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volivolition · 3 months

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broken dopamine receptor

#disco elysium #de skills #disco elysium skills #electrochemistry #de electrochemistry #does anyone else get so sad about him. ''oh haha funny image i'll draw it as an echem shitpost'' ''...oh no. why's it sad now.''#''its so hard to keep living and here's things that make it easier!! that make you better!! give me something to work with here!!''#''I JUST WANT HIM TO LIVE! HOW CAN WE CALL THIS LIVING?? I CARE FOR HIM JUST AS MUCH AS THE REST OF YOU!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!''#[angry and desperate] ''MY INTENTIONS ARE GOOD!! I'M *TRYING*!!!!!!'' [softer. more broken] ''i... i'm *trying*...''#<- SAD ABOUT HIM!! anyway enjoy :]#voliart

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fisheito · 6 months

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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS

#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking #my immediate thought was #i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him #bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent #but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally #it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying #the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias #then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought #i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him #AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND #originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went #WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN #BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS #but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it #i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding #so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown #i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said #yakuya #nu carnival yakumo #nu carnival kuya

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arctic-hands · 2 months

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My parents were shit to me as a kid but I'm like one hundred percent sure they never read my diaries, at least because I would have been in a hell of a lot more trouble if they had

Anyway I don't care how stellar your record as a parent is or how you're justifying this invasion, if you read your kid's diary without their consent you're an automatic piece of shit and your child has every right to never trust you again

#sanctity of diary #like my parents were the kind of person who removed my bedroom door because 'they couldn't trust me'#among heaps of physical mental emotional and even financial abuse #but they never read my diaries. that doesn't absolve them it's just me saying fuck you to people who read other's diaries #i see this a lot on the journaling reddit #just saw a post on the journaling reddit of someone's diary being SHREDDED by an abusive relative #it made me so sad #anyway I'm actually cool with my parents as an adult they SINCERELY apologized to me and are trying to make up for it all #i don't necessarily forgive them but I'm not angry anymore #if anything i feel sad bc they never got those apologies from THEIR parents and now it's too late to ever get them

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shalom-iamcominghome · 5 months

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Is it too early for me to feel jewish rage because I'm still thinking about the rededication of a shul that two members of my shul are going to. I mentioned this in the tags of a previous post, but know why it's being rededicated to the jewish community? They had to sell the shul to the catholic church. That shul has existed for over a hundred years and a significant portion of its existence has been under ownership of the catholic church. And only now is that jewish community able to buy back their own shul. Maybe it hits harder now because I am in love with my shul, maybe it's because I know how hard it is to find a shul no matter how big the city is. Maybe I just think jewish things deserve to be with jews. Maybe I'm crazy!!

I'm just upset about it. And I know this is, like, 80% of jewish history, but it still makes me feel things.

#jumblr #jewish conversion #jew by choice #personal thoughts tag #jewish politics #antisemitism tw #i think that shul has been in existence since the late 1800s? i cant remember but i know i was told is was longer than a century #sorry to post this right after a lighthearted post. i'm just angry and sad thinking about this again #don't get me wrong the shul is now where it belongs (with jews) but. it shouldn't have taken this long...#...it shouldn't have ever left our/their possession (bad wording but you know what i mean. too upset to really care per se)#lmao i need to stop thinking about this or else i'll just feel sick

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schnaf · 3 months

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day 23 aka THE COUNTDOWN IS OVER - jungsu's past birthday brrrr ppoppos

