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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening
#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second#genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent#she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice#in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid#how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka#selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again#her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey#she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process#becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain#finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making#last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died#sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me#genuinely just like. sick and twisted#very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl#harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become#actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break#refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them#last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring#being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn#also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make#i have a type i fear#HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series#meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice#i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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Ok I’m going to hell for even typing this, but surely I can’t be the only one who has imagined vampire Elvis ‘eating’ his love in both ways simultaneously…..??!? I’ll just uh show myself out now. I really needed to get that off my chest lmao
Oh hello anon! 🤭 First off, thank you very much for sending to this to me. No shame here when it comes to vampire Elvis.😝 I have to admit… I have had similar thoughts! I mean, it seems like something he’d enjoy. And with those eyes you know… looking up at you… yea that would be a deathly scene. So you know I’ll have to write that somewhere haha!
I swear to god I would have never thought I’d still be writing about vampire Elvis but here I am! I get way too many ideas and not enough time in the day to write them all down haha. He’s just a hungry boy sometimes… and needs to satisfy all his desires 😏🫣🫠
Thanks for loving this story after all this time ♥️
I will leave you with delicious pictures of this beautiful vampire🤭🩸
#elvis presley#oh this man always brings out the most sinful thoughts😏#he is just temptation#it can’t be helped#i’d let him ruin me#anyway#gotta go write#sinned awakening#elvis imagine#elvis presley fanfiction#elvis presely smut#vampire!elvis#elvis x reader#elvis x you
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it’s kinda funny to me how that dumb scene in kiwami 1 of majima getting shot and left for dead in the harbor was basically just added as a half-assed way to explain majima not being around for a bit of the plot, but they accidentally(?) just made it seem like start of a chain reaction where majima ended up feeling slighted and heartbroken after being abandoned like that and then lashed out about it via smashing a big truck into the building kiryu was in. and yeah that isn’t inherently a romantic thing as-is but then they go and add the part where majima grabs a hostess and performatively hits on her as in-kiryu’s-face as possible, she says she’s already in love with someone, and majima lets her go immediately, no questions asked, making a big fucking point of it just to say see THAT kiryu? I appreciate when people are HONEST about their FEELINGS. people who won’t just BACKSTAB someone who CARES about them to save themselves. is that so crazy kiryu?? huh??? anyway make it up to me get down here and fight me right fucking now
#I think on another level he was sorta saying like ‘hey kiryu. you’re making it extremely clear that you don’t trust me and my intentions#and I’ve been trying to show you- over and over again- that I’d do just about anything for you and your safety#but I can’t just let my mask fall off in front of everyone- I need to keep up the unpredictable morally grey wildcard act for both my sake#AND yours. because disguising my helping you as crazy random violent outbursts and weird stalker behavior#is the only way I CAN help you. do you think it would go over well with shimano or literally anyone else if I was outright helping you out#of the kindness of my heart and fondness for you? stop being so fucking dense and look past the crazy wacky nonsense for a second and#maybe you’ll realize that all I do at the end of the day- really- is help you and put my own life and reputation on the line for you.#I am an honest guy when it comes to my real values and when I told you I wouldn’t let anyone kill you unelss it was myself- I meant it.#I’ve taken a knife and a bullet for you now. can you REALLY not see through the act yet? am I REALLY that unpredictable when you think about#it?’#that was a longer explanation than i intended but. it was difficult to put into words#I basically feel like it could be read as him implying kiryu shouldn’t backstab the people who put themselves on the line to help him#and/or pointing out that he’s never actually done kiryu dirty and has stuck to his word protecting him in the ways he can#trying to say yeah all this is a crazy act and all but when it comes down to it you Can trust me#it really makes sense when you think about it that he’d have to help kiryu/show affection towards kiryu in unpredictable convoluted ways#at that point in time because. I mean. there’s a reason he was the only person who showed up to welcome kiryu when he got out of prison#and that’s because A) he sticks to his word and his loyalty to people he cares about and B) no one else had the balls or the batshit insane#mask to wear to ward off anyone asking real questions like majima did. because ANYONE associating themselves with the supposed#patriarch-killer was a HUGE NO-NO at the time. someone important showing up for kiryu and welcoming him back outright could’ve caused#all-out warfare probably. except majima. because majima was dedicated and smart enough to use his widely-feared wildcard persona#(that everyone tended to view as incapable of having any Real agenda to worry about) to his And kiryu’s advantage#does that make sense??? I feel like it makes a lot of sense if you get it to click in your head#kazumaji#majima#kiryu#yakuza#kiwami 1#yk1#rambling
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I am not immune to the charms of beaten, bedraggled, post-pyrrhic-victory gunfighter-turned-preacher-turned-sheriff Cort
