#I really just wanted to get this out there since I am hyperfixating on Rhythm Heaven (Mostly the Rhythm Trio of course) and thought I could

[dragonskyheart]

I have an idea for an AU thing!!! It's a very very stupid idea and i haven't made art for it but y'all need to realize my vision.

A role swap AU that swaps the Toss Boys (Ao-kun, Kii-yan, and Aka-chan) with the Rhythm Trio (Marshal, Cam, and Miss Ribbon)!

(Sorry for the terrible image, I slapped together a bunch of images in Krita. Hopefully, it gets my point across.)

The Swap goes as follows:

Kii-yan ↔ Marshal

Aka-chan ↔ Miss Ribbon

Ao-kun ↔ Cam

Alternative Swap Idea cuz why not

I am considering making a swap AU that swaps the Chorus Kids with the Rhythm Trio but I have yet to completely compile info on my depiction of the Chorus Kids. (To be fair, I haven't done so for my depiction of the Rhythm Trio, but that's just splitting hairs at this point.)

I have other swap ideas but this is what I wanted to explain. I will make art for it but for now this will suffice.

[vulturesrottencorpse]

autism isn't silly

titles self explanatory. I just wanna rant BC recently tiktok has been making disabilities very much more known (since around 2020)

One of the most "popular" of these disabilities are autism and also ADHD. Of course theirs others ppl are idolizing (Tourette's, bpd, DID, ect) But I don't have any of those so I can't really speak on that.

What I do have (diagnosed at least,) is autism, ADHD, anxiety and depression, some of the most popular and idolised disabilities on tiktok.

No, autism isn't "silly sharks dinosaurs hyperfixations!! Super smart and silly and funny!!". ADHD isn't "haha silly can't focus so energetic!!" Depression isn't "omg I'm so emo and sad nobody gets me" and anxiety isn't "oh I don't like talking to people and I can't keep my hands still"

This should be obvious but it's so often out like this that it's making me pissed.

And then theres people who'll tell you "autism/adhd isn't a disability it's a super ability!" Which invalidates your struggles. Yeah, I know some niche facts about fish and dinosaurs, I also don't know how to socialise with anybody on my own, I lay in bed all day and do nothing as hours pass by no matter how much I want to get up I just can't. I can't focus on anything unless it interests me even if I know I have to. I am constantly excluded from social groups because people either find me annoying/weird or too quiet and boring. I'm constantly depressed because I'm so lonely yet I'm too terrified to actually reach out and make new connections so I can't *stop* being lonely. I'm self aware about all my problems so therapists can't do much other than say "well you're very self aware" or "have you tried setting Alarms?". It is a constant cycle that goes on and on. And then I get told that all of this is a "superpower?" It's a disability. It disables me from doing things neurotipical people can do. Just because I might be good at picking up rhythm or naming a few facts about animals doesn't mean my autism/ADHD is some gift from the heavens. It sucks. It's made my life so hard but every time I try to explain it to someone they don't understand. Or they think they do, but they don't. Because it's impossible to describe this to someone without autism without them going "oh, well that's normal" because they've experienced it from time to time, but when I tell them the way I experience it is 5x worse for me, they say I'm exaggerating, that I need to toughen up, that it's "just how the world works".

I'm honestly sick of being treated like I'm not human. Like I don't have feelings that get hurt, like I don't have bad experiences or things that can ruin my life. Because autism is treated as some silly little personality trait. It's not. It's a fucking disability

Btw acoustic isn't funny. Stop

[ii4tokyo]

      ALL ABOUT THE MUN !!                                                            𝐀NGE/CYBER  ∙  6teen  ∙  12/15  ∙  PH  ∙  ADHD  ∙ mirror prns

         TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF ?!

         ⚓  Don't know much to say about me, but I do art and practicing on animation; I'm also a minor: on my first year of senior highschool, so this blog is and will stay sfw. Maybe minor nsfw? But I'm not comfortable with it so it's unlikely.

I'm also a huge nerd on video games?? Like help I have a really huge addiction to Valorant/Overwatch and rhythm games, really heavy on FPS and shooter games though, been hyperfixated on COD after my DBD phase lol. Also really addicted to angst which is usually hurt/comfort cause I'm a sad being.

I really like overcomplicated character designs, cybercore or anything white, blue or silver really. I am also... very chronically online LOLL please this is a call of help /j

             EXPERIENCE ?! (+ just me rambling)

         ⚓  I'd say I have some experience, I'm not the best writer as I'm usually used to discord roleplay (and it's usually action and angst instead of soft fluff) instead of writing full-fledged stories but I'd say reading fanfics and other media helped me expand my vocab more to help me out. I also made this blog since I've seen some muse blogs around before I even made my own tumblr acc and I wanted to try it out myself, though I may not know much; I do wish I get to meet some nice people around here.

(Information updated as of Oct. 18, 2024.)

                         〰 Please dm me for any concerns + changes in threads/rp.

[ineffablefool]

AO3 First Lines

Both @ineffable-doll and @flameraven tagged me for this, and I think that is wonderful.  Thank you for thinking of me even though I haven’t had anything new to post for a while!  As for re-tagging, I’m a rebel and don’t generally do that, but if you follow me and are a fic writer and want to play along then I would love to be tagged in your post.  Yes, this means you, the person saying “oh but he doesn’t mean me”!  I don’t care that you write for a book I’ve never heard of or a show I’ve never watched.  This kinda post can reveal patterns, and patterns are neat.

Rules: post the first lines of your 10 most recently published ao3 stories (if you have less than 10 fics posted, post the first lines of all your fics).  

Mine are all Ineffable Walnuts because hi my name is Jack and I have a hyperfixation.

Significant Hand Touches (G)

Crowley’s hand twitched almost violently in his. Just once.

Then it squeezed, firm and steady, before relaxing against his own. Comfortably. Slim fingers slotted between Aziraphale’s fat ones, as though they belonged there, just so.

He smiled at Crowley in the sickly light of the bus fluorescents. If Crowley noticed, he gave no sign.

Sorry (Not Sorry) (T)

“Hello, Aziraphale,” said a warm, unforgettable voice, and for a moment Aziraphale was seventeen again, hands shaking to the rhythm of his heart.

He turned around.  “Crowley,” he breathed.

Fighting A Duck For My Pants And Winning (T)

This is not how Crowley wants the angel to see his pants.

Find Out How Much Love The World Can Hold (T)

“So I have successfully tempted you, right?  Not going to come pick you up for dinner, and instead get roped into helping you unpack a bunch of new old books?”

Aziraphale clicked his tongue and hoped the telephone would make him sound disapproving rather than endlessly fond.  “That was only the one time,” he said, “and it certainly taught me a lesson about asking you to help.”

“Exactly,” Crowley said easily.  “Demon.  Inherently unhelpful.  Pick you up at nine, then?”

Win Condition (G)

By third period on February 14th, there were girls with paper hearts strung along their arms like bracelets, and boys with stacks of them spilling from their notebooks.  Aziraphale, of course, was one of those who had won nothing at all.

