#I probably would have agreed way faster if they didnt go about it the way they did

[misty-the-mysterious]

Bitches will be like "You have to stand up for yourself and say "no" more!!" And then be the one pressuring you into stuff the most

[littlemisssatanist]

Hitlist

the jackal x fem reader

~ i am a whore for eddie redmayne so you should thank his face for being so gorgeous

~ this is 2k words of poorly written and unedited smut. if you see typos,,, no you didnt.

~ i need his face in my chest thats like the only reason i wrote this

~ ty for everyones lovely comments on the last part!

~ look at my art of my beautiful husband who is too old for me

~ BEFORE I FORGET. i have a longfic idea for this sorta universe,,, a mr and mrs smith type of situation crossover w sherlock bbc as a case fic. what do we think

part one | part two

You lead him back to a hotel room. Your hotel room, though not for much longer. The people who had hired you paid for everything, and once they heard you had betrayed them, they would eventually be able to track you down. The faster you left, the better.

The Jackal kept you in his sight the entire time, staring into the back of your head as if he was trying to cut a hole right through it.

It’s not like I would have hurt him anyways, you thought mulishly, poking your tongue into your cheek, troubled. Your mind had already been made up before you had even stepped into the room.

You could never hurt him.

As you walked into the room, he stalked past you and started examining everything, keeping an eye on you all the same.

“It’s clean,” you offered, but he only shot you a side glance, not bothering to acknowledge you had said anything. You worked hard to keep yourself from letting the hurt show on your face.

Instead, you ask: “Married?” 

Trying to lighten the mood, you couldn’t help but notice the ring on his finger. By the way his face tightened, you knew it was the wrong thing to say.

“Divorced,” he muttered. “You?” he added, as an afterthought.

“No,” you shook your head. You had thought about it once, a long time ago, but it never worked out. You simply could not stop thinking about him.

The Jackal sat down next to you on the bed, done with his search. He was close, closer than you would imagine comfortable. This close, you could see every freckle and mark on his face.

You are definitely not complaining.

“Her loss,” you whispered. At his questioning glance, you clarified: “Your wife.”

The tips of his fingers brushed over yours and you shivered.

He huffed out a laugh, shaking his head. “No, it was my fault. She deserved better than me.”

His eyes flickered shut as he leaned in closer. You could feel his breath on your face.

“Probably,” you agreed, tilting your head away to admire the earlier hickey you had left. He blinked a couple of times, confused by the sudden distance you had put between them. Then you pressed your hand into the purple mark, and he hissed and pulled away. 

He went to lean against the headboard and you followed him, climbing into his lap. His hands immediately found your waist even as he tried to push you away.

Instead, you only pressed his hips against his, hands caging him in on either side of the headboard.

“Come on, J,” you crooned. “Don’t you miss this?”

“You tried to kill me!” He snapped. “Forgive me if I’m not so forthcoming.”

You frowned. “You were literally all up in my business not even five seconds ago. Besides, if I wanted you dead, then I wouldn’t have announced my presence,” you cupped his cheek as gently as possible. You couldn’t stop looking at his freckles. “I was never going to kill you.”

He paused, eyes threatening to flutter shut at your touch. Then he pushed you away again, seemingly remembering why he was mad at you. “Then why did you take the job in the first place?”

You resisted, pressing your forehead against his. “I was trying to protect you,” you said mockingly slowly, as if trying to make him understand something very simple. His cheeks reddened with humiliation and anger. “I knew that taking the job would give you some time. And the only reason I threatened you was because I thought you wouldn’t want to see me anymore.”

The end of your words turned into a soft whine, and you nosed his face into his. Your thumb pressed past his lips and into his mouth, gagging him. His tongue immediately met your thumb, swirling around it on instinct. You moaned, kissing the edges of his mouth.

“Get off,” he managed to mumble through his make-shift gag, saliva dripping past his chin.

“Alexander,” you murmured. “Look at me.”

His name, his real name, snapped him out of the lustful haze your actions had put him into. It had been so long, how had you even remembered that? He should have never told you.

He pushed you away and you finally relented, letting him throw you back onto the mattress and climb on top of you.

“Fuck you,” he said, before swooping down and capturing your lips with his.

The kiss was hot and searing, and you could feel his large hands feeling up your body.

“That’s the idea, J,” you mumbled into his mouth, running your own hands up his back and tugging on his shirt. You needed him naked. Now.

He pulled away, biting your bottom lip as he went, tugging his shirt above his head. You watched from beneath him, admiring the ways his abs flexed before he dropped his hands and caged you in between them.

“You look nice,” you breathed, your hands creeping up his chest. “Ah… I remember this. But the background was different. Ah-!”

J buried his face into the crook of your neck, biting down harshly onto the soft skin there. At the same time, his hand slipped down your pants and underneath your panties, finding the growing wetness between the apex of your thighs.

“It… it was something like,” you sighed as he slipped two fingers inside, “a desert scene? R-remember that, J? Fuck!”

He curled the fingers inside you, his free hand making a large bruise the way it pressed into your waist so tightly. He kissed up your neck and jaw and eventually found your mouth, muffling the words that couldn’t help but spill out.

He remembered it too. The Al-Qaeda operation, the wedding party, the car bomb. You had been a junior sniper working with his team, and he could not help but notice the way your quiet gaze kept falling on him. You met him in his room that night, slipping past the door silently. You weren’t so quiet then, and you weren’t so quiet now.

When he killed the rest of his team, he let you live.

Maybe it was a mistake to do that. But the way the moans kept falling from your mouth, he wasn’t in any position to regret his decision. His thumb pushed at your clit, circling it faster as your voice grew to a higher pitch, as moans and gasps filled the air quicker. He swallowed your sounds as they came out, not letting you get in any air.

The hand holding your waist came to rest at your neck. It was so thin, so easy to just wrap his fingers around it and choke the life out of you. He began to apply pressure, just the tiniest bit, but the way your breath hitched, he knew that you knew the power he had right now.

Your chest heaved up and down against his. Dimly he realized that he had neglected to take off your blouse and bra.

He pulled away slightly, continuing his circular movements on your clit. A thin strand of saliva connected your mouths, and he broke it with a soft flick of his tongue. The hand on your neck tightened, and you released a strangled groan. 

You were vulnerable. Completely at his mercy.

But you found that you didn’t mind. You wanted it. A relationship with him, one in which you could trust that he wouldn’t hurt you, the same way you could never bring yourself to hurt him. 

The pressure on your neck furthered, and your hands instinctively went to his wrist, gripping it tightly. He stared into your eyes. You could feel the wave of pleasure in your stomach growing, legs twitching subconsciously, tightening around the hand in between your thighs.

“P-please…” you managed to choke out, arching your back and rolling your eyes as the pleasure passed the precipice and washed over, stringing your body taut before allowing it to collapse into what felt like a melting puddle.

His hand left your neck, brushing over the dark bruise he had left behind. Something in him felt vindicated, glad to have caused you pain. He kissed the deepest part of the bruise, smiling against your skin as you inhaled sharply at the touch. 

You bring your hands to brush through his hair, gripping it tightly to pull him away from your neck, half heartedly throwing him away. He rolled off, groaning, painfully hard.

“Give me a moment,” you gasped, trying to catch your breath. Wow. “Fuck.”

“Good?” He asked.

You nodded, before realizing he probably couldn’t see it. You let your hand find his instead, squeezing it. He sighed.

“I need to go take a cold shower,” He said, moving to get up.

By some miraculous show of strength, you managed to sit up before him and pressed your hand against his abdomen, shoving him back down.

“No. We’re not done yet.”

He stared at you as you swung your leg over his lap, hovering above him. His face was still flushed red, making his dark freckles stand out against his skin. His eyes flicked from between your face to where his erection made a tent in his pants.

“Ok,” he muttered. “Take off your shirt.”

You obeyed immediately, fingers thumbing to undo the buttons on your blouse. The Jackal watched you hungrily, hands coming back to hold onto your waist. They were burning hot against your now bare skin, moving up your spine to unclip your bra and let your breasts free.

He cupped them; the heat making you gasp as you worked to take off your pants. You managed to get them to hang at your knees, finally sitting down on his lap and pressing against his clothed cock.

“Fuck,” he groaned, hips pressing upwards.

You circled your hips, mouth falling open at the stimulation to your clit. It was still overly sensitive from his fingers earlier, and the roughness of his jeans did nothing to help soothe it.

“I need your cock in me,” you moaned. “Please.”

The Jackal let out a strangled sound at your words, managing to sit up and push down his pants. His cock sprang free, nudging against your soaking wet panties. You grinded against him, wrapping your arms around his neck, feeling his back muscles.

He pulled at the band of your panties, allowing them to snap back against your skin. One of your hands finds itself back in his hair, pushing his face into your chest. You can feel him grinning, a low laugh rumbling from his throat.

Finally, finally, he lined up his cock with your pussy and pushed inside. Your mouth fell open in a small ‘o’ at the feeling of complete fullness. He was burning you up from the inside.

He pressed kisses to your bare skin, face still buried in your chest as he kept his hips moving against yours. Pleasure began to build up in you once more, and you knew by the soft grunts and moans that fell out of the Jackal's mouth, he was close too. 

“Inside,” you whimpered, clutching onto him so tightly you wouldn't be surprised if he wouldn't ever be able to separate from you. “P-please.”

You raised your hips, his cock slipping out completely, before slamming back down. Your lips met, more clashing teeth than a kiss. His tongue consumed the inside of your mouth, stealing away your breath as you came once more.

Still riding the high, you had enough sense to realize he had also come, just seconds after you, cum filling you and dripping out slightly. 

You swayed slightly, and the both of you fell to the side, his cock still inside you.

Your chest fell up and down. The Jackal shifted closer towards you, placing his head back in the valley of your breasts. Your hand immediately comes to his hair to keep them there.

The two of you lay like that for a while, before you groaned.

“We need to go,” you muttered.

The Jackal mumbled something you couldn't hear. You begin to get up, but he doesn't move, the heavy weight forcing you to flop back down. 

“J,” you patted his back.

“... give me five minutes.”

You sighed. “Yeah, ok.”

part one | part two

tags: (for those who commented they wanted a second part (if you didnt want to be tagged,,, uh lmk) @affective-disorder @simp-ly-writes @freya260

[the-s1lly-corner]

Pocky game w/ various HH characters part 1/3

I want pretzels so bad rn it's not even funny

Characters: charlie, vaggie, angel dust, husk, sir pentious

Notes: read is GN for everyone but vaggie and angel, Angel's reader is male, vaggies reader is fem, bonus hcs of what i think their favorite flavor would be- take it with a grain of salt because admin has only tried the og flavor and the cookies n creme

CWs: edit

CHARLIE

oh she loooooooves stuff like this and shes definitely going to bring it up if you dont bring it up!

very understanding if you tell her you dont want to play the game, she doesnt want to force you- however she is over the moon if you agree

meets you in the middle and gives you a kiss, probably does a little "mwah!" sound to add to the general light heartedness of the activity

excited and she loves sweets so she might eat her portion a little faster than you

likes all the flavors but always finds herself coming back to the original, can never go wrong with a classic

VAGGIE

not much of a sweets person but if she doesnt have anything going on shes likely to do a game or two with you

is aware of the game but has never played it, at least if this is a timeline where she doesnt date charlie because charlie 100% would get her to do it with her

unsure if its supposed to end in a kiss but she does keep that in mind when playing the game- neither works too slow or too fast on her end- she doesnt want to come off as too into it... not that shes not into you of course! she just doesnt want to come off as desperate if that makes sense

does it for you most of the time because she knows it makes you happy and it doesnt bother her

i think she would be an almond crush enjoyer!

ANGEL DUST

it should come as a shock to absolutely no one that hes going to use this as an excuse to try to flirt or tease you; even more if you clearly show some feelings for him or if you two are already in a relationship

sighs.. he would make it a point to nibble on the stick in a way to try to get under your skin in one way or another.. its like when people get freaky with popsicles

game ends with a kiss, hes well aware of it when you take the pocky out and he is READY

comments on how nice it tasted, likely winks, can see him asking to do it again

i feel like he would like the strawberry flavored ones.. though im unsure if thats because of his color palette making me think that or if he would actually be a strawberry enjoyer.. maybe a crunchy strawberry enjoyer

SIR PENTIOUS

has no idea what the game is so youre going to have to explain it to him, he gets way too into it because of what it implies- if you were suspecting he had a crush on you this is kind of a confirmation because theres no other reason he would jump at the oppurtunity

all talk until the game actually starts, he kind of just freezes up or slows his tune a lot... didnt actually expect you to agree, or think about what would happen if the game actually started

barely meets you in the middle due to his nerves, and i can honestly see him pulling away at the last minute

its not like he doesnt WANT to meet you in the middle, its just that its a little overwhelming! and this would technically be his first kiss with you! if its going to happen he wants it to be more special!

dork... but it doesnt help him in growing the nerve to approach you to ask you out

has never heard of pocky so im unsure of what flavor would be his favorite

HUSK

i dont think he would be all that interested, he might think the game is a little dumb actually.. on top of that i dont personally see him as being much of a sweets enjoyer so its more likely for him to turn you down

while derailing from the posts prompt, if you were to substitute the pocky with something thats more up his ally he might be more inclined to give it a try... though im unsure of what you could replace the pocky with and keep the basis of the game intact

actually, he doesnt really partake in games like that- the ones that can lead to something thats typically romantic. its just not his cup of tea

i can see him being a bit of tease, but i dont think this meshes well with his style... might do it to humor you though

does NOT eat much of the pocky, and he prefers the bit with no chocolate- might take one nibble to please you but thats it

if you two are already dating, though, hes going to lean into the kiss

no favorite flavor due to the above mentioned "hes not a sweets guy"

[wlwanakin]

