#I will now fade into the shadows
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And now my mhin collection 🫶
#as you can see I love mhin#i’m back in the fucking building again#idk how tumblr algorithm works#touchstarved game#red spring studios#mhin#touchstarved mhin#I will now fade into the shadows#ignore the small mistakes
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And on this Valentine’s I almost broke down in tears at a wife’s dedication to her heart surgeon husband whose brain is deteriorating with a rare case of dementia
#I shadowed the doctor for the first time today and almost broke down in tears multiple times listening to her talk about her story#he performed his last heart surgery last October. and ever since he’s been fading away and had to retire. rapid onset but behavior changes#were happening over the last like 6 years#this HEART SURGEON BRAINIAC started chewing tobacco in his 60s beyond his wife’s knowledge. a very common sign of this brain disease#I’m still in clinic but have to ride down to the office and get some chart stuff done now and I’m like?? spiraling about it still#at least love is real. they’ve been married for 45 years and she’s on top of her shit taking caring of him all by herself#and she only has glowing things to say about him#she wants her heart surgeon husband back but he’s fading away#I’ve wanted to be a doctor my whole life but I’m such a crybaby OK I’m going now#happy valentine’s day#p#v day
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"I think we can help each other out!"
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gosh the color palette in these is great
#wheucto#art#bfdi#tpot#bfdi fanny#tpot fanny#bfdi one#tpot one#xfohv one#FINALLY ITS BEEN COMPLETED AUGH. i'm going to explode now#it was so great it vaporized my computer/silly/hyperbole (krita was actually pretty slow though. mildly annoying)#it was too big of a file to be uploaded to tumblr. i had to compress it <///3#tpot 12 spoilers#i now realize the purple i used is closer to like... a brownish color thats kind of just the faded color in between dark blue / bright red#- orange but thats okay#colors weehooo#also i wanted to try something more painterly#its kinda funny how originally i was mostly just thinking of coloring one and like most of my time was spent doing things other than that.#and then when i colored (shaded? highlighted? i did the shadow as a base color) it was like. super quick lol
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Oh. Oh I just had a thought.
Sonic Prime AU where Sonic loses a leg and gets a prosthetic made by Nine (or something) but like. What happens after the day is saved and Green Hills is eventually restored...? o.o
I'll find ways to make it worse too. You can count on it. Thinking battle scars... and I'm sure there's some other things.
OOOOOO WHAT IF HE GOES DEAF TOO? >:D
His friends are asking all these questions about the sudden prosthetic and scars and stuff but he can't hear shit and he's already stressed and his hands are shaking so he can't quite sign and I'm just- OUGH.
#trauma exploration~#sonic#sonic prime#sonic au#now how can i include blindness in a way that makes sense to make it even more angsty/give Sonic more problems...?#side effect of him fading away and Shadow barely getting him back in time maybe??#That way he's even more disoriented and confused#and if we're going that route he probably also feels a little numb at first#which then also means he probably thinks they didn't make it in time for a minute#yes- YES#the angst is coming together
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ghostwriter (their grandma would tell them she'd lose half her soul)
#or smth smth. having a lot of Thoughts. anyways here's the piece i've been working on and sometimes u have to just say Done#there's a lot of thinks but i am maybe a bit tired and so tmr i'll come in and add all the Tags that i'd personally want to get from myself#maybe i'll reblog the extras tmr too. this is an incredibly self indulgent piece + it probably deserves a tag ramble essay or smth#ig for now we see how it stands for itself + in the meantime:#adamandi#beatrix valeria campbell#hello!! i'm back with belated tags yippee!! alright so for funsies i'm going to make it sound like i'm going bonkers over this :3#the eye shine... the glowy eye... it's like phaethon shine but also smth about eyes to windows to the soul and like#there's two beatrixes here! half the soul. lost part doing things specific to the phaethon and here it's portrayed as tearing off her name#because that's really; truly; when it all starts!! also notable for the ghostly beatrix is i did it more painterly and cloaked in shadow and#fading into the bg. i think i was super duper specificish about where the glow comes from! front lighting back lighting beloved!!! like help#let's put it this way- beatrix face always glowy. important parts of paper also glowy. it's just that different elements are turned away#from the viewer by each beatrix!! also also. let's talk about the very gently implied blood and red etcetera#like the red string is canonical and i love personally the whole red strings of fate thing even though it's not Here Applicable exactly but#that definitely was an influence! and also the blood in the bg... i'm starting to think this is a recurring trend. but anyway shadowy bea#the other strings hang while the red string loops!! so like that one string feels almost alive. it's