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Being a jayvik fan is a spectrum
All I can say to this is:

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#everyday I open the internet and some new jayvik discovery punches me in the gut#I won't stop looking tho#(like I wanted to make others sad by showing this and tumblr wouldn't let me share this normally that's why it looks like this)#arcane#jayvik#jayce talis
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Work doodle tax
He/him
#my art#art q#oc#furry#Red#NC#Sketch#I'm still sick and sufferinggg#But at work also#I can't stop thinking ABT Stardew valley#Off topic tho#But I'm afraid if I get into it again I won't do anything else also again#The game that demands my entire time fr#Love that ABT it but I have too much shit to do but boy do I wanna play#Also I play as red all the time but he's a pacifist by nature so idk who's in the mines for him...#Aside from sev#Anyways I draw him looking so so pretty all the time and I was like#Man I feel bad my art doesn't seem to have like .. substance behind looks#But like idk is that even bad?#Is it so wrong to draw something just cuz u like how it looks w no deeper meaning??#Is the simple expression of enjoyment itself by devoting time and energy to a piece not enough?#Obviously it is enough OFC do what u want~~
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the first real experience I've had of being fascinated by technological developments in adulthood is getting on a bus that has charging ports in the seats and a screen displaying the route with an announcer.
#weirdly I'd only been thinking the literal Day before how anxious I feel while watching out for my stop when riding a new route#and the very next bus I get is a model that has announcements. love that.#technology can be very good. it's actually so comforting to know that all you need is one small working phone#and you have access to easy to follow maps and public transport information any time you want.#I'm usually kinda hard on apps. but ngl I do like being able to get one for our local buses#and you know. check on the status of the one that was 5 minutes away 10 minutes ago#it gives you that extra bit of confidence in the world of like. ok there's no way I can get lost or stranded because I can look up anything#crazy tho how I was commuting to uni 6 years ago on buses with regular seats and paper tickets#and in that time they've been completely overhauled lol#I keep forgetting how long 6 years actually is in terms of progress ...#I mean I actually do get paper tickets still bc I get too worried that my phone won't scan right lol#sorry these tags are longer than the actual post
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I'M KILLING HIM WITH MY MIND
#this motherfucker istg#'i'm genuinely sorry i betrayed you and stabbed you in the back. i feel bad about it. that won't stop me from doing it again tho lol'#like DUDE--#i'm glad i'm a serial screenshot taker because BOY do i have some saved dialogues to look back on#datv spoilers#rosie plays games kinda okay#that dragon sure does age
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i personally believe that deku is more likely to have vices than katsuki
#idkidkidk it's just the gut feel#they're both extremely stubborn just in different ways#but i think deku's a lot more susceptible to trying new things especially when he's under pressure#and i think his obsessive behavior makes him cling onto things easily --- it's easy for him to form habits whether it's good or bad#i also think deku's disregard for himself translates like. it wouldn't bother him as much that smoking is bad for him#he wouldnt care if the sleeping pills are bad for him down the line --- as long as it gets the job done for him to perform properly NOW#maybe unless mama inko or all might begs him to stop sjdfhbks#i feel like katsuki doesn't really give in that easily and is a bit rigid in that regard that he sticks to doing things his own way#i also think katsuki... tho equally as insane... kind of has a future-sense to him? IDK. like. he looks very much towards the ripple effect#like he understands the concept that if he unnecessarily ruins his body for immediate relief it won't be good in the long haul#and it's an overall decrease in performance eventually.#IDKIDKIDK my mind is stewing... brewing... thinking...#FORGIVE ME IF THE TAKE IS WRONG HBFAHAHAHAAH#this concept is a bit darker than i'd write so idk if i ever will but these are just my Thoughts#i talked so much again
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Ohh im obssesed