#xdinary heroes #jungsu #kim jungsu #jun han #junhan #jooyeon #gunil #ode #gaon #han hyeongjun #lee jooyeon #goo gunil #oh seungmin #kwak jiseok #jungsu23 #forfreddy #HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may you have a lovely one with many kisses ♥#(ugh i was worried they'd stop this tradition and i would have been so sad about it. but now they HAVE to keep going ♥)#it's time for another concert story. or rather post-concert story.#so i did this photo thingie but when it was over and we walked out....... i completely forgot to look at the guys. i had my head down #(it was all so fast and i was struggling carrying my stuff so i didn't pay attention to .... well paying attention)#but then i walked past jungsu and i could FEEL him looking at me. his look was so intense and i don't mean this in a delulu way #this isn't me claiming we were meant to be. it's about him and he's got this.... presence. this aura. and it's very captivating #and intense (in a good way) and i was SO impressed and i still think about it #and what it was like when the other members met him for the first time (especially shy hyeongjun)#now to my more general impression. i feel like he's very intense overall? like he can probably get really angry and really bitchy #but he also loves intensely. and he loves his bois so much and cares about them so much #and i'm so glad he found a group where it fits so well. where he's one of the oldest and he can take care of the younger ones....#but also there's a leader who isn't an autocrat - who needs support too who doesn't want to carry all the weight on his own #who's willing to share the burden. and jungsu is right there at gunil's side without judging him. he's just very lovely and ♥♥♥ hbd jungsu

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duusheen · 11 months

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The funeral

#ts4 gameplay #ts4 challenge #ts4 legacy challenge #ts4 screenshots #the light is AWFUL i'm sorry it was cloudy af (╯‵□′)╯︵┻━┻#anyway that was the spoiler 💔#Leif has always had the emotional intelligence of a rock lol #He's sad about the passing of his parents and he's hurt and angry because Jay has chosen to show his face NOW in this moment #But instead of TALKING to Jay like a mature grown-up man (which he isn't) he decides he's going to act like an asshole #Nothing new just Leif being Leif I guess #Have you seen Hope there?#She's not scared of Leif but of hearing her daddy talk in that tone #Jay has a special tone for Leif not exactly a growl but clear enough for everyone listening that he's not happy with the man's presence #this is part 1 of 3 btw 👀👀#I love Jay's profile. I have 6000 pictures of his profile I don't know why I just like how he looks 😩#pollock legacy #gen4 #jay pollock #miracle holm #leif pollock #hope pollock

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dont-offend-the-bees · 4 months

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Fuck I hate being an adult. I need a more adult adult to help with the volatile emotional situation.

#I've sort of made a new friend? Like we met at the same art group and he's also trans which was like pleasantly surprising in our small town #but like. We have Differences Of Opinion #and it's not totally his fault because it sounds like he's had a Lot of bad shit in his past that's obviously made him wary and closed off #but like. He's slightly older than me (only 4 years) and keeps blaming a load of his problems on other trans folks?#like you know the type. The like 'all these nonbinary/other identities the kids are doing are complicating shit'#the 'it hurts to see people younger than me inc. kids get hormones thrown at them when I still can't get 'em' (which... yeah not even true)#and he's told me himself he doesn't engage much with the queer community bc it's too 'toxic'#and like. I can absolutely understand why he could've had some bad experiences esp. since he has some mental health shit going on #but he wants to be friends bc he doesn't know anyone else going through the medical shit and it's like. Yeah no shit you don't?#you decided the community you'd find them in is toxic? and that people in them are doing being trans wrong?#and I think if he was just some guy online I'd like roll my eyes and ignore him #but he's a real person in my vicinity and I feel fucking bad for him #and I can see how much self loathing he has and how much that probably informs the bullshit #like he told me he thinks that trans men and cis men are fundamentally different categories and trans men will never be cis men #but not in a 'the experiences are just different and come with different perspectives way'#in like a self defeating way. Like a I just have to settle for being a trans man way.#and it made me SO SAD #like bro #I'm so sorry for whoever the fuck made you feel like you're fighting an unwinnable battle #and I want to be a friend to him. I want him to feel like there's other queer people out there and there's friends and hope #but also I genuinely could see him being the kind of person who would get really angry at you for no fault of your own #like I already get the distinct feeling he resents me a little #like obviously not too much since he still wants to hang #but he's been trying and failing to get HRT for years and I got it super quickly basically by sheer luck/a doctor who looks out for me #like I'm so fucking lucky. And I just genuinely feel like he's the kind of person who might take that personally.#I just do not think I have the fucking. Emotional tool kit to salvage this shit #But I also can't exactly text him and say sorry I don't think we should hang out so. What do.#.....I wasn't even LOOKING for a new friend! I have enough friends!!! I wanted to make clay faces and look at pretty buildings dammit!!!#now I have to be the emotionally mature one who goes hmmm maybe let's not blame other depressed trans kids for our problems buddy #I'm just gonna have to be like. Upfront about my stance and if he doesn't like it well he doesn't have to hang out with me

