#I think thats every character thats on that album cover lmao

[crambly]

Uhhh some stuff i did for pasta castle, an upcoming fangame.

Also, i made an alternative Subterfuge edit for halloween lol

[apuff]

Earlier on tumblr i saw another one of those memes comparing bullets, revenge, tbp, and danger days, essentially stating that the previous 3 are serious and about death in different ways, while danger days is fun japanese dance party. Now i understand where this is coming from but i really don't think it's an accurate interpretation.

My main point with this is that the first 3 are legitimately concerned with death as an existential threat and a primary way through which the conflict of the story happens, and danger days is NOT those things, however danger days is no less serious and philosophically motivated, and has a comparable amount of death. 

In bullets & revenge, it's easy to see. The demo lovers are constantly up against danger, violence, and fighting. Furthermore i feel like the major conflict of bullets is with the vampires & vampirism, which relates to the concept of death in an obvious way. They fight as hard as they can against the vampires, but eventually fail, joining their ranks. They achieve "immortality" but not at the cost of "never dying"- i interpret this to mean they don't age or experience senescence (cause they're undead obv) but they can indeed die through external means (which they proceed to do). 

Revenge is centered around death as well. Demo lover (M) has died and has come back to life at some point, as well as that his girlfriend has died and is dead throughout most of the story. To solve this "dead gf" issue, demo lover (M) engages with death and violence even more, by killing 1,000 evil men. 

(Off topic, but this brings me to a point i've thought about before, that the "revenge" in tcfs"r" is not actually revenge. It's redemption. The biblical kind. Paying for something, especially a person's life held hostage, with a price, usually the price of another life. As far as i'm aware those 1k evil men did not personally slight the demo lovers-that would constitute literal revenge.)

Anyways, what i think is the canon interpretation of the ending is that demo lover (M) realizes after killing 999 evil men, that he's so far debased himself for his ends that he has become the last evil man he must kill, so he commits suicide and his girlfriend comes back. This is a bit depressing, but my ending has him staying alive and his girlfriend dying, so any way you slice it someone stays dead. 

My point is to say, obviously the theme of death, undeath, and killing is philosophically important to tcfsr. The demo lovers are literally dead on the album cover. 

Now I'm sure i don't need to explain why TBP is about death. TBP starts with death ends with death and is about it on nearly every point in the middle barring, like, teenagers and the sharpest lives??

The one interesting thing i DO have to add is this. In bullets & revenge, the conflict centers around death in the way that in nearly every song, they're fighting AGAINST death in some way. They are trying desperately to fight their way back to life and safety. TBP is different. Because it centers SOO heavily on mortality as a theme, death is simply the backdrop, the given, the immutable fact of life. Our main characters aren't dead and supernaturally trying to fight their way back to life, they are a.) going to die as a forgone conclusion, and b.) already a ghost with zero ways to return to life. The conflict centers not around trying to beat death back with knives, but DEALING with its reality, not with it itself, but different perspectives on it and what it means battling it out. 

Regardless, very much about death.

What about danger days?

You'd be correct to say that, unlike those 3, death & mortality aren't a central philosophical pillar of the themes & conflict. It's not even top 5 ngl. I'd say the conflict is more of freedom vs. control. The forces of control (BLI) and of freedom (killjoys) are literally and metaphorically battling each other. But i wouldn't say that every song exactly has this conflict. Some only show the side of killjoy freedom and make no mention of bli control. And i think that's where this misconception that danger days is just fun and not serious comes from. 

In the black parade, when you'd have a song that doesn't directly touch on the conflict and is just a fun bombastic rock song (teenagers), there's still a bit of themes in it (violence- it's related to the patient's and parader's arcs). When you'd have an off-topic song in revenge, it'd be about teen angst (a far cry from murder, killing, and satan). In bullets, the off-topic is about gerard way and 9/11 which is so far from vampires i don't even need to explain. 

When a bombastic party song like those appears in danger days, it actually relates to the themes much more closely. Think of party poison, the origin of the misconception in that meme. It's about having a crazy wild self destructive party. Relates back to the themes quite closely, considering that "kill[ing] the party" and "leav[ing] the party" are also actually metaphors for BLI and society in planetary (GO!). 

