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The lake is on fire. It glows with colors that shift from deep orange to golden. The water is near calm, shifting in small waves that only enhance the glint and glitter of the reflected sunset.
Rhett steps onto the porch. His eyes struggle to adjust to the rage of lights as he comes out of the darkness of their cabin. Half-blinded he thrusts his arm out, offering the cold bottle of water to Link who he knows is sitting on his usual seat. Familiar fingers wrap around his and accept the drink. Topo Chico, of course.
"It's pretty tonight," Link says. He says it every night and every night Rhett sits next to him, grunting as his old joints creak, and agrees.
Link's drink snaps open and fizzes. Rhett gets back his vision just in time to watch Link's Adam's apple to bob as he swallow deep. Warmth diffuses Rhett's core. He smiles.
"Beautiful." Rhett's voice is low, teasing. Link huffs in mock-annoyance. He slaps Rhett's knee.
"Shut it," he orders half-heartedly, a small smile giving him away. Rhett rests his hand on top of Link's.
"Not 'til the day I die," he says, resolute. Link harumphs. Their fingers tangle together. The sun keeps setting. The old cabin creaks as the temperature drops and the wood settles for a cold night. But they won't be cold. Not when they have each other.
#Rhink#Appa writes fic#Not really a fic#Just a scene that popped into my head#I need to get back to writing regularly#I miss it
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The fans: Ugh Sonic was just so preachy. I mean obviously he's supposed to be the good guy, so any uncomfortableness I feel here and any way I feel like Sonic's choices are framed as being why some other people have shitty lives is just bad writing because he is obviously supposed to be right always, but this characterization makes no sense. Isn't he right for the things he did?
Ian Flynn, using Kitsunami to say the (barely even at this point) quiet part even louder: Hey it's almost like ever since the Mr. Tinker event we've been purposely running with the critique of Sonic as being more selfish than he appears. Sonic is upholding a system of Eggman v Sonic that currently benefits him and shuts down talk of how to improve the current system because he likes his own personal enjoyment and he's attached enough to Eggman that he'd rather Eggman pretend to be a good person than be stuck in prison for life. He doesn't even quite practice what he preaches. We are trying to show that the current hero v villain system and Sonic's recklessness currently affects some people poorly and that Sonic isn't a perfect hero.
#fandom wank#sonic the hedgehog#idw sonic comics#idw sonic 2024 annual#2024 sonic annual spoilers#idw somic comic spoilers#idw sonic spoilers#idw 2024 sonic annual spoilers#i just be ramblin#god one of these days I need to commit to the sonic character essay#because you HAVE to be able to see Sonic as a multifaceted character that is surprisingly selfish and a bit self centered despite his image#as a good hero who is always right to understand what the writers for Sonic Prime and Idw Sonic are trying to do#The point is not that Sonic is secretly a bad guy or anything#the point is that we're already primed to assume that anything Sonic does is a good thing because he's a hero and protagonist of what is#considered a 'children's media'#And people who can see those moments in different games or properties times where Sonic isn't being so good as him actually not being so#good of a person are primed to explain it away as flaws of the writing or the genre at that time *because* Sonic's behavior is not said to#be bad or punished in those games#And become we're already primed to assume that Sonic is already the good guy who's making the best choices no matter whatâ it's supposed to#be shocking when the narrative takes a step back and gives a critique of this status quo by showing us the effects of it#But instead of having some sort of eye opening event or being willing to meet the narrative where it's at#99% of the people who post here got uncomfortable and just doubled downâ saying that because these things are being pointed out and some of#Sonic's actions (that aren't even alien to the games)#are being framed in a not so good lightâ then it must not be purposeful. That it must be bad writing through and through and just bad#Sonic characterization#because for people who claim they want Sonic as a series to be deeper and more thought out they sure start to pearl clutch when they feel#like a property isn't being as shallow as the very same games they think kinda suck#anyways anyways sorry about the rant I'll get back to regularly scheduled posting after this#vent post
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Finally, I have managed to write something again. Itâs no joke when they say your physical health impacts your mental health and that you really shouldnât push it when you arenât well lmao. Dealing with body hurty this past near year has really made me desperately miss writing (and drawing, and goofing off in fandom in general). Iâm still not quite better, but Iâm getting there and hopefully will be back to normal soon (whatever my new normal will be). I still have many WIPS I want to get back to working on, but I come bearing a gift of a short oneshot to start. Thank you to all of you who are leaving kudos and comments on my fic, Iâll do my best to go through and answer some of you soon. <3
For @stnballoon, for being a wonderful and supportive human being not just to me but also to the supercorp fandom. Iâm so grateful for you and your kind and patient positivity. I owe you so much more than this little gift.
