#I usually don't celebrate fictional characters' birthdays

[michamiw]

Happy birthday Remy! But you have to work overtime even on your birthday n.n (here a little extra for the b-day boy)

KEEP WORKING!

[kpopsexstories]

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Most Memorable Sexual Experiences of NCT & WayV – One story with fluff and sex scenes per member of NCT and WayV.

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences of TXT – One story with fluff and sex scenes per member of TXT.

"Quick Fix" Dirty K-pop Imagines – Shorter, wilder sex scenes in which you are the other character (x female reader), about any (male) idols.

Mixed One-shots – Mixed sex stories with fluff, about any (male) k-pop idol and even non-kpop celebrities.

Kissing Booth – A limited series I once ran which is no longer active. "Kissing Booth" is a fictional podcast hosted by boyfriends Chenle and Jisung. They discuss love, sex and relationships and the stories are written as transcripts of the most sexual conversations from the "show".

Gay K-pop Smut – My exclusively gay series (the other series' are all straight). Can be any type of stories as long as they're gay.

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NOTE: All stories on this page are straight. Find my gay stories here.

Further down on this page is a list of all stories I've published in all series, sorted alphabetically by group, member and series – find your bias 😊

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To help you find stuff you'll like I've color coded the stories based on the type of sex in them:

🟢 VANILLA: Sweet, plain, innocent or inexperienced sex

🟠 MEDIUM: Regular good sex

🟣 WILD: Usually a little rougher and more explicit

🔵 STEAMY: Sensual and passionate involving all senses

🔴 UNCONVENTIONAL: Any of the above but with a twist, for example a kink or a threesome

* Listed more than once because more than one idol is the main character.

** Listed more than once because is not the main character – part of another member's story.

*R* Requested

Last updated: October 22, 2024

BTS:

Quick Fix (x female reader):

JIN gets you pregnant and suggests ridiculous baby names

NAMJOON fucks you hard from behind

SUGA fucks you on a bathroom counter

TAEHYUNG enjoys a vibrating teddy bear

Mixed One-shots:

JUNGKOOK takes a fan backstage for some wild sex

TAEHYUNG gives you a lazy day of sex *R*

NCT 127:

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences:

DOYOUNG comes in front of his mother

DOYOUNG* has a foursome with Taeil

HAECHAN jerks off Mark and Jungwoo in the shower

JAEHYUN (Pt. 1) has cyber sex with his girlfriend

JAEHYUN (Pt. 2) joins the mile high club

JOHNNY fucks his dance coach

JOHNNY** and Jungwoo share a girl

JUNGWOO shares a girl with Johnny

JUNGWOO** is jerked off by Haechan

MARK does anal on his birthday

MARK** is jerked off by Haechan

TAEIL* has a foursome with Doyoung

TAEYONG loses his virginity to a kinky hooker

YUTA (Pt. 1) fucks his friend with benefits outdoors

YUTA (Pt. 2) plays football/soccer naked and has sex

Quick Fix (x female reader):

HAECHAN makes you come before he fucks you hard

HAECHAN does naked push-ups over you

JOHNNY* and Yuta double penetrate you

JOHNNY is pinned against a wall

JUNGWOO fucks you like a rabbit from behind

MARK fucks you silly missionary style

MARK asks you if Jisung can touch your boob

MARK fucks and slaps you from behind

TAEYONG* fucks you while Yuta jerks off

YUTA* and Johnny double penetrate you

YUTA* jerks off while Taeyong fucks you

Mixed One-shots:

HAECHAN takes you backstage for sex *R*

HAECHAN with an older woman

NCT DREAM:

Note: Mark and Haechan are listed under 127.

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences:

CHENLE loses his virginity to his childhood friend

JAEMIN (Pt. 1) bonds with a troubled fan

JAEMIN (Pt. 2) has romantic sex with a fan

JENO is caught by his girlfriend's parents

JISUNG (Pt. 1) jerks off to Haechan's sister

JISUNG (Pt. 2) fucks Haechan's sister

RENJUN hooks up with his makeup artist

Quick Fix (x female reader):

CHENLE gets you pregnant

CHENLE does the seashell (sex position)

JENO fucks you missionary style

JISUNG busts his load on your stomach

Mixed One-shots:

CHENLE with an older woman *R*

JENO has sex with an older woman *R*

JISUNG has sex with an older woman *R*

RIIZE:

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences:

SHOTARO (BONUS! Pt. 1) meets a horny girl at a spa

SHOTARO (BONUS! Pt. 2) has hot sex in his suite

Quick Fix (x female reader):

SHOTARO cums in your mouth

SOHEE shoves his dick down your throat

TXT:

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences:

ALL FIVE MEMBERS go skinny dipping in Hawaii

HUENINGKAI has sex on a beach with his sister's best friend

SOOBIN** has sex with Jessi Ho when Taehyun walks in

SOOBIN spends a day naked on a yacht

TAEHYUN (Pt. 1) walks in on Soobin having sex with Jessi Ho

TAEHYUN (Pt. 2) has sex with Jessi Ho

YEONJUN's adopted cousin rides him in a barn

Quick Fix (x female reader):

BEOMGYU lifts you up and fucks you hard in the shower

HUENINGKAI slams his great cock inside you

SOOBIN lets you ride him sensually

TAEHYUN plays with your nipples before fucking you

WAYV:

Most Memorable Sexual Experiences:

HENDERY brings a screamer to the WayV dorm

KUN gets a blowjob by a fan

LUCAS (Pt. 1) has a threesome

LUCAS (Pt. 2) sleeps with Haechan's sister

TEN is fucked raw by a gay fan from Grindr

TEN** is invited to watch while Yangyang has sex

WINWIN has sex with Jeno's older aunt (MILF)

XIAOJUN has sex in a tent while camping

YANGYANG has sex while Ten is watching

Quick Fix (x female reader):

LUCAS fucks you slow

TEN gives you a wild ride missionary style

TEN's dick throbs inside you after a romantic evening

TEN receives a birthday blowjob

Mixed One-shots:

TEN kissed a fan and fucks you for forgiveness *R*

XIAOJUN takes your virginity during movie night *R*

YANGYANG has sex with his best friend's sister

NON-KPOP:

Mixed One-shots:

