#I need to hurry up and die

[medicinemane]

Always hungry, always broke, and always having my mom toss a new catastrophe my way... but never actually being given control of the money despite the fact that I've been able to hold on to my stimulus checks all these years only spending them on emergencies, but she blows her disability and wracks up credit card debt

But see... she'd feel like a child if she had to ask for money for things... it's much better when she has full control so she can do things like spend $300 on microtransactions in a single month

Then my grandma gets mad at me for having to help with money cause I don't have a job, and if I just had a job it would be fine (and no doubt I'm pretty shit for not working despite not having anything wrong with me)

When I get stuff cleaned up my mom just uses it as a new spot to dump trash so... there's no point

I provide nothing to the world, I have no talents or skills, everything I do is wrong, and I'm just kind of a drain on the world despite having nothing stopping me from actually doing shit except my poor character

...kinda hemming and hawing on ordering this cause even $18 is a hell of a lot of money to spend on killing myself unless I'm actually gonna do it. If I get it and then keep putting it off... well then that money would have been real better spent elsewhere

...but on the other hand this can't keep continuing... maybe I can take the money I was trying to save up to buy a new mic so I can actually talk to people and spend it on this instead

[pup-pee]

bart having 2 learn how 2 run again would ruin me

[moongothic]

On the train of your last ask, what are your thoughts on dragons sexuality?

Personally I think he’s Demi something (more attracted to personality than looks or gender)

Honestly because we don't know that much about the guy it's kind of hard for me to form an opinion, and if Crocodad Real then we're going to find out his orientation eventually (since we gotta find out if that was a contributing factor to the Dragodile Divorce (assuming they're divorced)) so I'm kind of okay with not forming any headcanons, since the headcanon could get thrown out the window

If anything, what interests me is how Dragon's orientation could impact the story-- like when I've discussed the Dragodile Divorce I have mainly focused on speculating how Crocodile would've felt about it, but how Dragon felt about that is interesting too

Because if he's straight then yeah that probably contributed to The Divorce, but how did Dragon feel about it? Learning that the love of his life is now happier than ever before after transitioning and being happy for him, while also losing the version of Crocodile that he fallen in love to begin with? No longer feeling thet draw to him because of the thing that has brought him so much joy and comfort? Knowing that even if they did take down the WG the family Dragon had hoped to have would never come to be, because their relationship would now end? And that it would be on some level his fault, because he's not attracted to Crocodile anymore?

Like even if Dragon took things well and the divorce happened "on good terms", it would've been sad for Dragon too.

But then there's a slightly juicier option, because what if Dragon was bi, but the Divorce happened under unpleasant circumstances (be it Dragon lashing out or things getting violent because he couldn't recognize Crocodile) and he didn't figure it out until it was too late?

Because you'd still have Dragon going through some if not all of those previously mentioned feelings, of having to come to terms with the version of his significant other whom he had fallen in love with no longer existed, the family had pictured in his mind would never become a thing, that those things were be kind of his fault and that he had hurt Crocodile deeply in the process. But then he'd be looking at some news article of Crocodile's most recent heroic stunt, seeing his handsome face with that usual, unbothered expression, and realizing he still loved him? That he still wanted to be with him, wished they were together, even now that Crocodile was a far more handsome man than he was? And then the realization that he's bi hitting him like a fucking truck But it's too late. The divorce already happened. He already hurt Crocodile too deeply. Knowing Croc, he had probably already moved on. There was no fixing it, the relationship was over. At least for now, trying to go see Croc could be dangerous due to the WG and not wanting to risk the WG finding out about them and The Kid and Croc would probably be furious if Dragon even risked that at this point, after what he had done. Oh, and then Crocodile killed thousands of innocent people attempting to usurp a country by manufacturing a civil war. Something Dragon can't forgive. (Not to mention, hearing he had been taken down by their own son... Oof)

But what if despite all that, and not knowing the full circumstances behind what had happened (like the fact that Crocodile didn't know who the hell Luffy was), Dragon still loved Crocodile? What then?

[macdenlover]

dennis beeing needy for mac while mac doesn’t give a shit cause he’s busy with a new boytoy is THE perfect and dare i say most natural progression of the dynamic they’ve been setting up for like a million years now. even if they don’t give a shit about making macdennis canon they still need to balance the scales somehow?? it just makes the most sense??? the mfs on reddit agree too?? if they don’t do it i’m gonna be hurt but not even in like a “ugh macdennis truthers lost today” way more like a “they did an actual disservice to the narrative” way.