Not to mention the japanese lyrics (iirc) are about wanting to be famous, another theme that fits into vampire money and even BLI to some extent. And the fact that it's such a wild party that ends in destruction kinda fits into a thought i've had about danger days earlier: since the killjoys represent individuality and freedom, everything they do exists on this spectrum from being just very principled activists to kind of just unhinged rebels without a cause killing whoever they want because of the adrenaline rush. 

My other gripe with this idea is like…….ALL THE FAB FOUR DIE AT THE END. all of them get shot rescuing the girl. Danger days isn't ABOUT death, but it HAPPENS. In the only hope for me is you, the speaker says, "there, covered in glass, covered in ash, covered in all my friends- i still think of the bombs they built." That's not just some vapid party. This character is mourning their friends while recalling the memory of being covered in the viscera of their bodies. It's kind of silly to act like this album isn't serious just because it sounds more poppy. 

I'd say something that's much more threatening than bodily death for the killjoys is draculoid-ification. Becoming a vampire in bullets means losing your human ability to age and weird undead behavior changes, but becoming a draculoid is more similar to a zombie, or a robot. Anyways, THIS is an existential threat for a killjoy. They lose their souls and simply become mindless puppets for BLI to enact control and violence upon people. Note that this is simply an exaggerated version of how BLI treats PEOPLE, as identical parts of a machine that need to have their individuality and souls erased so they can be better citizens. 

Anyways, rant over. I love danger days & it truly has deep philosophical currents throughout it. The fact that they have crazy dance parties is simply a reflection of the theme of freedom and isn't devoid of meaning.

I NEED TO DO MY MATH BUT I CANT STOP WRITIGN ABOUT MCR

[boojersey]

☕ fave mcr eras and albums?

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OKAY OKAY I LIKE THIS ONE AND HOPE NO ONE HATES ME FOR MY ORDER BUT

1. revenge (obviously i mean look at me i am drenched in black and red at all times and gerards hair was just so nice) specific parts include flour face gerard and that photoshoot with the blood covering his hand in a building with brick walls and arches it looked like a church basement and the vampire one for kerrang where its a girls back and theyre covered in blood and hes biting her neck hehe, reasoning for it being my favorite is it has only one song i skip (ghost of you) and every other has a lot more that i usually do and just how theatric and dramatic but also edgy everything was, tbp is more theatric BUT theres more Hope vibes and this is that but with despair and blood and guns and coffins and that just appeals to me fundamentally way more especially when im in my bag. it probably has my most favorite songs too, like to the end cemetery drive jetset life and HANG EM HIGH OR MOTHERFUCKING DIE. maybe my favorite mcr song but im not thinking too hard when i say that

pic of my closet below lmao two of my favorite drawings ive done (theyre for sale wink wink! dm me if interested anyone, gerard is blacklight reactive)

2. bullets, its just so suburban i feel like I'm back in Jersey its October and im walking past cul de sacs and the sunset is bright fucking orange its fantastic its art in every sense and its full of sorrow bc its the closest album chronologically to 9/11 and gerard had the least sureness in the future but he was so confident and it just bleeds into everything so hard, my favorite moments in life are majorly moments similar to what i described. wearing a hoodie and jeans and converse and observing the way the streetlights color the concrete and asphalt, especially if theres been rain. chinese food from family restaurants and rolling rock beer and sitting at neighborhood playgrounds on the swingset rocking back and forth with the carbonation buzzing in your brain. favorite moments include the pic of frank and gerard smoking on pool chairs and that pic of them in some grandmas house with wooden walls and a china and tchotchke cabinet and lace curtains and im pretty sure mikeys sitting on the leg of a couch.it was my desktop bg for a year or two.

