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Gosh you're hot what a tum... that girldick just out of frame, can I see her? 👀
Well, since you asked sooo nicely~
Check your dms ♥︎
#asks#I usually avoid posting her#even though I do a little trick to avoid the banhammer with my pics I still think that might go far enough to trigger it anyway
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GABRIELA DABROWSKI [CAN] & ERIN ROUTLIFFE [NZL] d. KATEŘINA SINIAKOVÁ [CZE] & TAYLOR TOWNSEND [USA] || WTA FINALS RIYADH DOUBLES FINAL || 11 09 2024
#:(#katerina siniakova#taylor townsend#wta tennis#need to get more consistent with my gif captions.#i usually bold the winner but im realizing that's unhelpful if i happen to be giffing the loser.#i think i have giffed karo losing before and bolded whoever beat her so i might go back and change that for consistency's sake#but it makes more sense to bold the person/people in the gif.....#anyways.#this sucked honestly. was rooting for them so fucking hard AND i have beef with routliffe. but whatever i guess life goes on#kind of avoiding tumblr but i made these anyway to be kind to myself and i figure if they're already made i might as well post them
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people who think clem surviving makes no sense are so funny. "they were literally foreshadowing her death the entire season" let me introduce you to the concept of a red herring. she tells lilly she isnt lee and shes right. the narrative was forcing her down that path, a path she saw as an inevitable fate waiting to take her too, but its a narrative broken by aj, who is also his own person and not S1 clem
"it happened to lee, and itll happen to you" lilly tells clem she'll die protecting aj from some mistake he makes, when in reality his defiance of her will is what saves her life after she had already accepted her fate. he breaks clem free from the lee cycle and they get their relatively happy ending. good for them
#anyway in the commentary they talk about how they Were going to have a death ending but didnt like the idea of the good/bad ending#and how people would moreso try to avoid the 'bad end' which i understand and appreciate bc thats usually what happens#so instead they gave us both :) idk why some people seem to have such a huge problem with that#they broke the cycle :) the ericson kids broke the cycle by being a loving community :) they all break the cycle by refusing the delta#lilly and minnie were both lost to the cycle. lilly with her dad and minnie with lilly#minnie couldnt let go. clem almost did the same and it would have killed her too. but aj makes a Choice and it saves her#god even tho clem is noticeably happier in s4 shes still so gd depressed and Tired. she accepted it so fast im so glad he saved her#like idk you saw her come back on screen after that massive fake out and you got Mad?? i was crying twice as hard#i know ive made this similar post before but like i still see this criticism in 2024 and i just have to laugh now#it speaks#twdg#i just love the narrative threads of S4 bro.... seasons 1 and 4 are two sides of the same coin and i love that. its satisfying
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GOOD AFTERNOON IT'S BIKERIDERS DAY OHOHH YEAH in 3 hrs i'm Sat
#WILL NOT BE POSTING SPOILERS TBC if i post any brainrot for the AU related to the movie i'll tag it as possible spoilers <3#johnslittlespoon yaps#still very upset i was spoiled in the mf comments section of one of the official bikeriders posts a month ago but it's whatever it's fine#i'm so srs ab the notepad and pen btw i'm locked and loaded snacks hidden in my hoodie brainrot cap on ready 2 thirst#my mom and i have been on a 12 hr 'cleanse' where we've literally avoided sending each other the usual austin videos#her idea not mine LMFAO 'so we can be even more excited to see him in the movie!' 😭#but i'm just so excited for the movie in general and now seeing the reception for it has my hopes even higher#it's gonna be so good i can feel it i haven't been excited for a movie like this in ages
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not-yet-dead-person
silly comic of a conversation in-game i thought was too funny not to make something proper for instead of a doodle ww
(timelapse + wip images (thus silly process commentary in read more if you like artist commentary :3)
i think the sketch looks silly and goofy and funny so i find it important to share with you the mere presence of the faces i drew on it. i drew it on top of the boxes without staying inside its borders because i find my proportions can get wonky if i draw them cropped in a restricted space. and I feel trapped otherwise and i will draw BAD!!! give me spaceeeee to go wild!!!!
the head circles are there for emotional support
very low res speedpaint because truth is the canvas was much bigger than the space where my comic was placed. i didnt account when exporting my timelapse in 720px that that tiny space would look so pixelated ... but it's able to be percieved, so its okay.
