#I really struggle with that scene
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Listen, I love the Night Nurse as a character. I love Ruth Connell, period.
But when she stands there in Charles' memories and watches him get beaten with a belt and then takes the words he cried at his father to beat him down further "No, you can't make it better. You never made it better, then you died."
I have yet to forgive her for that. It is, without a doubt, one of the cruellest lines I've ever heard in film or television.
#I really struggle with that scene#I don't “skip” it because I want my rewatches to count#but fuck me#If I don't manage to turn down the sound in time and close my eyes it still triggers me bad#And that fucken line is like salt on the wound#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#night nurse#dbda#cw: abuse mention#ruth connell#jayden revri
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Happiness
#this was uhh#a recreation of a scene I thought would happen in ep 8#I mean I guess it kinda happened but not really#but honestly whatever akhh#hope I drew hugging correctly btw#I was. struggling.#artists on tumblr#digital art#my art#art#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#truthless recluse
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Here I am, pushing the Jian Li (Akai Kotou! Zuko) = Jinshi (The Apothecary Diaries) agenda.
#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko#atla fanart#prince zuko#atla art#kyoshi warriors#Kyoshi Warriors AU#Kyoshi Warrior Ursa AU#Akai Kotou#Solitary Red Island#zuko art#zuko fanart#Kyoshi Warrior Zuko#atla zuko#the apothecary diaries#jinshi#If you know where this pose is from then you're my best friend#Moon Spirit Jinshi you'll always be gorgeous enough to topple nations#Have another one sketched somewhere because that Jinshi-wakes-up-does-a-sword-kata-and-lies-on-the-floor-to-mope scene is literally Zuko#“I can't keep my secret forever. Even that girl who's ignorant about the oddest things will probably figure it out soon...”#“Or maybe she already knows... That'd certainly make things easier for me.”#I swear the more I read the light novels the more Zuko Jinshi becomes.#But anyway THAT scene#Is literally Zuko struggling to keep his secret from Katara and the Gaang later on in the AU/fic#He's like “I can't tell her. But I can't hide who I really am forever. I can't. Why won't she figure it out already?”#It's all very dramatic and very mopey and very Zuko#So yeah. You'll probably get more Jian Li = Jinshi stuff later.#Which is hilarious to me because Jinshi is very much aware of his otherworldly looks right? Right?#Jian Li/Zuko has NO idea of how smooth he can be at times. He's so stupidly unaware of his own beauty and I think that's the best thing ever
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he turns into a deer when he gets his period
#struggled with this one for a long time. could keep tinkering away with it but i dont want to#im slowly learning how to draw interiors.#theyre really difficult for me but i like imagining scenes like this one so i think itll be a worthy skill to acquire.#art tag#ada tag#digital art#2025
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Miraculous Coccinella
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#getting through this update was a struggle and I don’t really know why#anyway#I hope the fight scene is at least somewhat easy to understand#miraculous ladybug#miraculous coccinella#miraculous coccinella comic#ladybug!lila#cat!marinette#noire#coccinella#lady noire#miraculous ladybug comic#miraculous ladybug au#miraculous ladybug fanart
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Rick and Michonne Grimes - Their Journey Over the Years
It's a broken world, Michonne. And you're the only thing that puts it back together. Til my last breath I am yours.
#the walking dead#the ones who live#rick grimes#michonne grimes#danai gurira#tvedit#nessa007#chewieblog#richonne#userstream#usergif#dailyflicks#richonnegifs#dailytwd#cinematv#twdedit#towledit#tvarchive#otpsource#romancegifs#denim rose graphics#ajshxbsjakaksksk aka me screaming internally; I’m so excited to share this with you all#I think this is the most ambitious gifset I’ve ever made??? but I really wanted to see it through#I chose to do a page for each era of their story (S3; S4; S5; S6-7; S8-10; and finally TOWL)#I’ve wanted to do a magazine layout for a couple yrs now but I was too lazy lol#but when the urge came round again this time for Richonne I got my butt up and immediately started sketching thumbnails#I struggled to come up with a time for the mag cover until I remembered the last (?) TWD supply drop chose the CRM Tribune as its theme#tbh researching mag covers; trying to match fonts; hunting down scenes...it’s been some long nights#the amount of sleep I’ve lost over this set lol but I’m SO SO happy with the final outcome; love these two and their story#I hope you all enjoy!!
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For the Laicion nation (aka, me and three other people)
I had this illustration commissioned (a big thank you to @lunehowls) for my werewolf AU Laicion fic (still a WIP).
The general pitch is as follows :
AU in which Laios never got to meet his sister again, putting his life on a whole other path, a more desperate one. A military deserter with barely a coin to his name, Laios hitches a ride on a boat to one of the elven continents, where he learns about magical tattoos that binds one’s soul to a wolf’s, effectively making them artificial werewolves. Illegal magic be damned, this feels like the answer to… everything.
In the process, he learns about the existence of an illegal fighting ring in one of the elven cities, where beastmen gladiators gather. Freshly tattooed and without anywhere else to go to, Laios decides to head there, where he meets Lycion, an elf and artificial werewolf gladiator. If they first bond over a simple shared meal, by spending time together (sharing the same room in the barracks, maybe the same bed? gasp) they find that they have a lot in common, notably a shared distaste for the body they were born in, a dysphoria partially remedied by becoming a werewolf.
