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blocks-with-lore · 28 days ago

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Am I a part of the little part of the fandom that did like the nuke ending at least a little bit?

Yeah.

Do I also like this ending?

Yeah... yeah, I do quite like it. ^ ^

#dsmp #I mean I've been starved #Tommy could've gone online and said he was on drugs and dying and I would've eaten it anyway #but like #a soft ending???#in 2024???#I love to savor that.

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fidgetspringer-art · 9 months ago

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✦ Linger ✦

#artists on tumblr #art #illustration #my art #digital art #digital drawing #my ocs #noah #oc art #You know that feeling when you're touch starved as all hell so when someone does touch you the feeling sticks around for hours after?#yeah that #with a side of Noah running away from what he REALLY wants but can't allow himself to keep #meaning he's then repeatedly shocked to realise he does in fact end up missing Martin every time he runs off #i'm still having a lot of fun experimenting with some new stuff #really happy with how this one came out though #i think i finally nailed that balance between texture and smoothness i've been trying to achieve for a while now #at the core of these experimets is the hunt for the style i have in mind for a future comic project #and i think this is very close to what i'm after #I want to use pop-art elements like these more as well #those bold colourful outlines and haphazard shapes slapped on top of things #messing with gouache on the side is genuinely helping me think differently when i paint digitally which is very neat #loving the process so far and excited to see what new skills i can learn from this

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hyakunana · 2 years ago

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We definitely missed you, Osiris.

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #bungie #destiny art #season of the seraph #osiris #destiny osiris #saint 14 #o14 #clovis bray i #ana bray #anastasia bray #fanart #comics #ana: pls osiris i'll let you beat clovis but dont mess up red's frame pls red's my kid #ITS A NEW SEASON WHICH MEANS SEASONAL COMICS #you all have no idea how long i've been starving for bray update #my followers: 'we do we have seen your elsie material'#speakin of which wHERE IS MY BEST GIRL AND REASON OF MY LIFE??????#I know she has lines bc of trivias regarding switching VAs in some languages sO WHERE IS SHE #EVEN MARA - another on the run towards becomin solar system next top ego - IS HERE #and even with my high expectations this first week wAS SO SUNPRISINGLY GOOD THANKS THE EGOTISTICAL GRANDPAS #THREE EXCHANGED LINES BETWEEN THOSE TWO IS ALREADY WORTH THE SEASON #expectation: sotseraph will be my fav season thanks bray sisters #reality: sotseraph is my fav season thanks osiris and cb the first #me: //pats my osiris mini plush// i missed you birb grandpa #me: //super ready sfx// i missed you too bray grandpa #my favorite part of having clovis around is that my inner joke 'did you thank a braytech exoscience engineer today?' can be real ASDFGHJKL #bc whenever i read an o14 fic where osiris admires s14 body i remind myself that was built by human hands

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bikananjarrus · 6 months ago

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i finally started reading the high republic books! i finished light of the jedi last night, so here are a few of my (non-spoilery) thoughts:

jedi doing cool shit with the force is my favorite thing and there is SO much good jedi doing cool shit with the force content

also the way the force was described was just, really beautiful. it's been a while since any visual star wars medium has really made me feel in awe of the force, but this did the job so well.

the little worldbuilding aspects were really cool. (hypserspace travel still being developed, bacta isn't mass-produced yet, etc.) this book was just a really nice reminder about how cool and strange and fun the star wars galaxy can be (when actual effort is put into making it that way)

on that note, god it felt good to have good star wars content. like this was SO. GOOD. (and i'm so so excited to move onto the next books, but i kind of didn't want this one to end bc charles soule is such a beautiful writer. and he made every pov interesting and engaging; i was never bored)

i think maybe my favorite pov to read from was bell's. he made me laugh, and soule wrote him in such a way that was youthful but not childish, and it was just such a joy reading his pov. i felt so connected to him immediately, and was so proud of him by the end of the book! can't wait to see where his story goes. (also i love his and loden's relationship and i have SO many feelings about the end of the book like..... iykyk.)

avar and elzar. avar and elzar. AVAR AND ELZAR. they've got me down so. bad. help.....i love both of them individually, and their dynamic together is everything to me actually. (i have so many more thoughts on them, but i’ll come back to them later)

another bullet point to again say how much i LOVE jedi doing cool shit with the force, and relating it to elzar and a) how he describes the force as an endless sea.... yeah. i'm in love w that description; and b) him wanting to push boundaries, explore all that the force is capable, is just really really cool.

the epilogue. I have not stopped thinking about it. like i got yearning and terrifying force visions all in one chapter?? charles soule did that for ME <3

i'm reading the main books for phase one in order, so next up is test of courage, then into the dark. (even though i reallyyyy want to just go right to the rising storm lol)