Tender (adjective, verb, noun) (G)

“Now come on,” Adam said, “‘s only an hour and nineteen minutes till Wensleydale has to go home.”

The Them tumbled back outside as though they’d never quarreled.  Aziraphale had come to know them fairly well since moving to Tadfield; like any children, they had their occasional disagreements, but this time had been more contentious than most.  For a moment he’d halfway feared it might come to blows.  Once he’d led them to a diplomatic solution, however, they seemed to forget the entire thing.

Dappled And Drowsy (G)

Crowley woke curled into a little ball near the edge of the bed.  The room was filled with thin gray light, enough to suggest that it was probably about time to get up.  Not that there was anywhere to be today, really.  Day off from work, no schedule to keep.  Nothing pressing at all.  Still...

He cracked an eyelid.  Eugh.  Twelve minutes until the alarm was set to go off.  Bollocks to that.  He reached out into the cold air, thumbed the button to the off position, and half-dozed for about eleven minutes and forty-five seconds.

ineffablefool writes some Antonio Penn poetry (G)

Uhh.  Well, this is a poem (entitled “Icarus Had It Easy”) + a ficlet of Aziraphale’s reaction to the poem, so the first poem lines are

I am no dove, high-flying, Rising up to gain the Heavens. Some bird more stygian, perhaps.  Some graceless carrion-eater.

and then the first prose lines are

Crowley can tell something’s up as soon as he comes into the sitting room.  Aziraphale is reading, same as usual, but there’s a dangerously soft smile on his lips, and it’s not a book in his lap but a yellowing pamphlet.  The faded ink on the cover is almost faint enough to let Crowley pretend he doesn’t know exactly what it is.

An angel ruminates on change (G)

It’s amazing how different this lunch is from all the others they’ve shared, and yet it’s just as amazing how much it’s exactly the same.   They weren’t supposed to have this, were they?  There shouldn’t even have been a Ritz anymore.

But here it is, and here they are, each the constant of the other’s life.  Nothing has changed.

Love Languages (T)

The first time Crowley saw the new QAer, his first thought was Tartan?

I feel like my beginning lines are very Crowley-centric.

[raysletters]

get to know your fanfic writer!

i have to be honest, the lovelies @14carrotghoul and @suseagull04 tagged me for this like a week ago and i have incredibly bad memory, but here i am anyway (thanks for the tag and sorry for being late lol 💀)

when did you post your first ever fanfic?

oh my god,,,,,, i think it was 2015(??

first character(s) you wrote for:

before i say this, i need to explain i was a child with a very early access to internet. also, i am, as a great mind said once, a pathological people pleaser, and my sister was a directioner,,,,,,,,, so yes ofc i wrote a fanfic about harry styles for my sister, even though i never published it, and it was just a dumb y/n story,,,,,,,, (this was like 2012). though, since harry styles is a real person and not a character like my 9yo self thought, then i assume the next one would be,,,,, damon salvatore (it was posted on wattpad and absolutely horrible, i had an hyperfixation and created an oc and everything)

main character(s) you’re currently writing for:

alex claremont-díaz, henry fox-mountchristen-windsor, beatrice fox-mountchristen-windsor, june claremont-díaz, nora holleran, and percy "pez" okonjo have all had their points of view written or worked on at some point on my docs. between that and them seeing the light of day is another thing.

character(s) you haven’t written about before but plan on writing about soon:

i- i guess, since they haven't been posted yet, bea, nora and pez will get their time to shine (soon, hopefully) on my next fics. ive also been trying to write a bit of catherine for the diabetic!henry au,,,,, but its been really hard bc its all just too close to home.

fandom(s) you’re currently writing for:

red, white & royal blue

platonic pairing(s) you currently write for:

at this moment im obsessed with writing alex interacting with both bea and pez, bc we didnt get enough of that on the book and fics always show june being besties with henry and i kinda wanted to pull an uno reverse on that trope. also, im really interested in writing some henry and nora, bc they're besties on the book that gossip about drag race and stuff,,,,, but i want to maybe dive into it a bit deeper.

romantic pairing(s) you currently write for:

firstprince and junopez, and ive already have two wips where i give bea a girlfriend,,,,,, so theres that

your top 3 tags on AO3 (if you post your works on AO3):

i literally went to my dashboard to look it up, the first one is my different alterations of the tag "not beta read", but we're not going to count that one. next we have (surprisingly to no one) "angst", "mental health issues" 💀💀, and lastly "songfic" jskssjsksjsksjsksjskswjsksjsksjsks

your current platform where you post your works:

you can find me on ao3 as raysletters

snippet of the wip you’re currently working on:

i am working on SO many wips rn bc ive been sick and that has meant being in bed and not doing shit most of the day bc it hurts to breathe sjsksjsksjsksjskssjsksjkssjsksjsjsjajkssj

here, i give yall a snippet of the musician!alex au yall saw on the wip title game (that can be alternatively called "fulfilling most of smut saturday prompts in one single fic bc i wanted to try writing smut and it quickly got out of my hands")

so, idk if this would be nsfw bc it is not the smut itself, but more like smut-adjacent narration, but still putting the break so y'all can decide if you want to read it or not

This exact moment, though? It might not only embarrass him in a very public setting, but might also make him combust and collapse from sheer lust.

The entire place is crowded to the point of asphyxiation, the fans are spinning at their limit speed on the ceiling, and Henry feels like this is probably how hell feels.

That is, if hell ever had the pleasure of getting Alexander Claremont-Díaz on his knees, making the most obscene and erotic guitar solo known to mankind, thrusting his hips to the rhythm of She by Harry Styles on his guitar while the lights focus on him; his open white shirt shows the chain he now knows contains the key to his family's home at Texas, his glistening chest and the sweat that rolls over his collarbones, his pectorals, his abdomen and then disappear on his navel behind the guitar. It makes Henry reminisce of that first video he ever saw of Alex, and can’t help but compare the performance to seeing it live after more than a year, while knowing how excited he had been at the rehearsal, jumping and moving around while refusing to practice because of his own jitters.

Of course it paid off, Alex, the bloody show-off, has the entire place entranced under his spell, not even the clients sitting on the bar stools, who had shown little interest in the performance through the night, could take their eyes off of Alex.

Henry absolutely gets it, but can't help the feeling of jealousy that courses through him. He desperately wants to drop to his knees to show Alex how marvelous he is, hoping he thrusts in his mouth like he does on his guitar.

[meikyuunolovers]

Thank you for the tag ! Little warning: I wrote some long paragraphs here...

●Name(s): I go by Iris and Ray. Ray's my middle name (actually, it's Raymond). Iris is just my deadname with a few extra steps.

●Pronouns: they/them.

●Star sign: Taurus sun, Virgo moon, Cancer rising. Can't remember the rest.

●# of siblings & fun facts about them (if you have any): one twin sister who's hyperfixating on Hello Kitty right now.

●# of pets & their names: a dog and a cat. Their names are Cookie (chose it when I was 12. He almost got named after a French YouTuber who turned out to be a despicable person...) and Bianca (the neighbours named her, she was their cat before she chose us instead).

