#I simply cannot rest

[asoriadraws]

Was thinking about how his face would look when he realizes the sun doesn’t burn after the crash.

[dailyhatsune]

miku w/ zundamon? up to shenanigans perhaps...

a high being of absolute chaos, completely undefineable by any human standard…and hatsune miku.

[raplinenthusiasts]

I LIVE SO I LOVE

for @aprylynn 💙

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[mollypaup]

i think a really great aspect of oofuri is how much it gets mihashi's ass for being overly timid and dependent. it would be really easy to write off the way he and abe interact as being abe's fault because he is overbearing, and a lot of people do, but it has some really great moments of going "hey, you cannot hide behind abe or depend on him to make every decision. it's not good for you, or him, or the team."

[gerardskirt]

gerard is the universal muse and also the world’s foremost category 5 sweet face event instigator

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

you: I like Nina, but I like Joy way more

the fandom: oh so you HATE Nina???? You think she SUCKS?? You want her to DIE???? You want to hit her with your CAR??

LMFAOOOO NO LITERALLY!!

Some of yall are actually insane to ppl who like Joy. Like I’m sorry if she is infinitely more interesting to me as a character. You ppl are literally making things up to be mad about. It’s giving:

Nothing against Nina, but some of you (you know who you aren’t) are so insufferable about this character that it actually hurts your case. You’re not oppressed in this fandom for liking the Chosen One the most, please get real. And also learn to take a joke, I promise you that no one actually thinks Nina deserved getting an article written about her, but since it’s not real, please learn to laugh a little instead of being a hater. It’s a bad look for your cause 😭

[toruq]

[thr-333]

OAAHF has a death grip on me. The angst is just *chef's kiss*

Gotta ask, from the latest post abt Leo's brothers, I wonder if future Leo's brothers would show up - either alive or as ninpo ghosts- to verbally tear their brother a new one for all the shit he put Leon through. Or maybe for alternate versions of future Leo's brothers tearing into him like: "Good thing your brothers/other us are dead... The disappointment would have killed them." OOF! RIP Future Leo's emotional state. He got served regretti spaghetti in the coldest way possible (and it was deserved).

Leo: Any qustions

Leon: ... Yeah I have one.

Ghost Mikey: Ohhh thats a serious face

Ghost Donnie: This is not going to turn out well

Ghost Raph: Leo, please for one in your life just be nice to him!

Leon: Is theree any part of you that holds even a tiny slither of affection for me?

G Raph: Well at least his one is easy enough to answer, it's not like he dosent feel anything for the little guy!

G Donnie: Yeah sure, he feels a lot of things, hatred, guilt, self loathing-

Leo: You asked this now... Knowing I woulnd't be able to answer anything but postively. Or risk you being distracted and compromised.

G Raph: YOU THINK HE'S NOT GOING TO BE DISRACTED ANYWAY?!?!

G Mikey: By the pizza supreme! do you think he's trying to manupulate you!

G Donnie: No no thats exactly what he's doing, I approve not little brother

Leon: Answer the question

Leo: Whats the point? Any answer I give wouldn't be genuine

G Mikey: BITCH you could mabe give an answer thats no despising the fetus!

G Donnie: Ah, so you wish for him to lie

G Raph: Honestly at this point? yeah!

Leon: I wanted to hear you say it, even if you never meant it

Leo: If you want sympathy look elsewhere

G Raph: You hurt the baby! Leon Raph loves you don't worry

G Donnie: Oh dear twin the violence I would inflict upon you if i was tangiable

G Mikey: *gross sobbing* He just wants your approval!

Leon: SERIOUSLY! If anyone should give me that it's you! You destroyed th world too

G Raph: Yes! Go off little man!

G Mikey: Call him out for all the self hatred he's pushing onto you!

Leo: Not this time I didn't

G Donnie: OH FUCK YOU

G Raph: DAD DID NOT RAISE US THIS WAY

G Mikey: I AM COMING BACK FROM THE GRAVE TO BITCH SLAP YOU

G Raph: AND GIVE LEON A HUG

G Donnie: YES THAT TOO

[eternalflashh]

“Keep calm,” Jing Yuan murmurs as he traces her hairline with his fingertips, tucking stray strands behind her ear. “So many people cannot handle even their single life, and you aim to live each and every possible outcome in existence? Weighing every decision between the infinitely forking branches before deciding on which path to take? You may have a vast mind, but have pity on your tiny head, Diviner.”

He leans in, touching his forehead against hers—against the gleaming third eye, without mind for its cold and distant nature. Jing Yuan’s eyelids flutter to a peaceful shut, as he does whenever entranced by deep contemplation. He is gorgeous, the general, particularly up close where she can see each of his moles and creases, all that marks him human. Fu Xuan hears the unwilling quickening of her heartbeats.

“Keep calm,” he repeats. “Breathe, Fu Xuan.”

Irrespective of her racing heart, she joins him as he inhales—chests rising and falling in tandem, again, again. She lets her own eyes close, her vision slipping into the unsettling dark. There’s warm security in the way his hand cups the back of her head, and she basks in it; dwelling in wafts of herbal mist, freshly inked parchment, salts of old regret among lotus leaves.

