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Hi Gina!! Sorry for diverting from the topic, but can you please tell me why people are so repulsed by Eleanor? I'm not exactly new here and I've been through the threads about her problematic behaviour during the early days like calling fans names and the whole racist bit she did with her friend (I personally took extra offense to that as an Indian woman) but I also think that she was very young back then and people do stupid shit when they're in their early twenties and don't always apologize for it even when they know better later (not an excuse, just saying that it was a long time ago).
Now I'm not saying that she's for sure a better person now or whatever, I wouldn't know honestly as I don't follow her. But I found her alright during Elounor 2.0 (I joined in 2021) like she posted him sometimes (gave good content honestly), they got papped here and there, when he toured she attended a couple shows. It was all quiet lowkey and straightforward as far as I know (except for the whole airport arrest scandal).
I also struggle with the idea of hating someone just because they're a beard (though a lot of those people end up exhibiting toxic traits seperate from the arrangement), because for that person it's a job/opportunity to further their career, they're not the ones closeting or oppressing the closeted artist. If not her than it would've been someone else just as easily.
I guess my question is, did I miss something here, did she do something during the last few years that warrants such hate? Or is it mostly because of her earlier problematic behaviour + the fact that she was a beard at all?
I ask because I think comparing her to OW (the most horrible ever) might be a bit excessive based on my current knowledge of her.
Thank you in advance!!
I donāt actually know anyone ārepulsedā by her. She was hated in the first incarnation of Elounorāin part because some things she supposedly did that were racist/mean. But I think most of it has to do with how miserable Harry and Louis always looked and how she was used as a tool to keep them in line (which was the label/managementās doing).
I think there was this overall perception during the band years that she enjoyed upsetting Harry and that she had done some shitty things to him. Plus, there was a general consensus that her presence was emblematic of their closeting. So when they broke up in 2015 not long after all the craziness of 2014 and the big gay war, fans were really hopeful it was a good sign.
Of course, then we got party boy Louis and babygate. So, be careful what you wish for.
Elounor 2.0 was very different. Louis seemed to be in control of things this time and he looked far less miserable (although not exactly thrilled) and she was so low-maintenance as a beard. Other than the fucking E tattoo that he was forced to talk about incessantly (along with āme little ladā nonsense) in 2017, she basically made a few posts and showed up for a few shows and walked the dogs. She didnāt bother me in the least.
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this shit genuinely has me soooo heated
so franās car is apparently now 2.5kg heavier which makes sense because of all the crashes and something iām noticing is that some fans arenāt grasping the fact that Williams has been building around Alex, that is his team.
Heās the one signed on until 2027, and yes, thereās always a chance of them dropping him, but out of the combined point of the 2022, 2023 and 2024 season, which is 53 points, Alex scored 43 of them!!he has always been their top scorer in these last three seasons! In one season alone (2023) Alex scored more points (27 points) than George and Latifi (23 points in 2021).
through the season we saw them prioritize Alex over Logan, which as much as we can hate on it, made sense. we saw it so vividly in australia and with Alex getting the upgrades before Logan in the following races. if iām remembering correctly, there was one race where they had the same upgrades and guess what, they failed so bad that they had to remove them!
anyway, getting off topic, franco joined williams when both cars were equal and we can see that, but ultimately, williams is back at where they started: with an overweight car.
so yes, we can always circle back to logan not being able to drive that tractor of a car (i think it was like 8kg heavier at the beginning of the season) and williams *cough james cough* attempt to blame the driver
i honestly donāt even know where i was going with this anymore i genuinely lost the plot, but i have a very heavy dislike for james vowels and how he, in a way, changed the perception of logan to the media and in the same vein, his team.
