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Oh by the way!!! Keith wearing a bucket hat was inspired by the fallen survivor zombies also wearing bucket hats. Sometimes when Ellis sees a fallen survivor he mistakes it for Keith, before realizing it's not him. Figured it was a neat little detail I could add :3c
#I thought I was so genius for this lmao#kebby rambles#l4d2#l4d2 keith#keith l4d2#left 4 dead 2#zombies#left 4 dead#keith#ask to tag#I would've posted the sound file for the voice line but I couldn't find it#I searched so desperately#There are so many voice files that I want to find but I just can't#cus they all have very unhelpful names like misc273.wav#UGHGHGHGHH#Now I'm imagining Ellis mistaking a fallen survivor for Keith and his little heart breaks#Before he realizes it's not Keith#And he internally has to calm himself down from that initial panic#Poor baby boy
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Ghostly Host AU
So! Ghosts need a physical Anchor in the living world, or they are liable to fall apart and fade away if they stay for too long.
In Amity Park, this usually isn't too much of a problem. Sure most Ghosts can't stay for a week without a Host, but the ambient Ecto-Levels in Amity Park are enough that they can stay for a few days or so at a time with little worry.
This changes however, during Reign Storm.
When Pariah Dark awakens, Tens of Thousands of Ghosts use the Fenton Portal to escape the Rule of Pariah Dark, running away into the Human Realm.
If Amity Park had stayed where it was, this would have been fine. They could have stayed in the Living Realm for a few days, and maybe the Weaker ones would need to find a temporary Host, but that was fine since Amity was filled with thousands of Liminals.
Unfortunately, Pariah Darks first move was to suck Amity Park into the Ghost Zone, alongside all of the Ecto-Energy that had accumulated there.
Now left trapped in the Living Realm with no way back to the Zone, thousands of Ghosts suddenly needed Hosts or they would start dying off by the Hundreds. In a Panic, they spread out across the Planet in search of viable Hosts.
Any normal Person wouldn't do, they needed a Living Being that could actually handle their Power, or someone who matched their Soul. Preferably both. Liminals were the best since they had a durable Body and a Malleable Soul, so any Ghost could use any of them as a Host.
But outside of Amity Liminals were very rare, and finding someone who matched their Soul was time-consuming and hard. Thankfully, in recent years the population of Aliens, Metahumans, Enhanced Soldiers, and even extra durable baseline Humans had spiked across the world.
All across the planet, People suddenly found themselves stuck with a new Passenger in their Bodies.
Those new passengers thankfully weren't malicious, for the most part, but it was still annoying. The only good thing was that they now had new Powers, which neat.
They could summon the Ghosts in their Body outwardly, and then command the Ghost to use their Powers in whatever way they wanted. Only other Hosts could see another person's Ghost, which meant they looked very awkward to normal people when they fought. Generally, Hosts seemed to act more strangely after getting a Ghost, as if they lost a few of their Inhibitions.
Why did they feel the sudden need to strike a flamboyant Pose? Or over dramatically scream?
#Dpxdc#Dp x dc#Dcxdp#Dc x dp#Danny Phantom#Dc#Dcu#Host AU#Ghostly Host AU#Tens of Thousands of Ghosts were suddenly released onto the world in desperate need of Host Anchors to survive#Not all of them survived long enough to find one#The Ghosts basically act as Stands#That's basically the main reason I made this#I wanted to make a Jojo's reference#The Ghosts mostly end up in Hosts that suit them the most#Spectra ended up with Hugo Strange#Skulker ended up with Deathstroke#Ember ended up with Black Canary#Johnny and Kitty actually got seperate#Kitty was stuck in the Ghost Zone when it all happened while Johnny was stuck in the Human World#Johnny ended up with Jason Todd#Kitty asked for help in finding him and ended up bonding with Jazz again so they can search#You can see where thats going#Danny is his own Host as a Halfa so he is fine#Sam becomes the unwilling Host of Undergrowth#Tucker becomes Host of his own Past Lives somehow#Who would end up with Superman? He would be a sought after Host by virtue of his fame#You know what would be funny?#Box Ghost ends up with Superman#Lunch Lady ends up with Lois Lane cause for some reason she is a good enough Host
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Great and Tyme being worried about each other
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 5
