#I wanted to do the comic first but Im slow and this pic is a (belated) present to myself for my bday

[marvogue]

many months ago, @lunar-destiny​ and I decided that Dusk(squared) should be the Hunter Vanguard(s). It’s amazing, it’s fun and we have plan for it and everything :)c (drawing it will take me 100 years tho lmao)

so meanwhile, here’s a poster of this Epic Duo because I love them and you should too (*´▽`*)

You must be thinking: But Mar, doesn’t your Dusk like to run away and escape Vanguard missions?

I raise you this short story I wrote during Season of the Lost:  D&D - perspective challenge

Not convinced about having 2 hunters for one Vanguard Position? I raise you this Super Epic Ultimate Teamwork Power Move:

I know. Astounding. I rest my case.

[jduckdraws]

First pic: 06/27/24 - 07/10/24

Second pic: 06/26/23 -?

Last pic: 01/13/23

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Last year on my break I did alot of concept art of my Sonic Dimensions AU characters. My brother was telling me for the longest time to give the characters new designs to make them look different but I was too lazy to do it back then, so I finally decided to take a crack at it since my Au has a small timeskip they shouldhave different looks since its a new era for them. Also thinking of the overall theme what im going for the comic. I remember how long it too me to do Sonic's design cause I wanted his look to me be similar to his current one. I wanted to make his shoes look really cool and detailed along with his gloves. I was looking at all these cool runner shoes for him. God knows I'm regretting it cause they are difficult to draw, especially if I gotta keep drawing it in the comic too🥲 but I love how they look so I'm keeping it for now I just gotta practice it alittle more. Maybe i might give him another pair of shoes in the future but we'll see. Lol

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Anyways the first drawing was me practicing some hatch techniques making it look more like a manga. I want my comic to be colored but i really like the manga black/white look. Haven't drawn a cool looking Sonic in so long so this drawing just gased me up that I actually improved ya'll 😭 I'm so proud of myself.✨️💪🏽 I want to continue doing this on my side account posting my concept work new doodles with it too. Next is probably Shadow.

[sungbeam]

HELLO?? ACTUALLY NO YOU DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION TO SHOW THE WIPS(/jkjk) BC NOW IT’LL BE THE ONLY THINGS I THINK ABT NAURRRRR

ARGH I JUST KNOW THAT SLOW DANCING WILL BE PEAK 2000S ROMCOM AS WELL AND I SHALL EAT IT UP 😮‍💨🙏🙏 e2l, rekindling of love, A WEDDING, FAKE DATING??? RAH TOO GOOD

AND THEN JACOB ALTER EGO OK I SEE YOU I SEE YOU 🫣 AND PLEEK HAWKEYE IS ONE OF THE ONLY MARVEL MOVIES I HAVENT WATCHED HELPPPP BUT I’LL SEE IF IT’S ON DISNEY+ LMAO AND THEN AN ANGSTY KISS IN THE RAIN??? LEMME KISS YOU BEAUTIFUL BRAIN RN

And also…. Bloodied up Sunwoo…. Phew… I HOPE NOTHING BAD EVER HAPPENS TO THE BOYS AND THAT THEY NEVER DROP A SPECK OF BLOOD FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES BUT YOU’RE SO REAL FOR THAT LIKE THE MAVERICK ALBUM PICS HAD ME FEELING SOME TYPA WAYYYYYYYYYYY 🫣🫣🫣🫣 but eek the perfume counter scene sounds SOOO COOL can’t wait to see it!

And I’m not sure if I would be a casual marvel fan or an actual marvel fan like I’ve watched nearly all the movies and I know most of the lore but I din’t really catch up with the comics and I’m basically only gated to the movies and series spinoffs 😭 I’ve been a lil slacking since covid but I’m trying to catch up with the wasp and now quantumania! (Hopefully I spelt that right) but yeah! I’ve been watching marvel since I was a little kid lolol so I’m always down every year to see the new marvel movie!

But yeahhhhh I feel like I was somewhat prepared to see GOTG3 just cause I saw the Rocket floor clip on youtube but damn it still didn’t prepare me to see how horrific,y they were treated 😭 Floor’s design freaked me out the most but she was still so sweetie and it just ARGH ☹️☹️

But yeah! MANIFESTING THAT TBZ COMES TO BOTH OF OUR CITIES THIS TOUR I SWEARRR 😭🙏 and hold awn, how were you able to write the Changmin fic on a PLANEEEEEE pla I’m always so embarrassed when I whip out my ipad to even watch a movie 😭 like phew you are wayyyy stronger than me JSUNFJGNE

Also, just a fun lil question, if you were to turn ANYYYYYY of your fics into a live action movie, which one would it be 😳 (could be published or a WIP 🤭)

- Love you 3000, 🌷 anon

THIS REPLY GOT SUPER LONG LMFAO

SLFNKDNFKDJFJ HEY IF THEYRE STUCK IN MY HEAD, IMMA MAKE EM STUCK IN URS TOO 😁😁😁 PLS THE 2000S ROMCOM ALLEGATIONS ILY AHAHHA i just need to write more tension for that man like it's nearly impossible NOT to atp, and i found this thing on pinterest the other day

ITS SO HARD NOT TO THINK OF HIM FOR THESE AND AKDNKEKD (´Д⊂ヽ I THINK SLOW DANCING WOULD BE THE PERFECT EXCUSE

okok i found the one hawkeye ronin scene from end game for reference, and im sure u can find the one scene on yt somewhere cuz it was FIRE

LMAO I JUST REALIZED BUT NAT IN THE BACKGROUND LOOKS LIKE 🧍🏻‍♀️ AHHAHAHAHAH BUT essentially, i saw jacob in the roar mv and thought of this IMMEDIATELY !! omg no cuz i also wish them all the good health in the world, but i just have a morbid obsession w bloodied and bruised aus and whump tropes, like i wanted bruised knuckles and busted lips and split eyebrows y'know ??? and GODDDD THERES A REASON MAVERICK HAD ME BY THE NECK FOR SO LONG LIKE IT WAS THE FIRST TBZ TT THAT I WAS OBSESSED W it's like,,, my perfect concept like it was MADE TO APPEAL TO MY DERANGED AESTHETIC??? so yeah im ready to beat up sunwoo, chxngmxn, and jacob 🙏🏼

ahhh icic, i think i would have also been a casual watcher but my parents were so into it so my brother and i also, naturally, became hooked !! i also was not able to really read the comic books bc they cost money and there r just so many of them :')) but yeah, hope ur able to catch up !! it's taken me a bit to catch up too esp w college 😭🤧 but im getting there !! quantumania was prob my least favorite release so far of the recent mcu releases and that makes me SO SAD like JUSTICE FOR PAUL RUDD!!!!!

