#I need to stop being so perfectionistic
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Woe. Sun sketch befall you
#I need to stop being so perfectionistic#AND EMBRACE LAZYNESS#AND MESSYNESS#my constant need to always outdo myself is NOT GOOD!!!#AND I NEED TO REMIND MYSELF THAT EVERYTIME I JUST DOODLE SOMETHING IS GOOD!!! NO MATTER QUALITY#RHAHHHHHHHHHHHH#okay I’m okay now#:D#fnaf dca#dca community#dca fandom#sundrop#sun fnaf#the daycare attendant#fnaf daycare fandom#chicken doodles
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apple pencil broke time to draw the silly on paper
#lazers art#mha#bnha#deku#izuku midoriya#midoriya izuku#my most beloved#all of my art of him is imbued with unbridled love#im so normal about him (gripping the sink shaking and crying)#anyways ill have a new one very soon but i really should do more traditional stuff#its fun and i need to stop being a perfectionist its bad for my health
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I feel like my 2025 goal for my tumblr dot com account is to stop being negative/paranoid abt this site and to vibe and do whatever I want while keeping stuff positive on my blog. like I already try my best to do that but I gotta stop these quarterly neurotic breakdowns about getting cancelled 💀
#ALSO i need to stop taking my writing so seriously. i made that post a month ago about not being a perfectionist#then immediately went back to my perfectionist ways#rip hell fic#yueshuo
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Gift for @sleepinginmute
It’s them!!!!! I really really love the designs and the ship and them being in a QPR so I just had to draw them!!!
Hope I did them justice :>
#This took 7 and a half hours my god#But that was mostly me focusing on details wayyy too much#I really need to learn to stop being a perfectionist#But but but otherwise this was really fun!!!#The designs took a bit but they look so cool in the end#So it was all worth it#Anyway better tag this#rainworld#rain world#rain world fanart#rainworld slugcat#inv#sofanthiel#nightcat#rw inv#rw sofanthiel#rw nightcat#error 404 fanart#error 404#rw shipping#rain world shipping#rw slugcat#oops hope that’s not too many tags haha
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My lovely depressed man
#milgram#milgram project#ミルグラム#shidou milgram#shidou#shidou kirisaki#milgram shidou#milgram fanart#guys shidou is finally finished!!#god this piece took forever#i decided tonight ill finish it#and i did#theres probs more i could do but honestly#kind of proud of this#i need to stop being perfectionistic haha#i am new to coloring and digital stuff#so yeah it was tough#hope you all like it!!#my blood sweat and tears are in this#i love him so much
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it feels cosmically unfair that i think about writing all the time want to write all the time and sit down to write all the time and i come up with two sentences at best. there should be some reward system i think
#RAAAAAAAAAA#the thing is i know why i'm stuck it's because i get overly wrapped up in meaningless details of word choice and sentence structure#and i need every word to be perfect before i can move on to the next and that just creates an interminable cycle of being so slow to#progress i feel like even more like a failure and imperfect and respond by being even more intense about it#in spite of the fact that almost no reader is going to look at my work and go hey nice i noticed you used a word with an aesthetically#pleasing number of letters here as opposed to a word ending in t which would have ruined the flow and disgusted me forever#but it's not about the readers i'm the one who reads it and gets disgusted forever#and i know this does not matter but it feels like there is no conceivable way i could write something without it being perfect first try#fucking hilariously i edited the tags of this post for a good ten minutes because the spacing of the words was bothering me so i had to#find words with different lengths as replacements#RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#anyway i'm doing wonderfully#this is about soulmate au i think maybe because it's so important to me i'm especially perfectionistic over it right now#brain can you stop it i'm on my hands and knees#also t is the worst letter invented hands down. no question.
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Some cute doodles I did after finishing up the homework college gave me!
