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Took me a while to come back to this, but I didn't forget. For those that were interested, here's some of my further thoughts for this one:
Danny's birth mother died from complications a couple days after he was born.
She did not know his father was actually Batman.
She thought his father was Matches Malone.
Danny's mother is not the first person to list Batman as her kid's father. She's not the last. Over the years, several Gothamites have used Batman in place of an actual father.
Bruce has a system to alert him if his name or certain aliases show up on birth certificates so he can check in on it if it does. Just to make sure. For himself. He never disputes it and doesn't plant to unless it comes up on it's own.
However, Batman is specifically not programmed to ping the alert because of the above point. It happens with enough frequency it would be difficult to personally check each case; and Bruce doesn't even sleep around as Batman, so it's implicitly assumed wrong anyway.
Danny was just, one hell of a coincidence. Or the universe starting early on making every turn in his life a left. (The phenomenon typically referred to in fandom as Fenton Luck, but clearly the name doesn't apply here. It's not Fenton. It's just Danny.)
Danny was a premie. Why? Because I said so.
After getting their degrees, Jack and Maddie spent a couple years traveling the country with their prototype Fenton Ecto-Detectos (the lack of r is intentional) to find the place with the most ambient ecto to settle and start their research in. That place ends up being Gotham.
Jazz is not adopted. She was, however, a very complicated pregnancy that ultimately ended in Maddie being unable to conceive again.
At the time they are still in Gotham, Jack and Maddie are actually very good, attentive parents. It will be at least a few more years of ectoplasm exposure before contamination sets in, making them more Liminal and in turn more Obsessive. Obsession will slowly spiral them to the degree of negligence seen in the show.
The decision to leave Gotham comes when Danny is about 2 and a half. Obviously the city is dangerous and corrupt and polluted. For many non-natives, that's reason enough to leave as soon as they have the means.
For Jack and Maddie, the biggest factor was coming to the conclusion that, "Something about Gotham's arcane geography makes the city very hostile to the development of ghosts."
Turn out ghosts not forming in this city is counterproductive to their goal of proving ghosts exist and are a real threat people should be defending against. Since Gotham is a dead end for their research and a hazard to their children, Jack and Maddie decide to move to Amity Park.
Danny has a memory, buried deep in his psyche, his earliest memory. Waking up in his crib in the middle of the night to a strange woman made of smoke and stone cupping his face and saying goodbye. This memory only resurfaces when he first returns to Gotham.
I'm thinking reveal gone right but GIW are fucks. The Fenton's suddenly retracting all of their prior research and recalling all their weapons for 'safety defects' raises some big red flags to the organization.
Then with Jack, Maddie, and Jazz's "contamination" finally crossing beyond the "safe" threshold...
But still far too human to survive the kind of experimentation the GIW preforms...
:)
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Runaway teens are unfortunately common in Gotham. Normally Gotham police officers wouldn't get involved unless the kid started trouble.
But this kid looks like he's been to hell and back several times over. There comes a point where they just can't turn a blind eye. Someone has to check in, if only to make sure there isn't something big and ongoing that needs to be taken down.
A kid that looks like he's been the victim of human experimentation and won't -or can't- talk is definitely one such situation.
Since the kid isn't talking, GCPD resorts to fingerprints, DNA, and searching his bag for any hope of a clue of where he came from and what happened to him.
Which is what ultimately leads to Jim Gordon pacing in front of the Bat Signal. The birth certificate they'd found buried in the bag says The Batman. The DNA test says Bruce Wayne. And Jim Gordon says he needs a vacation.
DPxDC Prompt #13
Danny was born in Gotham and ended up for adoption shortly after. The woman who birthed him listed the father on his birth certificate as The Batman. Everyone laughed it off as a joke from a woman who didn't know or didn't want admit who the father was. They left it be, but no one really thought it was true. It couldn't be. Right?