#i mean come on#that is a face sculpted in heaven#and he just somehow wears bruises and cuts like some people wear makeup#it only ✨enhances✨#and the fact that this is the last shot of cort’s face#he feels like he’s lost his faith and fallen back to what he was#but ellen gives him this special hope#like even though he’s killed again and given into his rage#he did it to kill a genuinely evil man and free a town from fear and corruption#AND NOW#he has a chance to do some good again#i don’t think cort could ever go back to being a preacher after this movie#but being a sheriff can give him the same feeling of helping and protecting people#while still using his natural skills as a gunfighter!#i just finished the novelization and am not at all thrilled about how jack curtis concluded cort’s characterization#so i’m thrilled that the movie did so well with him#but let’s not get distracted from the main point here which is WOWZA#the hair is just begging for me to run my fingers through it#and his neck? BEGGING to get kissed#i have the insatiable urge to just lay him down and take care of every injury he has#i would be so good to this man y’all have no idea#i’ve honestly been in such a cort mood#i need some of that repressed passion in my life. and also my bed#*quick cut to me and cort coaxing some hallelujahs of a different kind out of each other*#that single lock of hair that blows across his face is my whole personality at this point#the things i’d do to him and let him do to me. cannot and should not be uttered#the second picture I SWEAR just marry me cort#russell crowe#the quick and the dead#cort
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Everyone I know is making fun of me for liking this man help
#scott pilgrim vs the world#scott pilgram takes off#gideon graves#gideon gordon#THEYRE ALL SMHING ME HELP#I know he’s like a awful person but I’d let him do awful things to me if you know what I mean /J#I DONT MEAN IT….wel maybe#UGH LOOK I NEED HIM LIKE ACTUALLY
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overthinking … nooo ……
#god help me I am having too many thoughts#about things that are not even remotely relevant right now#I really need to adopt the “cross that bridge when I come to it” mentality#because sheeeeesh#this is also sort of bestie number two’s fault because she’s the one who asked me all those questions#“what are you going to do if he confesses to you” GIRL I DON’T KNOW! I’m barely trying to establish a friendship right now#but of course now I AM wondering what I’d do#well I’ll tell you one thing I’m not going to be cruel like those kdrama female leads#that break the heart of the guy they like just because they think it’s better to let him go right now#if — IF! — that ever happened#I guess I’d let him express himself and then express myself and explain where I’m at right now#and we’d figure something out#which would be a sign of trust and teamliness I’d say!#but anyway. that’s like step 50. right now I’m on step 3#and who knows if I’ll go beyond this one#it’s actually his job to take the next one (texting me again) and I will NOT jump the gun under any circumstances#so. yep. actually expressing myself here made me calm down and not have so many abstract swirling thoughts#elly's posts#🍮
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imagine you and your f/o are peacefully in bed together, winding down. The two of you are cuddled close, keeping each other warm from head to ankle, but your toes are still freezing. Which one of you decides to be the menace first and make the other jump from the sudden coldness? Does the other retaliate?
#Ovs I have to give my answers first#I’m the menace first with Phoenix but he definitely retaliates#only once though. He needs his sleep so he’s quick to give up and let me win#Dandy can sometimes be the menace but it’s usually me. He’ll usually get into a battle with it over me until we’re both exhausted#by that time our toes have warmed up and it doesn’t even have the same effect as it did the first time#Finral just lets it happen to him. He would whine a little afterward but he can’t help but smile when I laugh deviously#And we finally have our only f/o menace! Lupin would absolutely put his toes on me first#I would fight back but I also don’t want to excite him too much so I’d give in and let him win#f/o imagines#selfship#selfship imagines#selfshipping#fictional other#f/o
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SAVE A HORSE
𝗥𝗜𝗗𝗘 𝗔 𝗖𝗢𝗪𝗕𝗢𝗬‼️‼️‼️🔥🔥🔥
#tex mccormick#Tex#McCormick#save a horse ride a cowboy#cowboy#I need him oiled up#Tex McCormick oiled up and in my bed right now this instant or I kms#matt dillon#help me theres 500 rats trying to torture me and wear my skin so they can take over the world#hot male#i need him#i want him in a way that is concerning to feminism#he could beat me and I’d let him#he could step on me and i'd thank him#he could get it#he could do anything to me#he could do whatever he wants to me
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That’s it, that’s every Jeeves and Wooster story
#jeeves and wooster#reginald jeeves#bertie wooster#book memes#book shit post#shit posting#Jeeves is a agent of chaos#if my British friend told me his butler was gonna help me I’d start sobbing#I mean they have happy endings but at WHAT COST????#we are at the whims of Jeeves#no dude why is like ‘te he SIKE im gonna fix everything’ after ruining a old chaps life???!?#leave it to Jeeves? girl I’d rather leave it to die#Bertie is always just. there like some lamp#I would give any amount of money to get into jeeves head for 3 minutes#this bitch just fucks with people for fun#his hobby is mal practice and scheming#Jeeves ruining a child’s life because his twink wouldn’t let him dress them up like a Barbie doll#fandom posting
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tbh, c!inniters' takes usually don't make any sense, no need to be too serious about it. they once convinced themselves that c!dream had a borderline delusional obsession with c!tommy and is canonically his stalker or smth, so, you know, no media literacy🤷♂️
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lol yea I do get that feeling… but also, in some ways it’s not entirely unreasonable for them to follow what c!Tommy himself believes and repeats…
But… yea, I did learn about the Exile clothing thing recently and I have to say that’s pretty ridiculous, but then again, it’s not like people also don’t like the idea of c!Quackity walking c!Dream around the cell like a dog (absolutely no shade obviously :) <3 ) sooo I guess to me as long they can tell the difference between canon and headcanon it’s not super unreasonable… perhaps we all just love to see our favs suffer…
#neither being very canon compliant…. though I’d be lying if I said exile theories on Dream being a sadistic annoy don’t me to no end…#because like… ya know man was pretty fun actually. let him use his trident and help him out so… let’s not get out of hand…#dsmp#dsmp exile arc#c!tommyinnit#c!tommy#c!dream and c!tommy#hello there#c!discduo#dsmpblr#damn y’all for giving me Tommy brain rot again… just when I thought I was recovering…
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Explain "homewrecker"?