ROMEO BECKHAM fucks his girlfriend while camping

LEONDRE DEVRIES (Bars & Melody) takes you backstage

NOTE: I'll be doing "Most Memorable Sexual Experiences" series on other groups in the future which will expand the list above with more non-NCT members. I'll also cover more non-NCT idols in the Quick Fix and Mixed One-shots series. Follow and stay tuned, and visit the blog to make a request – asks are open! :)

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[snobgoblin]

I have just been extremely chatty lately so anyway yapping to a character prompt part 3

1. How do they celebrate their birthday?

he usually just treats himself by shopping at red street. he would invite people but he doesn't really have friends

2. Who is the most important person in their life?

himself if I'm honest but whatever partner he may get definitely becomes the most important person to him

3. What to they wear when they're just at home hanging out?

it swings wildly between "he wears the most expensive outfit he owns just for funsies" and "he wears basically nothing because of texture issues"

4. What is their house like?

you've seen the shop! it's that. with a cozy upstairs with lots of pillows. very Howl's Moving Castle esque decor going on in there too

5. Any pets?

eventually Faunus, yeah! he tries very unsuccessfully to lure pigeons and stuff to him with pumpkin bread. he's definitely an animal lover and tries to pet anything

6. What will always make them smile?

things that bring him comfort. warm bread, little trinkets, and eventually, his friends

7. What will always make them cry?

if you ever make him feel like you don't like him he will get mad and then cry about it later

8. What's their favorite movie (presuming they life in a world with movies, if not, what would be their favorite movie)?

I watch the same 5 movies on loop so I'm not sure 😭 I'll say he's a ghibli kind of guy

9. Favorite book?

erm I don't read so idk but he loves reading up on mythology and magic and things like that

10. Do they get along with their parents?

despite feeling hurt by Mercurio they're definitely close. that's the reason WHY he's so mad at his dad for leaving- he loves being around him. his relationship with his mom is negative but nearly nonexistent, they hardly see each other

11. If you could put them into a different fictional universe, where would they go?

in my universe GET OVER HERE (I have fallen in love with him)

12. Favorite holiday?

he freaking loves the Winter Solstice bro, like he hates the cold but he loves the closeness that comes with it and the over the top decorations

13. Tattoos?

nope!

14. What was their first kiss like?

awkward 😭 but passionate. buddy tried his best but he is painfully socially awkward

15. Have they ever lost somebody they loved?

yes, his aunt Capra. it destroyed him

16. They find a genie and are granted three wishes, what do they wish for, and why?

1) he wishes for someone to be obsessed with him. he is extremely lonely and feels so much love that has nowhere to go, and his heart is so empty he needs something to fill it. 2) he would probably want his aunt back and 3) he wishes to be rich for personal reasons but also so his dad will quit his job and stay home with him (that's not how that works 😭 he loves what he does)

17. They're stranded on an island and can only have 4 items and one companion, who and what do they bring?

he brings Asra and doesn't have to worry about the other 4 items because Asra will portal through the water and get them to safety. er cheeky answer erm Asra brings a wand, a cup, a sword, and a pentacle

18. What's a quote (not from their universe), that you associate them with?

I had to google "quotes" to get this 💀 I think this one's fitting "be so good they can't ignore you" -Steve Martin

19. Any romantic interests?

too many

20. What kind of accent do they have?

it's hard to say because they would all be speaking a language I do not speak. (of course the devs say they're all fantasy languages but we can assume they would at least be similar to real life areas and languages) he would sound like a native Italian speaker for sure, where Nadia, Julian, and Lucio, might not

21. What is their most prized possession?

he has a couple... his rings are probably up there. he never takes them off

22. Have they ever stolen anything?

only a body!

[hesperioae]

Happy Birthday, Kuras!

I do have a weakness for angels in TV series, movies, books, and art in general.

Since I do not trust the figure of the Elohim, whatever and whoever they might be (the most accurate translation seems to be plural), I find it somehow fascinating when angels -without being cruel or evil- don't do exactly as they are ordered.

So regarding Kuras, I came upon the question: How would I celebrate a fictional character I know so little about?

Well... First, it makes sense he does not eat, but he enjoys the smell of coffee. I have always thought coffee usually smells better than it tastes. It has to be extremely good in order to taste really good, which makes enjoying coffee sort of a subtle experience... I would present Kuras with some well preserved arabica beans that hopefully grew under an old forest at a high ground. That is one kind of human beverage he can deeply enjoy without necessarily drinking it.

Second, literature often associates angels (including fallen angels) with music. This is a huge topic and I already made a music list for Kuras on this blog. But I found a few pieces I would choose to celebrate his birthday this year:

Baaba Maal & Mansour Seck: Muudo Hormo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GyAZ9sPX0F4 To comfort him.

Peter Gabriel - Blood Of Eden https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XhDGkg8SpQ To help him address his sorrow and guilt.

Carmina Burana: "Chume, chum geselle min" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUEMm9NgRbE An invitation for him to move on.

At last but not least, it is implied in the demo -if you manage to unlock that scene- that he actually enjoys affectionate physical contact, so I would try and give him that too as part of his birthday present, when he is not so busy. 💛

[burningfaith]

behold! half-Polish Ryusui be upon ye

more about my headcanon under the cut

Okay, so I'm really nervous while posting it, because I usually don't talk about my hcs with anyone and especially in public fandom spaces, but wanted to scream about this one for a very long time. I personally headcanon Ryusui as half-Japanese and half-Polish, because:

His birthday is on November 11th, which is widely known as Remembrance Day aka the end of the First World War. In Poland, we celebrate National Independence Day on this exact date and to be honest, when it comes to such things as characters’ birthdays (especially in the series where they usually have deeper meanings, ex.: Ishigami villagers named after chemical elements having their birthdays on dates corresponding to their atomic numbers, Gen’s b-day being on April Fool’s, etc.) I don’t believe in coincidences. So of course, I checked out other historical events that have happened/are assumed to have happened on 11.11. and found some connected to sailing  & exploration such as: Mayflower making its first landing in America, but also those related to astronautics: launch of spaceship Gemini 12 and launch of Progress M-25 to space station Mir. So as you can see, these are more likely to be the reason for choosing such a date for Ryusui, but let the girl dream. 😔 And yes, I’m fully aware of the fact that it’s also the Pocky Day lol

Many Japanese DCST characters look like they’re mixed (I’m not talking about astronauts’ descendants, because y’know) and Ryusui is no exception, probably due to the anime logic™️, but maybe they are? Who knows. But anyway, straight to the point: when I saw Ryusui for the first time I was thinking “Why did they give us another Shamil?”, so Slavic pass? Checked ✔️, I can continue spreading my half-Polish Rysui propaganda. And to quote my dear Tumblr mutual @/szyszkasosnowa “That would explain his golden (as polish wheat) hair.”.