bottom line is, Alex will always be prioritized within the team even when James canāt seem to manage to drivers with potential because it was easier to manage one driver when you let the other sink, but since both current williams drivers are good heās struggling
this isnāt like, a hate thing i love the williams drivers and franco is doing an amazing job with the cards he was dealt with and i wish him nothing but the best, but this is just how williams has been for the entire season
ps. iām not looking to argue or debate with anyone, this is solely my personal thoughts and opinion, the last time i did something like this i went at it with an anon about checo and danny so ill close my asks if i have to
#idk how to tag this#comets rants#this shit has had me sooo fucking heated#anyway alex albon defender first and foremost#that man has been trying to drag that fuck ass team from the trenches year after year#literally nervous for next year#had me doing math and shit like if i didnāt nearly fail every single math course#iām gonna tag alex and hope i donāt get jumped#alex albon#alex albon they can never make me hate you#also nothing but love for franco#heās going his best#itās that team that gets me sooo š¤š¤#i love the williams drivers SO DONT GET IT TWISTED#adding on: it mightāve been logan but it was NEVER just logan
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Documentary Review - Beatles '64
Something I've said many times is this: I am a firm believer that if you are going to make a documentary about The Beatles, the filmmaker needs to shine a light on some new aspect of The Beatlesā history or present something new, otherwise they are just reiterating what was already said with the 1982 featureĀ The Compleat BeatlesĀ and 1995ā²s doc mini-seriesĀ The Beatles Anthology, which were the most comprehensive Beatle docs ever. Sometimes it can be interesting if itās a close collaborator being profiled (Freda Kelly, Pete Best, George Martin, or Stuart Sutcliffe have all had interesting docs). Sometimes it can be interesting if its bringing new elements of their story to light, i.e. Ron HowardāsĀ The Beatles: Eight Days a Week - The Touring Year, which focused on their live performances and had some never-before-seen footage to present. It's easy to go back to over-analyzing what's already been over-analyzed a ton, but with The Beatles, if you want to be effective you need to dig deeper. In 2021, Peter Jackson did an excellent job with The Beatles: Get Back by having access to the Fab Four's recording of Get Back / Let It Be (read my review here). For me, I made a short documentary The Beatles Boston about their history with the city of Boston (concerts they played, connections to radio stations, etc) and my focus was to put the band's history into the regional context as opposed to show the entire history and because of that it worked as a short that played multiple Beatle events. But I digress. Now in 2024, as we celebrate the 60th anniversary of Beatle-Mania hitting America, in addition to the album re-releases (my review of the 1964 album reissues is coming soon), Disney+ is premiering the new documentary film Beatles '64 this weekend.
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Director David Tedeschi cut his teeth as an editor collaborating with Martin Scorsese on a number of his music docs including George Harrison: Living in the Material World and last year they co-directed Personality Crisis: One Night Only (I including it in my Best Documentaries of 2023). Now Tedeschi is directing with Scorsese producing, even though the later's presence is felt throughout this doc (he is seen interviewing some of the subjects). The focus is on the year 1964, not before and not after. Using some rare archival footage shot by Albert and David Maysles, they show the first time arriving at the airport, the first U.S. tour, the appearance on The Ed Sullivan Show, the film A Hard Day's Night, and, of course, the screaming fans. Both Paul and Ringo are interviewed modern-day and there's archival interviews with John and George recollecting.
Sir Ringo Starr talking with Martin Scorsese
Bottom line: I am a hardcore Beatle fanatic, so it's now surprise I devoured this doc from start to finish. 1964 was such a packed year to get into the weeds of for them. That was the year they literally took the world by storm. But for me what made this more than just another Beatles doc was the rare and unseen footage. My goodness - we thought we had seen everything and here is some rare photos, film and first-hand accounts. I think some of the modern day interviews from the likes of Smokey Robinson, Ronnie Spector, Jack Douglas and more were excellent. In the case of Scorsese talking with Ringo, I thought it was cool because it's a legend talking with a legend and the audience can feel the mutual respect and joy both are getting from that. Can't wait for a 1965 Beatles doc and/or whatever Tedeschi does next!