I gotta get ur pov on Anakin and Padme after the war(no empire situation) Some ppl seem to think they wouldn’t work out, like divorce, but I don’t agree with that bc Padme didn’t even want to leave him at Mustafar and the only thing that kept her from him was dying and there’s no way Anakin hasnt given her his whole heart to never take back. I think a lot of ppls reasoning is based on wondering how Anakin would handle his mental state(these ppl then ignore Padmes traumas) and how much self sabotage he might do, with a smattering of them never truly getting to be a couple since it had to be so secretive. And then I’ve seen ppl say he wouldn’t be a good dad bc he’s too possessive to a degree of destruction. I dont know tho bc what we got to see was Anakin at his worst and having a mental breakdown. I think abt how he was as a child with his mother and I wonder if he had room to breath and didnt have to lie anymore if he would reconnect to the best of Shmi and what she taught him. Not being groomed by a sith lord anymore would also be a pretty big game changer

this is one of my favorite things to think about!! i don’t think there’s any universe where they aren’t together til the end honestly, though they’ll totally inevitably run into problems because they’d previously spent their marriage not really able to find out how they work as a normal couple. there’s no getting around the fact that they’re both traumatized people who don’t have any experience that lends itself to a non-hierarchical romantic relationship like theirs, especially not under non-strenuous circumstances. but them being able to give each other that escape is what drew them to each other to begin with so it’s a learning curve they’re on together.

anakin specifically is never gonna be 100% mentally healthy because he has led the kind of life that fucks one up forever but plenty of people who are similarly mentally ill are still able to successfully have relationships and be decent/good partners. and the thing about anakin is that he had an unfathomably awful childhood but then when he escaped his old circumstances he never actually stopped being traumatized, but even while getting pretty regularly re-traumatized he was a pretty good husband for the better part of three years. so i don’t see why that would change drastically in a world where that’s not happening and he’s not getting pushed to a breaking point all day every day. he’s constantly stuck in a context that’s enabling pretty much all his worst traits and stunting any healing he could do because you can’t really process childhood trauma while going through even more trauma on the daily that you’re also not processing, so if you took him out of that context he’d pretty automatically be in a better place by nature of no longer having an occupation that traumatizes him faster than he can think about it and requires him to do lots of violence. even if hypothetically he had a full-blown breakdown and self-sabotaged to hell and back in a post-war au, if you remove The War and palpatine from the picture that sabotage is probably going to look a lot less like murdering a bunch of babies and a lot more like regular instability and padmé has proven herself to be so forgiving and understanding of anakin’s issues that she can and will forgive baby murder so long as the motive is sympathetic so why wouldn’t she be understanding about non-mass murder forms of acting out.

i actually think their biggest problem would be that they have pretty polar-opposite relationships with systemic power and hierarchy. they both understand dehumanization and having immense age-inappropriate responsibilities placed upon them, but anakin has spent his entire life in positions of subservience whilst padmé has spent most of hers in positions of power (rather complicated ones where she’s often reduced to a pawn but still). and they’d absolutely clash on those grounds, because they’re stuck in this place of almost understanding each other but not quite and that’s frustrating, and also because they probably have habits related to this that set each other off (i can totally see anakin short-circuiting at padmé slipping into her more authoritative political persona by accident during an argument or something or that turning into an explosive fight). and this is just the kind of thing that would slip out more and more the more time they spend together, but it’s also not relationship-ending.

in general they’d also struggle with working through things because they are both quite stubborn and their previous circumstances forced them into a position of not really being able to linger on any issues or clashes because their time together was so limited and precious, but they love each other so deeply and also just like each other and for two people who want each other in their lives as much as those two do that’s absolutely something they’d learn. it’s really just leaving the honeymoon phase except the honeymoon phase was…war. i really think that especially in a situation where anakin left the order and padmé stepped down as senator they’d have a lot of space to work through it and it’d be more of a matter of learning to be people together after a lifetime of being denied normalcy.

(the question of what kind of parent anakin would be is a more complicated one imo but i do tend to lean towards “decent” because as much as he’s possessive and destructive his ability to be a loving husband and his relative success at training ahsoka tells me he wouldn’t be violently nuclearly bad. you can’t really use darth vader as a basis because his brain looks like swiss cheese at that point and you can’t really call being on the opposite side of a war as your adult son “parenting” even if attempts at creating a familial bond were made. but that’s a whole other convo.)

[caffieneaddictt18]

Moment of Peace

sorceress!reader travels with geralt and ciri as their healer and ciris mother figure as geralts wife. one relaxing day, reader shows ciri a little party trick that geralt doesnt know yet. ends with geralt and reader play fighting about why she didnt show him but showed ciri; and them all acting like a family

(not my image)

As we finally settle in a meadow, surrounded by forest, I let out a sigh of relief. The feeling of sun against my face and the soft soil beneath me feels amazing.

"Ciri! Y/N! Go collect water. I'll be right back." Geralt commands, but before he can leave to collect wood and sustenance for the night, you stop him and give him a quick kiss.

"Be safe."

"Always am."

Those simple four words are all you need before you walk off into the forest for a few yards, before you come upon a clear water stream. You see Ciri standing in the water and feeling the sun while collecting water. As you join her in the water, she looks up.

"So... why do you allow him to order you around if you're his wife?" Ciri, blunt as ever, asks, not understanding that this is Geralt's way of showing his love.

"He doesn't 'order' me around. It's his way of keeping us safe. I'm a mage and can keep you safe. You're training and can keep me safe. Plus, he goes off and does the dangerous hunting, so we don't have to. It's his way of showing love." I explain his actions and why I react without losing my patience with the way Geralt talks to me.

"Oh. I didn't think about it like that." Ciri ticks her head to the side and continues to collect water.

"Geralt isn't conventional. But he is exactly how I want him. I wouldn't want it any other way." I start towards the bank of the river and continue walking along the greenery of the forest.

As Ciri looked on as you walked, she watched in mystery. The forest seemed to bend to your will. The trees would part to make a path for you and the stones would roll out of the way, leaving only soft soil for you to walk on.

As you both reached your camp site, Geralt was dragging a large deer, and a cloth behind him that was filled. Probably with wood.

You and Ciri both put your jugs down as Geralt drops the sack of wood off near you and walks to the trees to skin the animal for food & it's hide.

You have the sense to build the fire and let Ciri light it later. She's normally sleepy when you build the fire. Makes it easier.

As you both run around, you find a good size patch of daisies.

"Ciri!" You call over the girl, "Come here!"

The blonde girl runs over to see what you're looking at.

"Would you like to learn how to make a daisy chain? You can even put one on Geralt, if you'd like." You throw out the tempting offer to make the Witcher seem silly.

And Ciri quickly agrees. You sit down, careful to avoid the daisies, and show her how to make a daisy chain/flower crown.

As the sun is no longer at its nice, warm heat and enters the baking heat, you take Ciri down to the stream again to clean up. 'The sun will dry us faster' was your reasoning to drag the girl with you.

As you are cleaning your clothes and yourself off, you see Ciri doing the same. Perfect.

"Hey, Ciri! Would you like to see something?"

"Um... What is it?"

"I promise, no harm will come unto you from me. It's just a little party trick."

"Ok..." She waded closer to you as you met her in the middle of the stream.

You magically gathered the sweat and water from Ciri and yourself, throwing it into the air and condensing the clouds around the sun to have more water, allowing the clouds to form a sort of circle around the sun. As the sun continues to shine, the clouds begin turn colors... briefly pink, then a light green, and there's a light blue! (Refer to the picture at the top)

Ciri looks at the sky in awe. "You can do this?" She points to the clouds.

"Yes. When I was at Aretuza, they taught not just politics and magic. They taught basic sciences. This was one of those. I had asked my teacher why there as a rainbow after every rainfall. She explained it to me. Since then, I had been practicing it until I was able to perfect it. Took a couple tries, but it came one day, and it stayed."

"And you never showed me?" A deep, hulking voice inquired from the shadows. Of course, the yellow cat-like eyes gave him away.

"I'm sorry, Geralt. I thought of it as a mere party trick. And it's not like it is helpful when we are off on adventures." I laugh and 'apologize' for not showing my husband sooner.

"You better be sorry!" He charges out of the woods and into the stream, getting both you and Ciri wet again, before lifting you by the waist and carrying you back to base on his shoulder. Everyone was laughing and peace was covering the three of them.

Just a moment of peace.

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Author's Cup of Tea:

I am so sorry the ending was bad. I didn't know what to put for the ending so I winged it. Thank you all so much for your love and support of my work! I love to see everyone enjoying it.

[pumpkin-padparadscha]

had a dream in the style of a greek myth which was also a musical

main characters:

1. prince who is the Fastest Runner, he is known for being fleet footed and cocky about it

2. plot device guy, his job was to challenge the prince to a race around the palace's track, knowing he was slower, wager the prince leaving to complete a supposedly impossible quest if he lost, and then climb up onto the wall around the track to run and jump in front of the prince at the last second/use the height advantage to win anyway. "i didnt bet i was faster than you, i just bet i would win the race"

3. prince's childhood best friend, chosen by the gods at a young age for an Important Irresfusable Purpose (to be the prize to a quest in a garden she could never leave unless someone completed whatever quest/trials to retrieve her)

prince completes the quest but doesnt recognize his friend, does however know that bringing her home is the goal of his quest

sees her and instantly falls in love with her beauty. invites her to come with him and be his second wife

sidenote: he is unmarried but promised his childhood friend that she would be his first wife when he was king (he gets to be king upon successfully returning)

childhood friend (whos name is phobos for some reason) thinks this is a super obnoxious and insulting way to propose, and also she wants nothing to do with someone who is enamoured with only her looks because then theyll probably object to her personality

the prince is absolutely convinced that if she could just see what a nice life she could have back in his palace she'll agree, so picks her up and plans to bodily carry her home if he has to, like at least see what im offering before you reject it

phobos hauls back and slaps him + insults him, she has seen enough thank you!

the prince immediately recongises her willfulness, temper, and sharp tongue upon being slapped bc most people simply do not have The Audacity

he is ecstatic and upon realizing who she is revises his offer, tells her he isnt married and has been saving the first wife spot for her, and invites her to come home

she is like "i cant leave evrry time i try and walk out the gate i find myself walking right back in"

the prince is like "thats fine im carrying you i'll just carry you over the threshold. think of it as practice for our wedding :) "

he successfully carries her out, she is super relieved to be going back bc she never wanted to leave home in the first place, you just dont argue with the gods

they get home, the prince learns to be less cocky about his virtues when he is king, half because he lost that race and half because his wonderful beautiful viscious wife is so so willing to call him on his bullshit and drag him about it

[jacksayz]

For ever

"For ever"... Thats what she said to me, as we kissed on the tall building, while the sun was slowly getting down. I loved this moment, but I knew things will get way harder. I just didn't want something else then her and knew we will make it somehow. But now we are finally back together and nothing can change this anymore now.

I am sorry for starting like this. You are probably very confused, so let me tell you the whole story.

We went to school together in london and I have always liked her. I didnt know if she liked me too, but at some point, I knew i had to do something. I started talking to her and she did too. I wasn't sure if she even liked to talk to me, but I didn't really care, cause it just felt good to do. Comes out, my worries weren't necessary. Soon we were best friends and I didn't need someone else in my life. She told me everything and I did too. Well... I kind of did. The only thing she didn't know, was that I was actually in love with her. I really wanted to tell her, but I was too scared to completely loose her. So I waited for the right moment to tell, before it was too late.

A few years passed and we had our last year in school. My feelings hadn't got less. They even got more and knew I had to tell her in this year, because she was going to an other country the next year. Well, I was stupid and too weak to do it and the year was over, faster than i thought. A week before school was over, she told me that she is going to move far away for the next year, because of school. I already knew it, because she had told her friends and i was stalking her, as I always did, but it made me feel really special, that she was telling me too and of course I didn't want that she flew away, because I wouldn't see her for a fucking long time. But I couldn't do something against it. I immediately asked her if she would spend some of her last time here with me. And she agreed to hang out with me. She only had time on Friday, which was the very last day. I was really scared, because I knew that this could be my last chance. But this day went totally perfect. I knew I had to tell her about my feelings and so I did. In the evening we went into the city, to chill together. We wanted to look at the sunset and so, at one point, I took her on top of a tall building to watch it better. And as we watched the sun go down slowly, I just did, what I wanted to do for so long. I kissed her. I was really scared at first, but then I noticed that she seemed to like it. "She loves me back" I thought and started grabbing her hips tightly. We were kissing and hugging, while the sun was lovely going down. It was just like in a lovestory. I was really nervous and unsure what to say after we kissed. So I told her, that I loved her. She just laughed at me, because it was kind of stupid to say this. I mean it was obvious at this point. I laughed with her for a little and defended myself with saying, that I had never done something like this before. But then I went back to being serious and told her, that I didnt want some distance to change anything about our feelings. She agreed and promised to always love me.

"For ever"... thats what she whispered in my ear softly.

But things got even harder than i expected, as soon as she was gone. We texted everyday, but it just wasn't the same as seeing her. She told me about the new school and really seemed to like it there. But as we couldn't see each other for a long time, i got scared, she would fall in love with someone else. I always overthink way to much and that was really hard for my mental health. I wanted to hug her, I wanted to kiss her, I just wanted to be with her.

But I couldn't. I was worried way to much and it felt weird not to be able to meet the person I loved.

I wasn't even sure if she still liked me, which was just a stupid thought again. "Why would she still text me everyday then?" I said to myself, trying to think more positive. This didnt make it that much better, but after some months I got used to it and it was easier to only be able to text her. The rest of the year went well too and we started counting the days, until she would come back to london. After the one year finally had passed, I still really loved and fucking missed her. And as she promised me on the building, she did too. She was going to fly back to London on the 19th of July and we both were really hyped seeing each other again. I currently was on holiday, a few hours away, with my family and was going to come back on the 19th. the same day she would come back. There we immediately wanted too meet each other on the same building, we kissed one year ago, at 6pm. So we really did plan everything perfect and we thought nothing could destroy our plan.

But then something came in between. On the 19th of July, the day she was flying to London and I was driving back home again, we texted all the time and were really happy to see again. But at one point, I couldnt answer to her anymore. She had no idea what was Happening. She thought my phone might just died and I couldn't charge it anywhere right now, because I was in the car, so she didn't really worry and just waited.

On the next day, she finally arrived and was back in london. She immediately went to the one building, wich she still exactly knew where it was. Punctual at 6pm she arrived on top of it and waited for me to come. She waited a long time and slowly started to get mad, because I still wasn't there after half an hour. She knew I was a late person in general, but she expected me to be there in time for just once, as we hadn't seen for so long. She didn't want to wait any longer and decided to text me and ask where the fuck i was. But she realized, I still hadn't answered to her massage from one day ago. She didn't know what was going on and what had happened. At this moment she started to worry a little bit thought somethings wrong. She didn't know what to do and just waited even longer. To pass some time she casually started to look through her phone and read some news, because she didn't really know what was going on in London at the time. But suddenly she saw something that made her breath stock. She had just read the title and went completely pale. "Car crash a few hours away from london" She read the whole article and then she understood. She was staying still were she was for like five minutes, until she slowly walked to the edge of the building. She turned her back to the horizon and looked in the sky.

