#I still feel like absolute shite btw

[tragedykery]

things that would, if not fix me, at least improve my current situation somewhat: being knocked out by a comically large rubber mallet

[1roentgen]

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[acupofqueercoffee]

Hey there again!! How are you doing? So, I had an idea about Andy (as usual, this time it is smutty tho) and I wanted to know if you would be willing to do it, so I was thinking of a very angry Dark!Andromache thing (it's weird to think about her as dark, I know, but hear me out) where reader is a new immortal, she has a very bubbly personality and wears cute fluffy clothes (tiny flower skirts and dresses, cloud thigh highs, bows in her hair, flower tiaras, all that adorable thing that makes everyone coo), Andy is the first one to meet her (let's say reader became immortal during the group's apart time) and reader starts to fear Andy because of her murdering talents and all that jazz, Andy doesn't like that one bit something among the lines of "You are like me, you'll become a murderer too" and reader is absolutely terrified, cying and doing her best to run and deny and after some time of stalking and screaming Andy loses her patience and decides to break the stubbornness out of the reader by making her absolutely mind-broken, I saw one of your imagines had dubious consent, that's kind off what I am going for here she takes reader to a place (that will depend on you, you can make it a house or a hotel, or something else entirely, go wild) and starts overstimulating the reader, using her to pleasure herself, once again GO WILD. She makes reader promise and repeat that shes gonna obey Andy and makes her pass out of exhaustion, and when reader wakes up she's all snuggled up and Andy (very manipulatively) reminds her of her promises and reader (being the adorable little thing she is) submits to Andy completely.

What do you think? I know it has a lot of serious stuff on it, so if you don't feel comfortable to write it, it's completely chill, I read your message about how your not in a good place right now and I wanted to tell you that your writing is absolutely amazing, your words are so well placed and every paragraph makes me feel butterflies dance on my stomach, in a summary, your writing is absolutely amazing!!!

Btw, thank you for your amazing imagines of Andy, i read them constantly and my hunger for your writing just grows!!! (I read some of the Lesso ones too and I shall tell you, I watched the movie entirely because of you ;^;)

Oooooooh 🌝 first of all, just wow, your mind! this has so much potential ( i just hope that my writing will be able to live up to how i've pictured it in my mind :')) )

and second of all, i’m sorry for the late response. I keep getting distracted quite easily these days and can barely get in the zone to write. I mean i do finish a couple of lines a day but welp :3 it’s just been hard for me to sit still and write. which is to say, while i have no qualms about putting your intriguing idea, which honestly i’m quite excited to start toying around with, into words, i still have some unfinished works that i need to see through. the problem here is that i’m finding it rather challenging to solely concentrate on writing in general because i keep getting sidetracked 🥲 so if it’s ok with you, i’d like to…well, save it for later when i’m really reeeeeally in the mood. that way, i can execute it to the very best of my ability.

also, i have a couple of questions.

by the group’s apart time, do you mean something like at the start of the film where they’ve all been travelling individually around the world before we see them reuniting once more?

annnnd just wanna make sure. “using her to pleasure herself” do you mean andy using the reader to pleasure herself?

i know i've said this before but you're an absolute sweetheart. seeing this in my inbox literally made me so gleefully giddy! i love andy so much. i enjoy writing for her and i plan to keep on doing it. it sucks that as much as i can imagine and picture things so easily, i'm not really the fastest writer. i can produce words neither quickly nor effortlessly and with my wavering concentration in the mix, ugh just absolute shite :'))

[applesfallingfromblondehair]

You’ve written it so well that you’re like no Ross isn’t a rebound or a plan B but when you do a reread (different anon btw just also did a recent reread) I truly think that Matty would still choose George if he was given the opportunity. It’s not like George is single and Matty has chosen Ross, Matty literally can’t have George in any real way right now and is choosing the safe and stable option, just like what George is doing. I truly believe that if George showed up in NY and was like I broke up with Charli, let’s do this then Matty would grab that Italian take out and follow him anywhere (just a quick pit stop for a tattoo cover up before they go anywhere). They just have a history and connection that sadly I don’t think can be matched by Ross no matter how sweet he is. The thing with Matty and George just seems like something you don’t move on from and there will always be a what if in the back of their minds. The NY chapter was so sweet but they’re also in a bubble and that isn’t realistic for life. In a few weeks they go back to living in tight quarters with George 24/7 and I don’t think Matty has moved on, more out of sight out of mind. Especially if George is going to be nice and understanding now which is harder to hate than when he was being an asshole.

I know we have the tattoo and the remix coming up which is cringe, but is it wrong? They said goodbye to each other and Matty is now with Ross. Just like George couldn’t be mad at Matty’s actions because he had a girlfriend, Matty has Ross now and George doesn’t belong to him in any capacity. He made his choices and I don’t think George owes Matty anything in this regard.

And come on, that goodbye scene in the last chapter. That was heartbreaking, clearly two people that truly want each other but the timing and situations aren’t aligning.

God DAMN this is long. This is like one of those emails I usually reply "please see my answers below in green" to, except I can't do it here on tumblr and also this is MUCH MORE FUN, obviously. 😂 Alright, here we fucking go. *cracks knuckles*

Matty would still choose George if he was given the opportunity: I feel like this is correct in some way, and I feel like Normal People has both made me and ruined me as an author, because I am now an absolute sucker for the will-they-won't-they star-crossed lovers dynamic, the couple that seems to be destined to be together but also who doesn't ever seem to align at any time. Or better, they do, but it never seems to last for whatever reason. (Mostly, because they don't talk to each other much.) And I know I shouldn't draw comparisons between me and actually celebrated published authors because now you'll all think my writing is shite, but please be aware that that's the kind of heartache I'm shooting for. So no, you're not wrong here at all.

If George showed up, Matty would immediately go with him: honestly, I don't think it's that simple. And I'm not saying this because I'm rooting for the healthy relationship here, even if in some capacity I am, but because it's just not that simple. But again, I see where you're coming from with this and it seems to be that eternal loop of going back to the One Person You Think Is Your Person even if the Person hurt you over and over again, or maybe more accurately you can't seem to stop hurting each other. I get it, and it's a valid point too.

The NY chapter was so sweet but they’re also in a bubble and that isn’t realistic for life: yeah, very true. More on this next week, you're definitely bang on on this. But also, let them be happy for a while you monster 😭

I don’t think Matty has moved on, more out of sight out of mind: I mean, it's hard to 'move on' from someone like that, especially in such a short period of time. Have you ever considered Christmas bringing about surprises, though? 👀

In conclusion, I'm not saying what's right or wrong because I don't want to ruin everything (and honestly because I'm still making key decisions but shhhh don't tell anyone okay?) but I love your analysis and how in depth you go, and all of the points you brought up are extremely good.

I am so blessed to have such engaged readers like you and I LOVE discussing these things, so please never stop sending these in. I adore you guys ❤️

[fortunatelyenchantingtaco]

Allergies are such a funny little debuff because it ranges from “oh a runny nose” to “if you eat this you die” and “you will sneeze so much youll be close to giving yourself brain damage”

Im the second thing btw. And they are so random? And multiply???? Like i got a random energy on fucking mangoes that gets me into allergic attack while i dont even like mangoes and almost never ate them in the first place but its also not from both, its developed

And i have a respiratory thing for a bunch of flowers that are specifically at home and they give me such bad sinusitis i need to drink antibiotics cause not only i sneeze every second and cry and feel like absolute shite, it also irritates my nose so badly it just snowballs until i need to drink antibiotics otherwise it will have more lasting damage like what the actual fuck really

Like honest to god winter is a great season nothing is blooming. Like im honestly very much still baffled that this shit even exists and almost two months of my life in the summer are just spent sneezing crying and being miserable for no reason whatsoever without any way to fix it and IVE TRIED ALLERGOVACINATION

You ever just live and get hit by a permanent debuff??? Yeah

[tomorrowillbeyou]

btw i absolutely adore this adaptation.. i was a bit wary because the more recent arwav was kind of shite sorry but i really think it connects so well with the heart of the message and what the book is trying to get across.. there were these little lines and snippets of dialogue that i thought oh god that's exactly what i would've left in that's so important, and esp the bits where they were getting across a characters inner monologue bc some of the MOSSTTT important takeaways and bits of info and plot are in those and sometimes book to film/series adaptations handle it soo badly but this was 👍👍 and the scene where they go to the hipster protein restaurant or whatever and margaret is like joking around and such with mr wilcox i really feel like a lesser adaptation might have left that out bc it's "filler" or whatever but it is like soo important to her character and yeah i just think it's a lovely adaptation and it doesn't spit on or dismiss the iconique merchant ivory version ehich i also love but i almost think this has more heart like it feels more like the characters are just real people hanging out and being their messy complicated selves and loving each other sooo soo much and i LOVE WHAT THEY DID WITH THE SCHLEGELS it feels so authentically siblingy like you would kill for each other without being asked but also fucking yell at each other at like every second its sooo full of love and genuine emotion and i really love it. and btw im only halfway through but still

[2-cute-4-school]

𝚗𝚌𝚝 𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚊 𝚌𝚞𝚍𝚍𝚕𝚢, 𝚎𝚡𝚑𝚊𝚞𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚜/𝚘

a/n: hiiiii so i decided to make this a 2in1 reaction; basically i just put together 2 of my requests that were *in my opinion* closely related. hope y’all don’t mind and enjoy!! ( ˊᵕˋ )♡.°⑅

requested by annonies: ‘Hey.. could you please do nct dream reaction to s/o having high fever and just wants cuddls? 🥺 like how would they take care of them.. make it fluffy please.’ & ‘nct dream reaction to their s/o being EXTREMELY tired and then like ummmmm cuddling and stuff maybe?? *uwuing in the distance*’