Featuring Siri deciding that if she can't grab hand, she'll grab waist
Smooches (and a practise with their older designs
And Maglout with baby Aren!! @nosuda-cringe let them be happy. Pls. Im begging you
And my very bad warm up sketch under the cut
#i always love adding my first sketch of the day cuz theyre often bad but#that also needs to be seen#im a perfectionist through and through so i often rather not post the imperfect sketches#but i gotta stop being a perfectionist at some point yknow#anyway i love drawing older gussiri#theyre silly#plus playing around with different hair styles for them is sm fun#anyways#httyd#how to train your dragon#oc#artinandwritin's art#gussiri#mayeth vang#siri vínteri#gustav larson#snotlout jorgenson#oc x canon
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Art WIP: 09/06/23
Usually, I don't post WIPs here, but due to personal life events and depression, it ate most of August. I want to let ya'll know I'm still working on the end of a summer frye/shiver illustrations.
I know I am a slug, but I am a perfectionist like a certain shark tamer.
(Even though I just caught some of the illustrations riddled with mistakes... "OTL)
Anyway, I'll add another page to the already 5 pages, and of course, there will be a bonus section. Again, this will be a sweet sappy sapphic story with a little dash of spice. Frye adding in the sizzle-ness. That garam masala, which Shiver always craves.
I shall not WALK OUT this time. That was a pretty good pun!
Here are some of the progress I've made so far:
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Would you believe this all started with me wanting to draw Frye in that damn sunhat?
#work in progress#current wip#wip stuff#frye#shiver#shivrye#fryver#splatoon 3#splatoon#munaart#some of you have already seen most of these on other platforms#except one tho#tumblr exclusive for tumblr which is becoming another twitter/tiktok clone *sigh*#I'll post the BM shitpost separately#I need to stop putting in so much effort. Like dial it back and not get quickly burnout. *cry perfectionist tears*#But I want to draw gay things being gay. Sprinkle and spread the gayness on my toast and swallow it whole.#Where is that water that turns frogs gay??? I want to lap that shit UP#update
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puppet rose update ! she’s nearly done!
i think she needs eyelashes and lipstick but i’m not entirely sure how to do those tiny details …also her inside mouth mechanism broke so i have to do emergency surgery (which is why you can’t see the Back of her head 😬)
#funtime speaks#homestuck#i need to make a Lot of these puppets (for sahcon! hee hee hoo hoo)#and i’m also new at this so. i gotta stop being a perfectionist about it.#if they look a little goofy and like Baby’s First Puppet.#That’s Okay.#esp because this literally Is Baby’s First Puppet !!!
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frequently tempted to make a sideblog for oc stuff, but I also know myself + know that I'd want to backlog every oc post I've ever done to make sure they're all reblogged over there (and then I would die)
#not art#haxxy stop#to delete#fun fact: the reason why there's so many years of art on this blog despite me not making it until college#is because I bought my roommate wolfenstein II in exchange for them going through my main blog and reblogging it all over here for me#(shoutout to them @flyingcookiegumtruckthing. this blog would be nothing without their help)#an oc blog is not out of the question but i'd need to scold myself out of being a perfectionist lol
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Time for an out of context AC pic
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good evening
THANK YOU ANGEL... and he is right. I miss that weird little cat
#i need a new animal crossing game#like#new horizons was good but i became so obsessively perfectionist with my save that it stopped being fun#(a shock to nobody)#i need a new game so that i can be normal about it#but also i'd have to buy whatever console it ends up on and audsjkgfsda#i still remember when new horizons was announced and i was literally like. crazy#cause new leaf was basically my childhood#ANYWAYS why am i rambling about this#asks
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as much as i love seeing my niblings, not really having the energy or time to draw while they're visiting makes me feel like i'm coming apart at the molecular level.