Now she knew what was going on and was aware that I wouldn't come anymore. "He isn't able to come here. I guess I'll just come to him then" she thought. She closed her eyes, started smiling a little and slowly leaned back more and more.

"For ever"... thats what she said to her self as she was falling down the building, knowing she finally would be with me again soon.

[kazumasougi]

so what’s your verdict on ragnarok? i saw some people say that it was good but not as good as the first game so i’m curious to know what you think. going to play it this summer 😎

okok this might get long so here’s the non-spoilery short of it: i really loved playing through ragnarok but i do agree that i liked 2018 more! I’ll put the significantly longer portion under the cut and ill do my best not to spoil any main story portions while talking about it lol

ragnarok definitely lets you explore far far more. i think theres a couple of places where you can tell they didnt want to drag the story out so they cut stuff for time but i personally feel like the game could’ve very well used that. and i think the fact that 2018 is like a good number of hours longer than ragnarok makes it a little bit surprising when you get to the endpoint.

also unlike 2018— though this matters less to me— there are parts of the game that you can only actually finish once youre done with the main story. it has a few epilogue pieces which are definitely a nice send-off for the game and you can explore just a little bit more, but if im honest it feels a bit empty..? though im not done with postgame so when i get there ill probably post abt it more 😼

storywise i feel like there’s some things that could definitely have improved or been changed in some way… i absolutely loved the new dynamics between old characters and getting to see how theyve grown with each other since 2018. its super heartwarming to me. but some parts really did feel rushed and while the ending was good some parts just felt kind of… abrupt??? i’d love to know how they would have refined the story with just a bit more time because personally it feels like theres still a loose end or two that hasnt been addressed. that said its by no means a BAD story— i really liked going through it! the best way i can think to put it is that it’s an emotional rollercoaster from start to finish.

in terms of MECHANICS… i’ll be completely honest some of them were so incredibly frustrating that id considered giving up on some of the fun side stuff they encourage you to do (like nornir chests and whatever else may have you). even some parts of the main quest were a little bit confusing to me…?? at some points there are puzzles that aren’t super straightforward and it got a little tiring to play guess and check. that said there aren’t a lot of them, but it definitely left me a little bit annoyed during gameplay. i should mention though for some of the mechanics in question they DO have a crazy good range of accessibility settings that help you more clearly see things like interact-able objects and targets etc. so making use of those definitely lessened the annoyance for me personally lol. that said it does not work for all of them and if you Want to go collecting extras then you might have to sit there frustrated a few times before it works out 🥲

one more thing i should probably mention in regards to game mechanics is the skill trees… i’ll keep this explanation light as to avoid heavy spoilers but essentially they give you a LOT of skills to upgrade with XP. and i mean a lot. i have not used even half of them they do nothing for me 💀 i would guess this is their way of letting you do more with XP since in 2018 you rack it up faster than you can spend it but there are so many in ragnarok. and if im honest it feels like a lot of them are kind of … useless in combat. or at least very very situational. they do give you the chance to upgrade skills you use the most which i really like but i find it kind of weird how many of them are reliant on hyperspecific situations while also costing a significant amount when you unlock them.

OH. and also. i kind of wish the companion armor had some sort of effect…???? like in 2018 i loved atreus’ healthstone effect because it suited my playstyle. but all companion armor is purely cosmetic. they seem to have replaced that with accessories you can equip them with that have different effects but i also didnt really feel much of a difference with them until postgame 😿 an edge ragnarok has on 2018 though is definitely that you can customize what your armor looks like while taking the stats of another. which is awesome because im tired of making him look like hes wearing a sweater vest at a holiday gathering. ill admit though the menuing is a little bit more confusing lol

ANYWAY. to finish this off i feel like i loved a lot about ragnarok but after having seen what they did in 2018 i feel like they probably couldve pushed it a bit more. that said the story is absolutely crazy and i loooove certain routes they went with it so it definitelys worth playing imo. i just wouldnt expect it to be just like the first game 👍 there are some major changes i havent listed because i think seeing them for yourself will be awesome

[girlydemonbite]

Deuce x reader smut

This story is a sequel? to the ace x reader one. So enjoy

The morning didn't come quick enough, Deuce was planning on having you in his bed tonight. The thought kept him up most of the night, even when he tried his hardest to sleep. It just wasn't working. The echoes of your moans rang in his ears. The way you came undone on Ace made him feel jealous and horny at the same time. Before he knew it, it was morning. He felt so tired. He tried to sleep even a couple minutes but he heard movement in Aces bed.

Ace ended up waking up before you, Deuce could see something was up with Ace. Ace looked scared.

"Deuce, I thi-" ace begin to talk but stopped. Deuce wondered if ace knew what actually happen. But when Ace came running over to Deuces bed, deuce was quick to sit up. Ace got closer to Deuce and made sure you couldnt hear him. Ace started talking again. "I know its bad but I think some how while I was sleeping I cummed in my boxers. They feel a bit sticky and the sheets looked like I did. How am I gonna explain that to y/n?"

Deuce would feel his face heat up, as the memory's of last night ran across his mind. But Deuce had to play it cool.

"Thats gross." Deuce pushed ace away from him. "Better not let y/n see the sheets."

Ace sighed as he stared at your sleeping body. How was he suppose to hide his sheet. He didnt understand how he let this happen. He felt so gross that his jizz could of gotten on you. He hoped it didnt. That thought made him race over to his bed. He carefully pulled his blanket off of you as stared at your legs and butt. Your shorts didnt look like anything got on you. He let out a breath of relief.

"Good good." he whispered to himself.

"Youre so gross." Deuce whispered to ace, as he came over and he tried to wake you up for class. He could see the spot that Ace was talking about. He tried to keep calm. But knowing the truth made that hard. He tried to gently shake you.

Ace tried not to freak out as you sleepy got up and got out of his bed. Once you were all dressed and leaving the dorm. Ace stayed back for a bit to strip his bed. As he cursed at himself for being so dumb.

When ace finally caught up with you, ace tried to play it cool. But deep down he felt gross. How could he cum with you in his bed. He felt like such a bad friend. If he knew the truth he wouldnt feel so bad tho. But only Deuce and you knew what actually happened last night.

Ace tried not to think about it, but the thought of what if he really did get cum on you. How hot that would of been. He tried to keep those thoughts at bay, but with you sitting by him in most of your classes it felt impossible. He could feel the blush on his cheeks every time you would talk to him or lean over to help him with some work. You didnt realize how red Ace's face was but Deuce did. He knew he was probably having unholy thoughts right now. But Deuce wasnt any better. But he was just more focus on tonight and having you in his bed this time.

Most of the day Deuce and Ace had some naughty thoughts about you. But Deuce would be the only one to have them done to him.

When you all got back to their dorm, Deuce was excited to be back and for the day to be almost over. Deuce gave Ace a look that you were gonna sleep in his bed, instead of aces.

"Y/n, you can sleep with me tonight." Deuce said with a fake yawn. He was trying to see if he could get a chance to have you touch him. When you gave him a smile and agreed. He could feel his heart start beating faster. He might actually get you to himself. He tried to keep the smile on his face from showing. Part one of his plan is in the works. Now he just gotta get you to touch him somehow.

He made sure you were comfortable when it was time for you all to go to sleep. Like always it didn't take Ace a long time to fall asleep or your furry little pet. Great everyone was asleep. Deuce decided to fake falling asleep.

But When you had actually fallen asleep too something in Deuce snapped. Why didn't you wanna touch him? Was he not as good as Ace? He had the same size cock as Ace's, he even knew his own was a bit thicker then ace's. You could find that out if only you would touch him. Maybe if he trys touching you while he was pretending to sleep. Maybe it would work and push you to touch him. Maybe he should of been touchy feely with you like ace was when he was asleep. It didnt matter now. He would make you touch him the same way you did with Ace. No matter what it took.

He slowly moved his body closer to yours, pushing himself as close to you as he could. His hands were quick to explore your body, even little curve while his lips met the back of your neck to give little open mouth kisses all the way to the side of your neck, Deuce couldn't help but admit the way your skin tasted, made his dick twitch. The way you smelt like a mixture of sweat and shampoo made him wanna fuck you instead. But he kept telling himself that wasn't the plan and the plan would be much better. He felt so disgusting, but as the horny bitch he was. He didnt care. It was only fair that since ace got some action. So did he. Not that Ace even realized he got any action. No Ace thought he just came in his boxers and his bed. But Deuce knew the truth, the cock hardening truth .

He slowly grinded his hips into your ass, his dick was slowly growing hard, all he could imagine was rutting into you, fucking you so hard that your moans would even wake up Ace. But even so the thought of you fucking yourself using his body was an even better idea. Just if you would wake up. Maybe he could give you a little push. To get your body all hot and bothered. He slowly slid his hand down into your shorts and underwear, he could feel his mouth getting more wet as his fingers were on your pussy lips. His two fingers slide between your lips and started messing with your clit, your soft clit. Even tho he couldnt see it. He knew it was probably the cutest clit there was. His fingers worked slowly, painfully slow he wanted to make sure you wouldnt wake up just yet. He wanted to get your sleeping body all horny, that when you wake up you wouldnt be able to help yourself from using your friends body. His fingers slowly made circles. The little whines coming from your mouth slightly scared him but also egged him on. The more you whined the more he ended up rubbing himself against you. His dick was hard as rock, It was painful. He wished he could just slide his dick into you. But that wasn't apart of the plan. He could wait. He didnt want to use you, he wanted you to use him. Maybe if he was more brave he would take you and fuck you till you were pleding him to stop, but that wasnt who he was. He was a gentleman. Maybe a little bit of a pervert but still none the less. He wanted to be used. Being used by you sounded so nice. Deuce always told himself that he would be a dom. But right now his dick was telling him he was just a pathetic sub wanting to be used as a toy for someone elses pleasure. Even tho he knew he knew he would also get alot of pleasure out of his too.

He tried to stop his thoughts and work on your body. His fingers crawled towards your hole, Deuce slowly pushed his two fingers in your cunt, once they were as far as they could go. He kept them there for a minute. He couldnt believe his fingers were actually inside you. It was like he was starstruck. Which he over came pretty quickly when it felt like your cunt was lightly sqeezing his fingers. He couldnt deny your cute little cunt. His fingers started going in and out of you at a decent speed before he started going faster. He heard some moans slip past your lips. He was sure he would never get over now cute you sounded. He was so focused on your noises from you and your cunt that he almost didnt realize you were slowly waking up. But when he realized when you started moving he thought maybe you were waking up. He quickly pulled his hand out of your pants and tried to pretend to sleep. But not without licking off your juices from his fingers.

But sadly instead of waking up like he thought. You just ended up laying on your back. Deuce let out a frustrated sigh, as he laid there for a couple minutes. When he was sure you were actually still asleep he decided he might as while try again. His attention was now on your chest. The tank top you were wearing made it easy for him to just pull it down. He had to take a minute to take in the beauty of your boobs, his hands were first to reach you. His hands started playing with them. Giving them quite a squeeze before his mouth started sucking on one of your nipples. He heard you let of a couple whines. It was just fuel being thrown on the fire. His brain felt fuzzy. Being able to do this to you was out of this world experience. His drool was all over your tit. When he finally pulled away. He just wanted to do so much more. But you were starting to move again. He pulled your shirt back up and laid beside you wrapping his arms around you. He thought it was just gonna be another false alarm but he started to notice you were actually waking up slowly. He stopped moving and just held you tightly to his body. His arounds were wrapped around your torso. Deuce made sure to look asleep.

"Fuck." you mumbled to yourself as you woke up a bit more realizing how horny you felt. Probably didnt help that Deuces hand was painfully close to being in your shorts. The thought of just pushing his hand in your pants was hot on your mind.

You didnt get why sleeping next to these boys were getting you so worked up. You didn't understand how these two were so cuddley. You couldnt believe them simply being cuddley would make you feel like this. But here you were thinking about using your other friends body to get off.

"I hope you're a heavy sleeper like Ace." you mumbled to yourself more then anything. As you decided that once more that you were gonna use somebody sleeping body to get yourself off.

Bring his hand higher, making him cup your boob like you did with Ace. Deuce's hand were a bit bigger and a little bit rougher, not as smooth as your other guy's best friends hands. His covered more of your boob making it a big harder to make him sqeeze your boobs. But you manged the best you could as you moved his hand.

In the back of Deuces mind he couldnt help but admire the way you were already using him right after waking up. He just wished he could help you. He knew he could squeeze them better.

He wanted to just shove his face in your chest while he fucked you. But this was fine too. He was just happy to be getting used finally.

Deuce could feel the way you switched from sqeezing to having him pinch your nipples. The nipples that were just in his mouth a little bit ago. The little whines that came out of your mouth made him groan. Luckily tho you didnt stop moving. You just kept going having him mess with the little nips on your chest. But it didnt last long, cause you were already so wet. Thanks to him already working your body up with you knowing.

You didnt wanna use his fingers, not when you were this horny. Why were you already this horny? But Deuce wasnt Ace. You didnt know how heavy of a sleeper he was. He wasnt snoring. Just breathing. Even so your body was screaming out to have deuce inside of you.

"Im sorry Deuce." you mumbled to yourself as you slowly pushed Deuce away from you to get out of his grip and pushed him to his back. When he just kept his same breathing you took this as a good sign. He didn't groan or anything. Maybe he was a heavy sleeper too, at least thats what you were hoping. You didnt need your friend waking up with you on top of him. You wouldnt know how to explain that.

Deuce was trying everything he could to keep his breathing steady. But he wasnt sure how long that would last. Not when you were slowly pulling his boxers off of him. He wished he could just see the look on your face. He would give anything for that but he didnt wanna blow his cover. He didnt want things to be werid between you too. This was the only way. As long as you think he doesnt know about what is happening. Then nothing will change between you two.

Staring at his cock after pulling his boxers to his knees, you were taking every vein in. Noticing how his dick was thicker then ace's. About the same length tho. You even checked out his balls, something you didnt do with Ace. You lightly grazed your fingers over them, even giving them a light sqeeze. You wondered how much cum were in those things. Your mouth was watering and you could feel how you tightened around nothing.

