#I need sleep real bad

[flufflecat]

Billtlest pet shop

[aq2003]

hamlet x ophelia mixed messages amv

[dizzybizz]

ms jay herself (and apple)

[thebibliosphere]

I keep wondering why I feel like garbage today and not getting anything done, and then I'm like, ah yeah, right, allergic reaction that kept me awake until 3am because my throat kept trying to close. That'll be why.

[sallymew4]

EVERYONE STOP WHAT YOURE DOING RIGHT FUCKING NOW

EVERYBODY SHUT UP IMMEDIATELY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[blenderblades]

Tw:Gore, carcrash

GAME OVER

I have no fucking clue how I pulled that off; well other then me being extremely overwhelmed by negative thoughts and generally feeling like shit.

Anyway yeah. It's just stroke of sudden inspiration in unlikely scenario.

Edit; I forgot to add warnings. It was really late and I wasn't all there.

Here's the speedpaint as well and the song I listen on loop for the last 1 hour and 38 minutes:

[greensagephase]

it finally got cold where I live and I'm currently very cold (like, my hands are freezing more than usual) and all I'm thinking about is how wonderful it would be to climb into bed with Miguel already laying on it, under the sheets. Like, his body heat immediately greets you as you settle next to him before he pulls you into his arms, ready to warm you up because Miguel knows you're cold, he knows you so well. He'd chuckle when you snuggle closer, happy to share his warmth with his lovely partner. He holds your hands and gently murmurs in the privacy and comfort of your shared bedroom, "your hands are cold, mi vida" (def thinking about that scene from P&P 2005🥹) before he tenderly kisses them to begin warming them up.

[piroeoe]

working retail really has me weighing my options. these shifts are so short that id probably only make a little less if i took on commissions. demand being fickle could be a bit of a problem though, guess I'll wait and see what financial aid says about me going to college

[secretly-a-trekkie]

lol i think it is kinda funny how often we take our favorite overworked little guy (gender neutral ) and just go oh yeah he (gender neutral) hasn't slept in a month and his blood is now coffee and redbull but said guy (gender neutral) is just functioning mostly normally but with no filter

[vaguely-concerned]

my capacity to see a bad fandom take and just blithely say 'okay! I disagree' internally and move on because it's not my responsibility or concern that someone else thinks that has leveled up so tremendously over the years. I haven't quite escaped the pit of misery yet but I think I'm getting there

[farceargon]

"He was alight with eyes, replete with arms that continued to tear from the ground and his own body, and stained with fluorescent blood and pus that poured down him in glowing rivulets. Insectoid legs, patterned like ribs, curled against his chest and ripped into an obvious, drooling seam that cut through the center of his body."

"His face was fuller and less skeletal, domed and long and divided into sections by snapping jaws that flared out like a star, each deformed by massive teeth that grew like ram’s horns from his mouth. A mane of tentacles whipped violently around his head and slithered down his back, excess arms and quills forming a halo behind him that traced a crown of spiraling blue-green fire."

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Benrey's true form from @kogo-dogo 's fic, Human Resources Violation. Hey actual banger.

I REALLY LIKE THIS FIC. If you like HLVRAI you NEEEEEED to read it so bad. I stayed up all night making this and regret nothing. I cannot believe the fic ended with one of my most beloved things in existence (eldritch kaiju battle).

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Without dramatic lighting below the cut.

[aaron-is-comatose]

just absolutely refusing to be normal about him

[pepsimanan]

Hello ❢

I love your voice synth art, and you have a great artstyle in general ❢

May I suggest you draw Yuto Fujimura (UTAU) ? Or any other Yupphire UTAUloid, I think they all look great. Ɛ>

Have a nice day ❢

#27 Yuto Fujimura

[lesbianfakir]

Not to get personal but I think the reason princess tutu stuck with me for so long after watching it is like. As someone with low self esteem and abandonment issues seeing our hero hate who she is at her core only to make a friend who not only tolerated her “ugly” side but is so so deeply charmed by who she is under the mask that he wants to spend the rest of his life with her no strings attached? That’s the fucking DREAM

It’s the fantasy of having someone who loves you even when you’ve stopped being useful, when you can’t be funny or interesting or any of the traits you try to cultivate to make yourself more palatable to others. It’s the fantasy of having someone see to the core of you and not flinching, instead, coming away more endeared than before.

Princess Tutu is about hope. When Duck, our hero who brings hope to everyone, falls into despair, her best friend is there to bring hope back to her. And I think it says something that hope is the emotion the show leaves me with too. Hope for a better future. Hope that one day, like Duck, I’ll grow out of the ugly duckling phase and be able to embrace my true self.

[stoutguts]

actually crying over the fact that Soap isn't a real person. like wtf do you mean, (I’m delusional btw), I need him to real for the sake of my mental health and well-being.

also on a semi—unrelated note…

JUST ☝️ CHANCE

JUST 1️⃣ CHANCE “CAPTAIN” MACTAVISH

ITS ALL IM FUCKING ASKING I SWEAR

I WILL GET DOWN ON MY KNEES

I WILL DO WHATEVER YOU WANT ME TO, WHATEVER IT TAKES

LIKE PLEASEEEEE, I’M BETTER THAN THAT THE BONEHEADED FREAK

I PROMISE I’D MAKE YOU THE HAPPIEST MAN IN THE WORLD

LIKE ON GODDDDD, PLEASE

PLEASEEE

I BEG OF YOUUUUU

[cent-scratchnsniff]

progressing through the myth of sisyphus again