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So, I just watched A Family Affair on Netflix and I have to say I wasn't expecting much from it. I didn't even watch the trailer. I saw the one clip that happened to play automatically, read the summary, and I kind of just decided, "Okay, I'm about to watch this mediocre movie on Netflix." And it is a mediocre movie. That is true. Still, though, I had more emotional reaction to it than I expected. I was pleasantly surprised to find out Kathy Bates is in it (alongside Nicole Kidman, Zac Efron, & Joey King) and additionally pleasantly surprised to see Liza Koshy. Plus there was a small scene with an actress who was in Dead to Me which is one of my favorite shows and I think I should probably look up her name. Olivia Macklin. Okay. Yeah, her role in Dead to Me was not a big one, but I'm always going to remember it and it was a delight to spot her in this movie as well.
I also didn't expect ANY sort of Christmas vibes from this movie, and I love horribly cheesy Christmas things so this is almost basically a Christmas movie but also enough not one that I think it could stand alone as just a regular rom-com/drama even if it is not Christmas time. It struck that particular balance incredibly well.
I genuinely cried at one point in the movie, but it could just be because I have mom issues. Yeah. On second thought, I definitely cried because of two things- I have mom issues, and I'm a sensitive bean who is very overwhelmed by everything right now (including my mom issues). I enjoyed that the plot wasn't entirely just on the romance, but also about family dynamics and friendship dynamics. Anyway, this is a long and disorganized review that manages to say very little for the amount of words I've typed, and it's also 2:13am at the present moment and I have to babysit in the morning at 10am, so I'm really thinking I should wrap this up and sleep, and maybe I shouldn't even post this but guess what I AM ABOUT TO HIT THE POST NOW BUTTON. Yeehaw.
#a family affair#netflix#I really should be sleeping right now#not writing weird late night reviews of a mediocre yet utterly charming Netflix movie#that managed to hit me in the feels and simultaneously be not particularly impressive#but I'll probably watch it again around the holidays if the options arises every year#because I'm a sap#and because this movie does manage to hit some emotional notes for me somehow#nicole kidman#zac efron#liza koshy#joey king#kathy bates#listen I guess I just have bad taste and love that about myself#because I know this isn't some award winning stuff#some of the jokes are a miss for me though#specifically the comments about bodies/appearances that feel body-shamey#but also those were small moments and overall it's charming and a decent viewing experience that I unexpectedly cried during
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somebody yell at me to go to sleep it’s 3 am and I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow
#I really should be sleeping right now#I’ve been up reading the winners by Frederik Backman#and crying#personal#mine
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a year ago i was doing a lot of xray scans for health reasons, then for legal reasons, then for stupid reasons and i couldn't use the same scans for some reason so i ended up getting like 3 times the normal dose of radiation for a time period. i believe from that moment onward i have been a superhuman
#hope it will help me pass my exam tomorrow#i am not graduating if i don't pass it#i didn't study at all#i really should be sleeping right now#or better yet studying
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what the fuck I was going through an old playlist of polygon shit I still had saved on youtube and after watching a bdg out of context video I just??? burst into tears????
#that was interesting. hm#I don't even know why. I just felt such an intense wave of grief and sadness#I guess the bad memories of the pandemic were bound to catch up on me while revisiting the good ones#my god#now I'm thinking about my fucking ex and about my grandmother and about my sister and the overwhelming FEAR we all felt#and I think the general grief of having something be such a big part of my life and then suddenly losing it#it's just fucked#how much my neurodivergent brain cares about this kind of stuff. it's fucked#and I just feel so alone about it#god#I really should be sleeping right now#rambles*
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If you were to like redesign Magneto's classic outfit in a way that both suits the character and your own tastes, how would you redesign it?
uhhhh errrmmmmm i dont know i really couldnt improve upon perfection but i have still tried for you my friend !!!