3. black parade; i really appreciate the death topic and i will admit i struggle to get on the Hope wavelength throughout esp in famous last words ykno the keep on living part but there are some of my favorite fucking demos like emily and all the angels and im Pretty surE desert song but smack my ass and call me a moron if its wrong. i will say visually other than the marching band outfits its the least interesting era, the white hair was just kinda there to me and no one else had anything outstandingly russling my jimmies. frank did have some cute hair curls on his bangs tho sometimes. i do rlly like the whole haunted vibe tho bc of the paramounts effect on them tho, when i notice it in songs and lyrics it is pretty effective in makin my spine straighten with the hollow eyed, sleepless and frankly a little scared nervous energy. house of wolves has been in my rotation the past month or so bc it reminds me of trevor gta a lot. wttbp i skip every time just about. i save that song for when people are trying to be emo allies and queue it on the aux or when it comes on the radio or in public. blood is AMAZING and reminds me a lot of the song air from the hair soundtrack, and i wonder if gerard was trying to specifically mimic that songs vibe because if u ask me thats very gerard. i think overall the concept and the lore of the album's fruition appeal to me more than anything else, i also love mother war and some of the other various character designs.

4. current era; im saying this because foundations of decay is literally that promising of a single and the shows' outfits are so wonderful and the energy and love and happiness is just so fucking palpable that i already know this is where the new album is gonna sit for me. its gonna be so fucking good. we all know this so well. favorites include nurse gerard the mikey fuckin way shirts and that slicked back hair gerard mmf yum

5. danger days; im SORRRY i just. the songs only appeal to me on a surface level aside from destroya and i always just get rlly bad feelings when i see pics of gerard bc i know he said he was starving himself and it makes me :/ more than anything else seeing him. i feel Bad saying he looked hot. this is also the only album with songs i actively dislike within. i will say that when i say i like destroya. i fucking Love destroya. its so good its so fucking good its everything to me. OH and im gonna include the killjoys comic in this and say that even though i love it so fucking much its not enough to put it above current era. its not that i dislike danger days. its that every other era is so strong compared in my mind that since something has to be last it will be this. favorite moments include the videos of them behind the scenes for na na na laughing and having fun the photoshoot with the backdrop where they're all underneath it and gerard looks like a fucking otherworldly being level insane like hes made of porcelain and the mv shots of them in the trans am at night especially going in the tunnel speeding ass out of town. i will add that i discovered mcr thru sing bc it was on a rhythm game i owned at 11 and i still remember the two days before mcr broke up when i finally remembered to give them a listen and openly cried watching them all die in the killjoy vids so theres a nostalgic rawness that part of me wants to leave preserved like an artifact at a museum.

anyway novel over those are my full thoughts on the mcr eras

things i didnt mention that i shouldve include the bat buckle the infamous stage kiss the spitting and gerard palming his cock through his jeans on stage lmao

oh also dewees is great and needs more recognition

[guess-ill-die-again]

top ten kagepro songs?? 0:

*rubs hands* u now i read your whole wall of text about this? well now its my turn c:

warning half of this post is just about Shinigami Record bc i’m looking WAAY too deep into it but honestly i love doing that gbdhsg that part has over 500 words and im not sorry

Disclaimer: The first few don’t have numbers bc I just CANNOT choose a favorite ok ngsdhjgs

Shinigami Record - I’m gonna start with this one because i was already planning on making a post about how underappreciated this song is… half of this post is probably gonna be about this song alone so i might as well put it as nuumbr one tbh

Musically it’s really simple and just so amazingly gentle. I feel like the slow piano and the way its played in the verses helps to convey Azami’s feelings really well. It starts as just a bunch of lonely piano notes, but then as Azami finds someone who loves her, feelings grow and change, so does the guitar replace the piano for the second verse. Then the harmonies for the part when Azami creates the Kagerou Daze make it feel not only more mystical but also give it more emotion. She creates it filled with love for her family after all, this part needed to have a lot of emotion in it! But then it quiets down and the lonely piano returns.. the guitar and piano interlace each other(i cant find a good english word for it im sorry) while Azami’s voice is growing more unsure and then ‘gasps’ with the realization, in a way. The harmonies return and we hear both the lonely piano and the love-filled guitar. Azami is really conflicted and u can HEAR that!! Then it bursts with the pitch change and you can just hear how heartbroken she is! the highest note really reminds me of when people are trying to sing but they’re crying so their technique is egh but it has so much emotion?? idk maybe its just IAs voice… and then after she sings “I still love you” theres a drop that sounds like slamming doors and the guitar is GONE. It ends on the same lonely piano we started with(different pitch blahblah i know ok) but there’s also the added noise that you can either hear traffic in, OR the sea/ocean waves. I KNOW im reading way too much into this but traffic could allude to our time, where the main story is set and the fact that what Azami did has consequences reaching much further than she could have ever imagined but also that despitwat happened, most people don’t even know about her story and everythings… well, normal. The sea waves would be just like the world she’s come to love and she’s leaving it all behind i guess lolThe way this song tells Azami’s story is uh, very simplified, but i think it works well. It gives you enough information to feel sorry for her even if it doesn’t really explain much. We only see Azami’s perspective so i’m not surprised or disappointed that reasons behind Tsukihiko’s disappearance arent really stated. Also i’m kind of glad it doesn’t delve deeper into the story, because i personally really didn’t like these chapters of the manga at all lol bc i didnt agree with the characterization and it didnt show Azami’s loneliness as much and kind of ruined the magic. I like Azami’s story when its still told as a kind of fairytale…This is also probably THE best Kagepro song in terms of tuning, too. idk what happened but i feel like here it’s much more soft than the other songs which makes it all the more enjoyable.

