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asterias-corner · 5 months

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ok life saving tip, if your scars decide to be little bitches and are itching hella bad

USE LOTION

If possible please use it!!! And don’t be shy to use a ton too! It works wonders 😭

#I was scratching the fuck out of my arms #but my sis gave me lotion #And helped them not itch #❤️#Sh recovery #self harm recovery #Scars #Self care #Mental health #pro recovery #Recovery #Asteria rambles★

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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i hate my uni sm lol i dont want to be heeeeere let me out let me out

#motherfucking dance classes. we have the exam in two weeks and the choreography's not ready.#we gotta meet up in our own free time without the professor and practise on our own and try out if something works or doesnt. on. our. own.#bitch like what are you getting paid for lol #i hate it here so much i didnt come here to dance #and i leave every rehearsal on the verge of a panic attack and with red welts down my arms from scratching myself to calm tf down lol #(ask me again why i became obsessed with the white haired beautiful princess with a disorder in record time lol I GET HIM)#its fucking mental torture to me lol #anyway now im getting passive aggressive comments in the groupchat because they suddenly decided that we need to meet #for another rehearsal. today in two hours. like bitch????? sorry that i have earlier plans??????#i gently suggested that we should try to set the rehearsal plans earlier #and i even put a sad emoji at the end to show that im not trying to be a bitch lol #and now a girl im like actually friends with goes all 'thank you for your input jagoda im waiting for you to suggest something better' like #girl?????????? lol #but like it's whatever. apologised immediately ofc like why bother #anyway BASTA

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cinnamon-bunni · 23 days

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NOT okay right now im thinking abt pokemon leaving scars on their trainers + everyday, domestic problems.....

#this is abt my top gun au btw <3333 which will forever haunt me even though im less likely to write it everyday </3333 #like.....getting thin scars from rowlet as a kid which have now all basically faded to time #(though the ones gained as a teen from dartrix can still be seen)#while in the other hand always having angry red scratches along both arms because hes always holding up rufflet who fights like no tomorrow #(believe me; its better to hold him up and take the damage than put him down and let rufflet pick a fight with someone)#OR like....getting electrical burns because elekid doesnt know how to control its discharge yet. and the scars that stay bc of that #(which tbh is an ash + pikachu thing i would love to see)#or how one accidental poison jab from toxicroak will leave you utterly sick for days #(like serious he should probably go to a hospital or smth) and toxi just has the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes in existence it feels so ba #(its fine this has happened before he'll be fine. probably)#bruisings on your shins bc pawmot punches your legs to grab your attention or to get smth it wants....#rooms always being like ten to twenty degrees colder (or even more) when he has his ice pokemon out for whatever reason...#the reverse of that with fire types..... ough...#having to BEG flygon not to fly rn bc it starts a sandstorm every fucking time and it does it anyway #(PLEASE i took you out of your ball to eat dinner why cant yiu behave this one time)#and then dragonair fixing it to be clear skies again.....the never ending cycle....#any trainer who have pokemon that start sandstorm needing a pair of safety goggles for when they battle #(maybe even bringing a spare just in case or--if theyre kind enough--for their opponent to wear so they can see too)#dont even get me started on mythical pokemon interacting with the tg characters.....#anyway tried to stay as vague as possible for the characters lolol #bergmite is just a lil guy who wants to be carried around like all the other small 'mons....i am so sorry sweetie you are over 200 pounds #you cannot be perched on your trainers shoulder like someone else's rufflet can #having ice burns bc froslass tried to freeze him.....#anyway. can you tell i love pokemon #sorry to anyone who sees this in the pokemon tag </333 #delete later #i feel like im begging on my knees for someone to ask abt my au....but also if they did id die of embarrassment from answering it...#the pros and cons of having a dumb little au </3 #sigh maybe one day i'll write a fic... (<-keeps saying it but has written nothing for it (yet))

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malaak · 5 months

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the WAYYYY my coworker asked me what I was gonna do about my sexuality when I get older and I was like ?? and she said you know like in 10 years will you still be into girls ? won't you get married to a guy and I was like ?????? u know I'm w lesbian right ? why would I be with a man.. like what are you saying 😭 and she was like no I KNOW ur a lesbian I was just asking if you're gonna still be a lesbian in 10 years. literally incomprehensible conversation

#she finally dropped it after i got mad like girl what the fuck r u saying!!!!!!! why woulr i stop beiny w lesbian just to be #in a loveless marriage with a man. what do i get out of that 😭#shes bisexual too like. lets use our brains here and stop asking ppl if their sexualities r just a phase when thats all u hear abt urs #ض #jesusssss #insufferable person bdjdjdk last week she saw my arms intereupted a conversation i was having to ask if theyre cat scratches #and after i said no she winked and laughed like ok girl be soooo fr u knew what they were and so did everyone #why point it out when we were discussing sth completely unrelated