OMG FLOOR :(( TEEFS AND LYLLA ALL OF TJEM HAD ME SO SAD AND TERRIFIED AT RHE SAME TIME?? pls what animal was floor....... a goat?? a bunny?????? FLOOR'S MOUTH TOO LIKE WHAT'D THEY DO TO HER 😭😭😭😭😭 i didn't realize they completely gave lylla ROBOT ARMS EITHER LIKE I WAS PREPARED FOR A SEA OTTER NOT A CYBORG SEA OTTER skcneknfk okay but it's also like they're all kind of disabled but super cool and i loved teefs' little wheelchair?? even tho the high evolutionary def did some cruel fkn shit to them :')))))

AJAHHAHAHA im used to writing on my phone !! so writing on a plane's no problem for me as long as im not in writer's block yk 🤡🤡 im def worried abt my neighbors seeing the banners i make tho LMFAO

KSNFKSJDJDN TULIP I LOVE U MWAH 😚😚 I HAVE THOUGHT ABT THIS QUESTION SO MANY TIMES ??? and tbh i think if i had the time energy and resources, i would've gone into film for real bc i write so many of my fics in the view of like a movie rather than like a book, idk how to explain it skcnekkckf okok but hmmmm this one isn't tbz specifically, and idk if u stan txt or know them but

this one is another superhero au and i've honestly REALLY thought abt turning the idea into a proper novel idea, or maybe a screenplay !! I've thought abt the music and cinematic scenes for a couple plot points, but it might be a little too similar to spiderman in some instances 😅😅 but it's essentially a txt choi line au where reader is the superhero, and i don't really wanna give away too much bc im very gatekeepy w ideas that i like A LOT haha but yeah skfnskfmkf

SKFNKD I JUST REALIZED THIS IS ANOTHER SUPERHERO AU PLS 😭😭😭😭 BUT this is another one i think would be SICK as a tv show/movie, maybe it's cuz it's based off of like moon knight and ms marvel and shangchi and spiderman but i think that the quality and vibe of the storyline and characters would work so well as one?? and just the potential of lighting as symbolism in this is just TOO HIGH and osdjoenfk ugh i get so excited talking abt this

THIS ONE. THIS. ONE. would work so well as like a show or movie???? i just envision it with like taylor swift's miss americana and the heartbreak prince and im in tears at how cool it would be akcnkenfkf just the vibe of that song is what that entire thing would be like, like imagine how the sky looks JUST after the sun has set, but the glow of light is still in the sky and making it this reddish kind of color— it's called half-light and just imagine that with like stadium lights and darkened school hallways and kscnkenfk it's a time travel au, so i think those r always so much fun to depict in media and yeah :')))((

i could literally talk abt this all day every day but i almost forgot to go to class so i will sign off here LOL o7

I LOVE U 3000 TULIP 🌷🫂💖

[petitesimss]

Get to Know Me Tag

I was tagged by the beautiful @timouke to do this challenge so here we go I guess?!

Rules: Post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions! :)

My Traits: Clumsy, Goofball, and Genius 

(According to other people, I swear I didn't label myself as a genius! xD)

Really quick I would like to go ahead and tag of my FAV simblrs: @mmfinds @stardustsim @blushchat @brindletonsims @mochieo @awsimmer92 @fussysim @simplistic-sims4 @tainoodles and also anyone who wants to do it!

1. What is your full name? Megan :)

2. What is your nickname? Meg (Omg so basic)

3. When is your birthday? October 7th

4. Favorite book series? ‘ARRY POTTER!

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts? Uhm not aliens but I think some form of ghosts exist. Not necessarily the scary ones xD

6. Favorite author? John Green

7. Favorite Radio Station? I don’t listen to the radio oof

8. What is your favorite flavor of everything? Chocolate or Strawberry!! Mmmm

9. What word will you often use to describe something great or wonderful? Amazing or just a *gasp* noise

10. What is your current favorite song? Nancy Mulligan by Ed Sheeran

11. Favorite word? oof

12. What was the last song you listened to? Currently listening to Pentatonix’s cover of Hallelujah

13. What TV show do you recommend? I am currently obsessed with Vampire Diaries

14. Favorite movie to watch when you’re upset? Omg this is weird but those classic like 2005 Barbie movies always cheer me up

15. Do you play video games? Not really other than sims ofc :P

16. Biggest Fear? Dark Bathrooms (especially the mirrors, its a long story)

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? My drive to work hard or maybe just my general compassion for everyone

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? LAZINESS

19. Cats or dogs? CATS I HAVE THREE

20. Favorite season? Fall because of sweaters and moderately cool weather

21. Are you in a relationship? Oui!

22. Something you miss from your childhood? Barbie Movies

23. Best friend? My boyfriend xD

24. Eye color? Chocolate brown

25. Hair color? Dark brown, black at the roots

26. Who is someone you love? My mother xD

27. Who is someone you trust? My mother

28. Who is someone you think about often? My boyfriend (These answers are so basic oof)

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? IM SEEING THE CRIMES OF GRINDLEWALD TOMORROW

30. Biggest obsession? Cats

31. Favorite TV show as a kid? Probably I-Carly or Hannah Montana

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? My boyfriend

33. Are you superstitious? Unintentionally yes

34. Any unusual phobias? Dark bathrooms xD

35. In front of the camera or behind it? Both

36. Favorite Hobby? Sims eek

37. Last book your read? Idk why but I stopped reading and so I have no idea

38. Last movie you watched? Not all of it but some of Pitch Perfect (I’ve already seen the whole thing don't worry)

39. Play an instrument? My voice and also a bit of the keyboard

40. Favorite Animal? Cat.

41. Top five tumblr blogs you follow? ALL OF THEM DANG IT

42. What superpower do you wish you had? Flight!

43. Where and when do you feel the most at peace? At home, sleeping in my bed

44. What makes you smile? Literally life

45. What sports do you play, if any? I’ve been in dance for 13 years

46. Favorite drink? Coca-Cola

47. Last time you wrote a handwritten note or letter to someone? This week actually!

48. Afraid of heights? DUH

49. Biggest pet peeve? SLOW WALKERS JUST WALK PLEASE

50. Ever been to a concert? Yep and I’ve been in several local ones

51. Vegan or Vegetarian? Heck no 

52. What did you want to be when you were little? A pop star xD

53. What fictional world would you like to live in? Just. Hogwarts. Always.

54. What is something you worry about? If I am actually liked by people

55. Scared of the dark? Only in bathrooms dude

56. Do you like to sing? YES (Soprano 1 - Mezzo)

57. Ever skipped school? Nope, I’m a good bean

58. Favorite place on the planet? Bed.

59. Where would you like to live? New York or Paris

60. Have any pets? 3 cats (Bella, Possum, and Ty) and also a fish whose name I don't remember

61. Early bird or Night owl? NIGHT OWL

62. Sunrises or Sunsets? I’m gonna go with sunsets

63. Do you know how to drive? I should but I don't xD

64. Earbuds or headphones? Earbuds but not the ones you get with an iPhone, those suck!

65. Ever had braces? Three years I think total, and I just had to get a 6 week retainer set to close a small gap that came back :(

66. Favorite genre of music? Pop I guess xD Or musical theater!

67. Who is your hero? My stepdad

68. Do you read comic books? No but my stepdad did xD

69. What makes you the most angry? When people make jokes about things like cancer or diabetes (THEY ARENT FUNNY)

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book? Definitely a real book, My eyes don't hurt as much plus they smellll soooo goooodd

71. Favorite Subject? English or Science

72. Any siblings? So this is complicated but I have one half brother, a half-step brother, and a half-step sister

73. The last thing you bought? I bought a journal and some bath salts for my friend’s birthday

74. How tall are you? So I used to be 5′2 but every time I go to the doctor they measure me at like 5′1 and I am confusion