[bugsbenefit]

they dropped the tfs trailer? while im OUT?

[kyouka-supremacy]

Sorta continuation of this, here's some observations on how the bsd anime adaptation rate (average of number of chapters adapted per episode) changed every season:

Season 1: 10 plot episodes + 2 ln adaptation. Adapts up to chapter 16. Average of chapters adapted per episode: 1.60

Season 2: 8 plot episodes + 4 ln adaptation. Adapts chapters 17-37 (21 chapters). Average of chapters adapted per episode: 2.63 (+1.03)

Season 3: 9 plot episodes + 3 ln adaptation. Adapts chapters 38-39 & 41-53 (15 chapters). Average of chapters adapted per episode: 1.67 (-0.96)

Season 4: 10 plot episodes + 3 ln adaptation. Adapts chapters 54-77 (24 chapters). Average of chapters adapted per episode: 2.40 (+0.73)

※ I opted out of counting the Hitori Ayumi OVA this time around, reasoning that the factors that play into conditioning the season episodes adaptation rate wouldn't have influenced the OVA given its nature of stand-alone episode.

Seasons 1-3 adaptation rate: 27 plot episodes, 52 adapted chapters. Average of chapters adapted per episode: 1.93

Season 4 adaptation rate compared to the average of all the previous seasons: 2.40 (+0.47)

Seasons 1-4 overall adaptation rate: 37 plot episodes, 76 adapted chapters. Total average of chapters adapted per episode: 2.05

That being said, let's try to guess how season 5 might play out taking in the previous four seasons adaptation rate of 2.05 as standard. Here's the fun thing: if season 5 is just 12 / 13 episodes of plot adaptation, that would mean adapting up to chapter 102 / 104. Coincidentally, chapter 104 (fukufuku flashback) is also the furthest in the manga plot that was shown in the last season 5 trailer. Feel free to draw your own conclusions, but as of now a new light novel adaptation seems positively unlikely and a Stormbringer adpatation basically impossible to make fit.

[theo-decker]

I'm at work and literally need to prepare lessons but im still writing bitchy/horny short stories and can't stop . OH WELL

[parme-san]

do you think it's ever going to be okay again. i don't think so

[jentlemahae]

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[murderyoursoul]

[retributory]

the only way i'll forgive patrick rothfuss is if bast and kvothe do it raw in doors of stone

[scarletcomet]

I love alcohol. it's like what if you could drink this magical potion and then feel less depressed

[aromantyczno-liryczna]

Pmdd is actively fucking ruining my life fuck fuck this shittt

Why do I have to live with the consequences of things I do when I'm like this and why do i only get one good week a month if I'm lucky

[represseddepressedqueer]

I currently find little more humiliating than trying to explain to non ugly friends why I, an ugly black fat autistic furry-adjacent trans man in a Predominantly White Country we'll call TERF Island, feel fundamentally unloveable without them crying low self esteem, internalised homophobia, or "that's not true!!! :(."

I'll be the first to say that I have self esteem issues and I think coming to terms with not being completely aroace continues to be hard for me but I hate to be (what feels like) gaslit, all because I state the reality of how I relate to others.

I've never been anyone's first choice. No one I know has ever had a crush on me (romantic+sexual at the same time), the closest I've ever gotten to being romantically crushed on is by a friend (we knew each other and lived together through very hard times and they were in a relationship so I think it was a bit proximity and trauma bonding) and the closest I've gotten to someone being sexually attracted to me is a sexual assaulter who may have just been faking it but either way was deffo using me to help them through their gender journey and so that they could get to women I knew in order to assault them.

I just want to be wanted. Or be aroace again and not want to be wanted.

Wanting to be desired makes me feel so pathetic and vulnerable but it makes me feel worse that my particular brand of cringe/disgusting/ugly/sick makes me infinitely less attractive than other fat and/or black and/or trans etc. people I know.

At this point it's not bigotry, it's just giving the bullies were right.

[cavity-collector]

[emeraldphilo]

i’m glad people are calling out j*ey b*rton for his misogynistic views on football commentary but how i hoped to have seen the same outburst when he was downplaying the racist murder of anthony walker committed by his brother and cousin