●Fandoms: Depending on which social media I'm on, I can be in different fandoms... Here, on Tumblr, I am more connected to the classic rock fandom, especially The Kinks' fandom. I'm also really into Cheap Trick, and many, many other bands but these two are my favourites among my favourites. I currently hyperfix on the Pretty Things, as well as CSNY (+bands related to them, but mainly the Byrds & Buffalo Springfield). I don't really talk about it here, but I like visual kei too. And rhythm games ! I play, or have played at one point, at a lot of rhythm games in my free time... Love Live, Bandori, D4DJ, Idolmaster, Project Sekai, World Dai Star... I also like anime like Mobile Suit Gundam, my favourite series from it is Iron-Blooded Orphans. I enjoy Black Clover, Bocchi the Rock and Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, but I am not in their fandoms. I have like 200 mangas at home (my sister has around 300? 400, 500 I think?). I already listed way too many fandoms, and I'm not even done yet. I had so many hyperfixations listing them would take hours.

●Favorite color: the colour wheel from yellow-green to dark blue-purple.

●Favorite song:

(The music video has flashing lights)

●Favorite author (of anything readable-- books, fanfics, zines, webtoons, whatever!): Mochizuki Jun (Pandora Hearts, Vanitas no Carte), Araki Hirohiko (JJBA), Aoyama Gosho (Detective Conan), Asagiri Kafka (Bungo Stray Dogs)... Don't really have a favourite

●Hobbies: Drawing... Trying out foods... Video Games... I haven't changed much since middle school. I always thought I was exaggerating because it was the hobbies everyone in the Hetalia fandom had, but no, these are really my hobbies.

●Favorite fic type: the group chat-style ones. Thinking about it, after writing a now-deleted fanfic in this style, group chat-style fanfics are some of the hardest to write, because it seems so simple it can quickly go out of board. Basically I like fics that are more /j than /srs.

●Favorite holiday: Christmas and New Year, because I get to eat, and I get presents. I guess the same can be said for my birthday.

●Do you have any partner(s)? (romantic, qpp, anything!): No.

●Fun facts about you / anything extra you wanna share!:

-I first started to write fanfictions on Wattpad... It was Assassination Classroom and Hetalia fanfictions.

-I once faked another identity on the Internet (French Wattpad) because my mother found my account and started looking at everything I posted there... In retrospect, I think she was trying to protect me.

-I have incredibly bad spending habits... Thankfully, I managed to find a solution to this, by taking pictures of what I consider buying, then taking time (can go from an hour to a year depending on the situation) to think about if I really want it, and when it's set in my mind, and if I can still buy it, I buy it.

-I had somewhat of a gap between my front teeth. Then I had to get my teeth fixed and now I don't have it anymore.

-I'm majoring in English and Mandarin Chinese languages. I'm also going to learn Korean soon... Did 2 years of Japanese back in middle school... I also did German for three years, but I remember nothing.

I'll tag people later... Sorry 😭

I got bored so here's a little get-to-know-you tag game I think could be fun :3

Name(s)

Pronouns

Star sign

# of siblings & fun facts about them (if you have any)

# of pets & their names

Fandoms

Favorite color

Favorite song

Favorite author (of anything readable-- books, fanfics, zines, webtoons, whatever!)

Hobbies

Favorite fic type

Favorite holiday

Do you have any partner(s)? (romantic, qpp, anything!)

Fun facts about you / anything extra you wanna share!

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Name(s): Loki (highly preferred), Elye

Pronouns : they/them mostly, he/she okay too

Star sign: Pisces

# of siblings: I've got 2! An older sister and a younger sibling. The fun fact about them is that they're also both queer; in fact, my mom is too. The only non-queer person in my immediate family is my dad.

# of pets: 4 cats! Phoebe & Frankie are our girls, Lenny and Murray are our boys :3

Fandoms: MCU (kind of), BSD, OFMD, Ranboo (does his fanbase count as a fandom?)

Fav. color: Don't have one

Fav. song: Aurora Borealis by Lemon Demon

Fav. author: Alice Oseman

Hobbies: singing, acting, drawing, writing, procrastinating

Fav. fic type: Fluff, definitely. I am a sucker for well written coffee-shop and flower-shop aus, too. Smut's fine, but only if it's romantic. I can't do angst if there's no comfort.

Fav. Holiday: Hanukkah or Halloween! I love autumn and winter

Partners?: Yes! I have a girlfriend (queerplatonic) who I love very much, and a boyfriend (romantic) who I love very much :]

Fun facts:

- Even though I'm a cat person, I really, really want a dog.

- I actually used to play sports. Because I don't do gendered leagues anymore, I don't play, but I've been looking for mixed/gender-neutral/queer sports teams. Baseball and basketball specifically!

- I started questioning my identity in 2019; I'm no closer to finding a label now than I was then. The difference is, now I don't want a label. I just am. :]

tags: @neonganymede @cha0ticlesbian @x-chiara @exceleo @brinnybee @autistic-katara @gandalfthemorallygrey @ohboyanotherlokiblog @roachandrenfri @ourflagmeanslokius @exceleo @edettethegreat @swiftlyspidey

[puppypaw-wc]

okay, new pinned post! i'm keeping the old one up (it can be found here) so people can still look at it if they want! (8/21/21 edit: i revamped this and didn’t bother saving the old version so yee. i don’t think i changed a lot though-)

anyways, hi, i'm puppy! i'm 14 and therefore am a minor, but with that aside, i currently identify as a polydemiromantic polyamorous asexual bigender (agender and rhythmheavengender) pronoun hoarder (my main pronouns are she/her, they/them and kit/kit, but you can see 'em all on my pronouny)! obviously that's all up to change since i'm young and have changed identities a good amount, but that's currently how i identify.

while i don’t have a diagnosis, i’m pretty sure i’m autistic and/or have adhd, and i hyperfixate a lot. currently my biggest hyperfixations are rhythm heaven and pokemon, but i have some others that occasionally pop up (warriors was a big one for a while, i still like it but you know how spins (special interests)/hyperfixations are,,, i also honestly got discouraged from the current discourse. i mostly like the characters and potential honestly, the books are trash-). i also have side-blogs for most of my interests and honestly i’m more active on those; my main two currently are @puppys-rhythm-heaven (for,,, well, rhythm heaven, if you couldn’t tell from the url (/lh)) and @veevee-volley (for pokemon).

so u h yeah, that's me. i have more stuff on my blog pages so make sure to check those out (currently they’re a wip and my dni and byf are under the cut)!