Knowing what’s going on with the Nanami family (and specifically Ryusui’s shitty father) it is, in fact, quite possible. Sai is half-Japanese and half-Indian, so there’s nothing against the possibility of Ryusui also being mixed. I mean, there’s no mention of Poland or Slavic countries other than Russia in Dr. Stone (but these guys are always getting too much attention in literally any fiction), but we Poles barely get any representation, especially a good one (and in eastern media), so when my brain started connecting the dots I was like “haha yes, after all this time something’s happening!”. 

Thanks for reading about my delusions. I hope no one gets offended by my silly little headcanon. :]

"clear" pic as a bonus

[brainlessbaguette]

It is officially Malleus's birthday in my twst and I am living for it! Took a whole damn year to get to a Malleus SSR because twst eng had to drop TWO DAYS AFTER his birthday. I am still salty.

(I don't usually celebrate fictional character birthdays but I have been looking for an excuse to draw the Diasomnia fam and I freaking found it)

[notsocheezy]

Welcome to The Author's Archive

I'm Cassandra Erica, local girlish-shaped thing carrying she/they pronouns under each arm (despite how much more difficult it makes grocery shopping). I'm traumatized and so are mostly all of my characters, and they deserved it just as much as I did (none) but that's the cards they're dealt. By me. I swear, I tried to stop writing about childhood trauma, it just didn't work. Though nowadays I also put my characters through terrible heartbreak. It's growth!

"So," you're wondering, "what have you written so far? What are you working on? Are you going to keep up this weird reflexive second-person perspective?" To answer back-to-front: no, many things, and not quite as many things. Here are some lists!

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RELEASED ON NOTSOCHEEZY.COM!

The Real Me (2022, Short Story)

There's something a bit off about businessman Mr. Shirley Jones. What's he hiding?

Three Takes on Death (2022, Short Story)

What might happen when we die?

Pink Bow (2022, Novella)

Who knew trying on one dress at the mall could change a person's entire life? Chris - or, uh, Kris - certainly didn't. Was it just a dress inside that box with the pink bow, or was it something more?

Passable. Episode One - The Virgin (2024, Writer's Block Short)

The pilot episode (of sorts) for a trans sitcom. Lily gets herself a date with a little something extra. Sarah racks her brain to keep her boyfriend sexually satisfied without breaking chastity. Alice and Brayden run a 'scientific' study with a virgin busboy.

Plus some other things, don't worry about it.

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BRAIN CURDS

Brain Curds are lightly edited daily writing - usually flash fiction and sometimes terrible on purpose. Click here to see some of the greatest hits! Here are some of the ongoing series:

The Frank Program

Frank hosts a podcast with high profile guests, and he's not afraid to tell you "what they don't want you to know," but he has plenty of his own secrets.

Passable.

Four trans college students share an apartment in Irvine and screw up each others' lives through sheer lack of scruples.

Government Man

Government Man is from the government.

Cole Nicole

Genderfluid femboy model, Cole Nicole, navigates life just outside the spotlight.

Veronica

Via gruesome means, Veronica gets her revenge - a dish best served at 98.6 degrees.

The Prom Consort

Kelly finds herself roped in to an arrangement (don't call it a love triangle) that might just be profitable. That is, if old wounds don't prove too painful.

Dominic of the Darkness

The antichrist is about to celebrate his sweet 666th birthday by breaking hell - that is, going to live on Earth for a week.

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WIP!

Anthill Theory (Short Film) Finished - Waiting for Soundtrack

An exploration of free will through a time loop that the protagonist doesn't know he's in.

A Covenant of Rust (Novella) Expansion and Rewrite Phase

A newlywed couple moves into a 1950s prefab home in early 2020, but finds more hidden beneath the surface than the floor plan could reveal. Will forgotten secrets and isolation bring them together, or tear them apart?

Blue Rabbit (Short Story) Pre-Final

Sequel/companion to A Covenant of Rust. I keep telling myself I'm going to finally finish this one, but it'll have to wait for its sibling project.

One Late Night Easter Morning (Short Story) First Draft

A chance encounter at a bar leads to late-night musings about humanity.

The Order of the Degenerati (Novel) Outlining

A secret society was formed after the tragedy of the holocaust to make sure it never happened again. Unfortunately, nowadays the most they can do is make YouTube videos go viral.

It Goes Up (Never Never NEVER NEVER NEVER) Complete

You will never read it.

Memories Retained (Novella?) Outlining

Ever had a dream where you were back in high school, before it all went to shit, and you decided to do something differently? Ever woke up and found out it really happened?

Seeing Other People (Novel?) Brain Curding

A story of love, polyamory, Dissociative Identity Disorder, and heartbreak. Gee, I wonder why I feel compelled to write this one?

And MORE! THERE IS ALWAYS MORE!

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MY BOOK!(?)

Publishers don't seem super interested in collections of short stories, and I'm afraid a collection of short stories and novellas may make a literary agent's head explode, so expect to see Tales from Starved Childhoods as a self-published debut! It includes a fully rewritten new version of Everyone Has Their Price (2017); newly revised versions of Next Day Delivery (2017), The Real Me (2022), Three Takes on Death (2022) and Pink Bow (2022); and all-new stories still in progress.

Tales from Starved Childhoods is set to be the physical manifestation of my early career as a writer, so stay tuned and look for it someplace books are sold!

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If you'd like to be one of my readers or vice versa, don't hesitate to reach out! I'm shy but I won't bite without consent.

I'm always happy to have more eyes on what I'm making and I'm always happy to read something new. It helps with the burnout. I'm open to most any genre - I don't really think much about labels when coming up with ideas.

If you work for a publisher and you see something you like, send an email to publishing@notsocheezy.com with the subject line, "Business Factory."

