#I will hijack my own post and list the best Community eps

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If youmst've findeth yourself ensadenned or lonelye on this weekday night........ might I suggest......... Community,

Actually I'm just suggesting Community in general, I'm here all out of social spoons and just eating it up.

It's like comfort food for the soul man it's great

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SPN 12x19

Okay…I can’t BELIEVE what this episode has given us. I can’t believe it. There’s SO MANY GOOD THINGS to unpack that I was screaming throughout the entire episode! Sorry for the long, rushed, emotional notes regarding the ep below:

- Kelly’s chained!

- Poor Kelly :(

- TW: Kelly committed suicide, but the Nephilim resurrected her

- baby needs their mother

- HUNTER HUSBANDS - Where the hell am I supposed to start?! There was Dean being resolutely ANGRY at Cas, THEIR TALK IN DEAN’S ROOM (omfg this 12x19 coda almost depicted THE EXACT SAME EXCHANGE, with Dean - not Sam - storming into his own room after expressing his bitterness at Cas leaving, and Cas FOLLOWING HIM to talk I was internally flailing)

- Dean’s hurt, intimate, low “You can’t just disappear like that” to Cas (!!!!!!!!!!)

- Dean’s intimately frustrated expressions!

- Cas’ intimately apologetic expressions!

- Cas’ “win for you” line = throwback to his “I always come when you call”/him protecting Dean

- Cas feeling like he’s failed ):

- THE INTIMATE TONES they exchange with each other in general (!!!!!)

- Cas lending Dean a mixtape

- wait

- DEAN GAVE HIM A DAMN MIXTAPE AS A GIFT!!!! When did this even happen?!

- There’s Led Zeppelin tracks on the tape! Didn’t Mary give John her number since he knew the lyrics to an L.Z. song? (according to Dean in 12x01) Classic Winchester move!

- oh my god, they’re legitimately married

- Their behaviour the whole time they were talking…Cas’ sad, spousal apologetic words and Dean’s frustrated love got me reeling because they were COMMUNICATING ONCE AGAIN

- Cas’ “we?”, while gesturing between him and Dean, and then Dean replies with a “Yes dumbass, we!”

- Dean reiterating to Cas that ‘WE DO THIS TOGETHER! Don’t you ever run out on me without telling me where you are ever again!’ (not the exact line, but my own summary/interpretation of it)

- did I already mention they’re husbands?!

- Dean’s Team Free Will lines!! Cas is FAMILY, and Cas is an integral PART of everything the Winchesters do! Take that, Cas haters!

- this whole conversation was a marital exchange. I can fully vouch for their domestic behaviour since I have witnessed my parents argue in various similar ways more than once!

- Still all Grumpy!Husband towards Cas, we see Dean pushing past him to get a beer

- wistful Guilty!Husband Cas :(

- Very smart, Sam! Grace extraction sounds plausible

- Dean’s excited to relay Sam’s brilliant plan to Cas

- He’s knocking on Cas’ room, but Cas flew off again after the domestic conversation they had, and Dean opens the door

- Oh no, Dean’s frustrated, sad face when the room is deserted :(

- we cut to Cas meeting with his angel comrades

- concerned husband Dean called him yet Cas declined since he thinks it’s in his best interest to keep Dean and Sam away from harm (no Cas, no…)

- look at all those missed calls from Dean (!!!!)

- Now we see Sam attempting to call Cas after numerous onscreen/offscreen-implied scenes in which Dean is the one who constantly calls him

- usual “Make your voice a mail” fare

- Dean’s annoyed ‘What do you expect? He doesn’t even answer his own husband’s calls’ attitude

- More Angry!Husband Dean (“kick his feathered ass” for stealing the Colt)

- LOL

- Well Dean, WHY THE HELL DID YOU SLEEP WITH THE COLT UNDER YOUR STUPID PILLOW INSTEAD OF STOWING IT INSIDE THE SAFE? Your angel husband knew it was under your pillow!

- **insert Sam’s suffering-little-brother face and “You did put it in the safe…right?” Me too, Sam, me too**

- Cas and buddies invade Dagon’s hideout

- Cas took Kelly!

- We all know Cas can’t possibly hurt Kelly nor her child (Cas has become an Angel of Humanity; he’s no longer an Angel of the Lord)

- Dagon didn’t do her job properly, and now Lord Lucifer will find out

- Castiel took his baby and Kelly. To Lucifer, that ain’t good news at all.

- Lucifer’s FURIOUS beyond belief! Now I’m dreading the finale! Who knows what he’ll do to Cas!

- Aw, Kelly and her motherly human instincts. She’s right when she says that no child is born evil (nature vs. nurture).

- HAHA Cas googling “how to fix a truck”

- Pros vs. Cons talk regarding the baby/the baby’s powers going on here

- Kelly wants someone strong who will protect/raise her baby and keep them on the righteous path when she’s gone **gasp**

- I THINK I KNOW WHO THIS SOMEONE IS!!

- Cas touching the baby bump aww! And his smile! There’s a wonderful little baby in there, regardless of their human archangel hybrid status.

- Kelly had a vision/premonition!

- Did she see Cas raising her baby?!