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aeolianblues · 5 months

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one last thing I will say on that topic. Americans getting upset about you calling out Zionism. When you're not talking about Judaism or in fact, about religion at all. When you're talking about a national military funded by a country that has been dropping bombs on the middle east since the 1980s. But then I suppose when people who are so so so comfortable with equating a whole religion, or further a whole entire group of multiple ethnicities, with simply 'terrorism', are criticised on any aspect of their wrongdoings of course they must think we're talking about their whole religion. Literally every word is a projection.

#I lost all respect for that person honestly. I used to think they were quite cool. I put up with a lot of blatantly horrendous shit thinking #'surely it's only a defensive thing. Surely they're only talking about the sadness within their community rather than actively supporting #the mass killings of thousands of people. Surely they're a teacher they've got to have that empathy with kids being murdered'#No! The fucking full clownshow. And now I've been feeling like an idiot all day— like why did I go 'let it slide' x 100 #why should *they* walk away feeling like they've got some sort of moral superiority here and why should I feel like I've been struck down?#Why am I the idiot that didn't block them four months ago #Anyway sorry to everyone who's had to watch me spam about one (1) negative interaction *all day long* it will subside soon #I'm just stinging from the fucking. Utter blindness.#We've always said someone's comfort doesn't override someone else's right to survival #as a literal genderqueer person they KNEW that. They'd uttered the same fucking sentence #but alas the pinkwashing that makes me so frustrated with Americans sometimes. It magically doesn't apply where racism is concerned ✨😃#The US really is bombs dropped by rainbow-painted aircrafts; that meme should not be this accurate #anyway I'm glad that person is not in my life anymore. I'm glad my dash has one less abomination to repeatedly show up on it #and I have every right to be angry and I will be. I just won't bother you lovely folks with it

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starheirxero · 6 months

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LATEST LAES EPISODE. THOUGHTS.

MY THOUGHTS ARE THAT I'M SO HAPPYYYYYYY

Besides the fact that I am just insane for any and all Eclipse n Lunar interactions, everything that they talked about today was HUGE!!!!! Lunar took Eclipse's taunts and insults in stride, understood Eclipse, apologized for blowing him up, AND got him to talk about some of his fun hypocritical thought process!! THAT'S SO COOL!!!!!!

I won't lie I genuinely didn't process how big of a deal some of these were (like Lunar saying they betrayed Eclipse's trust) because its just something I've been so accustomed to for months already so they didn't even strike me as significant the first time around BUT I READ A FEW OTHER PPLS THOUGHTS AND I GET IT NOW GEJAGAJAHS

Lunar standing up to Eclipse like this is just, AUGH. So good. If you told Lunar in the first few months of their existence that they would ever get to this point I don't think they'd believe it.

Eclipse as a whole too,,, what is WRONG with him(/aff). From the fact that he doesn't have all of his memories anymore to his whole "I'm a clone and a copy of the original but I'm still better than everyone" thing to his little plan he's working on in secret, he is just so intriguing. ALSO???? HIS HIS OMG HIS LINE ABOUT HOW HE WAS PROUD WHEN LUNAR ELECTROCUTED HIM BECAUSE THEY "FINALLY GOT IT" WAS SO. AUAUAGHAGAHAHHAAAAAA I'M GOING INSANE. I'VE ALREADY RAMBLED SO MUCH SO TLDR; I LOVEEEEEDDDD TODAYS TLAES EP IT HAS SO MUCH JUICY SHIT <3<3<3<3<3