75. Can you cook? Yes but I prefer baking

76. Three things you love? My family, my friends, and food (Omg I typed foot at first EEK)

77. Three things you hate? I LITERALLY DONT HATE ANYTHING IM SORRY

78. Do you have more female friends or male friends? Female oof

79. Sexual orientation? Straight But why did you need to know??

80. Where do you currently live? Louisiana OOOF

81. Last person you texted? My boyfriend, specifically “hehehe yess”

82. Last time you cried? Watching “A Walk to Remember” a few weeks ago

83. Favorite youtuber? All of them, rip

84. Do you like to take selfies? Yes but only because I don't like the pictures other people take of me xD

85. Favorite app? BUZZFEED or maybe netflix

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like? I love my mom and we are close but me and my biological dad don't talk

87. Favorite foreign accent? FRENCH OR BRITISH

88. Place you’ve never been to but want to visit? Hawaii or Paris

89. Favorite number? 2 but also literally any even number

90. Can you juggle? Who on here can actually juggle cause I want to be your best friend please (so no)

91. Are you religious? I’m supposed to be catholic but I haven't been to church in a while

92. Is outer space or the deep ocean more interesting? The deep ocean because I want to be a mermaid

93. Do you consider yourself a daredevil? No I am the opposite oof

94. Are you allergic to anything? Cats and dogs, pollen, grass, apparently something in the meningitis vaccine (ITS A LONG STORY)

95. Can you curl your tongue? YOU BET I CAN

96. Can you wiggle your ears? No but I can shake my eyes

97. How often do you admit that you’re wrong about something? I am never wrong, ever.

98. The forest or the beach? The beach cause mermaids

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given to you? Do what you love, don’t work for money.

100. Are you a good liar? I am a TERRIBLE liar

101. Hogwarts house? Gryffindor but my hybrid house is Gryffinpuff soooo...

102. Do you talk to yourself? I used to tbh but now I usually just sing to myself

103. Introvert of Extrovert? Extrovert but I love me time

104. Do you keep a journal/diary? No I just deal with my thoughts

105. Do you believe in second chances? Absolutely

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do? Look for identification in it so I can return it to it’s owner

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change? Of course!

108 Are you ticklish? VERY

109. Have you ever been on a plane? Yes, I was on one last weekend

110. Any piercings? Only my basic ear piercings

111. What fictional character do you wish was real? Ronald Weasley

112. Any tattoos? No but I wanna get a few small ones later in life

113. Best decision you’ve made in your life so far? Care for others is far more rewarding than wallowing in sadness

114. Do you believe in karma? It depends, really

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts? I used to wear glasses but since one of my eyes is near sighted and the other is far sighted they balance each other out enough so that I don’t necessarily need them anymore

116. Do you want children? YES LIKE 3-5

117. Who is the smartest person you know? My stepdad

118. Most embarrassing moment? That time I asked my bestfriend at the time’s sister if I could wear a pad on a water slide (IT WAS MY FIRST PERIOD OKAY?)

119. Ever pulled an all-nighter? I’ve made it to 6 am xD

120. What color are most of your clothes? Yellow or pink :P

121. Do you like adventures? PLANNED adventures, yes

122. Ever been on tv? A few times

123. How old are you? 16

124. Favorite quote? But without the dark, we’d never see the stars

125. Sweet or savory foods? SWEEETTT

OML THIS TOOK FOREVER RIP

[wolfwhiteflowers]

about c/e (anti) in s9 and *death (I rambled a lot)

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The more I think about this ship and the spoilers, im like wtf and bummed. Idc about s9 and the show anymore, but in some ways I still care. I know I won’t watch it. But gosh it’s all in the web. eeek.

So, looking at the 9x01 promo pic of C/E and talking out loud what will happen in s9, to my sis, is like OMG this is real and it’s so dumb and I don’t like it.

 At first it’s so hard to look at that pic. But it’s fine now I guess cos I know s9 for me is TWD AU canon story and say s8 was the ending. I know for sure that I don’t wanna see s9 at all. ok. There’s too many dislikes stuff in the show.

I keep thinking was I being delusional about CE might be a couple in s7 and s8? And in some ways it doesn’t matter because I just want Caryl to happen and just be them till the end. So, I just disagree what the writers wanna do. I don’t think I was being delusional or whatever. I think CE relationship was similar to Carol with Tyreese and Morgan. I didn’t see any hints to romance in those two seasons and plus there some soulmatey Caryl scenes during those seasons too. Like Daryl wanting to protect Carol from Richard and his talk to Morgan. There were other Carol- relationships going on in s7-8, that I didn’t think CE will happen. Especially how in s8 finale where the writers were like they didn’t know what to do with Carol and her story. No ship foreshadowing and she looked like she just forgot TF and moved to Kingdom for Henry. It was really disappointing for me as a Carol fan. I don’t know what to expect for her in s9. Is she team Richonn3 or team Maggie? idk. 

So I knew s9 will have a time jump because of the comics and not the show/finale cos they suck, so I figured with the uncertainty on Carol in s8 finale, I’m gonna not know and what to expect for her in s9/timejump. So yeah I figured there may be a chance of a sudden ship - C/E happening. Which it is C/E is happening. It’s hard for me to see why tho. I feel C/E were becoming friends and equals-emotionally,like Carol respecting him and not shooing him off. (it’s like other friendships she had with others). But ugh me as a shipper, I don’t like rushed ships..or I guess I don’t feel it’s enough, believable from the writers that C/E is possible for me to ship them. idk I just want Caryl. Also, it’s like odd to me in a way like on TWD is a slow show so Idk how to take C/E in the story. If it’s The 100, I understand. It’s a quick show and they all do more romances. We don’t get to see why Carol wanted to be with E be together. It’s all off-screen. One thing I’m ok with CE is that E isn’t a bad boy with no redeeming qualities/growth. (like my other notps..or like if Carol and Negan happened and Negan is still s7-8 Negan.) But still it’s rushed and I guess I don’t like guys/love interest who is always charming and always on an act?

Idk yet how CE will go in s9. Is it to be like the next stable couple, love triangle, or another Carol’s crying moment?

It’s like Idk Carol anymore. Idc that she smiled in the pic, and also there’s no such thing as a “real Carol fan” wtf I don’t wanna suffer watching a show with bad writing. That’s so cult-minded. It’s just a story for your entertainment.

Why does it seem like CE shippers are full of R*chonne stans that hate Caryl? lol I know I should stop looking at ship fandom wank. Sigh why do shippers/stans generalize and gotta pick one ship to team up. Ok ok I kno not all R*chonners ship other ships the same(me). I still see some Caryl + Richonn3 shippers :)

I noticed some CE shippers uh looking for drama? and saying some Carylers are racist for not shipping CE or wanting E dead. Like ok yeah there’s a possibility there’s some racist fans out there(so then block them)...and some fans not sensitive to the E fans. Some just dislike or disinterested with his character. (like some fans want Judith dead because she’s boring. But to say that in the real world scenario is disturbing!) 

