the hugs he wants.  Who am I to deny him?  I plug the wire in and turn the switch on before lifting the blanket up and squirming underneath.  Without wasting any time, Katsuki pulls my body flush into his chest, wiggling both of us farther underneath.

The needy boy lets out a satisfied sigh as the blanket starts heating up.  His head pulls back to look down at me, hooded scarlet eyes trying not to close as they brim with affection.  "You're my favorite."  His thumb at my cheek softly rubs at my skin.

I close my eyes and nuzzle his hand.  "Your favorite what?"

"Anything and everything."  He plants a kiss on top of my head.  "You're just my favorite thing."

Despite the fresh wave of warm tingles humming through me, I tease him, "So I'm a thing now?"

Instead of groaning like he would under normal circumstances, he crushes me closer to his body.  "Yeah, you're my teddy bear now, and you're not going anywhere for the rest of the day."

"But what if it gets really hot under here, Katsu?"

"Nope, you're still staying," he shakes his head like a stubborn kid, his voice already drooping into sleep before he yawns.  "You have to cuddle all my pain away."

As if I need a reason to cuddle you all day, silly.  My hand pats his back in a steady rhythm.  "Whatever you say, my baby Katsu."

[hihellogoodbyebruh]

Just Me and You - Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Pairing: Rio Alvarez x Black!Plus size!Oc

Summary: Simone Dunn is a singer just trying to live her best life and make it through the obstacles that have been put in front of her. Living life in the city isn’t always easy. Life might be kicking her in the ass presently, but she kept a smile on her face regardless. Rio Alvarez is all about his business. He’s expanding up and out of just the money laundering business. He wanted it all. He was hooked from the second he heard her voice, but will her past and his enemies let them be together?

Warning(s): None really. It’s a meet-cute. They meet, it’s cute. 

Word count: 2,026

Author’s Note: I’m not gonna lie, this story means a lot to me. I was never sure if I’d start posting it or not. Simone has been an OC of mine for a long time now and when the idea to pair her with Rio popped into my mind I knew it could be something very special. I hope you all enjoy the journey. As always questions, comments, and concerns are welcome! Might even start a tag list but we’ll see. Thanks for reading. xo

Rio stared out of the window, looking out at his investment. It had the perfect eye line for all the exits and it had the best view of the stage. Since he began flipping his game and moving up in the world he became acquainted with folks that had different tastes than him. The opportunity to invest in this club kind of fell in his lap. His new co-owner was a sloppy prick, but Rio couldn’t deny the club was bringing in a nice grip of money for him. He liked the anonymity of being a silent partner. Every two weeks he’d roll through, check up on the club, and collect some cash to put into his other businesses.

As he looked down at all the club goers, he was pleased to see the place was pretty packed. He was not happy to see the owner, Shaun, with two women on his arm. This wasn’t a social hour. He was here for business. Mick, his right hand man, was guarding the door and hadn’t moved an inch to let Shaun in. 

“Hey man. Place is poppin tonight right?” Shaun greeted Rio as he tried to maneuver past Mick who only moved at Rio’s nod. “Enjoying your night? These are a couple lady friends of mine. Say ‘hi’ ladies.”

“Hi.” The two girls parroted at Rio, waving at him.

Rio didn’t bother greeting the women. “Get rid of the bitches man.”

“What?” Shaun asked, his tone confused.

“I ain’t gonna tell you twice.” Rio’s face hadn’t changed. He just stared Shaun down.

Shaun cleared his throat and whispered something to the ladies before they shuffled back out of the room. It was quiet except for the sound of the music pumping through the speakers.

“My bad man. They were sexy as hell though right? Can you really blame me?” Shaun tried to excuse, a smile on his face as he walked over to where Rio was standing.

As soon as he was within arms reach, Rio gripped the back of his neck tightly and pulled him close. He stared directly in his eyes. “Don’t ever bring nobody to one of our meetings again. I choose to keep you on, but that can easily be changed. Get my money and stop fucking playing with me.”

Shaun merely nodded and Rio let go of him. Shaun tried adjusting his suit and cleared his throat. He walked over to the wall that was furthest from the window and opened a panel in the door. He put the code into the panel and opened it up. There was a silver case inside that he pulled out before closing the door back. “Business has been better than ever. I was able to add a permanent residency here that has us packed every week. We may even be able to up prices a bit.”

Rio’s eyebrow quirked in interest at the man’s words. “Permanent residency?”

Shaun had set the case on the table and Mick opened it, starting to count the money that was inside. Rio walked closer to take a look inside and noticed that there seemed to be a couple more stacks than usual.

“Yeah. I’m still having different live performers come in, but people also like consistency. They like knowing they’re coming to hear quality music. And the pipes on this one? Massive. Doesn’t hurt that she’s gorgeous too.”

Rio would never admit it but he was definitely intrigued. “Who is she?”

Shaun walked back over to the window and smirked as he looked down. “Simone Dunn. Lucky for you, you came at the perfect time.”

Rio noticed the club music had shut off and people were clapping. As he walked to stand next to Shaun, a slow instrumental was playing. A soft spotlight appeared on the stage and the crowd’s clapping intensified. A giggle was heard over the mic.

“Aww, y’all are too good to me.” The woman’s voice was clear as day, but had an alluring quality. She had big black hair falling over her shoulders in waves. Her dress was pink and it gave a tantalizing view of her breasts as well as her full figure. Her skin was creamy brown and the outline of her ass was particularly appealing to Rio.

“We’re starting off grown and sexy tonight y'all. So if you’re vibing with someone, gon’ head and pull ‘em a little closer. I’m just tryna help y’all possibly end the night on a good note, if you know what I mean.” She winked at the crowd and people laughed as others hollered and whistled.

A familiar beat reached Rio’s ears, taking him back to house parties in his old neighborhood. He remembered talking slick to a fine girl as she danced on him, knowing she was gon let him fuck by the end of the night.

I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts And just the thought of you I can't help but touch myself That's why I want you so bad Just one night of

The sultry sound of her voice traveled from Rio’s ears straight to his dick. He watched as her hips moved side to side as she gripped the mic stand. She was a temptress, an enchantress. Hell, she was a siren and her song was the one calling him home. Home being the absolute treasure he was sure is hiding between her thighs. 

Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I want to be with you In spite of what my heart says I guess I want you too bad All I want is

Her eyes were locking onto different people in the crowd. She was working her magic on everyone. People were partnered up and there was lots of grinding happening on the dance floor. As she looked around, her eyes happened to dart up and land on his. She looked taken aback, but curious. She never once stopped singing and now it seemed like she was singing the words directly to him.

“She’s a beauty, ain’t she?” Shaun asked, but Rio ignored him. His eyes were still locked with Simone’s as she sang. A smile pulled at her lips and her cheeks felt hot so she pulled her eyes away from him to look back toward the crowd. She missed the quick smile that appeared on Rio’s face before he turned his back to the window.

“Have you had any trouble here? Fights? Anyone tryna shake you down?” Rio asked Shaun, who looked perplexed by the sudden topic shift.

“No. I would have called you right away. Like I said, things have been great. Should I be worried or on the lookout?” Shaun asked, his tone taking on a nervous quality.

“Nah, man. Just looking out for my investment. Enjoy your night with your lady friends.” Rio dismissed the other man and Shaun took the exit without hesitation.

“You think they know you got dealings in this place?” Mick asked, once Shaun was gone.

“No, but you can never be too careful.” Rio replied, eyes drifting back toward the stage. She had begun singing a new song. Something a bit more fast paced. “I wanna keep this place as legit as possible. We need something clean in case we run into some trouble. But I aint scared of them. I’ll deal with ‘em when the time’s right.”

Mick merely nodded his head as he finished up the count.

“Everything square?” At Mick’s confirmation, Rio walked over to him. “Go ahead and take everything back to the warehouse. Imma stay and check things out for a bit. Have a drink. I’ll call you in the morning.”

Rio headed down to the bar and got himself a shot of brandy. He nursed his drink as he finished listening to the performance going on. He was in the middle of texting some associates to set up meetings for the next week when applause broke out all around him. He looked up to see Simone walking towards the bar, blowing kisses as she went.

“Ji, baby! Please get me one last malibu pineapple and I’ll love you forever.” She exclaimed, taking a seat one away from Rio. He was watching her interaction with the bartender.

“You better already love me.” The bartender, Ji-hoon, retorted even as he went about making her drink.

“You know I do boo.” She winked, a wide grin on her face. “In fact, I love you so much that I’m leaving you a big tip tonight.”

“Are you trying to buy me? Cause I’m absolutely up for sale.” He smiled, sliding her drink over to her as he leaned on the bar. He glanced over at Rio and nodded his head towards him. “Hey, you need to be topped off?”

“Yeah, man.” Rio answered and Simone finally noticed him sitting there. Ji poured Rio another drink before getting distracted on the other side of the bar by other paying customers. 

Simone made eye contact with him before looking down at her drink and swishing the glass around.

“You have a beautiful voice, mama.”

“Thank you. I appreciate that.” She looked up at him with a smile on her face.

“Interesting choice of song too. I know a couple people here gotta be happy about the assist you gave them.” 

She laughed and shook her head. “Anything for my fans.”

“Anything?” He asked, raising an eyebrow.

“Within reason.” She quickly added.

“So you’ll let me buy your drink, then.” 

It was her turn to raise an eyebrow and she turned around in her stool to face him, legs crossed and her silver heels shining. “So you’re a fan?”

“I am now.”

“I’ve had an open tab all night and I just promised Jian a big tip.”

“Okay.” He shrugged, and her eyes narrowed.

“And what do you want in return for so graciously picking up my tab?” 

A smirk appeared on Rio’s face and he slid one bar stool over to be closer to her. Their eyes never left one another. “I’d love to have a conversation with one of the sexiest women I’ve ever seen in my life.”

Her lights lit up in surprise and delight at his words. That soft smile of hers, returning to her face. “I guess I could swing that. So what’s your name?”

“It’s Rio, sweetheart. It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

“Rio….I like it. I see you’re familiar with Shaun. Y’all friends or something?”

“Or something.” He answered, taking a sip of his drink.

“Or something. That’s not mysterious at all.” She joked.

“I aint no mystery baby. What you see is what you get.”

She snorted. “That’s what they all say.”

“Who?”

“Boys.” She retorted, finishing her drink.

“I’m all man and I’d love to demonstrate just how much of a man I am.” 

She looked back over to him and there was a delicious smirk on his face. No one man should be able to look like that. It’s too much power. “Tempting, but I have plans.”

“At 2 in the morning?” He asked, raising an eyebrow at her.

“Is that judgment I hear in your tone Mr. ‘I-Can’t-Say-How-I-Know-Shaun?’”

Rio had to chuckle. “You got me there.”

She checked her phone and sighed at the time. “I gotta go, but it was nice meeting you Rio. Hope to see you again.” She then asked Ji-hoon to hand her the bag that was hidden behind the bar.

“You will.” He asserted, wondering why she didn’t use the employee lockers he remembered being installed. The thought was erased from his mind by her leaning into his personal space. His hand immediately went to her waist and his fingers grazed the top of her ass.

“I’m counting on it.” She whispered in his ear, before walking away and waving at a couple people as she went. He watched her the whole time and it wasn’t until she reached the exit that she turned her head to look back at him. He knew he had her.

[charmingcentry]

Book Store

Entry for co-workers! Again, I suggest reading on AO3 

AO3

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There are two things that Beca looks forward to about her poorly-paid bookstore job:

1. The free coffee and doughnuts 2. That annoyingly cute redhead who won’t stop talking to her

The brunette has to admit, she loves it - the annoyingly cute redhead to be specific. That cute smile that greets Beca every time she clocks in for her shift, the pre-made cup of coffee with no cream or milk mixed in whatsoever along with the chocolate twist doughnut left in her cubby, it makes Beca’s shift worth it. For two young adults, a shift-lead position at a bookstore wasn’t quite what the two expected but they make their time worthwhile.

-

Beca parks her silver car in the usual spot, the mall parking lot right next to the redhead’s vehicle. Oddly enough, the redhead shows up for her shift extremely early although the store doesn’t open until 9 AM, she arrives around 7 A.M. on the dot for all her shifts, taking in the serene peace and quiet as she strolls about in the outdoor mall. The brunette calls her crazy for that, considering that Beca can’t even wake up that early in the morning - she has dozens of alarms set to make her on time.

The brunette walks through the quiet mall, the sunlight already shining bright at 8:45 A.M… could be why Chloe enjoys these strolls. Beca walks towards the bookstore, expecting to find the redhead waiting outside on the nearby benches, but she was nowhere to be found. Instead, the lights inside were lit and she could see the redhead already doing her job. A smile washes over her face when she notices Chloe dancing, upon further examination, to the music from the earbuds she was wearing. Beca crosses her arms, the smile still remaining on her face. She knocks on the door and the redhead lets out an audible scream, turning towards the entrance of the store.

“You scared me! Thought you were a burglar or something…” Chloe states, unlocking the entrance of the store for the brunette. Beca rolled her eyes as she walked in, avoiding the staff room since she doesn’t have to clock in yet.

“Who would rob a book store? I mean yeah reading is cool and all but really? Who would rob…” Beca examines the tables full of books around her and selects one at random. “So You’ve Been Publicly Shamed… okay, actually this one is good.”

Chloe lets out a laugh as she unplugs her earbuds and walks back towards Beca, grabbing the book from her hands to examine. “I’ve been meaning to read this one… is it any good?”

“It’s really comedic and has dark humor, I enjoyed it,” Beca responds, examining other novels in the store, flipping through the pages in some. The redhead lets out what sounds like a “hm” sound and immediately turns on her heel. Chloe runs off to the back room and Beca slowly follows behind her, wondering what excited the redhead so much. The brunette is then greeted with her coworker, holding a container filled with a baked good of some sort and a cup of coffee. “I, well, I heard that there wasn’t going to be any today so I figured to get you some to like… keep you energized.” Beca tried to prevent her incoming smile, how thoughtful of the redhead. “Here you go…”

Chloe hands Beca her food and the two stand in the doorway of the staff room and store, looking at each other. “Thanks.” The brunette adds after a couple of beats. “Uh, you really didn’t have to do this for me y’know?”

The redhead only shrugs when notices the time and walks back in to clock herself in. “I don’t mind… I mean you seem really happy when you have your breakfast here so.” Chloe says, waiting for Beca to clock in herself as she takes the brunette’s coffee to hold. “That and usually you on a full stomach prevents you from snapping at customers so…”

The brunette rolls her eyes as she presses her thumb on the fingerprint scanner. “That was one time!” Chloe narrows her eyes at Beca as she hands her coffee back. “In my defense… well actually I don’t have any, but she was really dumb. I mean, who asks where our best selling books are? We have a table literally right there for those books when you first enter!”

“I guess… you really scared her.” Chloe says, noticing the entrance of the store opening up. She notices other employees walking in, the tacky nametags pinned on their regular shirt - there was an arts and crafts day amongst the employees, wasn’t quite the best and now everyone is stuck with glittery sparkly tags. “Well, see you ‘round Becs looks like all the schools are out for summer and you know what that means~”

“God don’t remind me… hope that one group of teenagers don’t come in… they ruined my beautiful stack of Stephen King books!” Beca groans, walking into the backroom to store her personal belongings in the cubby. She awkwardly waves at other employees and she slips her bag into the cubby when she notices a small navy blue piece of paper inside. The brunette furrows her eyebrows and frowns when she pulls it out, noticing there are words written on it.

“The way I feel about him [her] is like a heartbeat -- soft and persistent, underlying everything.” ― Becky Albertalli, Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda

Beca glances left and right, trying to figure out who would write this to her. The brunette gulps loudly as she carefully folds the paper into quarters, slipping the navy blue paper carefully inside of her small backpack. She takes a deep breath before heading back out, her nerves almost relieved when she sees Chloe look back at her and wink as she organizes a stack of books somehow already disorganized. Beca smiles as she walks around the store, distracting herself from that note.

--- “I- I mean a note? From one of like my favorite books? Wh- who would write that to me!” Beca yells, waving her hands around in the air dramatically as she paces around her small condo shared with her best friend Emily Junk. “Like who would know that! I mean it’s been bothering me all day, like an itch I can’t friggin’ scratch! Or like when you get a hair in your mouth but you can’t seem to find it… ugh!” The brunette groans out, throwing herself against the couch that Emily is sitting on.

“W-well, have you thought of… thinking of who would know stuff like that? Maybe?” Emily asks hesitantly, worried that her friend’s frustrated outburst might affect her thoughts on the question asked. Beca only sits up to her belief and she just sits there, wrinkling her nose as she thinks through a list of people from her workplace.

