#I was VERY WRONG
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Wild Magic Sorcerer is honestly a cute run for a Gale Romance
Also, some of the dialogue with wild magic, I love it so much.. (see below)
#random post#idle venturing through bg3#it has taken over my life#yes i love the dumb mage boy and i don't care#i thought astarion would have my heart#i was very wrong#gale#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#wild magic#sorcerer#tav#dnd#baulders gate 3#bg3#tera simpleglory
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I just saw a tiktok asking what you would do if you were part of the marauders friends group after the prank, would you hate Sirius right out or would you listen to both side. In itself, great question. I went to see the com section and THEN someone said:
"wait, the prank is canon?"
I don't even have the words.
#I thought the marauder fandom could not surprise me anymore#i was VERY WRONG#no wonder its like talking to a brick wall to them when it comes to Snape#severus snape#snape#snape fandom#snapedom
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Tasogare no Hauringu 黄昏のハオリング
Music and lyrics by Imai Hisashi
I think there has been some sentiment among some (certainly not all) fans that Imai's headstrong optimism and push forward can sometimes seem cold. I have long suspected that's more of a cultural clash, as in the west, a man who doesn't shed tears is doing it to keep a "stiff upper lip" because of the underlying belief that emotion is weakness (except for anger, of course). However, while forms of toxic masculinity do exist in the east as well, you're just as, if not more, likely to run into a motive to keep everyone together, and to not shed your own tears so as not to spread sadness further. I always felt such was Imai's motivation, especially after his tender speech at the 2023 Genshou performance.
I had been thinking that I wish Imai would show his sorrow a bit more. I think it's a vulnerability fans need to touch as much as for his own message of "Be Happy" as for the validation of their own tears. After all, if the man who can find contentment in this hell can also mourn, than can't we who mourn also be able to find contentment?
If there was any remaining concern that Imai might not be capable of tears, publicly or privately, this song blasts them out of the waters.
The Twilight Howling
Tasogare, as a modern term, refers to the time between sunset and night. An older version of the same word, tasokare, refers to the time of night when it has just become too dark to clearly see others' faces. In the Chinese zodiac counting of the day, it falls during the "hour of the dog" (7 p.m. to 9 p.m.) when he takes his place to guard the gate.
While Japanese has many words for dusk or twilight, tasogare specifically also has a colloquial use as an expression of melancholy or nostalgia. As with twilight in English, it can refer to one's "twilight years."
Though I wouldn't say it necessarily applies to this song, but it does to the rest of the album, tasogare can also be used metaphorically to mean that, while the brightest time is past, there is still enough light worth pushing a little further.
And there in just the title alone we have a coming darkness, the inability to see the face of even a friend, the loyal guardian, melancholy, nostalgia, physical decline in aging, and the drive to continue regardless. Now on to the lyrics themselves...
オーロラの地へ 魂のパレード Oh Flyaway ōrora no chi he tamashī no parēdo oh fly away
to the land of the aurora, parade of souls, oh fly away
Okay, so, I'm already a hot, sobbing, facial tissue-consuming mess; how is everyone else???
Right off the bat, we know the album has been leading up to this song from the very cover. The aurora as not simply a visual metaphor, but here a lyrical one, specifically the parade that Acchan has ascended to, and the one we all will eventually join.
3000年後の 荒野に立て Oh Memory sanzen nen go no kōya ni tate oh memory
standing in the wilderness 3000 years from now, oh memory
Narratively, the lyrics here are less clear, but I'm inclined to see it as the end of humanity, that we as a species as much as we as individuals will leave nothing but a memory, with nature returning to take her place where our cities once stood.
エンジェルの群れ 虹色 風 Oh Flyaway enjeru no mure niji iro kaze oh fly away
a flock of angels, rainbow wind, oh fly away
More metaphoric descriptions of the aurora as the place where Acchan and all other beloved souls must be.
薔薇の下 獣たち Oh Oh bara no moto kemono-tachi o-oh
we beasts under the rose, oh
In 2018, Sakurai Atsushi completed a performance in very obvious pain. After apologizing to the audience for not performing his best, he was rushed to hospital, where he was found to be bleeding internally from a gastrointestinal hemorrhage. While in recovery, he penned Kemonotachi no Yoru, ("Our Night" with "our" meaning "we beasts"). A few lyrics near the end of that song imply his promise, for the sake of his fans, to never leave the stage: "Dance for me, Pierrot / Tonight you stay on that stage till the end" (trans. by Cayce). If such was Acchan's intention, then it was in this song that he predicted his own death.
Kemonotachi ("we beasts") here means as much the remaining members of the band as the entire fandom, and "under the rose," the literal translation of "subrosa," the Latin meaning "done in secret," is the unique connection we share, having loved so dearly the one we all lost together.
黄昏のハウリング 歌うように 歌うように Oh Oh tasogare no hauringu utau yō ni utau yō ni o-oh
the twilight howling, like singing, (like a song), oh
Using the base noun "song" twice would probably be the more natural choice, if only to avoid the repeating continuous -ing form, which is not as it appears in the Japanese.