Slowly taking off your shorts and panties, trying your best not to wake up Deuce. You were getting nervous now. It was one thing to do it with a guy that sleeps like a log but Deuce. This was Deuce. But you tried to block out everything that could go wrong and slowly climbed on top of deuce and hovered your pussy over his dick, before taking it in your hand and running it back and forth between your lips before finally lining it up with your hole.

While sinking down onto Deuce, he swear he was gonna lose it. He wanted so badly to grab you and ram himself into you. But he didnt. He just laid there while as you finally bottomed out.

"Please dont wake up." you mumbled, as you placed your hands on his chest trying to keep your balance before you started moving your hips back and forth, just to get use to him. It didnt take long before you started riding him. You tried to your best to go a slowly speed testing out how much you could do without waking him up. When only his breathing got a little heavy you decided maybe a little faster wouldnt hurt. Your speed increased a bit. The faster you went the more you noticed how loud his bed was being. You knew it wouldnt wake Ace up, but what if it wakes Deuce up? You tried your best to ignore all those thoughts as you kept going.

Deuce could feel all your juices run down his legs, it was soaking his lower half. But it didnt matter cause he was finally in you. He was finally feeling how good your insides felt. They were squeezing him so tightly. The squishy flesh inside you was so hot and wet. He was sure he would cum any second now, but he tried his best to keep himself from doing that. He couldnt finish like this. Not when he thought about this all day. Even tho you moaning his name was making this even harder not to bust. The way that those sweet words fell out of your mouth was like he was in a dream. He ended up letting out few pants. But could you blame him? He wasn't use to these type of things. He was happy when you didnt hear them or maybe you just didnt mind them. Cause your movement didnt stop. Maybe you were hoping for him to wake up and help you. But all thoughts went away when he could hear every nasty noise that was coming from your cunt. He never understood what people meant when they told him that sex sometimes sounded like stiring mac and cheese. But he understood now. He was sure he could never cook that again without thinking of your cunt.

"Fuck, Deuce. You're stretching me out." you moaned louder then you meant to. But you didn't even check if you were waking him up. You were too into trying to chase your high. But the more you moved the more Deuce would let little whines out even tho he was trying his hardest not to. But the praise of you tellling him he was stretching you out made his dick twitch. Man did he wanna just moan out but he felt like you would stop if he let out moans over and over. He wanted to last longer but he couldnt. His dick was pathetic, just like him. He ended spilled every drop of cum inside of you. He felt it squirt out of him faster and harder then he had ever experienced. He felt like he just unloaded every thing in his balls. With him filling you up so much, it actually helped you come undone too. The feeling of being so filled was so nice. Ace didnt even let out all this cum.

"Deuce." you kept repeating his name as you spilled your juices all over him.

Coming down from your high, you glanced down at Deuce's face. His cheeks were pretty red, making you lightly laugh. You were sure your cheeks looked the same. You were happy that Deuce was also a heavy sleeper. You didnt moved from his cock. You just sat there admiring him. His whole body was sweaty. He looked kinda pathetic. You wondered what he would look like if he was actually awake for this. You wondered would he let out louder whimpers then earlier.

Glancing over at Ace, you already knew he would think he was the best in the world. Ace would probably be cocky and smug.

Turning back to Deuce you sighed, as you leaned down and gave him a light kiss on his cheek. Kissing his cheek felt like kissing a hot heater. He was so cute even when he slept. When you leaned back up. You let out one more sigh. This time you knew you would have to clean him up. Unlike with ace most of your juices went on Deuces legs. Most of your juices with ace got soaked up by his bed and boxers.

Wiggling a little bit on his softing dick, you whined. You still felt a little sensitive. You werent use to having sex one day after the other. Most of the time you were too busy with school work and such that you didnt have time to please yourself. And even then you could never reach where these two would hit. You were kinda sad to be done. Even tho you knew it was kinda gross to have sex with your sleeping friends you couldn't help but like it. Being able to use them felt wonderful and got the job done. You couldn't help but think about when and if you even got your dorm back that maybe you could still come over once and while and secretly use them.

You decided to just sit there a little longer just wiggling once and a while to keep his dick at least a little hard. You just wanted to feel him inside you. Having your friend inside you made you feel a little closer to him in a sick twisted way.

Deuce didn't understand why you were still on him, and why you kept slowly getting him hard every time he went a little soft. Did you know he wasn't actually asleep? No theres no way. You would of said something. But ether way he wished you would get off of him before he got really hard again.

You could feel his cum slowly drip out of you every time he got softer but you still didnt wanna get off him. Even tho you were sure he would probably wake up soon. Letting out a breath you quickly got off of him before anymore cum slipped out of you. You quickly ran to the bathroom to clean up. Giving Deuce a second to breathe.

He slowly opened his eyes to stare at the mess you two made. He could see his cum and your juice mixed together on his dick and thighs. He tried his best not to get hard again with just the sight. But damn was it hard. He stared at his dick till he heard you coming back. He quickly closed his eyes and pretended he was asleep again.

You brought a warm wash cloth and carefully wiped up the mess you had made. Once you were sure most of the evidence was gone. You pulled his boxers back up him and placed the wash rag in the stuff you had brought to their dorm. Getting your bottoms back on you laid down next to Deuce. This time you laid your head on his chest and laid your legs on his own. It didnt take long for you to fall asleep not with all the work you just did.

Deuce also ended falling asleep while he imagined how you looked while you used him. He was happy that his plan worked. He didn't feel jealous anymore. But he was craving more from you now.

[aemiron-main]

Ugh, the possible secret connection between Will and Brenner is so annoying because the writers also (probably intentionally) avoided making Will and Brenner interact or see each other face to face the whole show. Will sees Brenner only when he died at the desert and that's it. And it's portrayed very ambigously. Like, did he recognize Brenner or did he not? Maybe Will didnt recognize Brenner but Brenner still knew about him and there is something else going on that we have not learned yet? But it just feels purposeful that they have never seen each other face to face since freaking S1, it has to mean something especially how the lab and Brenner were involved in creating Will's fake death body and trying to deceive others my making it seem like Will died. Why not make the same thing for Barb as well? If it was just to cover up the existence of the UD and all that mess, then they would have created a fake body for Barb as well and faked her death. But that's not what happened. The way they treated Will's disappearence and Barb's disappearence/death were very different. Brenner focused on Will but never on Barb, why?

Like this guy also KNEW Will was possessed once again and that the UD was coming for Will once again in S2. Didnt he suspect anything? That was sus. Surely he must have thought that the way Will survived the UD for a week was weird as hell. And now he is possessed, too? And HE ONCE AGAIN SURVIVES? Are you shitting me? How the hell a guy like Brenner wouldnt think that shit was weird as fuck? Unless... unless he knew beforehand that Will was already 'special' in some way and he suspected it? But he couldnt exactly reach to Will bc Will had an entire family trying to protect him. Because manipulating El and Henry were easier since El had only a mother that got her brain fried, and Henry killed his whole family (except his father before collapsing), so it was easier for Brenner. But Brenner couldnt possibly reach Will after Will was rescued from the UD because Will didnt just have Joyce. He also had Hopper, his friends and other members that were there for him. Reaching Will would have been harder, so he maybe just decided to keep an eye on Will from the sidelines?

Maybe Owens knew it too...? Like, the way Owens has been acting is suspicious as well. The way he actually has been working with Brenner and the lab the whole time and he kept it a secret? He never informed the others that Brenner was alive the whole time? That man is sus as well.

Too much to be explained honestly and the only person who can explain all of this shit is Vecna himself. Brenner is already bones, Owens is sus but even if he knows somethings and is keeping certain secrets its not like he knows about other plot points.

The whole explanation as to HOW and WHY Will disappeared, how he managed to survive unlike the other victims in the UD for a freaking week, the way he's found at the library without the Demogorgon actually attacking him, the way he was alive with a tube thing inside him, the way he's possessed later on but the MF/Vecna still didn't kill him. ''He wants to kill everyone else but me''. The way Will could feel the UD and MF even before he got possessed. The way he was alreading showing powers like shadow walking, true sight etc before his possession and the way he didnt get killed after MF got exorcised out of him. Why? MF killed all those flayed people, and it killed Billy when Billy went against him. So why the hell not kill Will in S2 or in S3 when Will was still feeling the presence of MF and informing others about his plan?

S5 cannot come faster honestly. I need Vecna to sit and give a 1 hour long monologue explaining all of that shit because I am losing my mind.

ANON THESE ARE ALL SUCH FANTASTIC POINTS OH MY GOD YOURE SO SO SO RIGHT. IM LIKE HALF AWAKE RN AND I DONT HAVE THE ANSWERS TO THIS BUT I AGREE AND I ALSO NEED THE VECNA MONOLOGUE AND S5 ASAP!!!!

LIKE IM JUST POSTING THIS WITHOUT SAYING MUCH BECAUSE. YES. YOU MAKE SO MANY GREAT POINTS. ITS ALL SO SUSPICIOUS!!! ITS ALL SO WEIRD!!!! BRILLIANT ASK ANON!!!!

[flowersbby]

Drawn to You | Corpse Husband x Fem! Reader

Warning:  Makeout, This is a lil long (I got carried away)

Word count: 3859

It was a typical night for you. You had your music playing faintly in the background while you were writing notes for your anatomy & physiology class when you felt your phone vibrate violently on your desk, which caused your French bulldog, Royal, to wake up from his snoring slumber on your lap. With an annoyed huff, you pick up your phone and notice your best friend Rae had texted you numerous times.

Rae 😴

Hey!

Among Us!

Now!

Need 10th person!

Pleaseeeeee

You stared at the messages for a minute. You were confused on why she asked you of all people. You were the opposite of the many streaming friends she had who were loud, funny, and all around GOOD at games. Your shy character would not fit well on her stream and you knew that. Plus, the only games you’ve played are Stardew Valley and Animal Crossing, which requires no communication with people and you preferred it that way.

You

Why me? I’m in the middle of writing notes.

Rae 😴

There’s this person I want you to meet!

He’s really nice and you’ll warm up to the group in no time, I promise!

I won’t let them be mean to you 😤😤

They’re nice ppl anyway so they wont be mean lol

You

Okay.. let me load up my discord

Rae 😴

Yayy!

I already bought among us for you last time I was over so you’re good to go!

‘What? When did she find the time to buy the game for me? We were literally together the whole time she was here.’ You thought, but quickly dismissed it and loaded up discord. Right as you got online, you got an invite from Rae. You quickly grabbed your headset and adjusted your mic before joining the call. You petted Royal in an attempt to calm your nerves as you saw 9 peoples profile pictures appear in front of you. You only recognized Rae’s, of course.

“Hey, (Y/N)!” Rae exclaimed, “Guys, this is my best friend (Y/N)! Introduce yourselves!”

“Hi, I’m Toast!” Said the man with the toast icon. You smiled at his profile picture. You found it cute.

“I’m Jack!” Said an Irish voice. You know Jack. You used to watch his videos a lot.

“I’m Poki!” Said a girl with a really sweet voice, “Nice to meet you!” You were about to say hello back when someone else chimed in.

“Hello, I’m Felix!” You recognized that Swedish accent. He was the most well known YouTuber, of course.

“Nice to meet you!” Said a really soft voice, “I’m Sykkuno!” His voice reminded you of an anime boy. You smiled to yourself.

“Hi, I’m Lily!” Said a really cute and high pitched voice. 

“Hi everyon-” You went to introduce yourself properly until you got cut off.

“I’m Corpse.” Said a deep, attractive voice. Your eyes widened for a second, his voice catching you off guard.

“H-hello,” You attempt to say hello again but this time you’re a little shaken up by Corpse’s voice, but you get it together by petting Royal once again. “I’m (Y/N). It’s nice to meet you all!”

“Your voice is so adorable!” Says Lily. You smile at the fact that someone who’s voice is equally as adorable complimented yours.

“Thank you!” You respond, “Your voice is adorable too, Oh my God!” 

Lily giggles at your compliment. “Alright!” Exclaimed Rae, “Ready to play (N/N)?” You quickly realized you forgot to load up Among Us before hand. You were silently kicking yourself for not doing such a simple thing. Now they’re gonna have to wait longer to play because of you and they already waited long enough for you to join the discord call.

“Um..” You stall as you hurriedly click on the Among Us icon. “I’m so sorry. I forgot to load it up.. but it’s loading right now!” Your eyes are glued to the screen as if it’ll make the game boot up faster. 

“That’s okay.” Said Corpse in the most kind voice. “It won’t take that long.” You feel heat rushing to your cheeks just by hearing his voice. Who is this man and why is he making you feel like this?

They all agreed with Corpse and continued chatting about whatever they were chatting about before you joined the call. You were half listening as you were trying to figure out what to do as the game loaded up. Just as you were about to ask Rae, Corpse sent you the game code through a private message. You typed “Thank you!” as you quickly entered your name and then the game code.

“Woo! (Y/N)’s here!’ Said Rae happily. “Choose your color and your hat!” ‘Where do I do that?’ You thought to yourself but quickly found it. You wanted to be pink but it wouldn’t let you choose it.

“Why isn’t it letting me choose pink?” You asked. 

“It’s because Corpse is pink.” Explained Lily. “He took it from me too.” She said with a sad, but funny, tone.

“I can be a different color.” Corpse said and quickly changed his color from pink to white. 

“Oh, Thank you!” You said happily and picked a flower to match it.

“No problem.” He said and you could hear the smile in his voice. It made butterflies appear in your stomach.

“Are you kidding me?!” Said a laughing Lily. “I literally ARGUED with you about letting me have pink!”

“I sense something happening...” Cooed Rae in a sing songy voice. The whole group then erupted in “Ooooo’s”. This made you blush. You covered your face even though they couldn’t see you and Corpse chuckled, which only made you blush more.

Before the game started they all explained to you how to play so you wouldn’t be lost. This calmed your nerves a bit and when the game started you were happily going around the ship completing your tasks. Watering the plants was your favorite so far since you found it satisfying how the plants grew. You saw Corpse run up to you and you made your character step away a bit because you didn’t want to get killed. He instead ran circles around you and you decided to follow him for the rest of the game for safety. You both encountered Rae and Toast by the vending machines but didn’t think much of it and waited for Corpse to finish his task. Until Rae killed you and Toast killed Corpse. “A double kill?!” You shouted to yourself, causing Royal to wake up and slowly get off your lap. “I’m sorry buddy..” You said to him as he laid down in his dog bed. You turn your attention back to the screen as someone found you and Corpse’s dead bodies.