[pinksirensong]

CREPUSCULETE

morpheus x f!reader one–shot

One would think that because Y/N dated Dream of the Endless she would be immune to fictional men from fantasy books, movies or series…yet here she was fangirling about Edward Cullen while watching Twilight. It wasn't her first time seeing it, but with the celebration of 10 years since the end of the saga she decided to rewatch it at a watch party with her friends.

"Not to sound totally crazy, but I'm pretty sure there's someone inside your house, Y/N" she heard her friend Michelle say. That information should scary her, but with a boyfriend with zero manners she couldn't just afford a heart attack every time Dream made an unannounced visit.

"It's probably just my boyfriend, he's very antisocial."

"So much that we never saw him."

"Yeah, yeah. Just ignore him and let's start New Moon!" and so they did, until the king of dreams and nightmares decided to interrupt them close to it's end.

"What is he doing?" both Michelle and Tara were surprised by his sudden presence, but Y/N didn't even flinch.

"Edward thinks Bella is dead so he's trying to commit suicide in his vampire way."

"How stupid." her friends gasped at that and she slapped his arm as a warning.

"It's romantic! He would rather not life at all than stay in a world without her. I don't expect you to understand such a thing." she wasn't implying that Morpheus wasn't romantic, just that he couldn't understand this kind of romantic gesture. Dream, however, took offense into this since he would do anything for her and because of that he left right after it, clearly unhappy with his beloved.

They reached the end of Eclipse before they got too tired and decided to watch the last two after sleeping a little. Y/N usually didn't really dream, Morpheus would take her to the heart of the dreaming as soon as he would sense her, but today he didn't. Yes, she knew that it was a signal that he was mad at her and she should probably focus on getting on his castle to find him…but it was such a good dream.

She was laying at the field from the movie, the flowers extremely colorful and at her side was Edward, smiling as if she was his world.

"For almost ninety years I’ve walked among my kind, and yours…" he stopped for a moment and his hand was caressing her cheek. "All the time thinking I was complete in myself, not realizing what I was seeking. And not finding anything, because you weren’t alive yet." Y/N loved Morpheus, she really did, and dreaming about a fictional character she was in love with since she was just a teenager didn't change that. Actually it was quite the opposite, Edward and Morpheus were so much alike that sometimes Y/N thought that was her type: hot and a little gloomy.

"Edward…" god it felt like she was thirteen again screaming with her head on the pillow while watching the most romantic man she ever knew. Y/N was a little bit of Bella, she was far from being clumsy, but she wasn't the best at being social and had some weird problems with birthdays and aging – not that Morpheus knew about it – and was as devoted to her boyfriend as Bella was. She too had her Edward, there was nothing in this world Dream wouldn't do for her and if he knew about her insecurities he would certainly not only offer her an endless life at his side, but also would propose at the spot.

"This dream is over." the voice of her lover echoed through her dream, sucking her soul out of the Dreaming and back to the waking world. Y/N knew that Morpheus was a jealous being and her dream didn't help her at all, to him it was like she wanted that vampire and not him. Any other time she would try to make him understand things, but the way he abruptly ended her dream made her feel anger towards him.

"How dare you?" was the first thing she said after waking up. He was standing close to her bed, glaring at her form.

"I should be the one demanding."

"You interfered in my dream. You always say how important dreams are and yet here you are taking mine away."

"A dream with another man!"

"He's technically a vampire and also NOT REAL!" even though his jealousy should've limits, he couldn't throw a fit every time she would dream with a fictional person. Weren't her dreams supposed to be her safe place?

"You were on a date with him!" it was like he had to force himself to even say it.

"He's NOT real!"

"Am I not enough?" that broke her heart, it wasn't jealous that he was feeling, it was his insecurities talking. He was afraid she wanted someone that wasn't him, that she would leave him.

"What are you talking about? Of course you are enough, more than that!" Y/N got out of her bed and went in his direction. "He's just a fictional character that I like, it's normal. There are others too."

"Y/N…" she cut him off before he had the chance

"But there's no comparison. I might like a thousand vampires or whatever, but it's you that I love. I wouldn't trade what we have for nothing, you know that, right?"

"You talked before as if I am not…romantic enough for you."

"All I said was that you didn't understand it was romantic the fact he couldn't imagine a life without her. That he would rather die than live another day knowing she was dead."

"You are implying I have no fear of losing you."

"I'm implying you don't have to, because I don't intend on leaving you. Morpheus, for as long as you want I'm yours. I love you and I will always just love you." without needing any words he pulled her into a kiss. His hand on her waist while hers were messing with his hair. No matter how close they were, it was never enough.

"I love you, Y/N." Dream said while breaking the kiss. "I will love you until my last breath and if there's something beyond that I will still love you." she didn't have to dream with the perfect man, right in front of her was the perfect being she could ever ask for. Morpheus and Y/N loved each other with an intensity that no one could truly understand.

That night Dream of the Endless showed how much he loved Y/N and for that night all dreams were filled with love…and a little bit of lust.

[salsedinepicta]

Answering here to this lovely ask by the lovelier @greypetrel because it's the OCs playground - based on this prompt list. ✨

This turned in an astrology-heavy thingy, so I feel like I should premise that astrology (like tarot cards) is a tool and like any tool all depends on how you decide to wield it. I don't believe that horoscopes should dictate your life; to me astrology can be a way to reflect on yourself - or just to have fun with completely fictional characters lol.

So:

💧Maren Hawke: Scorpio / water (mid November, during a storm)

"[...] intense personalities and feelings that they hide underneath their cool exterior."

Usually celebrated in some simple but sweet way - which is fine to her, because before Lothering they are always on the run and she doesn't want to be a burden. However she would be secretly very pleased if someone would take care to do something more extravagant once the family (or what's left of it) is more settled.

🍁 Gwydion/Gideon Hawke: Libra / air (late September - Autumn equinox, a sunny but chilly day) + an Earth rising sign.

"Their ruling planet is Venus, meaning that Libras are nurturing, caring, and can make great defenders of the downtrodden."