Breathe in, breathe out.

Breathe in, breathe out.

“Patiently, let them out. We go through this one by one.”

A steady metronome, to keep the melody flowing. The weight of all the world's fate does not seem so much more daunting to bear now, knowing that there is a head, a heart, next to hers, keeping her in check.

[todayisafridaynight]

arakawa kirby……..

[koifsssh]

ahhh greaser au... ahhh greaser rainy has my whole heart ever since i redesigned him. the hearts in his hair... bah!!! im probably nonsensical, insomnia as of late has been really bad, but i will continue on!

(It's funny really... i had bid goodnight... and then laid awake in bed for the next few hours...)

ANYWAYS, LET ME TELL YOU OF MY OBSESSION. (i jest) (not really) (there's some truth to it, actually)

okay, i lied, i wont tell you, (im being flip floppy, i have too many thoughts and i fear i will spill them out on the floor and leave you to make sense of it...)

i will tell you this, though! i have made a sort of change with it comes to Eddie, when i thought it over i think it makes sense for Eddie to be waiter instead of a greaser... he does go back and forth quite a bit, i think!

Plus, it was a joke that Rainy was their only waiter, i do think it would be a little funnier if he had someone to suffer with... Eddie! Rainy probably had to teach Eddie how to skate... which is a funny thought, there must have been a few... accidents...

(he is alright! dont worry!)

as for THESE two... i have no idea. (again Rosa isn't out yet i have not much to say!) (NOT TO RUSH YOU, DAY...) (take your time!!!) I can say Rainy is probably an unintentional flirt, (he is horribly sincere) and most likely wears his heart on his sleeve... (or, hair in this case) he is a little easy to embarrass, that is for sure. (for the mere fact i find it extremely amusing!)

Rainy probably served Wally and his friends the first time they had come to the diner, I think Eddie probably admired from afar... i think its easy to assume for who.

i really should get on with the designs... but ahhh... i always get so stuck... bah!!!

[tumblermakesapodcast]

Is... the pinned timeline up to date? Two months for script writing seems a little ambitious, just speaking as somebody who's only ever did transcription work and first underestimated how much effort this is.

hey nonnie! i appreciate the concern, but we're mad chilling on that end ;) not to toot my own horn, but i've got a degree in playwriting and my current daily wc is anywhere from 600-1200 lol. assuming each episode to be around 15-20 minutes, that's roughly 4000 words a week, which is 2000 words under what the low-ball estimate of my weekly capabilities are! it is ambitious, you're totally correct on that front, but i'm nothing if not naively optimistic. (plus i have all of u to help me out by making creative decisions and keep me hyped abt the project <3)

[hussyknee]

Idk if there's enough people talking about what a gigantic energy drain Complex PTSD is. It's not just one single traumatic event, it's having lived in a traumatic situation for a long time. And in the case of child abuse, your entire formative life period. Everything is a trigger, anxiety is your default, and your brain keeps trying to keep you safe by yelling at you about everything you're doing "wrong", which will lead to pain. Your brain is a constant war zone, braced for attack, rarely relaxed, at least some part of you always hypervigilant. The stress it takes on your body is insane. It's why trauma is linked to autoimmune issues, heart disease, type 2 diabetes, and, according to one study, cancer.

Physical disability leaves you even more vulnerable and less able to live up to the impossible standards of control and "correct" behaviour your brain insists on, not to mention the free gift given to all patients of chronic illness that is medical gaslighting and patient-blaming, all of which simply compounds the trauma. Reduced physical and mental health obviously leads to systemic risk factors such as inability to pursue academic and professional qualifications, poverty and financial struggle, malnutrition, becoming unhoused or bad living conditions, exacerbated medical issues and further lack of medical resources, reliance on welfare and care networks, and becoming trapped in codependent, abusive or toxic relationships. The knock-on effects are endless.

This is all to say— if you're wondering why you can't seem to do more than the bare minimum every day when you haven't been diagnosed with a physical illness, or you're "not that disabled", or you think your symptoms are "just psychosomatic" (which means your brain is under so much intolerable stress that it's started taking a chair to the windows and destroying the furniture just to get you to NOTICE AND MAKE IT STOP): the answer is that your body is actually struggling under the kind of stress that kills trained soldiers and disables them for life. So stop trying to convince yourself that you're just not trying hard enough when what you really, desperately need to get your life on track is community, care, rest and ease.

[mossytrashcan]

I don’t believe in the glorification of murder. I do, however, believe in the empowerment of jacaerys velaryon

[necromycologist]

JUST FINISHED LOCKWOOD AND CO IM GONNA MISS THEM SM 😭

[sukimas]

there are a couple of people on the submarine that are unfortunate (that French academic expert on the titanic, and that one teenager who is the son of a billionaire on there) but they did sign up to go on a billionaire's ultra stupid boat so i cannot feel that bad. don't listen to venture capitalists you'll die underwater. many such cases.