“Um, bodies found by the vending machines.” Said Felix who didn’t sound all too confident. “Jack where were you?” He asked.

“I was in..” As Jack was about to explain himself you heard a ‘pop’ emit from your headphones and saw a red dot by the messages icon. You clicked it and saw it was a message from Corpse. You completely stopped caring about the arguing going on through your headphones as Jack was trying to claim innocence.

“I like your flower :)” It read. You smiled big and immediately typed back.

Your fingers hovered over the keys thinking about what to type back but you settled on a simple “Thank you :D”.

After two games or so everyone got tired and decided to head out. You all said your goodbyes and watched as each person slowly began to leave the call. You didn’t want to leave until you were sure everybody was gone. Everybody left but Corpse. “Hey..” He said, sounding a little shy but it was probably just because he was tired.

“Hi!” You said a little too excited. You immediately wished you could reword what you said a little calmer.

“So, uh..” He began, “Could I possibly get your number? For Among Us games I mean?” He didn’t sound too sure of himself but him asking this made you beam with excitement.

“Of course.” You said calmer than before, “But I don’t know what help I’d be as I’m terrible at this game.” You giggled.

You typed in chat your number, your fingers shaking slightly. “Nah, I liked playing with you.” He said more confident, “You make it more fun. Even though I haven’t ever spoken to you before.” He chuckled. You smiled at his words. Butterflies formed in your stomach hearing him laugh.

You and Corpse chatted a bit more until he decided he should go, but you wished you guys could have kept talking the whole night. You felt this connection with him that you couldn’t put into words. It felt so easy for you to talk to him and you didn’t feel as nervous around him as the others you met today. There was something so calming about him that washed your fears away. You shook your head from the thoughts and told yourself that you just met him today, you shouldn’t get ahead of yourself but it was hard not to.

You were laying in your bed scrolling through twitter when you got a text.

xxx-xxx-xxxx

hey its corpse

is this (Y/N)?

Your heart skipped a beat. You were excited Corpse texted you so fast, hoping you two could continue talking.

You

That’s me!

I thought you were going to sleep?

Corpse🥺🖤

nah i hardly ever sleep i just left because i didnt want to keep you up

i really enjoyed playing with you

You

I enjoyed playing with you too

We should play together again soon

Corpse🥺🖤

definitely

You’ve begun to become really good friends with Corpse over the past week. You and him would facetime each other whenever you could. You always were on facetime with him, actually. Whenever you were studying, you guys were talking. Whenever he was editing, you guys were talking. When you were about to go to bed, you guys were talking. 

Right now, you guys were facetiming as you were studying for an upcoming exam and he was trying to stay awake. You liked having him around when you were studying even if it was through a phone. You didn’t feel pressured to talk or have to worry about an awkward silence with him. It was comfortable silence.

You started to worry that you were keeping him up, though. “You can go to bed if you want,” You said softly as you looked up from your textbook to the black screen propped up against a few books. “ I don’t want to keep you up. You need some rest.”

“No..” He muttered, “I like having you around..”

“I like having you around too Corpsie but we can talk when you wake up.” You told him a little sternly in an effort to convince him to go to bed.

“Can I ask you something?” He asked out of the blue.

You paused before answering and shifted your gaze to the black screen once again. “Yeah sure, go ahead.” 

“Do you want to maybe stay over here for a bit?” He asked, “Whenever you’re free, I mean. If you don’t want to I get that too I just feel so drawn to you I want you closer to me. Is that weird? I’m sorry if that’s weird. Actually, forget I said-”

“I’d love to come over.” You told him with a smile. “When would you want me to be there?”

“As soon as possible.” He said in his raspy, tired voice. Butterflies formed in your stomach and you felt your heart skip a beat. This man was something else.

“I can be over there in the morning..” You start, “I just have to pack and everything. Is it okay if I bring Royal? I don’t want to leave him with my sister.” You look over to Royal sleeping peacefully on your bed, snoring away.

“Hell yeah!” Corpse exclaimed, “I love animals! Bring him over.” You giggled at his excitement.

Corpse ended up falling asleep soon after and you ended the call. As you were getting ready for bed you began to think of what Corpse’s place would be like and what you guys would do. You were definitely going to show him Stardew Valley, that was for sure. You pondered the thought of you finally confessing to him that you wanted to be not just his friend, but girlfriend. You’ve been wanting to do it for awhile now but you get too scared and end up chickening out, so you figured if he liked you like you like him, he’d make the first move. You started to make up scenarios in your head about finally hanging out with Corpse in person as you drifted off to sleep, hearing Royal snoring peacefully in the background.

It was the next morning and as soon as you woke up you changed into your favorite outfit and began to pack. You didn’t know how long you were staying for but you decided to pack about 2 weeks worth of clothes just to be on the safe side. Royal was sitting on the floor watching you as you hurried from your closet to the suitcase on your bed. You were happily humming as you were excited about the day. You heard your phone buzz and you quickly grabbed it from your bed as you saw the name pop up on the screen.

Corpse🥺🖤

hey :) 

heres the address:

You

Thanks! and hello 😊

You two texted until you were ready to go. You were definitely NOT looking forward to driving two and a half hours from LA to San Diego but you were so excited to see Corpse that the dread of the long car ride washed away.

You put Royal into his harness and plopped him in the back seat. He looked at you confused since he rarely ever gets to go for rides in the car. “We’re going to see a friend!” You tell him while petting his head. He then laid down and began to close his eyes.

After what seemed like forever you were finally outside Corpse’s apartment. You grabbed Royal and attached his leash to his harness and then proceeded to grab your giant (and heavy) suitcase out of the trunk. You struggled getting the suitcase up the apartment building stairs but you managed. You felt a sense of relief that his apartment building had an elevator so you didn’t have to deal with more stairs. The ones at the entrance were enough. While you were waiting for the elevator to take you to his floor you took this opportunity to text him.

You

On my way up!

Almost immediately after you sent it he read it. He started typing but the three dots quickly disappeared. Before you could question it the elevator doors opened to his floor. “Come on, Bud!” You said to Royal and motioned for him to go ahead. Royal got up from his sitting stance and lead the way. After passing 2 other doors, you were at Corpse’s. You knocked two times.

You heard shuffling on the other side and the door knob turning shortly after. Before you knew it, Corpse was in front of you. His eyes were looking at yours. You immediately smiled. “Hi.” Corpse said with a slight smile as well.

“Hi..” You said shyly. You didn’t know how to react now that he was in front of you and not behind a screen. He stepped aside and motioned for you to come inside. You entered his apartment and set your suitcase by the couch. Royal was pawing at Corpse’s leg, begging for pets.

“Aww, hi buddy!” Corpse said excitedly. “He’s so well behaved.” Corpse was talking to you now.

“Yeah, it took work though.” You laughed slightly. “Your place is really nice.” You said as you looked around. You noticed all of his mirrors were covered up, but you decided not to ask him about that. He probably had his reasons.

“Thank you.” Corpse said as he looked at you. “You look pretty.”

You blushed and turned your head away from him so he couldn’t see your pink cheeks. “Thank you.”

Corpse cleared his throat, “So uh, I don’t have a guest bedroom so I’ll take the couch for however long you want to stay.”

You quickly shot your head at him. “No no no I’m not letting you sleep on the couch in your own apartment.” You argued with him.

“Well, I’m not letting you sleep on the couch.” Corpse stated.

“Then we’ll share your bed.” You said with a shrug and headed towards his room to set your suitcase down, Royal following closely behind you. You didn’t see anything wrong with it. You and Rae share one whenever you guys sleep over at each other’s house and you thought this was no different

“O-okay.” He responded and quickly followed after you, “So, this is my room.” he said as you and him both entered.

“I like it!” You exclaimed as you looked around. You liked how dark it was in there. You smiled at him and he smiled back at you. That smile.. You thought and quickly fumbled with your suitcase as you set it down by his closet. Corpse came closer to you.

“Can I give you a hug?” Corpse said a little shyly, as if I’d say no.

“Of course!” You said and wrapped your arms around his neck. He was taken aback but quickly put his hands around your waist. You caught a whiff of his mild cologne which made you want to stay in the hug a little longer. You didn’t want to be weird though and pulled away from the embrace.

“I’m really happy you’re here.” He said as he looked into your eyes. I could kiss him right now, oh my God. Your mind raced, but you managed to get out some words.

“I am, too.” You said.

It’s only been about a day since you’ve been over at Corpse’s. Sharing the bed seems to be no big deal as he barely seems to sleep. You so far liked being there with him.

Right now, you were on the phone with an overly excited Rae.

“You’re at his HOUSE?!” She yelled excitedly in your ear. Your face cringed a little bit from the yelling.

“Yeah,” You told her, “He has a really nice place.” You said as you scanned his living room.

“I knew you guys would hit it off!” Rae said, “I should be a matchmaker or something.” You blushed at her comment.

“Nothing’s happened yet.” You said quietly, not wanting Corpse to hear you.

“Girl, you’re at his house.” Rae said in a obvious tone. You rolled your eyes.

“This could just mean he likes having me over as a FRIEND.” You told her. You were hoping that wasn’t the case though and Corpse did have feelings for you. You smiled at the thought.

“You are so oblivious.” Rae said with a sigh, “Anyway, I gotta go workout. Love ya! Hope everything goes well!” She said the last part in her sing songy voice.

“Love you too!” You said back and ended the call. What do I do now? You thought. Corpse was streaming so you couldn’t hangout with him right now and your physics class isn’t till a few hours. You were hungry, though, and decided to cook some lunch for you and Corpse. It’ll be a nice surprise for him. You smiled at the thought.

You made your delicious Dorito taco salad that you love so much. You made a bowl for Corpse as well and took it to his room where he resided. He didn’t seem to be streaming anymore and was just scrolling through Twitter on his computer.

“I come with food!” You say as you place the bowl down in front of him. You seem to have startled him as he jumped slightly when you spoke. He examined the bowl suspiciously.

“What is this?” He says cautiously of your creation.

“It’s Dorito taco salad.” You explain, “It has crushed up Doritos, of course, shredded chicken, lettuce, olives, and sour cream in it.” He seemed to be skeptical of it, which was a given every time you made it for someone new, but people ended up loving it when they tasted it. You were confused as to how many people found it weird since your mom made it for you when you were a kid a ton, so you were used to the delicious lunch dish.

“Okay.” He said and took a bite of it. His eyes lit up. “Oh my god, this is so good!” He exclaimed and took another bite. You giggled with excitement that he loved it like you did.

You both ate together and laid down on the bed as you talked about random things that were going on in your lives. You guys were laughing at a joke Corpse said until Corpse got serious.

“I have to tell you something.” Corpse said and looked into your eyes.

“Okay,” You said confused, “Go ahead.”

He took a deep breath. “I like you.” He confessed, “Like, romantically. I have for awhile now actually and I don’t know what it is about you and I thought I was done with love but you make me feel so happy and different from anyone else I’ve talked to. You don’t have to feel the same way but I couldn’t keep my feelings in for any longer.”

You paused for a moment. Is this actually happening? Are you in a dream? “I like you too, Corpse.” You say softly. His eyes beam with excitement..

“Really?” He asks.

You laugh at his bewilderment. “Yes, really!”

He tackles you in a hug on the bed. You giggle from his excitement. He’s on top of you and he lifts his head up from your neck to look you in the eyes. You get a rush of emotions as you see the care and love in his eyes as he’s looking at you.

You blurt out what you were thinking in that exact moment. “Kiss me.”

He leans in and kisses you softly. One hand is holding him up on the bed as the other is cupping your cheek. You take one hand and tangle it in his hair. This causes him to deepen the kiss with you. The kiss turns rough. You’re both so in the moment you don’t want to come up for air but you guys manage to keep going by taking in air when your lips part for brief moments. The hand that was cupping your cheek is now next to your head, taking the responsibility of holding him up. The other hand is trailing up and down your thigh, squeezing your thigh tightly ever so often. You eventually break the heated kiss and look up at him. You were hoping he could see the love you had for him in your eyes.

“I liked that.” You say smiling.

He chuckled at your words. “I like it too.”

[seldomscilence16]

Whumptober day 3: Alternative 4&7

Fandom: Sanders Sides

Prompts;

Touch-Starved

Protective

(Honestly probably a couple more on total accident since a lot of things go hand in hand...)

Inspiration where for art thou? Using the alternatives this time round cause brains on vacay. Been a minute since I focused on these guys, Im behind on the series and as such this is an au so to speak and probably ooc. Also, I seem to have a common ish setting for all three so far... hm.

Thanks!

"Why are we doing this again?"

"Because, Gloom and Doom, Thomas asked us specifically. This is a great honor, so stop trying to rain on my parade!"

"This is a stealth mission Roman, a parade would be highly counterintuitive."

"Come on fellas, if we want to get this done we need to work together!"

They stop as a group, silence falling over them as they take to the shadows the forest provides, watching another troop trudge by. They have several carts, each covered with a large fabric to hide its contents. The troop is well armed, and no doubt itching for a fight, ready to defend their cargo, but also bored of their no doubt long trek.

Roman grips the hilt of his sword with white knuckles, but restrains himself from actually confronting the troop. He knows how important the task they've been given is, and should their prescence in enemy lands be known, the mission would fail, and their lives as well as Thomas' would be in grave danger.

The troop passes, and Romans grip laxes, opening his mouth to no doubt say something that would instigate another debate. Virgils hand covers his mouth, having crossed to his side faster than his companions could track. Romans offense could be felt, ready to lash out, only to see Virgils eyed trained on something past the bushes covering them.

The four watch with wide eyes as an ogre, easily twelve feet tall and as thick as all four of them combined, scans the forest as he takes slow steps to follow the troop. He bears the sigil of their enemy, and an axe larger than any theyd seen before- and Remus did love collecting ridiculous weapons so this was quite the feat. His steps leave indents in the dirt below his feet, but make no other indication of his presence, some silencing spell purhaps to trick people no doubt.

Only once he is far past their line of sight does anyone breathe. Roman grasps Virgils wrist to remove his hand,

"How the heck did you catch that?!"

His grip is warm on Virgils cooled skin, as he pulls away the warmth stays but his skin prickles and tingles annoyingly.

"Hes 12 feet tall Roman." He states simply, putting distance between himself and the others once again.

"But made no noise to indicate his presence, your diligence is impressive Virgil." Logan pushes his specticles higher on his nose, regarding Virgil with a look he can only depict as respect of some kind.