DNI (do not interact):

anti-lgbtq+ (includes homophobes, biphobes/anyone who’s anti-mspec, aphobes (including aspec inclusionists, fictosexuals and animesexuals are valid), transphobes/transmeds/truscum/terfs/radfems, and anything else i can’t think of);

honestly overall if you’re a bigot please fuck off. that includes racists (anti-blm/anti-acab), sexists and ableists. i don’t know why you’d be here if you’re an ableist other than to be mean but please fuck off.

think pronouns = gender. let people use the pronouns they like!

nsfw blogs. you’re probably cool but i’m a minor and ace so i’d rather not see that-

pedophiles/(no)maps/pears/whatever they’re calling themselves. kindly fuck off

anti-kin

i probably missed something that’s standard dni criteria, honestly just ask before following if you think you might not be able to interact

BYF (before you follow):

i’m a minor so please don’t send me gross stuff,,, honestly don’t do that in general but especially not to minors-

i keysmash a lot. it is a good way to express ~emotions~

i use tone indicators and while i can generally somewhat tell peoples’ tone, they’re still helpful;

i mainly use /j (joking), /hj (half-joking), /lh (light-hearted) and /s (sarcasm)!

i’m bad at interacting with people so if you reply to/reblog one of my posts with something i could definitely reply to and i don’t reply, don’t take offense, i definitely saw it, my brain just doesn’t cooperate sometimes (this is mainly the case for my sideblogs, i get embarrassed over my interests sometimes and i don’t know why-)

i ramble in the tags. most of the time i get off-topic. this also mostly happens when rhythm heaven is involved, i really fucking love rhythm heaven-

[eggnogs-stupid-ideas]

Okay this is gonna be my info thing haha

This post is gonna get alot longer because im adding a DNI list, which I truely should have done before but still

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DNI:

-Proshippers in general. Theres no arguing around this. I do not support anybody who ships these types of things knowingly. Same category, even more serious, if you would like to cal yourself a "Map" or "Zoo", get out of my blog.

-Homophobes, Transphobes, Racist, Xenophobes, Islamphobes (sorry if thats not the word), Sexist, exc, for obvious reasons. On the same note, if you support Andrew Tate, get out immediately /srs

-Anti-Furries. I don't mean people who just don't like furries but are chill with it, you're okay in my book you don't have to directly enjoy us (yes, I am a furry), just respect us as humans. I mean the people who tell furries to harm themself just because theyre furries. I'm not dealing with that <3

-Anybody who villainzes or sexualizes mental disorders, sexualities, romantic attraction, gender, coping mechanisms, exc. I do not take these lightly. I will make one execption however, and that is if you villainze or sexualize anything due to being missinformed, and being willing to learn more. I know this can very much be a issue, and even I have done that in the past. As long as you are willing to learn, you are okay to me.

-People who don't respect Neopronouns. I don't care if you think its unusual, I don't care if you arent used to it, I do not care if they aren't "normal pronouns", be a respectful human being and use the pronouns people are comfortable with and don't make fun of them for it. It is not hard to be a respectful human.

-And last but very importantly, people who will yell at others, including myself, for being missinformed or incorrect. As I stated before, I am willing to give people a chance as long as they are willing to learn. I would hope you give me and others the same respect. If I do ever say something thats very missinformed, you can tell me! I am very much willing to learn and I never want to accidentally show something in an incorrect light!

Thats the main ones, sorry thats alot

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Hi, Hello, Call me Eggnog or Ethan please!

(Please don't use Loki, I'm uncomfortable with that nickname now for personal reasons)

I will not reveal my age out of comfortably

I go by any pronouns, I usually use He/Him, byt anything works!

I'm a fella on the autism spectrum and have adhd so thats fun. I try to use tone indicators and I will not force them but if you used them while interacting with me that would be very appreciated.

This blog will hopefully mostly have stuff about my really big cookie run au lol. I'll also mention my other cookie run aus, other series I draw (rarley being cookie runs my hyperfixation) and original stuff.

Other series im a fan of include Rhythm Heaven, The Binding of Isaac, Rise of the Gaurdians, Five Nights at Freddys, My Little Pony, Ever After High, Pokemon, a bit Digimon, Don't Hug Me Im Scared, The Path, Miraculous Ladybug, exc. If you interact with me to talk about any of these series or my fixations I will love you forever/p

Feel free to give questions to my ocs! I won't try to give out too much of the lore at first since I plan to write the stuff as well but ya know.

I post whenever I wanna post, so don't expect a schedule. I'm here to have fun after all.

Idk what else to put so, about myself anyways

but I'll put a bit about my au!

My au..(s) is called Datura/The Datura AU! Named after the flower. Its actually a collage of connected au storylines collages in one big au, I like to call them the 'branches' (kinda based on Yggdrasil and its branches). I have multiple fragments but the most important ones are;

-Family of the Dark (Main characters Milk, Purple Yam and Dark Choco)

-Frosted Fates (Main Characters Eggnog, Tiramisu, Strawberry Cream, Stollen, Frost Queen)

-Flowers, Mushrooms, and Licorice Roots (Main Characters Licorice, Purple Mushroom, and Bellflower)

-Thornapple (Main Characters Chili Pepper, Wizard, and Gingerbrave)

-Out at Sea (Main Characters Captain Ice, Pirate and Captain Caviar)

and more

Have a good day!

[fandom-star]

Writer’s Tag

@its-all-ineffable tagged me to do this, but it’s a long one so I’m doing it in a different post! Thank you very much! I love doing these so much!

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How many works do you have on AO3?

164 (possibly 165 by the weekend if I post the Witcher one I finished the other day)

What's your total AO3 word count?

181468

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

It’s Okay (Merlin: Merthur) - 569 Kudos Pulchra (Night At The Museum: Jedtavius) [NSFW] - 286 Kudos A Father’s Wisdom (Merlin: Merthur: Uther-centric) - 270 Kudos Crush (MCU Spider-Man: PeterNed) - 262 Kudos Comfort Blankets For Sleepy Gods (MCU Loki Series: Lokius) - 245

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

Sometimes. I try to if I’m not in a non-social mood. Mostly, if I start off on my page before reading any fic and see that I have something in my inbox and it turns out to be a comment on my fic, then I’m more likely to reply to it. Idk why it works like that. Otherwise, it’s kinda touch and go whether or not I’ll reply to something, you’ve got a 50/50 chance, but I always read and appreciate every one that I get.

What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?

*Looks at my abundance of angst fics* There’s... a surprising amount of angst without happy endings in my repertoire. Um. I’ll give you three that I vividly remember. (All of these are Star Trek and Spones) Written In The Stars - This is one of my really early works, and was gonna have a sequel that made it have a less angsty ending, but I could never get into the rhythm of writing it. I won’t spoil it, but this is probably the only fic I’ve written where Sarek is a straight-up dick. Battlefield - As the title suggests, there’s war with no real context. And major character death. It’s sad. I genuinely made people cry with this. I am both proud and apologetic of that. Unreal - This is probably one of my more complex concepts, and I’m really proud of it. Features ooc Spock with contextual reasons I won’t spoil, defensive/protective McCoy and major character death of a sort.

What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending

This is kind of difficult, bc while I have excessively written angsty endings (see: above answer) I do usually write happy endings, and I can’t remember all 160 fic endings left over, and even then it’s difficult to rank them by happiest. I like Nutcase {Murdoch Mysteries: Watts-centric) a lot, oh and also Blame It On Me (Star Trek Pricard: Hughnor) which is angst with a happy ending (and has amazing art accompanying it). There are many others with happy endings, but like I said I have no idea how to rank them by “happiest”.

