#I simply cannot rest
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Was thinking about how his face would look when he realizes the sun doesn’t burn after the crash.
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate astarion#baldurs gate fanart#bg3 fanart#bg3 astarion#astarion fanart#bg3#my art#I simply cannot rest#he is fluffy#waugh
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He might be bisexual, but he has a ship to run!
[Commission for June's Ko-Fi raffle winner @primtheamazing! Thank you for the support and for the oppertunity to draw more Tiger Tiger]
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#ludovica bonnaire#remy bonnaire#I am once again on my propaganda campaign for Tiger Tiger! And this time I was paid to do it (Not by the author!!!)#There are too many people out there who have yet to be fully convinced by my comics to start reading! So here's more inticement!#Yes I have been re-reading Tiger Tiger again. It is so worth it to look at all the details Petra puts into *all* the dream sequences.#Jamis is great for many reasons *and* his bisexual torment dreams are some of my favourite parts of early Tiger Tiger.#You can't separate Jamis from his sexuality! He might not fully process it but his heart and desires are critical for us to understand him.#Arguably a huge part of Tiger Tiger is about sensuality and working through the mysteries of one's heart.#Love how there is a big abyssal creature of the deep that is a non-binary lesbian - and how queer their following is.#Are we afraid of what we cannot see? Are we afraid of who we are in the dark? In what we see in our dreams? Or is it simply unexplored?#That's my reading at least.#That aside - glad to see I am not the only one who was expecting Remy to have to play the part of his sister after she stole his identity.#It would have been delightful fun but I understand why it did not happen. But I have the power to draw and dream!#And the power to give Jamis even more torment. This man bullies himself even in his thoughts and dreams. Rest in shards mate.
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It's now time for our feature presentation
Feacher
Coming straight from YOUR house!
Coming straight from YOUR house! (Coming!)
He's the one! (Coming!)
The king of only
He's groovy and never glooby
You can't get this from an egg!
The sensation of your screen
The show that makes you scream
Say it with him, folks!
mr. (ant) tenna's TV TIME...!!!
#[art]#[2025]#tenna#to tell you the truth. I do like this guy. I Love TV !#I simply fear I cannot draw him right. and also fear that I would've latched onto him Badly if I didn't grab onto the weather LOL#but geez. this guy and the rest of the things happening with this guy...
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I LIVE SO I LOVE
for @aprylynn 💙
© namuspromised, doolsetbangtan spotify template, animated lyrics template
#namjoongifs#btsgif#dailybts#dailybangtan#userbangtan#cyphernet#userdimple#usersky#annietrack#tuserandi#userpat#heyryen#usermaggie#uservans#useremmeline#kim namjoon#*mine#bts#knj#i'm pretty sure i'm still on time so HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY <3#i hope you're surrounded by lovely people everywhere that are always ready for lotr marathon!#i just love the one with the quote and rest of bangtan coming to him I LOVE THIS MOMENT SO MUCH#loooooooooove you!#anyway i sneaked kimline here and they had to do this to apryl there's no way#don’t look to closely to the conpilation gif please 🫣#I simply cannot do comps
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23Oct24
Grief whispers he’s gone; I deny. But she says it again, by and by. Then she swears he’s still here: “It’s not real, what you hear”— I’m trapped in her back-and-forth lie.
#liam payne#rest in peace liam#tw liam's death#one week since liam's passing#exhausted from grief gaslighting me all week#mentally depleted from trying to process the contrary thoughts on repeat:#'liam payne is dead' and 'liam payne cannot be dead'#even typing that out feels sacrilegious#i both know he's gone and know he simply cannot be gone#i think this may be my first first-person limerick#which feels weird#but appropriate#hope everyone's doing ok
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i think a really great aspect of oofuri is how much it gets mihashi's ass for being overly timid and dependent. it would be really easy to write off the way he and abe interact as being abe's fault because he is overbearing, and a lot of people do, but it has some really great moments of going "hey, you cannot hide behind abe or depend on him to make every decision. it's not good for you, or him, or the team."