a sort of whimsical i put on the same#as metaphorical glowy eye!! also also the eye is lowkey influenced by the whole idea of Eyes and Spotlights within the show and also glow#as in power as in heyyy you ever think about writing as a visual medium huh#speaking of writing!! there is no beatrix thingy complete in my head without text sorrry but the black text overlays are always so >>> to me#and in the sense of art styles and overlays shoutout to all the black crosshatching outline thingys because For Some Reason in my mind#of all the characters beatrix feels like the bnw ink printed illustrations you get in books idk#fun fact! i spent so long rendering this and that was fine i liked it! but then trying to figure out text to go on the papers was a Thing#i tried to do. but then gave up on! sometimes i have to pick my battles and graphic design is indubitably Not my passion bc Fonts#fun facts about this is i Actually did start with a quick sketch in mind and there's been so many changed elements. in the og the front#paper for instance had 'ardess murders' written on it and the back one said phaethon interviews.. i like the nominee list better it feels#more narrative-esque and less passive than her just holding her writing.! other elements that got discontinued were that#front beatrix was supposed to blur into the other ghostly beatrix but i couldn't do it without sacrificing clarity so... no... no blurry#oh and the red string morphing at the ends to smth more abstract was always there from the start!! og had more floating papers#and also a silhouette of vincent and a scalpel bc 'one who pulls the strings' but that (pun intended)! got cut (hahahahahahaha) (sorry)#used also to be a lot of print room clutter but that got cut to bc compositionally i made beatrix larger (learned lesson from last art)
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infinite drawings 41-50, i want infinite to come back so we can have more long boi content. i love that worm off a string. hashtag justice 4 long boi. another fun fact is that i headcanon infinite to be illiterate. every instance you see of him using technology, hes using voice-to-text and tts screen readers. in the sonadow fanfic doodle hes typing along but he actually has the keyboard disabled bc otherwise it would just be gibberish, and thats why hes speaking as he types. when writing the words in the sand he just copied what was on his phone to the best of his ability after having it display what he wanted to write. his lack of education never got in the way of anything while he was working with eggman either; the empire surprisingly does not shirk on accessibility
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4
#engies daily dogs#my art#infinite the jackal#shadow the hedgehog#sonic forces#cw blood#the juju on that beat one makes me a little melancholy bc a good friend requested it before leaving the internet forever :(#so even though its funny i think of him every time i see it#waiting for the pain to fade so i can enjoy the memories#on an unrelated note i love drawing infinites sword#sorry sonic team but yall fucked up when you didnt have him use his sword even once in game#idc that the prequel comics were obviously afterthoughts! i was waiting for that shit to reappear and it never did#also annoyed by the fact that he never reveals his face. that was def something i thought was gonna happen#bc of how much his animations showed him fiddling with his mask#we got totally blueballed#idk how else to say it#i need a forces remake right now#sth
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whatever you do, dont think abt Linger by the Cranberries but it's Nandor's pov 🥲
#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz#nandor#ohhh i thought the world of you~#I thought nothing could go wrong But I was wrong#I was wrong~#when Harvey made that post abt s5 and Linger i obvs thought he ment from Guillermo's pov#but now im like???#its about someone knowing their partner is cheating on them and their relationship is slowly fading away#and they just want them to tear the bandaid off so to speak#instead of draging out this torture of lingering#And I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You got me wrapped around your finger~#Do you have to let it linger?~
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years ago i left tumblr because of the porn ban. whats that like now
#void.txt#why am i asking?#well you see#[fades into the shadows]#no but actually ive been sitting on a finished piece for maybe a week now with no where to post it#you can take a guess what character its about based on my recent postings lmao#and seriously i feel like i lost touch from tumblr i used to be on this site 24/7 until the ban#now im back and idk what im doing
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Gotta stop developing new techniques that rely on water diffusion...
Ill be swirling this for like 15 min bc I added too much water
#pottery art#pottery#ceramics#handmade#ceramic#revivify_inn#Shadows#Shifty#This was originally going to be yellow and black fade#Now I got shadow swirls#This is life now#Do we like? I think I might make more with different colors
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TBH one of the best thing about Solo Leveling is the shadows' personalitites, whereas for Ragnarok it's their agency. And the implication of this (plus if we include how Ashborn's interactinos with his shadows) is interesting.
