#I should shut up and be grateful
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I'm so tired
#at this point not even crying helps#nothing does. nothing eases the pain of existing or makes it even a little easier to bear#there used to be ways I could distract myself. things I could do to brighten my day#they don't work anymore. everything's been poisoned by my self hatred#I'm getting worse. I can feel it. and I don't know how to stop it#there is no one in my real life who I could turn to for help. for comfort#for anything but a reprimand to pull myself together and stop making shit up#because I have no reason to be miserable. I have everything I could ever ask for in life#I should shut up and be grateful#and I am. of course I am. but no amount of material possessions will fill that void they left in me#I've been aching for a loving parent my entire life. it's clear now that I won't ever get one#so I'm just left to continuously deteriorate with no one even slightly concerned about me. until there's nothing left#until I stop being a coward and go through with what I've wanted for so many years#I don't know how long I'll be able to go on for. especially when there's no light at the end of this tunnel#no indication that things will pick up. nothing to look forward to#the world is going to shit. so is my life. maybe it would be better to just be through with it#maybe then the pain will stop
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Superman would not snap and go kill-mode because of a loved one dying, or seeing himself as above us, or any of the other reasons comic-makers always say.
Superman would snap and go kill-mode because living your life with super-hearing on planet Earth would drive anybody right over the edge.
#superman#I sit directly in front of my office's printer and by the end of an 8-hour day I'm ready to carve faces off#Imagine hearing every grating and unpredictable noise in the world with perfect clarity all the time forever#It's a miracle he made it out of childhood sane#Evil Superman's signature phrase should not be anything in the vein of 'Kneel before me' or 'Face true justice'#It should simply be 'SHUT UP'
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Finally listened to part 47 and
AUUGH THE WAY JOHN IS SO PATIRNT AND KIND WITH ARTHUR😭😭😭😭💕💕
Like, they're in a hurry and the situation is tense but he's still so kind to Arthur and asking him to rest!!!
#hes all like “Shut UP Yorick!! Anyways Arthur you should sit down you need to rest”#and “you did what you had to to keep us alive and i am so grateful for that please dont beat yourself up over it”#and its so AAAHHHHGGG#its just so sweet:]#malevolent#arthur lester#john doe
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I am so unbelievably pissed off. FUCK HOAs
Oh, my trash/recycling bin can't be visible except on pickup day? Ok whatever fine I hate you but I can deal with this
Weekly inspections?????? FU FU FU FU FU
SECOND NOTICE ALSO WE'RE CHARGING YOU MONEY TO SEND YOU CERTIFIED MAIL OF THIS TOTALLY LEGIT TOTALLY SECOND NOTICE OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY A VIOLATION cue me: checks notes. Hmm. My recycling bin was. on the curb. on recycling pickup day. You know. The day it has to be out. The day it is motherfucking ALLOWED TO BE FUCKING OUT AND VISIBLE.
so. 1) not a violation
I have sent them the trash AND recycling pickup schedules, which are DIFFERENT, btw
I have disputed the fact of the violation
I have disputed the linking of this "violation" to a previous violation MONTHS AGO--their "first notice" in this case was a "Courtesy Notice" LITERALLY 5 MONTHS AGO and they've done so many inspections since then and my bin CLEARLY WASN'T OUT IN THOSE INTERVENING MONTHS so WTMFH
So I am posting like a crazy person here instead of sending the absolutely deranged email I almost sent (I did send a slightly less deranged version with the disputes, and requesting a hearing)
OMG. It has been. Less than one hour since I learned this fun fun news. My bin was out YESTERDAY, y'all. YESTERDAY. I am going to blow a gasket
#it's a relatively privileged problem to have (omg i have a home truly i am grateful) but it's still a goddamned problem and i'm allowed#to fucking complain about it#in case it needs to be said#*rolling my eyes*#i advocate for free/actually affordable housing for everyone who needs it because we ALL deserve a safe secure stable home#whatever type of home that may be#it is absolutely goddamned ridiculous that megacorps can buy all the housing#rent it out at extortionate rates and evict people willy nilly#and we're talking about a “housing crisis” and not a “STOP LETTING CORPORATIONS AND BILLIONAIRES HOARD ALL THE HOUSING” crisis#goddamn.