“Nope.”

Emily quirks up an eyebrow, leaning back into the couch. “Really? Not even anyone you… I don’t know, close with?”

Beca scrunches her face up once again and lets out a sigh. “I mean there’s Chloe but what are the chances that she actually likes me back Em?”

The taller of the two only shakes her head and drops all her weight into the couch even more. “I mean… to me, you guys are like a couple kind of. She brings you food and stuff… you two always spend time with each other, you’re nicer to her than you are to me…” Beca gapes her mouth open.

“Hey! I’m nice.” Beca pouts, crossing her arms in front of her as she snatches an M&M from a bowl on their coffee table. “But… there’s no way it could be Chloe. Right?”

Emily only shrugs, taking an M&M for herself, she wasn’t sure if the candy on the table was available for her to take freely. Beca continues snacking on the chocolate candy, her face tense and jaw tightened. There’s no way it could be Chloe.

- Beca sprints into the bookstore, fastening the name tag on her purple-striped shirt as she speed-walks into the clock in area. The brunette had stayed up all night, thinking about the words Emily had said the previous night, looks like her 10 alarms weren’t enough to wake the employee up in time. She walks into the staff room, seeing Chloe adjusting her pin when she notices Beca. The redhead laughs at the frenzied mess that Beca is and walks over to her friend, grabbing a lock of her hair.

“Woke up late Becs?” Chloe chuckles as she notices how frizzy and knotted her friend’s hair is. Beca only nods, ignoring the sudden butterflies in her stomach when Chloe had touched her hair - the redhead was known for her lack of personal boundaries. Beca walks over to the time clock. “Oh you don’t have to, I already did it for you.”

Beca immediately whips her head around back towards Chloe. “How? It requires my fingerprint.”

“Remember before the whole fingerprint thing we had pins? I just used that.” Beca is still staring at Chloe with an expression of terror and amusement on her face. “I guessed… I mean, I expected your pin to be your birthday anyways…” The brunette opens her mouth but is cut off by Chloe again. “Don’t worry about the whole policy… you’re only 10 minutes late, I just told them you clocked in and went to the bathroom. It’s believable.”

“I- well, thank you so much dude that’s nice of you to do.” Chloe leans her head out of the room, noticing the fairly empty store with the exception of two other employees stocking the shelves with new arrivals.

“Wanna talk?” Chloe walks over to the refreshment table and grabs the doughnuts and coffee already made. “There’s food in it for you~”

Beca rolls her eyes and accepts the offer, sitting down at a small plastic table with Chloe on the other end. “For a Monday morning during the summer… I’d figure the mall would be busier y’know? With kids mainly since adults have work.” The brunette says, taking a bite of a chocolate doughnut

“I know right? I guess everyone is sleeping in or something… including you.” The redhead teases, poking out her tongue at the brunette.

“Hey! I’ll have you know this is my first time being late…”

Chloe rolls her eyes as she tears a piece from her sprinkle doughnut. “You’re lucky I saved your ass.”

“From who? Our manager isn’t even here… if he were he’d be yelling at us to go educate some kids to read or some crazy bullshit.”

The redhead lets out a small laugh, scoffing down the piece of doughnut. “Probably…”

Beca looks over to her cubby and grabs her backpack with one hand with the intention of placing her belongings away until she remembers. The brunette’s heart rate picked up, wondering if she should confront Chloe about the whole note thing. She tightens the grip on her backpack strap as she takes another piece of her doughnut. She didn’t even notice she’s been staring at it the entire time.

“Becs, you alright there?” Chloe questions, placing her hand on top of Beca’s. The brunette is startled and snaps her head to the redhead. “Yeah, I just…” She opens the zipper of her small bag and pulls out the little paper. “I got this yesterday, in my cubby.” Chloe takes the paper and examines it closely.

“ ‘The way I feel about her is like a heartbeat -- soft and persistent, underlying everything.’ “ The redhead repeats in a lively voice, a smile spreading across her face. “Does Beca Mitchell have a secret admirer?” Chloe asks, handing back the slip of paper, leaning in closer to the brunette.

“I- well, I don’t know… do you have any clue who it may be?” The brunette asks, standing up to throw her trash away, Chloe does the same.

“Nope. Whoever it is must be totally head over heels for you.” The redhead asks, standing nearby the cubbies when Beca begins to leave the break room.

“Yeah, maybe. Alright well, I better help them set up shop and stuff… talk to you later Beale!”

Beca walks out of the break room and Chloe pretends to follow, only stopping once she saw Beca walk into the main part of the store to help their fellow co-workers. The redhead walks back inside the break room to her own cubby which is coincidentally right next to Beca’s. Chloe slips out a purple-colored paper from her own bag and carefully slides the note to the side of Beca’s backpack. She smiles and leaves the break room, how could Beca be so oblivious?

“I wondered what that was like, to hold someone’s hand. I bet you could sometimes find all of the mysteries of the universe in someone’s hand.” ― Benjamin Alire Sáenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

--

Beca examines at the now seven book quotes laid in front of her with Emily by her side. The papers are vibrant and colorful and the handwriting certainly matches every time. A significant detail that Emily noticed was the little carrot that would be drawn on the corner of the paper. It’s been a week since the brunette has been first receiving the quotes and each time, they get a bit more love-related.

Tuesday: “Your heart's desire is to be told some mystery. The mystery is that there is no mystery.” ― Cormac McCarthy, Blood Meridian

Beca had found the little note from Tuesday in her cubby as always, it was an orange slip of paper. This quote was from another one of her favorite novels, this person sure did know a lot about the brunette’s personal life.

Wednesday: “Just think you’re meant to meet some people. I think the universe nudges them into your path.” ― Becky Albertalli, Adam Silvera What If It's Us

Beca had cried when the book first released, she stayed up until 3 A.M. just to finish reading the book and was extremely touched by the quote when she first read it. One of the first people she had discussed the book about was Chloe, they spent most of their break and time after their shift talking about the universe and the signals that it sends people.

Thursday: “Everything's uglier close up," she said. "Not you," I answered.” ― John Green, Paper Towns

Beca laughed at this one, the paper was the color pink and enjoyed the compliment that it came along with. Chloe saw Beca reading the paper and the brunette didn’t notice the immense amount of blushing that spread over the redhead’s face, Beca was too enamored over the witty quote.

Friday: “It is impossible to manufacture or imitate love.” – Professor Slughorn (Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince)

Harry Potter has always been one of Beca’s favorite book series, still is. She remembers one of the first things she did when she met Chloe was discuss how the Harry Potter series inspired the brunette to become an author… that clearly didn’t turn out the way she wanted to but after working at a book store, maybe she’ll settle in her music producing dream.

Saturday: “I always wanted to stumble into someone like you.” ― Adam Silvera, They Both Die at the End

This book made Beca cry even though she knew the ending. Chloe was there when the brunette had read the book, every word, every sentence, every flip of a page, every part of the book experienced was shared with that redhead. The brunette fell asleep in Chloe’s arms the night of, the finished book laying on top of her steadily breathing chest.

When it was laid out in front of Beca, that’s when it hit her suddenly. Well, with the little help of Emily who actually smacked the brunette’s arm after she still was oblivious of who could be sending her friend these notes. The brunette never really realized… how blind could she have been? Maybe all those times where she could feel her stomach doing flips every time Chloe would smile at her, or maybe when Beca’s hands became extra clammy when she first interacted with the social butterfly, the brunette just couldn’t realize it. She shakes her head in denial.

“N-no, it can’t be Chloe. Sh-she’s just a friend Emily.” The taller of the two lets out a frustrated sigh.

“Are you kidding me Beca? I’m sorry but… you’re about as blind as a bat… sorry.” Beca tugs at her bottom lip and reads over the quotes once more, those flashbacks of her and Chloe flooding through her mind. “Beca c’mon the signs are so clear!” The brunette glances at the clock.

“I’ve got to go.”

Beca exits out of the condo in a flustered manner, not noticing Emily calling after the confused brunette. She rushes down to the parking garage and starts her car, immediately driving out of the parking lot. Her hands grip tightly on the steering wheel as she begins her drive to work, the time nearing 8:45 A.M. when she typically would show up. Yet right now, the brunette is distracted. She’s distracted and there’s no way in hell it could Chloe sending those notes… there’s just no way.

The brunette parks her car next to the redhead’s as always and makes her way downstairs, fastening the name tag on her t-shirt as she walks slowly down the escalators. Beca walks into her workplace, 9:00 A.M. on the dot and as she strolls into the back room where she finds Chloe slipping a piece of paper into her cubby. The minute she turns around, the two stand there, staring intensely at one another.

“Beca! Hey! I- uh, didn’t think you… I- hi.” The brunette gulps as she walks closer towards her cubby where Chloe is still standing. “I, uhm, I guess you’ve been getting my notes?” The redhead moves aside, allowing Beca to access her cubby. The brunette retrieves the piece of paper that Chloe had left her and doesn’t read it. Beca slips it into her back pocket and simply puts her backpack into the cubby, still not saying a word. “Beca are you okay?”

The brunette turns to Chloe, she can’t even look her in the eye. “Y-yeah… I just need to, get to work.” Beca turns on her heel, immediately rushing towards the cash registers. The redhead looks back at the doughnuts and coffee she had made for the brunette but rushes over to Beca.

“Hey, what’s wrong?” Chloe reaches out to touch the brunette who pulls her arm away from the redhead. “Becs?”

“Just… I really need to work Chlo. Alright?”

The redhead bites her bottom lip and nods. “Oh… okay. Do you want me to bring you something to eat or drink?” Beca only shakes her head as she continues focusing on the cash register. “Okie… just don’t go snapping at customers again!” Chloe laughs nervously.

“Yeah, I won’t.” Beca deadpans, walking over to the bookshelves to a nearby customer. Chloe could feel the tears brimming to her eyes like she was about to explode. The redhead takes a shaky breath and she organizes the bookmark rack by the checkout area.

Beca and she didn’t talk for the rest of the day.

-

“Beca, you did what!” Emily screeches as she jumps up and down one time. Beca has her head in her hands and is staring at the unfolded orange slip of paper on the two’s coffee table.

“I- I panicked Emily! It was true. She was the one giving me the notes and once I knew that, I just… I just freaked out! What was I supposed to do?”

Emily shakes her head and sits next to her frustrated friend. “Look I know you can be stupid at some times… sorry. But are you kidding me? The person you’re basically in love with like, you just flee Beca? I thought you were done with running.”

The brunette clenches her jaw. “I- it’s not that simple Emily.”

“Open the note.”

“What?”

“Open the note Beca.”

The brunette looks at her friend with watery eyes, when Emily became bossy Beca knew she had to follow her instructions. Beca reluctantly reaches out for the orange slip of paper in front of her and unfolds it carefully. The brunette begins to cry.

“What does it say?” Beca clears her throat. “ ‘After all this time?’ ‘Always,’ said Snape. — J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows…” the brunette folds the paper once again and Emily slowly wraps her arms awkwardly around Beca’s crying body. “W-what do I do Em? I don’t wanna lose her like she's my best friend - no offense (“None taken”) - and it would just hurt to lose her.”

Emily sits on the couch with her crying best friend for a moment, thinking of what to say. She then has a light bulb moment. “Hey, Beca?” She hears a muffled response of what she assumes to be some form of an acknowledgment. “Go gather all the books you’ve read in the past few weeks… I think I know how to fix this.”

-

“Beca, wake up.” The brunette groans as she covers her face with a pillow, knowing well none of her alarms have been set off. “Becaaa, come on!” Emily grabs one of the brunette’s arms and drags her out of the pillow she attempted to conceal her self with. Beca looked at Emily then at the clock, it was only 6:30 A.M.

“Dude, what did you wake me up so early f- Oh shit!” Beca hops out of bed, rushing straight towards the bathroom, grabbing her work name tag on the way.

“Don’t you need your towel to shower Beca?”

Beca screams from the bathroom, hopping into a pants leg. “I showered last night!” The brunette buttons her pants and drapes on a green button-up, pinning her name tag on the shirt. She brushes her teeth frantically as she goes back into her room, finding Emily holding a baby pink paper - they spent a couple of hours going through school supply stores to find a specific shade. “Thanks, Em, I’ll tell you how it goes down!”

Before Emily could say goodbye, the door slams shut and she hears footsteps running down the hallway. “Heh, go get em Beca.”

The brunette starts her car, trying to keep herself awake although it is the ungodly hour when no one should even be awake, with the exception of one person, Chloe Beale. Beca pulls out of the garage and tries her best to not go over the speed limit that much, keeping her car at a steady pace. She eventually makes the right onto the street where her work is located and parks her car, lo and behold Chloe has just arrived as well.

The brunette exits and sees Chloe raising an eyebrow at Beca, her hand holding a sweater. “Why are you here so early? Got another person to run from?” The redhead snaps, walking past the brunette, straight towards the elevator.

“Hey, Chloe come on, let me explain, I’m so sorry about yesterday.” Beca pleads, trying to follow Chloe into the elevator. Before the doors close, the redhead looks the brunette straight in the eye.

“Fine. Only if you can beat me downstairs.” Chloe leans over to press the button that closes the doors of the elevators. “Good luck with that Becs.” The door closes and Beca’s heart rate quickens as she turns right on her heel, frantically moving her legs down the escalators, this definitely counts as today’s cardio. She keeps her eyes on the elevator, not letting that machine go past Beca even for one second - the redhead is known for her passive-aggressiveness.

The brunette is on the second floor when she realizes the elevator is about to hit the first floor. In a split second, Beca uses the last bit of her energy to sprint down the stairs, meeting Chloe at her elevator the minute the doors open, Beca putting her hands on her knees as she catches her breath.

“Becs you alright?” Chloe asks, letting a small laugh escape. “You know I didn’t really… mean it. I was just joking with you. I was going to open it then I saw you run so…”

Beca waves her hand in dismissal to Chloe’s comment. “All… is… good.” The brunette stands up and takes one final breath. “But Chloe what I did yesterday… that was really shitty of me to do.” The two begin a small stroll around the mall, Beca follows the path Chloe takes in the morning. “Look I, I run from things as you probably know by now and just… when I saw you put that note I sort of… panicked.”

Chloe looked over at Beca as they continued walking. “Why’s that?”

The brunette tugged at her bottom lip as she fumbled with the slip of paper in her pants pocket. “Just, I- … I like you too. Like a lot.” The two stop in their tracks and face one another. “And I guess I really never… settled with that? Because just, the minute I met you I knew that I felt a lot for you and I sort of, kind of, definitely panicked when I found out you like me too. And that’s why I overreacted and ignored you which I definitely shouldn’t have done and I’m sorry.”

“Bec-

“No- that’s not all.” Beca reached for the paper in her pocket. “I also made you this since like, notes are your thing and shit…” The brunette hands the paper to Chloe and the redhead takes it. She unfolds the paper and reads the words written in Beca’s sharp small handwriting, in the corner a pair of headphones are drawn in. Chloe smiles and looks back at Beca.

“I love it…”

The brunette. “Y-you do? Thank god because Emily and I stayed up all night trying to find a quote and I-

Beca’s rambling is cut off by a pair of lips on her own. The brunette melts into the kiss and places her hands around the redhead’s waist, holding her gently. Chloe hums in response and moves her hands to run through Beca’s hair. The two book store employees stand in the middle of a closed mall, kissing one another like there’s no one else in the world. They pull away for air and press their foreheads against each other’s, smiling at each other. Beca’s nudges her nose against Chloe’s and kisses her once more, taking into account how soft Chloe’s face feels. They pull away once again and Chloe slips her hand into Beca’s. Finally.

“How could I have ever been ashamed of loving Dante Quintana?” - Benjamin Alire Saenz, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe

-- If there are two things that Beca looks forward when going into work it’s: 1. That annoyingly cute redhead of hers who loves to greet Beca with a kiss 2. The little notes left in her cubby along with her favorite, a chocolate doughnut, and coffee.

[haledamage]

OC Interview: Liv Ramsey

a slightly more different interview with Liv XD @captainofthefallen​ open tagged and I didn’t need any much encouragement, so here you go. Gonna put most of it under a cut because it got really long. 