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#userpetri#tusersilence#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#i made this so i could stare at their expressions during those scenes truly masterclass in acting#the way you can feel great's pain in the 4th gif when tyme yells to let them try to kill him#the way great is just searching for anything to grasp at when showing his worry about tyme's well being didn't work in the 6th gif#and great desperately saying his grandma#he is so split between holding onto his parents and holding onto tyme because he doesn't want to lose what they have#and clearly he knows asking tyme to do it for him alone wouldn't work not only because he has no right to#but also because he simply doesn't think he even mean that much to tyme. it's not like he knows what it's like to mean stuff to people#i mean shit look at his relationship with his parents. so he uses grandma and it works#anyways i love the little smiles in gifs 14 15 16 when he can feel that tyme is worried about him#all i'm gonna say about tyme is we need to put that man on suiciide watch. anyways that's what I can say from great pov
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Ok I know this is kinda specific but does anyone have some recs for established relationship lovesquare fics that have a conflict that goes beyond just an identity misunderstanding? Like it’s already post-reveal or a reveal alone can’t fix it? Like they have an argument or some drama happens or something and they have to solve it together as a couple? I don’t know what I’m saying but I go wild for that stuff but it’s hard to search for
#and I am in fic desperation because I have nothing else to do and I spend so much time searching for fics like this#I figured I may as well ask#post season 5 finale fics definitely fall into this category but are easier to search for so I mostly mean other scenarios#also I love love love aged up. if it helps. but I feel like I’m already being too specific lol#buggachatter
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(pics from mod page)
HOW AM I JUST LEARNING THAT THIS MOD EXISTS.
This is an absolute well of prosthetics (and eyepatches! for male and female models!!), both serious and silly.
#after years of desperately searching for modded non-dwemer prosthetics.... FINALLY.#skyrim mods#skyrim#i don't know that i can add it to 'recs' as it doesn't have an english translation for the latest version (yet)#so i haven't played with it and can't speak to how it works#but i can definitely see borrowing some assets from here!
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Funniest thing I've seen recently, and not funny in a ha-ha way, more funny in a "the endless entropic void gnawing at my will to live" way, was somebody asking around for alternatives to Neil Gaiman, in the light of Neil Gaiman's ongoing fall from grace. As though what we're currently sitting through isn't the collapse of the carefully curated "Good Guy Neil" image that caused people to parade Gaiman as the same kind of preferred progressive alternative to, say, Rowling. As though we won't be in the same goddamn situation in a few years or months, with some number of the new progressive sci-fi/fantasy darlings- not all of them, to be clear, but at least some of them- when their impeccably-curated marketing implodes in on itself and they're revealed to be the same kind of sex pest or abuser. Can you not see the wheel to which you are strapped. The game of human pinball you are condemning yourself to with this mindset. Maybe you do see, and you're just resigned to taking it one soul-crushing disappointment at a time, one "I never would have guessed" after another. I mean I think we all need to get resigned to that one way or another, sun's gonna go out before it stops happening
#I want to clarify that this is deeply unfair and uncharitable to the extremely specific personal context described in the post I'm vaugeing#We all process things of this nature in different ways#but it's part of a larger pattern where A.)#people ask for or present “alternatives” to the problematic media du jour as if your relationship to a piece of fiction is remotely fungibl#and B.)#if you truly understood the extent to which basically everything you love is built on a bedrock of awfulness you'd have to go become a monk#and so we search desperately for anecdotes and narratives surrounding the CREATION of media we love#to assure ourselves that it's wholesome and aligned with our values down to the bone#spoiler alert: It's an extended marketing campaign!#apologies if this is more cynical than usual I'm having a rough couple days#vent#thoughts#meta#personal
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my dear friend.
(DO NOT TAG AS SHIP)
#fe3h#fire emblem three houses#claude von riegan#byleth#byleth eisner#i was thinking about how claude calls shahid “kyoudai” in jp. and how that's also his chosen name for byleth at the end of white clouds#and i was thinking about how long he must have been searching for family that he could be safe around. and how desperate he must have been#for anybody to fill that role for him. and the weight of it all hit me at once#i drew this like months ago though so dont expect much more 3h from me im really deep in isat sauce atm#my drawings
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Happy Halloween! Have a Hellboy as a treat.
#I definitely did not forget to make something for halloween and then desperately searched through my old drawings#thankfully I am halloween coded year round so it was not that hard#halloween#my art#hellboy#hellboy fanart#hellboy art
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I finished posting the unabashedly educational Sword Fic.