Anyways, I just wanna say there’s a small part of a reason why some Carylers want E dead is because of the comic-E storyline.  Comic-E isn’t a main character and he dies when the whisperers/Alpha comes along which is what happens in s9 timeline-wise. It’s part speculation and ukno TWD is a deadly show and sometimes go by the comics. So, I and Carylers think E is still there in the show for Carol’s pain, and for his comicbook death-which I think that moment is like one of the biggest deaths/story’s key moments in the comics. So I guess some Carylers bluntly are saying they want E dead- they want this plot over with. ...If E were meant to die in s9 then I wish he died in s8 when it’s about his character’s story arc and not about Carol’s arc.

 Carol/Carylers just want Carol be more in the major storylines again and with TF again.  Whatever..if CE shippers/haters wanna call us racists or worse, then ok then what? We’re hated or called crazy anyways~there’s still always ship wars and crazy people out there. idk just go follow good people/friends. 

Now who knows how s9/TWD show will go on like. S9 filming isn’t done yet. Idk if E wouldn’t have this death or not. There’s so many changes and yet same-ish stuff from the comics. Just waiting till TWD feels like a spin-off Caryl(maybe even if Caryl go canon in the end) show, for me. 

We’ll know more about s9 is like and to decide worth watching when 9x01 airs..from reading spoilers or somewhere. Like the CE ship storyline, could be a sign of a love triangle, Caryl is doomed forever, or whatever. Sigh.

[sol-lar-bink]

Happy New Year + 2018 projects

Happy New year guysss I hope you all had a good one Mine was... eh. Not the best Lotsa little things happened, and then a family matter threw me into panic at like fukkin 4am or something idk Is it sad to say work at the store was the fun part Anyway, yea 2017 has been interesting I went into it with high expectations and strong willpower. And that quickly faded. I failed to do my little projects this year. I dunno how to feel about this year art wise It felt like it started off fine and then just, was a slow roll downhill, only a few pieces I can actually be happy with. Lets cut it short and get to what I'm gonna do for this year art wise. I'll spare you on irl stuff.

Stuff to finish:

Marshadow 20th anniversary pic

Sun Moon pic 1

Sun Moon pic 2

Projects/ stuff for 2018:

Work on Refs first, get them out of the way

Put more focus on the World Guardian comic, a page a week, I want to make some progress, so I'll be simplifying the art style a little. I found a nice style for another comic im working on, so I'm gonna roll with that.

*Sonic Unleashed project!* This one I'm p excited for. I'm not gonna time myself and this may go into next year, but I wanna do some scenery practice! And what better way than to go to the game that left me in awe with its gorgeous levels. Pictures will be background focused, made to be wallpapers for use, and have sonic/ werehog and chip in each pic. There will be 2 for each continent, one day time scene, and one night time scene. Something a little different from pokemon, for a breath of fresh air.

Try to open comissions, namely money.

Dabble into Sonic artworks a little more.

And I think thats it for now If I forget anything I'll come and edit this. Lets go guys, yaaay But fuck today I'm gonna rest

[adoringcalliopeandgamzee]

HEY

NOW THAT I HAVE YOuR ATTENTION. LET THE GAMES BEGIN!

*BWAH BWAH BWAH BWAAAAHHHH*

NAH NOT REALLY.

I WANNA MAKE A CANON CALL POST. I WANT TO FIND GAMZEE, CALLIOPE, AND THE FELT MEMBERS, AND REALLY ANYBODY.. IM JuST AFRAID APPROACHING Y’ALL WOuLD SCARE Y’ALL.

THIS CALIBORN WASN’T THAT BAD I PROMISE, SO I HOPE YOuRS WASN’T TOO.

LONG BELOW. I GOT CARRIED AWAY LMAO. (TW: MENTIONS OF BLOOD, GORE, INTENSE INJuRY AND DEATH.

CALLIE AND I LOOKED LIKE EXACTLY HOW I DRAW uS. I’LL SEND PICS AS NEEDED BuT IM LAZY. I STILL KILLED HER. 

WE SENT EACHOTHER NOTES VIA OuR SYLLABuS. PLAYED CHESS. LIKE IN CANON.

I HAD A SILLY CONVO WITH NOIR. HIM GIVING ME THE SICKEST BuRN.

“So describe this sister.” “uGH OKAY. IMAGINE ME. BuT GREEN.” “You’re already green, bub.” “OKAY THEN AN uGLY GROSS GREEN.” “Still you.”

GAMZEE POPPED IN AND OuT WHEN WE WERE GROWING uP, BuT I NEVER KNEW HIM BEFORE I DOMINATED. HE JuST LEFT THINGS AND BOLTED.

I REMEMBER JEERING DIRK AND OuR LITTLE PORNO FEST. BuT WE NEVER QuITE CLICKED. HE WAS THE ONLY KID I REALLY LIKED THO, SO MuCH IT WAS A RED BLACK MESS.

HE SENT ME THE PARTS TO MY LEG AND HELPED ME PuT IT TOGETHER. HE KNEW THAT CALLIOPE WAS A GONER NO MATTER WHAT HE SAID SO MAY AS WELL.

TuRNS OuT IM NOT A VERY GOOD BITE. THE LEG CAME OFF! BLOOD DIDN’T STOP. I WAS RuNNING ON ADRENALINE AND SPITE AS I JAMMED IT ON AND ENTERED. IT HuRT LIKE THE WORST BITCH YOu COuLD IMAGINE.

I STuFFED CALLIOPE’S ART AROuND IT WHILE I WALKED, AND WALKED, AND WALKED. AS I APPROACHED THE TOWER AND GAMZEE, EVERYTHING WAS FuZZY. I BLINKED HARD AND FOCuSED THO. WASN’T LETTING NO BLOODLOSS GET ME DOWN!

GAMZEE SCARED THE SHIT OuT OF ME LMAO. I DIDN’T SHOOT HIM BuT MAN DID I BOOK IT. GAMZEE FOLLOWED AFTER ME, MAINLY BCAuSE HE WAS CONCERNED ABOuT THE SEMI-STEADY TRAIL OF BLOOD.

MY FIRST CONVO WITH HuSSIE IS ONE I CAN BARELY REMEMBER. I TOLD HIM TO BE QuIET, HE CALLED ME IRRATIONAL FOR BITING MY LEG OFF, THEN QuIETED DOWN BCAuSE HE WONDERED IF I WAS EVEN OKAY.

I DON’T REMEMBER MY RESPONSE, I PASSED OuT. I WOKE uP THO, SO DW. I WAS IN A WEIRD LITTLE SPOT, AND WHEN I LOOKED DOWN, MY LEG WAS BANDAGED WITH PuRPLE FABRIC. 

GAMZEE SAVED ME, AND FED ME TOO. SOME MEAT AND SPECIAL STARDuST, CAN FIX ANY LEG ISSuES. I DRANK ONE OF HIS POTIONS TOO. I THINK THE ONE OF ERIDAN’S BLOOD. TOLD HIM IT WAS REALLY SALTY WATER AND IT WAS GROSS.

I FOuND THE CROWBAR JuJu THERE, AND THE KEYS I NEEDED TO CHANGE MY TEXT COLOuR.

