#I still have a long way to go đ
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Kini naru aitsu~
Watercolor pencil and alcohol markers on sketchpad
#cardcaptor sakura#sakura kinomoto#sakura fanart#ccs fanart#cardcaptor fanart#i still have a long way to go đ
#markers are hard to work with for me
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
"as time passed, we gradually began to feel that the worst was over. we still had to heal our physical and mental wounds, but we really started to come back to life."
#donât even know where to start!đ#(1) i finally upgraded keith's hairstyle a bit since his hair should have grown enough by now#and i really like it!!! i could not find anything suitable for a long time#(2) i really love the dynamic between keith and ida#they are like in eternal conflict but still they can always rely on each other#i don't know how good i am at showing this in my posts but thatâs how it isđ
#(3) the proposal!!! iâm just very happy for my babies!#unfortunately this whole situation is not the last test on their way (is it spoiler?)#but now they're just happy â€ïžâđ©č#(4) after this accident ernest had a scar on his face which we saw on him when he first appeared on my blog đ#(5) the next post will end the series of hospital posts and i am very happy about this#all this uncertainty weighed on me even though i knew how the situation would end#i canât say that it will be easier for me to go on but at least iâll be able to say goodbye to the hospital (and you too)#i think iâve written too much here hehe#it just seemed inappropriate for me to share my thoughts under previous postsđ
#the sims 4#ts4 simblr#ts4 story#the sims 4 story#along the oasis extra#keith ian stonsberg#devin barkley#ida iris stonsberg#ernest lawson#nina lawson
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
I wanna watch Twister now agdgdgdg I think we have it on DVD I'm gonna look after I'm no longer yucky
#marquilla#i told my mom (finally) ab my fear of the movie and what i thought it was and she thought that was hilarious#but also sad like why didnt you tell me?? like bc i didnt want you to make me watch it to cure my fear đ#im going into it unspoiled like i still have no clue what the plot is ab AGDGGDGDGDGD i just know my serial killer tornado#plot is wrong đ
#i was also not a superstitious kid but i thought that if you watched twister it would summon one but also that if you read ab#them for too long one would form đ idk why but i did#and i had a series of weather books and i was fine with all the other ones but the tornado one i would only read in the winter AGSGDGGDGDGD#i mean they can technically hit in the winter... but the likelihood is way low#anyway i think its bc one time i did read it and then it happened to start storming and i thought i caused that đ
đ
đ
#like no! the twister from twister is gonna get me!!!
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Honestly should start using tumblr polls to pick what book Iâm gonna read next but I already have a jar to pull titles from
#the traitor baru cormorant#foundryside#the mythic dream#what moves the dead#american hippo#legends and lattes#the long way to a small angry planet#ninefox gambit#crierâs war#the final girl support group#thereâs just too fucking many to choose đ
đ
đ
#this isnât even close to all of my tbr Pike#7 days bc I still have a while to go in the unspoken name#and I have to read âupright women wanted before the book club thing on the 1st but thatâs short
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
study smart not hard (altough both is best actually) this saying is so true
#my advice#but this saying is sooo true#i know some people at uni who study for exam so long and hard but then fail or just barely make it :(#like what are you doing? i don't mean this in a mean way but it doesn't have to be this difficult#i don't understand how some people can study for an exam for 2 weeks or even a month and still fail and i don't think they're stupid#or i don't see myself as particulary smart#but i guess they just waste their time a lot and i realized studying effective is so important#now everyone is a bit different and has to find what works best for them but there are certain techniques which are proven to work well#there is so much information on the internet on this look it up seriously#it made my life sm easier i never struggled in uni like i did in school and i get good grades#and if i ever struggled a bit it was because i started so late it was almost impossible to pass đ#which is why to do both is still best đ#but i actually always made it and i never failed an exam at uni (which i studied for)#(two i was fooled into to just try without studying bc it's easy lol)#i mean i shouldn't speak too soon but i already made it through some of the most difficult of my studies#ofc it depends on what you study how well this works but i'm speaking for myself#i once passed an exam with a B studying only 2 days as one of the best students while others studied 2 weeks#and got worse grades or failed#still studying only 2 days is stupidity don't do it đ
#so the techniques i find very helpful are ofc exam questions probably the best one#if there are none make your own#then blurting for which there are different ways but i like to just go over a topic and then write down everything i remember#then fill the gaps#quizlet is also great it's an app which allows you to create cards and then tests you in creative ways#videos can be helpful as well for summaries and using summaries in general is normally enough it saves you sm time#normally you don't actually need to know everything but you should be careful it's not a bad summary leaving out too much đ
#and i also like mindmaps bc i'm a very visual person#but all those tipps are mostly for remembering information so it doesn't work so well for other fields of study#well i hope this is somewhat helpful idk đ#oh and reading texts over and over again is the most useless in my opinion i don't remember much at all and it takes sm time
6 notes
·
View notes
Note
I love the poyt series BUT PLS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD KILL STEVE OR ANYTHNG LIKE I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM. AND NO AMOUNT OF CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT CAN SAVE HIM. LIKE I WAS SEETHING IN THE LAST CHAPTER OF HOW QUICKLY WE JUST FORGIVE HIM??? LIKE TF it's always like this i'm sick of reading stories where the man lead does shitty things and the female forgives him for the bare minimum. PLS MAKE YOUR EXCELLENT FIC DIFF THAN OTHERS AND MAKE THAT MAN MISERABLE AND GIVE US A HAPPY ENDING NOT WITH HIM!! Thanks!
Your opinion is completely valid and Iâm glad your so invested in the fic but please do trust me!
#this kiiiinda is rubbing me the wrong way đ
đ
#sheâs forgiven him bc sheâs innately kind#also she does say she WANTS to hate him for all heâs done to her but she just canât#Steve still have a LONG way to go as well#apologising means he recognised the problem#itâs what he does from here on out which counts#just trust where I take this story#and if you donât agree with it or find it believable then thatâs okay#the hardest part to write is Steveâs developments#and I donât claim to be an amazing writer so maybe it IS hard to believe#but still I ask you to trust me and leave your judgements till the end of the fic#also I feel like most dark fics end with the reader escaping the bad guy main character#although Iâm not giving away the ending of poyt bc I want it to be a surprise#but yeah⊠Iâm not trying to be like other fics OR be deliberately different from other fics#Iâm just writing the story that is coming from my heart and soul#i know that sounds cheesy but thatâs how it feels đ
đ
đ
#and whatever happens⊠if you donât agree with it then thatâs valid but Iâll stand by whatever decision I make#GOD WHY DID I MAKE IT SOUND SO MUCH DEEPER THAN IT IS#idek!!! this kinda made me sad/mad but not really bc I understand where youâre coming from???#but please respectfully donât tell a writer how to write their fic đđđ#anon#poyt ask
11 notes
·
View notes
Text
After 9 years of missing dance, I finally went and tried out an adult ballet class last night. It was so wonderful and honestly very easy and low-key, being a beginner class, which is exactly what I need right now as itâs more important to listen to my body and not push myself than ever before since btw, yâall, Iâm pregnant! Due this Christmas âșïž
Iâm trying out a beginner jazz class tonight too and Iâm so excited. I wonât be able to keep up with jazz as well as ballet (due to the pregnancy Iâll have to sit out anything with movements that are too sharp/jostling and some floor work), but since this is a super beginner class I think itâll be fine and a great refresher.
Jazz has a special place in my heart; itâs what I fell in love with the most as a kid and was the most empowering and meaningful for me, but I was forced to give it up because of it being too âsexyâ (though even the sexiness/sassiness of jazz was good for me back then as a traumatized kid because it gave me the opportunity to take back and own what had been taken away from me). Iâve had some more experiences with jazz here and there since then that convinced me it felt like coming home, but Iâve never gotten to really reclaim it. Itâs what Iâm hoping to really pursue after my pregnancy because I want to feel that freedom and power again and proclaim to the world how much Iâve healed.
#thoughts#dance#the trauma tag#I donât update much here anymore#or anywhere đ
#but I wanted to share this#some of you have been here and walked alongside me throughout so much of my healing process#so I want you to share in my victory too#both this pregnancy and taking dance again are huge huge milestones for me#that really show how far Iâve come in my recovery/healing journey#i still feel like I have a long way to go#but all the intensive therapy and work on healing the inner child/parts of me has paid off#last year I was able to try aerial silks#which was an amazing experience#a perfect way to push and challenge myself and experience something dance-adjacent#while still learning to carefully listen to my body and pace myself#something I donât think I could have done in a typical dance class#but I knew Iâd find my way back to dance#and take what Iâve learned with me#baby
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
making another gif series like i don't have enough things to be working on...
#i have 5 sets done out of 19 total but there'll be more than 19 eventually...#still have to finish the ogpe sets too...#i have the caps but i need to make the actual gifs and edit still đ#i have 4 posted and 12 to finish making đ”âđ«#and then i have to do melto's blue set and my lupat wrap-up set...#don't worry though i have like 20 misc sets already drafted and ready to go đ#i really enjoy editing so long term projects are fun for me although i want to finish them right way đ
#i really just make whatever i'm thinking of and feel like putting work into doing#it takes a long time but it's fun đ#umbrella.thoughts#umbrella.posts#*16 for now but 19 guaranteed
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
@lady-grey-1993 thatâs the most unsettlingly accurate take Iâve ever heard. Star Wars has a wholesome, campy facade and comes off as a âclassic, fun franchise for the whole family!â butâŠ
LITERALLY ALL THE MAIN CHARACTERS DIE TRAGICALLY AND THERE ARE NO ON-SCREEN HAPPY ENDINGS except for Rey and Finn and PoeâŠ? but Iâm not convinced that Rise of Skywalker was anything less than a fever dream that the whole fandom experienced together so they donât countâŠ
Before the Sequel Trilogy squashed that beautiful ending scene in Return of the Jedi with all the heroes (living and deceased), celebrating together, Star Wars was a hopeful story of adventure and good overcoming evilâŠbut eight years later, weâve come to expect that beloved characters will die in heartbreaking fashion, and for good reason. With the way theyâre starting to tie the Mandoverse into the sequels more directly, I feel like Lucasfilm and Filoni are sending this message:
Lucasfilm: Literally every single romance or almost-romance weâve ever written in the Star Wars universe has ended in tragedy.
Lucasfilm: Han/Leia? Split up after their son went off the deep end. They eventually died broken and alone.
Lucasfilm: Anidala? No match for Palpatineâs plotting, Anakinâs attachment issues, and PadmĂ©âs Sadness.
Lucasfilm: Obitine? Jyn/Cassian? Reylo?Tragedy! Tragedy! Tragedy!
Lucasfilm: At least we gave you Kanera. Arenât they just so sweet and devoted and ââ oh, whoops! More tragedy!
Ezra: Iâve got a bad feeling about this.
Sabine, drawing her blasters: They can pry you from my cold, dead hands.
Ezra: Please donât tempt them.
#sorry for the rant đ
#I donât hate the sequels as stand alones#but as actual sequelsâŠ? they take away so much more than they offer#anyway#do we actually think Ahsoka is going to ride off into the sunset???#thereâs just no way based on what theyâve been doing#girl has been through so much and she deserves that at this point#we can try to say that being the good guy is its own rewardâŠbut that has limits#like Ezra is going to come back from 5-10 years in exileâŠto what???#more conflict and heartbreak???#itâd be one thing if they let him and Sabine have their romantic or platonic happy ending together#but they just wonât#and maybe itâs because they donât know how to do it the right way#killing off characters to keep the plot going is easy after a while#but finally saying âhey weâve reached the end of this story! the bad guys have been subdued and this saga is over!â#well I think they failed at that with TRoS and I donât have faith theyâll even try with the Mandoverse#THIS IS WHY WE HAVE FANFICTION PEOPLE#the Game of Thrones/ASOIAF fandom still has a pretty strong community on AO3#and Iâm sure Star Wars (Rebels included) will for a long time too
233 notes
·
View notes
Text
Stanford Pines relationship HCs
(ford pines x reader) there will be smut so, 18+ below... Some angst, mainly fluff, I HC that most if not all of the pines family are neurodivergent in some way.
A/N: I had a long journey last week and all I could think about was the stans, so this will become specific... đ
Will do the same for Stanley too in the future.
Ford has a lot to catch up on when he comes back through the portal, but he won't jump into a relationship immediately, it will still take a little time, he's got a lot to adjust to in his home dimension and being with someone has not been his forte.
But once he does he's surprisingly clingy, will want to cuddle up to you, in bed, on the couch, wherever you both are. Not one for real PDA, but will be close to you and call you terms of endearment out in public, just a little less than he does at home. I HC that he'd call his partner "dear" "darling" "honey", looooves your hips and putting his arm around your waist (it's a great way to pull you in to snuggle).
Doesn't hold your hand at first but since you like him to hold your hand and give him assurance over the fact that you like his six fingers, he does. It loosens his insecurities around his hands a lot.
Gets addicted to kissing you, doesn't care whether it leads to more or not, Stanford simply loves kissing whether it's brief or a good long make out session. But he does prefer to take his time over it.
Stanford is very logical, good at patching himself up from decades of portal hopping and therefore will do the same for you if you need it, is meticulous if you get hurt in any way but also has an appalling bedside manner! Doesn't tell you if he's going to do something that will sting and tells you not to be overdramatic if you react negatively to it (you know how people can get a little angry when someone they love gets potentially seriously hurt?). And yet you know him to be a gentle man, generally touches you softly like you're made of glass (unless it's to pull you away from something dangerous), so having him take care of you can also be comforting, he'll never do something painful unless it's necessary. (Don't worry though, his brother will make you stan cakes to cheer you both up.)
Speaking of food, Ford definitely prefers his home universe food to what he had in the other dimensions, tried lots of different unusual dishes, some he even liked, but none of it can compare to his homely comforts. When not sailing and adventuring, he puts on a few pounds. Satiates his sweet tooth and caffeine addiction with mabel juice (is the only other one of the pines to like it), prefers it to coffee. Stanley swears his tastebuds must've been affected during his time away. Doesn't like it with as much edible glitter as mabel does, but this is the only deviation from the original recipe he has.
Excellent teacher, you want to learn how he does something? More than eager to teach you with a steady hand and clear pace. Will teach you regardless how to shoot his laser and magnetic guns, how to defend yourself and how to meditate (if you didn't know these already). Can get into the information and ramble like you know about a topic and then realise (eventually) that he needs to break down or explain what he means.
Despite this he also has a romantic streak, whilst he can forget everything aside from his work or adventures, including important dates, he can also be a very considerate and supportive partner and post-portal wants to include you as much as possible in his life and conversations. You can talk for hours about any and all topics and he loves to be mentally stimulated in a relationship, however that may be.
Does sometimes have nightmares and deep guilt over Stanley and is dealing with it as best as he can, likes to know he can count on you for comfort and guidance, makes him feel less panicked or paranoid after Bill. He and his brother talk things out too and these talks can go on all night into the early morning and it's best for them to have space, Ford is grateful for your patience and willingness to be involved in his life, especially as he knows he wasn't good at opening up to you when you were starting to become friends let alone a relationship.
Ford would be shy at first, but once he gets comfortable with how to pleasure you, expect this man to be kind of obsessed. That absorbing focus he can have on his projects and studies? Yeah that can be transferred to you just as easily, which can be a little intense!
You off-handendly mention something about sexual experiences, perhaps even a joke about things you haven't tried, catching his perplexed look afterwards, you say it's simply fantasy and not really something you need to experience. However what you took for confusion or slight insecurity was actually Ford processing what you said. In fact, it doesn't leave his mind and so he does something he's good at: he does some research đ
One night you might even wake up from sleep to find him sitting upright, lightly snoring, bedside lamp on, clearly fallen asleep whilst writing on his portable writing desk (it's either a gift from you or the twins, not sure which to choose!), when curiosity gets the better of you and you sneak a page out into your hands, you're faced with his attempts at organising fantasies, what he thinks you would want to try, how would you react to different stimuli or some of his own fantasies... Mainly figuring out how many orgasms he could coax out of you or how long he thinks he could edge you over time, what positions or rp you might like: he's worked it all out in a haphazard kind of way, like he's brainstorming the best approaches.