#xmen#xmen comics#magneto#erik lehnsherr#max eisenhardt#erik magnus lensherr#like ig fc erik there too but only if you squint Generally Speaking this aint about him#snap sketches#i thought this was gonna be a quick thing but then As I Do i sat and thought about it for too long#and for what. my end result isn't that different from the beginning !! tragic .#out of these i think. it MAY be obvious i like the far right one#once i remembered I Do In Fact love megaman i locked in cause everytime i draw Classic Magneto all i think of is megaman#cant even make a magnetman joke that mfer already exists and he from my FAVORITE classic megaman title tyvm#anyway. should i explain my reasoning now. man i guess i can try#i couldnt tho is the thing- at least for the first set i really was just ickin around and seeing what i Might like#evidently it was nothing LMAO i told yall i cant improve perfection ... so i just. Smash Bros'd his classic look#With some tearing on the cape cause i said so ............#at most- with the furthermost right bit- i just wanted to emphasize a feeling of 'power' hence the chunkier boots + gloves#with the first look i tried that angle with showing some arm skin buuuuttt i dont like it ...#i think the sleeveless look really only works if the outfit's black idk i cant explain it#overall the first design i tried just feels too sleek for my liking if i wanted to go for a 'power' approach#i like the 'M' i did with the legs at least. i really wanted to incorporate an M in case it wasnt clear but alas ...#tbh i might steal the boots/gloves/underwear design from myself when i draw classic magneto regularly. SHRUG we'll see#as for now i am very sleepy and i have class in the morning and i want to do some work Before Class#very cool but very sad i dont have my third class today :( its my fave class :( at least i get more time to work#and the more work i get done the more time i get to draw the sillies !!! epic ...#anyways. good night everyone !!!!!!! talk to yall tomorrow ..... probably ... or later ig technically... i should sleep earlier <- wont
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Girl's got a hammer, and she's using it.🩷💥
Who should i draw next?
[RESULTS ARE OUT]⬇️
Votes from IG
Guess im doing Shadow then!
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fanart#amy rose#amy rose the hedgehog#ybetzarts#i#surprisingly still find the time to draw what i want#actually#i dont have the time to make sth doodles#this is me temporarily taking a break#uh no#am ACTUALLY really tired right now#what am i saying???#i should be sleeping
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red playing with bunnies or second building a snow golem? whichever is easier of course :]
I just now realized you asked for multiple bunnies, but in my defense, it's past midnight when I finished this, skjdnkdrjkjnty.
#AVA#AVM#AVA Red#Animator VS Animation#Animation VS Minecraft#AVM Red#Star's Art#Asks#I really should go to sleep right now-
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Hi yes more unhinged penelope pleaseeee.
#epic the musical#Penelope#Post-canon my beloved#Penelope is beyond paranoid about walking around her own home#Penelope who has a break down when she goes to weave#Penelope you looses her goddamn mind if odysseus so much as steps out of the room without her#Penelope with shiny new (trustworthy) maids setting test after test because what if they're /not/#Penelope who sleeps with the door barricade and with a knife just in case#Penelope who lies and tricks just as much as odysseus does#And on the not angsty spectrum#Penelope who refuses to sit on any chair but her husband's lap ever again#Penelope who has not let go of odysseus's hand in 12 days and yes telemachus it is necessary#And in fact I'm going to glue our hands together odysseus if you asked Athena to melt our hands together#She would do it right? Right let's go ask right now yes I'm serious odysseus it's cool I'm into it#If you guys haven't read zarnzarn's stuff you absolutely should it's so so good and she writes penelope so well#Odypen#odysseus x penelope#Telemachus sitting there like :) I love my parents so much my dad is so cool :) but also. I don't really want to walk in on them making out#I just have a lot of feelings of penelope also need tender care and love and to be taken care of
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pls elaborate on the not-so friends with benefits w aki 🤞🏻
aki never intended for things to turn out this way.
your relationship at work was supposed to be kept strictly professional. you work in different departments, so normally you wouldn't see each other often. but aki somehow finds an excuse to come talk to you every day. when everyone in the division goes out for drinks, aki is the one sitting next to you, hand in yours once he's a little too drunk to dwell on the consequences. he takes you home with his arm linked around yours and his jacket draped on your shoulders so you won't get cold.
and outside of work, it's just sex, nothing special. it made sense at the time. you're the only one aki trusts, and you feel the same way. neither of you have plans to get close to anyone else. it's fine to indulge in each other, isn't it? that's the way it was supposed to be.
but aki has a hard time following through with the just friends part. how in the world can he keep things simple between you two when he's fallen for you from the beginning?
maybe you think you're friends. it's not like you've discussed it. but you've always known how lonely devil hunting has made him, maybe you think aki is just using you to chase away some of that feeling, to get a taste of something sweeter. you couldn't be more wrong. aki comes back to you every time. he promises this is it after another night with you, but it's never the last. he can't rid of this need to be close to you. he'll fuck you like he can't let go, and he'll stay the night to hold you for as long as he can, even though it'll never be enough.
he knows your relationship is complicated. that's okay. he doesn't need anything more. he can't have anything more, not when this is the life he's chosen. at least with this, he can pretend. when his limbs are tangled with yours on his mattress, your fingertips digging into the scars on his back as you whine his name into his ear, aki can at least fool himself into thinking the two of you mean something.