There's also an implication that what we the audience hear as music, and have heard throughout this album, has actually been the sorrowful cries of a lonely pack this whole time.
黄昏のハウリング 哭いている 咆えている tasogare no hauringu naiteiru hoeteiru
This line has two translations. If you're just listening to the lyrics, you might assume naiteiru and hoeteiru are 泣いている and 吠えている, which are the common characters used for those words, leading a listener(-only) to hear:
the twilight howling, crying, howling
with the second howling being the typical Japanese word for the howl of animals. However, with the very specific and uncommon characters used, the meaning is closer to:
the twilight howling, wailing, yowling
While the common "crying" with 泣 very simply means "crying" with no particular nuance, the "crying" with 哭 is a noisy cry, a wail, a sob. It implies uncontrolled emotions and a demand to be heard.
Likewise 咆 can mean "howling" like its common counterpart, 吠, but this roar, this howl, has a distinct undertone of violence, anger, or rage. There is no good direct translation for this one in English. Any word animalistic enough isn't dangerous enough. Any word dangerous enough isn't animalistic enough.
Harkening back to the previous line of "sounding like a song but (is actually) howling" we have a line that sounds like simple "crying, howling" but is actually far more gut-wrenching and unleashed.
From here on out, we repeat the previous lyrics:
オーロラの地へ 魂のパレード Oh Flyaway
3000年後の 荒野に立て Oh Memory
エンジェルの群れ 虹色 風 Oh Flyaway
薔薇の下 獣たち Oh Oh
黄昏のハウリング 歌うように 歌うように Oh Oh 黄昏のハウリング 哭いている 咆えている
Oh Oh 歌うように 歌うように Oh Oh 哭いている 咆えている
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This song is only ever so slightly slower than Mudai and follows a similar chord progression. Sakurai has never clearly revealed what he intended for Mudai's message to be, but personally, I'm inclined to see it as the horror and confusion of being brought into existence—a trauma many of us never really recover from—and the inclination to pursue the darkness that once felt safe. From darkness we come and to darkness we go.
Even without interpretation, the theme of birth in the song is obvious. How poetic then, to end the album mourning Sakurai's passing with such an homage to it, reminding us that death and birth are part of a (painful) cycle.
After lyrics such as these, the sound of Imai's guitar ends on the same tones as ended Mudai, more discordant, more painful. A furious and heartrending howl you would almost mistake for a song.
#buck tick#buck tick lyrics#subrosa#subrosa lyrics#edit to correct romaji AS USUAL >_<#I thought analyzing these lyrics more academically would make it easier to listen to without crying#I was VERY WRONG#I'm so deep in this song I'm sinking like Artax#I cried several times writing this up even#just so floored by Imai and the rest of the band#the more I learn#the more I love this album
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Where is the section of the fandom that don’t really care about if bucktommy or buddie or neither are endgame but instead care more about just wanting the writers to do a queer Eddie storyline and do it justice (not just to further a buddie endgame)
#brought to you by someone who has been adamant from we started learning more about Eddie that he should be queer#my friends have never heard the end up it#was convinced they were going to do queer Eddie instead of bi buck#i was very wrong#but I just need them to acc do a good storyline for Eddie about his queerness#if done right it would be so perfect#like I’m convinced that if they start the Eddie is queer storyline it means buddie is endgame#cause I don’t believe the show writers would do a Eddie queer storyline just cause they think it would be neat#they will do the storyline only if they decide to do the buddie storyline#and that’s my 2 cents on that#irrelevant tags >#911#911 abc#911 show#eddie diaz#evan buck buckely#evan buckley#tommy kinard#buddie#bucktommy
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i was trying to guess how he spelled his name after the first episode, but I don’t think I would’ve guessed this if you gave me a hundred chances
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I got more whirl and cyclonus being homies
But at what cost :(
#transformers#tf lost light#cyclonus#idw whirl#im gonna cry#i thought they were gonna do the classic SUPRISE NOT DEAD!#i was very wrong
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Kristen Arknights is giving me brainworms this cannot continue
Before Lone Trail, I was really convinced that "ah yeah so she's really evil", like what, she approved and conducted the Diabolic Experiment? She approved the experiment at Site #359 and was probably looking at the giant Hub from her window, presumably while eating popcorns, and when Saria arrived to scream at her "WHAT THE FUCK" Kristen just replied "Oh hey I knew you would solve it"? She also funded Loken's Watertank and collected his data on children experiments after he got arrested??
Any sane person would be calling her an egoist, a betrayer, a seeker, a loner
And yet, she was a pioneer.
Lone Trail dropped and now, I don't even know what to think anymore of this character. Like I don't approve what she has done, but also, I don't hate her. She put me into a state of mind I can't think straight anymore. This dog is TRULY fucked up.
She was obsessed, truly obsessed by her dream. She wanted to achieve what her parents had failed to do. She wanted to honor her family, to prove something to the world. To find the truth. To break the sky.