Do you write crossovers? If so, What is the craziest one you’ve ever written?

I don’t really, but I have written one as a request that I really really enjoyed. A Good Day is ThorBruce and is set in the DS9 era of Star Trek, in which Thor is a captain and Bruce is his chief science officer. It’s really adorable and features sleepy, over-worked Bruce and a very characteristically happy Thor.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

No, I don’t think so, unless you count unsolicited advice I felt I couldn’t turn down on ff.net when I was struggling to write Uhura. I’m kind of surprised I haven’t tbh (not that I’m complaining) since I do write for some very popular fandoms and ships (although, conversely, also some very niche fandoms and ships).

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

I write it but have only ever posted it thee, four times if you count the exploratory one I posted under a pseudonym that wasn’t really that smutty. I’m hoping to get the confidence up to post some of what I’ve written tho, bc I do really like hat I’ve managed to do with some of it.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not as far as I’m aware.

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes, I have! A lovely person found my fic 1967, which is probably one of my favourite Spones fics I’ve written, based around the UK’s decriminalisation (well, partial) of homosexuality, and traslated it into Hungarian here. I’ve not been able to check it out, due to not knowing a thing in the language (tho I could probably ask my friend to) but the translator seemed really lovely, so I trust them to have done a good job.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Not something I posted, but before I even started posting fanfic, me and my best friend really randomly started writing a Star Trek TNG x Star Wars crossover whenever they were at my house. We gave up on it after about a year and never wrote much for it, but it was... it was something.

What’s your all-time favourite ship?

This changes all the time with my hyperfixations! One that will always be in my heart is obviously Spones, my og ship and within my special interest. Currently I’m obsessed with The Witcher so I’ve got Geraskier on the mind but who knows when that might change!

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

In terms of fanfic I don’t really have any that I don’t think I’ll ever finish. I have an original script that I started writing months ago but only got about three scenes into and haven’t touched since bc I don’t actually have a plot for it.

What are your writing strengths?

Dialogue; Is situations one? That sounds like a good and fancy way of saying AUs; Finding synonyms should be one, that’s like half my search history

What are your writing weaknesses?

Description; Despite my talent of finding synonyms I feel like I do repeat words a lot; Planning and outlining, I just don’t do it - it works for me tho.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I’m pretty sure the only times I’ve really done it is for Jedtavius (having Oct speak in Latin occasionally) and I might have done it once or twice with Spock speaking Vulcan, both times it’s mostly terms of endearment or Oct wanting to be romantic. Idk, I don’t really care about reading dialogue in other languages as long as there’s a translation somewhere in the work or I can easily pick it up or search it. Just do whatever, it’s your writing. As long as you do it well and it makes contextual sense, I don’t really care.

What was the first fandom you wrote for?

Unposted: Star Trek: The Next Gen Posted: Sherlock (I actually recently reread my first ever posted fic, it’s a long haul (just over 45k), but if anyone ever wants to see a work where my writing visibly improves lemme know and I’ll email the pdf to you)

What’s your favourite fic you’ve written?

Why would you do this to me??? I love most of my fics!!! I’m just gonna link a few here cause I’ve been doing this for an hour now and it would definitely take me an hour to choose just one! The Relationship Series - modern AU, autistic Spock (written by a self-projecting autistic writer), there’s angst spattered about but is especially prominent in part 6, I just really love this series Promises You Can’t Keep - Loki spoilers, I love this bc it’s based on “what if my finale theory was right instead of being debunked three minutes into the episode”, definitely angst with a hopeful ending I love all of my Charite At War fics, but I’m gonna link my 20 years post-canon fic Grow Old With Me and my modern AU You Give Me Your Light - both have some heavy topics (post-canon is set in 1960s East Germany, modern AU topics are tagged) but I adore both with my entire heart You’ll Never Burn - Merlin/Merthur, again kinda heavy (not as heavy as the Charite ones in my opinion) but short and everything is tagged I love all of my Babylon 5 fics but Secret Rendezvous will always have a special place in my heart. It’s very sweet and essentially follows Vir and Lennier trying to navigate coming out about their relationship to their ambassadors I also recommend all the of the fics I’ve already linked in the post ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now for the hard part - tagging!

@esperata @tallysgreatestfan @iwritesometimes @marlinspirkhall and any other writer mutuals I’ve likely forgotten but I’ve already spent WAY too long writing this post asfdhdskjdgha So I apologise, but if you wanna do it, absolutely go for it, this was so much fun and really made me realise how much I’ve achieved in 4.5 years.

[askthesandershouse]

The Sanders House slowly returns!

Hello hello! After months of hiatus due to classes I am slowly making a return! This comes with some changes, so please click below for all the info on those! They will all be added to the about page + the about post as well later this evening. I hope these updates will be ok, tysm for reading and for sticking around! 💙 :-)

Update 1: the Schedule, Posting, and Art Quality

I learned many a thing from running this blog for the short time I have (in active periods that is), which is my brain/mental health does not cooperate very well with me and the blog in terms of schedules. The posting I was doing before was becoming stressful because I have a tendency to rush myself to not keep people waiting. In an effort to not force myself into another long hiatus I'm going to take more time with posts.

This is to not only reduce my stress but also hopefully put more quality into the art on the blog! I rushed myself a lot before when making the art for my posts, so I want to slow down and not rush so much this time around. This means posting may not be every single day, or even every 2 days. I am going to try being schedule free for now and post on my own terms. This doesn't mean weeks between posts, I just may be posting once or twice a week instead. I apologize for less posts per week, but I do want to try not to kill the blog as best I can :")

If having no set schedule is not a good solution after trying it out, I will work on a schedule to get on track again and find one that best fits me. Of course if this is the case you'll get another update.

This will also keep my motivation for the blog up in general, which segues us into new thing 2-

Update 2: Weak Motivation and ADHD Strangling my Brain

I hyperfixate a lot bc of my adhd, and for quite a while my main fixation has been multiple things that are not Sanders. Which was making me worry about wether or not I'd actually be able to return/continue the blog. But I don't want that to happen! The fact this blog lasted a week is a miracle and an achievement for me jhfkhf

The solution is not going to effect this blog! However, for those who follow my art blog this means the content over there will focus on those things instead and I will likely keep TSS content to this one! I'm not making a post over there since this kind of update is really only suited for this blog, so I want to mention it here in case.

This does mean however that if I have behind the scenes sketches I want to post, I will be posting them here! I posted the sketches for a few panels from this blog on my art blog in the past, but as a lil something extra for you guys over here I want to post those here from now on.

Update 3: Not rlly an Update, but When are Asks Open Again?

I am going to take a few days to settle back into my normal art process before opening up the box to character Qs. I need to find my groove again before hoping back into making posts, especially since I still need to get the groove for all of my non ask blog related stuff as well. I haven't been able to make tons of other content for my main accounts/personal stuff either so the next few days I am going to settle and get back into my art rhythm!