#he's extremely sappy really#he'll never deny you if you want to spend the night for longer than you probably should#you end up spending most of your time sleeping over at his apartment#he's just so nice... convincing you to stay because you're tired#and offering to make you breakfast the next morning#and if you want to hang out into the afternoon that's fine too#I need him... right now...#ask mags#aki <3
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GYA GAY HOMOSEXUAL GAY i mande some gay stuff (surprise)
the past days i've been so cold COLD HANDS COLD FACE COLD FEET its also raining so much Anyways ANYWAYSSW eiden would say to blade and yakumo smth like hey lets make theesome then some random day theyre in the bed half naked blade and eiden would be like oh darling ur my everything i would comit murder for you chuu chuu oh blade i love you so much chuu chuu come here hmhmhmhm THAT PRE SEX HORNY ATMOSPHERE they staring at each other AND YAKUMO WOULD BE SOOOOO FLUSHED watching them flirt but its so hot god heavens and eiden is even more turned on by the way yakumo js reacting blablabla by the way i imagined some detailed 4 hour long sex scene with them ok that was hot but i cant do anything in cold ITS SO FUCKING COLD fuck that climatic changes we should shot some milionaries THATS IT !
#nu carnival#yakumo#nu carnival yakumo#eiden#nu carnival eiden#blade#nu carnival blade#HELP I DONT KNOW THEIR SHIP NAME PART 100#theres definitely#yakuei#and#bladekumo#HOW IS BLADE AND EIDENS SHIP NAME FUCK YOUUUUU#yakublade#is a valid tag too .#I NEED SLEEP (AGAIN)#NUKANI#THIS POST WAS SO SO MESSY#ssssssorry#i say as the cold freezes me into a no dead state but i cant move either#i think blade should lick yakumos armpit#and yakumo should [REDACTED]#[redacted]#laughs maniacally#sorry i really need sleep right now#sorry any errors i dont see them until one month later#checks if i made 6 fingers in one of their hands#6 fingers would be nice tho#3 fingers to each bottom#my art
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What if there’s a tender moment between Alicent and Rhaenyra this season and as Rhaenyra is leaving Alicent yells ‘wait!’ and runs up to her and says ‘forgive me for this’ and kisses her as Rhaenyra cups her face and kisses her back.
#rhaenicent#this will totally happen 100% i am not coping#I dreamnt about this last night#also dreamnt looks really weird to me right now like it’s incorrectly spelt but I also got like 4 hours sleep#alicent x rhaenyra#rhaenyra targeryan#alicent hightower#house of the dragon#alicent hightower x rhaenyra targaryen#hotd#hotd s2#what if#what if this happened (it won’t im crazy)#I should write a fic with this prompt true#except i have like 4 rhaenicent fics im kinda working on rn om
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my sweet little baby man is no longer with us
#he had his bloodwork done yesterday and the vet said it was fine but he doesnt have much time left#and my bestie is a vet tech who wanted to see the lab results bc she always does and she looked at them#and asked me if she can shiw them to her boss today and i was like sure and immediately knew something was up#today keekki was being himself#then i went to run some errands and when i came back he was laying in front of the front door with his tiny baby head against it#and i was like ''oh ok one of his seizures?''#and theyre like. keekki will drool and not move and they usually last for like 20 minutes (several vets have no idea whats up with those#but it was probably either a kidney or a blood pressure thing)#anyways. it did not pass in 20 minutes so i Knew#i laid on the floor next to him#then my bff sent me a message asking me if i have the time to talk about keekki and its not good news#at this point i was about to call the vet anyways#and she was like ''ok i showed these to my boss (a vet) and she got super angry that ur vet even let you leave the clinic''#bc apparently keekkis bloodwork was so bad he should have been put down then and there but my vet was like a fresh half graduate#so i dont hold it against her. anyways i got an euthanasia appointment for this evening and spent the time before it laying on the couch#crying with keekki in my arms#i had to carry him bc he couldnt really walk without stumbling and falling down#when i had to get up to get his carrier and stuff ready he was taking a nap on the couch where i left him and i took this pic#anyways worst vet visit of my life i could hardly even do anything but nod half the time bc speaking results in me sobbing#anyways. this fucking sucks#i dont know how ill be able to sleep tonight#its been years since i last slept at home without having a little guy plop into my arms#i spent a long time with him in the vet room when he was gone#it feels surreal ive given him his last ever forehead kisses#as i left the room i told him bye the exact same way ive been saying bye to him for the last very many years ive had him#its always moikka keekki before i go to work or the store or literally anything#and that was my last moikka keekki#i hope he felt how loved he was#my dad is sending me older pics of me and keekki and he looks so happy in them. hes always right next to me#idk man im going to stop rambling now
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Im gonna need your like, whole musical rec list, bc literally every song you have posted has not flopped once, give me your faves i need to eat them
OUGHHH YOUVE UNLOCKED THE BEAST ARGSHHFHJDF....