#That's all I got folks#I have no intention of writing this fic#So do with all this whatever you please#Also - fair warning - this is entirely unedited rambling#I have no idea how well it reads#And I will not be going back over it#I should be asleep right now#I would like to be asleep right now#I don't know why I'm not asleep right now#Good night
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Do you think Jesus ever felt homesick. Do you think he missed his mom
#wolfy religious tedtalks#thinking about tjat time i went to china for like two months#for a study program#and i had a banger time it was great#but when i went to bed at night id sort of just sit around#and it was already like 11 pm and my parents were asleep#i couldnt really call them#but id sit and read or watch some videos or eat noodles and check the clock and look at that its 2am#what i wouldnt give for a hug right about now#do you think that after all his miracles he would crawl into an unfamiliar bed and he would think of his own in nazareth
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This is sort of salty but one of my tumblr/social media pet peeves is when people assume the cause of a lack of engagement is anything and everything other than "people are not picking up what you're putting down." Like, yeah, there are people who like and don't reblog your fic or your long post, but sometimes it's because people liked your post to save it for later, read it and said "hmmmm I don't care for this" and then never cleared out their likes. I'm a big proponent of reblogging your own work that you're proud of but sometimes you have to admit that people are seeing it and saying "hard pass". And to be clear, I cannot judge with any objectivity if you are a misunderstood genius or a massive idiot, though I'll certainly have my own thoughts on it, but usually a post not getting notes isn't a conspiracy against you or other people's fear of being uncool or them not knowing how to use the website; sometimes people just didn't like what you said or even were merely totally apathetic to it. At the very least if you're incapable of humility and self reflection you should just assume you are a misunderstood genius and move on instead of sulking. If you are, in some cosmic truth, a massive idiot, this won't improve that situation, but you'll probably feel better and won't alienate people further by being both an idiot AND a sulker.
#whenever people get excessive or overwrought in volume or tone about reblogs not likes#i block them if they're not someone i follow already because i find this irritating. now you'll get even fewer.#like. sure sometimes a post flops because you posted it when the vast majority of the fandom is asleep#or because it flies in the face of conventional fandom wisdom but is actually a huge banger and people aren't ready for it#but like. sometimes it's just not very good a take#or it's a valid point but is poorly written or expressed or your tone is weirdly hostile#or you blocked like 90% of people who would have reblogged it if they could which is your right but like. there's your problem.
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hhhhidea...,,,, CUTE idea (kinda?) dust reading to phantom papyrus during night to lull him to sleep,,,, but really its just a way for him to pretend that everythings not really that shit (as if phantom paps isn't just dust's denial incarnate) and to help him NOT wake up because of a nightmare again or something
(and just because i can't resist now im imagining this with mtt. not that dust stopped reading to paps in place of killer and horror (because he wouldnt he simply wouldn't) but now the two join them for storytime. horror knocks out pretty damn fast and eventually dust falls asleep too after he makes sure that paps is satisfied with the amount he read and then killer's just left to sit there. maybe he tries to fall asleep maybe he doesn't,,,, maybe he picks up the book and continues reading but EITHERWAY,,,,,, this scene in my head so 💥💥💥😇😇😇)
