#I want to crawl back in bed

[xninetiestrendx]

hey hey hey it’s tag game time 🌞 thank you for the tag and entertainment from my work boredom @heymacy 🌸

Name: Mikayla

When is your birthday?: June 21☀️

Where do you call home?: schmack in the middle of Texas

How many pets do you have?: my one little princess pooch

What do you do for work?: answer a phone and push a button. occasionally get yelled at if the people i push the button for don’t answer their phone.

Do you believe in aliens?: side eyeing people who don’t a little (all love though) 👽

Do you believe in ghosts?: yes 👻

Favorite subject in school?: history

What are you currently reading?: The Honey Witch by Sydney J Shields 🍯

What are you currently watching?: started rewatching Ghost Whisperer and forgot how easily I cry these days

What kind of laptop do you have?: an acer something

What kind of phone do you have?: iPhone 13 and hoping to upgrade soon

No-show socks, ankle socks, or crew socks?: ankle socks always and forever

What kind of headphones do you use?: airpods that I was silly little goose about avoiding for so long because I was convinced I would lose them

How do you consume caffeine?: coffee, chai latte, Dr Pepper

And finally, what are you wearing today?: tan pants, white and light minty blue stripped button shirt, and tennis shoes

tagging: @too-schoolforcool @gardenerian @darlingian @thepupperino @creepkinginc @heymrspatel @vintagelacerosette @deedala @crossmydna @michellemisfit @sleepyfacetoughguy @mmmichyyy and anyone else who wants to tell me some things 💖

[crabsnpersimmons]

(slowly cleaning out all the art i drafted but never posted)

sometimes the only way to recharge after a long day

is drawing your current blue trauma boi* in the outfit of your previous blue trauma boi**

*Moon, from my hairdresser AU "New 'Do, Same You" AU

**Red Clad Dewey from Another Eden

[intertexts]

oh you wanna think about muse and trickster? yeah? it's been a while since I put a heartbreaking nhw post in your inbox <3 I know u love the prime dehumanization loss of bodily autonomy defenders. << im not even remotely trying to keep the acronym the same anymore. I've lost the plot. ANYWAY

briefly mentioned this before but because I loooove the aesthetic so much I think at least one important muse confrontation should happen in the tricksters city, specifically in the amusement park. make it like a fuckign scooby door episode everything is all abandoned and run down but as the wards are walking down a boardwalk or something all the lights flicker on and some distorted fuckign. carnival music starts playing and they find muse sitting in like. the rebar scaffolding or whatever in the ferris wheel. just like grinning chin in hands kicking his feet watching them. this image is so clear in my mind. some creep shit !!!! also its like when they first go to the spirit world to get tide back from.mal and end up in the amusement park. except ashe isn't with them this time

uhhhhhh also thinking about. downtime. when muse isn't out being destructive and causing chaos for funsies. like... does he have a bedroom????? does he eat does he sleep??? idfk !!!! I would assume he has to or else he'd fucking die but !!!! man the trickster is so far gone I don't think he even realizes his puppets are real people anymore. that's a fun little doll for him to play dressup with. literally never going 2 get the image of him braiding muses hair and like. putting makeup on him and dressing him in fancy little outfits out of my mind. making myself ILL. smile! good evening I'm gently placing the knife box in your in. << as I was going to type inbox I accidentally typed out inventory. yknow what I'm keeping it. knife box directly into your inventory. watch out they're RUSTY

GOD. THANKS FOR THE KNIFE BOX MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! knife box directly in my inventory!!! u know what this means is that now i can use them :3 <- has been drawing wards stuff abt this for the past two hours ^_^

this is so fucking good though yeahhh.... i love creepy carnival shit so much. he trickster probably Knows it's very over the top and horror movie creepy and just a little absurd. he's so fucking fun 2 think abt since he's literally always doing shit simply because it is funny to him. we can swing a trickster justification for anything probably. i bet he fucking saw traps people!! anyway. ashe isn't with them this time. except..... well. he kind of is. :(