#uprooted#uprooted naomi novik#solya#marek#my main playlists dedicated to them :]#idk why they cought my attention in 2018 and since that year they have had a special place in my heart. sometimes throughout my day-#i realise im obssesed with them and they're not just some random characters i like. ive dedicated a lot of time on them#i wonder how my interest in them will be when i get older. i certainly know that i will miss them if i stop thinking about them#you could say they have seen me grow. i knew them BEFORE quarantine. they were with me DURING. and AFTER#they have been through so many phases of my life. its so strange.#they changed so much too...except Marek. he still looks the same I imagined him in 2018. solya is definitely different tho#but i do think i have a different more in depth understanding of both characters#even if the words i read in 2018 are still the same now that i look back at the book. they were so many things unsaid but if u looked-#closely you could understand them. solya and marek as individual characters have so much depth...even if its not explicitly said#or maybe its just me reading between the lines too much. i wish i just knew more about them. this is getting so long-#but I got a bit nostalgic. is crazy how i was just a child and somehow even tho solya was just the total opposite of the type of characters-#i like there was something in him. something that made me look at him. and i think thats actually so in character of him#i think that in the book even if someone didnt like him. it was still hard to look away because he stood out from the rest.#there was definitely something about him that attracted people. or else how would have he gotten so far in his schemes?#I may be overanalyzing it. but i love the Falcon so much. and i do like marek a lot as a character. i find him very interesting. i know he-#did bad. terrible. things i like him as a character. not as a person.#i wish i could have seen what was going on in that damaged mind of his...#analyzing his behavior its so entertaining to me. i love making up scenarios where he is at his worst. im not gonna lie#marek suffering and then finding comfort in not comforting things is one of my favorite headcanons.#his obssesion with his mother is also a very important part of his character (ofc) and i love imagine him doing things related to that#thinking about the ways their personalities connect and make them have a very toxic bond keeps me up at night..they made each other worst#and we actually never see that in depth in the book. everything is so subtle but my crazy brain can find the signs in any part#i will stop this rant here. i feel its so long and if i made any spelling mistake i apologise to my future self (probably my self from-#tomorrow) because i know i won't be able to fix the misspelling and that will stress me SO MUCH.#future self please dont stress about it. just be happy. and enjoy thinking about these insane characters
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Okay I'm finally alive enough and have the time to get into it lmao under the cut just bc it's not particularly exciting and I'm briefly summarizing
So I went to my ranch hand job yesterday bc there was literally nobody else working, was kinda overwhelmed bc there were way more visitors than I was expecting and I was trying to stay the hell away from other people, but I was getting through it. But then I saw the creep ass coworker pull up so I locked myself in the barn before he could see me and sent out a desperate sos to literally all of my other coworkers bc I panicked lmao. So two of the guys from my fire station and my medic partner ended up coming to rescue me, and another one of them called me while I was there alone, so we love to see that. So they all stuck around and helped out until that creepy mfer left, then we all got food and hung out outside, I got made fun of for like ninety minutes straight for being diseased 😔
One of them left once we decided to change locations, we went to some park nearby to loiter, hung out there for a couple hours on the swings bc we're children, another one of the guys left so then it was just me and my partner. I got talked into hanging out in the car with him for a bit bc it was cold as hell outside and I ended up falling asleep?? Like girl help 😭 but when I woke up we went to get drinks and snacks so that was cool. Got my car and went home a while after that tho bc I was tired and dying lmao. Not really anything interesting but it felt like so much and I was being a gross wreck the whole time lmao
#not snz#i did sneeze tho#several times in fact#and there was nobody there to appreciate it 😔#these dudes are all blessers tho and it's mortifying#like they'd be in the middle of a sentence then stop to say bless you then continue on like nothing happened#was about to die about it#they were all nice about it tho like yeah they made fun of me but they were also making sure i was okay#how i sleep knowing my coworkers will drop everything to save my ass if i ask 😌#lmao no but I'm also the person everyone calls at all hours of the night if they need a dd or someone to talk to while they drive#so i think I've earned the right to ask for something the one time#i love them all so much tho like wild that i have people like this in my life tbh#also today was fucking crazy too but slightly less so#feel slightly better today but the damn cough just won't quit#anyway#idk if I'm just sick and not thinking straight but like#mmmm idk maybe y'all who are going 👀 @ me and my partner are onto something LMAO#he's still for sure not into me but i might be looking#it'll probably go away once i feel normal again ahdkakkssk he was just really sweet to me and I'm soft#partner posting
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Cat color gene tournament
Round 1
Links:
Mackerel vs Inhibitor
Orange vs Persian wide band
Spotted vs Extension
Dilute vs Dilute modifier
Agouti vs Color restriction
Brown vs Locket
Ticked vs Karpati
White spotting vs Siberian wide band