For info on Beatles '64
4.5 out of 5 stars
#the beatles#documentary review#movie review#david tedeschi#martin scorsese#john lennon#paul mccartney#george harrison#ringo starr#music nerd#film geek#beatles 64
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Oh speaking of culinary skills do you guys know about my gingerbread competition days? Probably not bc itās been a few years since the last time I entered and I only gained a following like in the past 2 years really, but Iām entering competition again this year so yāall can look forward to my live-blogging about that over the next month or so
#itās due before Thanksgiving so like SOON#I really want to sketch up my idea and start a prototype before Halloween#if yall know about my gingerbread house lore then you are a real one fr#I donāt even know if Iāve posted about it on here#I think 2021 was the last time I made one
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Okay so while rewatching season 7 I have suddenly gained a new respect for it lol
I love how despite being villains, Krux and Acronix still love each other and that Krux waited 40 years for his brother to return!
I also find it funny that Acronix travelled 40 years ahead in time, and from his point of view, his brother became old in a matter of seconds and nothing is the same anymore. But instead of being sad about it he loves the future! And technology!
The vermilion warriors are gross, lol. Ngl I felt sorry for Cyrus Borg in this scene:
If I were in his place I would literally die of shock. I would just ask Machia to kill me otherwise. Or maybe I would throw up.
But yeah! The time twins are cool and so is season 7!
#i remember answering an ask a few months ago in which i said s7 was my least favourite season from the first ten#its higher now#i think one reason i didnt like it was because it was the last season with the original designs and it made me sad#and the last time i had seen it was like late 2021 or early 2022#anyways#guplia rants#ninjago#ninjago hands of time#ninjago season 7#krux and acronix#machia ninjago#cyrus borg#ninjago acronix#acronix#ninjago krux
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#yeah maybe you are just as disappointed for not winning the league#but we're not ready yet#at the beginning of the season all I wanted was to have revenge and get top 4 i still remember that match at st james park#but then they made me believe that something much bigger than that was possible#and I'm really proud of them for everything#you may think it's conformist#but you don't know how bad we were the last seasons#and this one feels like old times#city is a great and experienced team#but don't forget that we will be back#because the gap is getting shorter#and this team is getting better and better#arsenal fc#afcedit#myedits#football#champions league#premier league#fact: i had this edit in my laptop since 2021 because i didnt did the 2022 photo because i was so angry for not getting ucl football
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talking to new people again is making me realize that (this is gonna sound dramatic) i haven't lived in five years but what i have done is watch a lot of movies and read a bunch of books and believe it or not that actually makes me an interesting conversationalist in some ways (?)
#and like i say: brf slt#they don't know i'm crazy and as long as you're normal about it having seen a lot of movies just makes you come off as someone who's like#interested in culture i guess. which i am. but it's fun#and the books thing too and also knowing a lot about sociology#i have things to say jokes to make so in two months they haven't even realized i haven't lived a life yetš#i didn't even do it on purpose the way it happened is in 2019 i was very depressed suicidal etc then i got better but i was focused on#like...idk. basically getting used to being okay with being alive again? then it was 2020 and we didn't have classes in person full time#until september 2021. that's how it was for university students here. i did hang out with people but no one i LOVED or actually became#close with and it's true that i could have tried harder but i didn't because guys i love being by myselfššš#then three years went by and now we're here. it's fine it's just that i don't have a lot of anecdotes that aren't old because LITERALLY#nothing has happened to me. nothing#that's not true i did talk about something semi-recent to my bff on friday it was about my 'friends' who hated on everyone the same way i#did when i was literally 12 and about how anxiety inducing it was because after a while i was like is this how they talk about me when i'm#not aroundš¤Ø i actually talked about that then. january or february 2023#this has been in my drafts for a week and i talked about the post i