IM uNSuRE WHEN I GOD TIERED, BuT I REMEMBER BEING REALLY NONCHALANT OVER IT. GAMZEE WAS WORRIED FOR ME, BuT I JuST GuNNED MYSELF IN THE STOMACH AND GOT IT OVER WITH. 

THE FELT MEMBERS DIDN’T EXACTLY TRuST ME AT FIRST. SOME DID! ITCHY AND DOZE HAD NO GRIPES AGAINST ME (I KICKED ITCHY WHERE THE CHARMS DON’T SHINE BCAuSE HE WOuLDN’T STOP TO LET ME LOOK AT HIM.) , CLOVER LIKED ME AND TRACE AND FIN WERE NEuTRAL. DIE WAS SILLY AND MOSTLY JuST KEPT QuIET. CROWBAR WAS ANNOYED I DIDN’T GET THE POINT ABOuT GIVING HIM THE CROWBAR JuJu. 

STITCH WAS AWESOME. HE WAS LIKE A SOuTHERN GRANDPA. I REMEMBER HE MADE THE EFFIGY JuJu OF ME AND REASSuRED ME THAT GETTING MY MEASuREMENTS  WASN’T A TRAP. I SQuARED uP TO FIGHT AND HE JuST TAPPED MY HEAD AND TOLD ME TO LET THOSE GuNS DOWN.

I HONESTLY DON’T KNOW WHAT SAWBuCK WAS TO ME, HE WAS JuST? KINDA THERE. TuBBY, NICE. EH. MATCHSTICKS TOO. FIRE’S COOL THO! I LIKED LOOKING AT THEM.

EGGS AND BISCuITS. MAN THOSE GuYS. THEY ANNOYED ME SO MuCH. BuT I GOT uSED TO THAT. BISCuITS KILLED ME, BuT I CAME BACK DuE TO BEIN A FRESH GOD TIER AT THE TIME. HE SMASHED ME WITH THE OVEN TO PROTECT HIMSELF AND EGGS WHEN I STARTED WHACKING THEM FOR COVERING ME WITH DOuBLES.

I GAINED SOME RESPECT FOR HIM AT THAT.

QuARTERS AND CANS! LOVE THOSE DuDES! CANS WAS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. HE WASN’T AS BIG AS IN THE COMIC, BuT HE WAS PRETTY BIG. I COuLD SIT AND SLEEP ON HIS SHOuLDER WITHOuT MuCH ISSuE.

I ASKED CANS TO SHOW ME WHAT HE COuLD DO, HE PuNCHED ME INTO NEXT WEEK. I TIME-TRAVELED BACK, AND STuMBLED OVER TO HIM, HOLDING MY SIDES AND WENT. “YOu. I LIKE YOu.” THEN LAID ON THE GROuND uNTIL I COuLD BREATHE AGAIN.

I HAD A GAME OVER TIMELINE. I REMEMBERED FIGHTING JOHN AND HE WAS IN FOR BLOOD. MOST I CAN REMEMBER FROM IT HIS HIM SLAMMING MY FACE INTO MY TABLET AND TEARING MY CAPE uP.

GAMZEE CAME CRAWLING BACK, SAWED IN TWO. I IMMEDIATELY PANICKED. I CARED FOR HIM, IN A WAY. I WAS ALREADY IN SHOCK OVER JOHN AND THIS DIDN’T HELP. I SCRAMBLED TO TRY AND SAVE HIM. I PLOPPED TOWELS AROuND HIM, AND TOOK A SET OF NEEDLES FROM STITCH AND TRIED TO SEW HIM uP.

IT DIDN’T WORK, AS uSING THREAD TO SEW uP A MAN WOuLD. I HAD SLIPPED IN HIS BLOOD AND FELL DOWN, AND IT MIXED WEIRDLY WITH MY RED TEARS.

THEN I WOKE uP. RETCON? TIMELINE SPLIT? DREAM? I DIDN’T KNOW. I MARCHED RIGHT TO GAMZEE, AND SAW HIM. ALIVE. WHOLE. I HuGGED HIM AND HE ROCKED ME uNTIL I FELT BETTER.

I DON’T REMEMBER MuCH ELSE, SO THEN I WENT TO FIGHT YALDABAOTH. I. uH. LOST HORRIBLY.

THE FIGHT STARTED WITH ME WHACKING HIM WITH THE CROWBAR AND STEADILY CLIMBING HIM. HE LIGHT-BLASTED ME INTO THE WALL AND MY CROWBAR STuCK ITSELF RIGHT NEAR MY NECK. I GRABBED IT WHILE HOLDING ONTO THE WALL, TOOTH AND NAIL WITH MY CLAWS.

FuCKER BuRNED ME! IMPuLSIVELY, I THREW IT TO THE GROUND AND IT STuCK uP, POINTED. I HAD TO LET GO AND FALL. I THINK I COuLD FLY, BuT I DIDN’T. IT WAS LIKE FALLING IN A MOVIE. SLOW AND THEN ABRuPT.

I FELL ON THE CROWBAR, AND IT WENT ALL THE WAY THROuGH ME. IT WAS STuPID.

I HAD DIED AND IT WAS NOBODIES FAuLT BuT MY OWN. I WOKE uP WHO KNOWS WHERE AND ARADIA WAS THERE TO GREET ME. SO WAS A DIRK.

“MY” DIRK DIED IN GAME OVER. I NEVER SAW HIM AGAIN. THIS ONE WAS NICER THO. WE GOT TOGETHER IN A BLACK/RED RELATIONSHIP, WHICH WAS MOSTLY ME JuST BEING WEIRD OVER CHERuB ROMANCE.

THINGS WERE NICE IN THE DREAMBuBBLES, ESPECIALLY WITH NO LORD ENGLISH. I NEVER SAW OF HIM.

I DON’T KNOW IF HE EXISTED AT ALL. I DIDN’T MIND THO. I WAS HAPPIER AS A GHOST.

I MET A KANAYA WHO FIXED MY CAPE, AND LAuGHED ABOuT TIME SHIT WITH A JOHN.

I MET KANKRIS WHO TAuGHT ME STuFF ABOuT BEIN A BETTER PERSON. SOME DID. SOME WERE ANNOYING.

DIRK AND I WERE HAPPY TOGETHER. GOING ON ADVENTuRES, HAVING FuN, NO MORE GAME. NO MORE WORRIES. NO MORE EVIL.

I WAS NEW. I WAS SINLESS. I WAS FORGIVEN. AND I WAS LOVED.

HEHEHE, THAT WENT ALL RAMBLY. THERE MAY BE SOME STuFF I FORGOT, BuT I HOPE I CAN TALK TO YOu ALL.

[thegeminisage]

since i FINALLY finished the comic page im gonna make the poor choice of playing zelda ALL NIGHT get ready for The Longest Post which is full of Big Super Spoilers

since lynel thoroughly kicked my can last night i need defense food and preferably stronger weapons

i technically already had more than enough shock arrows to proceed but i wanna kill him!!!!