He looks away with a shrug, tucking himself into his cloak more fully,

"We should keep moving."

..

His advisors learned his chosen after the fact, and really only because Remus was pouting as he carved the 'face' off the training dummy and mumbling about said decision.

"Im not questioning your decisions Lord, its just the fact you chose... those four... to do something so important."

"So you are questioning my decisions?"

"Seperately they all have good qualities for this mission, its just that... well together they cant even agree on what color the sky is, much less how to go about such an important mission."

"Look, I know my people. They've been through a lot, but I trust them to complete this mission and make it back in one peice." Thomas turns away from then all, not wanting to see any doubt in his choice.

He was nervous for them, sure they didnt always get along, but he trusted them to do what needed to be done. Because if there was one thing they could agree on, it was helping Him. He just hoped whatever ways they decided to do that would work together and get them home.

Gods help them all if they didnt.

..

"And we're sure its in there?" Patton asks, squinting as if he could look through solid rock.

"We've followed the directions thoroughly, unless we've been decieved, what we're looking for is in there." Logan confirms, though hes examining their surroundings skeptically.

"Alright, we all know the plan, lets get in and get out and get home." Roman, the one who'd been on missions of all kinds-far more than the others had- is the most serious they've ever witnessed.

Even Virgil, ever one to question the warrior, is silent, simply sharing a nod with the three. He would be watch, the one to warn them of danger. Virgil swears, in his own mind as he always does, to protect the others and Thomas with his life.

The others would sneak in, they would get what they came for, and then escape, hopefully with their enemies none the wiser. They had made it this far, past many lines of defense, all without raising alarm, this part should be easy enough, they just had to get out before knews spread of what they came for.

Night has fallen since their arrival, the guard schedule has been memorized, and their plan begins without a hitch. Virgil watches as Roman leads Patton and Logan through the entrance of the cave turned stronghold, watches them disappear from his reach, feels colder for it, but sets his shoulders in determination as he turns to keep a watchful eye.

If they were lucky no one would think to enter after them, but Virgil was not one to rely on luck. He would ensure their departure of this place, one way or another. So unsurpisingly, ten minutes in, everything goes down the well.

"Im telling you I heard something!"

A small group of men, being led by one of the guards, are making their way to the hold. Should they go in, the others will trapped, Virgil has only a moment to think of a plan. He moves the shadows near the entrance, in vaguely human shapes, heading towards his own hiding place.

"There! Halt!"

"Hurry, to the hills!" His voice deepens, carrying across the distance. The hills are the opposite direction of their true escape, meaning the others way will hopefully be clear. But to keep up his shadow illusions, Virgil will have to go with them, away from his post, and all alone.

He runs.

.

"Guys? Theres a commotion outside." Pattons words are a mere breath, peeking around the corner to try and get a glimpse out.

Logan, item secure in his sachel, and Roman come to join him, watching as men go running past the entrance.

"To the hills! Dont let them escape!"

They share a puzzled look,

"The hills? Did someone else try and raid tonight?" Roman asks.

His companions however, know the same as him, so they wait for the men to pass before creeping their way forward. They'll signal for Virgil, wait for his all clear, then make their escape. Patton makes his animal noise, and they all wait for the response, and wait... and wait.

Patton tries once more, but silence is their only answer. Logan takes the risk of looking past the rocks, to find a near empty surroundings, and no sign of Virgil. Just torches in the distance and the dots of a small army. He studies the scene for a long moment before a realization comes to him,

"Virgil has led them away."

"What!? That wasnt part of the plan!" Roman snaps with a hiss to rival one of Janus', "why would he do that!?"

"You know as well as I Roman, Virgil takes his job seriously. If he strayed from the plan,"

"Its because he was protecting us." Patton finishes gravely, Logan nodding as Romans glare clears to one of horror.

"He has an army after him! How does he expect to escape??"

"He expects us to escape Ro, to follow the plan." The sadness that laces Patton tone tells the two just what he thinks of that idea, how much it hurts him to even think of it.

Had this been the time of their meeting however long ago, Roman would have barely batted an eye to leave behind the storm cloud. All three of them probably would have put the mission first back then, when things were tense and they didnt understand how Thomas could possibly need such a man as Virgil.

This was not then though.

They had learned since then, that even though they dont always get along, they could trust eachother. They had been without Virgil before, and the choas that followed had been dire, and that was when they were no more than occupants breathing the same air. After what theyd been through since, however much they fought, Roman could say he saw all three of them as his friends. They were family at this point, the ones who reunited him with his brother, the ones who have fought at his side and seen him at his lowest and still stood by him. Logan could list all of Virgils valuable additions to their cause, but Virgil was more than that, he was a friend, a confidant, one who took the time to try and understand him, Logan could not give him up, not after everything the man had done for him. And Patton, he may not have always understood Virgil, but he loved him none the less, loved all of them, and without him, a vital piece of their life would forver be missing.

They would not be leaving one of their own behind.

..

Virgil was used to the bone deep cold he'd lived with for most of his life. He'd lived to accept it long ago, as a part of his life, he was supposedly cold hearted or blooded or whatever they called him, so it just made sense that hed feel cold like some curse.

It was a surpise the first time, that feeling of warmth he didnt think possible. Patton had gotten excited about something, and clutched at the nearest thing- Virgils arm. The warm had shot through his viens like fire, and as such hed stumbled away with a muttered excuse and an arm that burned for hours after.

The burn at touch lessened to a tingle the more it happened, and it scared Virgil as much as he longed for it. Wondered if more than a touch would kill him, and if that would be so bad.

He supposes its just his luck that instead he'll go with the stab of a blade.

He lays on his back, beaten by the sheer number and strength before him, panting, bruised, bleeding, and utterly exhausted. But content with the fact the others should be long gone, with a completed mission and a new hope for Thomas and his continued mission.

"Where are the other thief!" The man above him holds a sword point to his throat, surrounded by his men.

"They are long gone, you were too slow, just as you always are. One step behind, too stupid to give up, to weak to win." Virgil is too tired to think of too many digs, but sometimes its the simplest words that leave an impression. Call a man stupid, and eventually he will begin asking himself if he is.

"You will tell me who sent you, or you will die and rot in hell."

"If thats your best threat, I can see why your men cringe when you open your mouth."

His arm moves, barely a twitch really, accompanied by a sound of rage, before pain blooms across his temple. A small cut, blood already blooming, Virgil wonders if this man even has the stomach to kill him.

"Final chance scum." His voice shakes and Virgil knows the sound well.

A final hurrah then?

He lowers his voice again, angling his head so the moons glow reflects off his iris',

"As my blood has been spilt so too shall yours, anger stirs in the air and death soon comes to your own doors."

It echoes just so, an eery air left behind as the soldiers shift tensely. A seed of doubt, discord will bloom. Anger and fear flash in the mans eyes, his sword raises, and Virgil steels himself for the blow-

A squealsh, a grunt, a thud. The whistle of arrows through the sky. Virgil stares at his fallen attacker, then turns- nice and slow- to glare at the remaining. As arrows continue to befall, the fear spreads,

"He's cursed us! Run! Retreat!!!!"

And run they do. He watches their forms disappear, slumping further to the ground as the shock of a 'rescue(?)' Sets in. He grunts however when a weight collides with his body and wraps around him, encasing him in that warmth.

Its more than ever before, a little overwhelming, but also... nice in a way. Chasing away the cold, calming his erratic heartbeat. Even as wounds and aches are dug into, he cant bring himself to push the body away. He often found it hard to push Patton away though.

... wait...

"PATTON?! What are you doing here!?"

A new wave of adrenaline shoots through him, as he grabs the mans shoulders to pull him away far enough to meet his eyes- clinging to the warmth as much as he can.

"Well stormy knight, we couldnt very well leave our protector unprotected now could we?"

His head flips around to see Logan and Roman as well,

"But, the mission!? Why, why would you guys, I dont understand, I gave you the perfect escape!"

"The mission included the detail of all four of us making it home. While your actions were valiant, we could not stand by while you were in danger." His eyes darken as he glares after the barely there forms of the retreating enemies, "They were lucky I hadnt more time to prepare. It was a grave mistake to threaten you as they did."

"In due time my friend. We will ensure this never happens again." Roman puts a hand on both Logan and Virgils shoulders, Patton burrying himself agains Virgil again.

"Dont do that again okay? We need you."

And... maybe Virgil was starting to understand that.

[genshin-impact-writings]

hi there! may i request small frappé with pumpkin spice and whipped cream? childe x reader ty! this is my first time requesting so i hope i didnt do this wrong!!

Heya, dear anon! Thank you so much for your request, it was perfect and i had a lot of fun writing this. So, here's your drink: A small frappé with pumpkin spice and whipped cream on top. Hope you enjoy! <3 (Reblogs are very much appreciated.)

Prompts: fluff, fake dating, “You’re not wearing that, are you?” + “I don’t think I can do this anymore.” (400 followers event: JJ's coffee shop)

Be mine – Tartaglia x gn!reader (fake dating!AU, fluff)

“You’re not wearing that, are you?”

With furrowed brows, you looked at Tartaglia. He was standing behind you, watching you as you turned in front of the mirror to get a better look at your outfit. “Why?” you asked, a hint of confusion echoing in your voice. “Is there something wrong? Is it too much?”

“No,” he replied, and a smile flashed over his face as he stepped closer and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind. Resting his chin on your shoulder, he added, “It makes you look even prettier than you already are, to be honest. Everyone’s going to stare at you.” He nuzzled your cheek. “And I’m not sure if I like that thought.”

You felt your face growing hot at his words and tried to wriggle out of his hug. “Stop that,” you said with a sheepish grin. “No one’s here, there’s no need to act like we’re a couple.”

Tartaglia hummed in response and took a step back after releasing you from his hug, although he couldn’t deny that your words hurt him more than he liked to admit. He knew that you were right – the two of you weren’t really dating, after all. It was just a show you put on to stop your friends from constantly pestering you to finally find yourself a boyfriend. When you had asked him to pretend to be in a relationship with you for a while, Tartaglia hadn’t hesitated to help you. Up to this day, he hadn’t regretted it – well, a bit, maybe.

At first, it had been nothing more than a game and a secret the two of you shared – something that never failed to make you laugh when your friends weren’t around. But as the weeks passed, things had… changed. At least for him.

He had no idea how you felt about the whole situation, though. If you still thought about him as a friend or if his constant flirting did have some kind of effect on you… if you maybe had developed real, genuine feelings for him too. It was foolish, he knew that, but he couldn’t help but hold on to that thought whenever he saw you.

You watched him in the mirror, the way he stared into the distance absent-mindedly, his pretty blue eyes filled with something you couldn’t quite put your finger on. He often had that look on his face when he thought you weren’t noticing it but whenever you brought the topic up, he always told you that you were imagining things before he quickly changed the subject.

That didn’t stop you from asking, though. You turned around to face him, your left arm slightly outstretched, almost as if your body couldn’t decide if you wanted to reach out for him or not. “Hey,” you said, your voice a lot softer than you initially intended. “What’s wrong?”

It was fascinating to see how his facial expression changed almost immediately, how he put on a smile that could have fooled anyone but you. “I was just thinking that you’re right,” he replied and shrugged. “About us, I mean. We’re not a couple when your friends aren’t around, and I’m sorry if my actions made you feel uncomfortable.”

You let out a surprised laugh. “What made you think I was uncomfortable? I just – I don’t know, I guess I wanted to say that there’s no need to pretend anything when we’re alone. It’s not necessary and I don’t want to bother you. Um…” You shook your head, annoyed by your own stammering. “You’re not making me uncomfortable. That’s what I was trying to say.”

You watched as his smile slowly transformed into a more honest one, and suddenly, there was this warm feeling welling up inside you again. It had happened a few times already, mostly when he looked at you like you were the most precious thing he had ever seen or when he hugged you like he had done earlier but you had never bothered yourself with thinking about it. After all, he only acted like that because you had an agreement with each other, not because he actually cared about you… at least not in that way.

And it was fine, although you couldn’t deny that a part of you had always wondered what it would be like to be in a real relationship with him. He could be reckless and even kind of belligerent sometimes, yes, but when he was with you, he seemed to be a completely different man – caring and considerate, always trying his best to make you smile when you were upset or sad. He was your best friend, the one you could always rely on, no matter what happened.

And sometimes, just like in this moment, he was the one who made your heart skip a beat without even knowing it.

“We should go,” you said, shaking your head once again to get rid of the confusing thoughts that had come to your mind. “The others are probably already waiting for us.”

*

On your way back home, you couldn’t stop thinking about something your best friend had said to you. Sometimes, you couldn’t help but wonder if they secretly knew that your relationship with Tartaglia wasn’t real but since you didn’t want to risk anything, you had decided to let sleeping dogs lie a while ago. Maybe they didn’t know it, anyway but something about the way they looked at you when they told you how happy you could be to have someone like him in your life, had suggested that they were well aware of your fake dating. “If you weren’t so cute together, I would be so jealous, really,” they had added with a grin, darting a glance at Tartaglia who had been joking around with one of your other friends at this point. “He’s awesome, (Y/N). Don’t mess this up, okay?”

The words were still echoing in your mind. How could you mess it up if everything wasn’t even real? Of course you knew what they were trying to say but at some point, you would have no other choice than messing everything up because you either had to tell your friends toe truth or act like you and Tartaglia had broken up. You couldn’t force him to play along forever, after all.

Sooner or later, he would find someone and fall in love for real, and then you would have to let him go, no matter how awful it felt to imagine him being with someone else. The thought hurt – and at the same time, it made you absolutely furious.

You stopped in your tracks, confused by the sudden anger that welled up inside of you when you thought about Tartaglia’s hypothetical future partner. Just because he would start to date someone, you definitely weren’t going to lose him; he would still be your friend. The only thing that would change was the fact that he would no longer act like he was head over heels in love with you.

And that was the moment it finally hit you.

The problem wasn’t that you were afraid of losing your friend. The problem was that you didn’t want him to fall in love with someone else – you wanted him to love you, actually love you, not just pretending like he had done for the past couple of weeks.

It was absolutely crazy, you knew that. He had agreed to fool your friends with you for a while because he thought it sounded like fun but actually developing feelings for each other hadn’t been a part of the deal. It had been completely out of the question, even.

Heck, why did everything have to become so complicated all of a sudden? Why did you have to fall for him? Everything he did, every hug, every kiss… all of that was part of your charade. He didn’t do it because he had romantic feelings for you.

Right?