It's so plan-sexual scientific it's frank but... attractive, because it's so... him.
Whether he wakes up on his own or you wake him up, he ends up blushing, though he's not really sorry that you've found it. He's looking at you with this mix of nerves for how you'll react and new found smugness when he sees that you've been affected by what you've read... And yeah, neither of you are leaving that bed for a long time.
Basically, like a true scientist, he is down to experiment! đ He's willing to try anything as long as it's not going to seriously hurt you or it's something he wouldn't try on himself first, this is a boundary he's never willing to cross. Trust and open communication is an important thing for him post-weirdmaggeddon especially, and he's getting better at it as he goes along, so even though he often doesn't feel confident, he is infuriatingly good at aftercare and all the rest!
This means when he's not tripping over his words or flustered by you himself -he can be a damn tease at times and will chuckle to himself when you curse him out for the subtle touches he'll give you over the course of the day before pulling away. Sometimes he doesn't even know he's done it, which is evil.
Stanley will make grumbly jokes about how "you two lovebirds need to get a room!" Or about needing to move out đ
but honestly he's truly happy his brother is happy and if you get married he will sob the whole time, even through his roasting joke filled best man speech! (Cracks a joke more than once to you that you need to make Ford an "honest man" and then laughs at it himself before whispering to you that he can get the rings if you really want to.)
Will and does suffer in the warmer months because he will wear long sleeves, full length pants and or a turtle neck for the comfort aesthetic
Personality wise him and Stan are different as can be but they often sync up physically in their mannerisms or what they say, as freaky as it is cute in a way, when you are tired/drunk you can swear you're seeing double, which amuses both of them.
His favourite shared past time with you is any kind of board or card game, some of them the rest of the family will join in for, but will also love someone to play d&d&md with if you're willing! Loves to get into the details of the rules of whatever you're playing together and it can get quite heated (secretly finds your frustrated side quite attractive, as long as you're not actually angry at him).
I feel like Stanford would get into videogames as soon as he becomes more adept at technology in this dimension, likely it's dipper who is the one to introduce it to him and he loves it (nerd). Will marathon catch ups on all the movies and shows he's missed; especially the series he was into that got continued after the portal incident. You lose him to Star Wars prequels etc for at least a couple weeks of him getting his head round all the lore and how it works, may have controversial opinions and needs to work it all out, may need to contact dipper about this.
Regularly has calls with the family (mainly the twins) over video chat (and will always call it 'video calling' no matter what platform they're using), so once you're together that includes you too and be prepared to be bombarded with questions from them (your their new graunty or grunkle after all) â€ïž
#stanford pines x reader#ford pines x reader#gravity falls x reader#gravity falls hcs#stanford pines hcs#stanford pines imagines#gravity falls imagine#pix writes stuff#more random hcs than specifically relationship I think but some of it is spicy! lol#I keep the nd diagnosis ambiguous for them tho because it's really up to the reader but I#want to take my hcs into account when talking about them/writing them
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
á°á© motherhood and matrimony I ch 2 á°á©
êšïž pairing. au ceo! satoru gojo x single mom secretary fem! reader
êš summary. satoru gojo, the arrogant and irresistible heir to a billion-dollar corporation and the son of your boss, the ceo... but when satoruâs father dies unexpectedly, his inheritance hinges on a stipulation: he must marry and have a child, but the child doesn't necessarily have to be his, right? together, you strike a deal: a fake marriage that promises financial stability for you and corporate control for him. as the lines between business and emotion blur, you must decide if your partnership is purely contractual or if it could evolve into something real.
êšïž warnings/tags. 18+ MDNI, nsfw, enemies to lovers, opposites attract, fake marriage, slow burn, smut, fluff, bit of angst, reader is single mom who recently broke off her engagement, satoru being a cute step dad, naoya is your crappy ex » ănote, there is physical & emotional intimidation in this chapter (from naoya not satoru), this is a form of domestic abuse, reader discretion advisedă
êš words: 12.5k
êš a/n. firstly, wow thank you so much for all your kind words on ch 1 :") secondly, this series may be more than 3 chapters (maybe more like 4 or 5?) idk i'm still working out the pacing rn bc i really want the relationship to feel fluid and natural. this chapter ended up being much longer than i anticipated đ
but as always, i would love to hear your thoughts and hope you enjoy âĄ
êš taglist: closed (ao3)
⏠playlist
series masterlist êšïž previous chapter êšïž next chapter â
ch 2 // under the spotlight
Becoming a mother makes you realize you can do almost anything one-handedâthough honestly, sometimes you wish you had an abundance of limbs. Â
Especially now. Your apartment is a whirlwind of activity â scattered toys, half packed bags and the remnants of breakfast still on the table. Youâre in the middle of prepping your daughterâs essentials, trying to make sure you donât forget anything important. Her preferred snacks, extra clothes, diapers, and a few of her favorite toys all stuffed into a bag.
âMama, mama, look!â
Haruâs innocent voice rings out like a melody amidst your morning clamor. Halting your frantic movements, youâre drawn to her face, lit up with pure joy as she holds up her beloved Pikachu plushie. The bright yellow toy bounces in her hands as she makes it dance.
Her innocence provides a brief, much-needed, calm to the storm of nerves brewing inside of you. After all, todayâs the day youâre meeting with Satoru and his lawyer to finalize the marriage contract. Your marriageâweird.
It feels odd saying it, the word foreign on your tongue. Marriage is a concept you never thought youâd be rushing into, especially not like this.
Once upon a time, you thought youâd marry Naoya Zenin.
Back then, you were so in love with his charm, his confidence, and the way he seemed to have everything figured out. But reality had a way of shattering those illusions.
His charm turned to arrogance, his confidence to control. It wasnât long before you realized he cared more about owning you than loving you, and now youâre left with nothing but heartache and a broken family.
But amidst your turmoil you found a precious giftâHaru.
Her infectious giggle is a stark contrast to the chaos within your mindâit always manages to pull you back from your whirlwind of worries.
Youâll do anything in your power to keep her smiling, even if that means marrying Satoru Gojo, the man who is guilty for an abundance of your headaches.
With a deep breath, you zip up your duffle bag and turn to Haru who is lovably babbling to Pikachu.
âCome here, sweetie,â you say, kneeling down with her small jacket in your hand.
She toddles over to you, clutching her comforting plushie, eyes wide and curious.
Easing her tiny arms into the sleeves, you gently help Haru into her jacket.
âWeâre going to meet some new friends today,â you tell her softly, fastening the buttons with care. âOne of them is named Mr. Gojo.â
âMr. Gojo?â she echoes, face scrunching up in concentration.
Truth be told, you weren't planning on bringing Haru to this meeting, but youâre faced with a lack of options, especially since technically, youâre fired.
Well⊠temporarily.
Until Satoru rehires you, paying the nanny isnât feasible with your already stretched finances, Utahime, your ever-reliable friend, is unavailable. Your neighbor, who sometimes steps in to help, is out of town, and your mom is⊠your mom â as undependable as ever.
At this point you'd rather be caught dead than call Naoya again.
Calling him yesterday, when your nanny bailed, was a moment of pure desperation, a lapse in judgment driven by the chaos of the day and the fear of getting fired. Not your proudest moment.
Itâs no surprise heâll likely use it against youâhold it over your head like a weapon. Itâs a pattern youâre all too familiar with.
But today marks the beginning of a new chapter, one that youâre determined to make the best of for both you and your daughterâonce this marriage is finalized, youâll be back to earning a steady income again.
A sigh escapes your lips as you focus back on Haru, her innocent eyes look up at you expectantly.
âYes, Mr. Gojo,â you repeat, giving her a reassuring smile as you reach down to tie her shoelaces. âWeâre going on an adventure today, just you and Mommy.â
âAn adventure!â Haru cheers, clapping her hands in unbridled excitement.
Just as you pull the last loop tight, a knock reverberates through the front door, startling you. Itâs unexpected, you werenât anticipating any visitors.
With a deep breath, you twist the handle and pull the door open. The sight that greets you sends a cold wave of dread crashing over you, your heart pounding in your chest.
Speak of the devilâNaoya.
He has an uncanny knack for impeccable timing, always appearing when heâs least wanted.
His presence is as imposing as everâa smirk crowned on his lips, posture relaxed, hands in his pocketsâexuding an air of ownership over everything thatâs around him.
As if he owns you.
Damn it. You really canât deal with this right now; you donât have the time. Satoru is expecting you, and you need to get moving.
Leaning nonchalantly against the doorframe, he surveys you with that annoyingly smug expression plastered upon his face.
"Well, well, if it isn't my two favorite girls," he drawls, sarcasm dripping from his voice.
The frustration you feel from Naoya is vastly different from what you experience with Satoru. With Satoru, it's harmlessâlike dealing with a mischievous child. But with Naoya, every sight of him makes you want to flee, as if each encounter is a battle you barely survive. He reopens old wounds that never truly healed, leaving you raw and exposed.
Every fiber of your being screams in protest at the sight of him, but you force yourself to maintain composureârefusing to let him see the effect he has on you.
"What do you want, Naoya? I really donât have time for this today."
Turning away from him, you begin gathering the last of Haruâs things with brisk, precise movements, making it clear you have no intention of prolonging this interaction.
He steps inside, smirk widening with satisfaction and tone laced with mock concern.
"Just thought I'd drop by and see how you're managing. Got your message. Heard you were looking for a babysitter yesterday.â
As expectedâyouâre really kicking yourself for calling him. His false sympathy only heightens your irritation, grating on your nerves as the condescension drips from his words like venom.
If you werenât already leaving, you would slam the door right in his smug face.
Gritting your teeth, you attempt to keep your tone steady, for no one other than Haru.
"We're fine, Naoya. We donât need your help."
In hopes to end this conversation quickly, you grasp Haruâs hand and attempt to brush past him. But he sidesteps, effectively forbidding your path to the door, looming like an unwanted shadow.
"Still as stubborn as ever, I see. Howâs that working out for you?â he scowls as he peers through your apartment, âThis place is a mess. And you donât look like youâre dressed for work. Lost your job already?â
His words hit a nerve, you feel your cheeks flush with a mixture of anger and embarrassment.
"We are managing just fine. Now, if you'll excuse us, we have somewhere to be."
But he wasnât going to let you go so easily. His expression darkens, and as you repeatedly try to step past him, he halts you yet again, blocking your way like an insurmountable wall.
"And where exactly are you going? Shouldn't you be at work today?"
"That's none of your business. I really need to go," you retort, lifting your chin assertively as you force your way past him. Your shoulder brushes against his in a deliberate act of defiance.
The moment you cast him aside, he immediately pursues afterâbut choosing to ignore him, you close the door behind you, turning the lock with a decisive click.
As you start leading Haru towards the elevator, you adopt a brisk pace in hopes to put as much distance between you and Naoya as possible.
But he raises an eyebrow, smirk widening as he traverses after you. You hear his footsteps echoing down the hallway of your apartment complex.
"Oh, I think it is my business. Especially when it concerns my daughter."
Oh, please.
Itâs painfully ironic how he pretends to care about Haru only when it suits him.
After you served him child support papers, he had the audacity to demand a DNA test, claiming he needed âproofâ that Haru was his. Of course, something like that takes time for the judge to arrange.
He knew that damn wellâit was just another ploy to delay the process further.
As anger bubbles up within you, a scoff escapes your lips, teetering on the edge of a bitter laugh.
"Oh, so sheâs yours when itâs convenient for you. Don't pretend you care about Haru now. Youâve done nothing but make our lives difficult."
Your movements are sharp and frantic until you finally halt in front of the elevator. Just as you press the button to descend, Naoyaâs presence descends over youâsuffocating like a dark cloud, his face twisting into a menacing scowl.
"Maybe if you werenât so damn stubborn, things wouldnât be so difficult. You know, if you ever need help, all you have to do is ask," the insincerity in his voice makes your skin crawlâas his words slither into your ears, each syllable is laced with a condescending edge.
You scoff, jabbing the button over and over again with mounting urgency. Can this damn elevator come any faster?
"Help? From you? I'd rather figure things out on my own than rely on your 'help'."
He steps closer, making you feel small and cornered. Itâs a familiar tactic he would use to get his wayâthe accustomed sense of intimidation he used to exert over you returns, chilling your spine.
"Suit yourself. Just remember, you canât keep this up forever. Sooner or later, youâll realize you need me again,â his voice drops to a low, threatening whisper, the underlying menace making it clear that he relishes the control he still believes he has over you.
Suddenly, you feel small tiny hands gripping tightly onto your leg. Haruâs wide eyes dart between the two of you, her innocent face reflecting a nervous unease that she canât fully understandâbut you do.
Fuck it. Enough is enough. You can't let this continue any longerâscrew the elevator.
With a determined breath, you scoop Haru into your arms, feeling her trembling slightly against you. "Come on, sweetie," you say softly.
Her tiny heart beats against your chest, mirroring your own anxiety. Holding her close, you immediately head towards the stairway, your stride quickening.
But Naoya's presence lingers, his footsteps echoing ominously after you.
âReally, Naoya?â
Oh, this is it. Your patience is wearing thinâheâs like a growth you canât get rid of.
You feel Haruâs grip tighten around your neck as she buries her face into your shoulder. You have been trying desperately not to yell, for Haruâs sake, but at this point, Naoya is overstepping your boundaries.
âJust go away. The only thing I need from you is to hurry up and finish that damn DNA test,â you shout, refusing to look back as you head towards the stairs. âThere was no reason for that bullshit; you know Haru is yours. I know youâre just trying to stall our court date,â you snap, your voice trembling with frustration and anger.
Naoyaâs eyes gleam with a cold amusement, and the corners of his mouth curl up into a mocking smile.
"Stalling? Hardly. Youâre insane, I just want to be thorough. You should understand that, being so meticulous yourself," he sneers, tone derisively sweet.
Finally, you reach the stairwayâbeginning your descent, Haru clings tightly to you as Pikachu dangles precariously from each hurried step.
"This conversation is over, Naoya,â your voice echoes in the narrow space. âStay out of our lives. I only want to see you in court."
Naoya contemplates following you, lowering himself a few steps before abruptly stopping. As his voice reverberates through the stairwell, his unsettling demand bounces off the cold concrete walls, chilling you to your core.
"For now, y/n. But remember, this isnât over. Not by a long shot. You always come crawling back to me one way or another. Youâre incapable of anything without me."
There was a time when you believed those words, but you will not fall back into that same vicious cycle.
Choosing not to respond, your resolve is sharpened with one clear goal, getting Haru and yourself out of this building as quickly as possible.
The moment you clear through the lobby door, a shaky sigh escapes your lips. This day is already starting off with a bangâhopefully it goes much better at Satoruâs.
Forcing a smile for your frightened daughter, you try to mask the tears welling up in your eyesâthe tremor in your voice quaking.
âCome on honey, letâs go meet Mr. Gojo.â
Time to get this marriage finalized.
êšïž
You had expectations of what Satoruâs house would be like, but even those couldnât hold a light to the real thingâitâs a stark contrast to the modest apartment you call home.
The meticulously manicured lawn, the pristine arcadian, and the large, ornate door all showcase opulence.
Itâs far more luxurious than you had imagined, making you feel distinctly out of place as you step out of your car in your worn jeans and t-shirt, hair pulled up in a lazy bun.
WaitâŠshould you have come dressed businesslike?
But you have Haruâwas this supposed to be a professional meeting? Fuck.
On top of everything else, youâre already a few minutes late. Tardiness has become a tiresome trend in your life, one that exhausts you to your very core.
Traversing the entryway, Haru grips your hand tightly as you walk through the stone pathway. Her fingers tremble slightly, perhaps from the unsettling encounter with Naoya, or perhaps from the overwhelming new environment.
Nerves simmer through you once you approach the doorway, but you resolve to mask them. You werenât going to let Naoya ruin your dayâthis meeting is your chance to retake control of your life.
As you reach out and press the doorbell, a soft melodic chime resonates, echoing through the spacious foyer beyond.
Within moments, the door swings open, revealing Satoru.
