#I want the melding
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Aaand there I go.
#feeling invisible again#no one seems to quite 'get it' huh#no one 'clicks'#i want to be seen again#I want to be understood#no#plenty understand#plenty see my buttons and how they work its not that#I want the melding#I want the understanding of me that is not so much for spending so much time together#but because we feel that you and I#we are The Same#you know how I feel because you feel it too and have felt it many times#I want to feel like part of a whole again#recognition of self through the other in the closest of ways#I want to be seen because you see so much of yourself in me#because we almost innately speak the same language#I think that's one of the things I miss the most about#old friend#we weren't like that at all towards the end. Maybe all of the last year or more#but I miss it#I crave it#need me a freak that can understand and likes the freak I am under the mask#the sad pathetic little motherfucker#sad boi hours#personal post#I'm a mess rn#the most bothersome part is that there's been... Someone who felt kinda like that especially lately. but... I think she's avoiding me now?#she's in a relationship maybe the chemistry scares her. or I'm just an idiot seeing shadows on the wall
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what started as the desire to draw The Donnies in their Iconic Purple Jackets just devolved into Donnie's Bizarre Adventures
#tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt mutant mayhem#rise donnie#rise donatello#mm donnie#mm donatello#squeaky art#i imagine they saw each other across the room and rise! donnie pointed to mm! donnies hoodie#and then they had a fanboy Mind Meld moment and just reenacted this on the spot#im SO proud of how the purple dragon jacket turned out#it was a lot of work to draw but it was worth it#ive been wanting to draw that jacket since like... august... and now i can finally check it off my bucket list#just FYI i dont know anything about jojo never watched it never will
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Happy Mechanicus everyone I can be trusted with tech priests
#mechanicus#warhammer mechanicus#thumbs up. i know how to tag#i havent finished the game but its good so far and im kinda obsessed with these guys voices i really am#tiresus and rho kinda have the braincell for wildly different reasons#tiresus i want to see experiencing problems [the game delivers]. rho has been blingee gif-ed with hearts and sparkles around him#im significantly more mentally ill about rho i have to say#where else you gunna get a man who looks like that sounds like that and will randomly call you up asking for plutonium. come on#also i like to think hes just a little bit melded with the ship idk. ai who runs the facility except no ai allowed so its this freak
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heeey they graphically updated the ARR world leaders with custom models (well. Nanamo has one too but she seems the same to my eyes and she seems like a normal lala when not wearing her full costume?)...
Aside from Raubahn and Merlwyb somehow being even hotter I have to shout out Kan-E's unicorn necklace's radical improvement :D
(unicorn way up so you also never unsee it)
Aymeric, Lyse and Hien remained low poly at the Alliance meeting, as did poor HW-style Thancred, who just dramatically collapsed in order to travel the rift into graphical fidelity...
Also very funny that earlier Asahai showed up with the old graphics, but Maxima was already boasting full new skin textures despite having of course a way more custom model than the completely character creator ready Hyur next to him... This is the exact right time in the game's history to be in late Stormblood to enjoy the roll out.
#accidentally made the hrothgal on a preferred server so I'm desperately trying to make the most of road to 90#back when I was young it was road to 70 and you could cap out every job in HW and not worry about it#now I'm 86 and 84 on 2 jobs 73 on all hand/land and feeling scared I'll run out of buff before I hit shadowbringers...#ffxiv#I also have a staggering lack of character stuff to SAY about Anatalya even though I think she's great#not much Bozjan character building that leaps out aside from Huge Cid Feelings at every turn#ANYWAY back to clicking through cutscenes so I can get another 10 levels of hand/land before hitting another wall#unless you actually use the MB to buy mats (which I am not desperate enough to do) you can't do any hand ins at level :<#and if I wanted to do more than GC ones I'd have to buy crafting gear as well since scrip is expansion locked#so no collectables because I'd have to buy well over even levelling gil amounts of gear and mats#aurghhhh#I only wanted crafter/gatherer to save money on repairs and melding on an alt on a server I didn't have Frog's fc to nepo baby her on#and thought road to 90 would make it easy :P
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"You fall down to all fours and you heave and arch your back, which doubles in length. Your legs grow and thicken and all end in big, powerful hooves. Your neck stretches, your face stretches as though it were rubber. And you recover and stand up, proudly, on all four hooves. You have turned into a werehorse."