I want to do this with Kira, too, but I couldn’t decide which romance route, and since some of the answers would obviously be different depending, I decided not to. (if someone wants to reply to this and tell me which Bravo Boy you want to see Kira awkwardly pretend she isn’t attracted to, I’ll do this for her as well :))

Rules:

1. Choose an OC.

2. Answer as that OC.

3. Tag 5 people to do the same  I was gonna say I’m not tagging anyone, but I’m gonna actually tag @queen-scribbles​ for one of her Wayhaven Detectives because I love them :3

1. What is your name?

“Raphael.” She grins playfully, as sharp and bright as a blade. She’s fidgeting restlessly with what looks to be a 9mm bullet. You’re unsure if it’s meant to be a threat or if she just needs something to do with her hands. “Okay, not really. I’m Liv. Olivia Ramsey. Charmed, I’m sure.”

2. Do you know why are you named that?

“I don’t know for a fact that I am named that. It’s just what they called me, and I decided to keep it.” She slips the bullet into some hidden pocket in the simple, well-tailored black suit she’s wearing and leans back, picking absently at her chipped blood-red nail polish. “As for Raphael, that’s my rank. Like a callsign, you could say. Or a nickname. I’ve got pretty attached to it in the last month or so.”

3. Are you single or taken?

She scowls. “I never liked to phrase it that way. ‘Taken,’ like I’ve been kidnapped or somethin’.” She pauses, studying your face like she’s trying to figure out how much to tell you. “But I assume you’re askin’ if I’m in a relationship, and I guess I am. Sorta. I’m pretty sure.” 

She takes a deep breath and lets it out in a long sigh. “I am in love with a man who is also in love with me and that I sometimes share a bed with. That I share a lot of things with. He’s also technically my boss, and if anyone knew about it, they’d try to use me to get to him. I’d be tortured and killed and that’s if I’m lucky. So it’s, y’know, a bit complicated.”

She leans forward in her chair suddenly, all the kindness draining from her face. “This stays between us, right, sweetheart? I’m not gonna let you put Gabriel in any danger over this.” She sits back and just like that her smile is back. “And before you ask, no. I haven’t seen his face. Everyone always asks me that. It’s not safe yet. No tellin’ who else might be watching.” Her smile softens into something fond, almost sweet. “I can wait. He’s worth it.”

4. Have any abilities or powers?

“I’m a good sweet-talker. Good at gettin’ people to tell me things or makin’ ‘em listen. I prefer to do it with a smile, but,” she pauses, a shadow of something very dangerous in her pale eyes, “well, sometimes people are stubborn. I got other ways to make ‘em talk, too.”

“Besides that, I move fast, I can be real quiet when I need to… or real loud, if that’s what’s called for instead. Pretty good at patching up wounds. Less good at causing them, but hey, no one’s perfect.” She shrugs one shoulder.

5. Stop being a Mary Sue.

She laughs, loud and joyful and maybe a little unhinged. “Oh, I fuckin’ wish. You know what’d I’d do if I had super powers and shit?” Her laughter quiets, but she keeps chuckling. “Maybe it’s better if you don’t.”

6. What’s your eye color?

“Blue. Not much to say about it, really. Lotsa people have blue eyes.”

7. How about your hair color?

She tugs on a strand of her long hair, currently falling loosely around her shoulders and down her back. “It’s red, right now. I change it sometimes, when the mood strikes, but I like red. I think only Mouse and Gabriel know my natural hair color, and I’d prefer to keep it that way.” She taps her index finger on her thigh, thinking. "Maybe Michael knows. I dunno how much Gabriel tells him. I don't think he'd really care about somethin’ like that. Bigger fish to fry and all."

8. Have any family members?

“I mean, I’ve got the Archangels. Beyond them, no. Don’t need anyone else.”

9. Oh? How about pets? 

She brightens suddenly. “I have a kitten! Her name’s Ruby. Here, I think I have a picture.” She pulls her phone out of her pocket and scrolls through it for a moment before holding it out to you. On the screen is a picture of a kitten, about three or four months old, with fluffy gray fur and curious blue eyes. It seems to be laying on what looks like a black hockey mask. “Raquel’s probably still a little pissed at me for keeping her, but… well, it did kinda save her life.”

10. That’s cool, I guess. Now, tell me something you don’t like?

“I don’t like being shot at,” she says dryly, then she smirks. “I don’t like when people threaten my friends. If I had a dime for every time someone threatened to hurt Mouse in order to get me to talk, I could retire somewhere tropical.” She laughs to herself, one quick, amused ‘ha!’. “I’d like to see them try. He may be little, and quiet, but I don’t recommend underestimating him. It’ll be the last thing you ever do.” 

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?

“I’m an artist. You’ve probably seen some of my work, if you’ve ever been to Manhattan. A couple of them were even done legally.” Her smile is warm, and there’s still laughter in her eyes. “I’m a painter. I mean, when I have time. I got lots of sketchbooks I fill up when I don’t have the time to put things on canvas or concrete. I’m also a pretty good chess player.” Her smile turns a little wicked. “Ask Rook how good I am at it. I wonder if he’s still sore about losin’ to me. I don’t think Bishop’s ever gonna let him live it down.”

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?

“Are you kidding me?” She laughs. “I have hurt people in any way you can imagine and several ways you probably can’t. I don’t like to do it… well, just between you and me, sometimes I do like it.” She straightens the light blue tie she wears. “But either way, it’s part of the job. And I'm very good at my job.”

13. Ever… killed anyone before?

“Oh yeah. Plenty of them.” She shrugs, like she’s not bothered at all by it, but she won’t quite meet your eyes. “If it makes you feel any better, they were bad people. Probably. Most of them were, at least.” She smiles warmly at you, the tension in her expression gone like it was never there. “Don’t worry, we don’t kill innocents or civilians. Even nosy ones.”

14. What kind of animal are you?

“I dunno. Probably like a coyote or somethin’. One of those animals that can survive in almost any environment. The ones that stubbornly refuse to die.”

15. Name your worst habits?

“I run off at the mouth, especially if I’m scared or hurt or nervous. Not, like--” she pauses, as if looking for the right words “I don’t give away information or anything like that. I’m not a snitch. I just… I’m a bit of a smartass, and a bit of a flirt, and in situations where I should probably not be talking, I’m doin’ one of those instead. Michael says it’ll get me killed one day. Sometimes he says he’ll be the one to do it.” She grins. “He doesn’t mean it. He adores me. Don’t let him tell you different.”

She slouches back in her chair, crossing her legs at the knee. “Besides that, I can’t sit still worth shit and I always forget to do the dishes. Also, don’t hand me any important paperwork because I will draw on it.”

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?

“Nope. Never really had anyone to look up to. Well, maybe…” she pauses, her eyes distant. “Maybe Kaidan. Never had anyone take a chance on me before he did. He’s the reason I’m here now. The reason I’m an Archangel. He’s kinda my… mentor, in a way.” She smiles to herself. “Him and Gabriel. But I can’t exactly say I look up to Gabriel, y’know? That gets into weird territories, when you consider my relationship with him.” 

17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?

“Are those my only choices? ‘Cause those are not the only sexual orientations out there, sweetheart. I’m pansexual.” She spreads her arms out in an inviting way. “I’m an equal opportunity gal.” 

18. Did you attend school?

“Sure. New York public schools. I even graduated. For Mouse, more than for myself. If I dropped out, he woulda done so too, and I didn’t want to drag him down with me.” She looks down, sadness in her eyes for a moment. “Guess I did anyway. Some best friend I turned out to be.” 

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?

“I don’t really care one way or the other about marriage, but if I ever have kids they’ll be adopted. I wanna give some kid the kind of home, the kind of family, that I never got to have. Unconditional and all that shit.”

20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?

“Obviously.” She tosses her hair over her shoulder dramatically, then laughs. “Nah. If people know who I am, I’m not doin’ my job right, and if people are out there bein’ fans of the Archangels, then it’s Michael and Gabriel they’re swooning over, not Raphael.”

21. What are you most afraid of? 

Her face goes abruptly blank and cold. “Being abandoned. Being alone. I’ve been there before… before Mouse, before the Archangels. I’ll burn this whole fuckin’ city to the ground if that’s what it takes to keep them safe. I’m not ever going back to that. Not ever.”

22. What do you usually wear?

“Usually?” She looks down at herself. “Oh, you’re askin’ about the suit! It’s standard Archangel uniform. Black suit, blue tie, mask.” She pulls a hockey mask out of the inside pocket of her suit jacket. It’s black and has what appears to be a cascade of red roses down the right side of it. “You like it? I designed it myself.”

She puts the mask back away. “When I’m not working, I like layers. Tank tops and flannel shirts and leather jackets. Skinny jeans or leggings or skirts and tights. Dresses short enough to stop traffic. Red and pink and yellow and black. A bit of Archangel blue sometimes, too, these days.” She tugs on her light blue tie again. “Rook told me I looked like a ‘punk rock supermodel’ once. Nicest thing he’s ever said to me.”

23. What’s one food that tempts you?

“Gabriel bakes the best fuckin’ cookies you will ever eat. There is a small chance I fell for those cookies before I fell for him.”

24. Am I annoying you?

She waves a dismissive hand. “Nah. I’ll take any excuse to talk about myself.”

25. Well, it’s still not over!

She smiles that knife-sharp grin again and runs her tongue over her bottom lip. “So when do I get to ask you questions, sweetheart? I’ll make it worth your time.” 

26. What class are you (low/middle/high)?

She tilts her head to one side thoughtfully. “Y’know, I have no fuckin’ idea. I live in a pretty swanky apartment right now, but I don’t own it. I have a decent amount of money squirreled away, but most of it’s stolen. All of the above, I guess. I’m a homeless kid who lives in the penthouse suite.”

27. How many friends do you have?

She stops to think for a second. “Fourteen.” She looks surprised and clearly is counting them again in her head. “Wow. Fourteen. Huh. You know, two months ago the answer to that question was ‘one.’ Even if we’re just talking close friends, the answer’s still eight. I’m not… I got no idea what to say to that.”

28. What are your thoughts on pie?

“I prefer cake, but I don’t mind pie either. Just don’t ask me to bake one. And if I do, I don’t recommend you eat it.”

29. Favorite drink?

“Tea with milk and sugar. Pretty sure it’s Mouse’s fault. That’s how it works, right? Blame your tea-drinking habits on your British friends.” She laughs lightly. “I’ve got too many fuckin’ British friends.”

30. What’s your favorite place?

“I like Father Murdock’s. I like the juxtaposition of it all. Church upstairs, black market downstairs. Nuns carrying AKs. It’s just ridiculous enough that it almost doesn’t seem real.” She sighs and her smile slips a little. “Favorite place used to be the Mill, but I guess we can’t go back there now. Gotta find a new base of operations.”

31. Are you interested in anyone?

“Why, you hopin' you got a shot?” She looks you over slowly, a playful smirk spreading across her face. “I mean, you've already asked me if I was 'taken'. Since I am, it obviously means I'm interested in someone. Or are you asking if I'm interested in someone else?” 

She stops to really think about it. “These days, I'm surrounded by a lot of gorgeous, interesting people. People that, in a different situation, I’d probably be real interested in. But if Gabriel's in the room, the rest of the world may as well not exist. He’s magnetic. It doesn’t make sense for a man to be so goddamn attractive when the only part of him not covered is his eyes and even that’s only sometimes, but I know I’m not the only one drawn to him. I’m just the lucky one.” She chuckles, and that fond smile is back, the same one she wore last time she spoke about Gabriel. “I always thought that 'I only have eyes for you' thing was a bit sappy, but damn if it isn't true.”

32. That was a stupid question…

“Nah, don’t worry about it.” She waves it off like she’s already forgotten about it, then smirks at you again. “If you’re actually interested, though, I got a few friends I could introduce you to. We can talk about it later.”

33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?

“Ugh. I hate swimming. I’m not really a, uh, outdoorsy type.” She taps a fingernail against her bottom lip, thinking. “I guess a lake, if I had to choose. Less sharks and shit.”

34. What’s your type?

“You sure are askin’ a lot of questions about my love life, sweetheart. I guess it’s lucky for you that you caught me at a time I actually have one.” She chuckles and sits back in her chair, staring at the ceiling while she thinks. 

She’s quiet for a long moment, then leans forward suddenly, her pale blue eyes intense. “You know what’s the most attractive thing a person can have, regardless of gender? Competence. There is nothing sexier than someone who knows their shit and does it well. That confidence someone has when they’re really good at something and they know it.”

She sits back again, some of that intensity draining away. “I’ve never had anything specific physically that draws my attention. Lucky for Gabriel, I guess, since I was already long in love with him before I really saw any of him. He’s got real good shoulders, though, y’know? Broad. Strong. Stubborn.” She laughs at the last one.

35. Any fetishes?

“Dunno. Most of my sexual experience has been pretty vanilla so far. Might be fun to find out.”

36. Camping or outdoors?

“No thanks. I did enough sleepin’ outside when I was homeless for a few months. No way in hell I'm sleeping outside on purpose. I’d prefer a roof over my head, if it’s all the same to you.”

She waits for you to ask another question, but when you don’t she just nods. “All right, good talk. This was fun.” She stands from her chair and straightens out her suit, then offers you a hand to shake. Her handshake is strong and confident, her skin warm. “You need to find me again, go see Father Murdock. Tell Greg you’re lookin’ for Raphael. He knows how to get in touch.” She walks away, steps fast and purposeful and almost silent, and you follow her outside.

She pulls a black ski mask out of her pocket and puts it on, covering her face except for her eyes and mouth and tucking her hair underneath it, then pulls that hockey mask out again and puts it on over it. She takes out a pair of black leather gloves and pulls them on too. When she looks back at you, there’s no sign of the woman underneath except for the pale blue eyes; if you hadn’t just been talking with her, you’re not sure you’d even know she was a woman, the suit and masks erasing any signs of personality or identity.

She waves jovially. “If I were you, I’d find someplace to lay low for a little while,” she says, and even her voice is different: colder, harder, her slight New York accent gone like it had never been there. “It’s not safe around here at this time of day. All kinds of dangerous people around.”

As if on cue, a black SUV pulls up nearby. The passenger-side front window rolls down and the back door opens. Inside, there are four other people wearing the same black suit and blue tie, their faces all covered by hockey masks. There seems to be no theme or color scheme among the masks. You wonder if any of them are the Gabriel that she spoke so highly of.

“Heya, boss,” a friendly, Welsh-accented voice calls from the front passenger seat. “You get what ya needed?”

Liv doesn’t reply, instead just pulling herself smoothly into the open seat in the back next to one very large man in body armor with a shotgun in his lap and one very small man with an open laptop in his. They both nod at her as she sits down, and she puts a friendly hand on the smaller man’s shoulder. He must be Mouse, you assume.

The driver calls out to you, and he also has a Welsh accent. “Might be best to forget you ever saw us.”

“And ya best hope you never see us again,” says the front passenger. Her accent and cadence of speaking are so similar to the driver’s you’re pretty sure they’re related.

Liv nods to you once more, then closes her door. You see the large man hand her what you’re pretty sure is some type of submachine gun. The driver gives you a jaunty salute and then they drive away. 

You stare into the space where the SUV had been for a long moment. You should probably ask your boss for a raise; there’s no way you’re getting paid enough to interview Archangels.

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #232

“i’ve never bought a suit before in my life, but when you go to meet god, you know you wanna look nice.”