(i will now comment on my process and it is not brief sorry)
usually i would try to clean up my sketches and figure out what goes on top before jumping into linework, but since there are multiple panels and drawings i chose to jump into inking right away for the sake of brevity. i just went in with a brush that uses pen pressure and drew what was needed. i added extra line thickness and contrast in areas around the face because it helps direct your eyes there more easily that way.
according to her equipment rei has a chain belt but i only remembered it existed once I was going to color, and i did not like that discovery... I chose to ignore it to maintain my peace. i already have the color palettes for these characters figured out, and i didnt really want to think about a new element at the moment www I tend to overthink those things a lot so i skipped it
the rest is rather straightforward! not that anything else wasn't, but in here i could turn my brain off and sing. linework and sketching require mumbling so i cannot turn my brain off. just block in the characters with a solid color so i can have a mask (something along those lines,) where the color can stay inside. then just color in !!!
Base colors just had slight cell shading on the skin, and for the hair i airbrush a bit of the skincolor in low opacity near the forehead... I'm not sure what it means, but i can look at the faces easier with it somehow. i like the gentle subtlety it adds even if you cant really tell. it makes things look nice.
background was just me blocking in the color of the wall and floor, shade the wall a bit, then slap a noise and free use wood texture on top. work smarter not harder ! yet it took a bit to make it look stylistically fitting with the characters, and even now i think bottom middle panel looks odd. whatever!!!
for the middle panel i thought itd be funny if the background was a solid silly and colorful one to contrast the next panel's sketchy black one. a contrast to how the word widow is seen. on that note my handwritting is not pointy. i gaslighted my hand into thinking that it was indeed pointy in that moment so i could write "not-yet dead person" in letters that didn't seem cute. my hand did not fall for it but it complied anyway
that's basically it! I'm not sure what else i could say that doesn't feel barebones because it really is that straightforward. if you're curious I used clip studio paint for this. only special brush used was for linework (a brush named Lemon Brush), the rest used were just the default. my computer gets the least credit. it was trying to convince me a 20mb file was going to nuke it all the time and hardly let me save multiple times so i do not appreciate it
#re:kinder#fanart#sayaka re:kinder#rei re:kinder#OH I ALREADY RAMBLED IN MY POST WHATEVER SHOULD I TALK ABOUT NOW IN MY TAGS UEEEEEEE😭😭😭#oh yeah do you want to know a fun fact about this drawing#i started it yesterday. i wasnt meant to I DID NOT HAVE PERMISSION...FROM MYSELF... i was meant to be on break#i self imposed a one week break from doing any rekinder related project after the transcript to avoid accidental burn out#NOT THAT I GOT TIRED OF IT AFTER THAT TRANSCRIPT NOT AT ALL#but jumping straight into more hours of creativr work after over 30 hours of it is asking for disaster. it is asking for burn out#yesterday was the last day . 12 hours were left but i was going to die if i didnt draw anything it would have been OVER#(aka my period started recently so i got very gloomy and depressed so i needed to run to my favorite stress relief...drawing rekinder☺️)#(on that note seriously what the fuck please explain the evolutionary advantage to getting horribly depressed every month)#(like hello?!?! rant real quick— i get enough flashbacks everyday i DONT need them to last longer and have me more msierable ?!?!?)#(periods are so dangerous to my mental health for no reason can i get a restriction order on them or some shit what the fuck)#(anyway thats enough of that break of character DONEEEE :3333)#SO YEAH I DIDNT EVEN LAST 7 WHOLE DAYS i even played a new game in between those 6 days youd think itd het my mind of rekinder. WRONNNNGGG#not even another devastating rpg horror gamr could divert my attention for long i hsd to draw rekinder😊#using the newfound power of mt transcript i was decided on drawing rei because i dont draw her enough for how high she is on my fvaorites#i was initially doodling random lines but then i stumbled upon this interactkon and it doesnt really fit into my usual expression sheets#so i thought hey lets do it asife#i thumbnailrd it and from there i was like hey lets do it in comic format isntead of separated messy doodles in tint canvas#and the rest is hisotry .... aka i spent the last two days doing this instead of doing MY HOMEWORK!!!!!#on my defense when i wasnt drawing i was horribly depressed i had no other choice#(seriously fuck off periods WHAT what do you mean i need to be distracted 24/7 to not be struck by crippling meltdowns LEAVE ME ALONE?!?!?)#(they should be banned we as a society should find like a . cure to them it dont do me good to have a whole week where i cant function)#these tags have been more of a weird rant im sorry IVE BEEN FEELING PEEEVEDDD LATELY SO YOU GET. STRANGE DROTTER LORE ????