-The Adventure Zone Versus Dracula, Episode 6
#that eps ending kinda traumatized me ngl#forced transformations are one of my biggest fears in horror#and griffin sold it with his description of that scene#i really wanted to convey the horror of that and how i felt through the party's expressions#also when constructing this i was like...#is this like twilight princess rules with wolf link?#or the owl house rules with eda's owl beast form?#so i kinda went with both? with the outline of godwin's clothes kinda fading/melding into her horse body#also wink wink the silhouette pov is a reference to disney's pinocchio#taz vs dracula#the adventure zone#taz versus dracula#cw: body horror#horror art#nightowldraws#lady godwin#werebeast#fanart#horror comics
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do you ever think about how in the literal very first scene with Rebecca, we learn that Unit Bravo had no idea she even had a kid
she chose UB and The Agency over the detective so consistently, so frequently, that her team didn't even consider that she had some kind of life outside of them, with someone waiting for her at home
#twc#Rebecca I am obsessed with your brain#like N and F especially are so moved by the ideas of family and normalcy and having a home to return to#i just want UB to really sit with the idea of what the detective missed bc their mom chose to be their handler#twc rebecca#the wayhaven chronicles#wayhaven#Rebecca's grief and fear and sense of duty melding into one giant nightmare creature of work-life imbalance#I've been contemplating what a rebecca & mc relationship would look like if rook hadn't died#much to consider#the rebecca lore is making me insane the more i think about it#like if anyone was going to have any inkling of Rebecca's personal life it'd be UB and theyre like 'child?? dead husband??'#she trusted agency sitters enough to watch the detective but never let even hinted her own team that she had a kid !!!#idk im rambling now
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hi yeah so what the fuck
#did they merge together???#ohh oh no horrible mission gone wrong and#ghost gets splashed with something starts making him scream and want to tear his skin off#yelling at soap to stay away because he can feel this awful rage building inside him#but soap telling him that he won't leave no matter what and hugging ghost tight from behind#tells ghost that they're in this together#and the chemical seeps through his shirt and onto his skin and#he can feel himself start to fuse to ghost#tells ghost that if he can't control the rage by himself then let him help#the last thing they say to each other is i love you before they're melded together#soap forever clutching ghost's arm to stop him from fully becoming a monster#cod#ghoap
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i get it jayvik should've kissed this and that but this is a win specifically for me, aro, #1 believer in "so devoted that the lines blur"
#LIKE. i truly do get it. i promise i do. i 100% promise. but once i wrote a line in an essay about how like#non-aro ppl will never know what it feels like to have representation taken away at every corner. because platonic relationships can b#dismissive or not representative of the relationships that aro ppl have. that profound and large space and spectrum. and bc romantic#relationships do the same in the opposite way. do not put us in boxes. esp those we've opted out of. jayvik do it like me (reject romance)#(and make our own structures of love not based on society or what it wants. this makes logical sense with them litchrally universe melding#too. like. HELLO. THE FOREHEAD TOUCH. THAT IS SO SPECIAL TO ME!!!!)#jayvik#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane s2#viktor#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayce arcane#aromantic#arospec
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#go onger#so like#how does driving the engines actually work#are they brain melded? do the driver inputs override the engines free will?#they can FEEL the people in there. and its dangerous to be in their without the suits...#i have headcanons but i want facts dammit tell me how the damn talking cars WORK
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Mind melds
#i wanted the ink to like spread when i did this to visualize the meld but all it did was tear up the paper!#the second one went better#i regret the red pen but oh well#spocktober#one day ill be able to scan my photos and bot have to apply 100 filters to make it kinda look like what it does irl
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Song writing process
#Not mclennon but you can interpret it if you want idc anymore#I was inspired by many artists from here can you tell#The eyes the staring the smoke the melding the#I just think the two were so interesting together when writing#lennon/mccartney#the beatles#john lennon#paul mccartney#beatles art
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best boi fakey in 13...
dw he definitely got all that 👍hes got a good solid memory ☺️
Expression Challenge Post here !
