#I think we both are too similar
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The friend I miss won't come back, I'll cling to what's left.
Head on the crook of your shoulder,
eyes staring at the whiteboard,
mind far away,
thinking about us. Friendship present once
now a pretense of one.
Thinking about how much you have hurt me,
tears staining my pillow at night
and wondering if I have ever hurt you,
hoping you aren't crying at your house.
Two peads in a pod,
reaching for the same goal.
I rivarly of some sorts,
a competition in banality.
There is no joy in victory,
just emptiness in a fight lost.
What did the professor say just now?
Lift your head and focus on class,
You can't turn back time.
#my poem#original poem#poetry#poets on tumblr#poem#poetic#writers and poets#A mundane poem#To that one friend I miss yet still have by my side#To our early days when your words hadn't tore me down#To our early days where sometimes I didn't see that hateful glint in your eyes#and to those days I didn't feel the same back#Yet#we still cling to what we once had.#I can't let you go and you won't leave my side#I miss you and still hold your hand#When did I start feeling sad when you had a higher grade than me?#isn't that stupid? And when did your dissapointment start showing on your face when I win the round?#I think we both are too similar#Caring about stupid things#Kids that excelled at school and can't stand defeat in something so banal in university#A fracture that widened born out of insecurity#dark academia
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[Abandoned by the Lightners, his heart became cracked with hatred.]
Hitting a lil' too close to home?
#junie art post#ink sans#error sans#utmv#errorink#implied. but yea not the focus#this has been turning around in my mind for quite some time. im glad to finish it lmao idk if my ramblings make sense even.#so like listen. do you ever think about how similar the function of the utmv is to the dark worlds in deltarune.#in a meta narrative to fandom sense? idk the word#we are making exaggerated expanded worlds of the ordinary tools and entertainment of the real world and make it into something more#isnt that very very interesting?#and we explore every sort of possibility in that creation. both good and bad#and when all is said and done. every possibility found and the entertainment and secrets has all run out#we put it away. abandon and leave it behind#what is left? what happens to the world and characters we have created? can it sustain without us?#what of the ones left in the dark?#idk if yall saw me a few months ago but i reblogged comyet's old post of ink begging us not to leave him alone and to keep creating#yea that never left me#and seeing exactly THAT SCENARIO in deltarune made my brain iTCH#imagine an ink in King's position.... wait isnt that just underverse#mmmmmmm. darkner ink.....#also error is here too. not just for errorink or that i can't separate these two to save my life#but error is also one of the few people to be able to GET IT?? he can hear the creators too. ink cant#but hes pretty much programmed himself to avoid having a mental break down to this via reboot memory loss.#and ink has his own internal coping mechanism (hooray for short term memory loss)#these two idiots will do anything but confront truths lmfao#ahhh my favorite idiots. never change#mmmmm#deltarune
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"why don't you want him to know how much you love him?" "that's a little personal. he knows." "uh-huh."
#interview with the vampire#iwtv#armand#the vampire armand#loumand#louis de pointe du lac#daniel molloy#alice molloy#must preface that NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO USE THIS FOR LDPDL HATE PURPOSES#even though louis (well both of them lbr) clearly had communication and commitment issues#armand directed a play that would KILL louis all because he was self conscious that louis didn't love him enough#anyway this is just one interpretation of the 'alice rejected daniel's proposal' convo scene#cause i see soo many people ask 'why did armand say all that' (and have wondered so myself)#even though we cant rule out the possibility that devil's minion happened in the past and that this was armandaniel history tease#armand could be projecting his choice re: louis and the trial onto alice's choice here#similar to how daniel was projecting his feelings about paris onto claudia in this same episode#i just think this would make sense thematically w armand's arc this season#(ie revealing what a deeply insecure and selfish and fucked up lover he is under his guise as a 500 yo devoted and caring husband)#armand 🤝 lestat: i will love you and i will hurt you. if i cant have you then i will break you#[plays under your spell by desire] whats the difference between love and obsession and desire? do you think this feeling could last forever#c.txt#mine#'she didnt think she could trust you' sounds like a YOU problem buddy#and then armand realizes he was wrong too late and bro was SCRAMBLING#the start of something beautiful aka failmarriage!!! :D