#sweet soft mtt taking OVER triglycercule's brain has been invaded with them.........#horror probably sleeps like a rock man. dust is a very very very light sleeper. killer doesn't sleep at all and when he does#its just like that half asleep state. better than nothing tho....... those weeks of not sleeping probably leads to the most delicious naps#now in an ideal world killer learns to get a proper sleep schedule even if he can't feel his exhaustion#however in MY mtt dominated world killer doesn't fix his sleep habits and instead just takes a shitton of naps everywhere#they killerfied the house (made everything softer to sleep on) and killer always has 2 walking pillows to sleep on#sure he might not get 8 hours of sleep like during night. but he got that over the day so its ok TRUSY#this surely wont have any bad side effects but whatever its the mtt since when do they care about PROPER habits. if it works it works#ik i aaaaalways say hrkl wouldn't like phantom paps and find it weird but also now im considering#like. them being jealous of dust for always having kinda papyrus with him#like damn..... horror fucked up his brother permanently. he will never get the old paps back#and killer doesnt want to see his papyrus again because then he thinks hell just ruin everything again#but dust gets to talk and laugh and joke with his paps all the time!!! he got it better than them and thats just cus he hallucinates!!!! wt#i mean phantom paps isnt a 1:1 version of papyrus but hes close enough in my eyes#another idea....... horror (and maybe killer if he warms up to it) hanging out with dust JUST to talk to phantom paps#dust could easily just lie about what phantom paps says (although unless he had a reason he wouldnt risk upsetting paps like that methinks)#but theres something there. something something toxic mttpoly dynamic or whatever idc man. im in the mood for FLUFF!!!!!!!!!!#i think it would be funny if phantom paps says dusts deepest thoughts about hrkl. and then if he wants to say it dust has to filter it a LO#they could be sitting near killer and phantom paps would provide a detailed description of why killer has the mannerisms of a cat#and then dust would (hesitantly) agree to everything paps said (he was thinking it too) but when killer looks back at him#(he's been staring at killer for the past 10 minutes to see if what paps said was right) dust just says like. you remind me of a cat#OR BETTER YET he doesn't wanna admit that he thought of that so he just says paps says you remind him of a cat#insert horror version of this moment here. and killer quickly realizes that dust's just using papyrus as an excuse for why he says stuff#like that sometimes. horror just thinks dust's a weirdo freak (but unlike killer he takes the little observations to heart. loser)#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#tricule hc
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don't know when round 2 will go up, im too ill to do it right now and I don't know when I'll be well enough to focus on it
#i would be asleep right now is not for the fact because of my current symptoms i absolutely cannot nod off#i was ill yesterday too#but not like this#it'll probably still be pretty bad tomorrow#my dad had it first and it took him like 5 days to get over it#anyway im oversharing#blame the fever
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Doodles based on "Yet Another Nightmare" by Catroic on Ao3 (highly recommend reading, its very good)
#kris#ralsei#deltarune#i didn't really draw much kralsei but the fic has the pairing so...#kralsei#i read this cuddled up in bed and half asleep (as per how i normally read these things)#so when i got to (no spoilers) that one sequence it felt really surreal#i wanted to try and depict half of the feeling i got from it#whether i have done so is debatable buut this was still fun to draw#i didn't make ralsei angry enough in retrospect... am a coward...#sorry these are so messy lol#on one hand if i cleaned it up too much it would stop feeling like a dream#and on the other... just don't have time for a more clean work right now haha#i think that “on one hand/on other” figure of speech is used for comparing options and i just used it wrong#but >:) i do what it want; my figure of speech now#derailed a lot - highly reccomend reading this#and catroic's other works too actually#hy is a amazing writer and has lots of good works to check out if you have the time :D#tumblr compression is a bitch lol this looks soo much better on desktop than mobile for some reason#rare morning post from dawn woah#updated almost 24 hours later because i spelled “recommended” wrong and forgot to sign the image lol
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₊‧° 𝓣𝓸𝓭𝓪𝔂, 𝓘 𝓪𝓶 𝓖♡𝓭 °‧₊
𝒯𝑜𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓇𝑜𝓌… 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌𝓈?
