#I miss you lots

[wifeguycentral]

if you get here and decide you dont want to be touched, i will not hold your hand or help you in the car. i will give you my bed and sleep on the couch. i will lay on the floor with you, as close as i can get without upsetting you, and treasure every second that we get to exist in the same space. i will wait by doors and track the hours on the clock and count the stray hairs on your head so i can remember every detail of you. even if we never touch, i will wait patiently by your side until you feel like yourself again. i am so in love with you. i hope you know how important you are. i will remind you of it as often as you need. i hope you are sleeping soundly.

[sirlordevil]

I used to know this one asshole that made me feel emotions. It sucked like "Wow! You remembered I liked this thing based off of a random conversation? You were able to keep that information for months on end and buy me this thing? That was....kind of you. I appreciate this a lot..." Then they were killed, like most of those people. How tf you gonna make me feel emotions then die like that. They hit me with the "It's okay to live on without me, don't give up on what you believe in." stuff too.

Lesson of the day: don't have friends, don't have family, don't have identity, and don't feel things. The last 2 parts are most important.

[wishfulsketching]

More of the Silco survives AU! This is part three. Part 1 and Part 2

The girls learn the truth and Silco gets a taste of a monster

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[dx8]

saw a video this morning of someone asking their grandma to walk him down the aisle to his wedding and it made me me happy but so sad about missing my own grandma...

[quixoticprince]

Remember how Miss Pauling said she'd spent her whole life to help the administrator....

She didn't even know what she was helping with, but she wanted to be by her side, until she learned how deeply personal and self destructive the whole thing was... and in the end there never was going to be a 'place' set for her :^(

I'm so sorry Flo 😭

[pangur-and-grim]

the end of an era.

I did my best to give them all good lives.

[avenoirn]

brothers, wherever we are

[lotus-pear]

charm stat at debonair ‼️‼️

[katsinspats]

Tragic: Guy you based your entire villain backstory on doesn't even remember you

[kennedy-brooke]

Popping in to tell u I love and miss u

ROSE 🥹 i love and miss you more babe, i hope you're doing well lovely 🫶🏼

[chalkrub]

some of the head coms from recently <:^) indefinitely still open for these !

[notbrucewayne48]

"aphobia doesn't exist"

bitch literally not that long ago an aroace youtuber animator was insulted by almost half of its community for being it

[casscainmainly]

Duke insulting Jason Todd for no reason oh Duke nation we are so back

[d0rianw1lde]

Eddie WOULD write love songs for Steve, you guys just aren’t creative enough.

“But he likes metal!” I hear you shout. I shut your lips. He likes metal, yes, but I think a lot of you are confusing the type of metal Eddie listens to with like, hardcore black metal.

Eddie Munson listens to Metallica, Motorhead, Ronnie Dio, all THREE of which have love songs in their discography. Sure, he’s not writing about how much he loves the feeling of Steve’s lips against his and how the sun hits Steve’s eyes at just the right angle or something, but he IS writing about a looming monster, imprisoning him in chains that wrap tightly around his soul like a curse. A fire-breathing demon that pulls him back from his true desires- to capture the forbidden idol from its temple and slay the monster once and for all. He IS writing about running away with precious jewels and destroying all that comes in his path.

Eddie Munson’s writing Wizard-metal love songs about Steve Harrington in a language he’ll never understand. His band loves it because it’s fantastical, it’s intense, it’s metal. Eddie likes it because it’s about the feeling of loving someone that, to his knowledge, he can never have.

You guys gotta start getting wild with it, man. Because the Eddie I know is putting it all on the line tbh.

[solarockk]

that one twitter trend