#asks #ichangenameseveryfiveseconds #I won't lie I keep thinking about Lunar's line about how they thought the show would make them happy but all it did was made Eclipse angry #like. i can imagine just how /agonizing/ that felt #to want nothing more than to be able to find happiness and comfort in someone you care about #so you try to find something to do /together/#but all it leads to is disappointment and anger on the other person's end #lunar probably tried to tell themselves over and over again that it would end up okay. that they WERE happy. :(#UGH its so sad for 1 million years. this poor poor soul. i'm happy they can finally confront their demons now but ghod. that probably-#-felt like such a fantasy when they were first made :(((#sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #lunar and earth show #the lunar and earth show #tlaes #sams spoilers #laes spoilers #tsams spoilers #tlaes spoilers

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moe-broey · 8 months

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HEARTBREAKING

Worst Dad You Know Has an Extremely Endearing (Now) Reoccurring Character Trait

For further context: this whole FB involved Sharena and Henriette seeking out lockpickers in the Order of Heroes to open this VERY SECURELY locked box from Gustav's room that took Tina's special staff to finally crack open (or rather -- "steal" the contents out of. No one could actually break the lock!)

And the first instance of this!

It makes me wonder if he saved anything related to Sharena..........

#fire emblem #feh #man. henriette's sad portrait w 'yes. he must have' carries so much bittersweet grief. augh #when it comes to sharena idk if i would be more angry if he did save something or if he didn't. i'm almost leaning towards the first though #like. idk if i can even word it but it fucking sucks when you have family that 'loves' you and they do actually genuinely love you #but they just. do it wrong. and fail you severely in the process. you think to yourself it would have been easier actually #if they had simply never loved you at all. or if they were upfront and told you they don't love you anymore.#at least then you can be as vindictive as you want and hold a grudge forever and be completely justified #but extremely begrudgingly this DOES make gustav a compelling character. in so many ways #you can see where it all went wrong. you can see henriette sees something in him that no one else can. and she's not crazy for it #she was probably there. she probably saw it all happen. she knows him w a level of intimacy no one else does.#and now you see these little humanizing traits. he loved his son. he loved his partner and wife.#juries still out on his daughter.#but you get what i'm saying right? it's terribly tragic. it's painful.#man.#i'm still gustav's number one hater though. just so we're clear.#AUGH IT'S JUST. THE PLAYFULNESS OF IT. IS ACTUALLY SO PAINFUL. LOOKING AT EVERYTHING WE KNOW #they had a rock competition........ to find the roundest rock.......... and she won....... and he saved the rock she found......#THAT'S. AAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #you cannot fucking IMAGINE gustav doing that. and yet. in another time. he did. and that's who henriette fell in love with #and that's who herniette still sees. and she's not fucking wrong for it. not entirely. he still has that fucking rock.#dude i'm gonna be sick.#fe gustav #fe henriette #sharena #fe tina #fe alfonse #he's. mentioned. might as well tag him LMFAO

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seonghwasblr · 1 month

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SVT coming to Europe for the first time ever in 9 years (not counting Gastonbury, cause that was sold out a year before they were announced, so carats didn't get a chance to go) and it's not even going to be ot13 should be a crime.. AND IT'S BECAUSE OF A SCHEDULE?!