I HAVE ALSO BEEN THINKING ABT DOWNTIME. FREQUENTLY. i guess. the answer to this is he lives however the trickster&co does. the image of him coming back in his fancy intricate little outfits to some disgusting nasty bloody industrial warehouse where they're posted up & always being this very jarring contrast to the gore and violence is really good. the image of him having a perfect doll bedroom and going through a fancy little routine half the nights when the trickster is in a good mood or feeling it & just. getting thrown on the bed & the door locked to pass out for a couple hours whenever he forgets or is busy is also really good. literally anything we do to muse makes me feel some kind of way man. i also have had the extremely vivid image of the trickster braiding his hair & chatting about all kinds of horrific things excited sleepover style to muse who is just. Visibly Not There in my head for so long. not even like he has to touch him, he could be making him do all these things for himself! he's literally controlling him! he just does it for fun!!!

anyway i think post-muse ashe should get to freak out very badly in a multitude of ways whenever anybody touches his hair. like i think he's touch-adverse in general (& miserable about it because he's also so touchstarved & his brain simply whites out in distress anytime anyone touches him because. literally the only person doing that was the trickster!!!!) but i think specifically his hair being messed with is a bad trigger for him. makes him freeze up n go nonverbal for hours. dakota knows that he's jumpy about touch but he still wants to do something for him & before the everything he loved them playing with his hair (its so long!! wibby & dakota think its so pretty!! virion's the only one who knows how to braid it because of his mom!! ashe melts into a puddle over it every time because nobody's ever done that for him before!) so he goes to just run fingers through it & ashe just. fullbody locks up and goes weird and still and silent & doesn't protest or fight back when dakota shakes his shoulder or smth and his eyes are distant and sort of dark and empty like virion's were most of the time when they first met him... maybe he wants to cut it a little bit just because he hates that it's been covered in The Ooze and he can't do anything with it without thinking about how the trickster would do the same thing but also he hates the idea of getting rid of the one thing abt himself that he really likes & is a little connection with both of his parents because of the trickster also, when he's already taken so much from him. (it does have to get gross and tangled and matted because he refuses to put it back or do anything to it for a while though. maybe virion helps him sort it out & it's slow and painstaking and miserable for both of them and they both feel better at the end of it.)

[screamingcrows]

please someone, anyone, lend me your excitement that I might actually finish a wip today

[brynnmclean]

I don't feel well, folks, but unfortunately there are so many responsibilities.

[thedrinkingg33k]

Happy Monday?

[josecariohca]

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[r1pleys]

good morning sunshines ! i am sending you each all the love for the most amazing weekend. remember to be kind to yourselves, allow yourself some time to rest. today's reminder? you are not a burden. you are a person with needs, and that's completely valid / normal. never let anyone make you feel bad for having those needs. thank you for existing and making the world a better place because you exist in it. the world is better with you in it, you are needed and you are so valued. never let anyone try to dimmish your worth. i love you and im so proud of you ! sending the vibes please because im going to have at least nine kids in the house because of this party tonight. until then i'm around trying to do things !

[luvsavos]

i am once again apologizing for my lack of activity/responsiveness

my childhood cat passed away a few days ago which has just been more stuff on top of everything else for me to deal with to stress me out and upset me

i'll try to get back to stuff. Eventually. as soon as i can</3

[fizzytoo]

adrien helps out mama on the days he doesn’t have soccer practice

[adhd-merlin]

just started merlin (the ballet). premise's kinda wild. merlin lands on earth in an orb superman-style. and that's only the start

[orcgirlcock]

man this is bullshit, why can't i just be a puppydog forever

[aloyssobek]

@sodrippy tagged me in this lil picrew challenge!! thank you val 🥰 you can find it here!!

tagging @disasterdrvid , @waterdeep , @pendraegon , @perfectblve, @gautiersylvain, @alothcorfisers, @kirkwall , @cappurrccino and anyone else who wants a lil picrew to do!!

[qvietspvce]

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[pansy1993]

vacation selfies :)

[katierosefun]

sick and twisted that organizing my desk space (and organizing the clutter in my room in general) does, in fact, make me feel a lot happier and a lot better about my life . . . sick and twisted