talk about in that last tag last week when i talked about my mutual who#blocked me that's the post she replied to to give me adviceš#also it's funny i said they don't know i'm crazy and a guy asked me what my favorite tv shows were and i don't know why i actually gave him#my full list like it's funny because like i said they think i like like good movies and good television and interesting books and stuff#and i know the shows i told him made him reassess that (which is fine but it's just funny) and also i told him i'm watching gilmore girls#for the 18th time and he was like you're joking i was like hm...and then he was like no you're being serious because it's way too#precise...and THAT i could have not told him. i was like whyyy did i tell him that...but it's fine#HE HADN'T EVEN HEARD OF SUCCESSION? 34-year-olds...#i mentioned the sopranos a couple weeks ago and my future bff was like what is that and i was like ? then i asked two more people and they#didn't know the show either so i was like i'll ask him (34-year-old) i know he'll know the sopranos and he was like OBVIOUSLY i know#the sopranos it's supposed to be one of the best shows of all time and later i asked if he had seen succession and he'd never even heard of#it? crazy. i mean if it had been anyone else i wouldn't have thought it was crazy but i expected HIM to know succession
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tagged by @evnnkinard to put my music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs + tag 10 people :) [i never know how you're supposed to do these now w streaming music rather than ye olde days of itunes letting you shuffle every song you own so i split it half from On Repeat and half from Repeat Rewind that spotify generated lol]
Any Way You Want It - Journey
Hooked on a Feeling - Bjƶrn Skifs & Blue Swede
The Magic Spider - Nekrogoblikon
Human Era - Unleash The Archers
You Give Love A Bad Name - Bon Jovi
Friday I'm in Love - The Cure
Ain't No Rest for the Wicked - Cage The Elephant
Beautiful Girls - Sean Kingston
Island In The Sun - Weezer
ive kinda been on a dad rock kick evidently i think its my preferred road trip music and ive been doing A Lot of driving recently lol
gentlest no pressure tags: @with-no-box @glowstickhaloboy @bedrowsedbear @menlove @april-foolish @invisiblebie @both-kinds-of-queer @hmslusitania @benjji2795 + you yes you person reading this rn consider urself tagged <3
#thank you for the tag! <3#all my playlists ive made are pretty split up by genre so this was the best attempt at getting some sort of variety and kinda worked ish š#now if this was the same time last year my on repeats would be very different than now and even more so the year before that#and especially the year before that woof summer of 2021 you were interesting#ive noticed i tend to go through phases of what genre im listening to and will only listen to that until i move on#and ill eventually circle back to it#i think thats why my playlists are all kinda distinct genres not a lot of crossover between genres that arent adjacent to one another#i was very saddened when i realized the 70s 80s 90s radio station my dad and i listened too my car radio doesnt receive it :( live 2 far no#hence the playlists for road trip music lol#my textposts#tag game
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Song of the Day: May 14
"Diamond on a Landmineā by Billy Talent
#song of the day#buckle up babes this one's a nice showcase of how my brain retains memories which is to say it's a long path to a close destination#in early 2011 when Leverage's season three had recently wrapped#one of my friends was writing a character study piece for Eliot with a partial focus on his toxic relationship with Damien Moreau#and they made a writing playlist for the fic that included this song#(and also 'Laughing with a Mouth of Blood' by St Vincent. absolutely killer song)#and I like the song but for whatever reason I never looked up anything else by Billy Talent#(I was at the time not spending so much time looking up new music but more just letting it come to me#in 2017 St Vincent came out with 'Los Ageless' and I was like oh I know her!! and I started paying attention to her albums#which is good because then in 2021 she released the Daddy's Home album which has 'Pay Your Way in Pain' /and/ 'The Melting of the Sun'#which are absolutely incredible tracks and my life would've been less without them)#and then today I saw a Call of Duty post with lyrics from Billy Talent's 'Afraid of Heights'#and I didn't recognize the lyrics so I went and pulled up the song as how I do#and as it played I was like. do I know this? no. I know something like this. what is it?