Based off of an ask stnballoon sent me about the unfortunate perils of co-opted words having odd interpretations in business meetings. Please excuse any errors, I am... quite rusty after seven months.
#i need a writing tag#supercorp#uh#yeah#its simple but im proud of myself for having the brain to write again#hopefully i can get back to writing more regularly once my body actually Stops Being A Bitch
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said i would post about this blog's 10yr dodgeball-of-prophecy pay-off before i delve into drafts, so here it is!
way back in january 2015, roughly a month after i first created this blog, i decided that it would be fun to rebel against canon just a tiiiny bit and give my version of john a pet: a stray orange tomcat named church. about nine months later, church had been tragically stolen by liv / @whcwashe and to compensate john for his loss, i assigned him a second pet: a stray black cat named sid. an occultist with halloween-themed cats who himself hates halloween, i thought it was hilarious.
fast-forward to last year, my folks very unexpectedly had to take in my grandma's 4 cats (for whom they did not have enough room), and it turns out that among them were an inseparable pair of siblings â one orange cat, one black cat. now 10 full years after randomly projecting my ideal aesthetic cat combination onto this lucky british sonofabitch, i have successfully metamancered half of my will into being (one cat already living with me) & will be bringing the other half home with me in a couple months!!
chedrick "cheese" churchmouse & "coco" sid loco pictured below :)
bottom row far left picture was a mistake, that is clearly william howard taft.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#( personal. ) THE GHOST IN THE CHAINSMOKING MACHINE.#their legal names get longer every time i refer to them. it's my running bit with myself :) but they also answer to bubby and creacher#btw don't be fooled by cheese's cartoon look of alarm. he flops over like that on purpose and then looks at me like i put him on the rack#i'm ngl i am DELIGHTED that events lined up like this. who needs an irl constantine sighting when i can have his irl CATS#cannot stress enough how out of the cards receiving Any new cats was for me for. quite literally the last ten years#let alone the exact two kinds i assigned to a roleplay blog for funsies in my junior year of high school#additional fun fact for emily: i think the first ever mention of church was in our very first thread!! no wonder church likes liv better#brings back memories tbh. so much has changed about both me And my writing since then and yet. church and sid have persisted :)#me in 2015: let's be daring...let's go against the grain...let's make canon weep and wail at our feet...Give This Man A Cat#me in 2025: milligan who? to shreds you say. wrote how many issues? 50 you say? to shreds you say. well how's azzarello? to shreds you say#i have to up my game next year. i'm giving constantine a horse#he hates horses. which is exactly why i need to come up with the funniest possible reason he would end up with one#anyway. back to your regularly scheduled working-on-drafts
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K or N for Joe and/or Nicky
K. On the edge of consciousness.
Yusuf wakes slowly, so slowly that he canât see and isnât even sure he can open his eyes, only half-sure he still has eyes, and thatâs how he knows thereâs something very, very wrong. He canât move, canât hear, canât even smell anything. He doesnât remember exactly what happened to him, but every part of him is burning, and heâs fairly sure the weird aching sensation in his head is his skull knitting itself back together, which. He really, really didnât need to know what that feels like.Â
Thereâs a scraping in his chest when he breathes in, but at least heâs breathing.Â
Where is he? He could be anywhere. He could be in the middle of the street, could have been dragged away from the fighting from someone who had seen him breathing through a wound that should have killed him immediately. When he wakes, what will he find? Will they have taken his weapon? How long has he been dead?Â
Will Nicolò be able to find him, if they are separated? Will he even try?