all i’m saying is if i were in bing-ge’s position i would not have fumbled shizun
#thing is right#im aware it would spell my doom#but stealing 1/2 of bingqiu for myself is a soothing thought#i have everything shizun needs! trauma! tears! i can lift heavy stuff!#also for binghe i can and will say the most embarrassing unhinged things to have ever graced another’s ears just to comfort him#i would 100% make a great wife and demonic empress also#AND i would top him whenever however wherever he asked#i just think they’re not exploring all possibilities and that’s a damn shame#let me at them. i’d look great standing by my stolen husband during the divorce proceedings#while my wished-he-were-but-never-will-be husband looks upon me with scorn and disgust#i have the ‘i’m being wronged’ expression down. i even have a handkerchief ready#anyway#hope that helps!#.q
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i want him to **** ** *** *** **** ** *** ****** ****** ****…. Whattttt who said that 🤭
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#thank you for submitting!!#submission#ops caption:#Hey there!! I love your account and couldn’t help but notice there’s a lot of JJK screenshots and so I thought I’d submit my own.#This is from my work titled: Let’s Get Physical! And I also go by YearnWorm on there.#Idk if it’s tacky to submit ur own stuff 😳 but hey maybe someone else will find it as funny as my beta and I did lmaoo#Keep it up gamer!#<- replying#youre so sweet thank you!! no worries about submitting your own things there’s nothing to be ashamed of showing your own work!!!! i for one#post things i think are hilarious - sometimes they hit sometimes they don’t but hey they’re out there and i still like them#also no shame to the person who i’m about to talk about but idk but i remember this one time someone submitted their own work and when i#posted it they reblogged it saying smth like oh it’s me!! thanks for screenshotting my stuff!! and i was like …ok#but respect to them ig i admire their audacity#anyways story over don’t worry about submitting your own work anyone who’s reading this chances are i’ll love it anyway lmao#n e ways#CRHING LMOA I READ TBIS WRONG AND DIDNT SEE THE PRETENDING TO REEL HIM IN PART AND GENUINELY THKUGHT THIS WAS SOME MERMAY THJNG LMAOOOOO#LOVE THIS FOR HIM THOUGH AT LEAST HES SELF AWARE MEGUMI 🙌#FAVOURITE
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I left my purse at the restaurant and my classmate had to drive me back and he said he didn’t mind because we could spend more time together and I wanted to say I agreed but I’m so socially stunted that I could only dumbly titter
#putting my head through a plate glass window#all through dinner and drinks and second drinks I was looking at him like I want to kid you I want you to kiss me I want to hug you and kis#and then he jokes that he’ll have to kidnap me to spend more time with me and I can just go ha ha hm.#god I feel like a moron like#I agree!!! please let’s just keep driving!!!!#but I am apparently scared of intimacy!!!!!! for no good reason!!!!!!#I think he likes me. he said he wants to spend more time together to watch our movie list. even if we can’t. because we have no place to#watch them. but man. I could not say anything intelligent at the end. also I’m tired which didn’t help.#if I were different person I would have tried to kiss him I’m sure.#I’ve literally never been like this before. I missed what he said a couple times because I was just looking at him like hmmm my head would#fit so well on your shoulder right there and I’d put my face in your neck and kiss your check and then#man anyway. I’m such a fucking moron.#I should just text and confess my stupidity. but then I’m afraid I’ve completely misread the situation#aaaaaaaaa#I think this would be easier if either of us had an apartment to have a more private conversation in
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I kid you not I started to think about starting Yakuza Kiwami and started salivating. I am trenched, quivering, shivering in me timbers. a) because I’m excited for the story but also (and more importantly) b) Majima. Dear lord Majima. Babygirl. Light of my life. I am also very upset because I can’t play him anymore please I need more of him in my brain
#please god help me#no spoilers please#I’ve only played yakuza 0#I fucking love Majima god please help me#I’d let him ruin me#please ruin me Majima#I still have whiplash from seeing his bowl cut for the first time#please grow your hair out baby girl#it’s okay I’m over it (mainly)#I’ll never recover bc I got spoiled for somehting and#I’ll never ever recover#I’m not emotionally ready for this#yakuza 0#goro majima#majima goro#yakuza majima
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