You immediately feel a sense of relief as you observe him dressed surprisingly casualâa fitted blue t-shirt that accentuates his broad shoulders and lean frame, paired with dark jeans that hug his long legs. His snowy hair remains tousled in that effortlessly stylish way, framing his strikingly handsome face.
Itâs impossible to advert your eyes as he greets you with that familiarly confident smile curling upon his lips, and those vivid blue eyes, enchanting you with an intriguing glint.
âHm, late again, I see,â Satoru teases, dramatically placing a hand over his heart as if wounded with an exaggerated sigh. âI was starting to worry you wouldnât show up. Here I was, thinking you might divorce me before we even get marriedââ he stops, lifting his brow as his gaze shifts to the small figure peeking out from behind your legs.
âWell, well, and who is this?â
Haruâs wide eyes are filled with curiosity and apprehension. She peeps out nervously, clutching her plushieâs worn, familiar fabric for comfort.
Satoruâs smile softens as he looks at the little girl, but a twinge of uncertainty tugs at him internally. Children were a mystery to him, their emotions and reactions unpredictable.
What should he say? How should he act?
A flicker of fear crosses his mindâwhat if he says the wrong thing and makes her cry?
Oh GodâŠ
The thought of dealing with a child's tears makes him feel out of his depth, a sensation heâs not accustomed to. Satoru finds himself in unfamiliar territory. Heâs used to commanding rooms and negotiating high-stake deals, not interacting with shy children clutching stuffed toys.
But faking confidence has always worked in the business world, and he is determined to make a good impression now.
As you notice Haruâs uncertainty, you gently caress her head, delicately coaxing her out from behind your legs.
"Itâs okay, sweetie. This is Mr. Gojo, can you say hi?"
There is an air about youâthe gentle ease in your voice, the way you instinctively know how to comfort Haru. It stirs something within Satoru, something he canât quite place.
All he knows it that now he really doesnât want to fuck this up.
"Iâm really sorry for bringing her along," you begin, tone earnest as you meet Satoru with an apologetic gaze. "I hope itâs okay. I just didnât have anyone who could watch her today. But sheâll keep to herself during our meeting, I promise."
Satoruâs expression softens further as he looks at Haru, his uncertainty momentarily forgotten. She is so fragile, so docile. In her delicate features, he sees an uncanny resemblance to youâa small reflection of your strength and vulnerability intertwined.
âOh, itâs no problem at all,â he reassures softly. Crouching down to her level, his toothy smile is warm and inviting. âHi there, Iâm Satoru. Whatâs your name?â
Haru looks up at you for reassurance, her small hand tightening around your leg. Encouraged by your nod, she turns back to Satoru and whispers tentativelyâ
âHaru.â
Satoru grins, captivated by the softness and delicacy of Haru's voice. Though he is uncertain how to connect with a child. His mind racesâ
What do kids like?
What should he say next?
While his thoughts scramble, a spark of an idea forms the moment he observes Haru clutching Pikachu.
âNice to meet you, Haru. Do you like PokĂ©mon?â
Haru nods, her grip on the plushie relaxing slightly. There is a subtle warmth behind the apprehension in her eyes as she holds up her Pikachu toy to show Satoru.
âYes, Pikachu.â
âPikachu is pretty cool,â he lets out a contemplative hum as he tries to find common ground. A faint nostalgic smile plays on his features. âBut you know, Digimon is even better. Have you ever heard of Agumon?â
Haruâs eyes widen with curiosity as she shakes her head, her interest clearly piqued.
Satoruâs inner child shines throughâeyes sparkling with a genuine enthusiasm as his lips curl up into a grin. This is his chance to bridge the gap between them.
âTell ya what, maybe we can watch some Digimon together sometime. Howâs that sound?â
You feel Haruâs grip loosen on your leg. A faint smile touches her lips and a quiet giggle escapes as her initial shyness begins to slowly fade.
âOkay.â
There are many thoughts that come to your mind as you watch this interaction play outâthe foremost being how unexpectedly gentle Satoru can be with kids. Something about him, that overconfident and sometimes arrogant man youâve worked beside, feels different now. Almost likable.
Charming, even
But what you really canât fathom the most is the image of a sophisticated billionaire engrossed in a kidsâ cartoon. That concept alone is enough to make you suppress a laugh.
âYouâre a fan of Digimon?â you raise an eyebrow.
Satoru stands up, brushing off his knees with a nonchalant shrug and a crooked smile.
âI used to watch it all the time growing up. Please, come in,â he ushers you inside the building, leading you down the grand hall.
Your breath hitches at the sight of the expansive foyer. The high ceiling, polished marble floors, and impressive chandelier casting a warm glow leave you speechless.
Following behind him, you find yourself studying Satoruâs confident stridesâthe movement of his back, his broad shoulders and the effortless air of authority he exudes. Itâs a stark contrast to what you just witnessed moments ago with Haru.
But that alone makes him even more intriguing to you. Satoru can feel a bit like a wild card. Glimpses of tenderness hidden behind feigned aloofnessâsubtle playfulness followed by an exacting seriousness.
He keeps surprising you.
âI wouldnât have pegged you for a Digimon fan,â you remark as you follow behind him.
Satoru chuckles, scratching the back of his head.
âGuilty as charged.â
You canât help but notice the way he avoids your gazeâis he perhaps being⊠bashful?
Oh, this is rich.
You really would need an abundance of limbs to count on your hands the amount of times Satoru has given you shitâmaking your life a daily torture is his specialty after all. Perhaps that is why you couldnât resist letting this opportunity pass up.
âNext thing youâll tell me is that you have a secret stash of Digimon cards somewhere,â you snort.
Satoru lets out a contemplative hum.
âWell, I did have a pretty impressive collection back in the day. Who knows, maybe I still have them tucked away in a drawer somewhere.â
âSeriously?â you are unable to hide the amusement in your voice. âYou, with a collection of Digimon cards? Thatâs something Iâd pay to see.â
He rolls his eyes with a pout tugging on his lips.
âYouâre enjoying this too much. Maybe Iâll dig them out for you one day. But only if youâre nice.â
You scoff, shaking your head in disbelief.
âMe, nice to you? Thatâs a tall order.â
A faint chuckle leaves Satoruâs lips as the spacious foyer transitions into a grand hallway. Haru skips beside you, glancing up at Satoru with a newfound admiration.
The moment you reach a large set of intricately carved wooden doors, he pauses, turning to you with a reassuring smile before pushing them open.
Inside, a cozy yet sophisticated study awaitsâshelves lined with books and a large mahogany desk dominating the room.
âYo, Suguru,â he waves flippantly, âthis is y/n and her daughter, Haru.â
Your eyes are met with a man seated behind the deskâa calm and composed air about him. He is strikingly beautiful, raven hair tied back into a bun with louse tousles framing his face. As he looks up from a stack of papers, his sharp yet gentle eyes focus on you and Haru. He rises, extending a hand with a polite smile.
âPleasure to meet you both. Iâm Suguru Geto.â
âNice to meet you as well,â you shake his hand with a subtle nod.
The presence of another stranger causes Haruâs shyness to return as she hides behind your legs againâyou kneel down, smoothing her hair gently.
âHaru,â you pull out a small bag of her favorite toys from your duffle bag, âwhy donât you take a seat over there and play with your toys while Mommy talks with Mr. Gojo and Mr. Geto?â
With a light nod, Haru takes the bag and settles into a comfortable armchair in the corner of the roomâspreading out her treasures with a look of concentration.
You take a seat across from Suguru, with Satoru sinking into the chair beside youâposture relaxed and seemingly indifferent.
âAlright, letâs get down to business,â Suguru leans forward, âIâve drafted the marriage contract based on the discussions Iâve had with Satoru. Iâll walk you through the main points.â
Referencing the document upon the desk, he begins.
âFirstly, as you both know, the purpose of this marriage is strictly business-related with no romantic implications. Both parties agree to maintain the appearance of a committed relationship in public and professional settings.â
Okay, easyâright?
You nod, but in the corner of your eye you can see Satoru lounging back in his chair. The mild disinterest on his face and the nonchalant way he twirls a pen between his fingers makes you grit your teeth.
He carries a casual attitudeâone you shouldnât be surprised with at this point because itâs the same infuriating aura he brings to every business meeting. But in this case, itâs a stark contrast to the gravity of this conversation. Here you are, discussing marriage and heâs sitting here as if youâre determining what to eat for lunch.
Yup, nothingâs changed. He still aggravates the hell out of you.
âNext, the duration of the marriage is set for one year, starting from the date of signing,â Suguru continues. âThere are provisions for extending or terminating the marriage early, should both parties agree.â
You absorb every word as you listen intently, but Satoru seems to be in his own world. It takes all your self-control not to roll your eyes as you catch him leaning back further into his chair, now balancing it on two legs. He taps his pen against his lip thoughtfullyâan indifferent expression plastered across his face.
Is he even listening?
Here you are, about to commit to a fake marriage for the sake of your job and your daughter, and Satoru looks like a bored child.
You shoot him a sideways glance, silently willing him to take this more seriously, but the moment he catches your eye he simply offers a lazy wink, making your blood boil even more.
Suguru, unfazed by Satoru's demeanor, continues outlining the contract.
âThe financial arrangements are nextâŠSatoru will include a monthly allowance to you, y/n, to cover personal and household expenses. Both parties will maintain separate bank accounts, and any joint financial decisions require mutual consent.â
You blink in surprise. A monthly allowance?
Though you had asked Satoru to cover child care, you werenât expecting this level of financial support. Isnât that a bit excessive?
âWait, what?â you blurt out, unable to hide your astonishment. âA monthly allowance? For personal and household expenses?â
Satoruâs chair drops back onto all four legs with a soft thud as he leans forward, finally showing a hint of interest. He raises an eyebrow at your reaction, a lazy smile curling his lips.
âWe wouldnât want you or Haru to struggle, now, would we?â
His words sound almost considerate, but itâs the casual way he says them that makes you question his sincerity.
âSome might see you being my secretary as a conflict of interest now. Youâll still work beside me, but I canât give you a formal salary for that role. Doing it this way ensures that all you have to worry about is playing your part. Besides,â he adds, a hint of amusement creeping back into his voice, âwhat kind of husband would I be if I didnât support my wife?â
Raising an eyebrow, you shoot him a wary look, trying to gauge his true intentions. It makes sense⊠but is he mocking you, or is this his way of showing genuine concern? With Satoru, itâs always hard to tell.
Suguru clears his throat, drawing your attention back to the contract.
âMoving on to the living arrangements, you will both reside in the marital home here.â
Satoru interrupts, tone almost too nonchalant as he leans back in his chair and lazily stretches, âIâve already arranged for a moving company to pack your things in a few days. Theyâll handle everything.â
You blink, the suddenness of it all sinking in.
âHuh?â
âProblem, sweetheart?â
âI... I didnât realize Iâd be moving in so⊠soon. What about my apartment? I have a lease, and breaking it will incur a penalty.â
He waves off your concern with a dismissive hand, leaning back further with hands casually behind his head.
âIâll pay it. Consider it handled. No point in you staying there when youâre supposed to be living here.â
Your eyes widen, taken aback by his insouciant dismissal of what, to you, is a significant expense.
âYouâre sure?â
âOf course. We need to make this look legitimate, and that means living together. Consider it part of the arrangement.â
To him, solving problems with money seamed effortless.
To you, this isnât just a contract; itâs a complete upheaval of your life.
Youâre starting to really feel the difference in your two worlds.
The abruptness is a bit overwhelming, and yet, Satoru seems to handle it with the same ease he applies to all his business dealings.
Itâs a bit unnerving. Itâs not that you arenât grateful, but you canât help but wonderâŠdoes he pity you? See you as a charity act?
Suguru, sensing your hesitation, interjects your thoughts with a soothing tone,
âItâs important for appearances that you both share a residence. It solidifies the arrangement in the eyes of your colleagues and the public.â
You take a deep breath, nodding again. âRight, I understand.â
Suguru nods, making a note on the document.
âGood. Now, letâs move on to the responsibilities and obligations. Youâre both expected to attend public and social functions, maintaining the façade of a loving marriage.â
Satoru who still remains leaned in his chair, now has his head tilted back, looking up towards the ceiling.
"Oh, and by the way," he begins, eyes flicking to you while his posture remains unmoved, "we'll be getting married at the courthouse tomorrow to make things official on paper. Our public ceremony will be a grand affair, but it will come later to keep the media satisfied and appease everyone."
Tomorrow?
You give a hesitant nod, absorbing the rapid pace at which your life is changing.
âAlrightâŠtomorrow.â
Suguru flips to the next page, âIn terms of termination, either party can initiate it with a 30-day notice. Grounds for early termination include breach of contract or mutual consent. Upon termination, Satoru will provide a one-time settlement payment to you, y/n.â
You blink as Suguru pushes the contract towards you, the settlement amount highlighted in bold. Did Satoru add a few extra zeros by mistake? That number canât be correct, right?
You glance up at Satoru, who is now inspecting his nails with a look of utter boredom.
âIs thisâŠcorrect?â you ask, voice barely above a whisper.
Satoru looks up, meeting your eyes with a casual shrug.
âYeah, itâs correct. Consider it a thank you for playing along.â
You shake your head slightly, trying to wrap your mind around the figure. This settlement could change your life, secure Haruâs future, and give you the stability youâve been desperately seeking.
You could pay off your medical bills for the childbirth, could go back to school. Hell, you could be free of Naoya, you wouldnât need him or his money.
You narrow your eyes, suspicious of his sudden generosity.
"And whatâs the catch?â
Satoru chuckles, a lazy grin spreading across his face as he leans forward, resting his chin in his hand.
"Come on now, sweetheart. Just think of it as me taking care of my...business partner."
Suguru clears his throat, glancing between the two of you.
âWell, there is one additional detail, y/n. The settlement is contingent on maintaining a favorable public image. Any actions or behaviors that damage Satoruâs reputation would result in the forfeiture of all financial support and settlement funds.â
You blink, the implications dawning on you. Ah, of course there would be a conditionâyou knew better than to think he was just being generous.
âSo⊠Iâm responsible for upholding your image? What does that even mean?â
Satoruâs crooked grin widens.
âIt means no scandals, no controversies. You play the part of the perfect spouse, attend events, smile for the cameras, and keep any...personal indiscretions out of the spotlight. Simple enough, right?â
Your stomach churns as you realize the depth of his controlâyou thought you were escaping Naoyaâs grasp, but it seems control is still a prevalent force in your life.
This isnât just a marriage of convenience; itâs a binding agreement that keeps you in line with his public persona, ensuring that any slip-up on your part will have dire financial consequences.
A part of you canât blame him, though. It makes sense for him to take extra precautions. The Gojos have always been in the public eye, and there have been countless rumors about Satoru's refusal to settle down.
âWhat if something happens thatâs out of my control? What if someone tries to smear my name?â
Satoruâs eyes harden slightly, though his smile remains.
âWeâll handle that on a case-by-case basis. But letâs just say I have ways of managing the media. You just need to play your part, nothing more.â
The calculated control in his tone, juxtaposed with his unwavering smile, makes your skin prickle with unease. The room feels suddenly colder, and a knot tightens in your stomach. You thought you were stepping into a partnership, but now it feels like a performance where one wrong move could cost you dearly.
Suguru interjects, his tone professional.
âThis clause is essential for protecting both your interests and Satoruâs. Maintaining a positive public image is crucial for the success of this arrangement and for avoiding any complications that could arise from negative publicity.â
You take a deep breathâthis was a gamble. The settlement would secure Haruâs future, your future, but your every move would be scrutinized, and any misstep could strip away the stability you desperately needed.
Your eyes wander to Haru, quietly and innocently playing with her toys. For her sake, you were willing to play Satoruâs game, even if it meant living under the constant pressure of his expectations.
âAlright,â you say firmly. âI agree to the terms.â
Satoruâs eyes flicker with satisfaction and Suguru leans forward sliding a pen towards you both.
âGood. If you both agree to these terms, we can proceed with the signing.â
You observe Satoru as he reaches for the penâhe is back to that usual air of nonchalance; it is almost unsettling. He signs the document with a flourish, barely glancing at the terms, and you envy his composure.