Slowly but steadily, he starts to hear something: a high pitched whistling that sounds like itâs coming from deep inside his own head. The darkness begins to lift, leaving flickering amber lights across his vision, and a shadow in front of him.Â
Thereâs a voice, too, one that sharpens into words as Yusufâs hearing begins to return. He doesnât understand their meaning, but the cadence of them and the voice itself is familiar.Â
âAre you awake?â Nicolò asks softly, switching to Arabic.Â
Yusuf tries to make a sound in response. Whether itâs audible he doesnât know, because the only noise he can really make is a rasping exhale, but Nicolò hushes him anyway.
âDo not⌠you can be slow,â Nicolò says. Heâs more comfortable with the sounds of the language now, but still doesnât always string sentences together well. âWe are safe. I am here.â
Heâs made aware of where his hand is by the feeling of Nicolò reaching for it. Yusuf manages to make an actual sound this time, but still canât form words. Nicolò squeezes his hand gently.Â
âI am here,â he says again.Â
Eventually, Yusufâs skull seems to piece itself back together fully, and his vision sharpens, letting him see that theyâre backed into the corner of the two remaining intact walls of a house ravaged by fire, Nicolò crouched in front of him with his sword in hand. Thereâs a trail of blood leading to where Yusuf is lying now, and a section of the room that has collapsed. He can piece together enough. Nicolò would have had to drag him over here.
This time, he manages to make a sound, even if he canât quite form words. Nicolò looks down at him over his shoulder, and there is blood on his face and in his hair, and only then does Yusuf notice the bodies in the room.Â
âOkay?â Nicolò asks.Â
Yusuf manages to nod, and it sends a spike of pain along his spine. Nicolò turns slightly to look at him properly.Â
âYou are almost done, I think,â he says. âYou did not⌠you were asleep for a long time. I did not know ifâŚâ
âNicolò,â Yusuf finally manages, hoarse.
âRest,â Nicolò says. âI am here.â
(letter asks)
#neon answers#scriggle-scraggle#neon writes#the old guard#kaysanova#me personally i am obsessed with the mental image of nicolo crouching with his sword in front of yusuf while he's recovering#what happened to yusuf: wall fell on him#nicolo COULD have kept fighting but he's physically shielding him from anyone who might try to get to him while he's healing (incredibly#vulnerable) and thats well. Something to me. is this well written ? i dont know. i am feelin something abt it tho#this is like uhhhh somewhat pre relationship . the other thing is that nicolo is deliberately trying to speak arabic so its easier for yusu#bc like. as someone who tries to regularly switch between languages. i think its probably Not Easy to work in a language youre still#learning (italian) right after like. Dying with your brain barely online#thats why his senses dont go back btw. brain is healing. so thats why nicolos doing that#NOt that you all desperately needed to know that but i wanted to let you all know anyway#thank you for the prompt!!!#also i know whatever position nicolò's got his hand in to be able to hold yusuf's hand AND still face outward is super awkward but#i wanted the image and he's immortal it's fine
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With your lovely reviews on FFN and AO3 motivating me, I have been doing marginally better and have been able to write. So here is the next edited chapter for ISOH (AO3). Full story on FFN Fingers crossed, the next chapter of WFD should be out soon as well.