#maja talks #i'm so upset for real #like i'm happy for jun and all but really?#you announced lollapalooza long ago and now suddenly he's got something else?#i'm not even going but got fuck you hybe i hate you so so so much #i will never not be angry about hybe ruining my chances to see svt live #like fuck you so much #(but maja covid was the reason for the 2020 cancelations yeah but hybe is the reason they never got rescheduled!!!)#i saw one of my mutuals from like 2015 make a post a couple of years ago about how she got to see svt as 13 four times in one year #and here i am as a european being shit on for 9 years straight #i hate it here so much and i'm so upset and i probably shouldn't be this upset but i am #fuck hybe and fuck bang shihyuk and fuck everyone that made that fuckass company so powerful #i hate it so much #i knew they were never going to take coming to europe seriously after joining that fuckass company #and yet i can't help but be so damn disappointed #it's been 9 years...#i remember where i was when the 2020 europe dates were announced #i was sitting in a train and i was so happy i was shaking so hard #i got a ticket with a great seat for the Berlin concert and i was so happy #i've never been so excited and happy #and then covid happened and everything got cancelled and they never even addressed it #they only ever said “we were sad the tour ended earlier than expected” in their yt documentary and that was the only mention of it #then the japan dome tour had to be pushed forward (not even really cancelled if i remember correctly) and they made wholeass apology videos #saying how sad they were and blah blah blah still no mention of europe at all #then like the day after europe got cancelled they uploaded a video of hoshi dancing with fans at one of the us stops #and it really just felt like they stepped on my heart and threw it in a trashcan lol #then they joined hybe and hybe got obsessed with dynamic pricing and ruined everything #ruined all chance of us seeing them as ot13 #(maybe they'll finally acknowledge us for real when they get back from enlistment in maybe 6 years but who knows)#i for real shouldn't be this affected

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smokestarrules · 11 months

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guess what I finished watching

#genuinely I am bamboozled #I heard it was bad and I knew it was bad but I didnt realize the scene ITSELF was as horrible as that #its just. genuinely how fucking dare you for doing that #I understand the concept okay #the entire season and show has been foreshadowing eve's own death and I Get the concept of twisting that around #in the sense that her death comes from another's undoing and that her death comes from villanelle's protection #but the execution ????? even putting aside that the ending itself is shit and disingenuous for the characters. the EXECUTION OF IT #thats the part that has Genuinely stumped me #even the reveal at the very end with carolyn- at this point that means nothing #there's no leadup to it happening like I thought there would be it just Happens while theyre being happy and it's all over within 30 second #and then the show Ends #what the fuck #knowing it was coming didnt even help it just makes me more angry than sad #in the last two minutes???????????#goddamn #I am so fucking sorry to u all who watched this season as it aired #that is sick #after all the character development????#okay. I promise I'm done now. what the fuck. I went to bed immediately after watching and woke up ANGRY #sorry for the abundance of tags mygod #killing eve #killing eve spoilers #smokey speaks

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radmista · 5 months

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Sowing seeds of discontent and disharmony by hanging up on my parents birthday phone call the second my mom asked if I gained weight. Hope that sits badly on their minds while they think about how that's the first call I've engaged with them in 2 months and it was for the dogs birthday. Dad scrambling to text me for my mom that she didn't mean it. Like fuck I told her I've been having a rough month and day. She couldn't keep it to herself that badly. Fucks sake

#was already not in a great place mentally but i entertained the call and was actually feeling okay talking to them giving them an update #she just hits me with that. and I'm not normally sensitive about my weight even when my mom harped on me for gaining some a few years back #i genuinely normally don't care bc I'm happy with myself. but i know ive lost weight because I've been on icu and we don't have time to eat #im so fucking mad and im even more mad I'm crying about it #bc what the fuck #i was actually feeling like momentarily safe talking to them and being vulnerable about working on my next life stages #and she just ruined the call. i wanted to talk to my mom and dad more. i do miss talking to them about some things.#i was happy to get to see my family all together even if it was for the dogs birthday. and people were smiling and shit #and ik theyre gonna say i ruined it by being sensitive but jfc #it was literally the 2nd thing my mom said to me on the call after we sang happy birthday #why couldn't she just shut up. why couldn't she have said anything else. why did i let it bother me so much i hung up #I'm just fucking tired and sad and now feeling even lonlier than ever #i just wanted a nice moment with my family god fucking damn is that too hard to ask for #and im even more angry and sad now that i cant call them back bc my mom will get on me about smth else we were previously talking about #that phone call was supposed to be a neutral zone just for the birthday song. and i was going to ride it out but fucking hell #why didnt i just put up with it so i could have talked to my family #and no calling them back isnt an option. they haven't apologized and it would be an un neutral call #which gives them space to harass me about work and shit