It includes a detailed (but hopefully beginner-friendly) explanation of all the steps of making a Nichirin blade from a sunny mountain like Mt. Youkou, a touch of swordsmith and metalworker folk lore (including demons), meta about what must make Kimetsu no Yaiba's swordsmithing methods different from real life methods, some character exploration for Haganezuka and his polishing method, vocabulary and additional resources in the chapter notes, and hopefully, an endearing, silly POV character to learn this all through.
#my fics#SWORDS SWORDS SWORDS#would you like a story about the years of background of this fic?#I was not very well-versed in metallurgy until recent years but my study of the Japanese language goes back to#well#longer than some of you may have been around#I always liked samurai and swords for the aesthetic but started to take more of an interest when I lived in Shimane#and on a day when I had a friend taking me around to rural sites associated with a legendary monster she was like#let's go see the sword museum while you're out here#but that museum was closed (it comes back into this story though)#so we went to a different one that no longer exists but that was my first encounter with how much work it takes to make the sword ore#fast forward years later#I am writing this blog and it becomes known as a fun place to read about Japanese culture as seen in KnY (thanks glad you enjoy)#I decide that I must tell people how hard it is to make the ore and finally visit that main museum on a trip back to Shimane#I collect material and struggle to do more research and wrap my head around it#and I write the first version of Teppi's story that focused mostly on the smelting and glazed over the forging and polishing and stuff#meanwhile I am in a job situation I have already long since wanted out of and soon I want out a lot more desperately#job searches were disheartening but then I found THE ONE I WANTED#and on that first interview when I was already like PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#they asked if there's a Japanese cultural topic I could suddenly explain in great detail if asked#and without mentioning this blog I said I had recently written up something for fun about tatara smelting methods (and they forgot this)#fast forward again and I very happily got the job and was very nervous as I got the rundown on a very large annual nerd project#and when they announced the topics for that year I saw that tatara smelting methods in the region I knew them from was on the list#and I was like#asudyaiusdyuasdyuahduahduhsdhuPLEASE GIVE ME THAT#and i got it and when I went out there for research people were like#...why do you know all this...???????#and since I dared not mention my KnY blog I was like#...I lived in Shimane...#it seems I broke the tags because the rest of the story got cut off but hi yes you get the idea
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hi i don't have the specific comic issue, but i do have this panel (in response to charles being a screamer). enjoy.
First person who finds this issue name gets a crisp and uncomfortably-cold handshake from me
#nsft#snap chats#YEAH THIS IS THE ONE INWAS TALKING ABOUT DOKDKKS THANK YOU#never seen this suit before. well i have ive seen this panel before but i barely see the black + red + purple but anyway#the lore significance of charles’ mansion previously having soundproofing to not …. wild….#this my only beef with comic soc med tho sometimes panels get shared but not with the actual issue#reverse image search only helps so much PLEASE you cannot be withholding context from me like this i MUST know#theres another panel that i saved that i so desperately need the context to like chat im suffering#REGARDLESS. forever grateful for this snippet its still beautiful#this is still an insane thing to say like Dawg. My Guy#maybe the lack of context is funnier ……. i still wanna know tho—
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diamant
#my art#ace attorney#franziska von karma#im going INSANE#im going fucking CRAZY#so i already told you all how i made a brush set in the shape of among us crewmates#but these are genuinely the best brushes i have ever used#i used amoguses stacked on top of each other for the chains#i made a scatter brush for the glitter#so if you zoom in on the glitter on her dress you'll see a bunch of little amoguses floating around#these brushes are so good#they have ruined my life#i have been so proud of everything i have made with this brush#i will never be able to go back#one day i will create my magnum opus#and in the desperate search for aesthetic beauty someone will ask me for the brushes i used for my masterpiece#and i wont be able to answer them seriously#god help me
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half if not more of the bsd x reader tag is just those multicharacter multifandom posts that give the vaguest blurb of all time and list like 40 insanely unrelated characters underneath. i’m abt to get violent where’s my baseball bat
#i’m like desperately searching for new bsd blogs to follow because it’s like nonexistent on my dash anymore#and frankly it’s the reason i’m here NHGDHHG jjk sure but. bsd is like….. what im here for#sorry but i’m so anti those posts i simply won’t follow you if you post them 🤍#NGFGJHGJJ#is that too bitter. maybe#my words
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i was going through my dragons bios and realized i excalted one of my dragons wife LIKE 2-3 YEARS AGO I AM SO SORRY DUDE I JUST YEETED YOUR HUSBAND/WIFE
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Family portrait with the Dad Bad Batch
#please can we have them all back together again#i just want them to be happy#i was desperately searching through the draw you squad tag in hopes of finding a good reference with six people#then i went 'wait... my family has six members'#and proceeded to locate as many of our family pictures as I could find#this is the first result#please don't pay too close attention to the armor i tried my best#no i didn't actually i just kind of gave up#i also re-drew hunter and omega's hair like-- five times#and i'm still not too happy with them#but i can't for the life of me manage to make them look any better so here we are#i'm really happy with crosshair tech and echo tho#my babies. i love them#the bad batch#bad batch#tbb#the bad batch fanart#bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#hunter#omega#crosshair#wrecker#echo#tech#the clone wars#star wars#star wars fanart#art#my art
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Dead Poet Date Hc's
Anderperry - Chased by Walt Whiskers
When Todd's publisher demands that he use social media, his manager, Ginny, couldn't have envisioned this.