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kekkuda · 1 year

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me injecting my testosterone into my thigh (it hurts like a bitch bc I have shaky hands and can’t find the good injection sites!!!!)

me at the vet trying desperately not to THINK or look at the fucking blood vials filling during the most painless bloodwork I’ve ever had done(blood is supposed to stay in my fucking body!!!!!! Why do you need it it’s MINE that’s mY SAUCE stOP TAKING IT)

#the nurse was like “are u ok #i was tryin so hard to avoid involuntarily jumpin out of the chair and scratching at the door w a fucking iv half in my arm!!!#“yeah im fine!! im ok uwu #transmasc #ftm #trans #hrt #anyways I didn’t immediately eat afterwards #so I had to lay awkwardly on the floor hangin out w my roommate at the pharmacy he used to work at #tryin not to faint or have a panic attack #against my WILL #BITCH U ARE FINE STOP THROWING A FIT AND OBEY MY

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thunderheadfred · 6 months

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I'm fine I'm just really really pissed off at this guy

fuck you and your local meme billboard arms

#fucking corporate cash buy-out bastard #he owns like half of the real estate listings around here #flip a coin and find this shithead with his arms spread on the front lawn #it's like that 'Darmok' Star Trek TNG episode #“Kris Lindahl; his arms wide”#buys houses for cash #replaces the carpets #hides all the disclosures #and charges $75k over market value #somehow everything still sells in less than a week #I'm going to ride a moose through his front window #meanwhile #I have to start from SCRATCH with my dad #who is just... impossible to deal with about real estate #he REFUSES to understand this market #I thought this house getting snatched out from under us might teach him a lesson but. uh. no. no it did not #he was just like “well we'll magically find a cheaper house with MORE features” and then we'll negotiate a price on THAT one #or the classic: “there are tons of houses available”#.............not in the year of our Demiurge Capitalist Hellscape 2024 there are not

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llegato · 6 months

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fuckkkk

#this morning i was thinking about how this was the first birthday ive had in 4 years without crying #and i jinxed myself so fucking bad god #my mom came home with red bean buns as a late birthday gift and my dad freaked out #and said that im not allowed to eat asian food because its haram and disgusting and #he said that if i wanted to eat it he wouldnt give a fuck if i died and how the fuck am i supposed to respond to that #who says that to their kid?? its not even the first time either #he spent almost an hour berrating me and of course my mom joined in and they got even more angry when i teared up a bit #so now im stuck hiding in the bathroom so i dont have to talk to them but my head hurts sofucking bad and my arms sting from scratching thrm #ggod i want them dead so fucking badly sometimes #finn.txt

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anotherhumanpet · 7 months

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It's a long-sleeve shirt kind of day.

It's been a long-sleeve shirt kind of week, in all actuality. But Dennis doesn't to break out of the Jack-esque fashion sense just yet either. It isn't cold enough to justify that sort of wear, but the new mark he accidentally put on his arm has suddenly made it Too Cold to be anything else and it's Perfectly Fine.

#ic status #((I accidentally scratched the fuck out of my arm punching at an ingrown hair so Dennis gets the mark too))#((fucking thing has been there for a week now))

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julystruck · 10 months

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I hope we're still friends, yeah, I hope you don't mind

#evil lovecore #static #sweetheart #spilled ink #Heart bc the heart is Sweetheart's organ. Ribcage is supposed to be a ref to timeline C #Vague squiggles pointing to eyes supposed to highlight static-ness #lines for to highlight scars (static's hands. Sweet's arms)#tbh this turned out more peaceful than I intended :P. what ever #spongebob stance. sweetstatic bad however rghghghghgh #sorry I keep drawing people Laying Down. that pose scratches my brain #also it's kinnndd of supposed to be a mirror of the short thing i wrote #under misc. titled 'you left some holes in the plotline I left some holes in your clothes'#like home vs shock. you get what I'm trying to do #controversial take. not allowed is a sweetstatic song #drawing sun beams is hard. thats what this is supposed to be #:P #something something the tragedy of the fact that in another lifetime we could have been friends #but you fucked everything up and broke everything beyond repair

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daddyricsdoll · 10 months

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Landooooo! Why do you have to look soooo good! You deserve some head and to stretch me out. Everyone clap!