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(context: tsuruno mistakenly thinks sana just called her stupid, felicia agrees that tsuruno is stupid)
NA:
T: I'll have you know I'm one of the best in my class! F: Oh, wait, maybe you're just, umm. Not stupid, but just, what was it? A baby. T: What?! I don't wanna hear that from someone younger than me!
JP:
T: I'll have you know I'm one of the best in my class! F: You're, y'know. It's less that you're stupid and more like you've got, y'know. A low mental age. T: What?! I don't wanna hear that from someone four years younger than me!
felicia really learned nothing from iroha's MSS huh. rude as fuck
(from shizuku's MSS)
#she's awful and i love her#magia record#felicia mitsuki#tsuruno yui#also notice ''four years'' getting removed. when characters talk about their ages it's almost guaranteed NA changed the dialogue somehow#usually pretty subtly like this but sometimes theyd rewrite A LOT to avoid mentioning ages/grades/etc#they don't even actually say their ages here but i guess even specifying the exact gap is too much...?#long post#not comix
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I was wondering if there are any rare happy ritsu moments in ur zombie au since hes always miserable I think,, like is he always miserable or is he happy/not miserable and feeling kinda good sometimes?
VWHDGDGD NO YEAH OFC HE'S HAPPY SOMETIMES im just horrible and enjoy putting him through misery
ive never been able to get a genuine smile to look right on his face in my art style either i think thats part of it. as ive said his face is just built to be mildly uncomfortable and bothered and i lean into it sm it's starting to get kinda funny
but yes ritsu is happy plenty! i think, canonically, he just seems like the type of person to me that tends to turn lemonade back into lemons. he's easy to scare and his first reaction to things is often Dread and Anxiety. he dwells on the negatives a lot and seems to be a "hope for the best, expect the worst," kinda guy, but there's a section in this post abt shigeo always loving the little things in life, and ritsu steadily learns throughout the journey on how to do that and how healing it can rly be. even if he had to grow up too fast during this whole thing and learn things a kid should never have to, the journey also gave him some good insight and lessons in other places! ritsu is smart, he figures it all out
in terms of little things here n there he's the happiest lil guy on the planet when he finds one of his favorite foods—swings his legs while he sits and munches on a kitkat bar like he's got absolutely nothin in the world to worry abt. sometimes mob does smth funny that he laughs at; for the longest time i've had this silly image in my head of mob accidentally knocking down a bucket from a store shelf and it lands on his head and he just kinda stands there and makes noises.when the noises continue out of pure curiosity about the weird echoey quality it's giving them ritsu cannot help but lose it
besides tiny things tho, when tome comes around ritsu in general is a lot happier, just cuz he has somebody to talk to that will actually respond in some way. they're sorta reluctant partners in crime at first (at least on ritsu's end) but over time and over bonding they grow to rly like each other's presence. they bicker constantly but it's almost always fond eventually, and they shove each other and playfight until mob gets antsy enough to get worked up about it. rly, tome is a godsend to ritsu's mental health—after months and months of being effectively alone with his thoughts, he finally has another person to converse with. a person His Age, too!