Mark Lee

okay but just imagine this (๑◕︵◕๑)

cuddle sessions when you’re both stretched thin and overworked

even though we all know he isn’t big on skinship i think he would throw all reticence out the window when it’s crystal clear that you both NEED each other ꒰๑˃͈꒳˂͈๑꒱ﾉ*ﾞ̥

so you just crawl under the bankets into his arms and you both just lay together in silence just enjoying each other’s presence

bonus points if he runs his hand through your hair and you trace shapes with the pads of your fingers on his skin (´,,•ω•,,)♡

it would probaby take a couple of lazy kisses and if you’re really really soft he might just hum some song lowly in your ear

just a lil heads up:

you ain’t getting out of his arms ‘til next morning so better hope you peed beforehand and have a bottle of water in reach (ಠ‿↼)

the only thing that would make him get up without a second thought?

if you’re feverish because of your exhaustion

his worry wouldn’t allow him to settle down until he’s 110% sure he made everything in his power to keep you comfortable 

“cold towels, water, painkillers just in case, is there anything i’m forgetting? babe, should i make you some tea-”

“mark, you know what would make me feel SO much better?”

“huh?” ｢(ﾟ<ﾟ)ﾞ??

“CUDDLES, BABE, CUDDLES!!” (╬ Ò ‸ Ó)

you don’t have to say that twice, your man is tucking you into his side in an instant flash ain’t got nothing on mark, he’s a man on a mission

he’ll try to stay awake long enough to make sure you’ve fallen asleep properly since he knows your fever won’t go away without proper rest

might hover over you the next morning too!! ( ≧Д≦)

Huang Renjun

this boy would FRET like CONSTANTLY

especially if you develop a fever 

he keeps piling up a lot of stuff in your room, anything he deems would be potentially helpful at some point is surrounding your bed

“jun, why tf is a cactus on my nightstand?” Σ(-᷅_-᷄๑)

“what if haechan walks through the door?”

“... understandable” ¯\_( ◉ 3 ◉ )_/¯

your room looks like a deposit at this point and you’ve tried to drag him to bed more times than you can count

but he’s restless ༼ ಥ ‿ ಥ ༽

until your frustration topples over and you’re on the verge of tears as you ask him for ✨cuddles ✨

he might actually feel bad for not joining you earlier so he’s gonna be EXTRA soft with you enjoy it while you can

he’s gonna pepper kisses all over you as he encases you in his lil arms and nuzzles his face into the crown of your head (っ˘з(˘⌣˘ )

he’s ready to offer free massages or head scratches!!!! LIMITED OFFER DON’T MISS OUT!!!

also he’s ready for literally anything

fever? medicine and wet towels nearby. thirst? 4 bottles of water AND gatorade. hunger? your favourite take out is waiting. any intruders? cactus is right by his hand. cuddles? CUDDLES!!!!! (۶* ‘ꆚ’)۶”

i think he’ll probably stay up even after you fell asleep, reading about how exhaustion affects one’s body and how to help i just think he’s a really wholesome person despite his all ‘don’t talk to him he angy’ character

but he’s still SO attentive to you!!

he’s down to anything that would make you feel better and if that means 20 hours of non stop cuddling so be it (๑•̀ㅂ•́)و✧

Lee Jeno

i think he’d be REALLY clingy with you even in normal circumstances kind of like how he’s with mark ya know

so your affected well-being will just give him an extra reason to evolve to his ULTIMATE LEVEL OF PHYSICAL AFFECTION◝( ′ㅂ`)و ̑̑

he won’t let you lift A FINGER

my man is cuddling you even while standing up (灬 ♡ ω ♡ 灬)

he’s also going to insist on carrying you anywhere even if it’s just from the bed to the bathroom this boi is strong you have no excuse to shy away from him he won’t let you

you have no chance at escaping him btw his arms are made of iron when it comes to cuddles good luck prying them off you

and even though he’s clearly focusing on your requested cuddles, he’ll ask you from time to time if you need anything, how you’re feeling, if you’re comfortable

lowkey uses the excuse of checking your temperature to give you endless forehead kithes cuz he can (*＾∀ﾟ)ъ

he also becomes kind of hyperaware of every little move you make

you shiver? he’s cocooning you in yet another blanket. you’re becoming restless? he adjusts your cuddling position until you’re fully comfortable.

NOTHING gets past him ┌༼ σ ‸ σ ༽┐

idk why but i have a hunch that jeno sleeps like a rock

so if he happens to fall asleep too and you need to get up? pfft yeah sure better call for a crane to lift you up from the bed  ૮( ᵒ̌ૢꇴᵒ̌ૢ )ა｡

he’s also going to be EXTREMELY cranky if anyone dares interrupt your extended cuddle session this is strictly ‘only y/n and jeno time’

he might also entertain you with a few pictures of his cats if you’re feeling soft or ugly pictures of his members if you need a good laugh

would totally recommend leaving yourself in jeno’s care!! ♡(.◜ω◝.)♡

Lee Haechan

he would LIVE for your cuddle sessions (●♡∀♡))

despite that, he WOULDN’T STAND you being uncomfortable for a single second if he can do something against that

i think he’s the type of person who wouldn’t leave even the smallest of papercuts untreated when it comes to his partner so exhaustion? fever? yeah no. frickin. way. ┐(;Ծ⌓Ծ;)┌

and after he’s absolutely sure he has everything you might need nearby and put a cold cloth on your forehead and made sure you were hydrated and well fed

he finally climbs into bed with you and just SMOTHERS the shite outta you i’m not even kidding ꒰๑*´ᗜ`*꒱*›◡‹꒱꒱

he’s full on *leech mode*, kisses and nuzzles and gentle caresses

and best part of the package? this man is a walking spotify premium!!

you get to choose whatever song you want and switch with no ads and he has no complaints since his payment is already made in cuddles

you thought this was the end of it?? SIKE

also an entertainment king!!  ୧༼✿ ͡◕ д ◕͡ ༽୨

we all know he probably has shit on all of the members and he’s not shy to do some harmless story telling to put you in a good mood

so just imagine and try coming up with anything better

sleepy you engulfed in the sunshine himself’s arms, tightly cradled against him with his soothing honey voice murmuring and humming to you and only you ˭̡̞(◞⁎˃ᆺ˂)◞*✰

his protective side might surface too btw

no one is allowed near you and if someone somehow managed to bother you? oh hell naw  🙃

now they’re on hyuck’s black list good luck mate

his babie gets the royalty treatment in those times guaranteed

Na Jaemin

he’s a doting boyfriend either way i think we can all agree on that

but you clinging to him and asking for cuddles? you not feeling well?

yeah not on his watch mother hen in action part the sea (ﾉ･ｪ･)ﾉ

i don’t think he’d panic tho, his only struggle would be postponing the cuddles you’re asking for while he prepares something to eat and a tea and fluffs up the pillows and blankets he’s gathered (oꆤ︵ꆤo)

but once he’s done?

yeah you’re bundled in a mountain of softness and most importantly? our cuddle bug jaemin (♡ >ω< ♡)

he’ll keep you propped up against his chest while he feeds you himself, proper care is something unskippable in his agenda

but after that any cuddling position is FREE REAL ESTATE!!

anything his baby wants, his baby gets ෆ╹ .̮ ╹ෆ

but for the sake of his mental stability he’d prefer to be in a position from where he can see you

boi is too worried to let you out of his sight so he’s aiming to be the big spoon or facing you directly 三 ( ◜◡‾)っ)⁰▿⁰)

he’ll help you fall asleep in any way he can

he’ll caress your back, your arms, he’ll softly massage your neck and shoulders, he has a playlist ready for sleepy moods

he is PREPARED ٩(๑•̀ㅂ•́)و

he checks your temperature every so often and he grumbles with a pout if it doesn’t seem to be going down

but if it comes down to it he won’t hesitate to ask someone to bring some medicine and if your exhaustion and/or fever doesn’t relent he’ll insist on getting checked by a doctor

it would break his heart to see you so weak and no ammount of cuddles could repair it until he sees you up and healthy again (◕⌓◕;)

but he’ll do all the pampering in the world so don’t worry

Zhong Chenle

i think he would hesitate at first but only because he’s kinda scared he’ll only make it worse and he WOULDN’T want that ( ⚆ _ ⚆ )

eventually i guess he’d step out to call his mum for help before he pulls some bull like ‘let’s do some math it’s gonna be fun’ and you lose your shit like no thanks fam i wanna live (┛ಠДಠ)┛彡┻━┻

he’ll listen RELIGIOUSLY to his mum’s advice 

makes you some chamomile exactly how you like it, probably pulls together something small to eat but won’t force you

what he will force you to take is some medicine you ain’t dying on his watch (๑･`▱´･๑)

and most importantly... DAEGAL CUDDLES!!!! imagine getting to cuddle every nctzen’s bias

he might get *a little* jelly tho if you pay too much attention to her tho

so he makes up some dumb excuse about dog hair aggravating your fever or some dubious other reason why you have to let go of his puppy and cuddle HIM!! ೕ(•̀ᴗ•́)

he’ll do that cute thing where he leans his forehead against yours to check your temperature he has to be extra until the end

and before you go to sleep he’ll  try to prod at you to tell him what caused you to be so exhausted that you developed a fever might nag at you too about how unheathy it is to let it get to that point

he just wants to help okay? baby is worried in his own way ( •́ ∧ •̀ )

if there’s ANYTHING he can do to help consider it done by the time you wake up he’ll ALWAYS go an extra mile for you

and chenle wants to make sure you are aware of that and can lean on him so it never gets to this point again

but for the time being... it’s cuddles and relaxation time!! ✧(๑✪д✪)۶

better believe he’s already preparing a spa day for both of you to enjoy like the  ✨spicy ✨ bitches you are