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Wait did both Alice and Zane record Alan when he was at his lowest point? Didn't Alice make her exhibition to show the world what she sees? To show Alan the truth about himself? That it never was Scratch visiting and terrorizing her, but Alan himself? Did she depict his "self" and Zane depicted his "persona"? The two sides of him that he wishes he can eliminate bc they brought him into trouble (Scratch representing anger and the fallouts with paparazzi and stuff, Zane representing his self-destructive behavior with alcohol and drugs and the party nights)? The both sides that caused his marriage to start falling apart? Was that the reason Zane made that video of Alan when they were on that booze and drug-fueled bender while working on the Return manuscript? Is this party video the companion piece?? Alan's downward spiral, same as Alice's photos? Do they fucking work together aasdffjfjfkfk
#Can this game please stop messing with my head??#I mean we don't know how many years passed since Alice went to the dark place#She could have met Zane long ago. Over Zane's similar appearance to Alan they both have a connection to him#So they talk about him. They understand that they must help Alan to ascend the spiral bc he's too far gone to do it himself#Or Alan wrote them in their story as a plot decide bc he understood at one point that he must confront his lesser pleasant parts#In order to become “whole”#And he seems to deliberately ignore how close his marriage is to fail. Her POV is so different from his. Of course she mourns him#Bc she never stopped loving him. Although he did the things he did. That's simply not how love works.#Alan is a good man although he makes selfish and terrible decisions and has a questionable morale at times. Bc he thinks he can do it right.#Bc he thinks he can correct his mistakes later. That's how he's always been. He thinks a flower bouquet and chocolate and a bottle of wine#Is all he needs to give to Alice and she will forgive him. He was incapable to acknowledge his shortcomings but he tries!! In his own way!#And alice sees it. And she has accepted it's for the longest time. Alan is emotionally constipated except for his anger.#Guy needs to do some serious self reflection#alan wake 2#Alan wake theory#Alan wake 2 theory#Alan wake 2 meta#Alan Wake#Alice Wake#Thomas Zane#Tom Zane#Sorry for the endless fucking notes 🙏
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[puts my hand on your shoulder] bro the 'is the lamb amab or afab' question is so stupid dude, canonically the answer is neither. in that world, anyone can have kids with anyone, these characters very clearly arent from a species with two sexes, there is no male or female in here, gender is entirely separate from biology in this world dude. this is not an either/or situation, all the followers are both bro, theyre hermaphroditic, can you hear me?
#they should all have both sets of geni tals can you hear me??? there is no afab amab!! it doesnt exist how else would the matin g tent work#THEYRE NOT GONOCHORIC PLEASE#i also think that genetically they have to all be one or a few species with an incredible amount of viable hybridisation due to#like the similarities in what they can eat and do and stuff on account of theyre all the same interchangable follower model#which is a step too far in overthinking it but like. ppl really got me stumped wondering why theyd ask a question like is the lamb afab#especially coming up to other ppl and asking and making it uncomfortale having to explain what u think and why#cotl#sozo reproduces asexually why did we decide to add this division to a game that doesnt have it#thays like arguing over minecraft cows#idk it just comes across a little weird to ask so often i need nb characters it doesnt matter abt their bio sex anyway
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Another Sky line up!! This one is for those skys who couldnt fit on the page in the last one! they were having a pumpkin soup party!!
this one is also compiled of Linktober Inktober prompts but is a lot more vague than the last since the prompts are in the atmosphere and not the characters!!
Thanks to @minas-linkverse @hazethestrange and @bowl-of-ravioli for creating and letting me draw your amazing little guys!!
close ups will be under the cut!! again
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Feathers Minaslinkverse
Matdas Hazey Horizons
Cloud Lots of Ravios
#my art#linktober#inktober#minaslinkverse#linkverse#hazey horizons#skyward sword#love these guys to bits#honestly minas was the easiest for me to replicate but i think thats cuz the way they do lineart is similar to how i did it in the past#its like similar strokes#louies was easy for me too cuz ive done his art before i just had trouble with the shading cuz i didnt have a ref my own fault#hazes was a bit difficult cuz they have a very specific pen i dont have plus they have a more illustrative style while mine is more bold#and comic like#i love their art and their style and i wanted to make sure it was right so i waited till they woke up and had them help me fix it#and we did#together#love you haze#of course it wont be perfect perfect but we both loved it in the end and i got to spend time with my friend <3#i also held Nemo hostage#if you're reading this >:]#anyway hope you enjoy!