tome is rly good at knowing when ritsu is thinkin himself into oblivion and she's Also rly good at being the most annoying girl on the planet to yank him outta that and replace any misery with Oh My God Get Off Me You Freak. she doesn't even do this on purpose at first, but over time she learns how to tell when he's thinking too hard and, ofc, she's grown attached and she cares, so she's as obnoxious as possible to lighten the mood
when they find reigen n teru, ritsu gradually gets Much happier still. now that he knows they're safe and the gang is finally back together (and now that there's an Adult present and he can relax a lil and let himself be taken care of) his stress levels r exponentially lowered. having teru back is another instant lift to his mood—im always a big fan of teru and ritsu friendship, and i think adding tome to their dynamic simply makes it more chaotic. truly a trio of the 3 most normal teenagers in existence which will surely bring nothing but good (reigen sweats offscreen)
actually this makes me feel bad for forever torturing him im gonna go draw happy zau ritsus brb ,.,.ok imback <3
#qktalks#anon#zombie au#tw guns#<- for that glock in the corner . sorry#actually it looks like he's at gunpoint in that one and just going teehee about it#he looooooves tormenting tome .and tome loves tormenting him. it's their favorite pastimes#i don't rly like the second one too much tbh the sleeves are weird but i think that's just the Nature of how poofy they can get#oh this is a great time to talk abt their dynamic. sorry.this ask isn't abt that.but now it is#so i realize that tome and ritsu ??? don't rly interact in canon at all. and neither do tome and teru . as a matter of fact#but consider. uhm.what ifthey did <3 GVYIEAV#like i said they're all So incredibly normal it'll make for a great time#^ genuinely i do think so actually. most of the time anyway#i touched on it a lil bit in recondite but i rly like the idea of mob ritsu tome and teru all being a friend group#teru would undoubtedly piss tome off sometimes she'd call him out on his bullshit#but like.in terms of the canon timeline i think post-mob teru would Totally listen to her#and take what she says abt How he is into consideration. he's trying to rebuild himself into somebody better#teru and ritsu already have a dynamic in canon but it feels pretty loose and it isn't fully explored at all#i think they work together rly well tho. there's no real evidence to the contrary iirc i think they work together in canon quite well#they think alike in terms of fighting#and in a setting like this‚ once teru is on the same page as ritsu on zombies‚ they're prolly a pretty damn good team#there's a lot of room for things to go wrong tho#if i had to sum it up rly succinctly it'd be: ritsu's motive is fear‚ tome's motive is curiosity‚ and teru's motive is power#what i mean by teru's being power is Not the pre-mob teru ''wanting'' to be powerful and unstoppable#i mean teru wants to have power over everything that is trying to hurt them#he doesn't Want to cower he wants to Fight tooth and nail#and i think ritsu's fear versus tome's curiosity and teru's drive of power conflicts a lot#ritsu is passive in the sense that he'll do anything in his power to avoid altercations with anything to order to keep mob safe#he isn't Active until something goes Wrong. and usually things go Wrong when teru and tome rush ahead#WOW sorry i went on a rant that was Completely unrelated to the fucking question. im at the 30 tag limit bye
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... do i dare say this is misao whenever she tries to get herself amped up for actually opening up to people JSJSJ
#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#kind of a shitpost once more BUTTT oh well lol#i just can't help but make posts like these to break up all of the... ✨️tension ✨️ / j SKSKSK#nah i know i haven't been posting anything sad or overly dark lately but. this meme just reminded me of her for some reason ok 💀 LMAOO#tw: mentions of social isolation.#no but seriously all jokes aside she will sometimes withdraw even further into herself at even-#the THOUGHT of sharing her feelings with people so she will engage in socially isolating behaviors like-#staying at home for lengthy periods of time and avoiding any sort of contact with other people including those at work / her patient's.#like although she usually hates missing work as a rule because... you know a girl's gotta eat / hj ( JSJSJ ) she will take off and just.#bed rot for like a week if thing's get too bad because her hyperindependence sometimes gets so bad that-#she would rather die than talk to someone so... yeah. it's not good
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Okay now that I've gotten the name change out of the way, guess what! I'm returning to my roots! I decided to start rewatching GX from episode 1, and the way I'm doing it is dub first, then rewatch the episode in the sub right after to compare and contrast. It was a lot of fun, so I'm gonna be writing down all my thoughts as they come in and sharing them here! Check them out below if you are interested, fair warning I will never be nice to Syrus <3
First up: episode one dubbed
Now, once more with feeling! Episode one sub thoughts
...And that wraps up the first episode! Hopefully you guys find this entertaining. Yes I know I'm mentally ill about this show, that won't be changing anytime soon.
Just for the fun of it, if anyone wants them, here are all the screenshots I took while watching the show by themselves
#yugioh gx#ygo gx#jaden yuki#judai yuki#yugi muto#vellian crowler#chronos de medici#bastion misawa#daichi misawa#chazz princeton#jun manjoume#syrus truesdale#shou marufuji#the eternal dilemma of 'do i tag the character im talking shit about and risk pulling in angry fanboys'#'or do i tag it anyway so people who hate him can avoid it'#idk#i guess just for you guys i will tag my thoughts on him which are usually negative as#syrus critical#i guess that works#zenny gets her gay on#long post#be sure to like subscribe and hit that bell for more posts like this because im gonna go through the whole show like this
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also i genuinely want to know why you hate her. what did you see that made you go "oh i hate her"
BUT ALSO the ones who love her, how do you keep on loving here even with all the hate going around? !!