#ha elect me president (ahaha don't do this i am not a good public speaker) and I'll push congress to pass some really neat legislation#hey be more direct: elect me to congress (ahaha don't do this) and i'll WRITE some goddamn nifty legislation and yell about it as long and#as loud as i can until people start to just fucking say yes to make me shut the fuck up#(i know that's not how it works. again. don't actually elect me to a government position)#exemplia gratis:#No individual person shall own more than 6 homes UNLESS they pay a Housing Market Shrinkage Fee for removing viable housing from the market#why 6 and not 2? 2 is a lot! it's excessive! but having A vacation home shouldn't be a crime. Having 5 vacation homes is ridiculous and#awful and whatever but it's not likely to be the source of all our greatest “housing shortage” problems. no. I'm aiming for the absolutely#monstrously greedy and egregious motherfuckers who---ok#hang on. how many homes does the average min and max homeowner own? I would like to see data on that. but anyway#the next part of the legislation:#Homes owned >6 shall be charged X% Housing Market Shrinkage Fee UNLESS they are rented for affordable (15% or less than renter net income)#housing and are actively occupied by said renters. Rented out and charging more than 15% of renter's net? still gotta pay up.#EMPTY housing >6 shall be subject to an additional Y% Housing Market Shrinkage Fee (tax? should I call it a tax?) which increases with ever#month that the housing goes unoccupied. no one living in it? sell it rent it or pay the fuck up. and still pay the fuck up if you rent it#for way too goddamn much money#but like. less. we only REALLY hate you if you sit on empty houses that you don't even let anyone use#ok that's individuals. now onto BUSINESSES#ok so immediately it gets a little complicated cuz like presumably there's rental management businesses that don't own the rental propertie#that they manage BUT there are also companies that just outright own a shitfuckton of housing and THIS is the truly egregious monstrous sid
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To think that most of the tragedies in Jujutsu Kaisen could’ve been avoided if Geto Suguru read The Communist Manifesto by Karl Marx before deciding mass murder of civilians was the appropriate solution to child labor violations.
#cactus shut up#Nanami had the right idea.#Yeah I don’t think I’m ever going to forgive him.#Ah yes let’s make society exactly like the Zenins which resulted in the Toji that ruined your life.#Sorcerers give birth to non-sorcerers. If your ideal world involves killing your loved ones�� children for not being born right it’s bad!#A little bit of socialist theory could’ve saved him. He would’ve killed the higher ups and everyone would've thanked him eventually.#It's the lack of respect for the working class that gets me. These “monkeys” make your clothes and food and infrastructure.#He should be grateful to them not punishing them for decisions they never made. Jujutsu society chose to isolate you dummy. Listen to Gojo.#Also he had the option to just walk away like Nanami. There's layers to this class traitor behavior.#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru
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is anybody interested in another chapter?
#is anyone even still here#I’m trying to motivate myself to finish this fic#but like#I feel like everyone’s gone#I know at least two of you are still here and I’m so very grateful#and I know the whole I shouldn’t write for others and should write for myself#but idk#I’m sad#idk why I’m even tell you this.#I just like talking to you guys#sigh#I need to shut the fuck up#I’ve had an incredibly bad day#ignore the tags i guess
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Sooo... Someone put that post into my dash and—
While I agree that nobody should be forced to write things they don't want, I disagree with the notion that NB/men that play this game should be "grateful for the MC being gender neutral". Like we're dogs and should be grateful by just being seen
GN/Men who play this game are as much the demographic as woman. Even If the game advertises itself as an "otome" (If OBM/NB really fits the label Is another whole discussion tbh), one of the biggest selling points Is that Obey Me MC Is non-gendered so everyone can play. Men/NB people are valid customers and are allowed to feel disapointed when the fandom excludes them
Like, If you don't like men/non-binary people having opinions in how the fandom treats them, just play one of the million otomes that have an exclusive female MC. Take your own advice.
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#look I don't care what everyone writes but I dislike the reasoning that men/non-binary people should be “grateful” for a gender neutral MC#Like this fandom isn't hostile to anyone who isn't a cishet woman lol#ok I'll shut up now. someone reblogged the post and I just couldn't help myself#Solmare shouldn't advertise their non-gendered MC if they don't like queers playing their game. That's what I think at least...#post0400#also I get salty because as a bisexual. I always get told that I should be grateful with any wlw content in dating sims.#no matter how underwhelming it is#So I guess I took it too personal? lol. lmao.