#oofuri#yeah abe is a little overbearing but it is often because mihashi does not make decisions on his own so abe is just filling in the gaps#because he really and truly cannot make a good guess about what mihashi wants#because mihashi has never said anything about what he wants#but any time mihashi has ever voiced a complaint or suggestion abe takes it into account#he is not dismissive#he just doesn't think to ask because 1. mihashi has never given abe a straight answer to anything 2. abe is not very good at being social!!#autistic teen boy who needs things said simply to him paired up with autistic teen boy who thinks saying things simply will get him killed#abe should ask more but mihashi also needs to say more. abe can't read his mind and he shouldn't have to that's not how relationships work#i get a little irritated at the perception that abe is treating mihashi poorly#what is he meant to do when mihashi doesn't talk to him#i am thinking about the scene where tajima gets mad at mihashi#and tells him 'you can't play baseball with just abe'#because mihashi being incapable of speaking his mind and acting on his own isn't good for the team#and abe will pick up the slack but that isn't how things should be#i did not like the bijou game but i really liked it showcasing the strain it put on abe to make all of the calls#and there is a lot there to be said about how his willingness to do everything but actually pitch for mihashi#stems from how bad catching for haruna was for him#because he felt alone at the catcher's plate the same way mihashi did on the mound#and that. fucking scene of abe begging haruna to pitch. augh. he'll do the rest please just pitch#abe can do everything else as long as mihashi stays on the mound#obsessed with mihashi and abe mutually being so worried that the other person will not be there
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I saw a post proposing that the reason the Doctor always ends up on Gallifrey at a time after he last left it but before the next time he'll visit, and other Time Lords similarly are all showing up on Gallifrey in a chronological manner, is that the TARDIS just handles it. and that is great! but I would like to propose that, as well as and alongside this, Time Lords have a biological like-calls-to-like thing going on that means they're extremely unlikely to encounter each other out of order. it's like how birds can sense north. Time Lords can sense each other, and are repelled (like magnets) by other Time Lords who are at a mismatched point in their chronology.
the TARDIS is handling it, but she's doing that partly by avoiding any time & place where the Doctor's spidey sense starts tingling. (the Doctor is not aware of this.) that's why the Doctor and the Master don't run into past/future incarnations of each other: any time one of them aims for a planet the other is already on, if they'd be running into each other out of order, they get the heebie jeebies and turn around.
#doctor who#doctor who meta#finx rambles#I haven't watched any doctor who beyond nine & ten so if canon contradicts me – well. it's doctor who#epitome of 'do I contradict myself? very well! I contradict myself! I am vast; I contain multitudes'#and I think this is neat#in both senses of the word#oh for a fun detail this would mean that the doctor simply cannot go back to gallifrey before it burned#every one of its people would flinch from him#and he from them#alien and anathema and itchingly wrong in this place that he loved and destroyed#I know thirteen had some funky stuff going on with gallifrey but! from dashboard osmosis#it does seem like she was at no point having a good time there#so my theory could still hold#perhaps she was viscerally repelled by and repellant to every time lord she met#with all the rest of the issues she had going on would she even notice?#or just chalk it up to more mental illness?
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You must go, Jayce.
a study from one of my favorite Viktor Microexpressions (screencap under the cut)

(this is the face of a man who needs a good cry)
#I also colordropped these colors. I will simply repaint arcane screenshots for the rest of my life instead of ever learning color theory#anyway. physically cannot restrain myself from drawing him it seems. I apologize to all of my mutuals for the deluge of arcane recently#I'm uhhh scheduling this. because I'm Scared#arcane#arcane spoilers#viktor arcane#arcane fanart#jayvik#mine#my art
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I sure do base a lot of my future plans on "when I win the lottery" for someone who has never once entered the lottery
#it's because i simply cannot think about spending the rest of my life stuck in miserable shitty jobs#so to avoid being swallowed up into a depression void i have to just live with the delusion that one day i will get rich enough to not work#talking
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#yes impossible poll. also yes the rest of this song is also devastating but i simply cannot think about it or i will go insane#three houses is out now btw everyone go listen to her 🔫🔫🔫#this had been waiting in my drafts for months waiting until album was officially out lol#three houses#dave malloy#haze#3h#th
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Doing chores with AuDHD is wild like....