#jirai kei#landmine kei#jirai onna#dark girly kei#my.jpg#j fashion#tw vent in tags#went to the mall to take some photos today#I’m in a weird mood today#I just want the day to be over#my bf is out of town and my anxiety has gotten so bad that im just hoping I fall asleep soon#im so overwhelmed#im so stressed#for no reason even#like nothing is wrong everything is okay today was good#so why am I crying???#I think I’m just permanently stressed and anxious now I think I broke myself or something#but he’ll be back on Friday#so I just have to try to breathe real deep and go to bed#I hope my cats snuggle with me they aren’t in the bedroom right now#usually Loki would be here by now /:
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i used to freehand comics all the time as a child and since the part i liked was the drawing part i would just draw panel after panel because i didn't want to stop drawing to think about icky icky words, plus the story TOTALLY still made perfect sense! to me! and noone else, but 'whoooo caaaaares omgggg its not like comics and sequantial art are a communicative meeediummmm lmaoooooo'. i spent my entire childhood telling myself stuff like "oh pfft I know this story by heart- ill SIMPLY remember the dialogue and write it later" ...and. I can't help but admire baby maiora's (call that a minora ba tm tsk) fucking audacity? hubris? confident wrongness? kid couldn't even remember to finish the comics in the first place? INCREDIBLE levels of unearned self assurance, wish that were me, genuinely- what an icon!!! anyway i think i have forever cursed myself
#maiora garrulates#the maiora overthinks the process of writing dialogue saga continues!!!!!!!#im so tired. i have been overthinking this shit in circles i have not been making any progress in any which way lmao!#im bitching and moaning for funsies this is not that serious in the Grand Scheme Of Things i just wanna improve at my fav thing#and ❤️ Unfortunately ❤️ my favorite thing in the world involves learning MY MOST HATED *NEMESIS*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! verbal communication. ew#words are fun! i LOVE words! toys!!!!! im using words right now and i didn't combust!!!!! wow look at that!!!!!!!!!!!!!#putting words in SEQUENCE? multiple times?? filtering THOUGHTS into SENTENCES???? sentences that a character would or wouldn't SAY???#AND THEN THERE'S ANOTHER CHARACTER SOMETIMES???? AND THAT BITCH ALSO HAS THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS????? AND THEY ALL HAVE PERSONAL IDIOLECTS#AND TONES THAT S U P P O S E D L Y ARE IMPLICATED BY MANNERISMS AND VERBAL HABITS AND CIRCUMSTANCES (AND THERE'S WRONG ANSWERS! ALSO!!)#AND THEY'RE IN A CONTEXT!! AND THEY'RE INTERACTING WITH EACH OTHER AND INFLUENCING EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE CONVERSATION COULD VARY GIVEN ENERGY LEVELS WHETER OR NOT SOMEONE'S FOOT IS FALLING ASLEEP THE F U C K I N G WEATHER#“oh dialogue is easy just say it out loud to yourself until it 'sounds normal' ^^”#screaming crying throwing up NONE OF THIS IS INTUITIVE TO MEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....!#ok dramatics over its out of my system! for now!!!#this is all easily explained bc i just. draw a lot more than i talk to people. so like. OBVIOUSLY i have more practice drawing#so drawing comes natural! talking does not! subsequently dialogue is Hard! No FUCKING Shit Sherlock!!!!! (affectionate)#so yeah. im using y'all (the tumblr void) as practice! hi!!! words at you!!!!!!!!!!#so yeah thanks for baring with me while passing by my corner of the internet#i do love self indulgence this is fun check out my navel gazing actually no do not look at my belly button#anyway i just think this is mildly interesting. some of my writer buds have the same “not good enough” allergy towards visuals#but they use it to be mean2me >:( same bitch that “omg i cant i suck at drawing i can't do this-” does the “uhm. just write? lol.” 2 meeee#we could have peace and love on planet earth and a common experience and yet you KICK miette for being bad at words!!!1!!! </3 heartbreak!!#what the fuck was i talking about even#oh yeah. perfectionism within creatives i guess. LMAO JK i am talking about NOTHIN!!!!G i am just putting Words Out Here ehehehehehe#its practice >;)c#all this bc ive been doodling comics for myself again and im V!! PROUD OF THE ART!!!! wanna share- but DIALOGUE!*⚡sfx!!*....... so! options#a) leaving it blank. no there are NO microphones in the budget. b) leaving blank *balloons* so that the Rythm is there. implied convo!!!#c) ...doing it badly. (tragic)(heartwrenching)(teeny tiny bruise 2 the ego) *dramatic single tear cleches fists * its the only way.........#...we shall see! literally none of this is all that serious i am procrastinating!! <3 playing with my tuoys!!!!!!!! silly time!!!#/all lh! am reaching 30 tags so that is all for THIS episode of the maiora bitches about dialogue saga thank you for joining me!!okilyBuhBY
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... why he sit like this
#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little#rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo#cats#It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually#getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol#Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime#I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering#all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty#e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time#that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense#that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh#I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol#which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything#I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still#recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually#slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever#reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished#any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky#and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly#going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et#etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make#stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin#.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care#and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc#ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it#82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol