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gets into subnautica just before i knew about bz me: yayayaya comes back here not knowing the subnautica 2 trailer was around the corner
me: :0000000000
#god my xiv friends should be grateful i made this blog or i'd not shut the fuck up#buspersonal#i am not the only dude who has funny timing - which is funnier
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Jfc I need to stop posting art late at night because I always notice mistakes in the morning
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Hey, I saw you hadn’t posted in a while and I hope you’re doing okay. I’m sorry if you’ve been going through a hard time lately, and if that’s the case I hope you have some better days soon. Please take care <3
In news that probably surprises no one, I am struggling.
Thank you for your kind sentiments, anon. Hope you are better off than I am.
#replies#anonymous#personal bullshit#paranoia & all-encompassing sense of feeling unwelcome & you can't speak unless someone speaks to you first has been peaking for a while#just bracing myself for the next hit of rejection/failure and hoping it finally does me in#fandom feels inaccessible and very little i do seems to matter#i'm sorry i know i should be more grateful#but this is what it looks like when i am extra Unwell by Matchbox Twenty TM#now i bet people wish i'll shut up and go back to being a ghost 👍#sorry i can't pretend to be alright like usual#let's see how long it takes before i lose my nerves and delete this too#sorry again for everything
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Hakuba seems to notice something about what KID and Conan are doing, but can he really tell the nature of what is going on there?
Also side note but honestly if Hakuba is gonna put his hand on Conan's mouth to try to shut him up like that, then he should expect to fucking get bit. It's what I'd do for that level of disrespect.
#Detective Conan#Magic Kaito#Mun Post#but then I loathe the idea of people touching me without permission#and also would rankle severely at the idea that someone would try to shut me up like that#he's treating him like a child; which; for all that he LOOKS like one; he very much is Not#plus I don't even think you should treat a child like that; no matter how badly a noisy child may grate on my nerves in a public place#thinking something bc you're irritated and at your limit is one thing; Doing something bc you're irritated is quite another#idk I'm just tired and maybe a little overheated atm so even the idea of this annoys me#to the point of wistfully imagining acts of petty rage and violence
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literally every item except for the pkmn game 😭 which, I should be clear, i am very very grateful for fjkdkl i was actually not expecting to receive more than two or three things, and the frying pan will be immensely useful djdkdl but aough there is a certain disappointment to the game not being one of the gifts fjdjkl
#part of me is like welllll maybe thats a sign that i shouldn't get the game#other part of me thinks maybe i can use the money that i might receive from relatives to get it but. i shouldn't. it should be for grocery#i AM happy and grateful to receive the other items on my list though i really really am fjdkdl#im excited abt the s.innoh gym badge pins !! going to put them on my bag as I acquire them in-game :]#i will match my sona ^-^#and the book is awesome and the scrub brush is useful and the crochet hook is excellent#so overall very good!!! just a tinge of disappointment abt the game but i rly shouldn't have gotten my hopes up fjfkdl#maybe i can use this as incentive to get my ass in gear to work on welfare application fjdkdl#but also maybe i just. shouldnt get the game. is it rly worth that much money that could go towards food instead ... idk 😭#and ofc i could emulate but for some reason i just dont rly want to do that fjdksl idk why#man. clasps hands behind me and looks out to sea.#also congrats to me again for keeping my mouth shut most of the time PHEW im getting better at keeping quiet#sorry this is such a greedy spoiled sounding vent fjdksl i just. there is a little bit of disappointment y'know? even if there shouldnt be!#trying to push it away bc i am glad for the other items fjdkdl and dont want to be a greedy ungrateful goober over a video game#dandy.cmd#vent //
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got tagged in this game by @samglyph like a week ago but i'm only getting to it now. sorry about that! thanks for tagging me :)
Rules: Make a poll of your favorite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!