one day i’ll write a full essay on this…

I’m not gonna go that deep into any of the other ones dont worry

Remind Blue - Easily the best song on the Mekakucity Reload album. While i adore Additional Memory as well, my heart belongs to Remind Blue. Because the range isn’t that big, Miku’s voice and Jin’s tuning of don’t get overbearing. Im also a sucker for lyrics connecting to past events or symbols so the whole time reading the translation i was just lying in bed like kermit surrounded by heart emojis. I may or may not make a cover of this one…

Lost Time Memory - I feel like all that could be said about this song has already been said so I’ll just say i love it. I was introduced to it through Juby’s english cover(Classical Rock Arr. version!! thats important, i love this arrangement probably more than the original but the dude who made it just doesnt have a nice voice for this song… Juby’s not perfect but this cover’s good enough) an really this is the song that made me want to learn about Kagepro so there’s a lot of pure nostalgia connected to this one.

4. Ayano’s Theory of Happiness - whenever i tell someone new about kagepro i always say this is the song that makes me cry and laugh the hardest. I laugh a lot because of the tv anime version bc lmao every time i see it i LOSE IT gndnsdgs The reason i cry is quite obvious i think, but i still feel the need to specify it’s because of the lyric “so I hope you can love tomorrow”. It’s just such a simple thing but it makes me tear up 99% of the time. And like the thing is, the last couple of lines aren’t directed at any particular character either so its like she’s singing to us. She hopes we can love tomorrow as well… and just for you Ayano, I will try.

Also MARiA’s cover is the best one i barely listen to the original now lmao

5. Summertime Record - did i mention im a sucker for lyrics where the character is looking back at what happened? bc yeah i am. This song is really dear to my heart for some reason so much so that when at a camp with the choir ive been in for like 6years we were supposed to make a little song about it for the last campfire, i managed to get my friends to write the lyrics to this song with me and i think that in itself is very fitting to this song. and just.. yeah the whole thing just feels very welcoming and I love Haruka so

6. Children Record - BOYS👏 AND👏 GIRLS👏 yeah this song staight up slaps and i love it (altho i mostly listen to the version with MARiA bc the tuningin this one :’) its realy good go listen) and uh yeah its just a really good opening to the series! idk what to say exactly so uh really lets not drag this out

7. Additional Memory - so when this song came out i had to lay down for like a week bc just… woah yeah ok!! all the motifs and melodies from other songs just hit me so HARD and THE PV OH MY GOOOD i was SCREAMING! and youre absolutely right about the lyrics!! “if this were all a misunderstanding, i don’t want to hear it” just HITS and HURTS and GOD YEAH

8. Kagerou Days - ahh classic above classics…. the one where you’ve set your expectations for Hibiya to just be a good childhood friend only to have it be crushed by other media… its just a great base for angsty AUs for anytwo cahracters that care about each other really and i love it! also like when i first listenedi was like what and when i realized whats happening i was just…  poetic cinema guy but with hearts i really love angst huh

9. Headphone Actor - I don’t know what to say apart from I love Takane, I love the whole Harutaka story, I love the metaphor and the music and I have a little lesbian moment every time i listen to LiSA’s version of the song(THE WAY SHE SHINGS “Dokoka e to mukatteru”??? IM TOO GAY FOR THIS SHIT I CANT) and its 3:30am so i cant think anymore okbut god i love LiSA’s voice