They bond :)
NB: I commissioned another piece, go take a look :D
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#lycion#laicion#I'm heads deep in research regarding Ancient Rome gladiators... and loving it. Really fascinating stuff.#I bemoan the fact that most papers are locked behind a paywall (though I found one that gives a free pdf access)#(and no. Sci-hub is not an option. It's blocked in my country)#I'm also re-reading DunMeshi and taking notes to get a better grasp of Laios and Lycion as characters. Character studies if you will#and I still need to fully outline the fic#I know where I'm starting (struggling to choose a POV for that first chapter LOL) and where I'm ending so there's that#and a bunch of disconnected scenes (as we all do ahaha)#anyway. Doing all of this while studying for veterinary school. It's hard. I feel guilty whenever I'm not studying...#let's just say I don't expect the prep work for the fic to be ready before this summer (+ I need to finish the Kuro cosplay for Japan Expo)#hopefully; once it's done; I'll be able to set a schedule and write smoothly#werewolf#werewolf laios#rarepair#Fy posts
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"Who am I if I don't have what it takes?"
OG post haha
#i was really mad at myself for only thinking of adding lyrics from Surface Pressure AFTER I had already posted the original drawing lol#was just going to repost it with the lines but thought this would be a cooler thing to do#i wish now more than ever that i was a better artist than i am. because I'm dying to make a Pepper Jack animatic haha#i can see it in my mind... the scenes keep playing in my head... one day. but not today unfortunately#i honestly cannot stress how Pepper Jack core Surface Pressure is. it's so him u guise. it's him and his struggles#in any case. can't wait to tell you all who's responsible for this lol. you'll love him. hate him. you'll love to hate him#cookie run kingdom#burning spice cookie#golden cheese cookie#burningcheese#goldenspice#pepper jack cookie#i know BS and GC aren't in there but..... this is their son. it's implied. there I win#come on throw me a bone. this is the proudest I've been of a drawing. let me show off haha. it'll wear off soon enough
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I find it funny when my published author friends be like....
"Your Writing is so good. You should dream bigger. Why stop at MERE fanfics?"
me: firstly, thinking that any other form of writing is more respectable than fanfic-writing is so 2003. Secondly, becoming a NY best selling author is YOUR dream. My dream is to write my otp into every romantic au possible while drinking wine and petting my cat.
Them: it doesn't hurt to actually try and write for money
Me: nah, I'm good right here, man. Money? I have a shitty daytime job for that
#i will go broke for my fanfic-writing#tomorrow i dream bigger but today i finish the scene where my otp fight over what colour a flamingo really is#ao3 writer#fanfiction#writing#writer problems#fanfiction writing#writer life#writing community#writer woes#writers on tumblr#writing struggles#creative writing#writing stuff#on writing#writing things#writing problems#writer stuff#writblr#writerscommunity#writer motivation#writer humor
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I really enjoyed Touchstarved's demo so I created an OC! I love Merope, she is sad tired. Elegant in appearance only, damp and confused most of the time. When she was little she was abducted by an eldritch snake cult. She has a few good memories of her childhood and hopes that she can find any reason to not unleash the entity inside of her.
#TouchstarvedGame#TouchstarvedOC#touchstarved game#red spring studios#touchstarved oc#touchstarved#touchstarved template#oc#digital art#artists on tumblr#original character#I'm really happy with how these turned out!#This took me a while and a lot out of me but it was really fun#I'm so excited for Touchstarved I'm down bad for this game the setting and the vibes are immaculate#I love all the characters and I'm really going to struggle to Choose#I'm very attached to Merope and have absolutely already used her in other games with customizable MCs lol#Yes I have written out her entire backstory and played scenes of her in my head like an AMV
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The entire idea of "talking to someone about a show you both like but it turns out theyre normal about and youre obsessed" is SO real with pnf cuz there's SUCH a difference between "i watched and enjoyed it as a kid" and "ive spent the last 12 years of my life learning the entire script to this show by heart" and it gets SOO embarrassing sometimes lmao
#a real struggle (its not really tbf)#but fr tho i LOVE quoting amy obscure scene i feel like at any time#phineas and ferb#pnf#shitpost
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#criminal minds#criminalmindsedit#criminalmindsverse#proceduraledit#emily prentiss#emilyprentissedit#cmverse#cmverseedit#criminal minds evolution#cmevolutionedit#tvedit#filmtvcentral#dailyflicks#ladiesblr#femalecharacters#bitchys#mine#edit#*#internal*#evidence*#p r o o f#i have been struggling for AGES with how i wanted to do a set pairing the lauren arc and the 'play along' scene#and then cme just gifted me this perfect container scene *chef's kiss* i know there's hella nuance that needs to be read into this set#(like the warehouse scene is really just representative of her mindset undercover) but i think you guys Get It#otp: you are who you pretend to be#(feels so ... to use that tag on this set specifically but it's also exactly how i ship them - as emily's coping mechanism - so!!!)#someday i will let go of the lauren arc. someday. (no i won't.)#criminal minds evolution spoilers#(tag issue resolved!! sorry for the duplicate set guys you'll never guess what the issue word was)
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Been wanting to draw some fanart for Poor George MAP since it's my favorite one, and because it was its anniversary recently, I finally did it :>
ID: A digital drawing in two panels with characters from Warriors. In the panel above, there's Yellowfang watching Brokenkit play with a moss ball, she looks endearingly at the little kit; they're in a green environment and plants surround them. In the panel below, Yellowfang is in the same possition, looking down at an adult Brokenstar at her feet, already dead, she looks sorrowful. Fireheart is by her side, looking at her with compassion. They're at ThunderClan's medicine den.