Loves a good celebration, but in a hobbit sort of way - he'll just use it as an excuse to buy stuff for all of his friends/loved ones because excuse me! It's his birthday! Can't they indulge him a little? ;)

(Yes, Justice included)

🌱 Malva Surana: Aquarius / air (unknown)

"They go about accomplishing their goals in quiet and unorthodox ways. Oftentimes, just because they chose the path less traveled, the results of their eccentric methods are surprisingly effective."

In Kinloch Hold since she was about five years old, so she never celebrated before becoming a warden - when the companions all got together around the campfire and invented a birthday for her. Since she has no benchmark she makes up a bunch of so-called "traditions" based on what people tell her, and probably trusts Zevran a little bit too much.

+ bonus: ❄️ Circe Trevelyan is still half a mystery to me, but I think I'd like a Pisces-Aries (water-fire, eheh) cuspid around the Spring Equinox.

Source of the quotes: labyrinthos

And thanks for asking! 💙✨

[lumine-no-hikari]

Dear Sephiroth: (a letter to a fictional character, because why not) #6

It's Christmas today. It's one of the days upon which people in my world like to celebrate your birthday, so Happy Birthday!

Days like these usually aren't especially happy for me though, for a variety of reasons. I guess it's about time I got into 'em… I'll warn you now, if abuse (all forms) and trauma are triggers for you, this is probably something you should avoid reading.

The short version is that I am estranged from all of my biological family. It sucks and I wish it didn't have to be that way; my family is full of good and beautiful people, even though they've made some really weird choices in the throes of their pain and fear, even though some of those choices have permanently affected me in ways that are very much not ideal, and even though, no matter how hard I try, they do not hear me calling them back into the light. My voice just… isn't the kind of voice that most people find credible, I guess. There are a lot of societal reasons for that, but I won't get into that just now; maybe some other time. In any case, my hand is outstretched to them always if they want to try, but… well… they don't seem to want to, and I can't afford to bend myself into pretzels and sacrifice my peace of mind for them anymore - not while people who are willing to respect me are counting on me to be emotionally stable and meaningfully present in their lives.

The long version is that my birth in this place was accidental. I didn't come into being because I was wanted; I came into being because the condom broke. I was kept around most likely because things like aborting your kid and giving your kid up for adoption come with a lot of stigma - my parents would have had to face the fury of their family and social group, and that would have been very bad for them. From there, a lot of really weird and objectively awful stuff happened. In those days, I wasn't really a person; I was treated more like an appliance or a piece of furniture. I was a physical and emotional punching bag for others, both in and out of the various houses and schools I grew up in. I was tapped as a resource with little regard for my wellbeing (outside of that which was strictly obligatory; in my world, it's illegal to starve your kid, for example). I was parentified, objectified, beaten, and broken, and a lot of terrifying, horrifying stuff happened in between (I'll not get into it; it's too much, and I don't want you to be sad). I've been altered forever because of it all.

As it was taught to me as a child, I needed to make up for my existence by serving my master - in this case, "master" is defined as either a parental-type caretaker, a teacher or a professor, or a romantic partner, or even a friend who didn't seem to mind that I am a thing that breathes. In my case, "serving my master" looked like bringing home excellent grades, making sure the house is spotless at all times, taking care of my siblings, and doing literally whatever was asked of me, no matter how uncomfortable I felt about it or what it cost me. Again, I won't get into it; it's really not pretty.

There were PUNISHMENTS (some subtle, others very much not subtle) for failing to jump through these hoops. There were different and less severe punishments for jumping through the hoops I was meant to fail at. I did everything I could to avoid these punishments (imagine my shock at the fact that they couldn't really be avoided, despite my best efforts), bending myself up like a pretzel into whoever those in my vicinity wanted me to be. It was like the most hellish game of Twister - I couldn't fathom at the time that the conditions of this "game" were unfair, and I tore myself to pieces every single time I fell down, because at the time, tearing myself apart hurt less than having others do it for me.

But still, that's not to say it was all bad. It's not as though there was never smiles or laughter or wholesome things then. And I do know that those who were in charge of my care did love me, even if their upbringings left them unable to show it in non-violent ways. It's just that all the other stuff, all the other ways that the world seemed to be telling me that I was hated, unwanted, didn't belong, and should disappear were overwhelmingly heavy, and I almost didn't make it.

Against all odds though, I did make it. With your help, and with the help of a few very important others, I made it. I was 22 when I made it to safety, and from there, things were really weird at first. At the time, it had been ground into my skull that empathy is weakness, mercilessness is strength, cunning and ruthlessness were lauded as virtues, and emotions and expressions of wants and needs are for other people, not for me, because when I do it, it's just evidence that I'm nothing but a selfish, manipulative attention-seeker who likes to trick people into doing things for me when they shouldn't have to. When they do it, it meant that I didn't do a good enough job of anticipating their wants and needs before they had to express them, and that, too, was a punishable offense.

I can't say that I was a very kind or even a very good person then. Others try to convince me sometimes that the goodness was in me, but I think that's probably not true; I know the judgment and scorn with which I viewed others when they did not live their lives through the same harsh lens that I was brought up with. I remember how angry I used to get internally whenever I'd see children speak without permission at the grocery store. I remember the contempt I felt at schoolchildren who were allowed to stay home when they were sick. I remember all the manipulative ways I got my siblings to comply with my caretakers' rules, because if I failed to keep them in line, I was going to be the one who was punished for it, not them. I remember just how mistrustful I was towards anyone who was different from me, and how very little empathy I had for other people at the time; after all, it was taught to me over and over again that there is only one correct way to be a human (that's just "common sense", right?? this is sarcasm - insert a sigh and an eye roll here), and compassion is how you either get screwed over by other people, or end up making it so they can't survive on their own. In those days, either way, if something bad happens to me, or if something bad happens to someone else, it's my fault for having cared too much in the first place.

I was accustomed to other people using me as though I am something that is disposable. I was, with only a few exceptions (you know who you are; thank you!), accustomed to receiving verbal, physical, and even sexual violence whenever I wasn't "perfect" as defined by those within my vicinity. This was my "normal" for a very long time, and my "normal" blinded me to a variety of things, including, joy, love, care… and perhaps counterintuitively, the suffering of other people. There was so much that I simply couldn't see.