Accidental sweater thirst traps aside, it's Walt Whiskers driving Todd's media engagement. It's Walt Whiskers who guest stars at his poetry readings, and it's Walt Whiskers who Ginny hires a social media manager for.
Who knew his anxiety aid could be such a traitor?
Because when Todd meets Neil his life goes to shit.
Working in media had, of course, given Todd the expectation that his cat's manager would be attractive. Todd can work with attractive. He can ignore attractive, usually.
But nothing about Neil is normal. He's tall, extroverted, and a Shakespearean actor to boot.
He's not arrogant, gym-obsessed, or suppressing the temper of a stage mom. Neil is a regular guy so in love with his poorly paid job that he decimates his sleep schedule and runs ragged to pay his rent by managing the city's theatre socials.
So Ginny, like any good friend, ropes Neil in before her boss at Todd’s publishing house even finishes the call.
Unfortunately, Todd is a homebody. He is a poet with a Wikipedia page branding him a 'recluse,' and the thing about influencers is they have to exist outside.
Ginny compromises at first. Every shoot is scheduled in darkened, private spaces.
Todd watches each time as Neil's brows raise in perfect, incredulous arcs. He doesn't comment. Instead, Neil hoists Walt onto one of his ridiculously high hips and takes a walk to 'check the light.'
Todd's lungs expand.
To Neil's credit, he tries. Todd finds indoor photoshoots awkward enough as he poses with his lacklustre smile, torn notebooks, and Walt Whiskers perching irritably on his lap.
The outdoor shoots are worse.
"Poetry is supposed to stir you up!" Neil's voice projects through Central Park as he gesticulates wildly. "You look as stirred up as a cesspool."
"I'm not like you."
"Don't you think you could be? People listen to your words, Todd. Now let them meet you."
"I thought you were here for Walt."
Neil rolls his eyes, "you are Walt, dummy. Come on, let's break for coffee."
So they order drinks and commiserate through quotes, exchanging words from Tennessee Williams and Kafka until Todd is comfortable enough to allude to his own.
And when Todd isn't looking, Neil gets the Instagram reel. It's the perfect shot of Walt Whiskers wearing Neil's glasses as he slowly blinks at Todd quoting from his supposedly 'aesthetic,' ink-stained notebook.
With a trendy sound bite, the post explodes.
Todd's latest book flies off the shelves. So naturally, Ginny hauls them into her office to talk strategy.
Strategy, in Ginny's world, translates to valentine date.
"It's logic," Ginny dismisses. Tinny music pours from the speakers as the Hudson River Company keeps her cell phone on hold. "Your latest collection is called, Tides of Love, Todd. I'd be an idiot not to set up a romantic dinner cruise for PR.”
"I'm not sitting there with my cat." Todd turns and appeals to Neil for help. "Tell her what people will think."
Neil opens his mouth, but Ginny cuts him off.
"No." She shoots a firm look at them both. "I know for a fact that neither of you have valentines plans. Take the cat together and secure us a bestseller."
They take the cat.
Todd spends all night pulling at his tux. Walt has no such reservations with his mini paw-printed bowtie. Instead, the damn cat has every waitress sneaking chicken under the perfectly pressed tablecloth.
If he were a better pet owner, Todd would've noticed. In a better world, Todd would've stuck to the no-chicken diet Walt's vet prescribed. But in this world, his cat's manager is wearing a tux.
Neil could be a Hollywood star sitting there under candlelight. With the wine in his head and the river waves in his stomach, Todd wants to take Tides of Love and write it anew.
But he doesn't.
Todd pokes at his Michelin star meal. It may be pathetic, but valentines are valentines no matter how fake.