When he hands you the pen, meeting your eyes with a confident smile, you hesitate for a secondâthen, with a determined snatch, you take the pen from his delicate hand.
Holding your breath, you press the pen to paper and sign your name in one fell swoop. Each stroke of the pen feels heavy, final, but also strangely empowering.
No turning back now.
êšïž
The courthouse ceremony was as brief and impersonal as you expected.
Something about Haru witnessing you legally enter into a fake marriage just didnât feel rightâso you opted to leave her with Satoruâs nanny.
Standing in front of the judge, reciting vows, and signing the official documents felt more like a business transaction than a wedding.
Glancing at Satoru, you couldn't help but feel a bit solemn as you observed him, his expression as indifferent as ever.
This wasn't the fairy tale wedding you once dreamed of. There was no crowd, no rings, no romantic gesturesâjust a legal agreement with a pen on paper, binding you to him for the next year.
But then again, you knew that coming into thisâit was never about romance or dreams; it was about survival and securing a future for Haru.
It was over as quickly as it beganâjust like that, the judge declared you husband and wife, immediately leaving you alone with Satoru right after.
Noticing your serious expression, Satoru leans in slightly as you gather the official documents.
"You look like you're attending a funeral, not a wedding Mrs. Gojo," his voice drips with playful mockery.
Hearing him call you âMrs. Gojoâ sends a shiver down your spine. That was going to take some getting used to.
âAnd you look like youâre at a board meeting, not your wedding, Mr. Gojo,â you retort, unable to hide the underlying bite in your voice as your fingers shuffle through the pages.
A deep chuckle reverberates through the otherwise solemn atmosphere. Once you tuck the documents under your arm, you begin to make your way towards the exit. Satoru immediately falls into step beside you.
âTouchĂ©. But really, lighten up sweetheart. Gonna need to work harder to convince everyone youâre head over heels in love with me,â thereâs a playful challenge in his voice.
Rolling your eyes, you couldnât help but let out a dry laugh.
âWell, forgive me for not swooning over this magical moment. You know, this isn't exactly how I pictured my wedding day," you mutter, trying to mask the internal melancholy whirling within you.
When you reach for the door, Satoru beats you to it, holding it open with a flourish.
"Oh? And how did you picture it?â he raises an eyebrow as his eyes gleam in amusement, âLet me guess, lots of flowers, a big white dress, and some poor guy professing his undying love for you?"
Okay, screw him. He was really not making this any better. You feel the heat rise to your face as a scoff escapes your lipsâthe only response you will give him.
Brushing past him, your heels click against the polished floors through the marble halls of the courthouse. As you glance to the tall, ornate windows lining the corridor, the sunlight streams through, casting intricate patterns.
âHmm, think I guessed right,â he chuckles as he saunters after you.
âAnd what if you did?â you snap, voice echoing in the grand space. âIs it so weird for me to want a normal family for my daughter?â
The teasing glint in his eyes dim as his expression softens slightly. Once you reach the elevator, Satoru presses the buttonâthe two of you wait in an awkward silence.
The moment the elevator door slides open, you both step inside, the quiet hum of the machinery enveloping you.
âNo, itâs not weird. Itâs just... different from what Iâve ever thought about,â he says while he presses the button to the lobby.
You huff, crossing your arms as you lean against the back of the elevator.
âWhat, Mr. Perfect never thought about settling down?â
Satoru's gaze drifts for a moment as he considers your question. The elevator begins its descent, the soft whirl filling the silence.
âHonestly? No, I never did. My father used to pressure me about it all the time. Wanted me to marry someone who could... 'enhance' our familyâs status.â He was contemplative, and the echoes of old frustrations are clear in his voice.
You raise an eyebrow, surprised by his sudden openness.
The rumors about Satoru had always painted him as a carefree bachelor, uninterested in the constraints of marriage.
Some said he was too focused on his career, while others whispered that he enjoyed his freedom too much to settle down. There were even speculations that he had a hidden lover, or perhaps he was waiting for the perfect match to come along, someone who could stand by his side both in business and in life.
ââŠand you never found anyone who fit the bill?â
He chuckles, a hint of bitterness in his voice.
âPlenty of candidates. None that I wanted to spend my life with. Plus, all those âsuitable matchesâ were just women trying to get their hands on the Gojo fortune. Most people just see the money and power. They don't see the person behind it.â
The vulnerability in his eyes is fleeting, and you realize that his fatherâs expectations must have weighed heavily on him. The pressure to find someone was not about love or companionshipâit was about maintaining an image, a legacy. In a way, you both have been victims to control your entire lives.
As the depth of his frustrations become more apparent, you feel a pang of sympathy. Itâs enough to make you wonder about the real Satoru. The elevator continues its descent, and you find yourself lingering on his words.
âThat sounds... difficult. So why did you go through with this then? With me?â
His gaze softens; his expression thoughtful as he watches the numbers descending the floor levels. He tilts his head slightly, meeting your gaze with an intensity that makes your heart skip a beat.
âBecause youâre different. You didnât come to me looking for wealth or status. You needed help, and I needed a solution. Itâs honest, in a way. No hidden agendas, no false pretenses.â
A nervous flutter dances in your stomach, your fingers fidgeting with the folder of documents in your hands. The softness in his words catch you off guard, and you find it difficult to maintain eye contact.
A small, rueful smile tugs at the corner of his lips.
âIn a world where everyone wants something from me, I find your straightforwardness refreshing.â
Your heart skips as a warm blush creeps up your cheeks.
âI never thought youâd see it that way. I just... I wanted to do what was best for Haru.â
âAnd thatâs what makes you different,â he replies softly. âYouâre doing this for her, not for yourself. Thatâs why I agreed to this. Because I believe youâre sincere.â
The elevator chimes softly as it reaches the ground floor and the doors slide open to reveal the bustling courthouse lobby.
The weight of the conversation settles between you, a rare moment of vulnerability that made you see Satoru in a new lightâa glimpse into his inner world.
The moment you near the courthouse door, you and Satoru push it open in an attempt to exit, but are immediately greeted by a barrage of flashing cameras and shouted questions. Paparazzi swarm around you, seeming to have materialized out of nowhereâhow did they even know where to find you both?
Satoru, ever the master of public appearances, wraps an arm around your waist, pulling you close. His touch is warm and firm, and you can feel the steady beat of his heart through his suit.
The sensation of his hand resting securely on your hip sends a tingle through your body, a fluttering in your stomachâyou realize now that this is the first time he has touched you.
âSmile for the cameras, Mrs. Gojo,â he whispers into your ear, breath tickling your skin.
You blink, heat rising to your face as youâre momentarily caught off guard by the sudden display of affection. But you quickly compose yourself, remembering the role you have to play.
Leaning into him slightly, you offer a shy smile to the cameras. The flashes intensify and the questions grow louder.
âMr. Gojo why are you in a courthouse?â
âMr. Gojo, what is the status of Gojo Corporation?â
âWho is this woman Mr. Gojo?â
âWhat is your statement on your fatherâs passing?â
As the paparazzi continue to snap photos and shout questions, Satoru leans down and presses a quick, gentle kiss to your temple. His lips were soft, and the warmth of his breath burned your skin. The gesture, though small, sends a shiver down your spine.
It was all for show, you reminded yourself. Just part of the act.
Yet, the unexpected intimacy lingered, making it hard to ignore the way your heart raced at his touch.
Satoruâs kiss had worked perfectly, fueling the media frenzy. The paparazzi went wild at the tender actionâcamera flashes intensifying and voices growing louder. They call out more questions, desperate to capture every angle of the seemingly affectionate moment. You feel the eyes of the crowd boring into you.
âLetâs get out of here,â Satoru murmurs, voice low and soothing amidst the chaos.
He reaches out, hand warm and firm as he interlocks his fingers with yours, gently guiding you through the throng of reporters towards the waiting car. His other arm subtly shields you from the crowd.
As you finally break free from the mass of flashing cameras and shouting voices, you slide into the car, feeling a sense of relief wash over you as Satoru slides beside you immediately after.
Glancing back at the courthouse, the reality of your new life begins to sink in. Once the car pulls away, a breath escapes youâone you didnât realize you had been holding in.
âThat was... intense.â
Satoru chuckles, arm resting behind your shoulder. He tilts his head slightly, allowing a few tousles of white hair to fall into his eyes. Through the soft strands, his gaze meets yours, a mix of amusement and seriousness dancing in his striking blue eyes.
âWelcome to my world," he murmurs. "Better get used to it, sweetheart. This is just the beginning.â
êšïž
The following day, a moving company arrived at your apartment as promisedâthey packed up your belongings with swift efficiency, leaving you feeling like a spectator in your own life.
Watching your life be boxed up and loaded into trucks was bittersweetâas your small apartment, with its familiar creaks and cracks, had been your safe haven.
Everything was arranged, down to the smallest detail. By mid-afternoon, you found yourself standing in the grand foyer of Satoruâs mansion once again, this time with all your worldly possessions.
Haru, wide-eyed and excited, clung to your side, her tiny fingers wrapped around your hand.
"Welcome to your new home," Satoru says with a grin.
It felt more like stepping into a palace than a home.
He reaches down and grabs one of your suitcases, lifting it effortlessly,
"Let me show you to our room."
You feel your face heat up instantly.
"Our room?" you stammer. "Why would we need to share a room when no one is here to watch this charade?"
Satoru's grin widens, clearly enjoying your discomfort.
"Relax, I'm just teasing you. You have your own room. I just wanted to see your reaction."
You shoot him a glare, feeling a mix of relief and annoyance.
âYou're impossible," you mutter, trying to hide the blush creeping up your cheeks.
He chuckles, leading you up the grand staircase, and Haru follows closely, her eyes darting around in awe at the luxurious decor. The polished marble steps feel cool underneath you, and the ornate banisters gleam under the soft lighting.
"Come on, let me show you around." Satoru says as he leads the way down a long corridor.
The walls were adorned with intricate tapestries and framed artwork, each piece more exquisite than the last.
Eventually, Satoru stops in front of a set of double doors, turning to you with a small, satisfied smile.
"Here we are."
He pushes them open to reveal a spacious bedroom. The room beautifully furnished, with a large bed, elegant drapes, and a balcony overlooking the manicured gardens below.
"This is your room," he announces, setting your suitcase down gently.
"Wow," you breathe.
It feels a bit overwhelming the moment you step foot inside. Haru, on the other hand, darts past you, exploring every nook and cranny with a delighted giggle. It was easily twice the size of your old apartment.
"This is beautiful... and a lot."
Satoru leans against the doorframe, arms casually crossing over his chest.
The soft light from the chandelier above casts a gentle glow on his features, highlighting the sharp lines of his jaw and the curve of his lips. His white hair, tousled just enough to seem effortlessly stylish, frames his face perfectly.
"Only the best for my... business partner," he says, tone light yet carrying a hint of something deeper.
You offer a simple, "Thanks," but your voice is softer than you intended. Your eyes betray you, lingering on him for a moment longer than necessary.
Satoru's eyes hold yours with a softness that catches you off guardâa striking shade of blue that seems almost ethereal. In that moment, you couldn't help but notice the intensity and warmth in his gaze, itâs almost tender, making you feel like anything but just a âbusiness partnerâ.
Was he always this beautiful?
You canât help but wonder, feeling a warmth spread through you as the silence stretches on. The moment feels strangely intimate, a connection forming that neither of you expected.
Crap. What are you thinking?
Haruâs giggle breaks the spell as she jumps on your bed.
"Oh, and just so you know," he adds with a playful glint in his eye, "my room is right next door. We share the bathroom, so try not to hog all the hot water."
You blink, surprised. "We have to share a bathroom?"
Curiosity getting the better of you, you open the bathroom door and peer inside.
It was equally impressive, with a large tub and walk-in shower, all in pristine condition. The fixtures gleam, and the marble countertop adds a touch of luxury. There was another door leading directly to Satoruâs room, a constant reminder of his proximity.
"Yep. Just think of it as our first test of marital bliss. Can we survive sharing a bathroom?" Satoru's voice was suddenly closer.
You turn to find him standing right behind you, having moved from his previous spot at the doorframe. The idea of sharing such a personal space with him was a bit unnerving. An awkwardly intimate setup for such a detached relationship, but you didn't have much of a choice.
"âŠI suppose I'll manage.â
Satoru laughs softly.
"That's the spirit. And don't worry, Haru's room is right across from us. She's got the best room in the house actually," he adds, tilting his head to the side as a cue for you to follow him.
Haru trails excitedly behind as you walk through the luxurious hallway, her giggles echo off the walls. Opening the door, you peek inside and are struck by the sheer extravagance of it.
The room was a childâs dreamâdecorated in soft pastel colors, with a canopy bed draped in delicate lace, plush toys neatly arranged on shelves, and even a small play area complete with a dollhouse and a set of building blocks. The walls were adorned with whimsical murals of fairies and woodland creatures, creating a magical atmosphere that seemed straight out of a storybook.
Haru's delighted squeals bring a smile to your face, easing the last of your worries.
It was clear that Satoru had spared no expense in making her feel welcome. Each detail spoke of thoughtfulness and care, from the cozy reading nook to the vibrant rainbow-colored rug that added a playful touch to the room. How on earth did he pull all this off so quickly?
âWow, look, Mama!â she exclaims, her eyes lighting up with joy, running inside to inspect her new haven.
A sense of relief washes over you as a tender smile forms upon your lips. At least Haru would be happy here. The sight of her so animated and cheerful makes the transition a bit easier to bear. Satoru stands beside you.
âI wanted her to feel at home," he says softly, eyes reflecting a rare sincerity.
âYou've done more than that. She's ecstatic," you reply, watching Haru dive into a pile of stuffed animals with a gleeful laugh.
Satoru clears his throat and rubs the back of his neck, the gesture uncharacteristically awkward. He glances at the clock on the wall, as if searching for an excuse to end the moment.
"Well, I'll leave you to it," his tone is gentle and almost hesitant. "Let me know if you need anything. Dinner will be ready soon, see you down there?â
His usual confidence is somewhat mutedâyou wonder, is it you? Haru?
"Yeah,â you nod, âIâm going to put a few of my things away and then weâll meet you downstairs."
âRight. Take your time. There's no rush."
You canât help but replay the interaction in your mind as you unpack the essentials from your suitcase. The awkwardness between you and Satoru would pass, you hope. For now, it was enough to know that Haru is happy and safe.
Haruâs laughter echoes from her room, a sound that brings a smile to your face. She seemed to be adjusting much faster than expected, her innocent joy undiminished by the upheaval.
And to you, her laughter solidified itâmarrying Satoru, this was the right call.
êšïž
The past few days living with Satoru had been a whirlwind of adjustmentsâit wasnât without its challenges. The mansion, with its sprawling rooms and luxurious decor, is more like a museum than a home.
The sheer size makes you feel small and out of place at times, and the constant presence of staff make it difficult to find a moment of privacy.
Satoru, however, had been surprisingly considerate. Heâs a constant reminder of the delicate balance you need to maintainâattentive yet reserved, playful yet serious, a paradox that kept you on edge.
Your interactions with Satoru had settled into a routine of polite, if somewhat distant, cohabitation. There were moments of unexpected tenderness, like when he had found you struggling to open a jar in the kitchen and had stepped in to help with a playful grin.
Another time, you had been overwhelmed while trying to assemble a new toy for Haru, and Satoru had quietly taken a seat beside you, helping to figure out the instructions without a word.
Yet despite these moments, there was always an underlying tension, a reminder of the unusual circumstances that had brought you together.
As the days passed, the impending charity gala loomed larger in your mindâthe first public event you would attend together as a married couple.
Satoru had taken the time to sit down with you and discuss how you would present yourselves, a task that seemed daunting but necessary.
You agreed on the basics: stay close, exchange subtle touches, and share occasional whispers to create an air of intimacy. The plan was straightforward, but the execution would be another matter entirely.
He emphasized the importance of appearing united, offering tips on how to handle the media and the probing questions that were sure to come. His confidence and ease in handling the media was something you were learning to lean on, though the pressure of maintaining the charade weighed heavily on you.