LMFAO I JUST COOKED SOMETHING THAT GIVES ME 21 EXTRA HEARTS...HOLY FUCK

okay but in all seriousness i only have like 3 defense things........

i guess i'll try it fuck i dont feel like scouring the world for ironshrooms rn

ok. slept on the bed to get my stamina wheel & 3 hearts, will use my 21 hearts when those run out, got 3 defense things for about 14m of defense, I Can Do This

really i wish i had a one-handed weapon, two-handers are so slow :/

well here we go again :|||

lol why does my heartrate always go up for shit like smh.....

getting better at dodging

ooh he hates my ice arrows

HAHAHA I MOUNTED HIM

maybe i can get a snapchat pic

YES i did i didn't attack him in that perfect moment but hey some thing are more important

NOOO FUCK I DIED

I FORGOT TO REFRESH MY DEFENSE ELIXIR BC I HAD GOTTEN UP AND FORGOT IT WAS ALMOST OUT

JESUS FUCK

im so fucking annoyed lmao i was so close

oh well at least now i can use that whole mount

aaand again

oh. im out of ice arrows.

YIKES i forgot to refresh my thing again just for a sec and almost died

YES i got a perfect dodge purely on accident NICE!!!!

i can see everything from shatterback point, even naydra, but im too scared to jump while the beast is down there

no yk what fuck it. im turning this paraglider around

first tho i really wanna wait to see if i can catch another rainbow...they were so pretty and i lost the other pics i took when i died ):

oh!!! there it is!!!!! and i was just about to give up

ah it last such a short time - but it comes at the same time every day, around 4:05

i'm sure it won;t appear here anymore after the divine beasts knocks it off with the water though, haha

okay.......time to dive

/saves first

AHAHAHA I DID IT

WOW THAT THING IS SO HUGE UP CLOSE BYE

i mean it didnt even move im just Scared. ok

duuude i gave the lynel pic to the lady and got swim pants?! FUCKING SICK where do i get a helm

okay time to go free the divine beast!!

haha wait i came out here without defense stuff. i didn't cook anymore

oh well yolo

or actually this is a game so i live as many times as i want #determination

i do still have some extra hearts left, and stamina, and some healing items, and even some electricity elixirs, sowow!! okay! still huge!!!!!

ah i love sidon so much

he tries so hard and he's so ready and he loves his people so dearly

i bet he's gonna die lol

if it's like, a sage thing, maybe he has to replace mipha if she really is gone

jesus please don't die sidon PLEASE

OH MY GOD I GET TO RIDE ON HIS BACK?

JFC THIS MUSIC IS SO COOL!!!! AAAAKDSHFGKLJ

OH MY GOD HE'S TALKING!!! IN THE FIGHT!!!!! IM CRYING THIS IS SO COOL SKDFHBG

oh my gos he's talking he's talking there's voice acting im literally dying i cant handle!!!!!! this!!!!!! i lvoe him so much

omg omg

dude that was SO cool

and link got to ride on his back and then say goodbye!!! and sidon BELIEVES in him!!!!!!!!!!

god i wish i had gotten the helm before i did this haha i looked up the location but i don't think i can back out now

MIPHA?

MIPHA IS TALKING TO ME??

I CAN HEAR MIPHA'S VOICE

I'M CRYING I KNEW SHE WAS STILL ALIVE

i feel like she's about to die like the old man like Move On but

to see her again!!!!!!! im so emotional

oh my god oh my god

no okay i can leave and i need a second too im gonna go get the helm

apparently theres a quest you can do that doesnt give you the helm but tells you where to find it? but i can do that later rn i just want complete armor

alright nice full set hell yeah

HOLY fuck i was paragliding back and i tried to paraglide over the divine beast and it fucking OBLITERATED ME jesus CHRIST

dude there are these absolutely freaky eyeball things you gotta shoot to get rid of gunk and the music gets all creepy near them lsdksjfgh

oh no i found the cockpit but it's all closed up...is her corpse in there? her ghost? oh my god it says the terminals are unactivated

i'll be honest im a BIT stuck here i hate to have to use a guide, but

NO wait oh my god my runes!!! dumbass

i can lift the bars lol

oh my god the CONTROLS are on???

I CAN MOVE IT?? HOLY SHIT

this map is fucking 3D a 3D map!!!! in the other games they were flat holy shit!!!!

i can even see it moving on the minimap!!! holy FUCK

LMAO i was trying to move this crank with stasis and all along i needed to use magnesis. jesus

uh the music got freaky as fuck after i did the first terminal??? no?? thank you????

LOL YOU GOTTA RIDE THE TRUNK oh my god. oh my god.jesus christ

i am so small. it is so big. oh my god

I FEEL UNSAFE!

who is the boss of this dungeon? there's gotta be a boss

don't tell me i fight it

or the undead mipha

jesus god

i have had to ride this trunk 3 times now and i am not at all comfortable

reminds me of the big windmill in mirror's edge

okay yep i did all the terminals and now the music is downright terrifying!!! nice good Okay

HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THAT BLUE LIGHT

MIPHA?

NOT MIPHA!!!

"my demise 100 years ago" is she Really gone

omg no mipahs talking to me as i fight!!!

im straight up gonna look up what to do im too weak and defense-potionless to do this the hard way

ooh motherfucker doesnt like my shock arrows and lynel bow ahaha

huh that was actually like SUPER easy compared to some of the other stuff i've done

eeeewwwwww

MIPHA? ARE YOU ALIVE OR DEAD IN THERE? oh god oh god

holy fuck

i straight up just cried

she's a spirit and i thought she was gonna like, move on? which is sad enough

but no she's hanging around to pilot the divine beast from the afterlife

she even talked to it i was so sad it's been her only companion for a century of course she fucking talks to it

and i was staying strong!!! i was!!!!!

but she talked about how she wished she could see her dad again and i cried lmao why does this game give me dad feels of all things

i hope she gets to see her dad one more time too i'm so sad she's really dead and not alive like link

jesus fuck

oooh dorephan's talking about the master sword...gimme gimme gimme!!!

aww he was nice to sidon as everyone should be!!!!

holy shit he's really big?? i didn't realize it but he's like twice link's height JESUS

man. i am fucking wrecked lol

time to...explore...the rest of the province...i guess

i got a trident but i can never use it bc it will break. it was mipha's!!!!

on the other hand all three pieces of armor, my shield, weapon, AND bow are all zora themed i took a pic of myself to remember it by lol bc they will all break

i wonder where i should go after this...?

my brother went up to death mountain but i kinda want to do something different so we have something to tell each other about

but i kinda want to do the same so we don't spoil each other

i also REALLY wanna do the southeastmost province for some reason, all that water

tbh tho im getting ahead of myself i still have lots of this left to cover

it's getting harder to tell where i've already been, haha - when the things had borders and there was less visible that was easier

ooooh mipha's ability brings me back from death and she speaks briefly to me ;_; and it's active again in 23 minutes nice!

so i guess each champion gives you a different one and you can chose which to have active but tbh this one seems like it's gonna be the most helpful already

aww i did a little quest in kakariko to root out a theif and i love the way they built up dorian's past that's so cool

i think i was supposed to be able to pick up that yiga dude's sword tho and it glitched on me bc i was too fast :/

ugh i'm doing this oen shrine puzzle where you have to mount a male deer

and i finally mounted one after losing 10000 times and it was past some hills it wouldn't climb down

every time i find one thats close enough they fucking bolt im so fed up :|

and my sheikah sensor isn't picking up any more so i must have literally scared away all of them. fantastic. what a huge waste of time!! guess i will go somewhere else!