10. Never Lost Word - ah the kinnie really jumps out here lmao this is the song i listened o and was just !! it me!! which… NOT a good thing if not for the last verse lol but yeah i just identify with kido a lot so like…i just really felt this song back when i first listened to it and even now i still do… just… yeah. and i just really like it in every way i guess lol

ALSO Shoutout to Gunjo Rain and Dead and Seek for beeing other tragically underappreciated Kagepro songs bc they dont have PVs

[hepataetis]

bts as your boyfriend (namjoon.)

request; aaah this isn’t the same anon but could you do namjoon boyfriend headcannons pleeease? x

word count; 1.28k

authour’s note; wE ABOUT TO GO TO NAMJOON TOWN AIGHT GUYS LETS GO IM HYPED ! ! ! also, i don’t really write nsfw and i hope that’s okay with you because im a smol child please dont hurt me ._.

namjoon | seokjin | yoongi | hoseok | jimin | taehyung | jungkook

masterlist

so...

your boyfriend is kim namjoon

girl (or boy) honestly i’m jealous

liKE WHAT A MAN

namjoon as a boyfriend? hA i cAN OnLy dREaM

anyways lets start

you were hanging out with your friends, just chillin at your favourite café that’s obviously dubbed ‘your place’ because you guys are literally there 25/8

(oh btw this was like last year of high school when he was still a trainee)

your best friend brought along a co-worker and at first you were like

‘y/f/n what the fucc why would you bring someone you work with that’s boring’

but they explained to your friends separately that a) he didn’t really have friends besides his flat mates and he wanted to make more (friends not flat mates lmao) but didn’t know how

you didn’t realise how close your friend was to this guy but apparently they were like siblings

he introduced himself as kim namjoon and after the first 3 minutes of awkwardness passed he turned out to talk really easily, make jokes and basically earn a spot in your very own friend group whicH iS rARe because yall are petty queens

(just go with it don’T TOUCH ME)

at the end of said hangout, you nicknamed him joon because like you weren’t going to put so much effort into saying his real name

anyway you got a call from your brother and you took your phone out of your purse

and namjoon practically scREAMED and fell oFF OF HIS CHAIR BECAUSE

YOU HAD A RYAN BEAR IPHONE CASE 

I REPEAT

A 

RYAN

BEAR

IPHONE 

CASE

*CUE SIRENS*

*CUE WAILING IN THE STREETS*

HE WAS GOING TO BEFRIEND YOU AND THATS THAT

once you hung up from your clearly drunk brother

‘why is he even drunk it’s like 3 in the afternoon’

everyone just turned to namjoon because everyone was like ‘why is this guy squealing’

ngl he turned like half the guys in your lil clique gay because that’s just what namjoon does yannow

he immediately starts talking to you about ryan and how much he loves the character and you were all for it because you loved ryan too and he practically fELL RIGHT THEN AND THERE

you started talking about bears and then suddenly you ended up talking about how korea is going to take over the mediterranean because you guys are weird

you learned that he’s like training to be an idol? and you’re like oh wow that’s so dope foreshadowing and you also get suspiciously close after hanging out one time

as in your friend was like “i didn’t know you knew namjoon so well before today” and you were like “uhhhhh sis i didn’t”

but anyways you guys continued to text each other every day from joking around and taking unflattering photos of your friends

to talking about your future late at night (because that’s the rite of passage MY friends have to do to befriend me lmao)

and initially both of you didn’t see each other as a romantic interest?

and you stayed friends for two years

BOOM it’s 2015 and BTS is a pretty litty group if you do say so yourself

you’re so proud of namjoon and you two are basically attached to the hip yall are like joon and your friend when you first met him

and one day you guys were hanging out at your place with your other friends when suddenly your guy friend exPOSES NAMJOON DURING TRUTH OR DARE MWAHAHHAA

“what’s one secret about the person sitting to your left (namjoon) that no one knows?”