Park Jisung

his heartbeat accelerates

and unfortunately it’s not because he’s flustered shame (#ﾟﾛﾟ#)

his only thought when he sees you with bag under your eyes and a cold wet cloth on your forehead is ‘shit, they’re dying wait no censor the first part i can’t get my mouth washed with soap but... poop, they’re dying’

ONE step away from calling for an ambulance or morgue in his mind

he SWEARS he’ll let you teach him how to ride a bycicle as long as you get out of this safe and sound (╬⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾ Д ⁽⁽ ⁰ ⁾⁾)

he’s a bit of a mess, but he’s your cute mess

it would take *quite* a bit of reassurance that you’re going to be fine after a good night’s sleep and some jisung time for him to somewhat relax

his cheeks will flush once he curls himself around your form no matter how many times you’ve cuddled before

but once you sigh blissfully once he wraps his arms around you, it’s game over for him ε=(｡♡ˇд ˇ♡｡）

he MELTS against you

he’ll caress your head and gently scratch your scalp, lays kisses on your cheeks/forehead/crown of your head

but he will also fret every time you toss and turn or you make any sound that seems ‘distressed’ to him

we all know he can sleep anywhere under a frickin carpet so he won’t have any problems adjusting to whatever works for you since all that matters to him atm is that you’re comfortable (♡ >ω< ♡)

he just wants you to get better faster

he’ll talk to you in a hushed voice, encouraging and praising you and assuring you that once you’re all better he’ll help you with whatever you need and EVERYTHING will be well in the end ٩(ó｡ò۶ ♡)

he’s a senstitive person so he just wants to be there for you in any shape and form he can be

[badwolfrunning]

Family & Bonds AU Headcanons

I an dabbling in a couple of AU’s currently. Primarily what I have posted is a Family and Bonds AU titled....Family Bonds. (original. v crafty. wow.) Anyway, lengthy post under the cut.

I shifted the family tree from Bonds in order to accommodate the incredible characters designed by middlewarnersibling in Family to be the Warner trio's parents, and I love that story line for them. 

In Bonds, it seemed odd that Bosko would some how not notice his lover's aging or just how she managed to keep all three kids a secret, but I figured, one was totally possible and that one child was Slakko, their father from Family. So it goes like this:

Oswald and Ortensia have a daughter named Odelia. 

Odelia has an affair with Bosko Warner

Culminating in middlewarnersibling’s character Slakko Warner. Odelia still never tells Bosko and before the baby arrives, Bosko’s bleeding heart brother, Kokko offers to marry Odelia so the baby at least appears “legit.” 

So Kokko becomes the Warner trio’s legal grandfather.

According to Family, Slakko meets Ophelia, a cat toon who sings and dances. They hook up and reluctantly wind up in a shotgun marriage and eventually all three kids are born.

Yakko is approx 5-6 years older than Dot and 3 years older than Wakko, putting him solidly in the middle. 

Their birthdays are all in different seasons; I have decided Dot is mid-late June, Wakko is early October and Yakko is January, so their age gap gets all wonky at certain times of the year.

Babs and Buster were actually about 14/15 respectively at the launch of Tiny Toon Adventures which makes them both a couple years Yakko's senior. 

I also think it makes for an excellent joke about Yakko always gunning for older women.  

(For future reference, yes this makes Buster a solid 7 years older than Dot.) 

The rest of the primary Tiny Toons crew is pretty much on par with the exception of Hampton and Dizzy who I headcanon as younger by about a yearish. 

(Why yes, Yakko and Dot both have deep seated parental trauma, why do you ask? Wakko does too but it uh....comes out in a different way.)

I headcanon an interesting arch for Slakko which involves something of redemption? In Bonds while Bosko is on the hunt for the Warners he finds this other Warner and decides to see if he has any information. Slakko is living alone in a bit of a shite apartment and mostly keeps to himself and has been ok at staying out of bigger trouble. So when Bosko and his boys arrive at his door he's suspicious and ready to make it a fight if he has to. But there isn't much of a fight; Bosko demands to know where the trio is, Slakko honestly has no idea but Bosko doesn't believe him. The weasels and whomever else Bosko brought as his cronies beat the shit out of him but he holds true to his story.

So Bosko finally believes him. More or less. He doesn't want to have to come back here so he decides to make sure that Slakko can't ever 'see' his children again and has whomever's with him hold him down and burn his eyes with dip. So Slakko's left blinded, injured and probably should be dead but he's not.

Yakko remembers that his folks hardly ever reported an injury or used a hospital unless they absolutely had to. So, close to the end of the show Yakko finds out his father actually used medical services and decides to figure out how to get himself listed as an emergency contact. Not that he intended to ever come to assist but more so that he can make sure to be notified of anything particularly fatal. In Family, he lamented that he never got to say goodbye to their mother and as much as he disagrees with him, Yakko never wants to miss that chance again. So, post Bonds, he ends up finding out about Slakko's sudden blindness and discreetly, not to the knowledge of Slakko or his sibs, decides to help out. Just this once, is Yakko's reasoning.

Um....some cute things I headcanon....

I kept Wakko's diabetes....not cute but like, it's more light hearted than that other stuff tbh

Also not 100% cute: Babs continues to go to therapy to address things like depression and PTSD but it takes some....convincing for Yakko to see someone again. Especially after being made to on the lot. But after a particularly bad night he agrees to give it a shot. 

Basically, they coax each other through episodes and have learned to spot when they're each using coping mechanisms in harmful ways and call each other out on it. They make a fantastic team.

They also don’t totally shy away from the conversations with their daughters. They introduce what’s appropriate and with their age gap that can be tricky.

They both also have a very....interesting time being parents early on. Babs is waiting to see if she'll feel what her mother must have felt that made her leave them in a huff and Yakko's struggling to come to terms with the fact that there was nothing wrong with him, his father just never wanted them. Basically they're looking for when another shoe will drop but it won't because they don't just love their kid, they wanted them. 

They got to make a choice their parents didn't.

I do have fankids for Babs and Yakko, both girls, both named after powerful women in art and history. Lucille Ophelia and Jacqueline Madeline. (If any of you know the Madeline namesake I will be impressed AF)

Lucille very strictly goes by Lu, call her Lucy and you die (unless you're Wakko. This kid plays favorites and he is it.) and she is a handful of a teenager. Sharp tongued and sharp witted.

Jackqueline, or Jackie, is 5 years younger and is so naive and sweet it hurts and she is Daddy's Girl capital D. Yes, at first they figured she was just masterful at the cuteness game like Dot was but as it turns out, she's got that Wakko style innocence.

Babs jokes that she's clearly actually Wakko's kid. (There is absolutely no possible way for that to be true. Which is why it's funny instead of suspicious.)

They have both watched Animaniacs and Tiny Toon Adventures and just to piss off her dad, Lu says Tiny Toons is her favorite.

Skippy, like Dot, had a dance focus and so, in a few years' time, she's gonna run into him on the set of a music video. That'll be fun!

Babs and Yakko have pissed of more than one director for going off on what appear to be essentially joke tangents but it's actually the two of them attempting to out do each other until there's a clear winner. They are both spotlight hogging, competitive lil shits.

It's Babs' idea for Wakko to try fronting the band he's in and his bandmate get stupidly jealous and steals his girl....oops.

Dot is stupidly beautiful and very much lovable (wow. shocking.) And some poor poor blue bunny is gonna fall face first into a sitcom level affair....and since he can't tell either of his best bros about it he ends up drunkenly calling Babs who just laughs her ass off the whole time.

Yakko can play chess in his head. Like...he doesn't need the board. He can just keep track of the pieces. (Honestly, having to be so damn smart is a complex brought on the physical and verbal abuse from his father.)

Wakko....honestly, as smart as he can be and as righteous as he is, he has that Warner independence streak something bad after touring. He tries a bit much and ends up starting a fight with someone and long story short, he's caught with that twink stuff from Family (unfortunate name tbh basically, think crack.) 

Yakko is obviously beside himself and Dot is more or less oblivious as she's at university at this point. Basically, shit hits the fan and the brothers split. 

Dot tries to keep in touch with Wakko but he severs the connection from both his sibs.

Wakko does get clean. He also falls in love with a remarkable human toon named Jesse.

He’s also still friends with Foghorn, who is actually a pretty great support in all of this.

I headcanon Wakko as demi homosexual.

Much to her own surprise, Babs LOVES being a mom. 

Yakko struggles with partnership. A lot of what goes into being a parent are things he’s already experienced and he has a hard time NOT being a know it all and actually partnering with his wife....it’s a fun dynamic.

Yakko also still has a crush on Max Goof that he SWORE he was over but after seeing him at random very much IS NOT.

It's not just Wakko making horrible choices btw. Sorry this was meant to be the cute stuff....uh....

Both Yakko and Wakko walk with their sister at her wedding (told you things will circle back!)