Do Big Task
Lay down
Do other Big Task
Lay down
Accidentally fall asleep
Do Task
Get annoyed with Executive Dysfunction bc now you have biohazards that you can't deal with due to the limited water tank space
Prioritize cat
Lay down
Get up to do task
Sit down
Open laptop
Think "one short game won't hurt"
It's night
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
#the first iteration of lay down is simply because I have nowhere else to rest my body as my dishes dry#and not all the dishes are done!#there's a dish in the fridge that is probably moldy but I can't do anything about it bc i NEEDED to clean the cat fountain#so it will stay in the SEALED fridge in order to minimize air damage#my tank is almost full now (bc of the cat fountain) and I LITERALLY CANNOT do anything about it bc I don't have the tools#and it is relatively inconsequential to not have the tools so whatever#audhd#executive dysfunction#AAARRRGGHH
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I MISS LIAM
#i cannot fucking do this anymore#if i were not on my first day of dog sitting for the week i’d be. in a lot worse of a place#fucking hell#liam payne i love you so very much the majority simply does not get it#tumblr besties you get it#but the majority does not#fucking. fuck#i don’t think i’ll ever bounce back from this liam is going to weigh heavy on my heart for the rest of my life#sam says shit
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let her make a casserole for your muse 🔪
#Ooc#I have to go deep clean my car to sell it. Pray for me#I've got a lot of sin drafted but as we know I simply cannot sit still regardless ot sick or not#Rest in peace
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HELP! THE NIGHT DEMONS(scoliosis)HAVE GOT ME!!!! RELEASE ME FROM YOUR CLUCHES FOUL BEAST!!!!
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sorry I can’t hang out tomorrow I’m watching a 25 year old movie and mourning the loss of the only good man in Rome who only longed to return home but who was forced into slavery and abuse until his tragic death. yeah it’s gonna be all day
#HE DIDN’T DESERVE IT#HE DIDN’T DESERVE ANY OF IT#I’LL DIE UPSET ABOUT IT I DON’T EVEN CARE#he was so good 😭 so brave 😭 so honorable and strong and wonderful 😭#i simply adore him and if i watch gladiator it’s an all day event#because first i have to mentally prep myself for it#and then i have to watch it#and sometimes i have to pause it to simply appreciate him#and then when it’s over i need the rest of the day and night to recover#then i need the next few days to fully mourn for him#and then a week or so to post all my melodramatic thoughts on this blog#he’s my precious beloved husband and i simply cannot live without him#to live without him is such agony#this is hyperbole BUT STILL#i dream of him constantly#i think of what life would be if he were here#and the closest i can get to him is watching gladiator and pretending i’m there to share his sorrows and joys#IF ONLY#IF ONLY I COULD BE SO BLESSED#love of my life stars in my sky blood in my veins THAT’S WHAT HE IS#to love him would be the greatest joy of all#i’m so mushy over him today i’m sooooo in love with him I CAN’T STAND IT#gladiator#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe#text posts#funny
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my fellow autistics, always remember that generalised advice on motivation often does not fit us, do not make my mistakes
#every motivational advice ever: it's best to have your work space separate from your rest space#me: got it got it next time i move i'm gonna look for a place where that's possible#me: did that#me of the past: could immediately reach for the laptop and start working as soon as i woke up because it was right next to me#even though could not get up from bed for hours#me now: still cannot get up from bed for hours but now simply rots away doing nothing because the laptop is far away as Recommended#archer speaks
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