#it stuck to me while reading it that. because they are far more humanized now#they are also becoming their own agents even outside of what Suho asks them to do.#and their memories dont fade away either#for example#and this is#Solo Leveling Ragnaarok spoilers#btw#-Quay giving taegyu the code for the funds#-Kira's talk with taegyu and dogyun (ACTUALLY THAT ONE REALLY HURT ME DAUL.)#-Harmakhans and Jiwoo's banter#ect.#and the newer chaps ofc 258. I think its nice to see these interactions#since they are more than just quiet souls who linger around and fight( ashborn) or#souls who have their own thoughts and fun and maybe if their grade is big enough they talk and act more by their monster instinct (jinwoo)#solo leveling ragnarok#sl rag shadows
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realizing its almost been 6 months since top surgery:)
#frank.txt#despite all the complications i had w healing im rlly happy w how my chest looks:)#ALTHOUGH. ONE BIG COMPLAINT#i used to use my bras as an extra pocket for my phone or lighter or whatever. but now i dont wear bras and therefore have no extra pocket#:( u win some u lose some :(#anyway all shirts look awesome on me now AND i can wear t shirts w funny text or image ans ppl wont feel awkward reading it:)#also the scars r fading rlly well! they almost blend in w my skin completely! (keyword almost. theyr still visible atp)#the way the scars r shaped is interesting bc theyre like a U shape. but bc of that when i inevitably build my pectoral muscles#the scars should blend into the shadow caused by thr muscle. i also dont have a Completrly flat chest bc im fat:0#tbh my surgeon did rlly well . i have a lot of problems with him bc hes kind of a dick but from like. idk an artistic standpoint hes good#but the doctor standpoint hes Uhm. well i lost a nipple and had severe infection due to denied antibiotics and lack of aftercare#BUT. the lost nipple isnt visible and it looks normal now somehow AND. i didn't die from the infection so. I mean#i just had to spend christmas with a fever of 103 LMAO#HONESTLY THO i would do it again EVEN if i knew i would go thru hell bc this surgery fuckn saved my life holy shit#i didnt realize just how much i dissociated from my own body bc of dysphoria. now i feel more in touch with it and happy!:)#also now i can Eventually get that chest tattoo i wanted for like 7 years lmao#erm yippee:)
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a bunch of oc art because i caught something and (probably) won't draw for. a while.
some frames from animatic things i did that i doubt i'll ever make fully public (not including the Guardener one. or that one i don't have the motivation to do)
some random oc doodles i made in (ms) paint
#silverware's art#silverware's ocs#i am. not doing good.#and it's a fuckin' vacation too!! why must i get sick NOW??#anyways. um. yeah.#i haven't even gotten the last drawing for my assignment started digitally.#*fades back into the shadows*
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tch. no one wants to spend time with DAWN. i am left alone
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tag drop part two
#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ the photograph gets burned ; throw the match ⌗ 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘧𝘴 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ silence ain’t golden you know that it’s only blue ⌗ 𝘰𝘰𝘤 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ but memories serve our sweetest refrain ⌗ 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ head out to the place where the music plays ⌗ 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ out of the embers we’ll rise from the ashes ⌗ 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ and i don’t wanna miss what we have right now ⌗ 𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘶𝘦 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ we’ll never fade like graffiti on the overpass ⌗ 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘱𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ all of the pressure washed away in the low tide ⌗ 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘰 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ conversations with a stranger i barely know ⌗ 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ we’ve seen the moon reflect on the rolling tide ⌗ 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘴 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ when it is late at night it’ll show me your shadow ⌗ 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘢𝘨𝘦 .#୧ ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ this is the start and end of everything ⌗ 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘰𝘵 .
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He's standing in the center of his hut, not moving save for his tail flicking aggressively from side to side.
#ic | tighnari#| crack#[-throws up shenanigans on the dash then fades into the shadows-]#[I made it to 50 in HSR :'D now I farm the heck out of everything]
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omg the screenshots in this dream place are basically accurate 😭💖
#its like im finally like i can see him i see my darling boy!!!!!#even if the side on our left isnt exactly right still#believe it or not its a big deal to me hkdxjjdfkfkf#anyway some more lore of him that i didnt yet share is that his instrument is the violin his subclass in college of lore#and he has the guild artisan background. so maybe that gives more of a picture of what hes like jdjfhdjjf#lmao SORRY for posting abt him again im just rlly attatched to him bc this game has consumed my brain#and ive played as him for over 30 hours now 💀 and im only at the beginning of act 2 which is crazy bc i didnt do nearly everything in act 1#(but im kinda like am i gonna get to a place over ground again? 💀 i dont like exploring places like the shadow lands or the underdark#in any game so i find it hard to find the strength to wander from the main quest. plus i have a vampire with me#and his bite is useless against the undead 😭)#speaking of which omg i obv just looked at my media gallery and bc the time i died from letting astari0n drink was the first time#that i had that event it gave me the trophy and the ps5 saves a clip of you getting trophies so i have it forever saved#when my character faded away and the 'oh no something terrible happened' comment and the clip KILLS me#also even tho this hair is perfect i have one regret and its that it hides his elf ears 😭#anyway have you seen my boy? now you have byeeeee#(EDIT i actually think i did already say his instrument is the violin....... whoops its too early in the tags to fix)
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