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sysig · 5 months

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Bad time of it, all things considered (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Blood #Just a bit but y'know - Enough #It honestly made me So sad that it took until his canonmates saw it happen that someone /finally/ acknowledged his spontaneous cuts D:#Like I get it it's dark and it's hard to see but his skin just opened up and he made a noise about it! The possible danger!!#And then by that point he's just so used to everyone ignoring it that their concern for him is barely even a factor weh ZEX ;;#Plus it's just a cool effect haha - sudden blood from nothing! Very rich mental movement #At least Max had someone concerned for him about it <3 Not that he could do anything about it but even just the validation of seeing it!#He has enough cuts on him :( Poor tenderized flesh #He gets all crabby from being sore from healing constantly haha :'D Of course he would!#One thing I found very interesting was the scar sidedness :0 Most of the examples in the gallery have his scar and missing eye opposite #But that's not necessarily the case! I actually scoured mid-read and there /are/ a couple instances of matching side!#They're very tiny so I overlooked them upon first viewing hehe ♪ But they're there! It's very interesting to me!#I like the aesthetics of the opposite - probably because I'm more used to it lol - but I can see the appeal and reasoning for the other way #I do honestly enjoy how much is open to interpretation and allowance uwu♪ And what's consistent! Like how it's always his right eye :D #That tracks hehe ♫#Haha his meeting with his delightfully inept counselor - I'm pretty sure I was actually more angry about his supposed injury than he was #He chilled out pretty quickly while I was just - A Scratched Cornea??? The disrespect!!#So happy with his eyebrow expression on that one as well ah <3 #It really does make me curious for how the staff is kept there - they don't /seem/ malicious during the day! But they're also unaware #It's interesting where the lines of reality are between everyone :D Very interesting ♪#Capping off with another song my playlist is looking quite healthy now hehe #Flagpole Sitta is one of those songs that only comes up for me every half dozen years or so but when it Does - phewph #It is /such/ a ZEX song to me now hehe <3 The flirtiness and exasperation - the defeatism even! So many killer lines #I think my favourite is ''I'm not sick but I'm not well'' ask me to read into that I will I'm gonna I'll do it even if you don't ask me lol #So fun to draw those lapses in control the poor dear ♥#The digital reconstruction there was a lot of fun as well actually :D I think I nailed it :3 Pulled around from all over the page! Pleased ♪

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doreyg · 3 months

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I am actively campaigning for a political party (go Labour! The least cartoonishly evil of the two currently viable options) so I cannot say this to anybody because I have to win votes and so on. But god, is it hard not to scream at some people for being TOTALLY FUCKING STUPID DID YOU REPLACE YOUR BRAIN WITH A ROCK OR-

#“Both main parties are the same!”#Incorrect. One wants to kill me and basically everybody I love #“I'm just going to bleat about how much I hate Keir Starmer though I'm technically on the left”#Political discourse is good! He can win an election and maybe stop us all from being murdered though #“I'm not going to vote as a protest! This is a morally laudable act!”#WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU????#And a lot of these are coming from inside the house as it were (left wing people or at least those who claim to be so)#I love being left wing #Especially now when people's identities - the most basic fucking thing - have apparently become a hot political talking point #But if we could just be unified for FIVE FUCKING SECONDS I would be a less angry person #Labour won't actively try to murder us. I agree that it's a sad state of affairs when it's a choice between that and the active murder part #But there we are #We've got to be politically pragmatic or else I genuinely fear they're going to start putting people in camps

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stroyent · 5 months

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#I'm so jealous :(#my brother practically has a family now and he's got no time to hang out in discord and talk #and I miss him a lot #and it makes me feel angry that he prioritizes other things over spending A BIT OF HIS TIME ONCE EVERY FEW WEEKS with me and our friend #I'm just begging him to allocate an hour or two of the upcoming long weekend and he says he's not sure yet #and I understand that but I'm so sad because I love him and I miss him so much #god I need to get a job and a partner too so that I won't have any free time either

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