And she fucking did it. She absolutely did. She achieved it, she had done what nobody has ever done before. Regardless of the methods, regardless of morals and ethics, what she did was HUGE. That night, everyone on Terra looked up at the sky. She made a huge step forward, she revolutioned and changed things. The moment she pierced the starpod, a page in the history of the world had been turned, a new era has started. This event was major. And countless scientists will look up upon her, and for ages, her name will be praised.
And she did at what cost? Everything. Her own life, her friends.
I can't stop thinking about how much she tried to keep Saria away from her. I thought that Kristen was using Saria, that she didn't care about her, but actually it's... Something else. She does care about Saria, but it's Saria who was completely obsessed with Kristen. It's Saria who refused to let go. Of course, Saria devoted her life to protect Kristen, she wanted to stay with her until the very end. Kristen did not wanted it, she wanted Saria to continue to live on. It's her dream, and she's ready to die to achieve it. Not Saria's. Nor Muelsyse's.
I can't stop thinking about how she tried EVERYTHING to stop Saria. She studied her Arts, found ways to supress them, created Power Armors to neutralize them, she showed coldness to Saria to keep her away. But god, Saria was clingy as hell. If Kristen had to get to install a trap door in her spaceship SPECIFICALLY for Saria, that's to say how much Saria did not want to let go.
Saria was ready to die for Kristen, she was ready to stay with her until the very end. But Kristen always had in mind to go alone.
And in the end, she had to show Saria that she deserves to live, to continue, that there's still people who need her. Rhine Lab needs her. Ifrit needs her. Silence needs her. Rhodes Island needs her. She can't join Kristen like that. She can't die yet.
Even if Kristen was obsessed by her dream, she was still able to care enough for Saria and the people around her.
And god fucking damn I'm crying
Kristen is absolutely the best antagonist of all Arknights there's absolutely no way we can't do better, I'm standing on my ground
#I'm just throwing away my thoughts because I need to let them go#if you remember my post before about what I think of Saria and Kristen's relationship#I was very wrong#I really thought it was abusive/toxic#but actually it's SO complex#Jesus I wanna analyze this woman with a microscope#there's no cure for her#I'M BARKING AND SCREAMING#she said “oh yeah sciences requiees sacrifices ?”#“aight imma be this sacrifice then”#GOD SHE FUCKING DID IT#Lone Trail has been out for a week and I am still crying about it send tweet#arknights#help me
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so is the Lance op or have i just locked tf in with this weapon?
#messing around with some more weapons#and decided fuck it I’ll play Lance even though I think it will just be more boring gunlance#I was very wrong#easily my quickest hunts so far#I like how dedicated the move set is and once you get positioning down the pressure you can keep up is insane#the counters all feel so good to pull off#I understand you now Lance mains#monster hunter
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I just finished Madoka Magica and I thought it was gonna be a sweet anime what the hell happened
#puella magi madoka magica#madoka kaname#I thought it was an anime about cute magical girls#I was very wrong
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Drank what i thought was iced tea but it had a buncha caffeine so now im wide awake
And full of energy :33
#i thought caffiene had zero effect on me#i was very wrong#like really reall wrong-#the iced tea tasted good tho#and merry christmas to others who celebrate!
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Is ANYONE watching MILF Manor on TLC….the energy on this show is enough to resurrect Sigmund Freud-
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No matter how many times you watch the last episode, you will NEVER be emotionally prepared for it
#good omens#ive seen it so many times and each time#its like a punch to the gut#im crying again#i thought i’d be ok#i was very wrong#ineffable husbands#aziraphale x crowley#aziraphale#crowley#david tennant#michael sheen
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Im gonna need fhe f2 guys to behave, i cant be having car related heart attacks on the bus
#f2#formula 2#i made the mistake of thinking id be able to get to the shop and back in time#i was very wrong#gonna need minimal chaos today
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Bro please tell me what im missing im literally going crazy
#hunter#hollow knight hunter#hunter's journal#owl house hunter is better#silly me i thought i only needed Radiance#i was very wrong#but hey at least i did p5#where is silksong btw
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The Last Of Us not making me realise Starbucks has been around since the SEVENTIES. I thought it was a late 2000s thing at most. When Ellie mentioned it I was like 'They had that in 2003?? Damn it's older than I thought...' But then. I looked it up. 70s dude. God I feel so young and dumb.
#I am 21#Starbucks is older than me#I deadass thought it was like. I knew it was before the 2010s but it became like popular then (I think)#So I just assumed it was a 2000s company#Nope#I wolda been 1 (Almost 2) when the outbreal started tbf so.#I do think I woulda lived tho#I think my dad woulda kept me and my sister alive.#If he didn't die because of flour or anything. He woulda genuinely be a beast in the apocalypse#My dad isn't a good person but God would he have made sure I was alive no matter what#Honestly he woulda thrived because of his lack of morals tbh#Dk why this surprised me sm it just did#Like I'm like yeah I know Maccies and stuff existed in the 70s. But Starbucks?? When she said it I was like. Okay 2000s then#90s at MOST#I was very wrong#Gen Z. I was born after 911 btw for some perspective#2001 but December baby so#TLOU#Idk if this is spoilers tbh but just in case#The Last Of Us Spoilers#TLOU Spoilers#The Last Of Us
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