Do you have trouble typing when the room is dark? No, I don't look at the keyboard. When’s the last time you had a headache? I had an abomination of a three-day-long headache before my cycle like a week or two back or something. How often do you take surveys? Not as much as I used to now that I actually have school, but occasionally. What did you last write on paper? I think some items to Mom's shopping list? Does anything on your body hurt? No. What do you currently hear? "Bullet" by Hollywood Undead. I can hear cars outside, as well as Bentley biting himself incessantly. Sounds gross. Do you have any goals you’re trying to fulfill? As for in the near future, hopefully - I'd pray if I believed in it by this point - start losing weight again. Grow more in my photography, 1.) because I want this so badly and 2.) there's no way I could handle the stress of school and a "real" job but we're in serious need of money right now. I'd really like to make progress with driving too, but I haven't been able to in months because a headlight in broken, the license plate or whatever is expired, and the car can't pass inspection, so Mom doesn't want me at the steering wheel and get pulled over for it. Being on the borderline poverty line is A BLAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you ever do the dishes? I'mma be real, real honest here. Not really. Reason being we don't have a dishwasher and I am super queasy actually hand-cleaning dirty dishes, I get frustrated because I feel I don't clean them well enough (being a germaphobe is also fun), and my OCD goes absolutely insane trying to play Tetris with the drying rack thingy. All that being said, it's my least-favorite chore. At your house, does everyone eat together as a family? No. We started to drift apart when I was... maybe a pre-teen? When did you last have butterflies in your stomach? Sara decided she wanted to try making out and I was fucking terrified of going too far or scaring her. Are you independent or dependent? I'm embarrassingly dependent. Who last made you smile? My pup. How did you find Bzoink? Taking surveys for so long. What’s your dream job? If travel and heat weren't considered, a meerkat biologist. Do you brush your teeth twice every day? Just once. Do you have a pool? No. Are the streetlights on? We don't have streetlights on my road. When you wear a hoodie, do you pull the sleeves over your hands? Not unless I'm really cold. Do you trust anyone, besides yourself, fully? Sara. I would say Mom, but I'm entirely aware she's lied and made stories up about Dad. Do you believe the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”? No. I've never really understood this. People change. Are you in any advanced classes at school? I bypassed the freshman English class, yeah. Well, is that considered "advanced?" I don't believe it's like an AP course or anything, but it's not a class I'm supposed to be taking as a freshman, so??? How often do you eat your favorite food? Every once in a while. Have you ever fallen asleep on public transport? (including planes) Probably. What was the last TV show you watched? Uhhhh I think it was all the way back when Colleen and I were still friends and we checked out The Good Doctor. Or it was either Parks and Recreation with Sara and her family or Avatar: The Last Airbender, also with Sara. Where was the last place you went on vacation/holiday to? Who’d you go with? The beach with Colleen, her husband, and their son. Well, does that count since it was only for a day? Does the place you work have music playing? What sort? I don't have a job. What’s your favorite type of donut? It varies between chocolate frosted, glazed, and plain. What do you usually eat for breakfast? If I even eat, it'll probably be like, a meal replacement shake or Pop-Tart. Can you touch your toes without bending your knees? Surprisingly. When was the last time you went out for dinner? Like at a sit-down restaurant? Hm. I think it was El Tapatio with my mom and Nicole maybe near two months ago. What was the last thing you said to someone else in person? Idr, something to Mom. Do you use Windows, Mac, Linux, or something else entirely? Windows. How many times do you call someone on the phone a week? Like zero, usually. Have you cooked anything today? What was it? No. Do you have a lot of cousins? What are their names? Yeah. I'm not sharing all their names on the Internet, and besides, I don't even know most. What does your shampoo smell like? I don’t know. What about the body wash or soap you’re using at the moment? I don't remember, even though I got out of the shower like an hour ago. Any movies you’ve seen recently that you’d recommend to me? No, I barely ever watch movies. Why did you last go see a doctor? The primary reason was for my night terrors. Do you know how to play Minesweeper? No. What was the last thing you bought online? A new heat lamp for my snake Venus. Where do you usually park your car? I don't have a car, but Mom parks in the driveway behind the house. Does your mail get delivered to your house or do you have to collect it? It's put in the mailbox on the other side of the road. Are you more logical or creative? Creative, I'd say. Do you cut tags out of clothing so they don’t itch and bother you? Usually. How many times a year do you go on vacation? Pretty much never. Can you curl your tongue or do anything else cool with it? I can curl it a little bit, but my snake eyes piercing prevents me from doing it all that well. What was the last job interview you went to? For a deli position at a Food Lion. Got the job, lasted not even two hours. :^) What embarrassing music do you listen to? I'm not really *embarrassed* of any I listen to. Just kinda surprising to admit to some people sometimes. What’s your biggest talent? Writing, I guess? What’s the best gift you ever received? My dog. What fear would you like to overcome? More than ANYTHING? Probably being judged in a negative way or being seen as "weird," and not in a good way. AvPD is a bitch and makes me less open about myself (mostly just irl, but yeah), which I REALLY don't like. Would you rather ride in a hot air balloon or hang-glide? Hm, hang-glide, maybe. I dunno. What habit would you like to break? Procrastinating, lately. Describe the most romantic moment you’ve ever had. I can think of a few, but here's the one that had the most biggest effect on me, I think. There was one time Jason and I were kissing, I told him I loved him, and he whispered, "I love you too, wife," before going back to kissing me. Remembering that still hurts, a lot. I know now us separating was for the better, I don't want someone who doesn't have faith in my strength, just the memories like those from the time I was convinced our love story was a fairy tale are very painful. Just typing it caused a discomfort in my stomach. What’s your worst personality trait? Laziness, probably. Or impulsiveness. Have you ever cheated on a test? No. What’s your favorite karaoke song? I don't sing karaoke. Do you know anyone with two different colored eyes? I don't believe so. What was the last thing you bought for someone else? Sara's anniversary present, which was a pillow that said something along the lines of, "Hug this pillow until you can hug me" or something. Do you like hot fudge sundaes? My fat ass can't even associate with you if you don't like HOT FUDGE SUNDAES????????????? Do you like to sleep a lot? It's funny, I tend to like naps during the day, yet I don't look forward to trying to go to sleep at night. It always takes longer, and there's also the possibility of just waking back up and struggling to fall back asleep for the rest of the night. Is there a garbage can in the room you’re currently in? No. Have you ever been in a class that you thought you were too smart for? I don't think so. Can you type without looking at the keyboard? Yeah. We had a mandatory typing course in middle school, so I learned it exceptionally well. Have you ever been snorkeling? No. Who was the last person you apologized to? Maybe Sara? Do you throw things when you’re frustrated? NO. I am very conscious of not expressing my anger with physical violence of any sort. How much do you get paid at your current job? N/A Are your friends mostly older than you or younger than you? I think younger. Would you ever get a pet tarantula? Nah. Do you want to dye your hair? Ugh, you have no idea. What’s your favorite zoo animal? Meerkats, duh. Is there anything in your room you’d be ashamed to show to your parents? I'm VERY self-conscious of my artwork, so I'd be mortified if my mom saw my drawings, even though there's nothing "wrong" with them. I'm just shy about 'em. Have you ever accused someone of cheating when they weren’t? Yeah, hence the end of that day-long relationship. Him cheating was a lie from his insane ex, but at the time, I just believed it, but it was absolutely for the better. He wasn't for me. I really shoulda just listened when my art teacher literally took me aside one day and warned me about him. Wha'd'ya know, he wound up on house arrest or something similar, and who the hell knows what he's done by now. When was the last time you played hide and seek? I played with my niece and nephew some months ago. Don’t you hate when people stare at you? Fuckin' yes. I'm too self-conscious for that shit. Have you ever accidentally caught yourself on fire? Well thank god no. Are you Jewish? No. Does anyone copy the things you do? No. Is your dad still alive? Yes, yay. Have you done anything lately that you instantly felt was a mistake? Possibly. What melts your heart/makes your knees weak? Watching Mark with kids causes me severe physical pain. What would you consider unforgivable? Rape. What are your views on spontaneous human combustion? Freaky. Parasite Eve first made me think "oh shit what if this could actually happen," and I've also watched a Shane Dawson video about it, and the idea of it possibly being a real thing is absolutely terrifying. How many dryer sheets do you put in an average load of laundry? I think Mom uses one or two? I dunno. Have you ever felt trapped in a relationship? No. What is your favorite frozen treat? Ice cream. Do you have a sexual fantasy? ...What is it? There's probably something I could think up. Maybe like bang on a church pew or something lmao idk. Who was the last person to insult you? I'm not sure. What color is your brush/comb/whatever? White. Is it wicked hard for you to sleep when its hot in your room? It is almost entirely impossible. Have you ever purposely given someone wrong directions? No, but then again, it's not like I even give them. I have a horrible sense of direction and don't know street names, highway numbers and locations... What is your favorite thing to do with your best friend? I'm not sure. Everything is fun with her. Are you easily offended? It depends. In most contexts, no. Have you ever acted as tour guide for friends/relatives from out of town? Not really. If you were an anime character, would you be a yandere or a tsundere? HAHAHA I AM PAINFULLY A YANDERE. If you have glasses, do you get days when you don’t feel like wearing them? No, because I like to see. Have you ever played bingo at an actual bingo hall? No. Ha ha, this reminds me tho, I can't recall if he did it once or just WANTED to, but my brother may have gone into one, yelled "BINGO," and immediately left. Did your parents ever collect any magazines they didn’t want you to read? Uhhhh no. I'm quiiiiite sure neither of my parents had those. Have you ever pledged money to a Kickstarter and it reached its goal? No. I probably would if I had excess money and really believed in it, though. Is there a color combination that holds a significance to you? Because Jason's favorite thing in the world was the Joker, seeing purple and bright green together is one I just prefer not to see. I wouldn't call it a PTSD trigger, like I don't freak out about it, it's just like an "ugh ew" sorta thing. If you use Facebook, do you ever look at the Memories page? No. I cringe 90% of the time when they pop up. Do you have a drawer where you just throw some random stuff? No. Have you ever had to provide an alibi for something? No. What’s the funniest shirt that you own? I have a Batman one I'm trying to shrink back into that says something like "I wish I was Batman but I'm poor and hate fighting" & I love it. What is something you absolutely refuse to pay for? Idk off the top of my head. Has a stray/runaway cat or a dog ever followed you home? Cats, I think? If so, what did you do with it? Fed it with the other cats, and I'd assume Mom would've called the owner's number if given. If you could grow a beard or a mustache, would you? I'm a cisgender female so like... Is there a stranger you expect to see every day? No. What is something you take pride in? I'm proud of just how deeply and genuinely I care about people. And my writing and photography, mostly. What does the nicest dish set you own look like? All our dishes are literally the same, and they're ancient. I think they were my grandma's but given to Mom. Pattern's worn and everything. They're ceramic with a floral design. Why did you stop working at the last place you were employed? I absolutely cannot be in a position of responsibility or customer service, and the environment was way too busy. What would you do if you found out your ex was pregnant/fathered a child? I... don't know how I would react? Picturing it, I first feel like I'd be so happy for him, but I KNOW my PTSD would act up at some point shortly after and I would probably end up in a bawling ball (lol "bowling ball" that wasn't intended sorry) because "that was supposed to be me," but then I'd be fine again after I got all that emotion out. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in front of you? Someone at school. You can smoke outside, and it's the one thing I don't like about my college. Are you very close to your siblings? Not nearly as close as I wish we were. How often do you watch the news? Never. Do you have a dishwasher? No. What is the worst lie you’ve ever told? I don't like talking about it. Well, it wasn't a lie, but I stretched the truth because anxiety's a goddamn asshole. Where is the last place you drove to? I drove to, probably home. What is your favorite Disney movie? The Lion King. I may even like the live-action remake more, but I can't say with certainty. Do you have a fan in your room? Yeah. What color is your lampshade? I don't have a lamp. Do you like to wear belts? Not anymore. What is the most expensive electronic in your room? This laptop. Only a year old and yet it's so abused with how much it's used. Are you involved with any charity work? I wish I was in the position where I could, anyway. Do you celebrate St. Patrick’s Day? No. Have you ever hatched an egg? OKAY SO! I remember in elementary school, maybe like 1st grade or something, we incubated a chicken egg and hatched it. I can't remember where it went. Do you chew gum on a daily basis? No, I rarely do. What brand shampoo do you use? Suave. When is the last time you went to an amusement park? Years ago shortly before the breakup with Jason and Dillon. Or Dustin. Whatever his name was. Do you have a garden shed in your backyard? Nope. Are you obsessed with anything? Y'all know I don't know how to love in moderation, not even remotely. Do you prefer non-diet or diet soda? I hate diet, and the artificial sweetener also gives me serious headaches. Who was the last person you hugged? My mom, maybe? What did you do when you found out Michael Jackson died? We were swimming in the pool while Mom or Dad was grilling, idr. What’s your best friend’s favorite band? Pink Floyd, Evanescence, and Within Temptation. What’s your favorite kind of beer? Never tried it, don't want to. How do you get songs out of your head? Binge it 'til I'm tired of it lmao. Have you seen all the High School Musicals? I've only seen the first two. Do you dress appropriately for your age? I don't know? Probably not? Do "normal" 23-year-olds wear graphic tees? What’s your favorite word? "Serendipity." What’s the worst sickness you’ve ever had? A serious stomach virus that made me puke all the food I'd eaten since birth. Do you take compliments well? Of course I appreciate them, but I get shy. Are excessive piercings sexy or trashy? Well they're definitely not "trashy," but SERIOUSLY excessive ones, I don't usually find attractive. But it really depends on the person, the size, and where. What do you put on toast? Cinnamon, sugar, and butter. The Southern cinnamon toast. Have you ever watched Fear Factor? I LOVED it when I was younger, and I still enjoy it if I happen to see it. Joe Rogan was one of my earliest crushes, too. How many songs do you have on iTunes? Over 1k. What song reminds you of summer? MAN I remember as a kid, back when I liked country, my sisters and I loved "When The Sun Goes Down" by Kenny Chesney. Big summer vibes. Has a bird ever flown into your window? OH WOW I don't think so, but I do remember one flew into the car's grill when I was very young and going on a trip. Safe to say it died.

[okruee]

Couple Interview Tag by @shysimblr !

rules: answer the questions from your OC otp’s point of view and tag as many people as you want. You can do as many couples as you want it could be an otp you intend to get together but hasn’t got together yet or whatever haha… I’m just nosy and wanna know about your oc’s so tag me if you want!. You can be as creative as you want make a story out of it whatever do it however you want just answer the questions simply its up to you!!

I was tagged by @drogonvalley thank you so much it was a lot of fun!! I wanted to do this with Jamie/Nora bc I just miss them u kno??

1.  How did you two meet?

Nora: Elementary school—We hated each other at first.

Jamie: Yeah, because you tried to find any way you could to get me detention! 

Nora: [laughs] I was a bit of tattle-tale… Our parents ran in the same circles too, so we were forced to see each other a lot. We became friends eventually!

2. Who is the most Jealous of you two?

Nora: Definitely Jamie!

Jamie: How?!

Nora: You’ll fight anyone who gives me the slightest weird look.

Jamie: Yeah, because they made you uncomfortable Nora, not because I’m jealous of them! You on the other hand… You have your moments.

Nora: Hmm, whatever you say!

3. What’re your 3 favourite Physical things about your partner?

Nora: I like his eyes! And his hands, and… his butt!

Jamie: [laughs] I like your butt too

Nora: Thank you! I do squats!

Jamie: You have a cute nose, and you always smell really nice—Does that count?

4. Who’s more likely to be running late?

Nora: I don’t think Jamie has been on time for anything in his entire life.

Jamie: Yeah… Yeah, that’s true.

5. Who is the most organised and who is the messiest?

Jamie: Me, believe it or not! You’d think it be the other way around since she’s always so put together—But Nora’s the messy one for sure.

Nora: I’m not that messy!

Jamie: It’s like a tornado’s come through our bedroom every time you get ready! And the bathroom--

Nora: I swear to god if you bring up make-up—

Jamie: She’s taken over the entire bathroom counter! How much make-up does one person need?!

Nora: ANYWAY, next question!

6. Who is the bigger flirt? (flirts the most?)

Jamie: Nora.

Nora: Yeah, I’d say it’s me!

7. Who does the most cooking?

Jamie: We mostly cook together—

Nora: Because Jamie can’t cook anything to save his life.

Jamie: I wouldn’t say that--

Nora: You never follow recipes and regularly put sugar in our food thinking its salt!

Jamie: Come on, you’ve never done that before? They look exactly the same…

Nora: Jamie, they’re in clearly labelled jars!

Jamie: You know I never read anything!

8. How do you feel about kids and do you want them? If so how many?

Nora: Yes—I’d like to know the same thing, Jamie! How exactly do you feel about kids?

Jamie: I—I like kids! And we’re having one—a girl, so obviously… I like kids.

Nora: It’s true, I am pregnant— And let us have this kid first before thinking about any more…

Jamie: Agreed!

9. Who wears the pants in the relationship?

Nora: Oh, I do for sure!

Jamie: Well--

Nora: I definitely do.

10. What’s your partner’s least favourite housework task?

Nora: Jamie never vacuums—

Jamie: Because the dog’s scared of it!

Nora: …And because you hate vacuuming!

Jamie: Okay fine, and because I hate vacuuming…

Nora: What don’t I like?

Jamie: Taking out the trash

Nora: That’s not true! I kept you around didn’t I?

Jamie: Ha ha

11. What was the first thing you noticed about each other?

Nora: His socks didn’t match, and it bothered me.

Jamie: [laughs] And I thought you were kind of a snob!

12. What does your partner do that pisses you off?

Nora: He doesn’t talk about his feelings a lot of the time because he thinks he’s burdening me!

Jamie: You’ve got enough to stress about!

Nora: You not telling me what’s going on with you stresses me out! Anyway, your turn—What do I do that bothers you?