[purplesunrisefanfic]

Would you be willing to share a couple of YOUR Abby fantasies with us, your adoring, always horny, Abby simping fans?

Sure! And thank you, this was a fun ask ❤️💕💪

Abby Sexual Fantasties

(Abby/reader OR a mixture of Abby/author and Abby/GN!reader)

Fair warning, my fantasies are even more high-key kinky than my fics so major warning for very graphic and explicit sexual content, hardcore BDSM and arguable edgeplay. Also, as far I’m concerned Abby switches, don’t @ me about your HCs that she’s a rigid “top” or whatever else, @ me about your graphic sexual fantasies of Abby instead. 😈

I don’t want to warn in detail and thereby effectively imply I have caught everything that might need a warning because I fear I will miss something, so anyone who has specific triggers, please inbox me the specifics (Anon is on) and I’ll reply either saying this post is fine or with a redacted version suitable for you personally. And please do ask, I’m happy to help with this stuff. 💛

Gender and Bodies Note: I have written this in two different formats. The first was using “you” so it’s easier to reader-insert but the “you” is based on my fantasies, ie me and the body I have. I’m AFAB (and not knowingly intersex) with my original layout/plumbing and am comfortable with all the sex options my body has available. As far as I’m aware I don’t reference anything that couldn’t work the same for someone who has had a vaginoplasty, except that I talk about getting extremely wet beyond what might be possible for many vagina-havers. Maybe even most other vagina-havers tbh, bc I have a noted ability to get soaked way beyond what most people who self-lubricate can. It’s actually partly a coping thing that it so regularly features in my fantasies tbh because it helps to think of it in sexy way when the actual reality is that trying to get off is often like trying to build up friction on a freakin’ slip n’ slide! 😂

If you don’t want to read a “you” with such characteristics, scroll down and I’ll rewrite the necessary sections with an “I” so you can read these with an author-insert instead of a reader-insert. Look for a line made of emojis.

Reminder: App/mobile site = no read more breaks, don’t @ me, @ Tumblr bc it annoys the eff outta me too! (Tumblr, if you’re listening, please please fix this shite ASAP.)

Abby/Reader version (Warning: This version is body-specific):

Assuming, which I do, that @pinkchubbiebunnie is correct that Abby cannon has a hairpulling kink, (well spotted and much appreciated detail btw, thank you, Tanisha! Hope you enjoy these as well they seem like your sort of thing too 😍) Tying up Abby’s wrists with rope then braiding the rope into her hair and tying the rope onto her braid so that every time she’s overwhelmed with desire and starts to struggle against the rope it pulls her hair and teases her some more. Edging her like that until she breaks, her face covered in sweat while she pleads for release. Once you give it to her, you don’t stop and she struggles again when she becomes overwhelmed with pleasure, but struggling pulls on her hair again which intensifies the overstimulation. Tears in her eyes, she pleads for you to stop (but doesn’t actually safeword) so you offer/remind her that she can safeword. She breaks eye contact, her already flushed face starts burning and she shakes her head. You tilt her head back up, forcing eye contact. “So you don’t really want me to stop?” you question her evilly, just to make her say that she does want you to stop, but she doesn’t want you to have to do what she wants, she wants you free to ignore her. Her lip trembles when she tells you to use her how you please, breaking off mid-sentence to whimper, utterly overwhelmed because you haven’t let up on her clit this whole time. You make her come once more, and she finishes up an absolute mess. You think you ought to stop there, and lay off touching her further, until she softly asks you, in a small voice with pleasing eyes, to put on her strap and fuck her with that because she feels desperately empty after all that stimulation.

Flip-side: Her and Manny are ultimate bros and ultimate dom bros. You’re in a lifestyle BDSM situation with her and have to get yourself used to the fact that she’ll spank you in her shared apartment whenever you deserve it, whether Manny is around or not. Equally, you see some of Manny’s poly rotation facing the same from time-to-time. You don’t have orgies or even have sex when Manny is there (or vice versa) but they both feel discipline can’t wait. He’s respectful and super discreet about it, which low-key feels nice/destigmatising but high-key feels embarrassing as hell that he sees this stuff without ever bringing it up in conversation with you. You always wonder if part of his charismatic grin is teasing you that he knows what the “special necklace” you always wear really means. Oh, and between her muscles and her hands which are calloused from all the physical and soldier work, she can spank you hard and long without needing a paddle.

She’s figured out how to pack discreetly with something firm enough to fuck you with, and when you patrol together she’ll take any opportunity to give you a taste. She never lets you orgasm while you’re out and makes sure you’re always walking around soaked through your clothes and grateful your trousers don’t show an obvious colour difference. She always eats her supper (“supper” = British for evening meal.*) super slowly on those days. Anytime you seem like you might be relaxing during the meal or becoming less needy, she makes suggestive eye contact and squeezes one of your thighs between hers under the table, letting you feel the toy between her legs so she’s sure you don’t get a break from feeling desperate for her. You end up having all your patrol group believing your old minor knee injury (which doesn’t really cause you any proper trouble) always gets painful towards the end of patrol days because you always blame that for why you get noticeably quiet and jumpy by the end of a patrol day.

She’ll play really sadistically if you ask her to. (Content warning: this is about to get into the details of that). With that, she won’t use any bondage, just her raw ability to overpower you without even breaking out in a sweat. She’ll pinch and pull at your nipples, grab you by your hair and drag you around. She’ll absolutely cover your thighs in hickeys (and you tend to have to bite hard to leave a mark on a thigh) on the way to going down on you. She keeps her nails short for practical reasons, but she knows how to grab you and angle her fingers so you feel her nails sink into anyway. She picked up enough medical knowledge that she knows where and how she can safely hurt you. Abby can control herself and her voice so you get her steeliest tone and expression while she makes you scream and cry. That type of treatment makes your clit swell like hell and you get so wet from it that it’s obvious and embarrassing. And Abby loves to make that worse by drawing attention to how wet it makes you, taunting you about how much you like her brutal treatment. She’ll sometimes slip her fingers inside just to be able to coat them in your juices so she can smear them over your body. Smirking, she’ll coo about how you’ll let her do whatever the fuck she wants with you. If she feels like using her strap on, she’ll slip it inside you briefly at first, only to pull it out, shove you to your knees and make you suck it spotlessly clean of your own taste before she’ll consider actually fucking you with it. Afterwards, she cleans you up gently and tends to any little injuries (she never does anything dangerous). She’s takes hold of you a little possessively, reminding you that no one but her gets to treat you like that, and she’d kill anyone who tried. Then she showers you with love and praise, holding you protectively until you fall asleep.

💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪💜💪

Abby/GN! Reader & Abby/Author version:

(Still uses “you” with one alteration to the original) Assuming, which I do that @pinkchubbiebunnie is correct that Abby cannon has a hairpulling kink, (well spotted and much appreciated detail btw, thank you, Tanisha!) Tying up Abby’s wrists with rope then braiding the rope into her hair and tying the rope onto her braid so that every time she’s overwhelmed with desire and starts to struggle against the rope it pulls her hair and teases her some more. Edging her like that until she breaks, her face covered in sweat while she pleads for release. Once you give it to her, you don’t stop and she struggles again when she becomes overwhelmed with pleasure, but struggling pulls on her hair again which intensifies the overstimulation. Tears in her eyes, she pleads for you to stop (but doesn’t actually safeword) so you offer/remind her that she can safeword. She breaks eye contact, her already flushed face starts burning and she shakes her head. You tilt her head back up, forcing eye contact. “So you don’t really want me to stop?” you question her evilly, just to make her say that she does want you to stop, but she doesn’t want you to have to do what she wants, she wants you free to ignore her. Her lip trembles when she tells you to use her how you please, breaking off mid-sentence to whimper, utterly overwhelmed because you haven’t let up on her clit this whole time. You make her come once more, and she finishes up an absolute mess. You think you ought to stop there, and lay off touching her further, until she softly asks you, in a small voice with pleasing eyes, to please use your fingers or whatever else you want to penetrate her because she feels desperately empty after all that stimulation.

(Unaltered from “you”/reader-insert bc no body-specifics) Flip-side: Her and Manny are ultimate bros and ultimate dom bros. You’re in a lifestyle BDSM situation with her and have to get yourself used to the fact that she’ll spank you in her shared apartment whenever you deserve it, whether Manny is around or not. Equally, you see some of Manny’s poly rotation facing the same from time-to-time. You don’t have orgies or even have sex when Manny is there (or vice versa) but they both feel discipline can’t wait. He’s respectful and super discreet about it, which low-key feels nice/destigmatising but high-key feels embarrassing as hell that he sees this stuff without ever bringing it up in conversation with you. You always wonder if part of his charismatic grin is teasing you that he knows what the “special necklace” you always wear really means. Oh, and between her muscles and her hands which are calloused from all the physical and soldier work, she can spank hard and long without needing a paddle.

She’s figured out how to pack discreetly with something firm enough to fuck me with, and when we patrol together she’ll take any opportunity to give me a taste. She never lets me orgasm while we’re out and makes sure I’m always walking around soaked through my clothes and grateful my trousers don’t show an obvious colour difference. She always eats her supper (“supper” = British for evening meal.*) super slowly on those days. Anytime I seem like I might be relaxing during the meal or becoming less needy, she makes suggestive eye contact and squeezes one of my thighs between hers under the table, letting me feel the toy between her legs so she’s sure I don’t get a break from feeling desperate for her. I end up having all our patrol group believing my old minor knee injury (which doesn’t really cause me any proper trouble) always gets painful towards the end of patrol days because I always blame that for why I get noticeably quiet and jumpy by the end of a patrol day.