So the whole "safety, compassion, and empathy" thing was all very new and foreign to me. It took me a long time to get used to. And in the process, I lashed out often at the very same people who were trying so hard to help me, not unlike a dirty, mangy, rot-afflicted cat being captured and taken to the vet - all growls, claws, and teeth that mean BUSINESS - incidentally, did you know that cats have flesh-eating bacteria in their mouths that can make you lose an arm if they bite you, even if you get treatment promptly?

But through my kicking and screaming and resistance, I was gently held accountable for all my bullshit. What was most shocking, I think, was the fact that the people who were with me were able to hold me accountable without judging me, even when I was behaving in ways that were objectively not very lovable. But I learned. I learned, and I'm different now. I'm not the same bitter, angry, spiteful, hard-hearted person I used to be. I'm always learning new and better ways to listen to and relate to other people. I'm always learning more and more about lives and stories that look very different from my own. I am always learning to increase my self-awareness and communication skills. I'm always trying harder to learn how not to react harshly, with judgment or violence, when I feel hurt, angry, or afraid. It's not to say that I never make mistakes anymore; I can still be harsh and judgmental sometimes, and that's not great when it happens. But I can see clearly now that the true definition of strength is in choosing to be soft, loving, and kind, even in a world as fucked-up as this one, and even when you know you're gonna get hurt for it.

But it took a lot of help and a lot of courage for me to get to this point. I can say with absolute certainty that pulling back the veil on all the crap I lived through (instead of burying my head in the sand and pretending that it was all normal and okay) is, in some ways, more painful than the events themselves. Finding and rooting out all the shitty coping mechanisms I developed, staring at my own ugliness in the face, choosing to love and care for that ugliness anyway until it becomes something beautiful, breaking myself down piece by piece, and stitching myself back together from scratch… all of it without any kind of anesthesia, haha… doing this took unimaginable strength, and it's not something that people can do without help, I think; I've been lucky enough to have received a lot of hands, outstretched to me, trying to lift me up, even while I was trying to bite them; living life without chains, outside of the dark hole that I knew, seemed terrifying then, and I couldn't understand at the time that they were trying to help me to be free. I'm glad that I understand a lot more things now. But I still have so very much left to learn, and so much lost time to make up for…

You can do this, too. You have the necessary intelligence, courage, and strength of heart for it. And you have lots of people who would be willing to help you. I am one of them. So please try, because refusing to try is tantamount to saying that I am stronger than you.

And don't you DARE try tell me that some derpy, feeble, traumatized, autistic nerd like me is stronger than you. That's impossible, and you'll never, ever get me to believe that kind of nonsense. I know for a fact that you're better than me in every possible way, so if I can crawl my way back into the light with a bit of help, then so can you. That "bit of help" is right here in front of you; all you have to do is take the hand that is outstretched to you. Even if there wasn't already a lot of hands outstretched to you, mine will always be here, waiting; that much is a constant. You don't get to say that there is no one who is willing to try for your sake. You don't get to say that there isn't someone who cares. I am literally right here, and I always will be, even long after my ephemeral, unremarkable life fades unnoticed into obscurity.

I don't want to leave this on a melancholy note though, so I'll leave you with this picture, done by a person named Kate:

You are loved. You are needed. You are irreplaceable. Whatever it is that you're doing over at The Edge of Creation, make good, kind, and loving choices. And please come back to us safe and sound.

Your friend, Lumine

[ladyazulina]

A Writeblr Introduction Attempt

[En Español]

Hello everyone, I’m Lady Azulina 💙 Just Azu around these parts. I have been thinking about doing an introduction since I started diving into the Writeblr community who knows how long ago—certainly not me. But I wasn’t able to decide where to start. I still don’t know, but I believe that even the smallest attempt can be a great step, so here we go—I mean, I. Here I go. I really want to make this space something safe for me. For me to vent. For me to share. For me to be me even when I don’t know how to be me. I tried Instagram. I tried Twitter. Now I’m consciously trying Tumblr. Let’s see how this goes.

2-1: My pronouns are she / her. I’m also cis. And as far as I know, I’m hetero, but I haven’t had the opportunity to test my sexuality, so I can’t be totally sure. Why I’m telling all of it? I don’t even know! Don’t mind me.

2: The sun has gone around twenty-four times since I was born. I’m from winter. Like, an-early-Christmas-gift type. By five days only. I was supposed to be born in February, but I think I didn’t want to celebrate my birthday with the rest of the family. So it was Christmas. Sadly.

2+1: I'm legally a Sagittarius, but heartily I don't know where I fit. Sagittarius sun, Capricorn moon, and Aquarius rising.

2x2: I LOVE personality tests. For the majority of my life, I was INFP-T, but the last result says I am ISFP-T. My Enneagram type is a solid 4, a light 9. My color personal test is serulian (#9bb7d4).

2x2+1: I started writing when I was eleven.

2x2+2: I think I have a record of every writing in all these years (goddess, it will be twelve years soon).

2x2+2+1: I’m a love fanatic, even when I don’t wanna be. I’m a hopeless romantic, people. I write romance even without knowing that I’m writing romance. How the heck? I do not understand either.

2x2x2: In the same way, everything with the correct amount of romance can amuse me. And it doesn’t even have to be romantic.

2x2x2+1: I’m also a creature of fiction. Each word that comes out of my fingers is fiction. Be wary, I’m talking here about my writing, I can turn my life into a work of fiction, but it is not! Sadly.

2x2x2+2: On the topic of fiction, excepting a few self-insert (usually coming out in form of micro-stories), all I write and have ever written is absolutely and totally… fiction. Gezh, believe me, I was also looking for another completely unsuspecting word to get you all there, but I went b l a n k. You all know about it, don’t you?

12-1: I'm a fantasy-setup type of girl. I think I decided that with my very first novel, full of fantasy creatures. Though I haven't been writing there for a while, it's still one of my primary genres. I also like paranormal stuff, not in a very big matter, but its participation is still appreciated.

12: I love mysteries, and I think I’m trying to write one, but I do not try to solve them. My head wouldn’t forgive me if I try to push it so hard. On the same topic, I enjoy detective series.

12+1: I found my hidden love for (writing) action scenes thanks to a specific character. I'm still trying my ways because I don't get to write with her as much as I would like.

12+2: Other than the ones I've already mentioned, I'm pretty bad at identifying genres or tropes, so I won't be doing that. If you recognize any in my writings, please point them out to me! That way I can add them to the tags and so on.