Jamie: She can be really stubborn at times!

Nora: I am not!

Jamie: [laughs] You’re proving my point here.

Nora: I’m n—I’m not stubborn!

13. Where’s the craziest/weirdest place you’ve ever had sex?

Jamie: [laughs] Well…

Nora: Shut up :) Don’t say another word :)

14. Do you know your partner’s love language, if yes what is it?

Nora: Acts of service, I think! He’s always very supportive of me, so I always try my best to let him know I’m on his side too.

Jamie: Yeah, that’s true, actually! And yours would be spending time together, even if its just staying at home.

Nora: As cheesy as it sounds, I don’t mind what I’m doing, as long as I’m doing it with you!

15. Where do you see the 2 of you in 10 years?

Nora: I’d hope we’d at least be married by then.

Jamie: Well I’m ready whenever you are!

[cows-in-sweaters]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*soft bias tag*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Tagged by the lovely @we-wanna-support-you 💕💕 thank you babe !!

fyi: I went with Chan cause he’s my ult bias. Also some of these were lowkey not my vibe so I didn’t really answer them. And 11 was missing so I didn’t bother looking back further to try to find it. Also I don’t want to come across as putting words in Chan’s mouth or being creepy about it so this is all hella fictitious. This is purely me indulging in how lonely I am romantically lmao k cool? Cool. Other than that tho this was a lot of fun and super cute so thanks for the tag 💖♥️💖

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 1. Who is your bias?

Bang Chan

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 2. What made you notice them?

I think I really took notice of Chan for the first time during the grr video. First off the mattress sweater was,, iconic. Second, he has such like, soft features and a smiley face in the video the lyrics were like a backhand cause of how contradictory the two were.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 3. What’s your favorite thing about them?

Probably his drive and work ethic and leadership skills. I’m a sucker for hardworking leader-types as is but Chan just checks every box in my heart ya feel.? He’s super smart which I don’t think enough people y’all about, and he’s so passionate about his music and his team that’s really his most attractive feature. Seeing just how proud and happy he is with stray kids.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 4. Who would initiate skinship more?

I don’t knowww I’m not a super touchy person unless I’m tired so who knows lol

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 5. Who would hog blankets more?

I’m one of those people who’s always cold so if I didn’t have all the blankets best believe I’d be cuddled up to all hell trying to get warm lol

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 6. Who would be more clingy?

Ehh I don’t want to make assumptions but I’m not a super clingy person, so maybe Chan.?

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 7. Who would say ‘I love you’ first?

For as liberally as I say I love you to my friends, I’m really shy about saying it outside of that context so maybe him.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･  8. Who would be more easily flustered?

Flustered is my permanent state of mind.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 9. What cuddling position would you two have?

Idk

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 10. Which colours remind you of them and why?

Like light tans and off whites for some reason. That era where his hair was hella curly and soft and a lil bit blonde (think curly sheep Chan) cements that color in my head with him.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 12. Which season would you like to spend with them?

I’m a sucker for summer, it’s my favorite, but he strikes me as such a fun winter or fall romance kind of guy. Like just cute pumpkin patch dates and corn mazes and leaf piles and warm cider and cuddles for warmth ughh I’m desperate for a fall love tbh.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 13. Who would bake the cookies and who would steal the batter?

I can’t cook or bake to save my life so he’d be making cookies and I’d eat like half the bowl of dough whoops

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 14. Which one of you would make bad puns and how would the other react?

I’m not very quick with coming up with stuff like that but I love bad puns and dad jokes so I feel like he’d come up with them. He’s clever like that.

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 15. Who would want to adopt 50 dogs and cats?

ME but hopefully both lol

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 16. Which one of you would nearly burn down the kitchen try to microwave a pop tart and who would come to the rescue?

I feel called out lmao, but I feel like this could be either of us in the sleep deprived state lol

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 17. Who likes to lean over tall railings and who pulls them back?

I like the idea of views from high places but if visiting NY last year taught me anything it’s that I can not handle them for long. So, I’d be leaning until I made myself scared and them I’m pulling him back like a baby yikes

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 18. What would watching a horror film with them be like?

I actually don’t know if Chan’s ever said if he likes horror movies or not.? Someone dm me if he has. But I like horror movies okay but they’re far from my favorite. Idk I tend to get freaked out kinda easily so who knows what that’d be like

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 19. Who would be the cheesy flirt and who would be the smooth flirt?

I’m the kind of “is horrendously bad at flirting” type so maybe we’d be awful together

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 20. Who is more competitive?

I’m only competitive at Mario cart for the wii

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 21. Who would have to be given constant reminders? (Remember to eat, don’t forget to your keys, etc)

I mean I have the memory span of a goldfish so I leave myself constant sticky notes and phone alarms of reminders for things, so I feel like we’d either be the ultimately functional couple in that regard or we’d be a hot fcking mess and never remember anything lmao

*♡ ｡･ﾟﾟ･ 22. Who sends memes and who sends cute ‘I miss you’ texts at 3am?

We both send memes and I miss yous. Bonus point if they’re memes about missing each other. That’s how we survive.

Tagging: @stayskids @min-ber @stray-but-okay and anyone who wants to do this

[formerlyjannafaye]

100 Questions

I was tagged by @janes-mike and @el-and-hop and @caseyk112 like 100 years ago and I just finished it now! Oops.

1. What is your nickname? Janaynay, Fayzers, Jan

2. How old are you? 31

3. What is your birth month? February

4. What is your zodiac sign? Aquarius

5. What is your favorite color? Rainbow

6. What’s your lucky number? 2

7. Do you have any pets? not at the moment

8. Where are you from? Canada

9. How tall are you? 5′4

10. What shoe size are you? 8

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? this is so embarassing, I probably own like 35 pairs of shoes (but in my defense, we experience extremes in all 4 seasons during the year) and I am a shoe addict.

12. Are you random? sometimes? but not really.

13. Last person you texted? my dad

14. Are you psychic in any way? i feel like i am really good at reading people and i have a really good memory when it comes to people so maybe a little?

15. Last TV show watched? New Girl

16. Favorite movie? Hard question! ET, Get Over It, Moulin Rouge

17. Favorite show from your childhood? Mr. Dressup!

18. Do you want children? I have one! I’d like one more, I think.

19. Do you want a church wedding? I had one.

20. What is your religion? I am a Christian, which I almost hate to say because Christians are represented so badly today and I am ashamed of this group so often. To clarify, I think Jesus is the bomb and so I try to emulate how he treated people. I’m also a feminist, pro marriage equality, pro choice, pro creation care/caring for the environment, I believe in science, I don’t believe in hell, and I hate violence. So...do with all that what you will.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Yes, I go there a lot with my work.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? I literally sweat when a cop car passes me and I’m a goody two shoes, so no! Haha

23. How is life? Its alright. I am really tired today which always affects my mood negatively. And I just watched Infinity War last night so I’m depressed, y’all. (edit: can you tell I started this over a week ago LOL)

24. Baths or showers? Showers (you could not pay me to get into a bath! germs!)

25. What color socks are you wearing? none, its too warm out

26. Have you ever been famous? Once I met the guy who won Canadian Idol and my local grocery store put up a picture of us together in the store and had it up for years. Haha! 

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? I used to really want to be famous, but celebs get a horrible deal these days. They have no privacy and our world thinks they owe us everything and really they owe us nothing so I would never ever want to be famous. I like being able to look like crap daily and not have it in magazines.

28. What type of music do you like? I like a wide variety of music, the only music I don’t like, really, is misogynistic rap and country. I am a choral and accapella music nerd, I love it so much.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yup.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? Two.

31. What position do you usually sleep in? On my side with my top leg thrown over so I’m in a weird stomach/side position but its sooo comfy.

32. How big is your house? Its a good size! Big enough for us and then to host people that come to visit us and our yard is huge!

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? I suck at breakfast...toast or a granola bar.

34. Have you ever left the country? I have been to Germany, South Africa, Cuba, Costa Rica and the USA.

35. Have you ever tried archery? Many years ago at summer camp.

36. Do you like anyone? Well I’m married, so yes.

37. Favorite swear word? Shit. It is sooo satisfying to say.

38. When do you fall asleep? WAY too late every night. Between midnight and 2 am.

39. Do you have any scars? Yeah I have some from when I had the chickenpox as a kid and had no self control and scratched them off.

40. Sexual orientation? Straight.

41. Are you a good liar? I think I am a horrible liar, because I value authenticity so much and lying makes me anxious.

42. What languages would you like to learn? I would love to learn Spanish since its so beautiful. Really I just would love to not only speak English!

43. Top 10 songs? Oh my! What a question! Imma be safe and just say the top 10 songs I am listening to most often right now: Fall in Line by Christina Aguilera ft Demi Levato, Don’t Go Breaking My Heart by BSB, Lost in Japan by Shawn Mendes, Bittersweet Symphony cover by Boyce Avenue, Love You Long Time by Pentatonix, Dive by Ed Sheeran, Nancy Mulligan by Ed Sheeran, New Rules cover by Pentatonix, Casanova by Allie X, Gravity by Sara Bareilles.

44. Do you like your country? I do! I am mad at our leader rn, and appalled that Ontario elected a Donald Trump wannabe as a premier (like WHY HAVE YOU LEARNED NOTHING ONTARIO PERSONS UGH) but overall I love being Canadian.

45. Do you have friends from the web? Yes! Its the best!

46. What is your personality type? I am an ESFP, an extrovert with introvert tendancies, and I am an enneagram 4 (seriously, google it. That is me to a T).

47. Hogwarts House? Hufflepuff 4 LYFE

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yes.

49. Pick one fictional character you can relate to? I am Anne from Anne of Green Gables, just not as smart. Just as dramatic and short tempered, though.

50. Left or right handed? Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? I don’t like them or want them near me.

52. Favorite food? Chocolate. Chips and Dip. Dill pickles.

53. Favorite foreign food? I love Mexican food so much I can’t even pick one thing. Also naan bread is the BOMB especially when dipped into dal makhani. Uuuuuuugggghh I wanna eat that so bad rn.

54. Are you a clean or messy person? I am pretty clean, messiness makes me crazy.

55. If you could switch your gender for a day, what would you do? Pee standing up, see what its like to not have to deal with bathroom lines, street harassment, etc.

56. What color underwear? Grey.

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? 20 mins, but usually longer because I don’t like to be rushed so I take my time.

58. Do you have much of an ego? I don’t think so? I’m a walking pile of insecurities.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? I used to bite them but I have TMJ and my jaw is a piece of garbage that cannot withstand biting anything hard without popping all out of place and pain. Fun times.

60. Do you talk to yourself? Yup.

61. Do you sing to yourself? CONSTANTLY.

62. Are you a good singer? I have a pretty decent voice.

63. Biggest Fears? Losing people I love, dying, clowns, bats, cockroaches

64. Are you a gossip? I like being in the know but I don’t like pettiness. That said I sometimes find I have to focus REALLY hard to bite my tongue.

65. Are you a grammar nazi? Absolutely.

66. Do you have long or short hair? Its too long! I need a haircut.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? Maybe? I might forget a few. The real question is can any of my American friends name the Canadian provinces (the CAN equivalent of states? I DOUBT IT yet we learn the states in school. SMH)

68. Favorite school subject? English and French

69. Extrovert or Introvert? Intoverted extrovert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Nope and I don’t plan on it.

71. What makes you nervous? Rooms full of people that don’t like me, small spaces, driving in winter.

72. Are you scared of the dark? Less than I used to be, but I don’t like it.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I do daily but thats because I have a toddler and teaching/correction is important in some moments. But you also have to let them fail which is challenging to do.

74. Are you ticklish? Nope. Only my sister can tickle me and its so annoying when she does!

75. Have you ever started a rumor? Not that I can recall?

76. Have you ever been out of your home country? Yeah a few times

77. Have you ever drank underage? I don’t think so, I was 18 by the time I drank anything, I think.

78. Have you ever done drugs? No drugs scare the living crap out of me.

79. What do you fantasize about? Having more time to myself, living alone like a hermit and not having to work, having perfect hair every day, having another kid, living somewhere warm, saying snarky things to my MIL’s face.

80. How many piercings do you have? None.

81. Can you roll your R’s? Yes.

82. How fast can you type? Fast-ish if I’m on a roll but I don’t use the proper hand technique. I get by though.

83. How fast can you run? Run? Moi? HAHAHAHA

84. What color is your hair? Ash brown with a faded rainbow in the back.

85. What color are your eyes? Green.

86. What are you allergic to? Winter mold. Spring is the worst. And I can’t go barefoot on grass unless I want to have itchy swollen feet that I want to scratch off forever.

87. Do you keep a journal? I have one that I’m supposed to write a line a day in but I am the WORST at it. Once I get behind I get so unmotivated.

88. Are you depressed about anything? I feel like I’m sleep walking through my life sometimes, and depression takes away my ability to care enough to be motivated to do anything about it. I swear apathy is the worst side effect of depression for me! 

89. Do you like your age? It is honestly the best. I love being 30! I care less about the insecurities that consumed my life in my early 20s. I have more body confidence . I’m more secure financially than I’ve been at any point in my life. And I still feel youngish. Haha.

90. What makes you angry? White privilege, misogyny, Canadian and American politics, Christian people who don’t act loving and don’t seem bothered by it, when people don’t return their shopping carts in parking lots, when people can help others but don’t, cancer, narcissists.

91. Do you like your own name? I have always loved my name. I only know one other person with my name who spells it like me!

92. Did you ever get a foreign object up your nose? Odd question, no.

93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child? I have a boy, and if I ever get the opportunity to have another kid I kinda hope its a girl. I’m really close with my mom so I always imagined having a daughter to hopefully be close with too. My son is a mini me in every way, though.

94. What talents do you have? I have a semi-photographic memory (so helpful for studying), I learn song lyrics super fast, I can sing any song for you in the correct key it was recorded in (what would you call that? pitch memorization?)

95. Sun or moon? I love sitting in a sunbeam like a cat. But the moon is super comforting to me. Both.

96. How did you get your name? My mom wanted me to have a different name in a sea of Ashley’s and Brittany’s (I was born in the late 80s).

97. Are you religious? My faith is very important to me and relates to all areas of my life, including my job, so yes? But I don’t feel like I need to be in your face about it, that’s not my style. 

98. Have you ever been to a therapist? Yes and honestly everyone on the planet could benefit from it! Its the best!

99. Color of your bedspread? White with blue and goldish flowers on it.

100. Color of your room? Light grey.

I feel like everyone already did this but all the same I’m going to tag @earlgreyteagirl, @reddie-to-mileven-it-up, @stevemossington, @maxmayfield and here’s some people who I know already did this but I want you to see my answers haha so here goes @hannahberrie @summer-in-hawkins @jane-el-hopper @she-who-the-river-could-not-hold @thezoomermax @puzzlingsnark @fatechica @mikeweezers

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He Is Safety

I Was No One Special Pt 2

Dean x Prophet!Reader, Sam, Jody

Summary: What happens when Sam and Dean stumble across a shy girl who just so happens to be the key to finding the answers they have been looking for.

Word Count: 2960

Warnings: Language, fear, frustration, anger, a momentary twinge of guilt,  Nightmares <- mentions of blood. 

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YN’s POV

They come in bits and pieces. Nothing clear enough to make out what it is, who it is, or what’s happening. Everything just sort of happens in a blur. That’s got to be the most frustrating part about this whole thing, but from the little I can gather, whatever it is, it’s no good. It’s pure evil.

Tonight is no different. My head is thrown side to side, and my muscles clench, as flashes of different events unfold in my dreamworld. My breathing picks up, as I appear in a dark, desolate town. The air is damp with the fog that’s rolling through on the howling wind. It’s all too quiet there. Something’s off. I start to walk down the empty street, trying my best to take in any details I could, but between the fog, and the haziness that are these visions, there’s not much to make out.

As if it’s not ominous enough, I get the feeling that I’m not alone; that I’m being watched by something or someone, but there doesn’t seem to be anyone. From the looks of it, there’s no one here, and there hasn’t been for a while.

Out of nowhere the wind suddenly stops, and the air becomes deafeningly silent. A chill runs down my spine, and the hairs on my neck and arms stand on end. Something’s definitely not right now. As my eyes search the surrounding city-scape of the street, the fog slowly lifts, revealing a dark crimson flow weeping from the walls of every building. Before long, it’s pooling in the street, and inching closer to my feet.

I awake with a jolt, sitting upright in my bed, coated in a cold sweat. My hair’s matted down to my forehead, my shirt’s stuck to my back, and my mouth is as dry as the Sahara. I wait for my breathing to even out, before I glance around the room.