âWhat about Haru?â you asked, concern evident in your voice.
âWeâll leave her out of the spotlight,â Satoru replied gently. âI donât want to overwhelm her. She takes no part in this agreement beyond being your daughter. Sheâll stay here with the nanny during the event.â
Amidst all this, your phone had been buzzing constantly with missed calls from Naoya. You hadn't answered any of themâmaybe you should just call off the court case?
You did just go through a life changing event, marriage, and that often interferes with the legal process anyways. The judge would need to take into consideration your new source of income for the child support payments.
Honestly, you donât need Naoyaâs support anymore.
Youâll take care of that after the gala thoughâright now you already have too much on your plate, spending hours with Satoru, fabricating shared experiences and finding common ground to make your relationship believable.
The task of memorizing details about his likes and dislikes, his habits, and his quirks was daunting, but you found yourself surprised at the small details you were beginning to remember about himâthe way he took his coffee, his favorite late-night snack, the way his eyes crinkled just slightly when he found something genuinely funny, or how he would absentmindedly run a hand through his tousled white hair when deep in thought.
As the days slipped by in a blur of preparations and rehearsed smiles, you couldnât shake the feeling that this carefully constructed façade was starting to take on a life of its own. Each shared glance and each moment of unexpected kindness blurred the lines between reality and pretense, leaving you wondering just how deep this charade would go.
êšïž
Standing in front of your bathroom mirror, you adjust the luxurious dress Satoru had picked out for you. A deep, elegant blue fabric clings to your curves in all the right places, and the V-shaped open back that rests above your hips adds a touch of allure.
Loose cascading waves frame your face perfectly, and the professional makeup artist gave you a look that is both subtle and glamorous, enhancing your features in a way the felt natural yet striking.
You barely recognize yourself.
The transformation was astonishing, turning you from a frazzled single mother into a vision of sophistication and grace.
Was it too much? You feel out of sorts, like youâre wearing someone else's skin. The elegant image in the mirror is both thrilling and unnerving.
As you try to steady your racing heart, a knock on the bathroom door makes you jump slightlyâSatoruâs door.
âY/n you ready?â his voice calls out.
With a deep breath, you take one last look in the mirror. As you open the door, Satoruâs frame leans casually against the entryway.
The sleek black tuxedo he is adorned in highlights his broad shoulder and lean frame. His white hair is perfectly styled, contrasting sharply with the dark fabric.
He meets you with a stunned silenceâeyes widening slightly as he takes you in. The cool blue of his irises seem more vibrant, gleaming with anticipation as they trace over your form.
You had never seen his eyes linger across your figure like this beforeâthe intensity of his gaze makes your stomach flutter. Feeling a bit self-conscious, you fear what will come out of his mouth.
Does he think itâs too much?
âWow,â he breathes, voice almost reverent. âYou look... stunning.â
A blush creeps up your cheeks at his unexpected compliment, and you find yourself unable to meet his gaze.
"Thank you," you say softly, smoothing down the fabric of your dress.
Satoru steps closer, eyes locked on you. He reaches out and gently lifts your chin, his touch sending a shiver down your spine.
âSeriously, you look amazing. I knew the dress would look good on you, but this... youâre going to be the star of the gala,â a slow smile spreads across his lips. âReady to knock them dead?â
You nod, trying to ignore the fluttering sensation in your stomach.
âAs ready as Iâll ever beâŠhopefully I can live up to the part.â
âYou will,â offering you his arm, he adds, âJust be yourself, and stay by my side, weâre in this together."
êšïž
The ride to the gala is filled with a comfortable silence.
The city lights blur outside the window as the car smoothly navigates through the streets. You find yourself stealing glances at Satoru, admiring the way his profile looks in the dim light.
Strange.
The usually insufferable man seemed different tonightâsteadfast, dependable, almost... comforting? Perhaps itâs the nerves.
His arm rests casually behind you, fingers occasionally brushing your shoulder, and youâre surprised yourself how it does not bother youâin fact, itâs actually quite soothing.
Once you arrive, the grand ballroom is a stunning sight. Chandeliers hang from the high ceiling, casting a soft, golden glow over the elegantly dressed crowd.
The room is filled with the cityâs eliteâa sea of luxurious gowns and tailored suits mingling and exchanging pleasantries. The sight of you and Satoru together was enough to turn heads, drawing curious and admiring glances.
But the sheer number of people, the pressure of playing your part, and the countless eyes watching your every moveâitâs all a bit overwhelming. You really felt out of place here.
Sensing your unease, Satoru leans in close, breath warm against your ear.
âRemember, just follow my lead.â
Guiding you with ease, his hand rests lightly on the small of your back as you voyage through the attendeesâthe warm gentle touch is electric against your bare skin.
Your eyes skim through the herd of people and land on a waiter balancing a tray of champagne glasses. Perhaps a drink would ease your nerves? You donât hesitate to grab a glass as you navigate the crowd.
Satoru, ever the socialite, seamlessly traverses the room, introducing you to important figures and engaging in small talk that you struggle to follow.
Discussions ranged from market trends and corporate mergers, to the latest charity galas and art exhibitions. Trying to keep up, you nod and smile at the appropriate moments.
Itâs clear that Satoru is in his elementâhis charm, effortless. You find yourself admiring how easy he makes it all look.
As you cling to him, the pride in his eyes when he looks at you makes you feel like you belong, even if you are just playing a part in this elaborate charade.
The evening flowed smoothly enough, with your glass of champagne acting as a steady companion. The warmth of the alcohol helps you mingle with guests, exchange polite conversations, and stay close to Satoru, all as planned. But each interaction was a delicate danceâyour smiles and nods masking the nerves simmering beneath the surface.
Honestly, your mind was elsewhereâthere is an undercurrent of anxiety as you anticipate Satoruâs announcement on stage, where he would publicly acknowledge your marriage during his donation speech.
When the moment you had been dreading finally arrives, you settle into a chair near the front, heart pounding in your chest.
Satoru takes the stage with a natural grace, and as the spotlight illuminates his striking figure, his presence commands the attention of everyone in the room.
âGood evening, ladies and gentlemen,â he begins, his voice resonating with a confident authority. âI want to thank you all for being here tonight. Your generosity and support make events like this possible.â
His words flow smoothly as he speaks eloquently about the cause and significance of the charity, each sentence perfectly crafted to engage and inspireâyou marveled at his ability to enthrall people.
Pressing your champagne glass to your lips, you desperately hope the cool liquid can help to steady your nerves a bit more.
Then, the moment came.
âI will be donating ten million dollars to this charity,â Satoru announces, his voice carrying a conviction.
The amount causes a ripple of excitement and murmurs to spread through the crowdâyou nearly choked on your champagne in shock.
Ten million?
You couldnât even fathom having that much money, let alone donating it. The magnitude of Satoruâs status is staggering.
A smile tugs at Satoruâs lipsâa genuine warmth mingling with the mischievous glint in his eyes. He pauses, letting the impact of his words settle, then lifts a finger to tap his chin contemplatively, as if he just remembered something.
âOr should I say, we will be donatingâme and my lovely wife.â
Satoru gestures in your direction as a spotlight beams upon you. The crowd erupts into an enthusiastic applause, causing your heart to race the moment all eyes instantly turn to you.
There is a rush of heat that rises to your cheeks, mixing with the warmth of the alcohol. The weight of the crowdâs gaze makes your vision a bit blurry.
Beckoning you to join him on stage, Satoru extends his hand and offers a comforting smile. Though, the moment you stand, the room spins slightlyâperhaps itâs from the champagne, or perhaps itâs the sheer pressure.
You canât fuck this up.
With as much grace as you can muster, you make your way to the platform.
Satoru wraps an arm around your waist the moment you are at his side, pulling you close and steadying your trembling figure. He looks down into your eyes with a genuine look of endearment.
âEveryone, please welcome my beautiful wife, y/n,â he says softly in the microphone, his voice filled with a gentle pride.
The applause swells, and you manage a smile, trying to focus on Satoru while ignoring the spotlightâs heat and the intense gazes of attendees.
Leaning in, his lips brush against your ear as he whispers, âYouâre doing great.â
Despite the orchestrated nature of your relationship, in this moment, his genuine reassurance means everything. His presence is a steady anchor in the sea of faces and flashing cameras, the only thing holding you together right now.
When the applause dies down, Satoru continues his speech, the warmth of his hand remaining on your waist as his thumb traces soft circles.
You can barely focus on his words, the dizzying reality of where youâre standing feels both exhilarating and terrifying.
The moment Satoruâs speech concludes, the soft hum of conversation mingling and the delicate notes of the live orchestra begin to fill the air yet again. Satoru leads you off the stage, his hand never leaving your side.
Almost immediately after you descend to the floor, Satoru is approached by a business associate, his demeanor shifting effortlessly into that of a seasoned negotiator as they exchange discussions of market trends, potential collaborations, and strategic ventures.
Your heart is still poundingâpublic speaking was never your strong suit. Despite not needing to speak, being on that stage stirred something within you.
You recall a particularly disastrous presentation in college where you accidentally knocked over the projector, sending your notes flying across the room. The laughter from the audience still haunts you, and since then, youâve always dreaded being the center of attention.
With Satoru engrossed in conversation, you seize the opportunity to make your way to the barâseeking a moment of reprieve. Another drink wouldnât hurt, right?
The gleaming rows of crystal glasses and various bottles of wine and spirits catch your eye. You scan the selection, your gaze lingering on a particularly rich, deep red wine.
Deciding itâs exactly what you need to steady your nerves, you signal the bartender and opt for a glass of the robust vintage, savoring the thought of its smooth, calming flavor.
One glass turned into twoâyour nerves finally beginning to settle as the soothing effects of the alcohol take over your senses.
Realizing youâve been away from Satoru for quite some time, you prepare to rejoin himâbut just as you start to rise, a familiar, unwelcome voice interrupts your thoughts.
âWell, well, look who we have here,â Naoya sneers, leaning against the bar beside you, a glass of scotch swirling in his hand. âDidnât expect to see you here, mingling with the high society.â
A chill runs down your spine and you heart drops. No amount of alcohol could have prepared you for this moment.
âNaoya,â you stiffen, clutching your wine glass tighter. âWhat are you doing here?â
He takes a swig of his scotch, emptying the glass and placing it down on the counter with a loud clink. Leaning closer into your space, his eyes narrowâa cold, cynical stare boring into you.
âI could ask you the same thing. This doesnât seem like your usual scene. Whatâs your angle?â
Your breath quickens and you feel your pulse hammering in your chest. Adverting your gaze, your fingers brush against the rim of your wine glass.
âIâm sure you heard, Iâm here with my husband, if you must know. Not that itâs any of your business.â
The sneer he meets you with makes the room suddenly feel smaller, as if his presence is suffocating you.
âHusband, huh?â his eyes rake over you with contempt suspicion, âQuite the leap from where you were a few weeks ago. Is this some kind of game to you?â
Summoning your courage, you straighten your back and meet his gaze head-on.
âNot a game, Naoya. Itâs called moving on. You should try it sometime. My life is no longer any of your concern.â
Taking a step closer, he looms over youâhis voice lowering to a menacing whisper.
âI donât buy it. This whole charade⊠you think I donât know what youâre trying to pull?â
For a moment, you are frozen in place, the fear and control Naoya exerts paralyzing you. Your mind races, the implications of his words sinking in.
What if he exposes you?
What if this carefully constructed facade comes crashing down?
Before you can respond, you feel an arm slip around your waist, pulling you with practiced ease out of Naoyaâs bubble and right beside Satoru.
âThere you are, darling. Everything alright?â
His voice is smooth and warm, and his gaze flicks between you and Naoya, narrowing as he surveys the situation. The look on your face unsettles himâsomething feels off.
Naoya straightens himself, leaning against the bar with a supercilious smirk as he crosses his arms.
âJust catching up with an old friend. No harm in that, right?â
âI donât think weâve been properly introduced.â Satoruâs tone was light but laced with an underlying steel, âIâm y/nâs husband, Satoru Gojo.â
A scoff escapes Naoya as his eyes flash with irritation, but an unnerving smile remains upon his lips.
âYes, Iâve heard. You certainly move fast, donât you, y/n?â
Naoya can see right through youâyou fell a flash of panic. Turning to Satoru, your eyes meet his with a silent plea for support. His expression softens and he gives you a reassuring nod while tightening his grip upon your waist.
âWell, when you know, you know,â Satoru says with a charming smile, âand we knew.â
Naoya snickers, running his hand through his hair in disbelief.
âCome on y/n. How did someone like you end up with someone like him? Seems... unlikely. You donât belong here.â
Heat rises to your face and the sudden urge to shrink away overwhelms youâyour heart dropping at the sting of Naoyaâs words.
Suddenly, Satoru steps closer, creating a protective barrier between you and Naoyaâthe playful glint in his eyes gone, replaced with a cold, steely determination.
âWatch your mouth, you donât get to talk to my wife like that.â
âIâm just stating the obvious,â Naoya shrugs, meeting Satoruâs glare with an indifference as he shoves his hands in his pockets. âSheâs out of her league here.â
Satoruâs jaw tightens, his voice low and dangerously calm.
âIf you think sheâs out of her league, then you clearly donât know her at all. Youâre out of line. Y/n belongs here more than anyone. So, unless you have something worthwhile to say, I suggest you move along.â
âIs that so?â Naoya raises an eyebrow. âYouâll have to forgive me if Iâm a bit skeptical. After all, youâve always been a bit of a lone wolf, Satoru Gojo.â
Panic seizes you as Naoyaâs observation hangs in the air. The last thing you need is for him to start spreading rumors or causing trouble. You realize you have to do something, and fast. Your mind races, desperately searching for a way to convince Naoya of your authenticity.
Summoning all the courage you can muster, you step forward, threading your arms around Satoruâs neck as you rest your forehead against his own. Your words are addressed to Naoya, but your eyes remain on Satoru the entire time, drawing strength from his steady gaze and the warmth of his touch.
âSatoru and I... we chose each other for reasons that go beyond what you see. We may have our differences, but weâre stronger together, and we have a connection that you canât comprehend.â
Satoruâs eyes soften, reflecting a silent understanding and a shared resolveâhis breath mingling with yours.
Feeling Naoyaâs probing gaze, you know he wonât be easily convinced, and so, acting on impulse, you pull Satoru closer and crash your lips against his.
For a moment, Satoru seemed caught off guard. His eyes widened in surprise before they fluttered closed, his hands moving to rest on your hips. The world around you seemed to fade away as the kiss lingered, heat pooling in your stomach.
It was supposed to be a quick peck, just enough to sell the act. But the moment your lips met his, something shifted.
Perhaps you were emboldened by the alcohol, perhaps it was the need to be convincing, perhaps it was the way Satoru stood up for youâwithout thinking, you deepen the kiss, parting your lips and slipping your tongue into his mouth, making things more intimate than you originally intended.
You can feel Satoru tense for a moment, his surprise evident. But then, with a soft hum against your mouth he melts into the kiss, a hand moving to cup your face as he returns the intimacy with unexpected fervorâhis other hand encircling around your waist, pulling you closer against him.
Your fingers thread through Satoruâs hair and the world around you seems to fade awayâthe only thing that mattered now was the heat radiating off of Satoruâs body, the warmth of his lips against yours, and the lingering sweet taste of the galaâs chocolate cake mingling with the wine on your tongue.
It was a moment that felt both incredibly real and utterly surreal.
When you finally pull back, you are both breathless. As you catch a flicker of something unreadable in Satoruâs half lidded eyes, for a brief moment, you forget about Naoya completely, about the act, about everything except the electric connection between you both.
Satoru's thumb gently caresses your cheek, his gaze softening.
Pulling yourself back to reality, you peer over to Naoyaâhis smug expression had vanished, replaced by a look of genuine surprise and irritation.
âAs you can see, weâre very happy together,â you say sweetly, rubbing your nose against Satoruâs.
"Didn't think you were the type to move on so quickly," Naoya sneers.
A wave of exhilaration and embarrassment course through you as Naoya retreats back into the crowd. The kiss had done its job, but it had also left you with a lingering sense of uncertainty. Satoruâs touch is still warm on your skinâyou can still taste him on your lips.