12+2+1: For a while, I was roleplaying in forums, so I think I can say I have fics from Digimon, Pokemon, Sword Art Online, and My Hero Academia. Needless to say, I'm trying to turn all their stories into original ones; I can talk about them whenever.

12+2+2: I always create characters in pairs because I don’t want them to feel lonely like I do, though it doesn’t mean they’re romantic pairs.

12+2+2+1: I’m pretty in love with the blue color, hence my name, its lighter tones especially.

12+2+2+2: My real-real name is also a blue color! I think I’m unbiased from birth.

20-1: I’m a Caribbean Latin lady, my first language is Spanish. I would love the second one to be Sign Language, but I think it really is English.

20: I started studying (in college) Maths, but it didn’t work. I shifted to English, but it’s not working either.

20+1: My alter ego is an editor, proofreader, and writing coach, I can serve as the mediator, and as a way of trying her services as a beta reader.

22: I think it’s already obvious, but my favorite number is 2. The 02, 20, and 22 also work. 12 just because it’s my birthday month, but it also has a 2!

Project Masterlist.

[coping-via-clint-eastwood]

Tagged by @howiehamlin

What book are you currently reading? Angels and Demons by Dan Brown

What's your favourite movie you saw in theatres this year? DID I EVEN GO TO THE CINEMA THIS YEAR?????????

What do you usually wear? T-shirt and shorts if I'm at home or jeans if I'm going out.

How tall are you? 148 cm

What's your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Uh...idk how historical this is, but Roman James released his remake of Take Me to the Grave on my birthday, and then a year after that, Blacklite District, the person the remake is from, released his album You're Welcome.

Do you go by your name or a nickname? Name.

Did you grow up what you wanted to be when you were a child? Not EXACTLY, but it's very close, and I'm happy. I used to want to be a neurologist. But then I realised, I don't actually want to practise medicine. I want to KEEP STUDYING it. So now I'm gonna study biomedical science (waiting for exam results so I can apply). I'm happy; I still get to do medicine, where my heart's always been ♥️

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? Do y'all have any idea how many fictional characters I'm married to in my head?

What's something you're good at vs something you're bad at? I'm good at writing but I'm bad at drawing.

Dogs or cats? DOGS!!!!!!!! DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS DOGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what's your favourite picture/favourite line/favourite etc. from something you created this year? SHAMELESS SELF PROMO:

EVERY BIT OF THIS!!!!!!!!! IT WAS IN THE MAKING SINCE LAST YEAR, AND I FINALLY MADE IT OUT!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR IT STILL!!!!!!!!!

What's something you would like to create content for? Everything I already do and more

What's something you're currently obsessed with?

What's something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? Just a few hours ago, I tried doing something nice for my parents and they fuckING OBJECTED :')

What's a hidden talent of yours? Okay, I don't know why, but people assume I'm not good at playing video games. Like... 🌚

Are you religious? I would like to say no, but sometimes, I can get quite...caught up in it.

What's something you wish to have at this moment? I hope I can sleep and not be woken up by fireworks

Tagging @adamdropp @addictedtostorytelling @agentkalgibbs @ani-seven-shots @asher-in-the-south @blownawcy @bishops-severed-torso @earthspirit10 @fandomismymiddlename @figsr @hamfie @hollygl125 @mcliancraft @mystery-meat-with-cheese @sahl0-f0l1na @space-helen @therogerclarkfanclub @trekkitkat

[graphitedemon]

Thank you for tagging me @beesinspades! I love being tagged in stuff like this!

What book are you currently reading? I'm still trying to finish War Storm, the fourth book in the Red Queen series, but fanfics keep taking its spot as my bedtime stories.

What's your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? Across the Spiderverse, hands down.

What do you usually wear? T-shirt and jeans with a sweater or flannel shirt on top when it's cold.

How tall are you? 5'5'' (166 cm)

What's your star sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Scorpio. The US elections happen on my bday lmao

Do you go by your name or a nickname? A nickname that's a shortened version of my name.

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? I still don't know what I want to be, so no.

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? No, and don't have one. Unless fictional characters count.

What's something you're good at vs. something you're bad at? Drawing. I'd like to think I'm not that bad of an artist, but I also suck at actually starting a drawing.

Dogs or cats? DOGS! I'm a dog person who likes cats tho.

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what's your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year? The Basil portrait that's still my pfp, I like how sketchy and loose it is.

What's something you'd like to create content for? Trigun, even if I'm technically already working on something that I can't reveal yet. And I'm still in the brainstorming stage.

What's something you're currently obsessed with? Again, Trigun. Specifically Vash, I love him. I'm not normal about him.

What's something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? Nothing that I can think of, tbh.

What's a hidden talent of yours? I'm good at fitting a lot of things in a small bag by basically playing Tetris with the items I wanna put in it.

Are you religious? Lmao no.

What's something you wish to have at this moment? A soulmate. Not necessarily the romantic kind. Just someone I can be the most unfiltered version of myself with. Or just a good cuddle buddy.

Idk who to tag except @themindoflore. Hope you don't mind! And you don't have to do it, of course. I just enjoy tag chains.

[darksidelightside]

Thank you very much for tagging me in this @neonwizardheehee ❤️❤️

what book are you currently reading?

Not really a book, but I started the Chainsaw Man mangaseries yesterday.

what’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year?

I wasn't in theaters in 2022, but the movie I liked the most was All quiet in the western front. Even tho I still prefer the one from 1979.

what do you usually wear? 

Dresses or bandshirts and ripped jeans. Usually in black 😅 and I also love Big, comfy woollen pullovers.

how tall are you? 

1.50m 🙊

what’s your Star Sign? do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? 

I'm a leo and I share my birthday with, beside others, G-Dragon, Mika or Frances Bean Cobain.

do you go by your name or nickname? 

I always go by my name Stefanie, but people always call me Steffi anyway 😅

did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? 

No, I always wanted to marry prince Harry and become a princess, but that's to late now, I guess 😅

are you in a relationship? if not who is your crush if you have one?

I'm forever alone and my only crushes are fictional characters 😅

what’s something you’re good at vs something you’re bad at?

I think i'm quite good at needleworks of any kind. And i'm bad at staying tidy 😅

dogs or cats?