This is exactly why this is a kind of slow return, but I assure you I will be open again soon. I will make a post to let you all know when the ask box opens to character questions again, so check the pinned post within the next few days if you miss it! This will be pinned until then, but I will switch it out once I'm open for business!

Update 4: Doodle Days? Mini Events??

Every so often I thought it would be nice to do some sort of quick ask and/or doodle days. Basically the idea is while I'm working on the regular asks I could occasionally open a small event for a few hours where people can ask all of the characters stuff. They would be in the form of either quick lil doodles or just text. Most likely will be doodles tbh.

Its just a lil one shot type thing to interact with while I'm working on the regular stuff! This is also a way to ask for any of the characters without waiting until its their turn in the spotlight. This won't be all the time, again I don't wanna over work especially if I have other projects going on besides asks. But I think every so often doing something like this would be fun!

That's all the updates for now!

Thank you all so so much for your patience and for sticking around! Its very much appreciated and means a lot 💙 I hope the schedule (or lack thereof) changes aren't too bothersome, but I do think this will help me function better!

Stay safe, drink some water, and I hope you're all have a good day/night 💙💙💙 :-)

[blackteaaddict]

lately mood has reached the floor and can’t get up. no wait. it reached the basement.

I don’t write here about what’s happening in my country (on rare occasions I complained on my sideblog) because I come to tumblr to take a break from all that shit.

but for the last few days it doesn’t help that much anymore. I smile for a while and then I slide again. I wanted to edit my fic this week but everything is so meh. and it’s not even that I’m in I hate my writing mood, I’m just tired.

and I’ll try to write it all down, I’m not sure if I‘ll use the right english words, I don’t care if somebody will want to read this, I just feel like I need to throw it out of my head somewhere, so feel free to ignore this

the past few months my mood has been one big disappointed but not surprised. I mean, it’s been like that for the past 5 years? but with every year the disappointment grows and grows.

my mood was already pretty wobbly lately from all that vicious resurgence of hate on lgbt people that came with the campaign for the presidential elections in july and didn’t stop ever since. and tumblr was a good place to cut off from that and it worked. tumblr was my better place, where I could dive into my newest hyperfixation and take a breath of fresh air, and not think all the time in what a terrible country I live in. also writing, it helped too a lot.

but since thusday it doesn’t work anymore. my beloved radio Trójka is in ruin. I lost my radio. I’ve been losing it for past 5 years, ever since the 2015 parliament elections, I’ve been losing it crumb after crumb, and for the past 7 months these crumbs turned to huge chunks.

why this hit me so hard? maybe because Trójka also used to be my better place. no matter what shit went in my life, there was always this radio, the familiar voices of the favourite presenters, the beautiful music. and it always made everything at least a little bit better. you know what they say about songs sounding better on the radio? yes, there’s some magic there. and it’s so nice to just let your favourite music presenter take your hand and lead you on the two hour long music journey.

Trójka is a national/state-owned(?) radio, the third channel of the polish radio, so it’s not independent from the government, in fact it’s extremely dependent, it means they can appoint whoever they want to be the director of this radio and they made it their mission to destroy it. it was a very special radio, created by people absolutely professional and full of passion, who gave us beautiful music and so much more, and that’s what earned them the very faithful base of listeners. i am/was(?) one of these faithful listeners. the radio presenters were the voices I grew up with and they were accompanying me all my life. it was the radio created by open minded people for other open-minded people so of course it’s no wonder the current government tries to destroy it so fiercely.

the radio has been consistently devastated for the past five years, more and more radio presenters were forced to leave. it really hurts to watch all these people being treated in such a nasty way. many spent all their adult lives working there, for many it used to be like the second home, they gave this radio all their heart and there are legends about the wonderful atmosphere of this radio in its best times. and sure, they are one of the absolute best in the country, they found jobs in other media, but it shouldn’t be like this.

the biggest crisis came in may and the scandal was too big to have right before the presidential elections so the new director of Trójka was appointed and this time it wasn’t some scum from the outside but one of the radio presenters. and he really did a lot of hard work to start rebuilding this radio. on thursday he got fired. he was aware it might end like this, he was aware he might just get used to appease the situation right before the elections. but he loved this radio so much he couldn’t give up, he had to try if there was even the tiniest bit of hope. but it was fully expected it might not last, considering what a vile bitch is the director of the whole polish radio. now there’s some new idiot director of Trójka, some radio presenters are not let into the building when they should have their programme, nobody knows what’s going on.

the radio is in a complete ruin once again, like it was in may. and I can’t see any hope there any more. this radio was created in the times of communism and somehow survived these times and lasted for many decades but nobody knows if it will survive this government. if it’s possible to rebuild it in the better times. when these better times will come.

and that’s something I can’t escape. not when Trójka was always playing in my house all my life, when it gave some rhythm to my days, to my weeks. and now almost all the programmes are gone, sometimes the management sends some lousy replacement and I hear some voices that were never there in this radio and that don’t belong there, it’s like someone broke into my house with their dirty shoes. so the radio is mostly turned off. and the silence constantly reminds. and even if I try to play some music myself it reminds me too, because all my favourite songs used to play in this radio by my favourite presenters that are not there any more and it just makes me want to cry.

and I’m gonna get better in time, I’m just mourning now probably, but for the past few days I have this overwhelming feeling like the whole world is sliding into some black hole and nothing makes sense anymore. and the whole world crumbles down with the environmental crisis and the pandemic and this country is crumbling down even more, with democracy and free media systematically destroyed (for now it’s just the national media but they surely don’t want to stop there), and people are being divided into worse and better, into the true poles and the enemies of the country (obviously I’m clearly the enemy)

I don’t really how it will all end

(and yes, I anglicized a bit my name in my blog description. mainly for aesthetics, it looked weird among all that english text, and I just changed two letters and I like how it sounds in english. but yeah also a bit because I have a complicated relationship with my country. I always had? but ever since I’m watching poland getting destroyed by the current government I feel it more and more that this country is my country?)

[ameliacareful]

Fic Writer Tag Game

Tagged by @denugis who first showed me that it’s fun to reblog art on Tumblr

Ao3 Name: Ameliacareful

Fandoms: Supernatural. I am, sadly, not really prone to fanning or hyperfixations which sounds nice but is not without it’s downsides. But I really like Sam Winchester.

Fic You Spent the Most Time On: I think of it as one fic, but I broke it into two. “Atonement” and “Heart’s Needle”, which I wrote during the season and summer after Dean had the Mark of Cain. It’s very Sam-centric. It’s also gen.

Fic You Spent the Least Amount of Time On: why are the ones that come to me whole also the easiest to write? Well, they’re also short. “Eyes” which is about Sam, Dean, and Mary in a office supply place making IDs and talking about the color of Sam’s eyes. Or “Things You Can Measure” where Soulless gets irritated at a drunk sports fan in a bar and literally throws him out the door, to the delight of the other patrons and Dean’s displeasure.

Longest Fic: the combined “Atonement” and “Heart’s Needle”.