in the interest of making this both easily accessible but not stretching the dashboard, im embedding bandcamp links when i can, otherwise linking to youtube when unavailable
in no particular order, inclusion based mostly on what im still actively into LMAO but also just things you should give a go at least once:
list of artist recommendations
zeal and ardor: described as a mix of african-american spirituals and black metal. try devil is fine, you aint coming back, wake of a nation or church burns
bloodywood: indian folk metal, literally nobody is doing it like them. recently featured in monkey man (2024), try chakh le, yaad or dana dan
stromae: if youve never heard any of his songs WHAT ARE YOU DOING..... incredible lyricist, described as a blend of hip hop/electronic. papaoutai made the rounds on tumblr a while back, but you should also try santé and l'enfer
alamat: pinoy pop. a youtube commenter described them as sounding like 2nd gen kpop which probably also explains why i took a shine to them LMAO, notable for the amount of filipino culture on display and the diversity thereof (singing in different languages, themes). first heard them thru kasmala either here or on twitter lmao, try aswang or maharani
andy bull: alt-pop. a lot of poppy and upbeat songs with a melancholic undertone imo. an australian artist, try it's all connected or keep on running
cosmo sheldrake: electronic, wikipedia also lists him as folktronica and baroque pop. you may have heard the song come along on an apple ad - hes known for sampling sounds from nature. pliocene for example features sounds from endangered ecosystems.
if you like cosmo sheldrake, you might like hidden orchestra (electronica, ambient). also making use of field recordings, i really love the archipelago mixtape but its a hard sell at about an hour lmao. if you like the following song then i implore you to give it a go
son lux: experimental, you may have heard from them in the entire soundtrack for everything everywhere all at once (!!!!!). try dangerous, dream state (brighter night) or live another life.
ammar 808: electronic/world fusion, also behind bargou 08 (folk rock you should also listen to). i just cant get ain essouda out of my head, but i also love geeta duniki
miyavi: j-rock, used to be a visual kei artist. these days he might be known more for anime openings like flashback (kokkoku) or other side (id:invaded), or for work like snakes in arcane (or actually inspiring and voicing a character in it), but ive always been partial to his early work like sukkyanen myv or ashita, genki ni naare
songs/albums
'threads' album by now, now (indie rock).
'dream to make believe' or 'what to do when you are dead' by armor for sleep (rock, emo). here's the truth about heaven from the latter album
i already posted about it but denzel curry's 13lood 1n + 13lood out mixx (rap, trap) is extremely good
the guilty gear soundtracks and im so serious im not fucking joking. different kinds of rock and metal and all sorts of influences put in, a genuine labor of love. xrd and earlier games are mainly instrumental with some vocal tracks (try give me a break or big blast sonic), while strive pretty much always includes vocals (of course i need to rec rock parade, but also try requiem. its genuinely hard for me to pick and choose lmao)
not an album and not an artist
coke studio pakistan and coke studio bangla knocking it out of the fucking park, im particularly a fan of harkalay and kotha koiyo na. you could try the other coke studios too (tamil, india, etc)
triple j like a version is when the radio station triple j brings in artists and has them do a cover of a song (artists choice). i liked denzel curry's cover of bulls on parade and flume's shooting stars (video for this one is incredible, man had a vision you just have to stick it out), but you get a lot of interesting interpretations like the wombats' running up that hill, gordi's in the end or, infamously. the wiggles' elephant
ive DEFINITELY missed out some, but thats what my music tag is for LMAO i hope someone discovers something they like here!!!!