“oH YEAH YOU LIKED Y/N FOR TWO YEARS RI–”

your best friend covered your guy friend’s mouth while your jaw dropped to the floor

you went to the balcony to breathe and like throw everything you thought you knew about joon out the window

when baam there he is right next to you

the first question that you ask is “is the namjoon i know the real namjoon or the namjoon you want me to see”

he sighed

“a little bit of both. but,” he said, taking your hands in his, “if you’ll be my girlfriend then you can meet the real namjoon? promise?” 

and you had to think about it because like you cared about namjoon a lot but kind of in a platonic way and you weren’t sure whether you could give him the love that he deserves

but heck why not so you said yes and you’re glad you did because when he kissed you softly right then and there on the balcony it felt right?

it felt good is what you were trying to say

onTO THE RELATIONSHIP

he would be so thoughtful and modest and humble you had to fall in love with him

he would make sure you were alright while balancing his schedule as well and the boys schedule too

like are we sure that namjoon isn’t a god? because like that’s not even human

he likes to kiss your cheek and then your lips and for hugs namjoon is a bacKHUG hOe don’t fight me

if you’re shorter than him, then you like to kiss his neck and sometimes it turns him on being 100% honest 

if you’re taller/same height as him, you settle for his lips i mean who wouldn’t

he lives at the dorms but your flat is right down the street from his and honestly his dorm room is lowkey yours too and vise versa

the boys adore you because you’re so caring and kind just like namjoon and it’s like they’re all being pampered by momma and poppa 

oH and namjin officially was cancelled because of you 😪😪 (jin has a pretend grudge against you for that)

you like to clean the maknae line’s rooms because lets be honest those rooms are tornado closets and they don’t even have a problem with you going through their stuff because  t r u s t  is important

you and namjoon are a couple that likes to go out

most of the time you’ll go hiking (you usually bring a small backpack of first aid and water bottles because of that one time joon twisted his ankle and you had to carry him back to the car) and you love to go hiking with him because 

you two don’t say anything until the top

you just hold hands and walk in a comfortable silence oof i want this

if you’re not hiking, then you’re at a pool or a beach

you like to take photos of the crabs that he finds and once for his birthday you took all the photos and put it into a photo album and he almost cried

but you also like lazy days, too

when both of you are free the whole day you cuddle on the dorm couch (that the boys always seem to have a problem with) and watch documentaries about nature or psychology or something smart because yall are smart

and when he’s away on tour you guys don’t really talk much and HEAR ME OUT BECAUSE

you do miss him a lot sometimes and you wish that he was there next to you but you understand that this is important to him and you don’t want to bother him

but that doesn’t mean you won’t send each other “good night/good morning” messages as well as pictures of what you guys are doing

highkey you’re his photographer and beg him to get insta so he can show off his aesthetic–ness

but he’s always so shy and humble so he says no :(

but you’re okay with that because if namjoon’s happy

and you’re happy 

then everything is right and you guys are in love

*roll credits*

[strongjooheon]

im literally in bed doing nothing so i should do this while i can

tagged by @kihyuninq​ thanks hun <333

1. Nickname: Dawny

2. Gender: female

3. Star Sign: Pisces

4. Height: 5′5″ (168 cm)

5. Time: 10:49 pm

6. Birthday: March 4th

7. Favorite Bands/Groups: this is gonna be so long omg. Monsta X, KNK, VAV, Block B, SVT, iKON, NCT(all units), K.A.R.D, 2PM, SHINee, DAY6, Victon, VIXX, GOT7, SISTAR (i cri), CNBLUE, SF9, EXO,  Bigbang, BTS, BTOB, B.A.P, etc. im just gonna stop here im sorry

8. Favorite Solo Artists: HA. THIS ISNT GONNA BE SHORT EITHER Jay Park, Eddy Kim, Roy Kim, Sam Kim (all the kims), Zion T, Crush, Simon D, Loco, DEAN, Zico (he counts right?), I’M (not i.m, but you should look him up! as well as these next 2), Owol, Ovan, Heize, Brother SU, Mad Clown, Yoo Seung Woo, etc. there’s so many amazing artists holy and theyre all my faves

9. Song Stuck In My Head: Happy - WJSN -.-

10. Last Movie I Watched: lmao wtf are movies HA i only know video games i think i saw 5 minutes of Avatar in the hotel room from my road trip