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okay I know the immediate thought (for me, at least) was Lewis/Vivi/Arthur. which is fantastic too... but please consider my counterargument: Arthur/Lewis/Vivi
#my wrist hurts too much to draw rn but someone poke me in like two weeks to doodle this#lewvithur#mystery skulls#look inside yourself and tell me Lewis would *not* wear that sheer dressing gown in a heartbeat#meanwhile Vivi rocking the stolen shorts and nothing else casually sitting around the breakfast table reading horror novels#to a still-dead-asleep Arthur face down on his hat. pom-pom fluttering up and down in the breeze when he snores#....I was gonna say something like 'and mystery is just always nude' but technically he has a collar he isn't dog-nakey#but now the idea of him carefully unhooking it every night to Sleep In The Buff™ and then delicately replacing it again in the morning#(while getting utterly scandalized if anyone walks in on him before he has it back on again)#is absolutely sending me right now#mystery skulls animated#sorry for the rambling y'all I'm in A Mood™ today it seems
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Sweet Tooth Gifs - Ingame Edition
Missions Moment
So, I noticed there was like. One gifset of them from the movie. But what about their animations ingame(s)? Some of them have. Awful resolutions but its fine.
Bonus. In distress
Get FALLED you goofy goober sorry the gif quality on katsuma unleashed is so bad
Major shoutout to @sweettoothstomp one day I will work up the courage to truly and meaningfully talk to you. This clown has got a stranglehold on me your honor
BONUS TWO
their name is sweet tooth and i'll do what they say WOOP WOOP
#sweet tooth moshi monsters#moshi monsters#i realize JUST NOW the moptop mischief gif (first one) is a little goofy but WHATEVER#sorry everyone that im maintagging fucking gifs but i think this is important they deserve it#i will be the person who supplies that person who is looking through the moshi monsters tag for any scrap about this clown#i should be asleep right now#i was gonna post this with less gifs but then i was like NO. IM MAIN TAGGING THIS. I DO ALL OF THEM#stomp gif has more frames than the rest because i wanted to capture this stupid animation in its full glory#SWEET TOOTH FANS WE HAVING OUR CAKE AND EATING IT TOO TNOGITH sorry#i relaize now cropping it before converting it would have. made for better results WHATEVER ITS definitely intional#tbh the gifs being crunch adds to it a little (COPING)
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i think the 6 hours of sleep over the last 3 days is starting to hit bc uhh the guilt is starting to set in
#saw some of the damage where it made landfall SO CLOSE to us and felt sick . and it’s all catching up to me i’m so so tired aksjsjdbf#like if it hadn’t wobbled east then literally everything i know would be damaged or destroyed and then i feel worse because it IS that way#for some people right now. especially after just now recovering from last year’s major hurricane!! like we just keep getting lucky and those#around us are unlucky and it’s such a sickening feeling woughhhhhh#anyway.#i’m just waiting for the fans to cool me off a bit before sleep bc i’m hot as shit even with the breeze and night time#maybe i’ll read a cozy comfort fic before bed . if i don’t fall asleep immediately
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#we have a neighbor who walked past our house while walking his dog#and he threw his doggy bag into our trailer#my husband said this wasn’t the first time the guy did it#and so he figured out which house he lived in and left a note telling him not to do it again#and now this motherfucker#makes it a point to walk by our house STILL#and spit on our driveway#I’d call it a coincidence when he did it the first 2 times#but this time#I was coming home with Beba#and I got out of the car and had to get him carefully out of the car cause he fell asleep#anyways I get him inside to his bed safely and I go back out to the garage#just in time for this fucker to walk past#and he spits on the driveway right in fucking front of me#I was about to follow him and tell him the fuck off but my husband called out to me and told me not to do anything#the absolute AUDACITY#and the fact that he has NO SHAME#is astounding to me#and the fact that I couldn’t confront him because I don’t know what the fuck he is capable of and if he might retaliate and hurt me#but also the fact that he does this WITHOUT A SECOND THOUGHT#he has NO FEAR#no fear at all of something happening to him as a result of doing this#but I’m over here thinking about how I would like nothing more than to confront him but can’t because who knows what he might do to me#I am so FUCKING PISSED OFF
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okay that's the last birthday message. please no more. lol. thank you for being nice, blanket thank you to everyone who is thinking about saying happy birthday to me, or who thought about it and forgot but i am about to have some chamomile tea and then proceed to become as unconscious as is humanly possible. LMAO.