You couldn’t help but remember the scene from earlier when he had hugged you in front of the mirror, implying that he’d be jealous if someone else would start to admire you. There had been no one around to see; he didn’t have to talk to you like that – and still, he had done it. And he had hugged you in a way that still made your heart beat faster.

Damn it. You needed to talk to him.

You needed to talk to him right now.

You turned around and rushed back to the restaurant where you had parted ways maybe fifteen minutes ago. He wasn’t there anymore but you knew that he sometimes went for a walk near the docks because he liked to listen to the sound of the waves, so you decided to look for him there.

It wasn’t too hard to find him – and as he spotted you approaching him through the crowd, a soft smile flashed over his face. “Did you miss me already?” he asked in a teasing tone that usually would have caused you to roll your eyes. But right now, it just made you feel more insecure.

“I need to talk to you,” you said. Admittedly, it wasn’t the smoothest conversation starter but you were way too nervous to bother yourself with being particularly eloquent in that moment. “About us.”

He raised his eyebrows. “About us?”

“About the whole situation,” you explained. “The relationship thing we have going on. I – I don’t think I can do this anymore. It just… it just feels wrong to pretend like we are dating when we’re not. I don’t know why I came up with that idea in the first place, it’s so stupid and I’m sorry for dragging you into this and-“

“Whoa, slow down, (Y/N),” Tartaglia interrupted you and furrowed his brows. “What are you talking about? I told you many times that I don’t mind helping you. I know your friends, I realize that they can be quite annoying when it comes to… well, your love life. You’re not taking advantage of me if that’s what you’re concerned about.”

You buried your face in your hands for a few seconds and let out a frustrated groan. “That’s not the reason I want to end this, Tartaglia,” you said. “I want to end it because it just feels wrong. We don’t love each other – we shouldn’t pretend that we do. It’s… it’s just not right.”

“Who says I don’t love you?”

You had expected every answer from him but not something like this. With wide eyes, you stared at him, searching his face for a sign that he was joking, that he was trying to fluster you like he already did a million times but his expression was unusually serious. “What?”

“Who says I don’t love you?” he repeated patiently. “You said it’s not right to pretend that we love each other. But the truth is that I’m not pretending anymore. So, it’s not wrong, is it?”

You couldn’t reply. Your thoughts were racing as your brain tried to comprehend what he had just told you but you felt like you weren’t able to think straight at all. Not when all you could think about was that he loved you.

Tartaglia stepped closer, gently cupping your face with his hands. “I love you,” he said, the tone of his voice so earnest that it send a shiver down your spine. “And I think that you may love me too, so if that’s the case could you please say something? Or – I don’t know, blink twice, maybe?”

“Shut up,” you said, finally snapping out of your state of shock. “Shut up and kiss me.”

Taglist: @blissmal, @aimicoos

[oh-for-fic-sake]

Do yiu want to maybe write a lil smth about big dick daddy and his strength.... pleasd and thank u ❤️🥵

Okay hun just a quick headcannon might not be exactly what you were after but porn is ponr 🤷‍♀️ 😘😘

Warnings: smut, nsfw, size difference, toys, car sex, exhibitionism, daddy kink, filth

You bent forward with the slightest of winces, this probably wasnt the best idea to use this particular toy when you had yoga class.

Today was henry's birthday, you were going to skip class but sadly he had a meeting this morning and had insisted on you coming to class.

You really should of stuck to your guns and stayed home

But it was to late now, you were here in the middle of class, this time at the back becuase you were nervous about anyone seeing it through your leggings.

You had a surprise for your sweet boyfriend, it had taken a few days of prep work but you were on the final stage

You see there was an issue in the bedroom. He was ridiculously endowed... like seriously before meeting him you rolled your eyes at that whole 'i can see it in her guts' porn cliche that men tried to boast about.

Not anymore. Nope, it was definitely a thing.

You were thankfull he was strong enough and could lift you with his arms and make you 'hover' as he drilled you mindful of just how much he fed your needy but small pussy.

You could never take him fully and although he never minded it got to you. You wanted to be good for him, to give him everything. And take everythig!

So you decided to get a set of plugs to help... loosen you a tad, it was more a length issue then a... girth?

You were on your second day of your biggest toy and it was strange streaching and doing yoga with the toy rubbing your tender walls.

It was down right torturous!

You heaved in relief as the teacher wrapped up the class and bolted outside needing to get home and cool off

The beep of a horn called you across the road to where henry was waiting in the car.

You crossed the road quickly opening the door throwing your bag behind the passenger seat and climbed in "Ah~fucking fuck!"

Henry froze and cast you a strange look as you bit your lip and shuddered as your ass met the seat...

That didnt make sense? You hadnt been spanked for a few days

"Babe? You okay? Did you pull something?" He asked slowly concern creasing his brow

"I wish, no no i- lets go, i need to get back and chill... need a fucking shower you cringed, you really did, not just to cool down either.

"Okay if your sure" he said pulling away from the curb.

During the ride home he kept a close eye on you, noting the soft mewls and panting... especially when he let the car over rev a little, trying to help with the battery which had been playing up recently.

"Babe your going red, have some of your drink" henry said half way home nodding to your bag behind the seat.

"Yeah.. okay" you hummed unclipped your seat belt, holding the bottle would give you something to do with your hands, take the temptation of slipping you fingers to your crotch as the car vibrated the plug.

You moved leaning over the center console and cralwed back bending over reaching your bag. Unknowingly presenting the little bulging base of the plug in your pussy

"No fucking way!?" Henry growled doing a double take as he saw the little tell tale bump

Before you could ask what he meant a hugge hand came up landing over your slit in a light spank making you moan

"Oh god~ hen!?" You moaned and tried to reverse back into you sea but henrys hand remained on the end of the plug and wriggled it side to side sending you into a chorus of wanton moans

"Baby girl? You wore a plug to yoga?" He laughed enjpying the way you collapsed over the centre console

He moved repositioning his arm to rest his elbow and fore arm on your back fingers slipping under the leggings and following the creas of your ass to the wet pussing lips wrapped around the plug.

"Hen- daddy! Noo let me up!" Ou protested not likejng being bent over in the car for the world to see it they wished!

"Oh hush, we're almost home! Its nothing you dont deserve your naughty girl!" He teased clasping the plug and slowly began thrusting the toy in and out

"Oh gos! Listen to that~ such a messy girl? All drenched and slippy~" you mewled and began panting unable to stop rocking back.

"D-daddy please! Not in the car!"

"So yours embarrassed being caught with your toy in the car, but not your yoga class?-pfft yoga all those streches must have been fun baby girl~ tell me what was your favourite? Is this a naughty little secret?" He spoke cheerfully amused by the predicament youd got yourself in

"No-no i didnt mean it! Daddy its not like that!"

"No? Then why do you have this in your little pussy babygirl?" He asked genuinely curious

"Its for you daddy! For your birthday! I made'em bigger so you can... all in..." you stuttered as he began fuckingnyou faster. But he stopped at your comment

"You've been getting yourself ready so daddy can fuck you deeper?" He said out loud as he managed to pull the car into the drive thanking god this was an automatic.

Cy-yeah! Please-Ugh daddy!?" You cried as with a quick flick of his hands your leggings were at your knees and the plig was pulled free.

He whistled low when he saw just what your stuffed yourself with... definitely longer then anything else he'd seen you use before.

You moaned as he left you needy on the edge.

He didnt waist time just feeling hos wet and horny you were had him fully erect already.

He ditched the plug on the passenger seat paying no mind to your yells of 'is gonna stain!'

Deft fingers latched onto your hips as he pulled himself free.

"God your such a good girl~ so precious" he purred before hoisting you to straddle him and without hesitation impaling you on him fully.

"F-Fuuuck! Daddy it oh god!" You groaned feeling him press you down onto his thighs tightly grinding hissing through his teeth.

"Fuck! Fuck thats-god your so hot! So tight babygirl~" you whined as your leggings at your knees was stretched across his chest pressing your legs high and spread like a resistance band holding you open to him

"Ah daddy ! Please! Fuck please move!" You cried for him to fuck you despite being on top.

He chuckled heeding you and held your waist tightly before lifting your, bobbing you up and down on him.

He grunted straightening his legs into the foot well and moved you faster, just like he would a fleshlight useing your body as his own toy, only this time you were accepting him entirely.

His head rested on the head rest and he moaned louder widening his thighs reveling in the feel of your ass beuching his balls as he drove deeper.

You panted moaning and wriggling squirming in his grasp as he used you properly for the first time.

You fought him as things got too much, but it was no use, he had clamped his hands on you and was too lost to give any wiggle room. You loved it!

Then finally with a huge growl and roar he tugged your hips to his in bruisong thrusts markingnyou with his fingers as he plundered you in the last few thrusts

Bringingnyou high enough you feared oud hit to roof of the car.

Just as quickly as he'd taken you he finished locking you to his lap pressing as far as he could into your body floddjng your jnsides sendingnyou into your own orgasm

You flexed and kicked your entire body trembling and fighting as he held you still feedinnyour cunt as much as he could.

"Fuck! Fuck that- why has it taken this long to try car sex" you panted slowly coming down from your high.

"I dont know, but fuck if that wasnt the best quicky we ever had"

"Beats the public bathroom" you agreed

"Hands down... soo round two?"

"Inside... i can hear kal barking" you uttere flushing tipping your head hearing the bear belting out the song of his people

"Good shout..." henry chuckled

"Henry... happy birthday" you uttered

"Thank you... it's best present ever... how long you been wearing them?"he said nodding to the plug that had left an embarrassing puddle onnthe leather.

"Only a week" you shrugged leaning over grasping the plug.

"Used to it then?" He quipped staringm off in thought

"Yeah pretty much... why?" You answered anxiously

"I expect this as my very own homecoming treat from now on babygirl... do you understand princess?"

"Yes daddy~ comemon lets go inside i want round two!" You giggled nodding to him excitedly. You don't mind the inconvenience of plugs if it gives you mind blowing sex

"I thought this was my present?" He pouted sweetly at how excited you were for his present

"You gonna say no to round two daddy?" You teased prodding his chest the little sweat patch on the grey tshirt making your mouth water, you couldn't help it you were far too gone.

"of course not! Lets get your cuffs out!" He laughed patting you ass prompting you to climb off of him and crawl back to the passenger seat and redress.

[tarosin]

the great adventures of y/n tubbo jack niki and wilbur - racing across the sea

requested: yes/no

part 8 of the great adventures series

warning: cursing, anxiety about the sea

ever since the argument you and tubbo had become inseparable, he practically lived with you and your parents at this point, and your community was loving it. everytime one of you would stream, tens of thousands of people would tune into your stream to see what madness was going on and today was no different. the pair of you decided to stream a laugh and the stream ends challenge. safe to say you ended up changing the rules several times, you even made ranboo join the stream so you could have extra lives. not long after the stream ended you, ranboo, and tubbo practically dominated the twitter trending page. today however was tubbos last day at yours and shortly after you ended stream, the pair of you headed out to the train station so you could make sure your best friend made it onto the train safely. after you said your goodbyes, you decided to facetime jack on your way home to discuss vlog ideas, and just to talk to him, as you had been rather busy this past week going over plans with ranboo, tubbo, and all of your parents about the uk trip that was happening pretty soon.

a few days later, it was finally time to go film the vlog. you couldn’t exactly lie, you weren’t exactly looking forward to this, as you were told it had something to do with the sea and boats which oddly enough didn’t mix very well with your fear of the deep sea. you had no idea what’s down there and you didn’t want to find out, but hey at least you’d be with tubbo.

your parents offered to drive you there so you didnt have any additional stress from having to get a train then a taxi, this allowed you to have a pretty quiet journey to meet up with your friends. you sat in the back of the car on facetime with tommy who was the only one who knew about your fear and was rather confused as the why you would agree to do such a thing

“i’ll never understand what goes through your mind, you’ve got this though! you’re going to be completely okay, plus you never know it might help you get over your fear, you did tell me you had been working on getting over it.”

“I suppose you’re right, it can’t be too bad. I mean I love the sea. I just don’t like what’s deep down, you feel me?”

“i understand mate, but you need to remember jack wouldn’t put you in danger. as much as he acts like he would, and even if you do fall off the boat or some how end up in the water, you won’t automatically end up at the bottom of the sea. just try to enjoy yourself, yeah?”

“...yeah”

“call me when you get home you can tell me all about what happened, afterwards we can record a minecraft mod video.”

“of course, boss man.”

“you hang out with tubbo too much, you should hang out with me a lot more.”

the car pulled into the car park and within a minute of the car stopping tubbo was at the window shouting your name.

“right tommy, i should probably go, ill see you later bud!”

you said goodbye to your parents as tubbo opened your car door for you.

“what a gentleman, thank you, tubbo.”

“anything for you, now let’s go. jack began filming the intro and i really want the hat hes wearing.”

“you’re ridiculous.”

he stood with his arms crossed shaking his head, pretending to be offended before walking off with you not far behind him.

you stood with niki and wilbur as tubbo went off filming some of the intro with jack. the three of you stood talking about how you have all been and discussing more plans for your meetup.

“y/n, go control your friend, he’s stealing a hat!”

you ran up behind tubbo and stole the hat from him, putting it on your own head.

“why have you got the hat now?”

“i am now captain!”

“but i wanted to be captain!”

you and tubbo stood arguing back and forth over who was captain, ignoring jack trying to get the pair of you to stop.

“you have 5 seconds to stop arguing or you’re being separated 5...4...3...2...1 right.”

“jack no!”

jack pulled you aside claiming he has something really important to ask you.

“so did you bring something valuable?”

“yeah i did actually, i brought tubbo and the necklace tommy gave me for my birthday last year.”

tubbo overhearing the conversation walked over telling you both that he also brought a valuable item, in fact it was a family heirloom.

“i brought an urn.”

“why would you do that tubbo? what the fuck-“

“you two do realise if either of you lose it had to go in the sea?”

“poor grandma.”

“aye about that you will have to pry that necklace out of my hands in order to throw it in the sea!”

the three of you went up to wilbur and niki where wilbur stole the hat you stole from tubbo, and you were told that you were all about to race to the isle of wight.

it was unfortunately time to board the boat, you sat next to tubbo, so that you felt like you had some sort of control with what was about to happen. the others sat making jokes about what was going on whilst you were trying to get control of your breathing. as you all set sail, you thought you were doing a good job of hiding the fact you were potentially about to have a panic attack as no one seemed to notice, or so you thought. considering the fact tubbo was your best friend, he instantly noticed something was wrong and wrapped an arm around you, and decided that distracting you would be a lot better than making you focus on what was currently happening.