#i jUST WANNA DRAWWW!!!#i'm not gonna complain too much tho since i don't get to see them much and it's nice to spend time together#we watched some of mlp together tonight before she went to be so that was fun!#i added it to my af profile but attacks will probably be coming slow until the 15th since i have family in town#i also wish i could work more on the lore post i put on pause... i could always start writing it out#i had an outline done i just need to flesh it out now#besides finishing the art for it#need to stop being so damn perfectionist about my stuff too so i can get stuff out#mj rambles
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I remember why I stopped working on this fanfic omfg
#anyways is any ADULT willing to proofread this fanfic once the draft is completed? please reply#I feel like I keep getting Kai's voice wrong and its bothering me SO BAD#It's because I'm a perfectionist and I want it to sound like EXACTLY how Marissa wrote it#And I feel like it sounds like Kai's POV but like italicized#and I have to balance out everything that's taking up his mind 😭#and figure out exactly wtf he would say to Cinder#and I have to justify all the opinions that changed over the course of the week#this is so fucking hard. I need to stop being a perfectionist#the lunar chronicles#mine
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I don't think you can actually tell the difference between someone having a legimate issue or difficulty completing work vs someone 'just being lazy' that easily actually.
#Sorry sorry lots of talk about group work today and everyone's a fucking struggler who's basically doing it solo or whatever#And that topic of conversation has always made me feel Bad because I've always had trouble keeping up the pace at which most people work#It's part of the reason I tend to leave stuff so late because i get scared and then work all the time no breaks.#It always disclaim it's gonna take me about 5x longer to do work most people can probably complete in an hour#Because I get very stressed and I'm a perfectionist and my brain is weird and overthinks everything ever#I have not yet found any solution to this issue. I am convinced there isn't one except leaving it all to the last week and using the panic#To pull all nighters every other day. To get it done#But I can't fucking. Do that if out progress is logged on a repo... Thinking ahead to out next assignment#I've already had the hard talk with my friends about it and they where all very nice to me but I still feel bad a bit#And I'm glad they know it's not because I don't care I care so hard it fucks me up to the point where it gets really difficult asdfhdhd#But idk sometimes people will bring examples up of one of their teammates 'clearly just being lazy and not caring enough' and it's just#Something I can fall into doing as well. So like. I don't think it's that easy to tell actually#Like I get if it's a pattern then you kinda have to intervene because yknow it's a grade you need to get#I hope if I ever fall so bad I stop working that my friends would pop in to ask me if they could help. But people are very. Mean about it#Idk where I was going with this I just wish I was better than I am I guess. Aughhh#I should go to bed <<< feels bad as fuck because they got nothing done today#android.txt
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tell me about control baby, grocery, and junpei please pelase pleae please!!!!!!!!!!!
Hell yeah
Control baby- thissss one is just kinda an unorganized list of lore I’m making up about Shinji for a very important chapter and it’s gonna be very fucking uh. Heavy. Very heavy lol. Basically it’s like my own theories on how he awakened to his persona and what was going on during the 2 years on his own. Gets in depth about his relationship with strega cuz that relationship matters so so so much to me and we literally get CRUMBS. And honestly I think that’s just the way to describe this chapter this arc is I’m desperately trying to make a 3 tier cake out of crumbs alsjlal. So yeah just gonna try to expand upon that relationship and how Shinji started taking the suppressants and how his persona behaves and WHY it behaves that way, and like also his crumbling relationship with Akihiko and his struggles with morality and distrust of everything and yeah it’s really heavy cuz he’s struggling very very very bad mentally and also some pretty bad trauma. And this wip is called control baby cuz it’s a jhariah song that makes me ill and Shinji’s big thing is feeling like he’s unable to control his persona and really, himself. Yippee yay I’m gonna be so fucking sad writing this but also it’s literally so important that I write it it’s so important that my vision comes through