- Cas’ introspection to Kelly of himself and his past actions/the repercussions that occurred  

- I knew he was still trying to gain Heaven’s favour in order to assist him against Dagon (besides other painful, personal reasons that I can’t list here since this post is getting long)

- Husband!Dean and Brother-in-law!Sam tracking Cas and Kelly to the motel

- Cas was staying in Room #3! The 3rd Winchester, perhaps? Cas’ room in the bunker is #15

- More Angry!Husband Dean - again, he has “WTF you left without a single damn word!!” written all over his face

- OH MAN, DEAN SHOVING CAS AGAINST THE WALL. HE’S INCREDIBLY MAD (!!!!)

- **insert angry wall sex** Anyhoo…

- Yes Cas, please listen to your family.

- the sheer amount of Angry!Husband Dean and Guilty-Distant!Husband Cas in this episode though!

- Sigh, Cas doesn’t intend to risk Kelly’s life with Sam’s plan

- Kelly refuses to listen to both parties

- Sam running after Kelly, while Dean and Cas follow

- more squabbling between Dean and Cas (and Sam)

- that knowing look Cas exchanges with Dean! Silent wordless husband communication

- I think I forgot to mention that I melt inside every single time Dean and Cas say each other’s names!!

- Dean tossing Cas the keys to the Impala! The domesticity!

- Kelly drove away!

- Now Dean and Sam have to hijack a car

- Oh yeah, there’s the broken truck

- Dean fixing the truck (note: Cas could have called his husband to fix it, for goodness’ sake)

- Dean defending/explaining Cas’ behaviour to Sam - again showing us a constant theme of Husband vs. Brother…the spouse being able to predict and decipher their partner’s actions sigh

- Dean saying his husband is frazzled from all the Lucifer/Heaven/Nephilim chaos and “can’t see straight” :(

- Kelly discussing her baby’s fate with Cas in the Impala

- Dean and Sam are Cas’ family :’)

- HER BABY CHOSE CAS (!!!!!)

- OMG CAS IS GOING TO ADOPT AND RAISE HER BABY

- THE WRITERS ARE ACTUALLY HEADING THERE I’M RATTLED

- I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS! AND AFTER ALL THE SPECULATION WE DID!

- HE’S GOING TO RAISE HER BABY WITH HIS HUSBAND DEAN (!!!!!!)

- BABY!WINCHESTER

- UNCLE!SAM

- BIGSISTER!CLAIRE

- ALL THE PARENT!DESTIEL FODDER IN THIS EPISODE

- People have been saying that the Nephilim may be using Cas, however I’d like to believe that this baby won’t be born evil, and so isn’t able to use others for their own gain with evil intent. Despite them being Lucifer’s offspring, I accept that they’re an innocent baby (nature vs. nurture).

- Let me get this out of my system: CAS MAY BE ADOPTING KELLY’S BABY!!!!

- They’re at Heaven’s gate now

- Joshua died! He swapped vessels! To be quite honest I wanted to see more of him and what his true purpose was

- Oh no there’s Dagon!

- There it is – Kelly’s vision of Cas protecting Kelly and her baby from Dagon coming true!

- Stop hurting Cas!

- Dagon’s “who’s here to rescue this poor angel?”

- She got her answer: Husband!Dean and Brother!Sam to the rescue!

- Dagon broke Dean’s arm oh no!

- THE COLT’S GONE! Dagon destroyed it (!!)

- Dean’s “NO!” made me sad!

- Kelly holding Cas’ hand: is the Nephilim going to transfer their powers to Cas?

- HOLY CRAP!

- ANGELIC POWER TRANSFERRAL

- Those yellow/hazel Archangel-like eyes!

- Can we talk about Dean’s pained “NOO!!” and his expression when he thought Dagon was gonna kill Cas?!

- Bamf!Cas

- Is Dagon dead?!

- Oh she is! CAS KILLED DAGON

- Well, Cas and the baby did but WOW

- Jesus that was insane!

- CAS HEALING DEAN and that gentle, intimate touch (!!!!)

- Cas’ slow slide of his hand off Dean’s arm I’m deceased!!

- There’s ConcernedHusband!Dean! Omg, his soft worried “Cas…” and “Are you okay??”

- Another display of Dean’s “Explain Yourself Later, I’ll Ask If You’re Okay First” married behaviour (!!!!)

- CAS TELL YOUR FAMILY WHAT’S HAPPENING!

- Cas made Sam unconscious!

- Oh no, Cas is going to leave Dean again!! Cas better call Dean this time/keep contact with him or I swear I’ll go on an anguished rampage!

- Now his husband is unconscious!!

- Oh god, the beginnings of the Destiel Break-Up stage :’((

- Cas’ “I was lost. I’m not lost anymore” = LOST DOG! 12x18 Missing Dog poster in Gus’ BuckShot café, anyone??

- THE BABY SHOWED CAS THE FUTURE (!!!!)

- 12x18 “The Memory Remains” (lost dog) vs. 12x19 “The Future” (no longer a lost dog) possible parallel??

- DOES THIS FUTURE INVOLVE DEAN AND CAS RAISING THE BABY TOGETHER?! Which is why Cas thinks he’s not “”lost”” anymore and has found his TRUE PURPOSE? HIS HOME?!

- CAS LEFT DEAN AND SAM BEHIND OH NO

- THIS IS SO PAINFUL I HATE THIS

WHAT A WHIRLWIND! I’m sorry if I forgot anything else important, but as you can see from above, I was incoherent! Feel free to discuss 12x19 further with me! I don’t think I’ll be getting over this episode for a while! :P @tfw-destiel-cockles-misha