“hey y/n, i have an amazing idea for when ranboos in the uk. a 4 month sleep over.”

“heh?”

before you had time to fully process what was going on, all you could hear was wilbur now claiming to be captain then going on to tell you why portsmouth is called portsmouth. you couldnt help but laugh at the random things he was coming up with since he put the captains hat on.

“that is a cinema..i’ve been in this industry for a while now, isn’t that right?”

it was silent for a while until niki tried to steal the captains hat, but was unfortunately unsuccessful .

“maybe next time niki.”

“thank you for believing in me, y/n.”

you pointed out a castle which ended up with wilbur talking about how the planned executions there .

“are they dead?”

“...tubbo of course they’re dead. what kind of question was that?”

the other boat began getting closer to the boat you were all currently in, indicating that it was almost time for you all to split up into two groups.

“my boat is going much faster.”

“that is a sign of pollution.”

“wow jack you’re polluting the world, i hope you’re happy!”

the ride was pretty chill until jack asked what he had lost in the past.

“past relationships.”

“the love or host.”

“laugh you lose streams.”

“the waterslide races from when we went to the water park.”

you and tubbo continued listening things that jack had lost.

“okay. so i’ve lost a few things.”

jack looked towards the other boat.

“however, you two are about to lose each other.”

“excuse you?”

“no, y/n is mine!”

eventually wilbur had enough and picked tubbo up and took him to the other boat with him.

“TUBBO!”

“Y/N!”

you and niki sat laughing as jack and wilbur bickered about who was going to win the boat race. whilst jack was distracted, you felt niki tap your arm and told you to look over to the other boat where tubbo was reaching his arm out to you so you could quickly swap boats.

you quickly got into the boat and sat next to your best friend, tubbo knew you were still slightly nervous, so made it so you would be sat in between him and wilbur so you would feel a lot more comfortable. a few minutes later, your boat began to set off and all you could hear was a mixture of tubbos laughter and jacks yelling getting quieter the further you went.

“AY THEY CANT START WITHOUT US!. AND THEY GOT Y/N, WHEN DID THEY GET THEM?!”

you turned to face wilbur who pointed towards a building before announcing that it definitely belonged to the the three of you, and was renaming it reddit gold.

“reddit..reddit gold, are you serious?” you said through your laughter, the three of you sat together taking turns narrating what was happening .

“go on, y/n.”

“if this capsizes, were all drowning.”

“cheerful as awful.”

“do you think sharks are beneath us?”

“i’m not even answering that question.”

you looked over your shoulder to see that niki and jack were catching up to you all.

“i hope they don’t overtake us, otherwise it’s bye bye tubbo.”

“and grandma.”

“excuse you, tubbo?”

“he’s claiming that he brought an urn with him and if we lose our valuable item gets chucked into the sea.”

a little while later jacks boat was next to yours and you and wilbur started to shout how it was like romeo and juliet.

“y/n, you studied this at gcse a while back, yell some quotes.”

“tubbo i didn’t listen to the teachers.”

“do it!”

“no!”

wilbur continued to talk to the others whilst you and tubbo sat bickering about William Shakespeare .

“tubbo my favourite character was benvolio and he fucked off halfway through.”

“what do you mean he fucked off?”

“he literally disappeared.”

wilbur was genuinely questioning what he was listening to he slowly turned around and tried to catch your attention; however you were currently in the middle of a debate about why benvolio disappeared, which was that last thing you expected to be doing on the boat. eventually your debate died down and you looked up to see wilbur shaking his head at you both, clearly confused as to why you spent 5 minutes arguing about romeo and juliet. an idea came to wilburs mind as he started laughing and pointing at the sea.

“drink some seawater, tubbo.”

you looked away as tubbo reached into the water trying to hold as much water as he could before bringing it to his lips and drinking the seawater.

“tubbo did you really just-“

“more tubbo!”

tubbo did the same as before, however this time brought his hands towards your face.

“drink it, y/n!”

“yeah, y/n, you can help desalinate it.”

“how wonderful, i’ll pass though.”

tubbo looked at you pretending to be upset and lifted his hands towards you again, this time you gave in and drank some of the water.

“thanks, tubbo, I can now only taste salt.”

jack noticed what you and tubbo were doing and looked at wilbur confused.

“im making them drink seawater!”

“what’s it like?”

“potassium!”

“salt.. a lot of salt!”

you checked your phone as you kept receiving multiple messages from tommy trying to get your attention, forgetting that you were currently on a boat with the others. you looked up from your phone to see tubbo drinking more seawater.

“AGAIN?”

you had no idea what was going on for jack and niki, but it sounded a lot like they lost hope as jack yelled asking if there was room for him on the boat while tubbo sat flipping him off in response to his question. jack continued to yell at the three of you however none of you could hear what he was yelling, so you kind of sat just nodding your head in agreement to what he was saying. wilbur pointed out that he could see the finishing line and how it looked like you were all going to make it. you looked over to see jack and niki recreating that one scene from titanic tubbo looked at you smiling, trying not to laugh.

“absolutely not one of us, if not both of us, would end up in the sea.”

the boat began to go significantly faster. at the start you were unsure how to feel, however a few minutes into it you began laughing enjoying how fast you were going.

“woahhh we’re turning!”

the boat did a loop before going straight on as fast as it could go.

“y/n, tubbo, we’re going. we’re going.”

“OH MY GOD!”

you ended up passing another boat you and tubbo instantly waved to everyone on the boat a few people waved back .

“they don’t wanna wave.”

“they know their boat is bigger than ours.”

“they could easily ram us and kill us all.”

“hopefully they decide against doing that.”

the boat began weaving resulting in you, tubbo, and wilbur constantly crashing into each other, not that any of you cared you were all having the time of your lives. you pointed at a boat which was cutting off the boat jack and niki were in .

“we’ve got this in the bag boys, victory is ours!”

your boat slowed down so it could dock.

“i think we’ve won!”

“we won”!

“holy shit we won! tubbo doesn’t have to go in the sea now!”

everyone got out of the boat so you could all wait for jack and niki to reach the dock, as the two of them approached you all tubbo began to sing.

“we are the champions my friend!”

“STOP IT!”

“i have to go into the fucking water!”

you pulled niki into a hug.

“jack you cruel man.”

“did you not have fun niki..we had a great time.”

you let go of niki and stood behind tubbo placing your head on his shoulder whilst jack explained to wilbur what was going to happen if they lost.

“oh, I thought we got to decide who was thrown into the water.”

“no no no no no no!”

“well i think considering we won..”

after a small discussion as a team, you all instantly agreed that jack should be thrown into the water, you all stood on the boat as niki argued that he cant throw her into the water. a couple seconds later wilbur walks towards jack handing him the camera before picking him up.

“are you ready?”

“i don’t think the bits that funny will, i don’t think the bits that funny!”

you all screamed and laughed as jack was thrown into the water. jack complained about the temperature of the sea as he climbed back onto the boat only to be pushed off again by you and tubbo.

“that’s revenge for trying to put us on separate boats!”

you spent the rest of the day together just hanging together as a group before you said your goodbyes.

the ride back home was you excitedly explaining what your boat ride was like to your parents, once you got home you ran upstairs to your room then called tommy on discord

“how was it then?”

“tommy it was so cool, honestly i wish you could have come with us.”

“i mean you’re coming with me george and wilbur to a water course next week, you don’t have a choice.”

“oh okay, it’s a good job i’d love to be there then, tom, also what mod are we playing just so i can check i have it ready.”

“rlcraft.”

the two of you spent a good hour talking before getting ready to film a video with charlie and jschlatt for tommys youtube channel.

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how they comfort you in a crowded place

including bokuto kotaro, aran ojiro, miya atsumu, oikawa toru, suna rintaro x gn!r

!warnings! mentions of anxiety & large crowds, slight panic attack, mentions of flashing lights & cameras, lightly proofread.

BOKUTO KOTARO.

it might take him a minutes to realize you're feeling anxious or overwhelmed and as soon as he does realize he's asking you what he needs to do to help you. never lets go of your hand!

You loved that your boyfriend kotaro had so many supporters but sometimes it was a bit overwhelming. for example, right now you both were arriving at the gym for the match his volleyball team was playing that night. fans basically swarmed your car and even the security guards were having a hard time holding them back.

you could feel yourself start to panic as they inched closer and closer, squeezing your eyes shut as you hooked your arm around your boyfriend's. at first he thought nothing of it, until he looked back at you and saw your eyes closed, face looking a little pale, sweat forming on your forehead. he took your hand immediately and pulled you securely under his arm, leaning down to your ear, "we're almost to the gym baby, just a little bit longer. im so sorry." he said to you, kissing the top of your head right after which only seemed to make the fans go even more wild.

he hugged you real tight as soon as you both got into the gym and apologized repeatedly, didn't let you leave his sight until you were feeling better but gave you space whenever you asked for it.

ARAN OJIRO.

knows you can get anxious in a large crowd so he tries his very best to avoid large crowds of fans or reporters. is really protective of you and WILL give anyone who tries to get too close the dirtiest look you didnt even know he was capable of.

Unfortunately, the gym his game was taking place it, was surrounded by fans. "i thought i specifically asked for a blocked area?" he complained to the driver. "i think theres just too many fans to control" the driver responded, looking for the drop off spot. "i'm so sorry angel, i told them to have a blocked off area for us" he explained, grabbing your hand and squeezing it tightly. you reassured him it was fine and there as nothing he could've done about the situation and that you should be fine because the gym wasn't so far away.

as soon as you two stepped out of the car it was absolute chaos. fans screaming for aran, reporters cameras flashing repeatedly yelling questions at him, trying their very best to get close to him. the secure guards were doing there best to hold them off though. all you could do was close your eyes and let your boyfriend lead the way, he never once let go of your hand the whole way there.

as soon as you got into the gym he checked to make sure you were okay, asking if you needed anything. "i'm fine ojiro, really, i'm okay." you assured him, kissing his cheek. he embraced you in a big hug. "i'm so proud of you angel." said with a smile into the crook of your neck.

MIYA ATSUMU.

oh lord... we all know how he feels about obnoxious fans LMAO. good luck to them if they make you uncomfortable in any way ESPECIALLY if they get too close. tsumu knows you hate crowds and he tries so hard to avoid them at any cost possible.

"What the fuck is this?" he mumbled at he saw the crowd forming by the drop off area, "i'm not sure sir but there really isnt time to wait, the rest of the team's' cars are behind us." the driver responded earning a groan from your boyfriend. "'m sorry, baby" he whined looking at you with glossy eyes. "no no, it's okay 'tsum. it's not your fault. the gym's not too far anyways, i think i'll make it." you joke intertwining your hands. he nods in response and both exit the car.

seconds later fans rushed toward the two of you, screaming for 'tsumu and flashing their camera. honestly you were fine until you looked over and a teenage girl was right beside you all in your personal space, atsumu never noticing because he was so focused on getting to the gym as soon as possible. "tsumu-", he turned his head towards you as soon as he heard you say his name. he immediately s aw the girl trying to get his attention was all over you so he pulled you away from her, put you infront of him and ignored her the rest of the way to gym. it was really like a scene from a movie

as soon as the two of you stepped in the gym he was making sure you were okay and asking if you needed anything. he hugged you really tight and apologized for all the people. "'m so sorry that girl baby i dont know what her deal was, she was all over you, not cool at all. should i make sure they don't let her in the gym? i don't want her anywhere near you." you chuckled at his question, "no 'tsum, she probably didn't even realize what she was doing. i'm okay now, really." he nodded his head at your response, "as long as you're okay." he said nuzzling into the crook of your neck.

OIKAWA TORU.

he loves the attention he gets from his fans but he will always always put your safety before their attention & dont let anyone else tell you otherwise. hates when his fans gets too close to you and when they crowd around the both of you, he didn't mind it before the two of you got together but when you told him you didn't like crowds he always does his best to avoid them.

"looks like there's a crowd toru." you say with a pout. "whaaat?" he groaned looking up from his phone. why did they have to follow the two of you to the airport? he thought to himself. he just wanted to get on the plane in peace. "oh no." he sighed looked at all the fans who had lined up to send the two of you off, luckily it the crowed wasn't too big considering it was 4 in the morning.

"i'm so sorry angel, i didn't think they'd follow us here this early," he explained with a frown."no no toru, it's not your fault at all! don't apologize" you assure him, leaning over to kiss his cheek. "let me step out and tell them to keep their distance." you nodded and he stepped oit

you giggled as you hear him ask his fans to stay away from you when you exit the car he. stays out and chats with the fans for a few minutes before it was time to go into the airport. fortunately his fans were super understanding and chill when you stepped out of the car, saying hi to you and wishing you both a safe flight. he still made sure you were okay even though the fans kept their distance like they promised and pampered your face im kisses filled with love and a whispered, "im so proud of you angel."

SUNA RINTARO.

god he hates crowds himself so he completely understands you. he doesnt like when fans crowd him and especially when they crowd around you since he knows it makes you anxious.

"just stay close okay?" your boyfriend mumbled in your ear as he took your hand and helped out of the car. you responded with a quiet "mhm". i hate these people, he thought to himself. not only did he already hate crowds, he hated when there was a crowd around you. honestly, you couldn't even see straight because of all the flashing cameras and it didn't help that all the fans around were pushing in closer and closer, the two of you could barely even move as it was. all you could do was squeez your eyes shut and pray you got to the gym faster than the fans could trample over you to get a an autograph or a picture from your boyfriend.

rintaro was squeezing your hand so tightly by the time you both stepped into the gym you thought your hand was gonna fall off and you could barely even control your breathing, he immediately pulled you into an embrace, not too tight though, kissing the crown of your head and rubbing your back soothingly, "im so sorry baby, you did so well." was all he said over and over again, trying his best to ease you while his teammates stumbled in behind the two of you complaining about the crowd.

after your breathing had calmed down he gave you space whenever you wanted it making sure to check up on you periodically. "im okay now rin, you can go practice now." you reassure him, with a kiss on the cheek of course. he agreed after a while but was still worried about you the whole practice and for most of the game after that.

a/n omg i rlly like writing for aran AHH ok ummmm thanks for reading p.s. oikawa would be so chill with his fans after highschool UGH everyone says theyre rude but i hc the opposite 😌😤