Grocery- this one is fun! Very fun! Basically Shinji is put on grocery duty for the dorm after he self appoints himself the cleaning duties and notices that these damn kids don’t even have any fucking vegetables in their fridge HOW ARE THEY EVER GONNA HAVE A BALANCED DIET. And he totally doesn’t care about everyone’s wellbeing or anything definitely not, he’s just doing this because if he doesn’t then who will? And so he’s given a big ass grocery list and Aigis goes with him because they had a Moment where Aigis revealed her talking to dogs ability and basically learned all about how Shinji spoils Koro and is just in general very lame and she’s taken in interest in Shinji and also just wants to experience the grocery store. It’s mostly just Shinji having to explain basic products to Aigis and also he’s very horrified at what these kids ask for (Junpei actually had the audacity to ask for shitty axe body spray) and they’re probably gonna get thrown out cuz Shinji maybe shoplifts just a bit and Aigis maybe starts going in places she shouldn’t be such as the freezer. They make it out alive though and have sweet bonding moments
Junpei- sadly this isn’t about tenmyouji it’s about p3 again. I WISH I had a wip of tenmyouji lol. I don’t really wanna spoil this one much but basically Shinji and Junpei kinda....have a rocky start and clash a bit and Shinji lashes out at Junpei when he accidentally crosses a boundary. They do talk it out, kiiinda, but there’s a lot of unanswered questions and Junpei doesn’t really leave with a good taste in his mouth and Shinji seems to know things he shouldn’t
#ask#thank you 😭#im like desperately trying not to spoil anything but also desperately trying to gush#these are all part of the same overall story#which btw ive been just referring to it as my shinji fic cuz that is what it is but the actual title is gonna be ripple effect#id love to have at least the first chapter out by the end of the month lets hope i can do that 😩#i like need this story to exist its like. kinda keeping me alive ngl#i just need to stop being so insecure and perfectionist about it and let it be already
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I honestly wish people cared more about depression and other issues rather than saying they care but scrutinise a person so horribly when they show symptoms associated with said condition 🧎♀️
#everyone’s so horrible about it#if you don’t know what something means you research#I research when my friend says they have an illness or a particular sexuality I may not know about#or just to understand and help out because that’s what friends do right ?#so research if someone tells you they have a condition and learn the symptoms#don’t like it ? leave.#but don’t stick around if you’re not in the slightest tolerant to any speck of symptom they may exhibit#whoever does this is a horrible person#because you signed up for this so you deal with it. it’s so mean to punish someone for something they can’t control#because ppl aren’t nearly as kind to people who are normal as they are to mentally ill people#aren’t nearly as mean to normal ppl*#yeah sure they still have to control themselves etc but you never say this to normal people#you’re never so harsh to normal people if anything those with mental illness need more kindness and understanding and everyone blows it#how are you gonna sit there with full conviction saying I have depression and anxiety ( I have way more than that but okay )#yet blame me when I can’t commit to my work or blame me for being “lazy” I think as a perfectionist and star student I beat myself up over#that already so why would you hurt me more#alternatively this applies to ppl who get mad at others asking reassurance#im gonna rip my hair out for that why literally why would you have a problem#it’s always communicate this communicate that but in fact everyone’s allergic to communication and they’re not traumatised by it#ZERO EXCUSES BUT SOMEHOW all the excuses for normal people but none for mentally ill ppl#everyone’s sick. this is what I mean when. I say it’s so aggravating seeing people because they’re so hopelessly stupid#in the sense they don’t have an ounce of compassion and are disgustingly selfish thinking of themselves 24/7 and their feelings when not to#compare but ppl have it worse than your dumb ass paper cut - esque issues 😇#oh but all the sympathy to you and none to the “crazy people” who actually need more compassion than you be so Fr#and if you cope well with your own issues then good 4 u ! but you’re not the standard of the DSM 🤗 you also aren’t any better#everyone copes differently and expresses things differently dependent on their unique exposures circumstances and view of the world#let’s stop pretending that one view is the right view#this doesn’t mean let yourself get abused btw it means using that thing in your head to be reasonable#dora daily
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