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these are all kind of Bad but this was the best of the bunch so i am posting it :p
i've been trying to draw vanessa more... she is so important to me... sun is here too i guess
#my art#probably wont tag this until later i dont want this in the tags#im mainly posting this because i absolutely need to talk abt something its been bothering me for awhile#im gonna censor this stuff (i REALLY dont want this in the tags) so just bear with me#why doesnt the 🌞&🌜 fandom talk abt v/nessa more. why do we not do that#their entire character is meant to parallel her#there's like a million tiny parallels for them in the games. they were both teased in the hw1 dlc and are both associated with that#🐰 & 🌜's animations (and even their designs) have several similarities to each other#there's a lot of cutscenes and parts of sb where one shows up after the other does.. 🐰 going to the daycare after greggy leaves#🌜 dragging feddy away to parts and service and v/nessa immediately showing up there#the entire 6am ending sequence ???#literally like the only reason v/nessa isnt more popular is bc like 90% of her character is hidden in unused content#and because 🌞&🌜 are the skinny handsome mysterious and tragic tumblr sexymen#and when they become so isolated from their source all of their parallels to her are used to instead repackage her character into a more#appealing design for everyone to fawn over and consume#.. im being dramatic but AuUGGHTHHF IT BOTHERS ME SO MUCH PLEAAAE3 pleaseee please i love her.#its so hard being in the 'i want to kiss this robot' fandom when you dont actually want to kiss the robot#i just think theyre an interesting character 😭 and also my adhd brain obsesses over them endlessly so im just stuck here HFJSJGJD#anyway these tags got way too long dont read these. im going to bed now
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idk if I know how to put this into words but people who actually blame Mickey for everything that went down in season 3 are insane to me like that’s just so unfair. The person to blame for all that is Terry.
It was horrible for Ian to watch the person he loved marry someone else after being kept a secret for so long, and to not ask him to stay and everything obviously. his pain from the situation is very real and justified.
But also how can you watch that and think Mickey ever had the option to do anything different? He even says to ian “why you acting like i got a choice in this?” He never had a choice! He was never going to be able to avoid marrying Svetlana. There was no way out for him. To act like Ian’s pain was solely Mickey’s fault without taking the situation into account is just unfair. Mickey was a victim of the circumstances he was in, as was Ian.
imo it’s kind of similar to blaming Ian for how Mickey was hurt by Ian’s actions when he was manic in season 5. Ian wasn’t in control of himself. It was painful for mickey to experience yes, but you can’t say that was all Ian’s fault as if he did it intentionally or something.
they were both hurt by the others actions and that’s valid but honestly nothing could have changed what happened in either of those situations. it was all out of their control.
#shameless#mickey milkovich#gallavich#ian gallagher#like. people act like both of them have to atone for their sins from that time or something#it’s valid that the other person was hurt and that’s Deffo a convo for them to have#but to act like either of them should be begging the other for forgiveness… idk man. doesn’t seem fair#anyway what i mean is people always say that ian was right to leave because he’d been a mistress before and#when mickeys like “’we can still bang”’#it’s a big thing for ian and he doesn’t want it#which is valid#but people like. blame mickey for ian being hurt by that#but like. mickey was never going to be able to get out of that wedding#that was quite literally the best he could offer ian#tbh I’d assume that mickey only said it because ian kept coming back. if ian had stayed away I think Mickey would’ve stayed away too#out of fear terry would hurt Ian#the situation hurtful but also completely unavoidable is what I’m trying to say#and that’s not mickeys fault. it’s terrys#I’m not trying to compare abusive fathers with mental illness or anything#just pointing out the similar way I’ve seen people view those situations
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here's more toxic alter yaoi (self-indulgent). take it or leave it
#do I need to add a disclaimer that this relationship is 100% consensual and makes us very happy#there's no power imbalance cause we're both the same person + if we're ever too mean to each other we can stop. ok thx#next time I hope he puts the cigarette out on my tongue. who said that#val art#my sona#(obligatory ''not actually my fursona; just visibly similar enough that I'm tagging her'' tag)#plural#actually dissociative#sysblr#one last authorial tag: I think something I like about this drawing a lot is that the normal human guy identifies as ''not real'' but the#winged blue dog presumably does. in my head it's normal but on paper it makes a really fun dynamic. ok thx for reading
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thinking about their friendship so hard
#camp camp#cc#David#jasper#fanart#DUDEEE nobody gets them like i do theyre so good#theyre so tragic.. they never truly got to know each other. the last time they ever seen each other they were angry with the other :(#but there’s so much regret that comes with it too. they never got to talk it out. be on good terms#they could see each other at any moment but they other doesn’t know#they call each other best friends yet we never really see them being best friends.. but maybe they get each other like no one else does#their personalities did a complete swap with each other - they understand how the other is thinking and feeling.#David hated the camp but after one good thing he loves it. viseversa with jasper#when they last saw each other they were clouded with their views and didn’t try to understand things from their lens#yet even if they didn’t - they still understood each other. if you get what I mean#theyre foils. but so is max and david and that’s what makes both relationships compelling for me. theyre so similar to each other#no wonder david is so attached to max. he sees himself in him and he sees jasper in him too#i know jaspers just a character to show how bad the camp is. but there’s so much depth to him too#he has a lot of missed potential.. i hope he’s in season 5 at least. id like to see him again#srry for the character analysis im insane#jaspvid
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Ok so for the longest time, I was convinced my Listener's names had little/no overlap with other VA's Listeners because I try to give them more standout names. I had a mild jumpscare when I learned that Redacted Audio had a Listener character named Asset (the same name as my very first Listener). Up until like last summer I thought that all of Redacted's characters (except for Freelancer) were named romantic pet names like Darlin/Sweetheart/Lovely/etc., and I try to avoid that naming convention because I want my Listeners to be unqiue. Imagine my horror. My utter shock. Asset is such a specific name lmfao, I think his might have come first too.