Cats

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc. from something you created this year?

I don't know if fiberworks count, but I love the slytherin quidditch pullover I knitted last year.

what’s something you would like to create content for?

Maybe Tolkien? I can't draw or write, so 😅

what’s something you’re currently obsessed with? 

Alice in Borderland 😅 I started rewatching it right after I finished season two 😅

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year?

Well, I was excited to ride horses all the time while here in ireland. Unfortunately a young stallion broke my arm 🤷🏻‍♀️

What's a hidden talent of yours?

I can tell you very random unnecessary knowledge any time

are you religious?

Yes, i'm catholic.

whats something you wish to have at this moment?

Cheesefondue and chocolate yoghurt.

That's such a funny tag game😅

I tag: @happycoincidences @fashionbitchgd & @sheakastilllovesjungjihoon

[horizon-verizon]

Tagged by @la-pheacienne, thank you!

What book are you currently reading? The Count of Mounte Cristo

What's your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? Didn't go out to see any movies yet, so none

What do you usually wear? Sweaters, leggings, boots/flats, and sweater dresses. When it gets warm, Tshirts, overalls, sweatpants. Unless I can barely feel them, I don't like to wear form fitting clothes. And they tend to be dark colors. Except the random white Tshirt.

How tall are you? 5 feet, 7 inches (170.2 cm).

What is your Star sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Taurus, and not that I know of.

Do you go by your name or your nickname? My full name, which I very much like and put too much pride in.

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? No, and I didn't know what I wanted either until I was around 13. Which was to be a writer.

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? Very, very single. No crushes. Unless it's on fictional character/celebrity Daemon/Matt Smith. I tend to go for unconventionally attractive men. Or people might say are "ugly" to "ugly-captivating".

What's something you're good at versus something you're bad at? I don't have anything that I am particularly good at. Maybe multitasking? I am bad at chess.

Dogs or cats? Dogs. Cats are cute, too, but dogs have my heart.

If you draw/write, or create in any way, what's your favorite picture/favorite line/favorite etc from something you created this year? I don't create anymore. Used to draw. My favorite subjects were women and supernatural, classy creatures. (Just in case the TMI was welcome)

What's something you'd like to create content for? Nothing at this moment.

What's something you're currently obsessed with? Daemyra, Matt Smith...and quietly imagining a society similar to GRRM's with a ruling, incestuous dragonriding family (this time in a society where only the ruler could have an official spouse (who is their oldest sibling) and a hierarchy of concubines who can give birth to trueborns but those kids will always be behind the living ones by the official spouse [that will change and reform in structure, candidacy, and levels over the family's rule] that only the ruler can have; each major clan/house having very distinct, cultural practices [but no concubines who could be the parent of the "trueborn"'s trueborn child for them by doctrine, just lovers] since the ruling dragonriders have only just conquered them 3 generations ago); and primogeniture).

What’s something that you were excited about that turned out disappointing this year? If this was 2022, I’d say HotD, but otherwise nothing. The Last of Us is turning out wonderfully.

What's a hidden talent of yours? None.

Are you religious? More spiritual than religious, but with every year I lose the sense for it.

What's something you wish to have at this moment? The ability to consume food and not develop diabetes or other serious health problems.

Tagging @darklinaforever.

[make-me-imagine]

Tagged by @ratkingbunting thanks!~

What book are you currently reading?

Technically none. But I have The Golden Compass sitting beside my bed in hopes that I open it up lol.

Favourite movie you saw in theaters this year (2022)?

I have not gone to the theater in years. But in general/streaming wise my favorite movie might have been Top Gun: Maverick (I also really enjoyed Bullet Train and the Enola Holmes movies)

What do you usually wear?

Recently long sleeved shirt, sweatshirt, leggings or sweatpants. When I go to town to go shopping I wear jeans and a nice top.

How tall are you?

5'2" (157.48cm)

What’s your star sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or historical event?

I'm a Gemini. June 19th. Celebrity wise I know that June 19th is also Aiden Turner and Zoe Saldana's birthday. Historical Event wise, it is Juneteenth.

Do you go by your name or nickname?

I go by Mera on here which is a nickname. In real life everyone calls me by my name or a slightly shorter version of my name.

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be as a child?

I wanted to be a lot of things, one of which was an Archaeologist which is what I went to University for, but it is not what I am doing. (Currenty I am my mothers daily caretaker)

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one?

I have not been in a relationship in a very long time. And my only crushes currently are on fictional characters and celebrities lol.

What’s something you’re good at vs something you’re bad at?

Good at: Writing (At least I hope I am lol) Bad at: Singing (though if I could choose one skill or talent to have it would be singing as I LOVE singing, I just don't sound good lol)

Dogs or Cats?

I love both, but I will choose dogs because I am somewhat allergic to cats.

If you draw/write/create in any way, what’s your favourite picture/line/etc from something you created this year?

I paint, but I have not finished anything that I can say is good lol. Writing wise, I really enjoy quite a few stories I have written but I can't think of a specific line or even a specific fic (I wrote over a hundred in 2022 lol)

What’s something you would like to create content for?

Create content for? Specifically? Idk lol I want to write something good for Shadow and Bone but have not yet. Maybe Bullet Train? idk lol

What’s something you’re currently obsessed with?

Nothing really at the moment lol. Maybe Leverage But I wouldn't say I am obsessed, just recently reignited my love for it.

What’s something you were excited about this year that turned out to be disappointing?

In 2022: Thinking I would be able to leave and move on with my life. That did not happen, and will not for the foreseeable future.

What’s a hidden talent of yours?

I'm not the best, but I can draw/paint, but haven't properly for a while.

I can make origami frogs?

I can twitch my nose like a bunny without any other part of my face moving (up and down not side to side)

I can partially dislocate my shoulders.

I dont think any of these are talents lmao.

Are you religious?

Not really.

What’s something you wish to have at the moment?

I wish that everything would be okay for once, instead of there always being something wrong at all times.

I wish to stop being in pain, I wish to be content, I wish to not be so anxious all the time. There's a lot more lol.

xx

Tagging (No pressure): @spuffyfan394, @will-grammer, @gaitwae, @magravenwrites, @trashywritestrash, @archieimagines, Open Tag as well