limited myself to one lady per thing. i think it's pretty clear that i generally have a type for which girls are my favorite (silly and/or evil)
iiiiiiiiiii can't remember who i tagged the last time i did one of these so let's try @venus-is-thinking @1moreff-creator @thebadjoe @a-star-that-burns-brightly @gleamingtempest and @sapphireroses282 . for any of those people feel free to not do it if you don't want to, and for anyone who i didn't manage to tag feel free to do it if you want to! i'd love to see it :)
#veronika grebenshchikova#fiore disventure camp#mahiru shiina#emu otori#franziska von karma#maki harukawa#rei mekaru#yoruko kabuya#susie deltarune#monika ddlc#himiko toga#power chainsaw man#in case anyone was wondering who barely didn't make it.......#it was pretty close between Power and Makima but while i think Makima is probably “better” i like Power more so i went with her#had romantic killer on the brain so i considered Anzu but i don't think i love her as much as the others#FUCK i also forgot about oshi no ko. Kana should have been up for consideration as well#AUGHHHHHH I FORGOT SxF ANYA AS WELL. IM IN SHAMBLES SHE *SHOULD* BE THERE I MEANT TO PUT HERE THERE#i love Epithet Erased and Molly but considering that i like Giovanni and Sylvie as a top 2 much more than her it felt unfair#miss Nicole 09 is also great but she is almost a bit TOO fucked up for my standards and i haven't finished watching flipside so i'm afraid#and i wanted to include a P:EG option but i don't think there's been enough content yet to warrant it. probably would've been Grace tho?#also shut up (/j) about four of them being danganronpa. i just consume a lot of danganronpa okay they're always in my mind#be grateful that i didn't pick four girls for all four canon games#not that i think anyone would but no csm spoilers please! i'm an anime only
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Indie studios deserve support not criticism of their diversity no matter how mediocre/lacking it is in certain areas and there's no point in criticizing AAA studios because they'll always prioritize marketability.
#girlbob.txt#so obviously i should shut up if i ever have issues with half assed fat bodies because other people are grateful#and that means im the problem
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objectively a stupid thing to get irritated or upset by, but i really hate when people at the centre try to tell me how lucky i am for the life i live or how good i have it, esp when they tell me they had it sooooo much worse when they were my age. they do not know me. they do not know my life. they have no idea what my situation is.
they see somebody who is exceedingly polite and unerringly kind and shows up in nice clothes most of the time. they see that i draw in a sketchbook. they see that i work on the jigsaw puzzle. they see that i hold the door for people. they see that i greet people and ask people questions about themselves in a way that makes others feel seen and heard and appreciated.
now what the fuck are they getting from that that makes them think they know anything about me or my mental health or life situation!!! if anything they should be curious because I share so little about myself with people, I tend to keep things focused on others because that's safest for me. do they not question why i am at the mental health centre so often if i apparently seem like i have such a great life ????
#and perhaps this is oversharing but i have literally been keeping relapse cuts hidden under my sleeves almost all week long lmfao#which feels... fitting for this. symbolism moment lol#also i know people are self-absorbed esp if they have mental health shit going on#and i know i think about others way more than the average person. but like. cmon. do not assume all that shit about me#it was really fucking hard not to snap at this one lady today who is always telling me how lucky i am for what she assumes i have in life#maam allow me to just push up my shirt sleeve like two inches. do you see? shut up! shut up! you don't know me!!!#and i AM aware of how good i have it compared to others. i have food. i have shelter. i have the centre to spend time at during the week.#i have my old lady group once a week if i choose to attend. i have enough social awareness to function somewhat in society#i have some very nice belongings that i get to call my own. clothing that i like. public transit system. some craft supplies.#there are good things. there are privileges that i am lucky to have. i see this and i am grateful for it.#but there is also a lot that i am massively struggling without. safety for one. a family that actually cares for me. mental stability!#emotional stability too lmfao! enough energy to do more than 1-3 tasks in a day! affordable food or perhaps just a form of income!#i dont know. i'm just really tired and frustrated with people. its unfair of me to be frustrated w them bc yeah i guess i do look like-#-i have it together on the outside to people. and all these people struggle with social awareness and etiquette so... sigh.#i should not be annoyed but i am struggling to be patient with these people when they assume this shit about me#because there isn't really anything i can say to them other than nodding vaguely and smiling. like i can't argue lol#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#self harm tw
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cannot believe that in four (4) + years of krakoa, this is the first panel we’ve gotten of these three together
#still none from present day but lol#from how they’ve treated my girl i should just shut up and be grateful atp#x
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