Shortest: “Sam’s Fortune” which is a poem about some girl in a bar throwing tarot for Sam.

Most Hits: Holy shit. Head Space has over 7,000 hits.

Most kudos: “The Real Thing” 686 kudos. (Also, anothrt holy shit! What did I do to deserve y’all?)

Most comments: “Head Space” 188 comments. Does it count if a bunch are my replies?

Fav Fic You Wrote: probably “Head Space” because Sam is blind, deaf, and unable to really walk much and it was a challenge to make that situation not boring. Also because I love to wallow in angst (but it has a happy ending!)

Fic You Want to Rewrite/Expand on: the next Fic in the Massa Carnis series. But I doubt I will. I got bogged down. Each piece in the series stands alone.

Share a bit of Your WIP or a story idea that you’re planning: I have been kicking around the idea of a witch seeing that Sam’s soul has been separated from his body and doing it again. They shoot the witch before they realize so Soulless is carrying his soul around in a jar. There’s a documentary about something called The Berkeley Marathon which is about a crazy event where people run three marathon length races across wilderness terrain in the a Great Smokey Mountains for no reason I can possibly imagine. (Some years no one finishes.) Since Soulless doesn’t need to sleep, I keep thinking about a case where something is going after runners. Dean is frazzled from keeping an eye on Sam and his soul. Sam runs the race. Hijinks ensue. I don’t know that I’ll ever write it but I think about it a lot.

Tagging @themegalosaurus @monicawoe @blindswandive @wingstocarryon @julia-sets @road-rhythm @amberdreams

and @omgbubblesomg

Plus all the people @denugis tagged which is why I’m not tagging them. If we’re following each other and I didn’t tag you, it’s because I forgot and do it anyway if you want. Never feel pressured, just know I 💕 you all.

[quirkidol]

♡!!

SEND ME A SYMBOL: MUNDAY EDITION

♡ What are your top five favorite things about yourself?

((Hmmm I dunno if I can come up with five, but I’ll try. 

I suppose my attention to detail and being able to remember stuff about things I like. Although that’s just how hyperfixations work for me.

I’m really good at music stuff, like being able to remember a song completely in my head, so I’m able to keep rhythm really well. It works nicely because I take guitar and I sing sometimes. I’m also really good at Rythm games because of that.

I’m pretty creative and my imagination just knows what it wants, which can be a blessing and a curse, since I’m not always able to actually make what I’m seeing in my head and it’s frustrating. I want to make animatics for Kayla but I’m bad at getting those ideas down visually. Eventually, it’ll happen, even if it ends up being stick figures as an initial thing.

I’m really good with technology since my dad is really into it and he thought me a lot about computers. I can usually pick up any program or video game and figure it out easier than most. I have also fixed a lot of stuff so I’m sorta the IT person for my family.

I like how good I am with animals. It’s like a sixth sense or something since I can figure out their mood or just get them to like me pretty well. I’m more a cat person than a dog person but I have both in my home right now. Cats are more independent so I don’t need to play with them all of the time like dogs. My cat just hangs out in the room with me while I’m doing stuff.

Welp, I did it. My brain kinda hurts having to think so hard about it though. :P))

[embryon-heartbreaker]

Finally getting around to this! Sorry about the delay! My phone doesn't have all of the emojis, so sorry about that. I'll add them in if I have them.

🎥 Do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

Since my current hyperfixation is Digital Devil Saga and Quantum Devil Saga, I'll do an answer for both!

DDS: One of my favorite scenes that comes to mind from the first game has to be Heat interrogating Harley about Sera. Specifically, you can hear the build up in his voice. The desperation, the frustration, and just sheer emotion welling up as it practically explodes as his irises flash red. It's amazingly well delivered, and his voice actor did an amazing job! Haven't heard this scene in Japanese yet, though. I really want to! This, and the entire balcony scene at the end of the Amusement Park dungeon. You know what, I loved that entire dungeon tbh. Also, almost all of the scenes in dds2 were great, and I can't pick just one!

QDS: Part of me wants to say "Every part where Serph describes Heat", but I honestly feel like it'd be a bit cliche(even though those parts are GREAT!).

Although, I'd have to narrow it down to the parts where you can really see Gale's personality and mental state shining through his programming and conditioning, and almost any time Cielo and Sera are together. Those two are so adorable! So many books and shows feel the need that if a boy and a girl are close that they need to be romantically involved! It's absolutely refreshing to see those two being as close as a pair of siblings, and their relationship honestly reflects that. Also Cielo's line of "Your smile is better than any medicine!"(or something along those lines) just kills me from cuteness every time!

💕 Tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

Out of both pieces of media, I honestly can't pick just one character. I might end up picking two, honestly. XD

DDS: Heat is definitely a high candidate for "favorite character". No, this isn't because of "hurhur big hot beefy man me likey!" Legitimately, I find his character incredibly interesting and compelling. He goes from this angry and aggressive man who probably caused at least 1 character to have anxiety problems, to someone who quite honestly cares a lot about those under his care. During the return to the Maribel's base, he is the ONLY PERSON to voice concern about the fact that the only person with a High Atma who could protect Sera was Cielo. He was worried about the kids back at their base, and after you fight Bat, HE is the only one who immediately makes a b-line straight back to base. I'm not even going to get into the whole "Destiny Castle" deal, and everything that happens in dds2, because we'd be here all day otherwise.

Second favorite character in DDS would probably be Cielo. He starts out as the happy-go-lucky comic relief, but from the start, even before his emotions fully awaken, he shows signs of worrying and caring about everyone. He voices concerns when Heat suggests going to the Vanguards' base, and he's even still very close to Gale after the guy went berserk and tried to eat him! Let's not forget how he and Sera still have a brother/sister relationship in the games as well! 

Although, I feel like his character fully blossoms during the second game, where one of the minor villains not only causes him to actually snap, but he still finds it in him to smile, laugh, and joke, despite his world almost literally crumbling around him.(Also, not trying to spoil this for anyone else, but the first time I watched through dds2, and I made it to the part where Cielo dances and jokes about showing God his "Latin Rhythms", the context of what had happened just prior, and what was going to happen… Seeing him do that fucking broke me. I was actually curled up on my bed under fuzzy blankets, my box of tissues next to me, crying. Bless you, funky little Cielo.)

QDS: GALE. 100%, one of my favorite characters by far in the books(besides still Heat and Cielo), would be Gale. Why, you might ask?

Gale in the books is shown to be exceptionally intelligent, but has a hard time comprehending his own emotions and expressing them. He tries to bury his own inner turmoils and anxieties under his own work, although he still cares a lot about the well being of his teammates, especially Serph, and that's beyond his programming as a Bishop. He is also shown to be very creative with his planning, and is able to relatively accurately judge how people may react to certain situations, despite not understanding himself. Also, he has some slight nervous fidgets(tapping his fingers on desks, rubbing his temples, etc), and he is shown to, despite having Sera's calming presence and the effects of her blood(long story) nearby, he does visibly have a lot of anxiety at having his whole world and environment changed, as well as his careful routine, and has a tendency to hyperfocus on things, and he spirals into a loop of repeating thoughts when Serph ends up causing Gale to question if his loyalty lies with Serph or with the Tribe.