My eyes land on a sleeping Dean Winchester. He must have fallen asleep in here trying to get me to go to sleep. It’s not something that’s uncommon, but what is strange is that by some miracle, I didn’t wake him. Even as he is getting sleep right now, he still looks utterly tired, and worn out.

I can’t help the little pang of guilt when I see him like this. He worries about me day in and day out, and cares for me in a way that no one has before. None of this is really fair to him either. I may complain about how my life’s been interrupted, but his is no cake walk either. He has all kinds of crap he has to deal with already, and now he’s having to babysit some bat shit crazy woman, who cries a lot, like all the time.

I muster all my sneakiness up, and slide out of bed without him noticing. I pad over to the bathroom, seeking solace with in the cool tiled walls and floor. He may not be awake, but I need a little bit of alone time to try and figure this piece of the puzzle out before any questions were asked.

This one had not been like the other’s. It was less frenzied, less violent. Strange considering the walls literally oozed blood, I know. In most of the other bits and pieces I’ve gotten, there seems to always be some fighting, and violence that I can’t quite make out, but I know is there. It’s usually accompanied by a flood of screams and other horrendous sounds, but this one had been so quiet, save the howling of the wind.

I’m curled up in the corner of the bathroom, going over it for the third time when Dean comes barreling in. “Oh thank god.” He breathes out. “Scared the hell outta me when you weren’t there when I woke up.”

“Sorry.”

He takes in the sight of my disheveled hair, slightly damp shirt, and puffy eyes. “Hey... What’s the matter?” He asks, his tone becoming instantly soft, and comforting, as he slides down the wall to join you on the floor.  “Did you have another one?”

“Yeah. this one wasn’t as bad though. I mean, don’t get me wrong, It still sucked, but, you know.” I shrug my shoulders, not making eye contact with him. “Actually. That’s not really what’s bothering me right now.”

“Well then, what’s bothering you? Do you need me to go?”

I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear, “This is just all too much, you know. And it’s not just the switching from no one special to like ‘literally chosen one ‘ status. It’s the fact that my life wasn’t the only one that became more burdened. It’s not fair to you either. You shouldn’t have to sit here and babysit me. You have so many other things that you could be doing. You guys literally save the world everyday, and now one less of you is doing that because you’re stuck sitting here with a lunatic on the floor of a bathroom.”

He let out a breath, and put his hand on my thigh, ”Sweetheart, I’m not babysitting anyone. I’m here because I wanna be here. I’m here because you shouldn’t have to go through this alone. I want you to feel safe.”

Safe... If he’s anything, Dean Winchester is safe. It’s more than just ‘protect you from the big bad demons safe’, though. He’s the ‘let your walls down, cry, scream, throw shit, I don’t care. I won’t judge’ kind of safe. He sees the raw, real, messed up person I am, but still never looks down upon me.

Within the walls of that safety, I once more find comfort. He looks at me with knowing eyes, and holds his arms out, “Come here.”

I was just going to lean against his chest, but he pulls my legs across his, and before I know it, I’m sitting in his lap, like a little girl. With how I was feeling just a few minutes ago, this probably should have made me feel embarrassed, but none of that was present now. All I feel comfort, hope, and safety radiating off his body. His strong chest, and arms being a security blanket to cling to when life gets to be too much again.

There’s no telling how long we’ve been sitting her Sam knocks on the door, “Dean?”

I can feel the rumble of Dean’s voice deep in his chest as he speaks, and if I’m being totally honest, it kinda makes me giggle. “Yeah.”

Fifteen minutes later, my hands are shaking as I pack a bag. I trust them, so I’m not worried that I will be in danger. However, the key word in that is them. If they say I’ll be safe with this woman, so be it. It just won’t be the same.

As the engine rumbles to life, and we pull out of the garage, I can’t help but to start getting a little anxious. I’ve never met this woman, and now I’m supposed to stay with her for a couple day while Sam and Dean go take care of something. Granted, I had only met them that day when I had to go live with them.

The longer we drive, the more my mind starts to reel. My knee is bouncing as the nerves start to grow stronger and stronger. Pretty soon, Dean’s emerald eyes find mine in the rear view mirror, and he offer a reassuring smile. Then it hit’s me. This is about more than just going to stay with someone you, I’d never met. This is about Dean. It’s about not having him there; not having his safety net to fall into. What am I supposed to do when I wake up screaming, and need someone to hold me, and tell me it’s gonna be okay? Does she even know about that? How’s she gonna react when it happens for the first time?

Almost as if he could read my mind, Dean speaks up from the front seat, “It’s gonna be alright, Y/N. Jody’s good people. She knows what’s been going on. She’ll take good care of you, I promise.”

God, how does he do that. My eyes widen slightly, I really hope he can’t read all my thoughts. On cue they start wandering to the ones that I would turn a whole new shade of crimson if he heard. Sure I am less shy around the man now. I can talk to him, I can cry into his chest when I need to, but dammit some things will never change. That damn goofy grin of his will always makes me giggle like freaking school girl, or when he cracks stupid jokes. I just.... I can’t help but to fall for him, man. His eyes dart back to mine in the rear view mirror, jerking my mind back into line. Holy hell. I’m really starting to think he can read my mind. No that’s insane, Right? Well, up until a few months ago, I thought a lot of things were insane that turned out to be real.

Next thing I know, we’re pulling into the drive way of Jody’s house. Dean, grabs my bag, and opens my door for me. The house itself doesn’t seem to be scary, or off putting, but we’ll see about this Jody lady.

After three short knocks, the sounds of locks being undone floated out to us, and a woman with short, dark hair opens the door. I can’t help but to find myself somewhat hiding behind Dean as she greets both of them. A tiny bit of me comes into view, when I try and peek out around Dean’s shoulder. “And this must be Y/N”, she says smiling at me.

Dean chuckles, “She’s a little shy.” He reaches his arm back, pulling me up under his arm. “Y/N, this is Jody Mills”

“Hi.” I manage to squeak out, before burying my head in Dean’s shoulder once more.

He takes me inside, and Sam and Jody hang back for a moment. “Poor thing. She’s so scared. Of course who wouldn’t be, right?”

Sam nods, “Jody, I know Dean told you a little bit about what’s going on, but the visions she has when she’s sleeping. They’re bad. So, just know that you’re going to wake up to screaming. I just wanted you to know that ahead of time.”

“Thanks, Sam. Is there- Is there anything I can do when that happens? You know, like is there something that calms her down?” She asks.

Sam raised an eyebrow, “Well there is one thing”, he points over to Dean, “He’s standing right there. He seems to be the only one who can calm her down.

“Alright. Well, this should be interesting.”

Just before they leave, Dean squats down in front of where I’m sitting on the couch. “Hey, look at me. We’ll only be gone a couple days, and we’ll be right back here to get you, okay.” He brushes a strand of hair behind my ear, “You can go to Jody just like you come to me, alright.”

The evening passes by without too much of an issue. Jody seems to be trying to give me some space, for which I am grateful. It’s much easier to come around to her if I get to know her from a distance first. The last thing I need is someone all up in my personal space, asking me hundreds of questions, and from what I can tell, she knows that.  

She shows me where everything is, and gets me a couple towels from the closet. “Holler if you need anything”, she says with a smile. She’s no Dean, but she is getting me to warm up to her a little bit.

The warm shower helps to wash away some of the anxieties of the day, and I start rifle through my bag to find something comfy to wear. My efforts are stopped in their tracks when I see a note sitting in the in the top. That’s unusual, I packed this, and that wasn’t there before. As I pick it up, and examine it, I begin to recognize the familiar scrawl. Y/N, I know you’re going through your bag a hundred times, changing clothes, and trying to avoid going to sleep for as long as you can. I thought this might help. Look in the side pocket. My fingers grab the zipper, and open the flap to find one of Dean’s flannels shoved down in the small compartment. I figure that even if I can’t be there, you’ll have a piece of me with you. Sleep tight, Sweetheart. -Dean

I gripped the flannel tight, and slid down the wall, as tears started to slip down my cheeks. This has to be the single sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. There are no longer any doubts in my mind that this is just about them getting the information they need. He means what he said. He doesn’t just want me to be safe, he wants me to feel safe.

Standing back up, I pull on a pair of sleep pants, and a tank top, before slipping Dean’s flannel over my shoulders. Immediately my senses are overwhelmed by that signature Dean Winchester scent: Whiskey, gunpowder, and leather. 

I climb into the bed, and do my best to go to sleep, but there’s lots of tossing and turning. I was never the kid that did well at sleepovers in the first place, so being in a new place would be enough to keep me up for a while, but factor in all the creepy vision/dream things, it’s gonna take a while. 

Somewhere along the way, I had succumbed to sleep, and had stayed a sleep for a decent amount of time. However, I now find myself screaming my head off, and trying to shake the fear.  Jody came in almost as soon as the very first sound left me. She carefully sits on the edge of the bed, not wanting to frighten me any more. “Y/N, honey, it’s okay. You’re okay. You’re safe.” 

I appreciate the sentiment, but her words do little to calm my racing heart, and shallow breaths. Again the faint smell of whiskey, gunpowder, and leather wafts up to my nose. The flannel. I grip the edges of it, and hug them into my stomach, as I lay back down, and curl into a ball. She hesitantly reaches out and runs her fingers through my hair. “I know, Y/N. He’ll be back soon.” 

A little while later, my eyes glance up at Jody. She looks worried, and I can’t say I blame her. I’ve been laying here, not moving, but almost hyperventilating for who knows how long. She lets out a sigh, and pulls out her phone, holding it up to her ear. “Hey. This a bad time? Great, I’m gonna hold the phone up to her, can you talk to her? She’s not calming down, and I don’t want her to pass out.” 

A few seconds later, Dean’s gruff voice spills from the speaker, “Y/N, I know you’re scared, trust me I know, but you gotta to calm down for me sweetheart. Try to breath, okay. That fast shallow breathing’s not gonna do you any good.” My body relaxes a little bit after hearing his voice, and he continues to talk to me for a few minutes. “I wish I could be there right now, I really do, but I can’t, so you’re gonna have to let Jody in, okay. Like I told you before, she’s good people.” 

I never would have seen it coming in a million years when I first got here, but half an hour later, Jody was leaned up against the headboard, and I had my head on her shoulder. Neither one of us bothers to say anything. She actually was very comforting. It’s a maternal kind of safety. She’s still in no way a substitute for Dean, but she’ll do enough until he gets back. 

Today is rather uneventful. Jody has invited me to binge on some netflix with her, to which I gladly agree. Maybe it’ll help take my mind off of things for a while. Twelve hours, almost a full season, and a couple sandwiches later, there was a knock on the door. She tells me to go around the corner so I can be seen from the door. 

The same gruff voice that I have come to love, floats on the air around the corner, “Hey Jody” 

“What are you doing here? You’re not due back until at least tomorrow.”

He rubs the back of his neck, “I couldn’t do it, Jody. I couldn’t take not being about to be there for her while she’s going through this.” 

I’ve held back as long as I can, and I take off around the corner, slamming into his chest, as my arms weave their way around him. “Hey sweetheart.” He says holding me to him, and rubbing my back. “You ready to go home.” He thanks Jody while I go gather up my stuff. 

Just as I am about to reach the door, I turn back to her. “Thank you, Jody.” 

She smiles sweetly, “Don’t mention it. You’re welcome here anytime.” She pulls me into a warm hug, that let me know she means it. 

Dean opened the car door for me, and put my bag in the backseat, before climbing in, and starting the engine. I’m really happy to have him back, but this also means I’m going to have to talk about what happened in that vision, and I don’t know If I’m ready to relive that. 

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1. What’s the meaning of your name? Does it suit you?

Rosemary doesn’t seem to have a specific meaning, although of course it’s an herb, and Rosemary is for remembrance, which is hilarious given my memory problems. Mary means bitter, so some name meaning sites say the meaning of my name is “bitter rose” which I guess is a nice combo of sweet and sad, which I would not really classify myself as. So, no, the various meanings of my name do not suit me.

The name itself? Does. I love my name, and while most people can’t be bothered with a 3 syllable name in casual conversation, my preference is to be called Rosemary and not Rose. Rose does not feel like me.

2. What’s a movie you never get tired of?

A lot of movies fit under this category, but the movie I have probably seen the most amount of times and can still watch either in full or in chunks and still enjoy every single second of no matter what is Dirty Dancing. 

3. Your favourite movie soundtrack?

Are we talking soundtrack as in collection of songs used in the movie and put into an album, or as in score for the movie, or?

Because nothing but nothing beats the Star Wars scores for me. Well, original and prequels and TFA anyway - the last two have diverged quite a bit which has felt odd to me but whatever. [Second place would be the scores for the 70/s80s Superman movies - also John Williams of course]

If collection of songs - then we’re back to Dirty Dancing.

Although if we’re considering soundtracks of musicals, then I’m gonna be reduced to flailing and just naming half a dozen or so, so we’ll just pretend that’s not part of the question. 

4. How would you describe your personal style?

Accidental? I pretty much just buy things that I find interesting, and then put things together that seem interesting to me, and then end up with some pretty ... interesting outfits. One of my roommates actually described my look yesterday as “crazy” if that tells you anything.

Think colors that don’t quite match, conflicting patterns, stripey socks, chunky jewelry, and then at times like now at the end of winter when I haven’t shaved my head in awhile - short floppy hair that is sticking up in all directions that I swear I tried to tame but it just doesn’t take. 

5. Name a fictional crush.

Spike from Buffy. Also Buffy from Buffy. And put them together? Double crush. 

6. What’s your motto?

I don’t really have a motto, per se, but I do have a mantra, which is: love, peace, joy, hope. Those are the qualities I try to embody, embrace, spread, whatever. All four are of equal importance to me. 

7. Are you a gamer?

If by gamer, you mean obsessively playing the Sims, then yes. But most people who consider themselves gamers would probably say no.

8. Would you rather spend time on a secluded beach or at a fancy cocktail party?

How about a fancy cocktail party on a secluded beach? Too much sand in the drinks, never mind.

Ah, these are both problematic for me. I don’t do so well with being completely alone, especially without some kind of distraction or diversion. I guess if I had a book with me on the beach, I’d be okay for a little while, but I’d also get uncomfortable super fast if there wasn’t, like, a comfy sofa or something to recline on. 

And I also don’t do well with fancy, or come to think of it with cocktails since I can’t drink any more with the meds I have to take. 

But, if I had to choose, I’d probably pick the party. I’d be dressed inappropriately (probably something with loud colors and polka dots?), and sitting in the corner mostly people watching, and I’d get overwhelmed and head home early, but still. 

9. Recommend a television series.

oohhhoooomygods just ONE?

I’ve rec’d this one many times, but since it just came back for season two last night (I haven’t watched the ep yet - it’s next on my list), I’m gonna recommend Imposters to you all again.

Imposters is a lil show with a small but dedicated fandom on Bravo. 

It stars Inbar Lavi (Prison Break, The Last Ship) as a con woman and Rob Heaps (Home Fires, And Then There Were None), Parker Young (Arrow, Suburgatory), and  Marianne Rendón (Mapplethorpe) as three of the people who she has swindled. Additionally, Brian Benben (Private Practice, Dream On), Stephen Bishop (Being Mary Jane), Chastity Dotson (Pitch, Veronica Mars), and Denise Dowd (Secrets and Lies, Beverly Hills 90210) star. 

The story of season one is that these three scorned exes find one another and begin a quest to find the woman they all alternately view as their loving spouse and the cruel con who stole everything from them. Along the way, they learn some cons of their own, gain back some of their confidence, and of course discover the power of friendship. 

There are many twists and turns along the way which I won’t spoil for anyone who wants to watch season 1 for themselves, but it involves cons within cons within cons and unlikely teammates. 

Also - Uma Thurman as a hitwoman.

As the finale of season one had our three scorned exes riding off together into the sunset, I am very excited to see where season two leads us. Seriously, you have to watch this show. 

[But if I may very quickly rec some of my other underwatched faves: 12 Monkeys, Colony, Counterpart, Ghosted, Insecure, Kevin (Probably) Saves the World, Madam Secretary, People of Earth, Scream, Speechless, Timeless, UnREAL,You’re the Worst - ask me about my underwatched faves plz.]

10. Do you have any phobias?

Boy howdy, do I! I have OCD, which often comes with phobias as part of the anxiety which leads to some of the obsessive compulsions. [FELLOW PHOBES MIGHT WANNA SKIP THIS PART - PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES.]