She’ll play really sadistically if I ask her to. (Content warning: this is about to get into the details of that). With that, she won’t use any bondage, just her raw ability to overpower me without even breaking out in a sweat. She’ll pinch and pull at my nipples, grab me by my hair and drag my around. She’ll absolutely cover my thighs in hickeys (and you tend to have to bite hard to leave a mark on a thigh) on the way to going down on me. She keeps her nails short for practical reasons, but she knows how to grab me and angle her fingers so I feel her nails sink into anyway. She picked up enough medical knowledge that she knows where and how she can safely hurt me. Abby can control herself and her voice so I get her steeliest tone and expression while she makes me scream and cry. That type of treatment makes my clit swell like hell and I get so wet from it that it’s obvious and embarrassing. And Abby loves to make that worse by drawing attention to how wet it makes me, taunting me about how much I like her brutal treatment. She’ll sometimes slip her fingers inside just to be able to coat them in my juices so she can smear them over my body. Smirking, she’ll coo about how I’ll let her do whatever the fuck she wants with me. If she feels like using her strap on, she’ll slip it inside me briefly at first, only to pull it out, shove me to my knees and make me suck it spotlessly clean of my own taste before she’ll consider actually fucking me with it. Afterwards, she cleans me up gently and tends to any little injuries (she never does anything dangerous). She takes hold of me a little possessively, reminding me that no one but her gets to treat me like that, and she’d kill anyone who tried. Then she showers me with love and praise, holding me protectively until I fall asleep.

*While we’re on this subject, beware using the term “dinner” with Brits bc it’s a different meal in different regions. Somewhere like Newcastle, dinner = lunch whereas in London dinner = evening meal. 🤷‍♀️ We’re a weird country on many counts, that’s the tip of the iceberg.

[sajdd]

oh boy i should not be giving advice on this as my sleep schedule's as shite as yours. But what i'd recommend is going to bed abt 30 minutes earlier every night and gradually adjust - unfortunately if you immediately try to get to bed at your preferred time, you aren't going to get a lick of sleep for days until your body gets used to it and it'll absolutely take you out. Not great. I'd also recommend looking at sleep aids that increase melatonin and aren't addictive - some everyday foods have naturally high amounts of melatonin. ALSO, if you start feeling really sleepy and tired around a normal bed time - say 11pm or so - don't fight it, don't power through unless you really have to. Put everything down, do your ablutions and go directly to bed.

(Having the want to actually go to bed earlier is another thing entirely that I'm still not capable of doing. It just requires a shite ton of self control and motivation to prompt yourself to leave what you're doing and sleep. If you have that and can direct yourself to go to bed earlier, props to you. You're already doing better than me.)

If you haven't completely given up on alarms, set alarms in multiples about an hour or more before you need to wake up. I'd also rec putting your alarm close to your ear (side of your pillow, perhaps?) and turning it up as loud as you can. If you use a phone, play to it's strengths - if it vibrates loudly and aggressively, put it on your side table nearest you without a phone case. (If you don't have a side table - like me - use a book or flat surface next to your bed). Additionally, see if you can't get an alarm which involves light - having both sound and light stimuli might help. If you have given up on alarms though, you're at the mercy of your own circadian rhythm, which is a cruel mistress if your sleep schedule is already stuffed, and especially if your rhythm hates you for some reason. That said, it's worth a try. Focus on a time you want to wake up most and eventually you might adjust towards it - as long as you aren't only sleeping for 5 hours or less prior to it.

As for the hour - it accounts for both the time it takes for you to finally wake, and the time it takes to motivate yourself to actually get out of bed. How much of either you need will depend on how you feel on the day, but it's good to have as a constant.

I hope this helps a bit. I'm going off my own experiences a bit with lack of motivation to go to bed and lack of motivation to get up, but you're definitely a deeper sleeper than I and your reaction to alarms is very different. Most of the time I wake up before my alarms no matter when I set them for some reason, which helps in some cases but also can really limit the time I spend asleep (depends on when my brain decides 'yup, wake time!' - which usually ranges from 10 minutes to an hour beforehand), and if I don't they usually catch me anyway. It'll be a bit more complicated for you, but I have faith you'll work it out and get the sleep you need. Good luck! (Sorry for the long anon, btw lmaoo)

"If you have that and can direct yourself to go to bed earlier, props to you. You're already doing better than me." HOW DO YOU THINK I GOT INTO THIS MESS EROIFDKGJJBNFK i have absolutely no impulse control also my internal clock is batshit insane idk whats going on there

the thing with alarms is i dont even remember waking up to them and turnign them off, ive tried setting up SO many alarms and it literlaly does nothing except for interrupt my sleep and making me more tired in the end :((

the only constant in my life is wasting time and not doing things <33

lol dw its long i appreciate trying to help, sorry if i sound very pessimistic in replying but i do be feeling hopeless out here and it just keeps getting worse :')) someone suggested setting alarms for when i want to go to sleep, instead to wake up, so that i have a time to go sleep, so ill be trying that probably lol

[shijiujun]

History3: Trapped FanMeeting Summary - I am an embarrassment to this fandom

Okay guys let me summarise what happened today for the fanmeet - I fucking, absolutely fucking died - Like I died both from excitement and quality content and more importantly, for BEING A FUCKING EMBARRASSMENT IN FRONT OF CHRIS BUT MORE ON THAT IN A SEPARATE FUCKING POST OH GOD 

General comments on the event: Chris and Jake’s friendship is okay I think, and I guess putting it in perspective, Andy and Kenny are way better at fanservice and knows what the fans want, while Jake firstly isn’t really the kind to really go overboard on the fanservice with Chris due to his personality I feel, although there was still quite a bit of fanservice between them both - But it was more genuine I feel because Jake or Chris would jump in with something clever and a bit flirty, it felt really natural actually - And also because Jake srsly looked confused half the time regarding what they were supposed to do for the games and segments - More on that below

But more importantly I think jake is legit busy with work, and he’s not really a person to do stuff on social media, it’s not in his personality but he tried today hahaha with a post after the event - jake says that whenever he logs on once in a while he always sees chris’ handsome photos and he looks so good, and chris replied that jake looks... down to earth in his photos hahahahaha

So a few highlights:

Freebies!! There are so many freebies from dedicated Taiwanese fans literally just giving out shit for free - banner prints, stickers, hair clips, photo cards etc. - We took a lot and we’re going through what we have right now, but would you guys want some of the freebies? Let me know!!! If the shipping cost makes sense I’m totes fine with sending you guys some of the loot

Saw Jake’s back going into the building in the morning in front of all the fans because I was too slow but I did see his back 

WeStar is literally in the heart of downtown and it was frickin packed - We started queuing at like 11am+? And there were only 2 lifts to get everyone up to the EIGHTH FLOOR and each lift could only hold like less than 15 people? And there were like 700 of us. Luckily my friend and I were in the front of the queue and managed to get upstairs with the second round of lifts (the staff were asking some of us to take the stairs because it was faster, and it wouldn’t be faster if I died on the stairs while getting upstairs)

In terms of organisation - It wasn’t half bad because we were lucky where we were, we were always in the right queue and right area, but there were literally zero directions or instructions on where to queue or how to go upstairs etc. etc.

Too bad we were seated in row 16 which was actually pretty far, and we were blocked by too many people in front of us and i’m literally like 157cm so wow I really was blocked really bad BUT we could still see the stage

There were like two tables in the hall that allowed us to leave gifts for the four of them - So in my other video you guys saw that I actually did deliver the message books! They’ll definitely get it I think, no chance of it dropping out or mistaken for anything else considering the covers

The event actually started more or less on time - And the hosts were great - There’s Xiao Yi and Chen Chen (they’re both hosts from showbiz, the variety show) and they were fucking good as hosts - Xiao Yi has hosted quite a number of their events, and if it wasn’t him the event would have gone a bit differently

They started singing the opening song for the show first together, coming on stage and like rotating turns to sing a line - They tried the boyband formation it was quite hilarious

They introduced themselves as always - And can I be the one to first say that Jake’s fugly shirt - Fashion was absolute shite at his event - At least Chris had like a suit on even tho i take issue with the print on the suit itself, but wow Jake really went for... wannabe gangster loan shark OR grandmother’s quilts put together - i dont know which is worse idk guys, is it just me or my eyes or is it really fugly - Andy and Kenny were perfect tho

So they began with some best couple scene recaps through the show:

Jack/ZZ - 1st grandma/instant noodles scene, and the ep 20 scene where Jack is trying to confess to ZZ while ZZ is angry

Tangfei - Jealous andy scene at the tea place, the touching hospital scene, and the lift scene from ep 1

They recapped these scenes one by one, alternating btw the couples and then the hosts asked what they thought about each scene when they were filming it and LOL jake and chris were like laughing and being embarrassed when certain scenes came on, and then for the 1st grandma/instant noodles scene, kenny said it was a really cold day that day when he filmed that scene and the noodles were actually ice cold and he had to keep eating it - andy like patted kenny on the back 

for the touching hospital scene - jake said that it was easy to act out because the emotions always came through the moment he looked at chris, and chris said he was really touched by that moment, by jake’s acting

the lift scene was quite tough to act out because of how long they took to get the logistics right

And while the angry ZZ and jack scene from ep 20 was being shown on the screen, ON STAGE kenny and andy were literally reciting their lines and re-enacting the scene

And then Xiao Yi asked the audience which scenes would we like the couples to act out - and everyone was just yelling for the lift scene re-enactment - but logistically that was hard to do and chris was like, “if there’s no lift we can’t do the scene!!!” 