#romione#in search of hermione#multichap#when fate decides#my readers are the sweetest#sharing Romione love through angsty stories#to each one of you who is posting reviews on these to keep me motivated - all my love#you guys have no clue how much it makes me go on knowing that these stories are loved#Coz I love to write but there are days i am at work for over 14hrs and i work weekends#i have tried writing more regularly but getting the energy after an insane 6 day work-week is not always possible#then i get those msgs - see you loving our two favourite idiots#see you all so invested in these stories and i know i need to give back the love. And it gives me more happiness than i can express
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// personal
how strange it is to observe yourself changing
#not snz#delete later#another suddencolds yap post đ i apologize#i have been trying to draft a post like this for awhile now... i suppose this is a subset of the many thoughts i've had lately#this year has been so strange??! i joked in january about taking a leave to metamorphose into someone more tolerable but#honestly i am not sure if i am more tolerable now... though i do feel like i've changed. :')#for the better? for the worse? unsure... i feel like i am finding out more and more that#my social battery is unfortunately finite đ and that i must be more selective in how i choose to spend my time đââď¸#i think all throughout uni the majority of my substantial social interactions happened#over text/online? irl i made a lot of acquaintances via classes and student organizations... but the number of#close friends i had and actively met up with irl was pretty low đ and that embarrassed me!! like#how can one đŤľđź be surrounded by so many smart people her age and come away with so few in-person friends?? âšď¸ skill issue truly!!! đđ#even now i sometimes feel like the need to defend myself from that uncharitable perception of me? as though the idea that#there is/was something wrong with me is something i need to actively disprove đĽ˛#taken objectively i feel like i'm doing okay socially đ i have a decent handful of irl friends that#i meet with pretty regularly and people do seek out my company... but there's this feeling at the back of my mind that#no one will believe me when i say it. perhaps because i am so deeply used to seeing myself as undesirable :')#(^ i think this was all more painful than i am getting across in writing and i am summarizing it all from a point of relative detachment đś)#but anyways! i am older now and it feels like things are shifting... or that i'm being forced to acknowledge that i have limits socially#in terms of energy rather than capability. which is new :') and i've also been thinking about the feeling of closeness (or lack thereof)#that i feel when it comes to the various friendships in my life. i think i am really fully vulnerable like#kind of seldom actually... but on the rare occasion that i feel sufficiently attached i worry i come across as a little intense đ#(if i have embarrassed myself in front of you i am very sorry đđ i'm still figuring things out)#(not sure if anyone is still reading this but) these tags are getting long enough đââď¸
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A couple years ago when A Starless Clan came out Nightheart hating his name and association with his (male!!) ancestor and admiring a random Windclan warrior and thinking about how well her name suited her spoke to me (<- person who hated its deadname for reasons it didn't understand to be gender-related and constantly tried to justify in other ways) HARD. And I dreamed up this fun time-travel scenario where Nightheart got stuck back in first arc times and met Firestar and came to actually know him as more than a mythical figure and also realized she was a woman and was eventually able to come back to Thunderclan more confident and sure of herself and who she was (and could maybe even. Request. Her Own Name. Instead of Bramblestar just pulling one out of his ass for her instead).
And then the second book came out.
#GOD i hope this doesn't show up in the warrior cats tag#sigh......#and obviously they would never write a trans character(and probably wouldn't do time travel (again))#i knew it was a headcanon. a headcanon i created a little au to explore.#but what they did with nightheart's character was so. just. it was Ugh.#idk. just need to get this all off my chest ig.#we'll be back to our regularly scheduled tma programming soon#i'm actually working on a jonref rn!!
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most annoying thing about being me is that i cannot engage with like. any fanon shit about dennis because i'm constantly on some advanced derangement and the stuff i thought two years ago when i was first getting comfy in the fandom is still the way everyone else looks at dennis but i'm like. yes but its Worse than this. you're like a quarter of the way there. this isn't the interesting bit, this is a symptom of it, keep going.