#i usually avoid drama#but its so weird when it comes to her#tumblr is so divided#theres only love or hate#and many of those people are friends!#idjdkdk its sooo weird#i used to not care about her and listen to her music every once in a while#but then id see the hate here and wow#now every time i see her i feel annoyed#polls#tumblr polls#taylor swift#i might block reblogs if i get too stressed with this post lol we'll see
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an impostor has appeared
Thank you so much for having me, @opanimalszine!! I'm so happy I decided it was worth a shot xD
#my children...#it's going to be so hard to pick which one of my babies i want to write 😂😂#probably not onimaru tho since baby boy already got the attention in protect her right :(#i'm so sorry boy#but that doesn't narrow the selection much xD#gonna pitch ryuunosuke for sure but then what#laboon's probably going to get a lot of pitches tho.. might avoid him..#AHH IDK xD#ANYWAY#one piece#zines#zine stuff#animals zine#i don't usually post these#especially not on here#and especially not right after getting it#because i myself hate it when it's rubbed in my face immediately after i get a rejection xD#but i'm so excited for this one ahahaa#i mean i literally run @onepieceanimals#what do you expect from me
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just finished under the bridge (2024) and wow... what a terrible way to handle such a sensitive topic. rebecca talking about her book is her/the writers talking about the series and i just don't think their vision came across as intended.
e.g. rebecca says it's about young girls of victoria - about violence and isolation. and one of the final ~poignant lines is "it's mercy and mercy alone that transforms the human heart". i see what they were trying to go for, a look into the psychology of what could make someone do that terrible thing and then the psychology of what could make you come to terms with that and forgive.
BUT it ended up being a lot of focus on how sad it made rebecca and warren feel. and that focus just got more and more intense the further into the story - like, as more about the murder was revealed, it became more about rebecca, rather than the killers and, crucially, reena. just bizarre.
in an episode (can't remember which), rebecca says that she doesn't want to write only about reena because that would make it just a sad story. and.
well.
it IS a sad story.
#under the bridge 2024#this is from like a week ago but wanted to post#felt so extremely weird after watching this show. i didnt realise when i clicked on it that it was a true crime show#probably would have avoided it if so#with these things i always think. if u want to write about how nasty human beings can be. just make something up!#it usually turns out better anyhow. see: sharp objects and true detective#like. rebecca's arrested development and her identifying with warren was super interesting. just out of place. and imo inappropriate.#so make it up! that's clearly the story that you wanted to tell anyway.#i did like cam (lily gladstone's character) and thought the tension with her white police family was good shit. though not concluded well#and i was very interested with her link to seven oaks. but ultimately she (and rebecca) are not really who the show shouldve been about#i really went off in these tags. shush#myposts#rebecca godfrey#cam bentland#riley keough#lily gladstone#under the bridge
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#(this is just going to be a tag ramble; feel free to ignore)#don't mind me -- just having very loud (not necessarily coherent) thoughts about tiracchana today#both the canonical doppel and the more...vaguely human-shaped design i'm working on for it#'human-shaped' in the way that a bloodborne beast is human-shaped; do not misunderstand me#'anthro' is probably a closer description than 'human' but i digress#i really want to get around to properly drawing her and working out the kinks of the design#because i've got so many gruesome ideas and i'm excited. i *love* designing horrifying monsters#i will get there. i swear on my life that she will be drawn soon#it's wild to think that i used to not be the most fond of tiracchana; when now she's one of my favorite doppels in the entire game#easily top 5 if not top 3#i love how horrible she is. she's so viscerally *disgusting* and it's perfect. my raw beef baby...#i'd usually be too shy to post something like this but i have got to talk about tiracchana *somewhere* or else i'll explode#luckily i have a blog for doing just that#i'll end this post here to avoid going on forever about her (though it is my blog; so i'm subjecting you all to this much anyway)#but i'll leave you all with the fact that 'demon of hatred' from the sekiro ost is a great song that makes me think of#tiracchana/general monster!yuna
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some hard Council Truths one (I. Me.) must come to terms with...