#guy i'm talking to on a dating app asked what's wrong cause i said i had a long day/shit birthday#like buddy i'm gonna be honest you picked the wrong day to ask me this#because i have been an emotional wreck going on seven hours now#and i was like “i can tell you but things are gonna get really bleak and honest really quickly so your choice”#and he was like “i would say yes if you thought it would help but i'm about to fall asleep”#like oh don't worry it's cool! i will 100% regret saying that in the morning! or maybe i won't#life is very fucking bizarre right now so who knows! l o fucking l#anyways. chamomile tea and then near immediate unconsciousness for my own fucking sanity
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najdbdhdjeh I wanna be held while I sleep so badly tbh it sounds so much more relaxing :'D
#not in a romantic way#it just sounds like it'd be nice#I just woke up from a nap and one of my first thoughts was something like mann a hug would be nice right now#and then I was like omg imagine being asleep while hugging that sounds so cool!! then I remembered that's literally what cuddling is :p#I SHOULD WRITE A FIC LIKE THATTT like a suuper short one#I've written cuddling before buuut it's been a while so it might be a good refresher!!!! maybe!!!! >:D#maybe I'll make it hibichiha I've been wanting to write them for soooo long ACK#but also I feel the need to make literally every shipfic idea I have kyosaya xD everything can be kyosaya if you try hard enough#hmmm I'll seeeee :0#maybe I'll write two seperate fics!! ...or maybe I won't write any and the idea will just remain floating in my head somewhere xD#kokarambles
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teehee i now have a very very wonderful photo
#me leaning and slightly sleeping on the guy i like#🤭🤭#for those who follow my lore closely (so i think only milo) this isn't the cute guy in history whom i have never spoken to#this is the now pretty close friend in my school friendgroup who i had a big crush on for a few months#i became less obsessed with him but that was definitely a good thing i think crushes get unhealthy when they're too strong#and i still think he's cute obviously i mean i liked him for looks alone the first couple weeks#anyway today at this party i was sitting next to him and ended up sleeping next to him three times in succession#i mean kind of sleeping looking back i probably did doze off at points but it was kindaaa fake sleep#first time i edged toward his shoulder but didn't fully have my head resting against it#then i ducked my head up and said i wasn't asleep just resting and we laughed a little#i think he said he wanted to draw on my face avjddhbd#anyway second time my head inched toward his shoulder and was fully on there teehee#then when i ducked my head back up he was like awwe its okay and kinda tucked my head back against his shoulder#i was GEEKING bro 😭😭 i opened my eyes those three times when people questioned my sleepiness bc i could not keep a straight face#i was fighting to contain a grin the whole time#uuughh and he was saying how he didn't want to move and was getting people to pass him things abdjbdhd#he could have kicked me off but he didn't!! that's so cute#i was hoping someone would get a photo and a couple people did and they're so cute#gawwddd idk if now is the right time for anything but i really like him i enjoy his presence immensely#he's so nice he's not absolutely perfect of course but he's such a sweet guy#im thinking of that one tumblr relationship advice post about how the ancients didn't stumble across fully built temples#they found a flat place with good grass and water nearby they found a good place to build and then built#if there's any chance of things happening between us iiii think it's a good place to build#literally my only personal downsides for him are such minor things that could definitely change with age and maturing#it's just a lack of motivation or passion toward things and sometimes a bit of a lack of consideration#but i know im guilty of that too and he really is so nice he never acts maliciously#never at all augh he's so sweet
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