"You okay?" he asks softly, his concern genuine.
The question pulls you out of your thoughts, but his gaze does the oppositeâyour face flushes and it feels like your heart is going to pound out of your chest.
"Yeah. I... I just needed to convince him.."
Satoru studies you momentarilyâknowing there is more to the story with Naoya. But he also knows now isnât the time to pry.
He chuckles softly, his hand lingering on your waist.
âWell, I think you succeeded. That was... unexpected. You really went for it there,â he murmurs.
For a moment, it felt like you were playing a role, but the feelings stirring inside you were anything but fake.
"I'm sorry," you swallow hard, face flushing with embarrassment. "I didn't mean to..."
âI didnât mind,â he interjects, thumb brushing against your lower lip, sending a shiver down your spine. âJust so you know, you did great. Better than I expected,â his voice low and husky.
Fuck.
You blinkâNaoya is gone, but here Satoru is, still holding you so intimately, so intently.
The way he looks at you, the warmth in his touch, the tone of his voiceâit makes you question the lines between reality and pretense.
âDidnât know you had it in you.â Satoru hums, his fingers brushing a strand of hair from your face. He leans in, his breath dancing on your lips, tantalizingly close. âBut next time, letâs save the tongue for when weâre really alone, hm?â
What is he saying?
Your mind races, trying to decipher his words, his intentions. Was he still in character, or was there a hint of genuine desire in his eyes?
The electricity in the air was undeniable, and you find yourself lost in the intensity of his gazeâthe crowd around you fading, their murmurs and whispers becoming a distant hum.
Satoruâs eyes held secrets you were desperate to uncover.
As you struggle to formulate your thoughts, Satoruâs hand gently cups your cheek, his thumb tracing a soft line along you jaw.
"Relax," he murmurs, "We're just putting on a show, remember?"
You nod, though your heart betrays you with its rapid pace.
âRight,â you whisper, forcing a smile. âJust a show.â
But deep down, you canât shake the feeling that there was more to this act than either of you were willing to admit.
ahh i really enjoyed writing this chapter. okay, i was snickering at satoru's internal turmoil when he met haru for the first time. i couldn't resist with the digimon đ€ my daughter is currently obsessed with pikachu so that's where that inspiration came from lol. also, this kiss was one of my favs to write đ„° lemme know if you guys are interested in me making this a longer series. as always, thanks for reading đ«¶đ» â on to the next chapter êš
taglist :
@geniejunn @fortunatelyfurrygiver @rosso-seta @acowboykisser @mikyapixie
@shokosbunny @fire-child-kira @aluvrina @laviefantasie @kurookinnie
@poopypipi @painted-hills @stillserene @mira-lol @k-kkiana
@sebastianlover @blueberrysungie @kalulakunundrum @doireallyhavetonamthis @lingophilospher
@ichikanu @artist1936 @christianacj27 @watermelon-online @jkbangtan7
@angelina7890 @aruraa @han11dh @jonesmelodys
@a-trashbag @jotarohat @khaleesihavilliard @tsukistopglazer
@stevenknightmarc @maskedpacific @that-redheadd @lovelyartemisa @eolivy
@alwaysfreakingout @valleydoli @voids-universe @sukunadckrider @aishies-stuff
@saccharine-nectarine @ilianasau @pinksaiyans @evalynanne @tbzzluvr
@k1ttybean @yu22tas @sanriosatoru @ophelias-flowerss @spookysoowpprince
@luciledreamz @fortunatelyfurrygiver @meowforluv @arishaxml @zetianzz
@itzmeme @whodissbitj @kenmacantakemeaway @satoryaa
@kidd3ath @princessnai
#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru x reader#jjk fanfic#gojo x reader#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru smut#gojo smut#jjk x reader#satoru gojo#gojou satoru x reader#jujutsu satoru#gojo#gojo jjk#satoru angst#satoru x reader#jujutsu gojo#mhm#motherhood and matrimony#enemies to lovers#fake marriage#gojo satoru fluff#satoru fluff#jjk series
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
Meaningful Kiss
SUMMARY: Would they make Public Displays of Affection? If not, are they protective instead? And how do they show you how much they truly love you through their kisses?
CHARACTERS: OB students (Riddle, Leona, Azul, Jamil, Vil, Idia & Malleus)
TAGS: Bullet Points; Fluff; GN Reader; Established Relationship, Kissing, Flirting, Slightly Suggestive(?)
WORD COUNT: An average of 300 words per character.
COMMENTS: This has been a WIP for so long that I don't even remember how I got the idea to write it. And in my case, being a WIP for a long time means that I wrote one part and then went on to write something else and ended up forgetting about this one for a long time. đ
But now I've finished it.
I hope you enjoy đ
Meaningful Kiss 2Â (Ace, Deuce, Jack, Epel, Sebek)
Meaningful Kiss 3 (Ruggie, Jade, Kalim, Silver, Lilia)
Meaningful Kiss 4 (Cater, Trey, Floyd, Rook)
CONTEXT: You two are in an established relationship already.
Riddle is not really the PDA type. The most he would do with you in public could be walk arm in arm like you were royalty. In terms of kisses, a kiss on the back of your hand or, at the most, on your cheek.
When the two of you are alone on a normal day, he will probably be working on his student and Housewarden duties. But whenever you tell him he should take a break, he'll get up, sit next to you and hug you, like you're a charger.
If you're relaxing together, heâll be reading a book with one arm around you. Either around your shoulders or around your waist, which you told him you like the most. Heâll also laying his head on your shoulder.
The most meaningful kisses are, of course, the kisses on your lips. He's not the type to kiss you on the lips just like a "good morning" thing. These kisses are always sweet and lovely. His hands would be on your cheeks to caress them.
He needs you, but his kisses aren't needy. They are the caring type. You are his precious rose. In contrast to his strict self, the way he shows you that he loves you is through soft affection and care.
A relationship with Leona Kingscholar comes with your rights and duties. Some of your rights: He will buy you things; youâre allowed to pet his ears; he will be your protector and you can sleep with him in his comfy bed and have breakfast in bed (he ordered someone to bring it to you two)
Some of your duties: let him use you as a pillow (be it your thighs in the greenhouse or your chest in bed.); don't be too annoying to him; dealing with his âsmugnessâ on a daily basis and being his and his alone, the same way he's yours.
He's kinda into PDA, but more in the sense of telling anyone who might look at you with interest that you're his. Or anyone who looks down on you that if they do the slightest thing against you they will have to suffer at his claws. If the other person is a friend of yours, he'll let it go.
He has at least two types of kisses. The first is the âmake outâ kisses. When you're alone and he wants you (if you want him at the time too of course), he would give you deep kisses, kiss your neck and run his hands over you. Either he would make you sit on his lap our make you lie down with him.
His real meaningful kisses are the second ones. The "lazy" kisses. The first ones are linked to his pride. These second ones are much more affectionate. Usually happen when he's still sleepy, like when he just woke up from a good nap. He may lazily put his arms around you and kiss your cheek, neck, or shoulder gently. This is perhaps the most vulnerable state he will let you see. And so it will only happen in private.
Azul is also not very adept at PDA, but he is still capable of putting an arm around you and kissing your cheek to show how well he takes care of you.
He's already quite charming and pleasant with his potential clients, so with you it's not much different in public. The only difference is that with you it's genuine.
Do I need to say that dating him is like dating a Mafia Boss? AKA: Nobody disrespects my loved ones, unless they want a certain head in their beds when they wake up. (reference to The Godfather)
Being alone with him on a normal day would probably be being with him in his VIP room at Mostro Lounge. You're sitting on one of the couches while he's dealing with his paperwork. Heâs probably the type that likes to be teased a little. So, when you see that he is no longer that attentive to the papers, go up to him, play with his hair, kiss his cheek, that will put him in the mood for you.
Heâs the opposite of Leona. The kisses he usually gives you are sweet and charming like him. Because that's the side of him he want to show you the most. He'll kiss your cheek and lips affectionately. Let you sit on his lap. The side he most wants to show you is the confident and caring side. The one who shows you that you can trust him and that he will take care of you.
His most meaningful kiss is the opposite. The one related to his needy side. He shows you his most vulnerable side when he is the one who needs you. And that's what everything he does shows you. His kisses, his hugs, his begging look, all screaming âI need you! Please donât leave me.â
Jamil is completely against PDA! He doesn't like to stand out or draw attention and PDA always do that to the people involved. He won't hold your hand or kiss you. To the point where no one knows if you're even dating or not.
The only way he would show his affection for you in public is if that is a way to protect you. If someone looks down on you and he feels that that persons can be a threat to you, he will show that he is an even greater threat to them. In these moments, his protective side is stronger. He is Kalim's protector by obligation, but yours by free will.
It's when you're alone that he'll make up for his lack of affection of the day. On a normal day, you would be alone in the kitchen. He would probably be cooking for Kalim, but making something for you two as well. Heâll let you taste things as he cooks. He feels more relaxed when he's with you and even more so when you hug him.
When you're relaxing together, he would spoil you. Give you soft and sweet kisses. Pet your head and play with your hair. Give you massages and feed you things like grapes or small snacks. Or even taking the first mouthful of food he made for you to your mouth and seeing your delighted face.
The most meaningful gestures of affection he shows you are related to his most lustful side (lust for power) when you are the one spoiling him. The one moment in his life where he is no longer the servant, but the master. This time, he kisses your lips, your neck and everything he's entitled to. He tends not to show his feelings but with you he will show how much he loves you and how much he wants you.
In reality, Vil neither likes nor dislikes PDA. He's kind of indifferent to it. The only reason he doesn't do it with you is because it would have bad consequences for both of you for his work as an actor and model. The most he can do is walk hand in hand with you.
Even though he doesn't show it much in public, everyone will know that you two are dating. He'll make sure of it, even if it's just information on the internet or him straight out saying it. On the one hand to protect you, because only an idiot would try to mess with Vil Schoenheit's partner. On the other hand to discourage anyone who has the slightest interest in you. âHoney, theyâre with me. Do you really think you can even get to my heels? So, don't bother them.â
The only possible problem for you is that he's going to be more strict now that you're dating. From the outside it looks like he can be mean and demanding with you. But the truth is, he wants you to look your best so people know why he fell in love with you. He wants others to see on the outside how beautiful you are on the inside.
But of course, sometimes it's too much and you'll challenge him. Be stubborn and carefree. The best part? He's so into it! Your way of teasing each other.
He kisses you every now and then when you're alone. But when you put him on this mood, all his affection mix with boldness intensifies. Oh, of course, you wanted him to remind you what the reward is for listening to him. The answer is: appreciating you with the rest of his senses, sensual kisses on your lips, jaw, neck and shoulders; his hands running over your body, him delighting in your wearing the perfume he made for you. He'll show you how beautiful you are to him.
PDA is not even an option! There is no way! Na-a! Listen, Idia loves you, really, he promises BUT going with you to places where couples usually go is already a lot and holding hands is the absolute most he can do. IF that even happens.
He wouldnât be the jealous type. If someone shows an interest in you, at least they have good taste. But if someone looks down on you or goes so far as to disrespect you, then he goes from 0 to 100. Do these worms know he can hack them? exposing things that can completely ruin their lives until the day they pass through the gates of the underworld? Ortho can help protect you in the meantime.
Since he is a 0Â to 100 guy, his kisses are the same. His "0" kisses are lazy. Mainly light, on your shoulder and neck, because you would be sitting on his lap, chest to chest, while he plays on his PC and you on your phone on his back. He also gives you casual "hi" and "bye" kisses on the lips.
Then there is his "100" kisses. Those are the real meaningful kisses, the "I love you" kisses. They are passionate but kind. Because loving you is different for loving a game, it's like he found his balance. they are not needy, but appreciative, the real embodiment of "OMG, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" He also becomes bolder as he feels comfortable with you. He loves to tease you until he makes you shut him up with a kiss. The stronger your relationship is, the more daring and smug he will be.
Malleus is quite indifferent to PDA. However, he is not the type to initiate the exchange of affection, but he is the type to reciprocate it. He won't kiss or hug you out of nowhere. But if you kiss or hug him, he will definitely reciprocate.
And he's going to be extremely casual about it. I mean, it's two lovers interacting with each other. As young humans would say: What's the big deal? However, he still distinguishes between the affection he gives you in public and the affection he gives you in private.
In public, his hugs are polite, and his kisses are light but loving.
In private, what he wants most is simply to be with you. He loves it when you sit on his lap and he cuddles you, and he likes it even more when you cuddle him back. He maintains his composure quite well, but you know that just your kisses on his checks already melt him inside.
His regular kisses in privet are sweet, loving, showing you that you are the most precious thing in his life. And very recurrent. He may not be the type to initiate the exchange of affection in public, but he certainly is in private.
All his kisses are meaningful, but the most meaningful of all are the one he gives you on your lips while smiling. The kind of kiss he can't stop himself from giving you. You may not even notice when they happen, because you are simply being yourself.
He feels the need to kiss you passionately when you do something that reminds him of why he fell in love with you. The moments when you do something that may seem simple, but for him it is something extraordinary. And if you don't realize at first how incredible that small gesture can be for him, it only makes you more charming.
If you would like to read more from me, you can find it in my pinned post: INDEX
#Twisted Wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#disney twisted wonderland#twst imagines#twst wonderland#twst fluff#Twisted Wonderland Fluff#Riddle Rosehearts#Riddle Rosehearts x Reader#Riddle x Reader#Leona Kingscholar#Leona Kingscholar x Reader#Leona x Reader#Azul Ashengrotto#Azul Ashengrotto x Reader#Azul x Reader#Jamil Viper#Jamil Viper x Reader#Jamil x Reader#Vil Schoenheit#Vil Schoenheit x Reader#Vil x Reader#Idia Shroud#Idia Shroud x Reader#Idia x Reader#Malleus Draconia#Malleus Draconia x Reader#Malleus x Reader
6K notes
·
View notes
Text
new rules
pairing: ex!Worst!Logan Howlett x f!reader word count: 2.7k summary: You've been broken up for long enough. It shouldn't be this hard to stay away. content/warnings: smut, angst, Logan's a disaster alcoholic, suicidal ideation, unhealthy relationships, big dick a/n: I didn't expect the Logan bug to bite me, but here I am, horny for this old man, writing a songfic in the year of our lord two thousand twenty four. Dua Lipa's "New Rules" came on shuffle and I needed to make it about our big boy. Thank you to the loml @ozarkthedog for being the best human alive and also for hyping me up, reading it thru, and telling me "it made me actually want to try to fix him" đ
Youâre in your pajamas, toothbrush in hand and moisturizer shining on your face, when the screen of your phone lights up. You wince when you see the contact name.
DO NOT PICK UP
You watch as it rings out, and you exhale when the comfort of the black screen returns.
And then it lights up again.
Just ignore it. Just ignore it.
As youâre spitting your toothpaste into the sink, the screen lights up again, DO NOT PICK UP flashing across.
Itâs a bad idea. Itâs always a bad idea.Â
But as it lights up a fourth time, you hit accept. As you bring the phone to your ear, you already know what youâre going to say; you need to stop calling like this; have you been drinking?; this isnât going to happen againâ
And then you hear his voice. Itâs just a single word, and comes out more as a croak than anything else.
âHi, baby-â
Just like the first time. The third. The five hundredth. It makes you fucking melt, makes your body heat and your stomach flip.
âHi Logan.â
â
âItâs been too long, sweetheart-âÂ
âYeah, well-â you sigh. You know how this always goes. âI told you not to call.â
âBut you answered.âÂ
Even over the line he sounds smug. You wish you could punch him, god, if only. But you knew from past experience that his adamantium bones and entirely unfair regenerative powers would leave him perfectly unblemished, while you nursed a broken hand.
âSooo-,â you venture, âIs there something you need?â
It was better to play clueless, you reasoned; You werenât gonna jump the gun. You would make him spell it out.
"Just you, hon,â his voice is low and dangerous and you think you might really hate him this time.
âYou know itâs nearly midnight, donât you? Are you ever gonna call me when youâre sober?â
You hear a noncommittal grunt on the other end.