also can't solve the puzzle on how to open the shrine at veiled falls so im just batting a thousand today so much for sidequesting tbqh

FOUND A BLUE MANED LYNEL

SO MUCH NOPE

urgh and a blue hinox

exploring might not be worth my time either tbh

yeah no that's two shrines i haven't been able to open and this has stopped being fun, got one more ridge to explore before im done with this province - and some weird islands waaaay out there too but idk if i can get to them yet, and i'd just as soon wait until i unlocked the one next to them

yyyeah looking at them from here it makes much more sense to explore them when i get to that province

at least im all done with this one!! still plenty of sidequests and stuff, but those i can come back t more easily...it's harder to remember which terrain i have and haven't covered when i don't do it like this

i was thinking about how big the divine beast was when i saw it in the distance and

this sounds nuts but i bet im right - what if that flying island thing is a divine beast. WHAT IF

and that is The Day's Liveblog, more tomorrow, except probably not much bc of stream

[its-not-aphase]

UnderPhase FAQ

AWelp before you start sending asks, make sure you take a sm0l time to read this first x)

FAQ will be on the cut below because it is fairly long ;A;

- What the f u d ge is this AU?

well Its simply the 3 main kids , Chara , Asriel and Frisk to have their growing up phases. This takes place at the surface where frisk finished the pacifist run. mostly lighthearted stuff nothing too story heavy <w<

- Who has the phase and what are the phases?

Simple Asriel is the Edgy mchemical romance (Edgereal) Chara has a Hipster phase and Frisk has a .... Anime phase (weeb!frisk) . I have personally drawn Monsterkid having this small mettaton phase but we’ll see if its included or not. mainly its Edgereal, Hipster Chara , and WeebFrisk.

- Frisk Have you watched _______ ?

Lets assume that Frisk has watched almost every anime that you asked for :3c. I will answer the asks regarding anime if the question is NOT  “Have you watched”

for example : “Frisk does your mom cook better than Soma in Food Battle!?” stuff like that x) hope you understand since i can get so many questions about that  and i cant simply answer all of them ;A;

- WHY IS CHARA AND ASRIEL ALIVE????

Cant tell you, might be a good plot if you asked frisk ;)

- So what am I allowed to ask? You didnt answer my ask :C

Im sorry :c , seriously though, i do get a lot of asks and I respect  and thank you all to take the time and do so  UWU  but again, there are a lot of them so I will give you a bit of How do it pick the asks on this blog

]Look at the recent posts and see who are available for asks (for instance if Asriel is the only one in the comic, then if you ask for frisk to answer a question , that question might drown by the other questions since im going to not answer it yet)

] I like to have a certain flow to asks and try not to back track so much. If something has already been ask try not to ask it again x) but you can ask something new :D

THIS IS A NOT A SUPER “SERIOUS” AU . what i mean by that is this blog was made for us to have fun and interact x) keep it light and simple. Oh,  try to keep it SFW as well.

Frisk knows the history of how asriel and chara are alive obvioushintsareobviousbutdowaitforfrisktocomebacklol

Lastly, I like to SAVE ASKS for future use if it might be relevant to a certain plot or scene :3c

- When does the blog update? is there a schedule?

Well I go to cooleg and that takes up a lot of my time, so i will always try to update the blog as best as i can. Do be patient with me ^^ as i am a very very slow drawer lmao pff i suck.

- Can we physically do anything towards the characters that are active?

Intraction such as Hugging the lil’ Edg boy or giving something to him and such ,Yes! you can~.  it again depends on the setting and place. there will be times i will allow interactions and there are times that the interaction doesn't go through. Tl;dr : It depends. but you can.

-Pronouns?

Asriel is a he , Frisk and Chara uses They , them and so on.

- Can we RP with this blog?

i dont know how to explain in my own words so im just going to quote what Askassriel blog says about this lol.

“I want to do drawing rp. I don’t really enjoy writing and filling the blog with lots of writing. Just send me a pic of your character interacting and i’ll reply “

-Asgoriel?

idk we’ll see in the coming months x)

-Character Refs?

I have only made it for Chara and Asriel so far :O so here ya go!

Asriel(Edgereal)

Chara(Hipster Chara)

Welp i hope this suffices. I will keep updating the FAQ if something do come up or is confusing x) thank you so much for following and supporting this blog ;A; it really means a ton to me.))

- @azenzeph

[miranwolf]

MARCH UPDATE

y there guys! As always I wanna open up by giving my sincere thanks and gratitude for all of you whom are with me and have been with me over the many years. Between fans and friends, Im still breathing and a big portion is thanks to you guys. First major thing I wanna post as an update, I moved! Me and the family found an amazing house in a neat little town in Wisconsin (Sorry Vikings fans) and have been settled in for a week or two now. It put a bit of a slowed and stressed pace on me on the weeks leading up and the week or so afterwards but I got through it. Im working hard with out a job, to spend as much time as I can on my artwork and my entertainment skills. Major thing about that? MORE STREAMS! Between being settled and now having a stable internet (Thank you Spectrum) I can now get back into the field that I feel I really flourished in and that was art streaming. Thanks to Picarto's change in policy a long ways back, I can add gaming to that and there are a hand full of games I plan to play and Rage Quit to. So stay tuned to that. Second big thing, the ugly F word of finances. My prices will be experiencing a shift and an increase soon, I want this to be a FAIR and UPFRONT notice so no one goes, BY GAWD. Ive started getting the calls on my bills from debt collectors and that's no ones fault but my own. I dont ask for free money on principle even in hardest times, so that means that even though my prices will go up, my commission slots and quality of work will increase as well. Instead of doing my best to give the best quality I can, Im gonna push above and beyond that. Ive broken my artistic comfort zones before and dammit I intend to do so again! Another big announcement is that once I can get back on my feet, I have a pet project I will be going into as well called OGPW (Omniversal Grand Prix Wrestling) which will be a comic I plan to make in a format and style i have been privately tinkering with here and there and I think Im ready to start working on a pilot edition. That being said and what it means for you guys; A. I will be approaching some of you to request permission to enlist your OC in the roster, and B. I will be holding auditions for folks that want to try out for the OGPW League. There will be more information once I get that going and get back on my financial two feet, so stay tuned. Finally, a bit of comedy. For those of you that have seen me IRL or pics of me IRL, well now pics will make me look like a Hockey Player or Chris Benoit. During the move I was carrying some heavy metal frames for beds and such, and when I went to set them down, I thought "SURELY! This spot on our floor, propped against the wall will be enough to hold them steady!" Boy was I wrong as one of the bed frame sections slid, and the little smooth foot/leg of it used to keep the bed off the floor, swung down and caught me in the mouth lol. While I am 100% fine, A tooth of mine has departed into the great beyond as it was knocked from my face. Didnt hurt, more just shocked me a bit but hey! We roll with the punches. Thats all for now folks, you all take care.

[wolfwhiteflowers]

-why i didn’t quit before / team family /s9-caryl

-big twd filming spoilers, 9x05?