I have a slight germ phobia which I mostly don’t go deep into because I don’t have the energy to do what I’d need to do to feel better about it so I just make myself not-think about it really hard, but the underlying anxiety is Still There. 

This is especially true of what I call “poop germs” - which is anything that has ever been inside of a bathroom ever. This makes, you know, having to use bathrooms very upsetting and problematic for me, so again, I deploy my aggressive pretending it’s not there as much as I can, but poop germs can cause me to break down into tears on a bad day. Fun times!

I’m also an emetophobe, which means I’m terrified of throwing up - a fun little phobia to have when you have constant low-grade nausea which occasionally flares up to higher-grade, lemme tell ya.

Another biggie is infestation of any kind - so any kind of insect or small animal that comes into my home. Like, I am absolutely fine seeing these critters outside where they belong - I might even oooh and aaah. But the second I see one INSIDE - I’m screaming bloody murder and waking up the entire apartment complex. 

I’ve worked real hard at being less scared of the harmless single bugs that enter a home, especially the kind that EAT other bugs - so for example I am perfectly fine with spiders (being obsessed with Charlotte’s Web as a kid helps), and even centipedes after the initial screaming over how creepy they look is done. And I’ve gotten where I look insects up on websites that identify bugs and talk about them in positive/scientific ways and have stopped panicking about certain bugs and their larvae now as I can tell which ones are and aren’t actually harmful or prone to infestation. BUT. I’m still prolly gonna scream when I initially see them because eaauughhss. 

Those are the main ones, but the fun thing about OCD is that new ones develop all the time if you don’t stay vigilant about letting those obsessive thoughts do their thang, so I try real hard to ignore those news segments and articles about bringing black lights into hotel rooms and about all of the horrible ways people are committing violent crimes these days and other terrifying and/or gross things that might creep their ways into my fear center. 

11. What’s your rarest rarepair?

Oh, good question. I don’t tend to have rarepairs because the way I fandom is deep immersion into canon and not necessarily delving into fanon/fanfic. So even my non-canon ships tend to be ones that the canon itself at least played with a little bit or that the fandom-at-large has talked about enough that I start to see it. lol

I’m having trouble even thinking about a ship I have that could be classified as rare? It would probably be something involving Spike because I ship that fool with pretty much everyone he’s ever shared screentime with because he is just so yummy, and because Marsters was just really good about getting his character to bring interesting things out of whatever characters he was interacting with, and because he’s clearly so omnisexual that he just oozes chemistry with everyone he meets, but like. I’m also definitely not the only one who sees all that about him and also is shipping him left right and center. So. I’ll just toss out Spike/Harmony because I’ve never heard of anyone else who actually liked them together ha!

Phew! That was fun. I hope all of you all who I end up tagging have as much fun with my questions (and if not, feel free to use some of pixie’s).

My questions:

What is your #mood rn?

Tell me the sweetest childhood memory you can think of.

Favorite mythological/fantastical animal/creature.

What is your favorite mode of storytelling - for example, books, movies, TV shows, graphic novels, video games, etc. - and why do you think that’s your fave form?

Star Trek, Star Wars, or Starlord? (this is not a serious question and you may feel free to expound upon all three if you wish)

Favorite type of geographical location to visit, and is it different from where you prefer to live?

Name a character that you love, but who you would probably hate in real life.

Reboots, renewals, and revivals. Are they ruining your childhood or do you love ‘em?

Tell me about your favorite cookie (or other sweet if you don’t care for cookies).

If there is one thing people could just atomatically know about you upon meeting you that would make socializing with you better or easier, what would it be?

A lot of stories based on comics posit the theory that eventually humanity will evolve into at least some humans developing super powers. Suppose this started happening today - what would the results be, do you think?

Tagging:

(and of course, please consider yourself tagged if you wanna do this - I’d tag all of you if I could but I try and just pick folks I think enjoy doing these. if I’m ever wrong - please feel free and ignore the tag. additionally - please remember to tag ME so I can see your responses! also, feel free to re-tag me in this one since the questions differ and you all know how much I love to talk about myself.)

@absolutelyiris, @dianebluegreen, @c-l-ford, @theawkwardterrier, @the-invisible-queer, @brokenyellowcrayons, @knitmeapony, @fatherjerusalem, @swordsandparasols, @dmphelps, @nightlocktime

[everlastingfable]

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. I was tagged by @kingofthewilderwest

LAST:

1. Drink: water... this post reminded me that I did not drink anything for the past 10 hours

2. Phone call: with my mom like 3 days ago

3. Text message: from my dad. idk how to cook....

4. Song you listen to: I guess when I was playing Heart of Courage on the piano. For an actual song, the last song on my spotify is Centuries from fob but I fell asleep like 3 songs before that so idk

5. Time you cried: can’t remember

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: yes although I wasn’t aware the first one was a date until after 

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve never kissed anyone so no

8. Been cheated on: no

9. Lost someone special: I don’t think so..... 

10. Been depressed: yeah

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: I’m not old enough to drink either.... no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 

12. red

13. gold

14. black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yes

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: yes. thank you lance and kaltenecker that was a delight

18. Found out someone was talking about you: no

20. Found out who your friends are: uh no?

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no 

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I did the math 94%

23. Do you have any pets: no :( I miss my bunny

24. Do you want to change your name: sometimes, but idk what to change it to

25. What did you do for your last birthday: uhh pack to move out of my dorm the next day, reorganize my comics, had an unpleasant/pleasant surprise of cookies from my family

26. What time do you wake up: I’ve been waking up at 6 the last few days but usually around 8

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping

28. Name something you can’t wait for: httyd3, vld season 5, thanksgiving break, winter break, when I finally have some time to read this book I bought

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: 8 days ago?

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I guess like the motivation to be in school? Like idk I’m so tired I just wanna graduate and get this over with I’m just not interested in college. tbh I didn’t really want to go I just did because it’s expected of me and if I want the chance to have a non-retail job I kinda have to get a degree

31. What are you listening to right now: the keyboard clacking sound

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: I don’t think so

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: the voltron fandom always gets on my nerves. Personally, probably just my current need to like figure out who I am? Like this is so annoying what’s my sexual orientation? That’s something I’m constantly thinking about and it just bothers me because I keep switching around between completely and totally ace to possibly hetero, maybe bi??? girls seem cool idk I can’t ignore it and there’s also the fact that I read this one fic of child!keith being autistic and that’s thrown me into a loop because I relate to those events so much but I’m not... or I don’t think I am. Even then obviously it’s not something that causes an issues for me but I just want answers

34. Most visited website: tumblr, facebook, youtube, a03

35. Mole/s: uh there’s one on my thigh. google isn’t answering my question if moles can just be a dot like you don’t feel it it’s just a dif color on my skin

36. Mark/s: there’s a very faded scar on my left leg from when I slipped on algae and fell into a river, and another faded scar on my right foot when I stepped on glass

37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a writer at one point, also a chef, and a graphic designer

38. Hair color: dark brown

39. Long or short hair: long. I kinda want to try short hair but that’s something I’ve never done before and I’m scared I’d hate it. I don’t want to wait for it to grow out if I do

40. Do you have a crush on someone: irl, maybe?? fictional characters tend to be more of squishes: keith, matt, hunk, shiro when he’s not unknowingly sabotaging the team

41. What do you like about yourself: haha

42. Piercings: no

43. Blood type: O+

44. Nicknames: I think frosty is the only one that’s ever stuck. There’s been a few that people have tried to give me but they didn’t work

45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: taurus and I hate how everything about it is food

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: voltron 

50. Right or left hand: right

51. Surgery: do wisdom teeth count?

52. Hair dyed in different color: I want to but I’m afraid I’ll hate it

53. Sport: no

55. Vacation: so many places tbh. I want to go to the northwest of the US (Seattle, Portland, Vancouver, I only know popular cities...) I also really want to visit Europe SO BADLY especially the Norwegian area, also South America I want to see the Amazon rain forest and the Galapagos Islands

56. Pair of trainers: yes. idk how to answer this

MORE GENERAL: 

57. Eating: what is this asking? am I eating right now? no. what do I want to eat? I have a uncrustables pbj sandwich sitting in front of me I’m waiting for it to defrost. I also have taiwanese sausages I’m waiting to defrost and cook. what’s my favorite food? like any variations of sushi, particularly poke bowls

58. Drinking: yoooo the only good part about the holidays is egg nog. I’m probably gonna finish the half-gallon I bought two days ago today

59. I’m about to: keep answering these. I should also study for a test tomorrow

62. Want: money? to not be tired? to have some free time where I’m not stressed about what I’ll have to do later? 

63. Get married: no but I do want to organize a wedding. seems fun

64. Career: idk man. right now I’m just going with my dream from high school which was to work at dreamworks but idk how

65. Hugs or kisses: hugs, but I feel like a lot of hugs I’ve gotten just don’t feel nice

66. Lips or eyes: eyes

67. Shorter or taller: majority if not all of my friends are shorter than me and I’ve gotten used to that to the point where I cannot deal with people taller than me

68. Older or younger: same thing. I’m usually the youngest so just being older than people is ???? also I think being the youngest prevents me from comparing myself to others? because they’re older so of course they would be “ahead” of me in life. so less stress

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: I’m weak for arms

71. Sensitive or loud: ??

72. Hook up or relationship: no

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: is this in terms of relationships I’m so confused. I guess just platonically, both? I’d like to be friends with someone who’s willing to do crazy things because that’s usually exciting, but at the same time someone who knows when to restrain themselves

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no

75. Drank hard liquor: no

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes

77. Turned someone down: I think

78. Sex on the first date: no

79. Broken someone’s heart: maybe?? it’s more likely I just upset them

80. Had your heart broken: no

81. Been arrested: no

82. Cried when someone died: no

83. Fallen for a friend: idk

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: no

85. Miracles: mmmm

86. Love at first sight: not really. It just doesn’t seem plausible to me

87. Santa Claus: sure

88. Kiss on the first date: for me personally, no

OTHER: 

90. Current best friend name: I can’t just have one best friend.... peach & percy

91. Eye color: they’ve been described as black holes before

92. Favorite movie: httyd obvs

I tag: @peachdoxie, @lastronaut, @zhe-lazy-fox, @tanyasm10, @stratoc, @palions, @emkayohh, @frxstguardian, @howdomaddie, anyone else who sees this and wants to do it. 

[books-and-dachshunds]

Spooky “would you rather” tag

I wasn’t tagged or anything, but I saw “The book pusher’s” video she created on booktube and wanted to jump along ! 😈​ 

1. THRILLERS OR SUPERNATURALS (?) I do like to read both of them ..but if I HAD to pick one i’d choose supernatural ! Specifically paranormal. 

2. GHOSTS OR ZOMBIES  Ghosts all the way, see question 1 :p but preferably one of thoses “real encounters” stories though,

3. VAMPIRES OR WEREWOLVES I don’t own any of either, but i’d prefer vampire I think 

4. WITCHES OR DEMONS  Demons, as I don’t think I have any witch books yet on my shelves .. 

5. WOULD YOU RATHER READ A BOOK WITH 13 CHAPTERS OR READ A BOOK WITH A BLACK CAT ON THE COVER?  Both won’t bother me but I think the 13 chapters has a more spooky vibe to it rather than just having a black kitty on it

6. WOULD YOU RATHER READ A SPOOKY BOOK IN THE DARK WITH ONLY A CANDLE FOR LIGHT OR BY YOURSELF IN A LOCKED BRIGHTLY LIT ROOM? Since I am claustrophobic & read in the middle of the night anyway i’m gonna go with the candlelit one as the locked room is a big no no ..  

7. WOULD YOU RATHER FACE YOUR WORST FEARS OR BE TRAPPED IN THE MIND OF A KILLER?  As I like thrillers, trapped in a mind of a killer !

8. WOULD YOU RATHER WATCH A SCARY MOVIE OR READ A SCARY BOOK?  Im an easily scared kitty but I’d rather take the book as it’s more effective and can stay in my brain longer.. hehe as of a movie I can just stop watching it..

9. WOULD YOU RATHER READ SPOOKY BOOKS DURING THE FALL TIME OR ALL YEAR?  All year, as I am in a book slump “phase” soo im not sure I could even fit them in fall season ...

10. WOULD YOU RATHER READ 10 SPOOKY BOOKS IN OCTOBER OR 10 SPOOKY BOOKS ALL YEAR?? See question 9 -> 10 spooky books all year ! :p

I’d tag anyone that wanna do it, but don’t forget to go click the link above and see the Book Pusher’s video of her tag ! 🎃​ (also giving her credits!)

[budapestalloveragain]

helloooo i’ve had 3 tags sitting in my drafts for ages so i figured i’d do them now so i don’t completely forget about them xD sorry sorry sorry to bea pixie & marlon bc you tagged me so long ago but look !! here i am doing them now :) i hope you’re all doing well and thank you for tagging me in the first place !!

p.s. it formatted super weirdly whoops idk how to fix it though and i’m too lazy to try and figure it out lol

rules: answer twenty questions and tag twenty followers you want to get to know better

tagged by @lovelybenny​ love u unnie, i hope you’re okay 

name: april nickname(s): none really zodiac sign: libra height: 5 ft 2 in orientation: :/ nationality: chinese american favourite fruit: banana favourite season: not sure anymore lol maybe summer though favourite book: nineteen minutes by jodi picoult favourite flower: no preference really, maybe sunflower favourite scent: spring favourite colour: (bright) red favourite animal: panda but also my cats coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: neither (coffee ice cream though) average hours of sleep: there is no average rip cats or dogs: cats bc dogs scare me favourite fictional character: claire temple (my one and only) number of blankets you sleep with: one dream trip: many many places, including but not limited to the bicol region of the philipipnes, wrocław (poland), and veghel (netherlands) blog created: december 2014 number of followers: i’m too lazy to check lol but last time it was like 619 and i’m p sure it hasn’t changed since then

rules: you’ll have to tag 15 people at the end of this challenge

i was tagged by @omfgbts​ thanks mom ilysm

five things you’ll find in my bag:

phone

wallet

charger

pads

water bottle

five things you’ll find in my bedroom:

pillows

cup of water

usually a cat or two

posters n shit on the walls

me, usually

five things i’ve always wanted to do:

travel asia yes yes yes (literally everywhere)

also travel everywhere yes yes (mom we’re going together right)

learn another language fluently (i’m not bothered about which one lol at this point it looks like it’s gonna be mandarin but who really knows)

go to san diego comic con (i’m going to the boston one on saturday sooo not bad!)

see one direction (ot5) live rip

five things & people that make me happy:

pixie, loren & marlon

kids, most of the time

game of thrones lol despite the gross shit

music (specifically bts but u know)

thinking about things i’m looking forward to

five things i’m currently into:

bts

seventeen

wjsn - secret

tfboys lol i went to chinese camp last week okay

slide - calvin harris (also fy faen - hkeem & temur bc damn that song)

five things on my to do list:

travel (to asia and beyond)

do well on tests and get into a good college lmao rip

not lose contact with friends/meet up with friends

see a lot of people live (including but not limited to got7, kard & stromae)

chillllll

rules: answer 11 questions, then ask 11 questions & tag 11 people

i was tagged by @ravenclawcs, i miss u bea, come yell with me about GoT s7!!

1. moon or stars? that’s too hard… i love them both, the sky would feel empty without either one 2. day or night? night bc i stay up late but day bc more fun things usually happen (for me) 3. dream location? i mean i wanna go to korea lol 4. how did you meet your best friend? like the second day of first grade i think, we went to after school together and we raced each other down a hill and then she lost her hair tie 5. who was your first celebrity crush? no clue lol the first i can really remember is like kendall from big time rush and jensen ackles but those were both in 8th grade lol 6. 3 favorite characters? claire temple, dickon tarly (lol) & isak valtersen 7. 3 characters you hate? lowkey danny rand lol, walder frey & william’s brother from skam (i forget his name it’s like nico or something) [can u see a theme between question 6 and 7 lol i’m terrible at choosing characters otherwise sooo] 8. favorite harry potter book? prisoner of azkaban (#3) 9. least favorite harry potter book? i like them all ??  10. earthbending/waterbending/firebending/airbending? probably waterbending but tbh i’ve never seen the show (don’t hate me pls) 11. tag some of your fav blogs to make them happy ^-^ i mean u already know i love u but @omfgbts @lovelybenny @bandlost u make me happy everyday

ummmmmm this was kinda long since it was 3 tags in one lol so i’m not gonna tag anyone butttttt if u feel like it then pls feel free to do one of or two of or all of these tags !!!