Gale. Is. AUTISTIC.

I, myself, am Autistic. I have ADD, and a severe anxiety disorder on top of this. QDS is probably one of the best written autistic/neuroatypical characters I have ever come across, and he's not played off as "comic relief", "childish", or even bordline sociopathic! He CARES! He cares A LOT! He even ends up in a healthy and stable relationship in the end! Also, he's the team's designated driver, holder of the braincells, and the team mom!

(Also, I like all of the characters in the books one way or another. They're all wonderfully written, and I enjoy them all a lot!! 8D)

🍀 Do you have any kins or comfort characters from your hyperfixation?

Hm… I'm not entirely sure how to respond to this. I'm guessing this means whichever characters give me the most happy feelies?

DDS: Almost all of the Embryon squad+Roland. Characters that give me the most happy feelies would probably actually be Cielo, Sera, Heat, Gale...I'm probably gonna end up listing all of them. XD Also, O'Brien. Part Irish people unite!!!!

QDS: Gale for obvious reasons(I need to post/reblog my drawing of him later), Sera for being the physical embodiment of "babey", Cielo for being something similar, any time Serph and Heat are together and Heat's not being angry, and Argilla around Jinana.

Noticing that this is more situational, but this is the best way I can describe this.

This was really fun to to do! Everyone is free to ask me whatever they want! 8D

[i7scenarios]

(1/?) Hello! Okay... whew. I’ll start by saying I had a really hard time typing this up and made an ordeal of it because I struggled to actually write anything positive about myself (which I think must be telling of my personality lol!). That being said, I’m really excited to see what you have to say. I apologise if it seems overly negative or if I didn’t give you much to work with despite how dang long this will be! ( I’m embarrassed about the length. I am SO sorry!) Okay here I go pfff 🙈

(2/?) I guess before I inevitably say anything heavy about my personality (pff) I will tell you about my hobbies. I don’t have many outside of playing i7 and watching anime to be honest (I’m probably super boring). I have a very obsessive personality and tend to spend long chunks of time with just a few hyperfixations and will be content with those same things occupying my time. (For example, I’ve been watching [Musical+Anime] Touken Ranbu for like... hours a day since June last year 🙈).

(3/?) I do love watching new anime as it airs though, especially because it’s something routine week to week and gives me something to look forward to or something I know will be there. Aside from that I do play a few video games (mainly animal crossing and harvest moon, but I also like persona 5, the BNHA game, and other rhythm games like hatsune miku). I love to sing very much, but I don’t think I’m good at all haha. I also love to create things when I have the energy or drive to do it.

(4/?) I’ve kinda lost motivation to do anything, but I used to loooove making AMVs and drawing and generally being artistic. At least now I still do artistic things like make funny/dramatic Instagram videos or occasional cosplay! I used to be an actress and dancer (though I was kicked out of hip hop because my movements were “too fluid” LOL so I stuck with ballet) and still enjoy dancing, but not... the professional way I used to lol.

(5/?) I had to quit because of compound injuries, and then I got real chubby haha. I think by now I must have lost all of my skill in both dance and theatre (I still very much have the theatrical and entertainment driven mindset, but I don’t think I could ever get on stage again.) I love to read as well... less books and more manga now though. I don’t often have energy to do it (I struggle really, really hard with executive dysfunction in both self care and hobbies ^^;)

(7/?) Tying in with that, I love to collect things! You know this probably because we’ve done box splits together before hehe, but I have a very treasured collection of goods that I recently got a glass case for. Decorating my home and displaying my figures (which I only this past year started collecting) or posters/straps/etc is something that really brings me joy, and I guess I do consider it a hobby. Does napping count because I’m also an expert napper! Hehe okay enough of hobbies I think.

(8/?) As for my personality.. I’m a very loyal person, although sometimes to a fault. I rely heavily on my intuition for everything, but mainly when it comes to people and determining the depth of relationships. I’m super contradictory to myself tho, so I will have no trouble cutting people from my life if I’ve decided I don’t need them anymore, but then I’ll have people that I allow to walk all over me or that I will allow to have a hold on me long after I’ve managed to get away from them.

(9/?) I know that I am a handful and people only have so much patience. I don’t want to force anyone to deal with me for very long. It really doesn’t matter how good someone is to me or how much they express unconditional love.. I can’t quite stop thinking that I’ll be abandoned sooner or later, and that affects every part of how I live. I struggle to allow myself to accept love and kindness because I don’t think I deserve it, and I don’t want to get used to it because it won’t last anyhow 😅

(10) All that being said, I guess I do crave affection and love... though I tend to be a bit of a tsundere about it. Okay I’m a massive tsundere unfortunately LOL I’ll just admit it. I’m afraid of it, but I’m a hopeless romantic at heart. I’m very soft and easily hurt even though I try to be tough... I’ve experienced a lot of various abuse at the hands of men and my mother throughout my entire life, and I try to say that I’m immune to things by now, but I’m not 🙈

(11) I’m very much a crybaby and I probably always will be. (No really. I cry at the drop of a hat!) But yeah.. because of all that stuff, I find it difficult to speak to men sometimes, and I have mild touch-aversion especially with men (this is probably why I find so much comfort in seiyuu and 2D boys, but this isn’t a therapy session lololol). I DO like physical affection like hugs, but I’m a little slow to get used to it I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Ironically though, I do get lonely very easily.

(12) I like to be alone, but I also get incredibly sad quickly when I’m alone. I’m introverted and picky about who I can spend extended physical time with. My only close friends live rather far away from me, but as long as I can text or be on the phone with them I’m okay! So...I CAN enjoy physical alone time as long as I can still be in contact with loved ones even when we can’t be in the same room (if all that makes sense. I’m rambling).

(13) I’ll try to get my bad traits out of the way quickly and end with a couple positive things about myself.. ah I’m sorry. Let’s see.. I’m very easily annoyed. I don’t know if it’s a side effect of my mental illness or if it’s just a negative trait I have, but I’ve been like that as long as I can remember. I’m very picky and particular about most things, and if I feel out of control in a situation I WANT to control, I tend to snap and lash out.

I pair you with .....

Momo!

Momo is very sensitive to your past trauma, even if you have a hard time being physical with someone, Momo’s upbeat personality and nature are like a warm hug itself. The fact you were injured and had to stop dancing is something Momo can relate to. He struggled really hard when he got injured and his career in soccer was over. You understanding that pain means a lot to him. He is totally cool with you being an anime/game fangirl. After all, after his loss with soccer, he found Re:vale to fill that void and became a massive fanboy himself ^^. He loves to sing with you, helping you with lessons like how Yuki helped him. After all he struggled a lot when he started as well ^^ Momo is extremely loyal and is always thinking about others over himself. You can trust him fully, and know that he isn't going to go anywhere. He will always show you the brightest smile when he sees your face