#ada speaks#i tried reading fic. i got probably 5 minutes in and was like hm i dont think i can do this#it doesnt like. piss me off. it just also does not interest me in the least#that post going around the other day got me thinking too like fjsmbfkfkj#i think maybe macbrain often causes ppl to come to the wrong conclusions too but đĽ´#like i see so many people apply the same logic that makes sense with mac to dennis and it's like whoa. wait a minute. huh??#we're doing the catholic guilt thing here with him...? you think he's got a complex with that?#you think den's been anything other than openly queer since the show began ?? jdehkbfjkherbfjh i dont know man. where are you getting that.#dennis' shit is so far removed from anything else i think you NEED to understand him in a vacuum before applying individual circumstances#ie. when trying to understand dennis' behaviour Around Mac i don't actually think it has much to do with mac at all#or at least nowhere near as much as ppl give him credit for lol#he's just. like that. he's behaving perfectly in line with himself just not. with anything else. its not that complicated really#i also don't think that he hates himself nearly as much as everyone seems to think#conversely. also nowhere near the narcissist everyone makes him out to be.#still cant get over the absolute deranged interaction i had on twitter a while back where it was like.#''dennis isnt legitimately interested in Anyone because he's too in love with himself.'' like hdksbkfngmdjshdkfjfndj LOVES HIMSELF??#first of all the SINNED system is right there and those steps and that GOAL Mean Something secondly fhkfnskjrjdkbsnsnfnfk#meanwhile i was talking about some fic concepts & hcs a while back with a friend and they were like youre straight up writing plural dennis#like. ah. yeah. victoria is an alter. somehow i've written this while being like. hm. what IS victoria to him.#these two are distinct people coexisting in this body and dennis still *exists* even after coming out and transitioning...?#but how can i even begin to talk about this when i don't agree that much of anything in canon points to this. it's like.#i dont think brian lefevre or hugh honey or his random personas are alters. its specifically victoria and a few other instances#and victoria isn't even. a thing. glenn just conveniently gave a 'canon' name to a thing i was Already conceptualizing but its? not canon#anyway golden god firefighter and victoria manager. hello. anyone. dennis and victoria co-fronting.#this is more about. IFS than DID but it's.#idgaf about the macden other ppl froth at the mouth over im inside dennis' brain poking around i find them fascinating but not like that#(there is something wrong with me)#genuinely wish i could enjoy the stuff in the tag and the stuff that showed up on my dashboard regularly this is a curse DBKSBFMF
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Ok, weâre back!
I dragged myself out of my other hyperfixations to bring you chapter 33, aka âDean bumps into the very last person he thought heâd see and asks Jack the million dollar questionâ!
I really like where these next few chapters go guys, they were tough to write but I think I needed to take this little detour with Dean, just for my own sanity! Thanks again for all your love on this story, it means so much that people are reading my silly little fix it!
#oooh drama time#also i am so sorry for the delay on this story omg i have been caught up in big time rush#because apparently iâm fifteen again#but weâre back#and iâll have more time to write soon once work finishes up#so iâll post more regularly#this chapter is a tough one for dean#not as tough as the last one#but still tough#also when i was searching for a gif for this i realized i fucking miss dean and i need to get back into my rewatch#my love#dean winchester#castiel#jack kline#destiel#supernatural#my writing#lauraâs writing
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Hello again tumblr ^-^
It's been a while...đ
#I know I don't have to but I always feel a need to apologise when I disapear for long periods of time#i'm sorry to anyone who's been waiting for more art or stories#I'm sorry to the freinds I've lost touch with (I still love u I promise)#If anyone cares The reason I've been gone is I'm actually pretty sick atm ^^:#still no idea with what (most probably more then one thing)#but I've finally found a doctor I don't have to fight with to be taken seriously#(why and how is someone who doesn't belive in sickness a doctor?)#so although I'm not actually better I have a little more energy that was previously being spent fighting my idiot of a doctor#so I really hope to get back to writing and drawing and posting real soon#I can't promise it'll be regularly or scheduled but i'll try#cuz boy have I missed it#I've missed everyone and I've missed the joy of sharing art and stories with you all#thanks for reading this ramble#hope ya'll are having a good day#keziha rambles#random stuff
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babe focus on one,ONE!!
I KNOW IM SORRY LMFAOO I LITERALLY MY ASS IS SITTING HERE FEELING UNMOTIVATED AND BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND THEN ILL GET A BURST OF ENERGY FOR SOMETHING ELSE OH MY GOD MY BRAINN UGHHHH
youre gonna hate me so much when i say im writing the hollywood!au thing rn instead of my other wips they are CRYING for me rn but i dont wanna get to it just yet
#bon answers#my brain CANNOT decide its actually so bad#guys trust dw i just need to like get back into writing more regularly dw dw#i say as im being dragged into an asylum bc my wips are about to beat me up for not paying attention to them#they're there but i dont wanna get into it unless i know for sure what im writing
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At my recent choir concert, they encouraged us to show off other talents during the little intermission show thing. I read out a poem I wrote for my girlfriend.