âWhat do you want, Logan?â
He takes a deep breath.
âCan I come over? Iâve just been missing you. Been a rough day.â
âNo.â
âPlease, baby? I need you. Please?â
You close your eyes and exhale. Ten calls ago, you might have tried to hide the frustration, but youâre well beyond that now.
Itâs always a bad idea. Always makes you remember the bits of him you miss desperately. Your nights together. How you still fucking love him.
âCan take care of you, princess-â he pleads.
âI hate when you call me that. And no, you canât. You canât even take care of yourself, Howlett.â
He huffs a laugh. âBeen doinâ alright a couple hundred years. Keepinâ myself alive.â
You donât want to say the question neither of you will acknowledge.
Is this really living?
âFine. You can come over.â
âIâll be there in five.â
âMotherfucker-! Have you been on your way this whole time, Lo?â
With a snort, he ends the call.
Heâs on you before you can even get the door closed behind you. His hands are cradling your head as he kisses you deeply. You were right; he tastes like cheap whiskey. And cigarettes, you realize. Fucking cigarettes. And then you rememberâ heâs all but abandoned his cigars, as though the pain of losing a vice was part of his penance.Â
With an awkward foot you try to hook the bridge of your foot along the edge of the door, pull at it, but instead of closing it you just overbalance, tumbling further into him.
He catches you as if it was nothing, as if he were so innately steady heâd always be there to break your fall.
When he has you back on your feet, he gets right back to it, tearing at your clothing and his, pulling your top over your head, fumbling with the drawstring of your bottoms. He cups your breasts, pinching and teasing, and walks you backwards till the backs of your knees hit the foot of your bed and you tumble.Â
Logan tumbles with you, his hold on you never ceasing, and now you can feel how hard he is against you.
It sends a shiver down your spine.
Youâve missed this. Fuck youâve missed this. What kind of self-destructive dumbass judgment were you letting rule you?Â
You need to gain some control back.
âCondom,â you tell him.Â
He rolls his eyes.
âIâm not joking, Logan. Should still be in the top drawer.â
He exhales with a chuckle, but pulls his beater over his head and lets you get an eyeful of his toned chest before leaning over and sliding the drawer open.
Then, he rummages around, pulling back with a shit-eating grin.Â
In his hand is a roll of condoms, classic fit.
âYou got a little boyfriend?â he asks, and you feel your face heat.
âShut the fuck up, Logan.â
âNow Iâm not seeing the Magnumâs in here. You sure you still have them? Or are you so busy fucking dumbass boys with little pricks that you canât even bother to pick up the phone?â
âThe condoms are just in caseâ better to be preparedâ and besides itâs none of your fucking business if Iâm sleeping with anyone else!â
âYou know I canât get STIs, right?â
You do know. You remember that first conversation years ago. You grit your teeth.
âAnd if youâre so worried,â he continues, âIâll buy you Plan B.â
âMove,â you tell him, and he scoots back so you can look in the drawer yourself. Much to your chagrin, heâs right. Not a single gold packet in sight.
You groan, and he laughs.
You should tell him no. Should tell him that if he wants to fuck you, he needs to go out and get some. Because itâs not even the risk of any sort of transmission, or even the risk of pregnancy that gives you pause. Itâs the intimacy. The way you can hardly bear it when you can feel him dripping out of you. The love you still have for him, even after everything.Â
The way you know he still needs you, too. More than you need him. But after everything heâs done, everything heâs been through, everything heâs lostâ you canât bear to be another thing he loses, not fully.
But now heâs straddling you, scooting you backwards towards the head of the bed. His cock presses heavy against your thigh, and youâre so overwhelmed by the way heâs pressing kisses along your jaw and nibbling behind your ear, you barely notice as he lifts your hips to pull your panties down. His nails scrape down your back and the angry scratches start to bloom with heat.Â
You donât realize youâre both fully naked until you feel the heat from him press against you, the slick of his weeping cockhead dragging a trail just below your navel, down down down-
He strokes himself twice and lines himself up, pressing against your opening. You wait for the feeling, for the way he always slams inside you, but he surprises you. Presses the tip in and rocks himself gently, easing you open.
After a moment (and hardly a single inch) he pulls out and sits up.
For a gut-wrenching second, you think heâs changed his mind, and how fucking dare him? Heâs not the one who gets to back out of this. Fuck.
But then his cock is replaced with his hand, and he pumps himself with his left, while pressing inside of you with his right, scissoring his fingers open, pulling whine and moan and gasp out of you, coaxing you along with his filthy mouth the whole way.
âJesus Christ,â he sighs, letting out a groan when you squirm against him, âYouâre tight as the first time I fucked you. Clearly no oneâs been takinâ care of this pussy, huh?â
Two fingers become three, and youâre overwhelmed with sensation, pleasure taking over any rational thought.
âThatâs it, honey, open up for me. Such a shame no oneâs been fuckinâ you right. Would make you feel good every damn day if youâd let me.â
He rubs against your clit in unyielding circles and pulls you right to the edge. You feel yourself dripping, thighs trembling, and tears rolling down your face, but just as youâre about to cum he stops. He guides your arms upwards and pins you down by the wrists with one rough hand and leans over, caging you against the bed. In a second beat, he knocks your legs wide, baring you fully, and he presses himself in. Youâre beyond slick and the glide is exquisite. The feeling of his bare cock pressing into you makes you shudder with arousal. The wiry hairs at the base of his cock grind against you, making you shake.Â
He fucks you deep and slow. The drag is exquisite. He pulls almost the whole way out, before rocking back in again, his foreskin adding to the delicious glide. With every thrust heâs burying himself so deeply youâd swear you could feel him in your belly.
âYouâre openinâ up so nice, takinâ it so good,â he growls, and you feel a thrill of pleasure bloom through your body at the praise. âBeen missinâ this. Miss how soft you feel around me. Have you been missinâ your old man, too?â
You donât even register heâs asked a question till his palm is swatting your jaw. Itâs not painful, it doesnât even sting. And it does exactly what heâd hoped; it refocuses you on him.
âWha- What?â you ask, coming back to him, whilst feeling your peak build and build and build-
âHave you been missinâ your old man, princess?Â
âFuck you, Logan.â
âUse your words.â
âYes-â
âYes, what?â
âYes Iâve been missing you. Stop looking at me like that, Lo. Câmon now, fuck me like you mean it.â
You canât deal with him being sincere right now. You need it rough and you need it mean.
It takes him a moment to pull himself away but then he does, obliging as if he can read your thoughts. He pulls out, leans back, hooks your legs over his shoulders, and makes you moan as he folds you in half. Heâs pressing so much deeper now than he had only a moment ago. Any gentleness that had been there disappears immediately.
Heâs panting, letting out heavy grunts as he slams into you and sweat drips down his temple.Â
As he fucks you, he drives into you cruelly but you match each thrust. Every time he knocks you back, you press against him harder and heavier. Make sure it hurts, for both of you.
Heâs never been a selfish lover and makes you scream on his cock, cumming three times in rapid succession, each peak that little bit higher. Each peak is a little bit harder.Â
Youâre boneless and spent. When he cums inside you, his claws shoot out, angrily splintering existing notches on your headboard. Blood trickles down between his knuckles. One drop lands on your lips, the perfect kiss from this mess of a man. Another drop lands on your new linen pillowcase.
At least you got those tide pens.Â
You want to tell him off about the headboardâthe splintered edges are ugly and ragged. But the fact you hadnât gotten a new headboard is kind of on you. It may as well be an invitation.
You add a note to your shopping list. Plan B.
â-
You wake up alone in a dark room. The first thing you see is your bedside alarm clock, red blinking numbers telling you itâs 3:12 AM. Then, you hear a rustling in your living room.
You step out to investigate, bleary-eyed, to find Logan silhouetted in front of your liquor cabinet, bottle of amber liquid in hand. He raises the bottle and takes a swig.
Back to this-
"Go home, Logan.â You tell him, and he startles at your voice.
"Baby- I been havinâ bad dreams-âÂ
You cut him off. "Iâll call you a cab. Youâre not staying here, trying to drink yourself to death on my sofa-â
"Sweetheart,â he cuts in, âYou know it never sticks-âÂ
He says it with a grin like it means nothing, and itâs mean. Makes your stomach flip.
This is the closest either of you had ever gotten to the depths of it all. Youâd both been pretending for so long.
You leave the room.
A minute later, youâre back, and Logan has emptied the bottle.
"Get dressed.â You toss his shirt at him. It smacks him in the face and falls unceremoniously to the floor. âCabâs on its way. You owe me for the whiskey.â
He nods. His movement is loose, and you can see the booze is finally affecting him. More than just making him gutsy, itâs making him sloppy. Every movement is sluggish as he redresses.
"You wanna know why?â He asks, and it comes out slurred.
You ignore him. âIâll walk you down. Get home safe, okay?â
He nods again. Looks like heâs trying to put on a show to prove just how sincere he is.
You kick his shoes towards him, and help him with his jacket when he struggles.
A horn honks outside, and you both look to the window. When you turn your head back, though, heâs only inches away from you, whiskey-breath across your cheek, and a wearier frown than heâs ever let you see before.
"When I drink I donât dream-,â he tells you, âClaws donât come out.â
Then he kisses you on the cheek, turns on his heel with an unsteady sway, and leaves your home.
You struggle for hours to fall back asleep, the bed suddenly much too big.
You ignore his calls for a week. They come through later and later. Nine PM, ten. Midnight. Two.
And then one night you get a text.Â
Heâs rarely one for texting, so to see the notification makes your heart speed up and your stomach flip.
DO NOT PICK UP - Attachment: 1 Video
With a single, hesitant tap, you open it.
Youâre not sure what you expected. Something dramatic, maybe? Something miserable? You hope to god heâs not figured out some way to make himself an adamantium bullet. Itâs a fear thatâs bounced around in your head for a while now, but youâd never ask just in case he hasnât thought of it yet himself.
Whatever it is, though, it has to be something that will make your heart ache and your head spin andâ
Itâs anticlimactic. Kind of.
Itâs just a video of him, phone angled to show him in his steamed-up mirror.
There are dark shadows beneath his red-rimmed eyes, but besides that, he looks as perfect as ever. You canât see below his hips, but you know Logan and you know heâs fully naked. His body hair is slick, his skin glowing from being freshly showered.
This fucking asshole knows exactly how to get you.
You hit play.Â
At first, you can barely tell itâs a video. And then you see the way his arm is moving. Heâs holding his phone with one hand, his other casually stroking himself just below the frame of the video.
âYou gonna stop ignoring me?â he asks, his voice a throaty purr. âQuit playing games. Get your ass over here and let me take care of you.â
AND, you realize with a twinge, you text with him so rarely, you never turned off read receipts.
Three dots appear and you know that he knows youâve seen it.Â
A moment later, the text comes through.
âReady for you, princess.â
God, if only it would take more than that.
As if overtaken by a horny ghost, youâre already slipping your panties off and putting on your favorite skirt.Â
Youâre at his house an hour later.Â
You let him guide you. Taste you. Fuck you. Fight with you.Â
You let him devour you, and let yourself fall in with him, in with the guilt and the anger and the hate and self-pity.
And fuck, itâs the love, too. It never went away.
#logan howlett x fem!reader#logan howlett x reader#wolverine x reader#wolverine x you#logan howlett x you#wolverine smut#james logan howlett x reader#xmen x reader#logan howlett x f!reader#logan x reader#logan x f!reader#logan x fem!reader#logan howlett smut#worst logan#worst wolverine
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
my perception of grades totally changed since i started uni
#in school i just did the bare minimum a pass was fine and a 3 great#it's insane to think about it how little i did like for a lot of subjects not at all and if i did i'd study like 2 hrs the day before đ#and i thought this was studying hard or if i studied 3 hrs at least whaaat#well for some subjects i did a bit more#but like it is no comparrison#at uni i also did study the day before a few times but then i did an 8hr session#(i might just need to do that tmrw but the thing is the exam is one you can't study for so literary idk what i'd study so long for??)#(or how to study... it's translation but how tf do you study translation it's highly subjective and there are no practice exercises)#(i will probably just look at the notes)#but anyway for my last exam i spent 5 hrs in the library a day and i already started 2 weeks before (altough just in smaller bits)#but bumped it up exam week i did like 2-3hrs on average a day#even if i start too late like i did for one of the hardest test of my studies i only studied for 2 days but like all day or 10hrs sth a day#it by far exceeds the 2hrs lmao and even that was very little for this exam many studied 2 weeks but like i got a good grade so it's okay#but my point is now that i get better grades good one's a C is a massive disappointment for me đ
#unless it was a really difficult one then i'd take it but like it upsets me#a teacher once told me when i got a c on an exam quite a few failed that many would be happy to have that grade well true tbh but i can't#and once i almost cried because i got a C because i thought it was an easy course but it was an oral exam and i'm worse in these#(because in written i often remember the answer later in the exam and then go back but in oral i can't do that)#well that was embarrassingđ i'm trying to never do that again so if i get asked how i feel abt it say it's okay ig#but sometimes even a B is meh đ
especially if an A was possible and it was an easy course/exam#i want more A's less B's tbh B's also because i really want to go abroad and raise my grade average for that#i want to go from a B average to an A something average to improve my chances#but yeah younger me wouldn't believe this đ#i really want to study harder to make that step up to more A's than B's like uni does come quite easy to me#and while i study way more compared to others i still get away with less effort and good results but i could have excellent grades#on the one hand it's good that i improved so much on the other those expectations might not be because i'm almost never satisfied anymore đ
#and i know it's kind of really unimportant because there are real problems and also many uni students struggle to pass their classes#it's maybe even a bit disrespectful because they'd be happy to have these grades and i should be more grateful#but i swear i don't look down on anyone with worse grades i know how difficult it can be and also how outside factors play a role#some have it more difficult some have to work a lot next to uni or really suffer from mental illness besides no one's brain is the same
1 note
·
View note
Text
tempting fate on the terrace
pairing: father's business rival CEO!bucky barnes x female reader
summary: you're relaxing on bucky's penthouse terrace and eating ice cream when he tempts you into something more
warnings: 18+ content (minors dni!!!), smut, piv sex, creampie, come play, light teasing, light overstimulation, finger sucking, choking, light bdsm, semi-public sex, little bit of exhibitionism, dirty talk, light degradation, praise kink, pet names (darling), unspecified age gap, fluff
word count: 2,900ish
a/n: y'all have @biteofcherry to blame for this follow up, because i couldn't get her idea out of my head and i just had to write it đ
i'm so so so so so happy with how this turned out. i kind of can't get enough of these naughty little lovebirds, i just love them so much!!! and i hope y'all enjoy this as much as i enjoyed writing it!! âĄ
tempting fate in the park (part 1)
tempting fate on the terrace (part 2)
tempting fate in the CEO's office (part 3)
The spring sunshine was perfectly warm on your face, and you stretched your legs out, sinking further into the soft cushions of the outdoor sofa as you considered whether you should trade in your Brooklyn brownstone for a Manhattan penthouse. Specifically a penthouse with a terrace as pretty as the one belonging to Bucky Barnes.Â
You licked your ice cream cone thoughtfully, gazing through the greenery that had been set up around the edge of the terrace to give it a sense of privacy. The whole of Manhattan seemed to sprawl beyond the edge of Buckyâs penthouse and you enjoyed the view almost as much as you loved the tree-lined Brooklyn street where you lived.
But your brownstone didnât have a concierge to go buy ice cream and cones so you could have a delightful treat after being ruined by one of the most powerful CEOs in the cityâwho also happened to be your fatherâs business rival. That said, your apartment did have a bagel store around the block with the best bagels in New York CityâŠ
You were distracted from comparing the benefits of your home to Buckyâs by the door to the terrace sliding open with a soft sound. The man who had been nothing more than your fatherâs business rivalâuntil heâd become much, much moreâpaused just outside the door, his hands slipping into the pockets of his lounge pants while he stared at you lazing about on his outdoor sofa.