[mslalaescargot-blog]

101 things I’ve said while playing Persona 5

 ((Me and my siblings play persona sometimes when we’re real tired. I’m bad at video games. It’s a fun time.))

Yes, I did name my protag Enrique De Garza. I have headcannons about the spanish crimeboy if people want them.

1.       *Long and drawn out conversation about sexual favors on the school rooftop*

2.       *Torero (by Chayanne) lyrics* “Appropriate music.”

3.       “I’m blind and I don’t understand…”

4.       “What is Shakira doing right now?” “Body rolls?” *Sings Tight pants / Body rolls really loudly and obnoxiously*

5.       “There are two periods in the day: morning and even—” “I just want to be friends with my dad, okay?”

6.       “I want kindness! I wanna work at the flower shop!” “Nope, flower shop gives you kindness. You want charm.” “FUCK!”

7.       “What do we do in these safe rooms?” “MAKE LOVE”

8.       “I’m deaf. I’m deaf, I’m blind, I’m a baby kitten.”

9.       “David, you’re in my shirt.”

10.   “Ambush him!” “HAH!” *Opens menu* “…Fuck.”

11.   “Oh no, Ryuji’s dead. What can I do?” “Items. Or you can use skills if you have them. Or you can just kill him.” “WHAT?!”

12.   “Y’know, the Hairies are weak to gun. … Wait.”

13.   “Great, only one of my people has a brain, and that’s… Ryuji.”

14.   “Our father, who art in heaven, Safe Mode be thy name…”

15.   *Fergalicious lyrics* “Appropriate music.  I make the best playlists.”

16.   “I hope you’re happy with yourself. You were ambushed by two guys in flip-flops.”

17.   “I don’t wanna go back to the boobs…”

18.   “Menacing Owlman.” “Tag yourself. OMG. TAG YOURSELF.”

19.   “Well, obviously. It’s an authority figure. We need Ryuji.”

20.   “I mean… Ryuji’s tits are pretty fine, soo…”

21.   “Does it bother you that Igor goes *clacks teeth like a dinosaur* and still manages to make M and N sounds?”

22.   “Your BOY needs to chill the fuck out.” “My BOY takes after ME. I’m not sure he CAN.” “… Also your boy doesn’t say fuck.”

23.   “You aren’t allowed up here.” “Yeah, but what about the secret blowjobs? Can’t do that in the library, Makoto.”

24.   “I didn’t know we could make a bus uncomfortable.” “Bus blowjobs. Super secret.”

25.   “This just in: Ryuji is actually several majestic flip-flaps in a trench coat.”

26.   “Can I take a bath? I haven’t taken a bath in two weeks.” “YOU SMEEELLLLYY!”

27.   *Ann threatens to tear down Madarame’s shack* “Also, tearing that house down probably involves breathing lightly on the walls.”

28.   “Somehow I think ‘I gotchu Boo’ is a little out of character for Enrique.”

29.   “You know, cats can’t equip undies.” “Shame.”

30.   “Yeah, I do like your lady’s dress, Iwai.”

31.   “Y’all, I got three boys in undies who’re ready to fight.”

32.   “My nose is all itchy…” “AWWW…” “He’s a jock.”

33.   “Who is attacking me?” “GUYS!!!”

34.   “Um, excuse me, that was my… FUCK!”

35.   “It’s called PAINting for a reason!!!”

36.   “That will be your exfiltration route.” “I hate that.”

37.   “I am thou, thou art I. I exist amongst the merchandise as a frowny face.”

38.   “You know who I just figured out that Yusuke dresses like?” “Who?” “Mary Berry.”

39.   “Coffee Dad is unimpressed with my choice of friends.” “Your friends are unimpressed with your choice of friends.  Look at Yusuke.”

40.   “Does she actually day-dream about Ryuji?” “Only angstily.”

41.   “Oh, he’s actually going to corner me in a broom closet.” “Actually, I think you’re the one cornering him in a broom closet, but that’s beside the point.”

42.   “Is Enrique a dick?”

43.   “Enrique, being the bisexual beast that he is…”

44.   “Has the prick been bothering you, Yusuke?  Do we need to go on a date to take your mind off it?”

45.   “If anyone was a hooker, you’d expect it to be Ryuji…wait.”

46.   “We pray for the skinny gays, and hope that they learn…something.”

47.   “I feel like they’ve become my Tamogachis.  I need to feed them…”

48.   “Where is the D?” “Down at the top.”

49.   “’I walked Yusuke back to the station.’ Like a good date.” “We then made out obscenely in the train station.” “We made everyone uncomfortable.” “It was great.”

50.   “I’m sorry Ann, this is a boys-only treehouse.” “Except for Makoto.” “Oh, yeah.”

51.   “’Show me your true form!’” “NO!!”

52.   “Ruyji is blinged the fuck out. Like, look at him.” “He’s also inside you.”

53.   “It’s called High Pixie, and not… some mean name.”

54.   “Why is my boy so elegant?” “He does the Naruto run. It makes me angry.”

55.   “What about my security!?” “It was a bitch… But I’m bitchier.”

56.   “I am that jiggly sinner elephant.”

57.   “Where’s the *pterodactyl screech*??”

58.   “Stop giving genders to inanimate objects.” “Fuck you, I do what I want.”

59.   “And here we see the wild Joker, knocked on his ass.” “Isn’t he pretty?”

60.   “Yusuke! Where in your space pants are you keeping an assault rifle?”

61.   “You can’t make Ryuji hungry! He’s always hungry. It’s like trying to make the hulk mad.”

62.   “It’s knowledge going up, not charm…” “It’s always charm with Enrique.”

63.   “Oh, OK. So you’ve got eight days until your nudes are leaked.”

64.   *Mona, wearing a rainbow afro* “Wait, guys, something isn’t right…”

65.   “How do I get rid of the slime?” “You say ‘Release the Slime.’”

66.   “I like the one where Ryuji yodels and Ann tells him he’s cute.”

67.   “What? You don’t want to teach Zorro to break wind?”

68.   “Is that an assault rifle in your space pants or are you just happy to see me?”

69.   “If I wasn’t so opulent, I’d be a bit more peeved.”

70.   “Hey, Mishima. You want to join the harem?”

71.   “Yusuke, if you want to draw sexual tension, you have friends for that…”

72.   “Exactly. He’s a bus, and the wheels on the bus go round and round, motherfucker.”

73.   “Ugh, you scared him away!” “He can’t help it. Ryuji is spooky.”

74.   “WE NEED AS MANY PHANTOM THEIVES AS YEW CAN THROU DAUN”

75.   “So Yusuke is now lightly boiled…” “You mean…sleeping?”

76.   “Sword, how do you feel about smacking dem snake tiddies?”

77.   “You scared him off with your fuckin’ snoring, ya spoopy bastard.”

78.   “Fuck off, Kris. We can’t all have a level five knowledge stat, so shut your damn nose.”

79.   “Fuck, I just made out with Ann too. Accidentally. … Shit.”

80.   *continues to be distraught about having Ann as a side ho*

81.   “Yeah, Ryuji will just bust a move up in here and it’ll be shocking! …Ha! Puns.” *Nobody laughs*

82.   *Competent players having a legit conversation about comparative SP usage* “Hey! Can I talk to the box?!?” “… No.”

83.   “What? Your teammates? That one’s a mouse now, because fuck him, and your other guy friend? He is now a beautiful snake.”

84.   “You know what else is really beautiful?” “Mishima?” “ME.”

85.   *Far too many dick monster jokes for general health*

86.   “Damnit, they aren’t weak to smack!”

87.   “First I had to convince Sojiro to let me keep a cat, now I have to convince Sojiro to let me keep a Yusuke…”

88.   “Why do I get the sense you’re enjoying this?” “Because he’s fucking the culprit!”

89.   “I do want to spent my Hot Night with the Mishiman.”

90.   “Oh, hi Akechi.” “What?” “You see the guy buying Cinnabuns? Right there?”

91.   “Urgh… Morgana just needs to chill his beans.” “BEANS???”

92.   “They give you great spiritual power…” “And gas.”

93.   “No, I do not like that Fox. I would like him… in a box.”

94.   “Ya done spooked the Ryooj…”

95.   “Oh, yeah. Sae is ready to cut a bitch.” “And that bitch is Akechi.”

96.   “You wanna say that a little louder, Akechi? For the people in the back? Especially your…self.”

97.   *To Iwai* “You betcha, sweetums! …that is not the right name for you, sir. I’m so sorry.”

98.   “Fuck off, Friendly Girl.” “That was rude!” “Well, she was rude to me, so she’s not very friendly.”

99.   “God, Kawakami… It’s fine. I brought condoms.

100.   *Competent players having a legit discussion about social link points* “GUYS, we need to focus more on the important issue at hand! Mishima is still wearing clothes??” “… what?”

101.  “Yusuke doesn’t have cleavage!”

[a-sims-garden]

100 Questions To Invade My Personal Life

I saw @simsstuffmarie​ do this yesterday and thought I’d give it a go.

If you want to read it all good luck, if you can’t be bothered I don’t blame you, it’s quite long :D

1. What’s your middle name, and do you like it? Elizabeth, it’s alright, it’s quite common.

2. Are you artistic? Not really, I used to be good at drawing when I was yonger.

3. Have you had your first kiss? I had my first kiss when I was 12 :P

4. What is your life goal? To have a secure job I love and maybe a couple of kids

5. Do you have any experiences with a famous person? I saw Warrick Davis at a convention once.

6. Do you play any sports? I used to play badminton at school but I don’t really do anything now.

7. What’s your worst fear? Being stuck in a tight space for ages - like being buried alive.

8. Who’s your biggest inspiration? Anyone who has motivation to do what they love.

9. Do you have any cool talents?

I can do a good Butterfree impression?

10. Are you a morning person? No way.

11. How do you feel about pet names? They can be cute, I find them a bit cringy to use myself. My boyfriend and I just call each other ‘love’. 12. Do you like to read? Alllllllllll the time. 13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life. Yuri!!!!! on Ice - I’ve never felt so strongly for two main characters my entire life.

Friends - I don’t know what I’d do without it, it’s a comfort for me whenever I re-watch it.

14. Do you care about your follower count?

Not really, I’m amazed even 1 person followed me (*´∀`*) I appreciate every single one though.

15. What’s the best dream you’ve had?

I’ve had a few where I’ve been able to fly, those where pretty fun.

16. Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender?

Only when I was younger as a dare. I wish I had been more explorative when I was younger though since I think I’m most definitely bi now.

17. Do you have any pets?

Two cats.

18. Are you religious?

Not really. I like to think believing in reincarnation would be pretty cool though.

19. Are you a people person?

Only if they’re the kind of people I know how to get along with.

20. Are you considered popular?

Probably not but I don’t really care, I’ve got my group of close friends and that’s all I need.

21. What is one of your bad habits?

Being a bit selfish sometimes.

22. What’s something that makes you feel vulnerable

Thinking about how we’re all just little ants on this planet absorbed on our own little worlds and none of us are special.

23. What would you name your children?

I like Pheobe for a girl and Ethan for a boy. If in the very unlikely chance that I have twin boys I am 100% calling them Theo and Leo xD

24. Who’s your celebrity crush?

Scarlett Johansson can come and steal me away any day <3

25. What’s your best subject?

Animal Behaviour (what I studied at uni)

26. Dogs or cats?

Catssssss

27. Most-used social media besides Tumblr?

Probably a tie between Facebook and Twitter

28. Best friends name

Josh

29. Who does your main family consist of?

My mum and my sister

30. Chocolate or sugar

Aren’t they the same thing?? But always chocolate!!

31. Have you ever been on a date?

Lots

32. Do you like rollercoasters?

Love them!!

33. Can you swim?

Yup, I love swimming

34. What would you do in the event of an apocalypse?

Somehow try to meet up with my boyfriend and best friends, get our families and hide out at a big school or something.

35. Have you struggled with any kind of mental disorder

Bits of depression and anxiety, getting better now that I’ve finished uni!

36. Are your parents together?

Divorced 4 years ago.

37. What’s your favourite colour?

Greeeeeen

38. What country are you from/do you live in?

England, used to live in Wales for uni.

39. Favourite singer?

Dan Reynolds from Imagine Dragons

40. Do you see yourself being famous some day?

No, wouldn’t want to be.

41. Do you like dresses?

Sometimes, only for formal occasions.

42. Favourite song right now?

Believer by Imagine Dragons

43. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Nope

44. How old were you when you first got your period?

It was the morning of my 14th birthday... great present!

45. Have you ever shot a gun?

Only bb guns.

46. Have you ever done yoga?

No.

47. Are you a horror girl?

Only the Stephen King kind.

48. Are you good at giving advice?

Not really

49. Tell us a story about your childhood.

At preschool we would do the nativity play every year and one year I was an angel and got really nervous and wet myself... on stage xD

50. How are you doing today?

I’m alright, could be better, could be worse. (Halfway through these, woooo)

51. Were you a cute kid?

I was pretty cute. I had the chubbiest cheeks :D

52. Can you dance?

I used to do modern/jazz dance after school.

53. Is there anything you do that you can’t remember ever not doing?

Loving to read?

54. Have you ever dyed your hair?

Only highlights

55. What colour are your eyes?

Green

56. What’s your favourite animal?

Owls ( ◎▼◎ )

57. Have you ever made a huge fool of yourself?

Plenty of times...

58. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

Definitely with my Mum, not so much with my Dad since he moved out but getting closer since he had my little brother.

59. Do you have good friends?

They’re the bestest.

60. Are you close with anyone of the lgbtq+ group?

Not that I know of

61. What’s your favourite class?

Used to be Biology

62. List all the tv shows you are watching.

Handmaiden’s tale and Friends

63. Are you organised?

Sometimes I get bursts of being organised but most of the time as long as I know where it is, that’s enough for me!

64. What was the last movie you saw? Opinion?

Wonder Woman was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G.

67. Which tv character do you relate to most?

If I had to pick one, Pheobe from Friends although I’m sure there are lots of differences.

68. What are some things that stand between you and complete happiness?

Time and space... just kidding :P probably money.

69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?

Looking after all the beautiful reptiles and birds I would buy...

70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die?

I’d probably be less scared to try new things

71. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you?

Nothing, I’ve long stopped caring what other people think

72. If you could start over, what would you do differently?

I’d spend less of my middle school years being sad and depressed because I had no friends, and I’d make my parents get the internet way earlier then when I was 17...

73. Would you break the law to save a loved one?

To save from death? 100%

74. When was the last time you travelled somewhere new?

When me and my friends when camping last summer

75. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind?

My cats

76. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today?

I looked for jobs at local zoos and sanctuaries, applied for a couple the other day (fingers crossed!)

77. What did you want to be when you were a kid?

A zoo keeper

78. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking?

My social life and relaxing time, otherwise I’d be volunteering/working 24/7

79. When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have?

I can think of loads of examples...

80. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence

Get a job and move back in with my boyfriend and get a cat and maybe get engaged

81. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like?

Tiring but productive xD

82. If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity?

Playing the Sims lol

And probably reading every book that ever existed.

83. How would you spend a billion dollars?

I’d pay for my mum to live in a nice house and take us all on holiday. Then I’d get a nice house for me and my bf and all of our pets that I’d buy.

84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future?

I’d love to go to the past and see how we evolved and how dinosaurs lived.

85. What motivates you to succeed?

My bf and my mum

86. What dream that you’ve had has resonated with you the most?

Whenever I have a nightmare about zombies and faceless things...

87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why?

Definitely the woods, cities are way too suffocating.

88. Do you believe in life after death

My science brain says no, but my imagination says maybe?

89. What teacher inspired you the most? How did they?

My middle school science teacher who taught me how fun science is.

90. What’s your fondest childhood memory?

Our family holiday to Disney Land, Florida.

91. If you could have dinner with any one person, living or dead, who would they be and why?

Charles Darwin, I’d let him know how successful his work became.

92. What would you have to see to cry tears of joy?

Not many things could make me cry of joy. My bf proposing to me might do it though xD

93. What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life?

Everyone has the capacity for good and evil.

94. What do you think happens after we die?

You get a funeral...

95. What would you do if you could be invisible?

Pull pranks on people

96. What’s something you can’t do no matter how hard you try?

Be taller

97. Would you want to choose the sex and appearance of your offspring?

No, although there are so many women in my family I will probably have only girls...

98. How did your first crush develop?

Poorly

99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it?

Embarrassment

100. Do you live or do you just exist?

I try to live as best I can.

So there you go! Congrats if you made it to the end! I won’t tag anyone, just give it a go if ya wanna :)