Then Andy and Kenny offered to be the walls of the lift for them but Chris was like whoa then that’s a bit weird because when Jake is slammed against the wall in the lift, that part, Jake will turn around and crash into Andy hahaha so they decided to re-enact the jealous scene instead - with a few additional lines hahaha and then andy and kenny re-enacted the part where jack asks zhao zi if he wants him to stay or go

and then the next segment - there was a game where each couple is supposed to stand together on a piece of newspaper and play rock-paper-scissors, and whoever loses will get their piece of newspaper torn into half - in the end chris and jake won hahaha but both jake and kenny ended up being piggy-backed by chris and andy respectively hahahaha it was cute

then chris and jake went off stage to take a short break, and since andy and kenny lost, they were punished to do the titanic pose and lines which kenny had to do in half english and chinese

then jake came on stage to sing I’m Yours - he was super nervous so he false started a few times, but he was pretty good and he has a very nice smooth tone - and i think a lot of people didn’t know the song in the audience LOL and then as he left the stage after his performance he left a bouquet of flowers for chris who was coming up next

chris came up after to play the piano and sing some chinese song i’ve heard before but don’t know the name of - and then after he finished he was very touched by the bouquet and then some member in the audience shouted to ask for the bouquet and chris protectively hugged it, but decided to give her one stalk anyway, and when he was giving it out, jake literally came out and then chris was explaining to him like why he was giving away his gift, and jake said, “yeah that’s okay, he knows my heart” AWWWW

then they all came back on stage for a segment of talking where Xiao Yi revealed their childhood photos - jake/kenny/andy were very talkative and chatty when they were younger and andy was isolated in the middle of the classroom, while kenny was directly placed outside of the classroom because he was so noisy, and omg jake was a little chubbier when he was younger and he didn’t like to study HAHAHA

chris was a shy boy and still is apparently!!! and he got a lot of love letters when he was younger and he couldn’t believe that jake/kenny/andy didn’t get any, and then when jake’s childhood photo came out he jokingly said, “now i can finally understand why (you didn’t get any letters”

then we had andy and kenny singing and dancing to marry you totally out of beat, poor guys they tried, and kenny totally missed an entire line, but they were so sweet - they ran off the stage and threw sweets at the audience, and andy said he was thankful to kenny for practicing the dance repeatedly with him because he’s not good at dancing and then they hugged awww it’s cute

fan games: LOL okay so interesting thing was that all the fans said they didn’t want to play the games with the cast but instead wanted to watch the cast play the games so in the end they randomly chose four of the audience to go on stage to watch the cast play the game LOL - so the ones picked were two men and two women #genderequality

1st game: chris/jake and jack/kenny had to feed each other a sushi piece i think, or a pastry i’ve no idea but one of them was filled with chilli, so the challenge was for the audience to guess which of the four of them ate the chilli one, and jake said he can’t stand spicy food and if he had it he’d totally show it on his face - in the end it was kenny who ate it and literally no one could tell

then the second part there was a huge confusion because the hosts weren’t very clear on who was supposed to play the game in the next part - anyway, so they had a how-well-they-know-the-cast quiz with the fans - and here we know that chris likes blue, winter because that’s his birthday period and then he and jake had a moment where they were like ‘oh your birthday is in december too?!!!!’ LOL, kenny likes to eat bbq meat

then the next part, they had the fans on stage and jake + andy drink a sweet drink and also a bitter drink, everyone had to figure out who is the one with the bitter drink and lol jake was so sweet he didn’t want the fans to be punished with the bitter tea, and chris said that he’ll help him to finish the drink if it’s really bitter, and jake was like, “because you’re here, i’m not scared”

afterwards, ezu came out to sing a ballad version of the opening song that made people around me cry hahaha

and also kenny announced a third fanmeeting stop in taiwan after chengdu, on 18 august in taichung

and then there was the hi-five touch and photo thingy - and you guys already know that i fucked it up i am still wanting to cry - i know he doesn’t remember but god I WANT TO BE THE ONE WHO DOESN’T REMEMBER

but i touched their hands hahaha

anyway at the end, jake said that no matter where he is, where we see him in the future, he’ll always be the same jake, and i think this is beautiful

they had the afternoon tea party after the event and from photos i see that it was like a mini-fanmeeting where fans could sit closer to them and really like be able to talk to them, and jake/chris and andy/kenny were very friendly and accommodating from what i see

when we went back to the building at about 6.20pm there was still this long queue outside the entrance, and i went for dinner so i didn’t actually stay to wait for them to come out, but a lot of fans did - jake was surprised so many people were waiting for them outside and he left first - andy/chris/kenny left together in a van and chris was holding a huge bouquet of flowers

if you go on twitter/weibo you can see that jake talked to a lot of fans, said hi to the ones who called out his name, and someone asked if he was tired and he said he was still okay

chris was bowing repeatedly the entire time he was walking through the crowd to the van <3

[charlesleclerc]

tagged by @4mulaone - thank u because i’m a narcissist who likes talking about myself

🐳 name: georgia

🐳 nickname: g, gina, gb

🐳 zodiac sign: (bcos i’m a hoe who un/ironically is into astrology) my sun sign is sagittarius, my moon is pisces and my rising is virgo

🐳 height: 5′9″ but i actually regularly lie and add an extra inch to my height

🐳 nationality: british

🐳 languages spoken: only english. i used to study spanish and two of my flatmates are spanish so i still understand it fairly well but i can’t speak it anymore

🐳 what time is it: 21:05

🐳 celebrity crush: *glances at url*

🐳 favourite fictional character: lol so many. (i’m currently rereading the dark artifices) so julian blackthorn. as a kid i had a massive crush on will parry from his dark materials. i also want to be sloan sabbath when i grow up (the newsroom)

🐳 favourite musician: alt-j, banks, sasha sloan, the 1975, astrid s, the weeknd etc.

🐳 favourite sports team: idk. in football i support celtic??

🐳 favourite season: summer, obvs

🐳 favourite flower: lavender

🐳 favourite scent: i love the smell of suncream. it reminds me of being on holiday

🐳 favourite animal: i honestly don’t have one??

🐳 favourite food: pasta. any way. any time. 

🐳 dream car: i can’t afford driving lessons, a car, or insurance. so any car i’m legally allowed to drive.

🐳 dream trip: nyc or a roadtrip down the west coast of the us

🐳 instruments: nada

🐳 coffee, tea or hot chocolate: coffee

🐳 dog or cat person: i’m actually quite scared of dogs. so cats.

🐳 following: 270

🐳 followers: 917 - i honestly don’t check my follower account much so i’m ???? why do so many people follow me

🐳 other blogs: i’ve had so many tumblrs in the past. but this is my only one. i have 3 twitter accounts tho lol

🐳 blog established: idk. this blog probably like 2015?? (i’ve changed urls and fandoms a lot in that time). i’ve been on tumblr since 2011 though.

🐳 do you have a tumblr crush: not really lol

🐳 do you get asks: almost never. probably because i’m not v active or interesting

🐳 what is your lucky number: 4

🐳 what are you wearing right now: running leggings, a sports bra and a grey jumper

🐳 drink of choice: non-alcoholic is coffee. alcoholic is a nice new zealand sauv blanc

🐳 number of blankets you sleep with: in winter like at least 3, i have self insulation problems

🐳 average sleep hours: i try between 7-8 bcos i feel like absolute dog shite with less than 7.5

🐳 random fact: motorsport related y’all (aka this was the only thing i thought of). i saw louis deletraz when i went to geneva and i spent like half a minute staring at him as he walked towards me trying to figure out who he was, so he gave me a really dirty look lol. i don’t blame him btw

tagging whoever wants to do this !! just say i tagged you so i can read this :)

[sadtrash-masculine]

I'm watching Percy Jackson and the lightning thief, as someone who never read the book, here are a few things so far:

- imagine finding out your best friend, was basically ordered to hang around you

- of course he won't be safe in either hell or heaven (I have no clue if this is just a joke or nah), this shits about Greek gods.

- shit protector, man, help the kid fight that mythological creature who's name I forgot, something with taur at least.

- centaur person who's name I forgot: basically your step dad was so drunk no weird old gods could smell your blood"

- nobody even bothered explaining any kind of rules, this child got put into a war zone without any explanation. Traumatic experience number 2

- I did not imagine hades looking like that, at least not based on my internet knowledge of hades

- Percy, that is a huge man on fire, why are you approaching? BTW that mother thing seems like a shady deal

- it's definitely dumb to go look for the big scary God that wants to kill your mother alone, and why is this girl joining him, it's so dumb, she doesn't even know him

- persephone forced??, is this book lore, because it's definitely not internet lore

-flying shoes, that's a joke, it must be, they are literally sneakers and that shield still seems to be way too big to be easy to carry around

- it's medusa babeee (she looks fabulous, even though she's evil here)

-oh, she lost her head. I don't know a lot about Greek myths, but I'm pretty sure Percy was not the one to do that.

-road trip! (dude, don't fall asleep)

-that water thing is super dope though

- ugliano, I'm gonna cry

- that lady is now traumatized one (1) time

- ehm, no reasonable museum (?) owner would keep another valuable object that looks cool as heck that high in the air where nobody can look at it.

