#I need to resist😭

[huldrabitch]

Just came on my screen

[softiedingo]

[miru667]

MIRUUUUU, HIIII IVE BEEN A FAN SINCE 2018🥹🥹 I JUST LOVE HOW YOU PROGRESSED THESE PAST YEARS, YOUR ART KEES GETTING BETTER AND BETTER AND SO IS YOUR AUDREY🩷

AND AND, SHE GIVES ME SO MUCH RE(Resident Evil) VIBESS, YOU SHOULD DEFINITELY DRAW HER AS ALICE OR ADA WONG IF EVER YOU HAVE THE TIMEEE, LOVE LOTSSSSSS (im freaking out, this is my first time ever interacting with you after being silent all these years)

Wow thank you for following me for 6 years!! QvQ I'm happy that you think my art has improved because i'm really not sure about it sometimes 😂 Thanks for appreciating my Audrey as well, that's really sweet of you. ;w;

I unfortunately know absolutely nothing about Resident Evil, BUT I asked a few friends and one of them told me that Audrey Grace is more like Leon Kennedy than either Alice or Ada, so here she is in his most famous mod outfit, hope you still like it aha

I don't think she's learned how to use a gun yet so that's just a prop she's holding LMAO

[pigeonstab]

Okay but with Cross singing his dad disappointment songs, do you think Nightmare starts trying to be more encouraging with him? Like giving him a little shoulder pat after missions and telling him he did a good job, or just being more vocally praising? lol

Yes, absolutely. As always you are so right it hurts. I love how your mind works.

And of course Cross would react like a puppy getting treats, he like physically perks up everytime it happens. It stays in his mind, he replays Nightmare's words in his head, the pats on the back feel like they stay even after (that's also cause he's so touch starved).

I imagine that scene from I believe brooklyn 99 (I only know that scene from clips btw so I'm probably gonna get things wrong) where Peralta? I think? Calls captain Holt(?) dad. And like the ppl around him react and stuff. I'll see if I can find it.

Can you IMAGINE Cross calling Nm dad??? On accident ?? He'd be so fucking embarrassed, cause he's supposed to be so closed off and serious, he's supposed to be a royal guard, and Nightmare's his boss. He must feel like he's letting himself go, like he's loosing control.

Maybe that funny accident actually turns into angst, where Cross starts to avoid Nm, to try and distance himself, to not get too comfortable or indulge in that stuff, also partly because of he doesn't feel like he deserves it.

Nightmare might take Cross pulling away as him not liking the extra affection, so he stops for Cross' sake. Cross takes that as Nightmare being upset/disappointed in him.

Either it ends in miscommunication with Cross feeling like he deserves it anyway, or it ends with Cross having to explain how he feels and express his needs, which is a mortifying ordeal to him, to ask for what he wants.

This was way longer than I intended and the english is probably wack but you gave me too many thoughts!!!

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

“he makes me laugh from a place i didn’t realise was there”

[apuff]

thinking about love in danger days

this is part of my conspiracy theory that that album is aroallo, but i've always gotten the sense that romance and romantic attatchment is much less important to danger days than any other mcr record. with bullets&revenge it's quite obvious as the demolition lovers take up like, everything, and the black parade has a heavy focus on a romantic relationship as well. 

while i do think there are lines in it that are romantically coded, there is a definitive lack of emphasis on it- like it's nowhere in the plot at all. 

i do think danger days represents a very familial type of love though. while other albums visit a sense of "i want you, i need you, i miss you, i hate you,", this is more like…"i love you, i want to protect you, i'm sorry"

i find this especially strongly in s/c/a/r/e/c/r/o/w:

"Nevermind about the shape i'm in, I'll keep you safe tonight"

"love, love, love won't stop this bomb"

"run, run, bunny, run"

and other songs: 

"i'll find you when the sun goes black"

"just save yourself and i'll hold them back tonight"

"how long until we find our way in the dark and out of harm"

relevant things i can't cover with just quotes are planetary go, oft-theorized to be about party poison and kobra kid, as brothers, leaving battery city together; sing, about the killjoys' last message to the girl while saving her; goodnite dr. death, phrased as him saying goodnight to children; and summertime, which i can't discern the meaning of but seems more like a family type of love. 

i think it makes sense that danger days is like this, seeing as it features main characters that take care of a child main character as opposed to main characters that love other main characters of the same age/ability. 

another thing i noticed while re-listening to the more sentimental songs for this essay is that there's just a distinctly different vibe to it. So much of it is focused around wanting to protect people, keep them safe and out of danger (<- ha that's the name of the album) and loved. i think this also makes sense, because the killjoys live a very, well, dangerous life without much security, and they'd want to provide what they lack the most. another semi-related thing i noticed is just how much of an emphasis there is on childhood in this album. i feel like there's a vibe of youth or teen-hood throughout the earlier ones, but this is just VERY strongly about kids. again this makes sense cause not only are the killjoys teenagers (a type of kid!) they also have a proper little kid to watch. 

also, i wonder how much of this stuff was due to gerard becoming a parent. just something to think about 

[bylertruther]

yk. the resistance ppl have to so much as considering the idea that mike might not jump to immediately and enthusiastically engaging in obvious n indisputably gay shit with will publicly is kinda funny in a puzzling way when season three and season four, where he does exactly that the entire way through, are literally right there for us all to watch on netflix.com. like. Okay ❤️

[sunnibits]

LOOK AT MY SON

[arthursfuckinghat]

I am about to make the greatest sacrifice known to man (I'm leaving the last Albert Mason mission for John)

[jimmyspades]

Finally gave in to the urge to start making Reddington edits 🧎‍♀️

[greglow03]

British Movie Gregory PLEASE!!!🙏🙏

I'd die to have to have that happen. And a running joke would be that practically everyone has 0 clue what he's saying most of the time, except for Vanessa... It be so cool!!

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Also:

He'd be a bit of a brat at first/or ingeneral to anyone except Vanessa, even if he gets annoyed by her.

I could just imagine Gregory being a bit with sass (is that the term?) and possibly just roast someone about their height at moments, being the short king he is, lmao

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Special thanks to @send-me-a-puffalope (Nat) for getting my brain hooked on this🧡 ^^

[giddlygoat]

i haven’t planked in months and i was worried that i would fall over within seconds so i used the lazytown theme song of all things to time myself. i planked for over a minute straight! maybe not much but i’m proud of it since my personal best is like 2 minutes. then i did 5 pushups and 10 sit-ups [my old daily routine] and was just as pleasantly surprised to see it wasn’t that bad! call me autistic but the lazytown binging is working on me. this is for you, sportacus 🫡

[ghost-bxrd]

Guys, I—- I—-

[eatyoursparkout]

happy to announce I will be writing All of my fanfic at this desk from now on 👀

[hopecomesbacktolife]

thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

casually spending the evening breaking my own heart by writing a baby milex france fic