#tumblr tournament#cats#links#(will be edited into this post once the round starts)#i reserve the right to change the matchups#i put lots of thoughts into it#oh i look forward the polls so much#i can't predict anything#(ok maybe dilute vs dilute modifier lol)#ahhh and i won't be able to find a picture of a ticked karpati that's for sure#shame i'd love to see it#well in the end i found#tho tbh she is a tortie so strictly she wouldn't qualify but... i decided that i can't see enough red on her to let this stop me#cat color gene tournament
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dc is doing a little mini relaunch after the current crossover finishes and honestly thank god because literally only two of their current ongoings interest me but there's a bunch of fun looking stuff happening in november that i might actually look at. and also it's starting series for several guys who should have had ongoings this whole time like the fucking JUSTICE LEAGUE
#i.e. black lightning JSA question batgirl. and i'll keep up with justice league now that they actually HAVE an ongoing#insane that it just wasn't happening for so long. why did they do that.#now i might actually take an interest in the mainline crossovers if there's a series that they're actually building from#then again. if it's crap i probably won't stick with it#but like marvel has three avengers books running concurrently CONSTANTLY. and yet dc hardly ever has justice league stuff going on#a team book is just. the obvious place to do all that stuff. cos i'm not reading batman i do not CARE about batman#but the new justice league has flash and black lightning and martian manhunter and other guys who i think are cool outside the Trinity guys#also i'm thinking i'll have a look at the 'absolute' universe. yes we are pointing and laughing at the batman design but it seems like an#interesting concept. and also extremely funny that they're going oh fuck marvel relaunched ultimates we have to do something like that too#but actually looking at the ACTUAL premise of the thing. it's more about making an extremely stripped back version of each character#designed to be at their lowest with no support systems in place#idk how it'll turn out. might be too edgy and angst filled for my tastes.#but it looks worth a look#for the record the two series i'm actually readign currently are poison ivy and the flash.#flash i'm actually collecting (i got in when it started and am yet to be disappointed)#lily dot tee ex tee#my pull list is getting so long. and my actual pull list of comics i'm buying is getting a bit much too#but i do not regret impulse subscribing to The Power Fantasy having just read issue 1. it's INCREDIBLE.#i've stopped getting ultimate x men tho. was good but i don't think really worth the money of getting it physically. i'll just pirate.#and tbh the current dr who run is eh. and also only a 4 issue limited series. but it's dr who comics of course i'm collecting it anyway.#immortal thor is a thousand times worth the money tho holy SHIT that book is SO GOOD and i'm SO GLAD i'm reading it physically#sorry i don't comicspost often but i had. a lot of thoughts.
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Cleaning up my art blog while drawing something new made me slightly dislike everything I made (past and present) but at the same time, I have to give myself props for drawing something in the first place so I'm just in a weird art limbo rn
#it's about progression over time so i have to suck up these initial negative feelings so i can see how much i will improve or have improved#it's something at least right??? i can look at it that way and be at peace lol#won't stop me from mumbling and being slightly disappointed tho#rambles
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04.09.2023
Yayyy 🥳 dissertation draft is sent to supervisor for a similarity check and i feel so lightweight rn. Now it's time to see Alex and Henry ( again)🥹🫠
#she was lying she stopped the movie midway Nd scrolled insta to watch edits of brightwin and alexhenry#wowow this dissertation is almost done i feel so proud of myself#still thay abstract is left to review once more i did it yesterday but all the excitement is gone bcs I won't be able to attend the#conference in perosn#it's okay tho#i also watched heartsopper s2 and I'm just so jappyyyy uff they're all so cuties#i also look cute today#i swear this is a studyblr#study study#studyblr#february academia#studyspo#studying#study blog#alex henry#they so cute#i love my boys so much#red white and royal blue#that's it#bye
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Month 4, day 13
Did a lot today! Also did nothing else today lol. I have legit been at this for somewhere in the neighborhood of 6 to 8 hours. I don't remember when I started but I do remember checking the clock at around 5pm after I'd been at it for awhile, and it is now past 10:30pm. So... yeah. I had fun :D
This is the result of parts 2 and 3 of the tutorial series I'm following (I should probably link those more often). Also I made more trees from part 1 just because I could (and also I wanted the practice, but mostly because I could). I... may have been having too much fun modeling things. The second part of the tutorial was for the non-tree plants, and I did way more than the tutorial called for.