- ew they are melting and merging at the same time

- oh dragon though!!!!

-it's going to grow more heads! I love mythological creatures!

- also just realized that only being able to read old Greek is dumb as shit and so godamn inconvenient

- grover your perv, and also conveniently the only black guy so far, what is that all about people in charge of casting????

- someone let these kids in a casino and fed them drugs

- wake me up inside!!! Or whatever the lyrics are.

- "die and come back" is a great sentence

- I feel like that boat should be more modernised, this poor guy has been pushing a boat through the air for such a long time, he must be tired by now.

-ew, what kind of cats are those.

-persephone is so beautiful

- pretty sure it's the underworld and never really referred to as hell

- hades you look like a hippie

- don't insult a godamn God grover, that's dumb.

- ar eyou kidding me, like was the thief. This si some proper bs. Wonderful fucking observation annabethanie or whatever your name is.

-persephone you're so bad ass, if I was straight I'd be in love with you

- grover I know I hat eon you, but don't stay behind!

- persephone that's kinda creepy, why did you say that, and grover that's kind of a creepy response

- luke, why would you even want that, what is your reason??? Why would you even want that??? What would you gain by doing that???

- you're just a demi God, you're only allowed to have half a God complex, not a whole one

- honestly that was a pretty shite lightning battle

- we've already established Percy can control the water, this is not a special plottwist that safes his life last minute, they are in a city he could have done this the whole time

- they're tiny!!!!!

- godamn it you kids, stop trying to be better than God's and dissing them. It's so dumb.

- oh its Annabeth, and definitely not pronounced in a way I would pronounce that

-poseidon boi, you left your kid on his own, he is very angry (also does this mean Percy is poseidon's only child)

- what a shitty dumb excuses "Yeah my bro bro said I couldn't, but secretly I was the the whole time even though I did absolutely nothing to support you in any way ever, until that moment I was pretty sure everyone wanted to kill you, because Zeus was angry at me and had no reasons to accuse my son of stealing something he didn't know existed"

- proud of you grover and important centaur mentor character you did the heartwarming dad speach better, and much shorter.

- the romance did not get development at all. Like this shit is so forced.

- beginning: sees pretty girl, middle: yeah we almost died, but it's not like we actually had any kind of character development together at all, end: yeah so we're in love lol

Anyway, overall this movie lacked valuable plot and some characters did not have a personality that was anything but stereotypical, but it was alright and entertaining enough I guess

[alltheworldsinmyhead]

rewatching s1 of got RANT BY ME

i highly do not recommend you rewatching season 1 of game of thrones after season 8... for you shall drown in your own bitter tears.

it was so good, guys. SO. GOOD. i truly forgot about it. episode 9 when ned dies is a fucking masterpiece, maisie williams’ acting is HEARTBREAKING, seeing robb in all his glory is HEARTBREAKING, lena headley playing cersei with a COMPLETELY DIFFERENT VOICE (really, check it out) is PHENOMENAL. btw cersei and robert and their relationship is a stuff of dreams for any writer. it’s so hateful and twisted, the way they tore each other apart. and you feel for cersei, you really do. when she tells ned about her wedding, when she tells cat about her stillborn son - damn, there is so much love lost there,  i was dying to see it on-screen. 

but what is most mind-blowing is how different everyone feels and how your perspective of characters changes. you think jon was always high as honor and oh so perfect and humble? WRONG. he came to castle black as a privileged little shite who though he is better than all the other recruits just because of all the opportunities he had as a stark bastard growing up in winterfell. he was nice and likable, that’s true, but he certainly wasn’t without faults. the whole ‘’love is a death of duty’’ speech of aemon’s was actually regarding ROBB, as jon was contemplating running away from the watch (for the 2nd time in the span of 2-3 episodes, mind you) in order to help robb in the war. as he ultimately put duty above love in this case and stayed, and robb then died...  then put duty over love again and ygritte died.... well, idk him doing this for the 3rd time with dany was shown with a proportionate amount of emotional anguish on his part, just sayin’.

tyrion? DON’T GET ME STARTED WITH TYRION. tyrion is an interesting character cause i think that no matter how hard his life in casterly rock was, we tend to forget that he was, again, PRIVILEGED AS FUCK. s1 tyrion was green as grass, oh my good. he just had no idea about any-fucking-thing. he had tantrums and would brood and pout like a child. claimed to be of great intelligence and yet he was more cunning than anything else, really. great basis for development which i guess, i completely overlooked somehow. tyrion was never in my head a character that went through some spectacular change throughout the show and yet now, after watching him so innocent and naive in s1, I have to admit he’s hardly recognizable. funny to think he came back to being a sweet summer child in s8 and lost all the wisdom he gained from various life tribulations.

dany... this one might be the most painful. dany is all but a baby in s1. even after she gains SOME position due in her marriage, all her belief in herself is grounded in just that- her marriage, her position is a khaleesi. that’s why she allows mirri maz dur to take all she holds dear; because she is terrified of the perspective of being nothing again. i don’t think people really remember how horrifying viserys was and how hard dany’s life was before dragons. we have no literal confirmation of that, but i am absolutely sure her brother abused her both sexually and mentally. when she is attacked by the assassin, she doesn’t even look that surprised, just weary that robert keeps on sending them. after she gained drogo’s love and, with that, a little respect, she just used her title of khaleesi left and right, with no understanding what this role really means and no true authority. she was all bite as long as she knows drogo will back her up. damn,really, no wonder she was so desperate to save him. also, no wonder she is so okay with killing people that defy her authority. people keep on forgetting that she learned leadership from a damn dothraki khal. she watched her husband execute people for really REALLY small things. her attitude towards tarlys for example makes PERFECT SENSE when we look at it from this context (but why not, we can just make her mad for no fucking reason). but what’s interesting is that dany has hated the idea of slavery and rape and harm of innocents since her very beginnings. that was one of her most interesting traits in s1, this love and gentleness she had for women and children, for slaves. but yeah, let’s have her burn fucking king’s landing, oh my god, i’m still not over it, now more than ever. 

aaaaaand all those little details in s1 forsaken later, DAMN. bronn and tyrion were buddies even back then, but sure, let’s have bronn side with cersei in s8 bc why not. as much as everyone says that ned’s honor got him killed, he died without honor actually, betraying everything that he stood for. what a hell sansa went through in king’s landing, how strangely close and intimate her relationship with cersei was and how we didn’t get their final confrontation, bc why should we. petyr was fucking smart. varys was fucking smart. arya was a fucking normal human person with human emotions and negative traits also, and not a fan-fav super-assassin with plot armor as thick as the wall. when she was saying that she doesn’t want to be a lady, she just meant that she didn’t want to play the traditional role of a lady which would include feminine skills she highly disliked as sewing, wearing dresses and bearing her lord husband dresses. interestingly enough, she wanted to be A LORD, so she wanted to rule the land, manage her bannerman and take care of prosperity of those under her protection. but nah, let’s send her on a suicide quest towards the sunset, shall we? 

i’m sorry, i know this is messy and doesn’t really bring anything new to the discussion. but i needed to let it out somehow. god, s1 of game of thrones was really something truly magnificent. 

[neverwatchedonepiece]

473-474: “The Encircling Walls Activated! the Whitebeard Pirates Backed into a Corner!” and “Execution Order Issued! Break Through the Encircling Walls!”

Outrageous, Doflamingo? I think the word you are looking for is awesome.

I’m glad I watched two episodes this time. 473 seemed to be a prep episode and the dramatic payoff was delivered in 474. Like Whitebeard, I’m having a bad feeling about three (potential) foreshadowing moments in 474. I hope I’m wrong, but Oda has been hammering home the message for a while now and it conforms with a well-worn trope. 474 wasn’t all doom and gloom, though. There was an amazing revival and a scene that genuinely made me say “Wow...” out loud.

You just can’t rely on tech, Sengoku.

For most of 473, the Marine’s Advanced Wall Tech fell victim to Aokiji doing his job a little too well. Sengoku ordered the raising of the Encircling Walls. Except, Aokiji’s vast sheet of ice made it difficult for the mechanism raising the wall to work. Sengoku spent 473 sweatdropping at the fact Whitebeard was charging straight at the scaffold. He had faith that the tech would work, however, and the Marines gradually stole away inside, leaving Kumas and Pirates on the battlefield.

While charging after Luffy, Ivankov noticed this (as only a season Revolutionary Army commander could, I suppose). Jimbei acknowledged it, but what could they do about it?

Sengoku continued to sweatdrop. “Are they ready yet?” he kept asking, as the distant dot that was a raging Whitebeard grew larger. But the ice would not budge. The gears were not grinding, though Sengoku’s certainly were.

Enter Vice-Admiral John Giant, who decided to act as hype fodder for Whitebeard buy Sengoku time and have a swing at Whitebeard. I loved the guy’s name and I loved this whole sequence. John Giant and Whitebeard clashed blades. Whitebeard told him to move it, then pulled off a literal power move. He grabbed the fabric of reality with his bare hands, tore it and the earth literally shifted.  Then he air-crack punched John Giant so hard he was sent screaming back towards Sengoku. The only reason the scaffold wasn’t destroyed was because the Admirals deflected the human missile. 

Courtesy of Whitebeard, Marineford is ruined, the land is tilting at a very strange angle, many ships were sunk and Luffy almost fell into a chasm, only to be saved by Jimbei. Again. xD

(What would happen if Luffy fell into a hole like that? Would he bounce? I’m still uncertain why he wasn’t able to stretch out his arms to full capacity to pull himself back out. Is he tired?)