#irbis draws#fanart#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats fanart#yellowfang#brokenstar#fireheart#firestar#thunderclan#shadowclan#cw animal death#animal death#poor george map#i really love this map. it brought me to tears at the part where yellowfang decides to blind brokenstar but still sees her little kit in hi#i remember when i first watched it i was procrastinating a very complicated project#i'm working in a quite stressful project rn too but ive got more sense of things and im almost done with uni!!!#and its still my favorite. i had heard of it like a week before it released and already liked the song aaa#and then the whole pacing was just perfect#also the scene where brokentail kills his father felt so real. i could feel raggedstar's struggle to survive#woaaah#very amazing map#AND THE CREDITS SEQUENCE#im gonna turn this into a ted talk goodbye
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Joshua Twewy truly the character of all time because Joshua Twewy can be anything. He can be your princess he can be your cringefail loser he can be your wet kitten he can be your homoerotic teen friendship he can be your evil mastermind he can be your tortured meow meow he can be a girlboss he can be your bubblegum bitch.
Perfectly written to be open to interpretation. The amount of times you'll be talking to a twewy fan and the Josh Topic will come up and they'll just go "no no no, here's what Joshua's deal actually is."
And then proceed to pull a completely unique and textually supported Josh Take out of seemingly thin air.
Breathtaking.
#they put the strangest character sauce in that boy and then promptly lost the recipe#on a cosmic level. twewy really is /joshua's/ story.#yet we hardly know anything about him#and yet hes also the character you FEEL. deep down in your bones and the part of your brain thats just eternally 14#i just started thinking about the scene in neo where neku is struggling to hold an entire citys consiousness in his mind#and the strain is threatening to kill him.#and then josh shows up and smirks and suddenly he can Do It.#like. the amount of CONFIDENCE you need to have in your character writing to make that scene ANYTHING#what does it mean????? we the audience certainly dont know#neku and joshuas relationship is a secret between neku and joshua and theyre not telling. we asked.#twewy#the world ends with you#joshua kiryu#yoshiya kiryu#twewy joshua#yoshiya 'joshua' kiryu
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The doll collector community is so full of toxic, mindless overconsumption.
"I don't like this doll, but I'm going to buy it anyway! Actually, I'll buy 2!"
Or you could... I don't know... save your money and leave the dolls for people who actually want them? Just a wild thought.
#You ever struggled to get a doll you REALLY want because it's out of stock?#Yeah I blame these kinda mfs. 😒#And scalpers of course.#dollblr#doll community#doll collectors#barbie#bratz#my scene#monster high#ever after high#rainbow high#shadow high#doll collecting#overconsumption#mindless consumption#rant#txt
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out of all the hollyleaf chapters, this one from outcast has always really stuck with me in the way it resonated in constantly being taught that finding a husband and settling down to have kids was an expectation or even a path to happiness. squirrelflight's response isn't to tell her that she doesn't have to have children, that she doesn't need to become a mother if she doesn't want to - instead it's to assure her that her "path is marked out" and "she can have kits and still return to the warrior's den". hollypaw's pov chapter comes after lionpaw's and jaypaw's, neither of which have to deal with these questions and struggles. i'd be curious to hear the author's intentions behind the scene- it's interesting characterization - one that resonated with me obviously - but it's so strange to see in a children's book, one by authors who at the very least hold milquetoast liberal politics, be unable to outright have their authority figure in the scene, the one whom the child readers are meant to look to as guidance, say "you don't need to have children if you don't want to, you're not any less for not wanting them" and instead don't acknowledge the idea of not having kits and instead try and say, albeit in a less blunt way, "you can still have babies and a career! you can find a way to have children and still pursue your goals!" which isn't the Good Message shit approach they think it is.
this isn't really meant to be an organized piece of analysis, i just wanted to revisit a scene that really stuck with me as a young kid struggling with my identity. surprisingly out of everything in po3, this is really what made me resonate with the idea of hollyleaf being a lesbian.
#deer rambles#there's probably a better analysis to be made#but i think i just kiind of wanted to ramble about my own personal feelings#as i said. i just remember this scene so well#and i think it stuck with me for a reason ya know? not because it's good#but because it's a struggle that isn't really explored. the authors dont think of these concerns as society born#to them. this is just what young girls and women deal with. these concerns materialize by virtue of being a “woman”#they are not created they are not taught they are just values that exist nebulously
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