#and at first I was convinced I'd just been listening to it but then why couldn't I place it? and then I realized I hadn't heard it recently#but I had been /thinking/ about something /related/ to it--which I had been. sort of. there's a Damien Moreau post queued for tomorrow--#and then in Afraid of Heights the chorus was wrapping up#'you're the only one I'd follow til the end of time / if we fall we fall together baby don't think twice again'#and something clicked and I dragged 'Diamond on a Landmine' up out of the depths of my various-artists folder#it's a great song got an excellent build to it#'alone at last / I can't wait til we're alone at last / all I wanted was a second chance / a second chance / to hold you in my arms at last#and the visual of 'better watch your step / she's a diamond on a landmine' is fantastic#anyway! I made giant scotch eggs with my family's spicy sausage ball mix instead of the normal breading and they're amazing#a good day#two weeks into May already can you imagine
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man. i changed so much these past years
#im different from last years me who was different from 2021 me who was different from 2020 me and so on and so forth#it feels kinda weird thinking about it bc i went through *so much stuff*#all of it in just the past 4 years... insane#i found out i was trans. i went on lockdown. i started posting my art online. i made online friends.#i went through three different relationships. every single one of them changed me forever.#i started writing. i finished middle school. i read homestuck. i used discord everyday for 2 years.#i found my personal sense of style. i started going tk school again. i made friends irl. i lost all the online friends i had.#(thay wasnt bc of any scandal i just left the friendgroup and then started to slowly interact more with ppl irl#whi sorta made my online interactions dwindle especially one-on-one interactions#i think i feel better like this go be honest with you. the connections feel stronger and i feel closer to the friends ive made#not saying i dont like the people i know and befriended here just saying that not being chronically online anymore really changed how i#go through with internet interactions)#damn. really feeling the passage of time now.#also this is not a sad reminiscent post im *really* glad im in the place i am in life right now#i have a qpp i have an irl friendgrouo that i feel 100% comfortable with for the first time in my life im doing ok at school#i have a vision for my future my relationship with my parents is sooo much better#idk man. compare that with 14 year old me eating alone at school bc i was too scared to talk with the other people on my class and like.#yeah man. im doing a lot better#i DO have to update my art blog though. its been too long sincd i posted anything#talk
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āIts not really a hyperfixationā¦. Youre like totally neurotypicalā
Then i realize ive been obsessed with the same thing since 2019 and a day does not go by where i dont think of it
#i got into the arcana in 2019. then got into last legacy in 2021 or so and now its 2023 with touchstarved.#all made by the same-ish people and i know wayyyy too much about this stuff#last legacy was by far my biggest one though i made an insane amount of fanart and memes etc etc etc#girl its been four years#i think i can hold out until 2025#i remember having the best time of my life and my brain still goes āman anisa would love it hereā SHES NOT REAL BRO
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Does anybody have trouble when making/designing refs for certain OCs? Like every time you remake and redesign them again and again, it doesnt feel "right"? Like there's some aspect of them that's missing? And if so, how do you figure it out?
#the moon speaks#im redrawing Frenzy for the billionth time and again im not satisfied#i havent drawn them in a while have i? my last doodle was in 2021 i think but i never posted it#theyre one of my oldest ocs and their style has changed so much but i always feel like something is 'off'#ah well. good thing i made them a shapeshifter
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Also another thing thatās fucked up is that my parents told me to not be outwardly angry at school because then someone would call like the equivalent of CPS in Canada, genuinely donāt know what itās called, and take me away. I being like. 12. thought āyeah no seems legitā or more accurately, āi donāt want to get taken away from my family.ā
And then, and then, this other time, when my dad just fucking left, we were talked to by a person from I guess the Canadian equivalent of CPS and I, even though I knew it was wrong at that point, kept my mouth shut. My mom told us to keep our mouths shut. And my sister didnāt, she told them and they did nothing.
Thinking thoughts. Having feelings. Idk.