I already don't like blending in with other VAs, but also I've seen people accuse VAs of ripping each other off over the most random shit. Like I remember someone on here Tumblr accusing Charlie from Yuuri Voice of being a copy of Guy from Redacted once on account of both being pizza guys (a preposterous accusation imo) so I'm outrageously paranoid. It has me constantly on guard lmfao I really shouldn't worry this much but people are wild.
#this is just me being paranoid#no one who actually listened would think the characters are similar anyway#wait a minute we both have a Guy named guy#I think he has an Ivan too#fuck#redacted audio#escaped audios
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When you're one of the most selfish mc who only saves people because it's part of a job you never wanted and did not get to chose or you would've died, who took your co-workers' morals and ideals because you didn't have any and desperately wanted to fit in somewhere, be it with the heroes or the villains, who's activelly haunted by one the most tragic past to have been created and suffer from a psychosis so bad (dare I say schizophrenia) that even your enemies acknowledged that you are mentally ill and objectively flawed in your judgement, never hesitated to try to kill anyone and has the most egoistic reason to be a good person but the fandom still thinks you're just a kind crybaby "I don't know what a gun is" homosexual twink.
#him being refered as an angel by Shibuzawa is FUCKING IRONIC !!#ASAGIRI IS ALWAYS IRONIC WHEN IT COMES TO LIGHT NOVELS CENTERED AROUND ATSUSHI#Ex : The plot of 55min being parallele to the Decay of Angels arc#He's also called the Man-eating tiger and yes I do think that Dazai lied to him when he said he never ate anyone to preserve his psyche#and was also called “the man who can see the future” and has time travelled with Akutagawa like why aren't we talking about that#his relationship with Mori is also actually good#Mori is one if not the only character who saved and helped Atsushi during their first meeting and kept good contacts with him#because yes Atsushi has seen Mori knowing that he was the pm boss off-screen and they had a normal exchange#I also think that Shibuzawa Atsushi and Fyodor are connected to a form of Holy Trinity#Believer/God/Angel or Messenger#Joseph/Jesus/Mary#or Fyodor and Atsushi as Jesus and Judas#but the instance of trinity in bsd are dare I say extreme#Oda/Ango/Dazai#Sigma/Fyodor/Nikolai#Atsushi/Akutagawa/Kyoka#and so on#and the whole situation around his ability which is unlike any other#It turns him into Byakko (her own being) (similar to Natsume) and nullify his wounds no matter how lethal (similar to Dazai and Yosano)#and enhance him even with his ability off making him constantly stronger than other characters and dare I say equal to the hunting dogs#yk the MODIFIED humans#and the plot of both 55mins and Dead Apple being around abilities and giving us Atsushi lore make me think that Atsushi and Byakko are 1/2#probably a sort of higher being since some abilities are very religious centered (how Fyodor sees abilities and Shibuzawa) 2/2#but I think it would lend toward a “sinner” position which would be crazy because that Atsushi would then probably be the reason why Fyodor#hates abilities so much if Atsushi and Byakko are somehow be connected to the “sin” of abilities#and so you guys know Atsushi's orphanage was a church so yes he's related to christianity#and the Decay of Angels is LITTERALY full of religious people to different degrees#and it would be ironic (once again) if the antagonists were the “Angels” and the protagonist a demon#I just realized that I did a lot of typos sorry I got too excited#but yeah keep calling bsd bad written (we're on barely chap.115 no good manga was finished by chap.115 guys just wait for the rest to drop)
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having a dysfunctional relationship with your father does wonders for writing irondad
#don’t get me wrong we don’t have a BAD relationship#but we are too similar and both refuse to talk about feelings or anything close to them#and i think that is so tony and peter#peter parker#tony stark#irondad
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unpopular opinion for this area of tumblr, beware+also abuse talk warning
admittedly, all the super casual bashing of saikis dad makes me really uncomfortable, like i dont totally disagree but i wish we didnt just all do it in the middle of other completely innocent headcanoning 😭 its never tagged or warned..