He crumples a napkin and drops it over the camera lens.
There are no witnesses when Neil pets Walt, his long, delicate fingers brushing Todd's own. Nobody shares how they linger, how they curve, almost taking Todd's hand to hold.
And when Neil makes a determined and tipsy climb up the deck, Todd doesn't turn, doesn't direct his stare away. He finds himself laughing and scrambling to race against Neil's impossibly long legs. With a fire inside, Todd snatches up the lookout post, throwing drunken taunts out in his wake.
With flushed cheeks and Walt warm in his arms, Todd isn't a tentative poet or a hermit half in early retirement. He's Jack flying high through the clouds. He's bold and he's reckless in his dreams, and in his love for a Shakespearean Rose.
Like every ship, Cupid's Arrow sweeps Todd happily into the deep.
It's only with his hangover the inevitable sinking begins. His iceberg is the size of date night floating up his fyp with over 20,000 hits.
A heart-shaped button has never cut so deep.
But with engagement comes sales and not one, but two, NY Times bestsellers, so the poet and media manager keep taking Walt on contracted dates.
Cafes roll into museums, picnic dates, and late-night Broadway shoots.
Walt poses while Neil charms and draws Todd closer and closer into their extroverted orbit.
By April, Todd's poems hang from the walls backstage at Circle in the Square. He walks between frames correcting and composing while Walt scurries beneath seats, and sniffs for wet food pouches stashed under stacks of Neil's scripts.
It's a routine, Todd tells himself. It's enrichment to exercise Walt. It's his typewriter stored as a video prop amongst the leafy crowns and Yorick skulls at home in Neil's dressing room.
It's this home the poet follows, each purr and smile like catnip until he finds himself curling up during rehearsals behind painted, woodland sets. His poems layer across the orchestra, snatches of Neil's soliloquy, and the beat of paws on wood as Todd opens his words and world to TikTok Live.
With these unique readings come sponsors, and with sponsors come trips.
As spring creeps in, Ginny packs them off on a brand deal supplying a '57 Chevrolet Corvette for the road Coney Island.
They shoot Walt in the driver's seat like a city-dwelling Grace Kelly in sunglasses and a scarf. In a second snap, Neil lounges on the red bonnet in a line of Times Square traffic, and Todd is blurrily backlit by Battery Tunnel in a final car shot, the winning polaroid cover for his upcoming collection, Epigraphs for Nostalgia.
The road to true love has never felt so smooth.
Todd knows it can’t last, but he clings to this day straight from the brand’s vintage guide to teenage dates.
Roll after roll fills with charmingly juvenile snaps.
They wave from Deno’s Wonder Wheel. Product placement smears Coney Cone's ice cream over Walt's nose, while Neil and Todd squabble over film and notebook sheets which fly loose to scatter like snow on the boardwalk.
"I told you," Neil whoops, "those dead drafts want to fly!"
Chastened by staff, but thrilled with the candid, self-timer snaps, the poet and media manager take one more shot.
"Come on," Todd grumbles, wrestling Walt into an admittedly dingy photo booth. "You can't take care of yourself."
Walt meows in protest. But the curtain falls and traps both man and cat as Neil slides onto the bench.
Flash. Walt pressed nose to nose with Todd. Flash. Todd squawks while Neil howls at the ice cream Walt smears on Todd's nose. Flash. Walt leaps and Neil dives into Todd's lap in an effort to catch the escaping cat. Ding!
Pink hearts float in bubble letters like cotton candy across the screen: Kisscam Count.
Descending digits blink in and out.
Three.
The poet freezes. His cat's media manager glances up, his body still sprawled across the poet's lap.
Two.
Neil inhales.
One.
The final lines of Epigraph for Nostalgia linger on the seam of Todd's lips.
“Carpe Diem," he mutters.
There's a flicker.
An image appears of an Instagram crashing kiss.
#this got so out of hand the word count is putting it on ao3#I regret nothing#not even my desperate search for NYC accuracy#or my own decimated sleep schedule#CO Posts#date hc masterlist#dps headcanons#anderperry#dead poets society#dps#dead poets society fanfic#neil perry x todd anderson#todd anderson#neil perry#anderperry fanfic#neil perry fanfiction#todd anderson fanfiction#dps fandom
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Jonathan "surrounded-by-angry-sapphics" Sims ass post
#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#sorry for the screenshot of the tumblr post#i tried desperately to find it on ops blog but the search function is so bad 😭😭😭#will try again later when i have access to laptop
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