-carick

-au

My thoughts so far.  vvv

I noticed some fans quit TWD early on like in s6 and they mentioned the flaws. They have good points and all. I wondered why I kept watching TWD. I think because it’s just one of the cool shows to watch on Sundays, and just loving the TF. I also think if I’m more critical of the show, I would probably quit the show around s3 or s6 too. Idk if it’s comic story way that made people lose interest or it’s the writing. Like a lot people miss the team family being really close and trying to survive..or on the road and not staying in one place. These comments are like what the comic-fans say too about the comics. So idk. Like it’s just how TWD story goes. Building up to a new world ..arc. (like Falling Skies show?) So, my point is that I didn’t quit back then because I just like the show and I was also was like hoping the show could turn around. I liked s6B. I find it interesting that Carol went to Kingdom and dealing with her issues. Richonne happend and Negan was introduced. (big character in comics) I was curious how it will go and I was curious what Carl will do. I know s7 and s8, the fandom didn’t like those seasons-AOW arc. I kinda don’t like it either. It was so dragged out and less TF. But I still like the show. I still feel hopeful that it will go better.

 When Carl died (and he wasn’t like comic-Carl-y, imo like I hoped for) that was hard, but I was like okay so then it’s Rick’s show and I guess Michonne will live longer. AOW ended in s8. S8B was entertaining to me, imo. But I hated the finale and what they did with Carol. The finale should have been like or even better than the s2 finale and tease us the f*** with what will happen and excite us. (remember Michonne first appearance and prison. s3 also had a time jump) Then we got a new showrunner and news about LC and with the finale being so blah & hard to predict, I was like uhh it’s 50/50 chance of the show being better than before. Maybe more Team Family moments? I was still hopeful. We got those spoiler pics of TWD cast like they’re in a parade and them going to the “museum.” I got so excited again and hopeful but a bit conscious about it because Idk what s9 was. Then suddenly we got the AL news of him leaving ( and then LC). I just felt crushed. We lost Carl and now we’re losing Rick, the two big protagonists of the show. That’s just quick and weird. Also totally seems pointless for the show to keep going,imo. (but hey at least Rick got like 2 years of bliss/timejump). I know he wanted to leave some day (duh actors arnt robots)  but I wasn’t expecting how it goes like that and it’s just not what I want. I wanted this popular show to end where they wanted it to end. Like Lost, Scandal, Fringe, GoT, etc. But no...show business..life happens or whatever, AMC wants more money. So yeah I lost hope on the show - I quit with this show. So this is why I kept going till s9, I guess. It’s whatever whenever is enough for you. Now I look back on it, it’s really around s5-6 when we feel like TWD is Team Family like and good or fun to watch. There’s some things I liked about TWD that other shows don’t have. Like this slow pace..that feels realistic sometimes, the music, and cast. But seeing other shows, I’m like wow ..we know who are the main characters are and they interact a lot throughout the series. It’s sad. I miss TF.

So yeah I just take s9 as an AU story where Rick dies. -_- I hope Caryl goes canon but well the show is like done to me. So Idk. I would watch or care..if Caryl goes canon and everything else is interesting and TF being close again. Like it’s gonna be Carol and Daryl ..Michonne? and rest are Negan, Aaron, Rosita, Eugene and Tara. meh. It’s hard what do with this. In time I know. So far, s9 just sucks. C/E is gonna be or is canon. I just like siiiigh. I wish Carol isn’t with anyone in s9. I want to know who is Carol in the future and have her with TF again. But it’s not that. Carol with Zeke for some reason. Idk  why tease Caryl in s8 and not make C/E canon in s8???? Maybe Carol is just to prop Zeke story and comic death in s9??? That’s another thing. There’s this original TWD show story and characters’ arcs and comic book remixes. I think what we want is balance of those two. But lately s7 and on it’s all super plot-y or super comic book-plot-y. So maybe Zeke dies and then Carol helps Daryl to start the Whisperer war and then ..then what? Will we actually get more TF moments? If Caryl does become canon, will their romance be well written and interesting? (Shipping a non-canon ship to a canon ship changes the shipdom/fandom. People lose interest.)

---filming spoilers and spec in s9

So ep 5 or so, s9 filming spoilers, it’s obvious Rick dies. So right there the show isn’t gonna do a cool happy ending for Rick and the Grimes. No Grimes family off to a boat or Commonwealth. Now, I know. :( Poor Michonne. (writers totally screwed up her character-journey)

 Based on spoilers, there’s a white horse (symbolism), that script paper.., Shane appearances. So yeah there’s some over the top death scene happening. Idc in some ways, because this is all AU to me. (twdspoilers4theprivileged tumblr) Based from the script paper spoiler/rumor, I noticed that Carol is there..actually the main five characters are there. It’s nice ..but once again it’s when something major happens. It seems like Rick takes the other parts of comic-Andrea’s death. He dies by trying to kill all the walkers in the herd ...to save his people(?) like Andrea did. It also seem traumatic too, our main characters are watching it as it goes. Like damn ..who wanna see that  super sad and depressing death of a character in this ep. Like sure ..Rick deserve this kind of death scene and how important and special he is. But ...it’s not a series finale and writers will forget about this in a couple episodes later with Daryl dealing with Negan and Whisperers, I guess. *Also I guess Zeke wasn’t there..and others. So it’s like Zeke isn’t or still not important in the show. So ..maybe he will die from Alpha in msf or finale in s9. I just think if Zeke will be a main character, then he gotta hang out with Daryl  and others,a lot. (so far he’s in ep1. so far Carol in ep 1 and 5..) Idk what Maggie will do / LC’s 6 episodes. There’s some play with time. Maybe Maggie dies in msf?

Yeah Carol so far is in ep 1 and 5. I don’t think she interacts with Rick in s9. I find it important for her to interact with him. It tells me writers remember their bond, care about the character Carol, and what they do with TF. So far, it’s seems like they don’t. This is the part that really upsets me..it’s something also that I was really hoping for in s9 and something to see if it will happen-then the rest s9 will go fine. I love Carick so ..yeah I don’t think there’s good Carick moments in s9 and I think Carol will only react about Rick’s death. Writers ..again don’t care or too lazy to deal with TF moments and Carol and her bonds with other characters. So, it’s like if writers can’t do Carick scenes so then s9/new showrunner doesn’t matter to me anymore. It’s over. Those Carick hopes or Carol hopes were all before AL news, btw. That s8 finale made me doubt.

I might accept TWD s9 and Rick’s death, if like the first 6 episodes or so was treated like a series finale and it was something writers/Gimple have in mind for a long time and that they wanted Rick to die in ‘series finale’. And then the rest be like a spin-off and plus being more character-y..good writing. But  eh. We still see characters dealing with his death and other plots going on. It just won’t work, I guess. But right now, I’m like it’s all AU, idc. TF are close and Grimes family lives on.

So, now that im like ‘whatever’ with the show or try to.., i wanna point out the flaws more lately. But it’s stuff we already know. It’s really crazy to watch TWD s8 and then watch the recent season (s5) of The 100 and how much The 100 flows better, character’s arcs goes naturally well or balanced. It’s not too (comic)plotty. And ofc, there’s girls power, and character interactions. Mains still interact. That stuff that I like and interested in.  I know they’re different shows. I think TWD is probably more like Falling Skies with how the story goes but it’s not really charactery..in story right now.

...Let’s do AU fanarts.