You grinned, taking a long lick of your ice cream as you stared right back at him. He looked deliciously comfortable in his lounge pants and simple gray t-shirt, the soft cotton pulling tight across his broad shoulders. His brown hair was a little disheveled from how much youâd run your fingers through it, and his blue eyes sparkled in the golden late afternoon light.Â
âYâknow, darling, I could get used to seeing you looking so comfortable in my home,â Bucky rumbled as he prowled over to the sofa, lifting your legs and sitting down so they sprawled across his lap. Since he was closer, you could better see the way his eyes darkened as he raked them along your body. âAnd I could definitely get used to seeing you wear my clothes.â He fingered the bottom hem of the button-up shirt you were wearingâthe one youâd stolen off his floor and put on because it smelled like him. âIn fact, maybe it should be a rule that you only wear my clothes when youâre here.â
You laughed, the sound bright and airy as you tipped your head back, and you were still smiling when you looked back at Bucky. âYou already made it a rule that I canât wear panties while Iâm here,â you pointed out, kicking him lightly with your bare foot. âAt this rate, Iâll have to walk around naked, and I love your terrace too much for thatâyour neighbors are going to see me and weâre actually going to get that public indecency charge.â
Buckyâs hands had begun to massage your calves, slowly working their way up your legs but he paused in thought, his gaze going distant as he stared out over the city. âYâknow, I donât think you can get charged for public indecency if youâre naked on a private terrace,â he said, then turned mischievous eyes on you. âWhy donât we test it out,â he teased in a deliciously warm tone, his hands slipping up your thighs to push the hem of your shirt up, revealing your bare pussy to his gaze.
âJamieâsomeone could see!â you cried, laughing and pushing him away half-heartedly with one hand while you tried to hold your ice cream cone stable in the other. But Bucky turned and wedged his body between your legs so you couldnât close them, his gaze heating as he stared down at the apex of your thighs.
âChrist, your pussy looks pretty with my come spilling out of it,â Bucky muttered, almost to himself, his fingers trailing through your still sticky folds. Your hips stuttered up against his fingertips and you sucked in a gasp as he brushed gently against your sensitive clit. âSo fucking pretty, darling.âÂ
âJamie.â That time, when you said his name, it was more of a whimper, the sound so desperate it made heat flood your cheeks. You and Bucky had already fucked three times since youâd arrived at his penthouse, it was amazing that your body was still hungry for more. It felt like youâd be hungry for Bucky for the rest of your life.
Bucky looked up at you, grinning when he saw the needy look on your face. âYou might want to finish your ice cream, darling, because Iâm fucking another load into your pretty cunt the second youâre done,â he said, his voice low and gravelly and making you shiver as warmth pooled between your thighs.Â
Grabbing the collar of Buckyâs shirt, you pulled yourself up to sit, your legs wrapped around his waist from the side and held your treat out to him. âHelp me finish, Jamie,â you begged in a playful tone, giving him a sweet smile as if you didnât hear the double entendre of your words.Â
Bucky held your gaze as he leaned forward and took a big bite of your ice cream, chomping on some of the cone and making you laugh. But the warm spring sunshine was hot enough that the ice cream was soon dripping down your fingers and you quickly licked it up. Bucky watched you for a moment before he wrapped a hand around your throat and dragged you in for a messy kiss, the sweet taste of ice cream filling your senses just as much as the rich taste that was all Bucky.
Together, the two of you finished off your ice cream, laughing and kissing and tasting each other. When the cone was gone, you licked the sticky sweetness from Buckyâs fingers, your tongue teasing over his skin while you watched his blue eyes darken with desire. Once you were done, he tortured you in much the same way, his tongue sliding between your fingers in such an obscene way, you let out a soft moan as you imagined his warm mouth pressed between your thighs instead.
By the time every trace of ice cream had been licked from your skin, you were soaking wet and desperate for Bucky; you pulled him in for a kiss. He made quick work of unbuttoning the shirt you wore and pushing it down over your shoulders while your fingers dove beneath his t-shirt. You raked your nails lightly through the dark hair that decorated his chest, delighting in the softness of it against your fingertips. He groaned into your mouth, breaking away only to pull his shirt off.Â
Then he was laying you down on the sofa and pushing his lounge pants off to pool at his feet before he climbed over you, covering your body with his broader form. His hips settled between your thighs, his hard length nestling perfectly between your slick lower lips.Â
âFuck, you feel good, darling,â Bucky rumbled on a moan, moving his hips back and forth, just enough to slide the hard ridge of his cock against your puffy clit. âWanna be buried in this cunt every fucking moment of the dayâyouâre tuning me into some pussy-drunk idiot,â he growled, kissing and nipping at your jaw while his hand circled your throat, his fingers digging lightly into the sides.
You huffed a sound that was half laugh, half shuddering moan, your legs hooking around the backs of Buckyâs thighs and using the leverage to grind against his bare cock. âIf it makes you feel any better, all I can think about is how badly I want to be your cockdrunk little slut,â you murmured in his ear, nuzzling your cheek against the scruff on his jaw and delighting in the delicious rasp against your skin. âI think about sitting under your desk in your office, your cock in my throat, keeping you warm while you work.â
âOh fuckâfuck, darling,â Bucky groaned, rocking against you harder, his cock growing wet and slick with your juices the more he slid through your pussy lips. âWhen youâre not here and Iâm stroking my cock, I think about fucking you at one of your fatherâs boring galas,â he rumbled, his words coming faster to match the speed of his hips. âI think about sinking my cock into you and pumping you full of come and making you go back out to the party with my load dripping down your thighs beneath your gown.â
You raked your fingers through Buckyâs soft hair, clinging to him while your hips kept rocking together. His hard cock was rubbing your clit and his words were spinning delicious fantasies and it was too much. You felt your release swelling within you, threatening to overwhelm you, but you didnât want to come against his cock, you wanted to come on his cock.
âJamie,â you cried on a gasp, babbling words that you hoped made sense so heâd know what you wanted, âI canâtâIâm gonnaâplease, inside meâcome, please!âÂ
Thankfully, Bucky understood your nonsense and he chuckled against your cheek. âRemember to be quiet, darling,â he rumbled, the warmth in his tone telling you he was grinning. âDonât want the neighbors to hear you and risk finding out about whether we can get a public indecency charge on my private terrace.â
Before you could even think to respond to his teasing, Bucky pulled back, the tip of his cock needing no guidance to find your dripping hole. He slid inside easily, stretching you out around his cock. Your cunt was so wet, and you were so close to coming, it felt like your body was sucking him in deeper, your inner walls clinging to him as he split you open with his cock.
Despite Buckyâs warning, you groaned loudlyânot because you wanted to find out about the indecency charge, but because you simply couldnât control yourself. No matter how many times Bucky fucked you, every time he pushed deep into your cunt, it felt so good your mind went fuzzy with pleasure. You never wanted it to end, you wanted him inside you all the time, always and forever.
When the head of his cock pushed against your cervix, he grunted in pleasure while you moaned your own delight. Bucky dug his fingers deeper into the sides of your throat, cutting off your sound of ecstasy while he lifted himself up enough to see you. His eyes roved hungrily over your face, eagerly drinking in the way your expression twisted in pleasure as he pulled back and thrust inside you again, his hips clapping against your thighs.Â
âDirty, filthy girl,â Bucky grunted, thrusting into you to punctuate each word. âCan never be quiet when I tell you.â
You tried to smirk up at him, but another hard driving thrust had your eyes rolling back and your mouth falling open on a silent moan. With what you thought was a valiant effort, you mannaged to huff, âThatâs because I like it when you make me be quiet, Mr. Barnes.âÂ
Buckyâs eyes narrowed on you and his mouth twisted into a determined snarl. âYou know I prefer when you call me Jamie,â he growled, fucking you harder and faster, pressing his face close to yours so you could feel his warm breath ghost over your cheek. âYou call me Jamie when my cock is deep in your cunt and Iâm about to pump you full of my fourth load todayâdâyou hear me, darling?â
It was so much fun riling Bucky up, and you were enjoying the result of your efforts, your body lighting up from within as he pounded into you. But you knew he wanted an answer to his question, so you parted your lips and babbled, âYes, sir, you feel so good, Jamieâlove it when you fuck me hard, Jamie, please!â
âThereâs my good girl,â Bucky rumbled, his tone as warm as the sunshine falling across your bare skin. He brushed a kiss to your cheek and pushed your thighs wider, fucking you in deep, grinding thrusts that had his pelvis rubbing perfectly against your clit. âNow come on my cock, darling, wanna feel your cunt choking my dick like Iâm choking your pretty throat.â
As if you could resist an order like that.Â
At Buckyâs filthy words, you came undone. The swelling pleasure in your core burst, and your body went taut as wave after wave of overwhelming sensation washed over you. Your lips parted in a scream that Bucky made sure stayed silent, his big hand gripping your throat so tightly, it made your entire being focus in on everything your body was feeling, every little spark and fizzle of pleasure that came from his cock, his handâhim.
âGood girl, so good, feel so fucking good, darling, fuckâfuck,â Bucky groaned, his hips thrusting wildly between your thighs until he pressed deep and let out a low grunt. His cock twitched and throbbed inside you and you knew he was coming, your clenching pussy milking every drop of his load from his balls.Â
âJamie,â you murmured when he loosened his grip on your throat. âJamie, Jamie, Jamie.â Your chanting words were a plea and a prayer, which Bucky seemed to understand because his arms dug beneath your body so he could cradle you tight to his chest until there wasnât a breath of air between you. You rode out your releases like that, your bodies writhing together, clinging to one another, unwilling to let the other move even a millimeter away.Â
Slowly, eventually, the two of you settled, your body melting beneath Buckyâs while his cock softened inside you. His come spilled from your slit, sliding down between your ass cheeks. But you couldnât be bothered by the mess the two of you had made, not when it felt too good to simply lay with Bucky, both of you naked and basking in the golden spring sunshine.
âSooo,â you began, drawing out the word as you trailed your fingers through Buckyâs soft hair. He rumbled a short hum of acknowledgement. âDâyou think any of your neighbors heard us?â
That had Bucky chuckling. He pressed a kiss to your neck, his lips finding the same spot where his fingers had dug in, making you shiver. âWhatâre they gonna do, tell me I canât fuck my girlfriend on my own private terrace?â he grumbled.Â
You went still beneath him and Bucky could feel the change in you, immediately lifting himself up so he could see your face. At his questioning look, you whispered, âThatâs the first time youâve called me your girlfriend.â You hated how small your voice sounded, but you were suddenly very afraid it was a slip of the tongue that Bucky would take back the second you pointed it out.
But he didnât. Instead, his eyes went soft and he ducked down to press a sweet and firm kiss to your lips. âYouâre my girlfriend,â he said resolutely, but then paused and gave you a look you couldnât decipher. âUnless you donât want to be.â
Your eyes widened and your fingers dug possessively into the back of his neck. âNo, no, I want to be, I want to be,â you assured him quickly, smiling when he looked relieved. You pulled him down for another kiss, though it was difficult because you were grinning so hard. âDoes this mean youâre my boyfriend, Jamie?â
âOf course I am,â he growled, nipping playfully at your lip and making you giggle.
âOK good,â you said with a happy sigh, going back to raking your fingers through his hair. âThen as your girlfriend,â you began, a teasing lightheartedness in your tone. âI demand my boyfriend get me another ice cream coneâsince he ate half of mine.â When Bucky cut his eyes to yours, you gave him your best innocent pout, even though you knew he saw right through you.Â
âAnything for you, darling,â he rumbled, dropping a kiss to your lips before he extricated himself from your body and sat up. He pulled his lounge pants back on and then tugged his t-shirt on over your head, a pleased smile curving his lips at the sight of you wearing his clothes.Â
When Bucky dragged you up from the sofa, you tugged the hem of his shirt down over your ass, not wanting to flash any neighbors who might be looking, even though the greenery around the edge of the terrace would likely block you from view. Still, if you ever happened to move into Buckyâs penthouse, you didnât want to have a reputation for walking around naked.
Not that you could see yourself giving up your beloved Brooklyn brownstone.Â
Probably.
Unless Bucky asked you to move into his penthouseâŠ
Thankfully, you were distracted from what a future with Bucky would mean for your housing situation by the man himself pulling your favorite flavor of ice cream from his freezer. He turned to you with a happy grin, looking devastatingly handsome and at home in his penthouse kitchen.
Right then, you decided you werenât going to be tempting fate on the terrace again. It had been fun to fuck your boyfriend where any of his neighbors could have overheard or caught a glimpse of you, but you didnât want to risk it again.
Just in case you did end up moving into Bucky Barnesâ penthouse.
tempting fate in the park (part 1)
tempting fate on the terrace (part 2)
tempting fate in the CEO's office (part 3)
#bucky barnes#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x reader#bucky barnes x you#ceo bucky barnes#ceo!bucky barnes#ceo au#sebastian stan#sebastian stan smut#sebastian stan fanfiction#sebastian stan characters#witchywithwhiskeywork
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
iwtv universe dashboard simulator
girlmand reblogged
đ¶âđ«ïžgaysexinthecity Follow
not saying vampires are real but i think Daniel Molloy gets way too much shit . like if i was a pulitzer prize winning journalist in my seventies and some guy called me and was like im a vampire want an interview i wouldn't hesitate either. fuck man sure tell me about being a vampire. i'll believe you
đ magical-swiftie
reading Interview with the Vampire rn and Claudia and Madeline are sooo Long Face core
#now that i think of it a lot of tvl's songs fit this book really well #like #'she gave me life I gave her death'??? # that's so them!!!
đïž girlblogg1ng
btw if you're still listening to the vampire lestat, unfollow me now. and like, seriously consider why you're giving plays to a guy who appropriates ancient egyptian history for his vampire schtick, it's honestly sickening
#the vampire lestat #tvl #maintagging because people need to see this honestly #.txt
đsampire
keep seeing ppl try to cancel tvl for things hes said to his fans or how he talks about ancient egyptian mythology and not that song where he talks about fucking his mother. like im not crazy right he wrote a whole song about how he fucked his mother
đ stingorarr
"we are your children/but what do you give us/is your silence/a better gift than the truth?" sounds like it should be some ancient Greek poetry but it's literally in a song by the vampire lestat!!!
it just hits so hard... like your parents gave you nothing but maybe the truth would be more unbearable than silence...
#tvl #the vampire lestat #twmbk #those who must be kept
sampire reblogged danielmxllxy
đ«ïž beatlesrpf Follow
please tell me you guys arent serious about the vampire lestat. please tell me youre not stanning a man who wrote "im an actor in my makeup, i get fatter when we break up"
#guys please #this is worse than the tortured poets department
đ€ carrieblogging Follow
Based on your likes!
Hey, Tumblr, I need a little help here?
So, my best friend has been acting a little weird lately. Like, his sleep schedule has gotten really strange (stranger than normal đ
), and I haven't seen him without sunglasses on in a week?
His diet has changed, too, like he used to always be snacking whenever I'd call him, but now he doesn't eat anything that I can see.
He even cancelled our tickets to ComicCon!! I've been waiting to meet up with him for years, and now he's just bailed on me?!? I'm mad, but honestly more worried than anything....
#carrie speaks
đ marbellina124
guys I think I've found the vampire Armand at the MET đđ
#it doesn't match the dates from the book so like #yeah #but imagine.... #parisian mutuals you have a power that can be used
interview-with-the-glampire reblogged wormyworms
đȘ± wormyworms Follow
mmm tbh the only reason i *don't* believe vampires are real is because if *i* was interviewing two vampires to write a book about their life? i would not be leaving that house without their fangs in my neck and eternal life. just saying
đ interview-with-the-glampire
understandable but have you considered. if I went to interview two vampires and got immortality and vampire sex out of that deal I wouldn't go around letting everyone know :/
danielmxllxy reblogged sampire
đ marbellina124
so were all in agreement he fucked that vampire right
#oh I think he fucked AT LEAST two of those vampires #iwtv #rb
#iwtv#amc iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#cleb talky#fake posts#unreality cw#btw the lestat lyrics that arent from long face r from queen of the damned#(i made a guess as to what one of his songs would be called)#the photo is a real picture i took at the met. if i went to the met again with the purpose of finding armand i could prolly do better
991 notes
·
View notes