#answered#arts#pizza tower#fake peppino#gustavo is rattling off phone orders rapidfire#and he thinks its so neat that peppi has the same Powerful Memory Retention as peppino#like MAYBE its built in....or maybe hes just really good at this kinda shit heehee#also. i drew him so goopy. he normally would not be this goopy when cooking (stress makes him melt and cooking does NOT stress him out)#but i wanted to make him look. waxy. hes not sticky or slimy hes like. candlewax melded into a shape. not literally but You Know
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Farscape fans. You know what to do 🫵🫵
https://wheelofnames.com/4g9-23s
#i got zhannyyyyyy <3333#🥴#i want her freaky like in rhapsody in blue when john has to mind meld with her and shes evil#farscape#sir i protest i am not a merry man
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Ncuti Gatwa as the 15th Doctor
#trying to get into drawing more portraits in a style that I enjoy and makes me happy#I’ve always struggled with finding my style and what works well because there’s what I want things to look like and then there’s just how#I paint naturally and they don’t usually meld well together#but I enjoyed ncuti and look forward to this season of doctor who#ncuti gatwa#ncuti!doctor#doctor who#fifteenth doctor#fifteen#15th doctor#myart#artstuff#art stuff#doctor who fanart#fanart#Ncuti gatwa fanart#also catching up on season 4 of sex education and I loved him that so so so much#dr who fanart
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girl your hanahaki au is absolutely wrecking my shit i--- I don't ever read ongoing fics and this is why. I just cannot wait?!? But the waiting somehow makes it better too?!? I'm literally dead bro I can't I love it so much
hahah omg thank you !! I’m really happy to hear you took a chance on this wip and that you like it so much!
not to get on my soapbox or anything but you have given me a great corner to shout from
as a disclaimer I totally understand why people will choose not to read wips and I truly think you know your mental health and what you can stand to wonder about/think about/obsess over/NEED to know a conclusion for better than anyone else
BUT as a writer who almost exclusively posts in wips, people reading them before they’re finished is my life blood and I am so grateful and it makes the writing process so much more fun for me because I know at least someone else is invested in my brainworm of a story?? someone else is enjoying it and thinking about it and I’m putting a small amount of good into the world??
the best analogy I’ve been able to come up with is like:
when you read a finished fic you’re eating a whole meal and that’s great that’s so amazing (especially if you tell the cook you liked it after you’re done). and you’re literally always welcome to eat that meal whenever you want. finished fics are like standing dinner invitations: I am always happy to have you and I mean that very genuinely
but if you read a wip, you’re keeping me company in the kitchen while I cook. and that’s sort of priceless. in some instances, you can even tell me the food needs more spice and I’ll think about it and listen!!! you’re sitting on my kitchen counter as I bustle around my space and we’re talking about what I’m doing and also how I’m feeling and maybe how you’re feeling and it just feels like community more than anything else I’ve experienced in any fandom. like you’re with me in my space as I’m creating food I hope you like. we’re both invested and it’s amazing
and I think in general that’s why wips are a lot of fun and also maybe why the waiting between chapters is fun for you - you’ve suggested that I add paprika to the pot and you’re waiting and wondering if I will, and I’m laughing and hoping you like the soup either way but also wondering if paprika will work with the recipe, and if I can add a bit to it just for you while staying true to the dish I envisioned at the get go.
#asks#(stepping off my soapbox) very sorry for that I didn’t know I cared so much#but the truth is I want everyone to read wips all the time and I DO get why people don’t#because a story that remains unfinished haunts you sometimes and people enjoy that on different scales#but wips are amazing#as an author with many#but also as an author with more completed stories than wips but who also is apparently#known for having wips which like make it make sense I guess whatever#wips are amazing because my#favorite part of stories is talking with you about them#I cut out answering ao3 comments a few years ago so I could focus on writing stories#but I always try to answer asks on tumblr#about a chapter before I post the next one#I love it it’s my conversation space where I feel most comfortable#comfortable *#and I’m so sorry#this ask answer has ballooned way past what your very kind ask warranted#I just have emotions about this lately#waiting can mAke it better I promise - you make a potato salad and you don’t immediately eat it. you put it in the fridge#so the flavors meld#sometimes fics are the same way tbh if you can experience them like#that.#sometimes you read a wip and you’re like wow that could be a motif and then you watch I#that motif develop over a year and you get this satisfaction of being right and also being proud of the writer??#idk I could be talknin#out of my ass but I just. love Wips. all the time and always
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What if mers spoke their own language and Spock had to teach mer Kirk and mer McCoy how to speak English?
Maybe he uses children's books and shows as a teaching medium 😂
Cow 🐄
#this was so difficult to draw for some reason#first I couldn't decide what I wanted to draw#then I couldn't draw them#this is my third attempt#anyway#3 more asks to go#ask#anonymous#answered#star trek#star trek tos#star trek the original series#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#kirk#james t kirk#jim kirk#captain kirk#doctor mccoy#leonard mccoy#bones mccoy#mermaid au#mermay#reverse mermaid au#fanart#art#traditional art#theyd mind meld and they'd pick up the language easier#but mer people aren't completely cut off 'human' civilization so it's not something entirely new to tgem
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