I have six trees, 11 grasses, 4 flowers, and 7 ferns (or whatever those plants are supposed to be). The tutorials only called for three trees, five grasses, four flowers, and six ferns. At least I got the number of flowers right? But, uh, I gave the flowers more colors than I was supposed to and set it up so the bundles of flowers are all different colors instead of all the same. So still did more than I should have :P
The third part of the tutorial series was setting up the environment and getting it ready to spread plants all over it. So we made the ground, the hills in the background, and the sky. The sky I'm most excited about making, because I plan to abuse my sky-making privileges when I go to make the swords finally >:D Actually pretty much everything I learned in these tutorials I'll be using in one way or another for the swords, but being able to make my own sky means I can get ~*fancy*~ with the environments I put the swords in :D
Cinta my beloved your sword is gonna be dope as fuck
#the great artscapade of 2024#art#my art#my renders#blender render#blender 3d#eevee render#blender tutorial#am I an overachiever or am I just having fun making things?#that's for me to know and you to judge :P#I don't like how those flowers look but that's the tutorial and it's not supposed to be like super high fidelity or whatever#will that stop me from wanting to make them even prettier?#no it will not#should it stop me?#probably#am I gonna do it anyway?#also probably lol#not tonight tho tonight I want to write fanfiction until I can't see straight and then go to bed and pretend my taxes aren't due on Monday#but tomorrow I'll probably play around with them since I won't have a whole lot of time to follow the tutorial before I visit my parents#unless the cat gets me up at 6am again#the jerk
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digimon adventure (sub) blu-ray will arrive at my location next week 😏
#im boasting because im looking forward to it.#im nearly done with my long tng-era star trek rewatch so i think i will watch it after that...#fiftytenpost#because it's a blu ray i unfortunately won't get to liveblog it since i have nothing that can both play blurays and take screenshots#...tho i guess that doesn't stop me from just making text posts. i like the context screenshots provide tho
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Constantly stuck between looking like a professional artist and actually embracing my true self here as a tall goblin.
#tall goblin#artist problems#i am going to shove my rocks in your face every chance i get#also going to shove elfs in your face every time you look at me#and I won't shut up#hi are you an employer looking at my profile#oh boy that's unfortunate#i do want to get hired tho#its a joke bro#i do have a linkedin for professional purposes#are you really reading these tags corporate man/woman#you ought to stop reading tags now it's getting long
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there's like 8 extra chapters...that's so cute. I don't know if it's a format or genre thing, but BLs/GLs or maybe just webcomics/webnovels tend to have extra chapters after the main story. fgep and mdzs both come to mind, and I'm pretty sure wolf in the house just released a side story recently too. and I think no.6 did, too? it's not something you see with traditional physical novels
#I should finish that reread....the extra is about the characters I liked#the fgep author's notes were so whiny tho I'm sorry like ik it's discouraging to get poor feedback#but does the author realize how unprofessional and immature complaining about bad feedback in the notes makes her look? like...#I don't want to read that. the readers posting poor feedback won't stop just bc of complaints#if you release a story to the public you have to be capable of handling negative feedback!#in ways besides 'do you know how hard this is?' um we're not the ones writing....so yeah I'm sure it's hard but like. that's not helpful#hsc lb
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if ratio does indeed rerun in 3.2 i almost wanna like. spend all my savings to see how far i can get with his eidolons. but. unless i get crazy luck (which so far i never have with hsr), i doubt I'll reach his e4 or e6 which are the good ones. sigh
#who knows tho maybe he loves me enough to come home 3 times in one 10pull or smth lmao 😭😭😭#this plan does require me to skip cas which is unfortunate. but#current leaks are saying she won't synergize with sunday and her gameplay generally looks like smth i'd be too scared to use 😩#and anaxa looks like a herta support and nothing more atp lol#but it's just leaks and things can change any time. ratio might not even rerun tbh. he likely won't i think#.........but what if he does#man who let me play a gacha game. i say this often but it never stops being true. c'mon.
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