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He’s so pretty… I want him to be grievously injured

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AFFIRMATIONS

There is no shame in taking a few tries to get it right

Everyone struggles with fine motor skills from time to time

I can do fine motor activities

I can locate a port and plug in a cable

I can plug my phone in on the first try

I can plug my phone in while sober

BBC Sherlock does not exist

I can do hard things

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Ain't my circus but I would know my monkeys anywhere.

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February kind of feeling

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Gracias google, el mejor como siempre.

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i wrote a twin cinema poem about two gay soldiers in wwi

context: the two sides, read separately, are the two soldiers thinking about their futures with each other. when read together, it's a reflection of their final thoughts when they die together struck by bullets <3

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the front seat of the car is a type of confessional

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not normie enough to fit in but not fringe enough to lean into being a freak, worst of both worlds, pure liminality, just the weird coworker, and unrelatable classmate. and your mutual

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In my next life I want

to be a hill, green

standing proud and still

Or a palm tree

oscilating in the wind

dancing with the music of

rustling leaves

Or a rain drop, falling in

a night with a soft breeze

like a lover's caress in your skin

as I trail down your cheek.

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My oil painting of an Uncrustable

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Maybe happiness is listening to music with your dog next to you wrapped on your blanket akin to a cocoon, and your cat in a crevice made by your legs emanating a warmth nothing can compare.

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“I”, who reside between the folds of your brain

I don’t want to perceived

do not think of me

Never let me live in the vacuum

of thoughts never spoken

of twisting words 

of actions stripped of their meaning.

Do not let me live in the space

between insecurity and fear.

I did not say that, I did not mean that.

Try letting the churning cogs rest for

perhaps a year

and see.

Let me rest,

The inside of your mind in no place for me

Let the me in your brain disappear

Let me be me.

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“You never realize the holes a person leaves behind until you fall into them.”

— Neal Shusterman, The Dark Side of Nowhere

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— Friedrich Nietzsche

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Let's watch the sun say goodbye

Perhaps you were born

out of a fallen leaf,

grew from the cracks 

where no one dared to live.

Perhaps you were born

with the weight of grief

wrapped around your wrists,

chains you always try to leave.

Perhaps you don’t want to be

in this cursed place where everyone is

nothing but mean. Yet I beg you, please 

stay and watch sunsets with me.

-Poems of a mundane day

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“I want to make beautiful things, even if nobody cares.”

— Saul Bass