there are always more council members than you think
if you think the dissociation is not "doing its job and helping you function", you are wrong. it is. yes, believe it or not, things would be worse
you are probably forgetting and losing more time than you think
yeah it was probably that bad. if you think you are over-exaggerating, chances are you are actually under-exaggerating
#milgran't#council posting#personal posting#ig#something ''small'' just happened and kinda broke my last straw so im succumbing to Posting. my deepest apologies /lh#been mulling over this the past few days or so.#i was thinking to myself that 2nd and 4th point and i pretty clearly heard something like ''no. you have no idea. trust me.''#and i was just like. tails reaction meme. heavy sweating. oh! ok! that wasnt ominous at all! thanks!#internal communication is usually never that clear#wow who knew working in therapy on internal communication would actually give results like having clearer internal communication!#not me thats for sure#god i have a HEADACHEEEEEE#mikoto was RIGHT. ATAMA GA ITAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#acetaminophen come here kitten. daddy has a headache again#usually i just shrug it off like god intended but i need to sleep.#sorry sometimes i think about amane when i take pain killers.#like... wow... my religious upbringing was not nearly as strict as hers about Medicine and Science#and yet.. even almost 10 years later... i still find myself feeling bad taking them at times. and wanting to avoid them.#so it just fucks me up like. god. then how much would Amane struggle with this....#every thought must devolve into amane and/or mikoto thoughts. thank you
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Every now and then I have to remember I got into oni for the gameplay. I bought the game solely because the gameplay looked interesting to me. Even once I realized there was lore I actively decided I didn't care enough to go through it. I fell down the rabbit hole on Accident. And it's all because I read scientist Bubble's journals and realized that onis story was the most me bait thing I've ever seen Ever
#rat rambles#oni posting#to be clear the main reason I was actively avoiding getting into the lore is that I wasn't feeling ready for a new interest yet#in fact after I read the lore I tried to not dig deeper for that same reason and well. I failed.#and Im glad I did oni makes me absolutely insane it has like Everything I like in stories#the only think we're missing is complicated sibling relationship but its ok I can fix that with some bullshitting#I love oni sm from both a game and story perspective alas it shares in its bretheren dont starve in having a horribly out of date wiki#oh wendy my boy Ill go write down all of your missing dialogue at some point#wendy got to be my break in the formula by being my first male blorbo since lancer according to my hcs lol#but then I went right back to the usual formula with olivia lol wendy is still my beloved but he will remain one of a kind#which reminds me I should think abt olivia in the constant more at some point and the weirdly depressing quotes I could give her#pulling out the gun that is oni earth being a smoggy hellscape to make olivia go :o at normal ass rain#gotta love rain that isnt mildly acidic and painful#also. sits. what do we think abt the dupes breaching to the surface and olivia seeing the stars for potentially the first time ever#I think abt it. I think abt it a lot.
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they make me so
#tm#the way she immediately goes along with him there's no hesitation and then she immediately puts them in the same boat i want to scream#because there's a way to read this that it's actually too much faith; she trusts him and his methods - weird though they usually are -#maybe too much - the 'one day i'm gonna get fired because of you; that's just how it is' route#(which is like that excellent tag i saw - that lisbon's 'a rebel with the trauma of having to be responsible' -#like she likes breaking the rules and jane breaks them in fun ways (usually) and his rule-breaking gets results#- the 'people might ask why you signed on with me in the first place' bit alsosheskindofinlovewithhimnbd)#but on the other hand there is a bit of 'such little faith' too because yes he gets results but she knows firsthand (and repeatedly)#that he runs the risk of hurting - himself; others; her - while he gets those results#and she's putting them in the same boat she's making them equally responsible for anything that happens#*unequally actually she'd take the brunt of any punishment/backlash as they both know#and you COULD (and i do) see that as her trying (maybe unconsciously) to temper him; to pull him back from going TOO far#whatever you're doing you're not doing alone; remember this is on me now too don't go too far#CAN'T YOU SEE THERE'S PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT YOU; WHO NEED YOU#and like does the tempering always work? no; obviously; for multiple reasons#but for her to - on whatever level - think that she would be enough FOR it to work? much to think about#(it's crazy how it's so clear that on some level they both know she's the most important person to him#but they're also just....tucking that fact away until a moment comes when they can actually think fully about what it means#(which would have to be post red john but also they're just avoidant bitches too afraid to look too close i love it)#anyway i'm back at work so i'm back to thinking too much about tv shows that ended 8 years ago it's so cool and stable#(also rigsby just going along with it too lkfasdj i just adore them)#FUCK THE END OF THE EPISODE BARK BARK I FEEL CRAZY#TERESA LISBON YOU'RE SO IMPORTANT TO ME LIKE SHIT
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