it used to be a book about queer love that our little corner of the internet loved. now it’s so big and known and loved that it’s on BILLBOARDS and will be a MOVIE on a popular streaming site. i’m so proud of our boys <3
When in doubt, use your intense bad moods to write rough RE6 Leon smut with dumbification, degradation, choking, slapping, and spitting as an emotional release. A WIN IS A WIN!
the body language … notice how none of them make an effort to pull away from rinne like they used to. in fact, they GET CLOSER TO HIM OF THEIR OWN VOLITION. they’ve wholeheartedly accepted him as their leader AAAAND their friend …. this mv showcases how comfortable they’ve become with one another and it’s absolutely wonderful to see and in this essay I will
I’ve had to take a short break from writing Free (which is 100% based on mental health) due to mental health issues of my own.
I put up a message letting my readers know that it might be a few weeks until I’ll be able to put up another chapter and the comments & messages I’ve had have been amazing. People who’ve never commented before have left the most caring messages.
A year ago (in two weeks) a close friend died of cancer. She was only 38. The last two months were horrific for her. She outlived her prognosis by over two years and hid how badly her health was declining from us until it was too late. There was so much we wanted to do with her and for her. We never got the chance. We miss her so much.
The process of writing Free has been both cathartic and hard. My trauma therapist encouraged me to do it, when I felt ready. But certain aspects have hit harder than I expected. They’ve knocked me sideways. Never backwards, but certainly sideways. I’ve had to take stock, realise what I still need to work on, what I might have pushed to the back of my brain.
Life may potentially be changing significantly for me soon, as well. Which is terrifying. I refuse to let it change negatively for the kids, if it were to be the only option then I’ll back down and bide my time until they’re older. I can wait - they won’t suffer for my needs. But regardless, it’s all a lot going on, and it’s messing with my ability to write.
All that being said, people are amazing. The beautiful comments and messages total strangers have sent me and left on a random AO3 story have been immense. These people don’t know how much it means. But it really does help keep me going.
This is just the first page of kind comments I’ve received. If you need a little reminder of how supportive and lovely this fandom can be, look no further.