#landscaping your mind chapter one#like what the fuck.#what the actual fuck.#i should probably make a tag for this lol#the last post wasnt a vent. i shared an anecdote and connected it to a problem i see#this post is a vent. iām saying āwhat the fuckā over and over in my head#somehow itās very hard to deal with trauma when youāre actively living it. whoādāve thought#/s#i want to leaveee#and yeah itās like ākris just tell a teacher they legally have to report itā and?? i donāt have citizenship im a dependent and most likely#theyāll just talk to my parents and decide theyre fine. bc theyāre nice a lot of the time#most likely my parents will get angry at me even more for reporting them#and hey! when i told the councillor that my mom hit me in 2021 she made the call to kids help and they said it wasnt big enough#this wasā¦ before they hit me more. this year. yippee /s#i just. im so hashtag jonathan sims coded. thereās a way out. thereās a way out but i donāt think i can take it.#thereās a way out but iām afraid. thereās a way out but this is the only life iāve ever known. theyāre the only parents iāve ever known.#i love them. i love my sisters. i justā¦ i have to wait for a better out#hey! at least i have an end date for this!#18th birthday babyyyyy#(pls dont be concerned im fine)#vent#child abuse#tw child abuse#cw child abuse
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its may and i still havent made a viral post this year. losing my game
#shay speaks#considering my finals week post was going wild this time last year. and uhhhhh well the assassins creed post was made in january 2019#and i have that one post about listening to trans people about what they want that got like 5k notes that was from march 2021#i think 2020 might be my only year without a viral post.#i need to figure out what will get me to blow up its almost like a ritual i need to do#JOKING JOKING i dont like when my notes get decimated#but i miss getting 15 new followers who immediately realize im insane and either also go insane for my interest#or block me bc im annoying#i do miss that.
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As time goes by, I find I am less likely to wake up in the middle of the night to needlessly hate on myself for some random awkward harmless thing I did 10 years ago.
I'm still up in the middle of the night feeling a deep primal urge to needlessly hate on things from years ago, but now it's more just things like
MAN I SHOULD PROBABLY MAKE ANOTHER POST ABOUT HOW MUCH I HATED BLY MANOR HUH
#bly manor#the haunting of bly manor#listen. I'm sure if I were to carefully analyze some of junji ito's short stories I would find some of them to be thematically lacking#BUT THEY AREN'T 10 HOURS LONG ARE THEY#truly the worst kind of horror movie is the kind that lasts for over 9 hours and then makes you feel stupid for getting invested#I was tricked by the good acting and the good cinematography into believing that there would be a good story at the end of the day#the kind of ending that just makes you think surely I'm not understanding this correctly surely they didn't mean to say THAT#but then you think about it a little more and it's like oh no I have been bamboozled#I feel the same way about Kubo and the two strings which - like bly manor - really shits the bed in the last 10 minutes#But ultimately this is where it was going the whole time.#I've seen a lot of bad horror movies but none of them have wasted my time like this. I know it was a TV show but#if it had been a movie it at least would have been over relatively quickly and I could have moved on with my life jfc#anyway everyone should go watch Fear Street 2021 it's the only good horror franchise ever made good night#okay it's not the only one but if you want a lesbian horror series that fucking rules#that's the one#Netflix was like want to try The Haunting of Hill House and I was like only if this writer lives at Hill house and I get to do the haunting#original#I mean not having good theming in a movie is one fucking thing but in a cohesive horror series??????#I feel like I went to a restaurant where they don't serve food but they only told me after I waited for the food for 13 fucking hours.#this is not filling this is not nourishment this is BULL
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#so I was reading up on bipolar disorder#and apparently itās one of the main leading causes of disability worldwide#2 out of every 3 people with bipolar disorder end up on disability#and given the fact Iāve been struggling so much with episodes where I just likeā¦ canāt do anything#idk thatās terrifying to me#I LOVE to work and feel accomplished#Iām not saying others who have to take it donāt but that it would be a massively destructive blow to my self identity to not be able t work#I think Iāve done really good work so far getting things sorted out#Iāve been compliant with meds and am almost finished with my year-long intensive outpatient therapy#the stress of the strike that started really threw me off and has made the last month pretty unbearable#but Iām learning and adapting#this just feels like it lit a fire under my ass that I really need to work overtime to fight this diagnosis and get back to healthy#thereās no putting things off like I need to get shit done#and if things arenāt working then itās time I find another way#bc I canāt let myself just give in to the symptoms and let them dictate my life#really coming up with a game plan for 2023 to make it my year and I genuinely feel confident it will work out#2021 I wrestled control of my life back and got semi functional again. I sought help#2022 I found that help and got diagnosed / found the right medication balance / completed intensive outpatient therapy#2023 I use all this to make behavioral changes that help me regain control of my life#specifically tons of exercise / more social interaction / practicing hobbies and skills#I think itās pretty achievable and Iām excited about the results
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