#my mind can’t hold all of my thoughts #is anyone else seeing this shit! I’m crying because I need him badly #like you don’t know how badly #those last two photos damn #does he have a girlfriend?#that isn’t me?#Lando don’t make me cry so come over here and wrap me in your arms #then sing me to sleep and ram yor dick in me #whimper and groan in my ear while my hands scratch your back #I want my hands in his hair as he eats me out and his facial hair adding all the more friction #please Lando I’m begging fuck me eat me love me #I’m not kidding show up at my front door even climb through my window #maybe I wake up to you balls deep in me?#Don’t you like it when I beg? I’m so desperate #lando norris #f1

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liebelesbe · 1 year

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I pet my best friend cat today and she purred AND then she lied down and showed me her tummy 😭😭❤️

#i was this 👌 close to scooping her up into my arms but I know thats would have been a step to far for her #and just would've gotten me my eyes scratched out. so i didn't do it.#but istg this cat would be living in our house by now if it weren't for my dad's stupid fucking cat allergy 😭#I'm gonna cry like a baby when we give her away i swear...#doddie redet

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boyobjectifier · 2 years

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nothing hits better than listening to a song you just found on repeat

#it just scratches that itch y’know?????????#if i said this to anyone who wasn’t mentally i’ll they’d look at me like i just grew three arms out of my head #oh my god fuck autocorrect i’m not going back to fix that typo #*mentally ill. you get it.#h.txt

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mothusband · 1 year

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i should've cleaned the house yesterday because if i do now it's just getting rid of any remaining trace of my cat. can't sweep the floors, it's all her hair. can't move her bed out of my room. can't clean her eating spot. can't wash my sheets because she laid in them. can't take off or wash my shirt because that's the last thing i held her in and it still has her fur on it. doing any of that just feels disrespectful, i can't pretend she was never here and that there isn't a giant hole in my heart.

#i sat where she's buried earlier to talk to her and was like. fuck. wheres the shovel i need to get her out of there.#thats not where she belongs. shes suppose to be safe and happy and healthy in my arms. she was alive in my arms this morning.#ive never felt grief like this. ive never hurt this bad. i dont know how im suppose to continue when my hearts been ripped apart.#she scratched me on my cheek this morning and im not gonna be okay about it healing. once its gone what do i have left?

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puppyfeels · 1 year

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My cat gave my such a nasty scratch on my arm and all i was trying to do was LOVE HIM

#i didn’t deserve it #i was just gonna put him in his little window perch and he kicked off of my arm SO HARD #he also like slammed into the window so i feel bad for him #but also you know if he hadn’t scratched the fuck out of me he wouldn’t have fallen i would’ve put him down nice and gently #so kind of his fault

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buck-yyyy · 1 year

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i feel Very Weird

#i’m not. sad #i’m…….. mourning? grieving? scared?#i wish i could be a girl and i wish i could be a happy like that #i hate this weird in between state where i don’t fit in on either side #and i really hate having to hide but god i don’t want people to know #i’m scared shitless of my brain and the stupid halfway eating disorder and the paranoia and the hallucinations #i spent yesterday scratching and smacking at my skin because i kept feeling spiders that weren’t there crawl across my arms #one went from behind my ear to on top of my eye. it was awful #and the worst part is that i have to deal with all the random assorted symptoms and i can’t even get help to figure out what’s wrong with me #because how do i go to my parents (the people who are convinced that anxiety and a lack of appetite are the extent of #my mental health problems) and say ‘hi mom hi dad i hear and feel things that aren’t there and i’m paranoid nearly constantly and i have #these awful terrifying episodes where i lose my grip on reality. sorry for not telling you sooner’#i can’t do that #i just. can’t.#and my memory is getting worse and i can’t interact with my favorite genre and it just makes me want to sob my eyes out because i want to be #who i was who never had to think about this shit. i don’t want to be this fucked up disaster of a person that i am now #i’m just so tired #tw vent

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milo-is-rambling · 2 months

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Guys never google what might be wrong with you. Always assume you will get better on your own in a week or two if you do nothing to fix it or make it less painful 👍

#guy who realizes that’s how is dad died. hmm. not gonna think about that anymore.#no but the thing on my arm I’m assuming it’s an infected bugbite or scratch or smthing #but then Google is like woagh staph infection treat it before it goes into your blood and your brain explodes or whatever #like. it’s happened before. to me and people in my family. hot compress. draw the yuck out. aggressively fuck with it and apply heat a lot #til it feels better (turns out everything online says to attack your skin with ice packs. we shall see who is right)#fine if it doesn’t look better (or looks worse) tomorrow I’ll go to a doctor. I guess. :(

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