my personal opinions on kuniharu are not as extreme as some are on here, like i think he sucks but i dont think hes a genuinely bad person, he was just thrown into a situation he didnt know how to handle.. he reminds me of those parents who prepare to have a baby and get pregnant on purpose, but then the baby has a disability and suddenly, everything changes.. because they didnt prepare for this unlikely scenario, but it happened anyway, and now they have to figure out where to go from here.. kurumi and kuniharu BOTH made mistakes and didnt handle their genius/psychic kids in ways they shouldve, but its because they werent prepared for it
#i think im mostly just trying to point out how people pretend kuniharu is the devil and kurumi is a saint#but did kurumi ever defend her kid? no.. she treated him in a similar way..#shes a great mom imo but she really isnt much better than him and if youre gonna bash him you kinda have to bash her too#and do you think she ever told kusuke off when she emotionally abused her other son and called him a monster? no#she didnt#and eventually kusuke turned to physical abuse#because she never tried to tell him it was wrong#and yk what#i dont really think kusuke is a bad person either#i think he learned all of his crappy coping mechanisms from their parents#but he took it way further#nobody else hurt kusuo like kusuke did#physical abuse is never excusable but both kuniharu and kusuke think kusuo is above that kind of thing#they think he's invincible so it doesnt matter#which obviously isnt true but thats kinda also what he WANTS them to think.. so..#so all three of them kind of suck but its because their situation sucks#lmk if u disagree cuz i think we should hear each other out#saiki k#tdlosk#kusuo saiki#the disastrous life of saiki k.#kuniharu saiki#kurumi saiki#kusuke saiki#meows post
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also. tbh. a little disappointed it seems like taash is Also going to be from the qun, or at least a very recent defect. i was hoping we’d get to see more vashoth characters
#at this point it feels like a concept they made up for adaar/whatever qunari pcs for this one#this is something i’ve noticed recently where it’s like. nonhuman cultures feel like they’re being. what’s the word#reducing them all down to one culture#seeing this especially with elves bc we haven’t really spent time in an alienage since tabris#arianni and merrill are both dalish transplants. but alienages have their own culture#there’s elves whose ancestors were never in the dales. there’s elves who lived in the dales who never joined the dalish#but we don’t really get a whole lot about that#like. it’s very cool to have two dalish companions but i’m a little disappointed they’re the only elven companions yk#god. i could write a whole other post about elves#seeing this a little bit with dwarves too bc in harding’s v&v episode she brought up the stone a bunch#which i’ve already mentioned. could be an insight into surfacer culture that hasn’t assimilated into the chantry#or it could just be that they went ‘uhhh dwarf so they’re all the same’#i’m of two minds about varric’s beard for the same reason bc it was an intentional choice to have him be clean shaven#and maybe he’s gone through some offscreen character development. or it could be this again#it seems like a similar thing that happens to characters of color like#if they’re not white it’s either them or their parents who came from rivain/antiva/tevinter (thinking vivienne duncan isabela etc)#everyone needs an excuse for why they are where they are. except for white humans bc that doesn’t NEED an explanation. is how it comes acros#mine#taash
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as someone whose Comfort Movie of All Time™ is jurassic park, i am so deeply obsessed with the idea of ellie loving it.
imagine her saying “life, uh, finds a way” in such a good jeff goldblum impression that joel spits out his coffee.
joel teases her for having an obvious crush on laura dern and she’s like, “no! i’m. . . looking at the raptors.”
she asks joel if he personally knew that dinosaur. or that one. he and the t. rex had to have been best friends.
joel tells her it’s based on a true story. (“didn’t FEDRA teach you about this, kid?”)
he finds her a jurassic park hoodie on patrol! she’s the Dinosaur Kid in jackson and wears it everywhere.
just. ellie and jurassic park.
#yeah we can go the angst route too (as a treat)#maybe ellie sees too much of herself in lex’s separation anxiety#i think a lot about how similar ellie and lex with having one (1) adult they trust in incredibly traumatic situations#they both latch on and just don’t. let. go.#can you tell i have serious brainrot over this#tlou#the last of us#tlou hbo#joel miller#ellie williams#hbo tlou#the last of us hbo#hbo the last of us
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