#ive tried to include a mix of songs that covers their range..#includes the ones i like but ALSO is easiest on newcomers#particularly with the metal bands LMAO#eg church burns isnt really my favorite on the album but i remember it being the song i started with#specifically because someone in the reviews said it would be the easiest to start with. and they were right#also miyavi HAD to be here ive been a fan since GRADE SCHOOL#if ive recommended an album and not the artist its probably because im not a huge fan of their other stuff LMAO either cos#theyve moved away from what ive recommended stylistically (armor for sleep or now now)#or i havent gotten to a lot of the other stuff/its not my thing (denzel curry. sorry)#i liked the song ricky but a lot of the discography just isnt what i listen to rip#honestly it was so hard to choose AHSDUSDF i tried to choose artists that i really think others should listen to#but yeah obviously some are just there because. /i/ like them lol#wait not me reading the ask properly again and seeing that the focus was MY faves ASHDSDFSDHFBSDf#i got too excited at the prospect of recommending music#sonochinosodomy#ask#Bandcamp#music#obviously this couldnt be Everything... but ive done my best#to pare it down.............#long post
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Missing link testament claws so cute. Smile
#if their hair grows super fast their nails should too GRAHH#their hair was usually drawn w blunt ends pre strive clearly they just hacked it off every couple days. they didnt really gaf.#they would have long nails. youre so right sumeragi. and accent core render artist i dont know you.#THEY SHOULD STILL HAVE LONG NAILS! just for the slay now.#okay. thats all i have to go to sleeps. i love you testament so cute#GOODNIGHT!!!!!!#the kat goes meow#gg
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rape is just a thing that may happen during war. we're not saying it didn't happen. it may have occurred. rape is not uncommon in war. it's not a weapon of war, there's no proof it's a pattern of violence against women, it's just something that happens for some reason.
#rape tw#i swear i'm now done talking about this fucking article now that i've worked myself up and can't sleep#completely disingenuous dripping with smugness and written by three fucking males#and some of you gobbled this right up#which is the part i'm most angry abt even though i shouldn't be bc i know radblr is full of ideologues#and i know i'm guilty of buying into twitter threads without reading the article#but it should really really really not be hard not to dismiss rape claims#if your first thought is ''oh phew i was worried i would have to condemn my side's actions'' then you have also bought into a narrative#ironically just as this article claims#but i shouldn't be surprised bc i see blatant antisemitic rhetoric disguised as anti-zionism here on the reg#so why not handwave rape as well#i just hate dogma. i hate dogma that creates acceptable victims.#i'm not going to leap to the defense of radicalized + militarized males. idc who they are.#bc it's all of them
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the downside of getting cool new horror sans red walls is reorganizing your room and realizing GODDAMN IT I HAVE SO MUCH USELESS SHIT IN HERE
#why do i have a sleeping bag i have only had ONE SLEEPOVER??????#and the like 8 unused jackets when i really only use 3 on the regular 💀💀💀💀#the lamp that i never use. the fairy lights i never use. i already HAVE a central light why would i use those#the 18 plushies i have to get rid of for space (i no longer have shelves. isnt that swell!)#on a side note i did find every halloween costume ive worn Ever#fish triglycercule..... french fries triglycercule...... hot dog triglycercule..... cheese triglycercule........ (there's a theme)#cannot hang up my mirror yet a shame 💔💔💔#I HAVE AN EMPTY LITTLE CORNER IN MY ROOM😈😈😈 this will be the mtt shrine#PIN MAKER GOES THERE MTT (not really but sanrio is close enough right???) FIGURES GO THERE#should i start being cringe and start printing out mtt merch to tape all over my walls like a 2000s teenager#i feel like my mother would Euthanize me if she saw that (she no likey murderous skeletons)#gonna start painting things to hang up but theyre only vaguely mtt reminiscent (the closest thing i can get to merch 💔💔💔)#ALSO I HAVE TWO SWORDS NOW 😁😁😁😁😁 actually tho#am i a loser when i saw the swords and i was like 'ooh this would be good for references when i draw!' 💀💀💀💀💀#winter cleaning is so nice :3 i have SO much dirt and dust and rubble on my everything in here i need a vaccum#dust? dust...... dust sans. dust sans? like the leader of hit group murder time trio???? MURDER TIME TRIO REFERENCE??????#real tricule
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