Afterwards, a few other members of the choir approached me and started gushing about my poem and saying I need to look into publishing it.
The next choir practice, one of them caught me after and started telling me about local writing groups and a local literary arts magazine. She desperately wants me to join a group and to submit something to the magazine. And like...
This lady is a publishing and publicity agent. Helping writers get their work out there is literally what she does for a living. And she thinks my writing is Good. Like, she genuinely thinks this silly little poem I performed is Really, Really Good.
So... I think I am going to submit to the magazine. And maybe over the summer I'll see about attending a few of the writing group get togethers to see how I feel about it... My plan was to focus on writing this summer. But this was totally unexpected!!
#west rambles#i plan on becoming more active on here again as i get back into writing regularly#needed somewhere to vent my overwhelm with all this for now#i just...#her job is literally to support Real Published Authors#and she told me that im a stand-out talent#she reads A Lot of aspiring authors work#she knows what she's talking about#im so flattered#and so definitely feeling imposter syndrome#like.. me? really?#this reaction to that silly poem??#surely i don't deserve it#but it's literally her job!!!#and she has no reason at all to lie to me!#she wouldn't have sought me out after practice and even Demanded i show her that i wrote down the info for the writing groups and magazine#if she wasn't serious
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It's so nice to have this tiny little selection of WIPs to prioritize. Really helps me to keep my focus where it should be.
Wait, what's this?
IT'S A LONG-ABANDONED WIP WITH A STEEL CHAIR!!
#so two days ago i was looking back at some of my stories i like and thinking that they were all garbage#well then yesterday (actually at 3 am shh don't tell) i was looking at some things i liked less and found that they were surprisingly good#(my imagination kicked in during the interim and supplied some really nice mental movies that made the stories come alive)#and guys that arateph princess and the pea retelling has me going feral#both povs have fantastic conflicts#the fairy tale gets to tie in perfectly with the politics and philosophy issues in this world#and now i really really want to get to the core of this story and try to figure out how to finish it#because there's a ton of thematic and internal things happening#but how to realistically tie it in with the need for action is logistically difficult#i've got at least three threads here and the 'assassination attempt' thing is the most concrete possibility but also the hardest to fit in#i may just have to open a new doc and rubber-duck it to see if something comes together#incidentally the fact that this kind of thing regularly happens with my backlog of seasonally-specific ideas is why i rarely finish anythin#ah well what do you do?#adventures in writing
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"I haven't used my bullet journal in a while, that's why I feel like I've lost control of my life. If I start using it again, everything will be great once more." â confusing the symptom with the disease like a ding dong
#i never really used it for planning i mostly used it to write down my expenses#regularly using my bullet journal meant that i often had a moment where i didn't need to urgently work OR urgently rest#i had moments where i could choose to do 'work' for myself and organize my life#and yeah I've been telling myself 'i just need to get back to it' for almost as long as i haven't been using it#but i don't#mogologue
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a compilation of Asbel canonically being an angsty little bitch:










#dolphin plays graces again#asbel lhant#all of these are from today he's currently in his emo era#tbf he did recently lose his dad abandon his dream and get banished from his home#he's trying REALLY hard to be useful to richard and sophie here and has some obvious doubts and insecurities about it#like he's actually more suspicious of pascal than richard is. which of them has trust issues again?#but i think he' wary bc he's trying to protect sophie and richard. he's sort of the leader of the group rn and she's a strange stranger đ
#i dont think i previously saw that skit you can get if you try to go back to lhant. i cant believe mr. power of friendship just said that :#tho it's debatable whether he's tossing away his friends/family/home or if he feels like the one who has been tossed#anyway all of this makes me feel better abt my own writing. see he CAN be petty and jealous and by god that savior complex#i didn't get a picture but he literally thanked richard for relying on him during a skit where he was worried abt failing to help sophie#dude needs to be needed it's the cornerstone of his mental health (which i chip away at regularly in writing đ)
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