Amidst the chaos, Doflamingo laughed maniacally, as you would if you were a few ants short of a picnic.

I loved how the Admirals bickered among themselves when John Giant fell victim to Whitebeard hype:

Aokiji: “The walls aren’t ready yet. That’s what’s causing this mess.” Akainu: “Your ice is blocking them!” Kizaru: “Can’t you just melt it?”

Or... you could have Sengoku order full power directed to the walls, which did the job in the end. Well, sort of. The vast, steel walls reinforced to counter Whitebeard’s power, and kitted out with hundreds of cannons looked pretty impenetrable. Then Sengoku turned to Akainu and said, “Do it.”

I thought, oh, that’s an interesting order. Another scheme cooked up between the two Absolute Justice Friends. Akainu’s trick was awesome, I have to admit. When the Fiery Fists of Justice rained down from above, the anime team went mad with red-tinged frames, flashes of white and images of pirates being punched to oblivion, boiled by lava-melted ice, caught by cannon fire or predatory kumas. The Whitebeard Pirates and Allies did look on the ropes and I did worry for a moment.

Thank goodness Little Oars Jr was slumped over the final panel, leaking blood into the mechanism, eh?

Trapped!

It was round about this time in episode 474 that the Ominous Foreshadowing moments appeared.

The action briefly cut to The Rest of the World Via Sabaody. Turns out the other Rookie crews had gathered clandestinely to watch the war (it sounds so weird saying that, like they’re watching a World Cup match and people aren’t dying). I liked seeing the reactions of some of the captains. Bonney seemed to be devastated by the news Whitebeard sold out his allies. Trafalgar Law didn’t believe a word. Apoo was aware of World Government propaganda and knew why the feed had been cut. I can’t remember what Kidd said. But Hawkins drawing the Death card is ominous. 

I don’t know anything about tarot, so I had to google it. Apparently, cards have different meanings if they’re upside down or not. Hawkin’s card is not upside down, so it could mean:

- the ending of a major phase or aspect of your life that may bring about the beginning of something far more valuable and important

- a time of significant transformation, change and transition

- elements of a sudden and unexpected change. You may feel as though you are caught in the path of sweeping change and cannot escape its effects. Though the immediate thought is toward the negative, an end need not mean failure.

At first, I thought, how does this apply to Luffy? But then I realised it might be more appropriate to apply it to the future of Piracy as a whole. Doflamingo is obsessed with the New Era and how dreams are obsolete. Blackbeard thinks that’s a load of old shite, but both he and his crew are obsessed with fate and being caught paths of sweeping change, unable to escape their effects. Everyone needs to move on after this and where the future will take pirates, no one knows, but I’m guessing there will be major changes afoot. Maybe some of the hot shit new rookies will take up the mantle and drive it forward. Who knows?

This made it more obvious that change is afoot.

That moment was sad. I wanted to reach through the screen and punch Akainu for bombing the Moby Dick. I’m still not over Merry and seeing a ship that was symbolic of the absolute pinnacle of piracy: of freedom, comradeship, power and discovery actually made me die inside a little. Not to mention the very symbol of Whitebeard snapped off in the flames and was trampled on the ground. That is a big giveaway. 

Whitebeard looked back, his eyes reflecting the firelight and said, “I’m sorry...” to his grand, old faithful ship and... Ugh. 

I wonder what the little ship spirit said back?

I have the funniest feeling the Death card could also be interpreted literally. Like, Whitebeard is going to die, which I don’t really want but all the flags are there. He’s old, not what he used to be, he’s just been stabbed through the chest, his Jolly Roger is in flames, trampled on the ground and his ship - the symbol of his glory - is a smoldering wreck at the bottom of the sea.

But then again...

Oars is Alive: Death or Glory!

The fact that Oars is alive gives me hope that all the death foreshadowing this episode might amount to nothing. I was wrong about Oars (nice time to take a nap btw, Oars, ffs).

I did like when Marco said to Squard, “Oars is still fighting” even though he was flat out, basically hinting, “Get out there, stop crying and make it up to Whitebeard.” Oars resolve was also symbolic in a way. His path and the literal blood he shed was the only way forward. When Luffy made his last forward charge down the only narrow opening left, the anime team even backlit Oars’ body to resemble a fiery light at the end of the tunnel. Death or glory!

 Ace is still not having a great time. He couldn’t watch as Luffy was blasted away by cannon fire and sunk into the water in front of his. Only Jimbei’s timely response saved Luffy from drowning. (Jimbei for Man of the Match, honestly. I wonder how many times he’s saved Luffy so far?)

It fell to Jimbei again when Luffy realised he had no hope of charging straight into cannon fire with as much aforethought an angry rhinoceros. 

That moment when Luffy appeared in front of the Admirals in a pillar of water, swinging a chunk of mast genuinely made me say, “Wow...” aloud. I bet the screenshot above was taken from the manga. It looks like it should have been. A lot of care’s gone into it. It looks great.

Again, the Admirals’ reactions were interesting.

Akainu: You're standing tall, Dragon's son. I praise you just for your tenacity.

Kizaru: What makes you think you can beat us?

Aokiji: You’ve not leveled up enough to have a crack at us yet, son.

Well, Luffy’s gonna try! That frozen mast shattered into pieces by a Stamp Gatling might give him enough cover to pull off a miracle.

Looking forward to the next one now. Now Luffy’s at the scaffold, it’s getting good.

After rehearsing for weeks in Akainu’s bedroom, Sengoku finally lets the Admirals show off their dance routine.

[monsterloveday]

I hope you don't mind.

‘Jigsaw pieces are different but still fit together”. This headline was said in a video I recently watched by ‘Bodyposipanda’ on Instagram (god I love her) and the truth of it hit me all at once, I couldn't quite believe that something so true had never penetrated my brain. It got me thinking and made me realise how I have created and followed certain ‘Rules’, when it comes to body types and my body type especially. I have been so goal oriented lately and making and booking plans (it feels so good to finally get things rolling btw haha) that the thought of dating / getting out there / love is not one of my priorities, in fact it has become so unimportant to me that my attitude towards this kind of thing is completely transforming (and for the better I’d say, although thats another story entirely).

However another reason men / relationships / dates etc have been on the back burner is because I have (unknowingly, until now) continued to follow my belief that my body is not to standard / thin enough to have any kind of involvement with anyone, thats it is ‘a work in progress’ and undesirable to all, especially to myself.  

I told myself that I cant and shouldn't look for love or even anything casual any time soon as I don't have the right body for it, (like there are requirements and regulations?). It just wasn't an option at this point in my life and to focus on something more important, and in the mean time I will continue with being ashamed of my body and to cover up as much as possible.

I took myself off dating sites as I was now bigger than the pictures on my profile and I couldn't possibly upload newer and truer ones of myself, only when I got back to an ‘acceptable size’ would I re appear. I believed that thinner guys would not be interested in a girl like me as I am too big for them. Any time I notice a beautiful man (no matter what size he may be) I have a good look at them (obviously! ;P) and then turn my eyes to the floor as if to say to myself ‘you cant try anything with anyone right now’. Its crazy to think how much I have forbidden upon myself, so many things and all because I have a different body now. But it was reading through the many comments by women on this Instagram video that made me so sad (but also selfishly comforted) to learn that SO MANY WOMEN have made these rules also. The hating of stretch marks, the worry of belly roles, the belief that because our bodies are bigger than potential partners means that they do not fit. Tonight I deleted my POF account for good (no not the typical uninstalling - reinstalling pattern I have repeated over the years). Purely because every time I went on it, I felt horrible. I felt horrible because I saw too much fat hating, too much shallowness. Too many profiles stating they wont speak to bigger girls, too many guys making comments on my weight, or my hair or piercings. (and obviously the endless amounts that just want one thing only).

Now, I understand everyone has preferences / types and of course that is ok, and with dating, rejection is something that comes with it (no matter how many times you get rejected it sucks though) but when I see guys at word go laying down the law of ‘I will not speak to you if you are fat’ is quite franky such a shitty way to be and is probably one of the many causes as to why women believe they have to become this perfect body in order to be wanted or to be seen as attractive. Seeing this type of attitude started to cement the belief into my brain that men don't seem to look for good hearts, good personalities or good morals in women - just a perfect body and a perfect face, which are things I will never have. It made me feel completely worthless and absolutely shite and that fatness is so hated and its almost criminal if you are. But I don't want to go down that road. I am really resisting that belief, I WANT to be believe that there are guys out there who don't mind. Who wont mind that I have grey hair Who wont mind that quite frankly I have more fat on me than most. Who wont mind that one of my boobs is slightly bigger than the other  (some of these things have been complained about by a guy I was dating a few years back - yep!) Who wont mind that I cant be confident or perfect in EVERY way possible And that regardless of all the shitty messages / face to face comments I have received  - I don't want to drown in them and let them influence my thoughts towards guys and how they may see me...or even , how I see myself. Maybe Ill never meet someone - and that is ok... Maybe its best to stay the way I am so if anyone is to come my way they will like me for EXACTLY who I am  Maybe ill get bigger, Maybe I’ll get smaller Maybe I’ll become successful Maybe I’ll fail Maybe I’ll get a million more stretch marks and perhaps grow a beard. But whatever I may be - if a guy is to come into my life, I hope he wont mind.