#I will GET THERE

[hardtchill]

okay, in the process of grief i have now reached step 4: rage

i hope Viv scores 25 goals next season for whatever team she ends up playing for and whoever the fuck made this decision at Arsenal ends up not sleeping for a year straight

[lovethisfatcryptid]

I'm just going to lean into my brain still being to broken to do much and let myself lay in bed playing video games all day. If I have a good day and I can get up and create and hang out with my friends then awesome I'll lean into that too.

I need to remind myself I'm still grieving. It's only been 2 years and 2 months since my husband died. We were together 19 years and it's ok to not be over it yet just because he was abusive. I'm having complicated grief because of the abuse, actually.

It's ok to do whatever it takes to just survive for now

[the-evil-queer]

My ex didn't like DnD so I'm just catching up on critical role from s1.

Just got passed Percy's close call after Ripley.

Guys I will get there eventually. Its literally my only goal right now.

[findingavoiceif]

Demo is currently sitting at 1k....hahaha..

😭

[araivallejo]

Back when season 3 had yet to begin filming, someone on Twitter posted a Tedbecca centric post and as per usual, an anti swooped in with his unrequested opinion. In this instance, his response was a gif of Steve Harvey saying, “OH HELL NAW!”

I saw the response and just shrugged because antis be antis. But the original poster recognized the name of the person as a crew member on Ted Lasso – 2nd Assistant Director Paul Morris. When a few others caught on he responded, clearly a little embarrassed, that he only wanted everyone to be happy, but that he wasn’t a Tedbecca fan.

I remember thinking at that time that was very strange. To see a member of the crew, no matter how high up the food chain they may be, post something either negative or positive towards this ship. Obviously this guy isn’t writing the scripts, but it seemed wildly unprofessional.

I think now the MO around the Ted Lasso team was Jason drilled into their heads since day 1 that Ted and Rebecca were platonic and that was it. They never saw it any other way. They messed around with the fakeouts because Jason Sudeikis is a fucking troll and you can see that in various interviews he’s done.

I’ve been clinging to the image of Brett Goldstein raising his eyebrows at a columnist’s smug dismissal of Ted and Rebecca’s romantic possibilities. Most likely that was an act too. I should have paid more attention to Jane “they are like brother and sister” Becker. Clearly that was what they were going for, but they couldn’t resist sticking that needle in and giving it a little twist at our expense.

There was a recent article posted that stated this has made some of us cower in shame for ever believing in love. I don’t disagree; it’s certainly made me think twice about starting another show that might feature any sense of romance, even though as mentioned that hasn’t really been an issue with me in the past. Still, I will not EVER apologize for believing in love for these two. There was nothing lazy about it. It would have been beautiful and if you never saw it that is fine. But don’t take it away from me. Something I also read in the past few days that I think has helped me tremendously is the fact that as of this past Wednesday (technically 12:15am for me) this show became OURS. It isn’t Jason’s or Brendan’s or anyone else’s on that staff. It is mine and yours and we can do with it whatever we want. I like that.

[imnotgrimimjustagrumpyreaper]

Life is really short stop treating yourself like shit do the hard thing and be happy.

[mhrsb]

on my quest to achieve 1000 mutuals

[143lockedclinic143]

vro you should get Arthur outta here he ain’t doin good on helping you escape

The only reason why I’m keeping him here is because Audrey’s going to kill him. She’s not as good as she seems. I understand where she’s coming from but I can’t let this happen.

- Arthur

[koormoriee]

happy end of the week to all! i hope all of your manifestations came true (mine certainly did!) last week! as the new week approaches, i am keeping true to my manifestations to achieve the rest of what i hoped for, and will continue to nurture myself physically, as my manifestations nuture my mentality.

[the-cantina]

mischief

[attroxx]

i can't believe i've had this blog for a year

[lochlot-moved]

very quick Ellie sketch hello girl I love you

[vikingmagic33]

@beaumaismortel I don’t deserve you, but I love you just the same.

You just motivated me to work on my edits to the next chapter! Moonlit cove… a little rum perhaps?! Tension anyone?

Get caught up on AO3

Tags for my feral friends, but don’t forget… a little slow burn never killed anyone. 😎

@trashforazriel @mmiscbutterflies @sunshinebingo @captain-of-the-gwynriel-ship @headcanonheadcase

[whozkay]

i'm super inactive here, buuuut, it's for a good reason!! the exam week starts today and that's the last exam week of the semester. I'm doing good at most subjects, but i'm scared of chemistry. if i go well this week, VACATIONS!! and also, i'll be able to go to the second semester, more and more closer to get my graduation certificate!

[leonide-poet]