11. Last Show I Watched: How I Met Your Mother (yet again in the hotel room)

12. When Did I Create My Blog: 8 months ago?? archive says December 14th 2016 o.o

13. What Do I Post: mostly mx (tbh jooheon and i.m with sprinkles of wonho and shownu + specks of hyunwon, minhyuk and kihyun rofl) but im 40% multifandom so chances are im reblogging basically anything concerning nct, exo, knk and svt + specifically namjoon or jin of bts

14. Last Thing I Googled: VAV Flower (you) lyrics

15. Do You Have Other Blogs: i have a theme testing blog that is really just an excuse to keep the first url i wanted

16. Do You Get Asks: not really tbh, only a few when i do ask games

17. Why Did You Choose Your URL: because of Jooheons song Stay Strong and how much i love my bby and want him to be strong and face anything and everything with as much strength as he can

18. Following: 316 (shit thats a lot, my multifandom ass is a hoe)

19. Followers: 98 :> and i love every single one of you

20. Favorite Colors: blue, purple and black

21. Average Hours of Sleep: lol what’s sleep? never heard of it maybe 5 sometimes 12

22. Lucky Number: 4 :D

23. Instruments: i used to play the trombone in junior high?? i tried the guitar but i gave up :>

24. What Am I Wearing: uuuh, a shirt with an owl on it and sports shorts

25. How Many Blankets I Sleep With: 1

26. Dream Job: anything with computers tbh, but specifically maybe IT in a big company 

27. Dream Trip: around the world in 80 days 8D

28. Favorite Food: like, type? Chinese food, but i really love macaroni and mashed potatoes??

29. Nationality: Nicaraguan American??? (both my parents are from Nicaragua in central america but they moved to the u.s during the war, so i was born in the u.s. i know english mainly and spanish my mom taught at home)

30. Favorite Song Now: MIND CONTROL - TOPSECRET GUYS YOU GOTTA CHECK IT OUT, ITS SO CATCHY AND THE MV IS ADORABLY HILARIOUS

31. Name: Dawn on the internet rofl but my real name is Alexandra, i dont sue it online just cause it’s easier to use Dawn when that’s what i’ve used for the longest time

32. Orientation: straight as far as i know ;D

33. Relationship status: single af booooiiii that’s probably why holy

34. Biggest fear: not having a future :/

35. Fave movie: Anastasia

36. Fave fruit: peach

37. Fave season: spring baaaaabby

38. Fave flower: shit idk flowers, the classic rose it is

39. Fave scent: that brand new unopened album smell 8) jk i think its lavender or something

40. Fave animal: CATS <3333

41. Fave fictional character: The jooheon in my dreams probably the punisher

42. Favorite books: i dont read books any more but i sued to love the Maximum Ride series from James Patterson

43. Favorite beverage: Sprite or Boba

BTS themed asks: Would You Rather-  Monsta X themed asks: Would You Rather - (i decided to change it lmao)

- build a snowman with Jooheon OR have a snowball fight with Minhyuk  - get coffee with Wonho OR get ice-cream with Wonho - go to the cinema with Hyungwon OR the amusement park with Shownu - do a dance cover with Shownu OR sing a duet with kihyun - kiss Minhyuk OR cuddle Hyungwon - babysit with Kihyun OR dogsit with I.M - meet Minhyuk’s family OR have Wonho meet your family - film a commercial with Shownu OR film a sketch with Jooheon - hug Hyungwon OR hold hands with Kihyun  - go to paris with Minhyuk OR London with I.M - Film a drama with Jooheon OR do a photo shoot with Wonho - attend an award show with Kihyun OR wear couple t-shirts at the airport with Hyungwon - spend a lazy day with Hyungwon OR explore a city with Jooheon - fall asleep next to Shownu OR wake up next to Wonho i legit just ruined myself - have a fun picnic with Minhyuk OR a fancy date with I.M - have Wonho serenade you OR have kihyun sing you to sleep - have a dance party with Jooheon OR sing karaoke with Hyungwon - go camping with Shownu and I.M OR go to the beach with Kihyun and Jooheon - have a sleep over with the hyung line OR a birthday party with the maknae line - celebrate Halloween with Jooheon, Minhyuk and Kihyun OR Christmas with Shownu, Wonho, I.M and Hyungwon

shit i made that so hard for myself

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