#also i don't know any major spoilers so please don't send me any thank youuuu <33 #like the only thing is that like.. [glances nervously at the starlight beacon]. but even then i don't actually KNOW what happens there #but i'm literally so excited to keep reading. like it's been a LONG time since i've just wanted to DEVOUR a book series like this #i think part of that is how starved i've been for good starwars content lol #but this is getting me more excited for the acolyte! i mean i'm still going into that a little wary bc the recent sw shows have #left a lot to be desired imo #but i'm at least excited to see more of this era #also if y'all see me webweaving later for avar and elzar - don't mind me lol #i can't stop thinking about them #like it's actually embarrassing how quickly they got me #light of the jedi #the high republic #mik reads the high republic #star wars

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here-there-were-dragons · 5 months ago

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i have to wonder what super hardcore militant vegans think should be done about obligate carnivore animals, because in all my painfully-rapidly-approaching-30-years i've literally never actually seen anyone give a clear consistent much less halfway feasible answer on that

#mostly i've just seen like “how dare you ask questions you just want an excuse to murder you're sealioning ect”#or worse some vague and wildly improbable nonsense about like. fake robot animals covered in beyond meat or something equally convoluted #which is a thing i did see someone suggest as a serious answer #i mean i already know they think i'm a genetically inferior hateful vampire that should starve to death for the greater good #because my exact combination of health conditions make meat basically the only semi-safe way i can get close to enough nutrients #i know this because they have repeatedly told me that i'm either evil or should be sacrificed or both #and yelled at me for asking questions by bringing up the whole disabled thing and then they're like #“a lot of vegans i know are advocates for disability!” as if that ever means jack shit in the society that results from anything #no matter what you do a vast majority of people in any given society will *not* be advocates for the disabled. i'm sorry they just won't.#and what do you think public perception of people who physically can't survive like that is going to skew towards #in a society founded on the belief that non-vegan diets are evil?#at absolute best we're looking at being a heavily marginalized class generally seen as something like vampires and our existences taboo.#(as if these type's own insistence that they should be allowed to harass and shame people doesn't disprove their assertion that we won't be #thinking it could possibly go any better than that is a fucking fairy tale. human nature doesn't work that way.#you simply cannot eliminate the human desire to designate and abuse a class of have-nots. the absolute best you can do is mitigate damage.#take it from someone who's been multiple kinds of disabled and chronically ill all my life. people will not “just”. ever.#i get this even from people who are otherwise very aware of and VERY GOOD at avoiding this sort of thinking #“i'm a disability advocate!” no you are not. you are a poster. my experience has taught me that what people advocate for in their free time #means precisely jack shit for how they will actually act when faced with the situations they make otherwise rational posts about #and the fact of the matter is even if you somehow really are the perfect disability advocate a majority of people WILL NOT BE YOU.#a majority of people in society will be margrat from accounting who clutches her pearls when she sees the gays and thinks autism isnt real #and who has never had a nuanced thought in her life and actively does not want to #a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will not be you and your friends who march with wheelchair users and volunteer at the shelte #a vast majority of people in your Vegan Utopia will be jenny who starved 8 cats to death on broccoli because she can't be bothered #and who thinks that “carnivores” are actual nazis and don't deserve healthcare because she saw someone say that online.#ALWAYS assume your society will be made up mostly of the worst kind of person it can because it WILL ALWAYS BE TRUE and you can't change it #most people seek the low-effort option. and evil is most often banal and low-effort.#i'm just so fucking tired of every single even vaguely lefty-adjacent political movement simultaneously acting like i don't fucking exist #and at the same time that i need to be sacrificed to achieve Utopia. god. at least conservative whackjobs are upfront and honest about #how they think that i'm a burden on society that needs to be Eugenics'd . rather than trying to morally gaslight me about it.

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serialreblogger · 9 months ago

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hi hello!! just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and hope you are well! here's a picture of my lizard and my cat :]

!!!! is beautiful 🩵💜🩵 thank you friend!! the feeling is mutual, i'd love to know how you've been

#i've been missing my online friends this past year #can't promise i'm back yet #but i've gained a bunch of weight recently!#by which i mean i'm no longer in danger of starving to death #and my energy levels are quite a bit better as a consequence so!#i'll most likely be back starting this summer once i'm done with my master's #but i really appreciate the kind thoughts #i'll drop by ur ask box/messages as soon as i'm sure i'll be able to hold a conversation #i really do want to know how you've been #til then sending love friend 🩵#ask linden

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invisible-pink-toast · 1 year ago

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fjsdlfkhasdhfasldfhsadlf i cANNOT BELIEVE that this is how they finally kiss. like i gave up on this show YEARS ago because it was just downward spiralling, but there are still people who watch and love it and THIS is what they get???

after sticking with this show and this ship after everything?? all these years of nonsense?? the romantic equivalent of a scooby doo door gag?? and this is the big damn kiss!!!

and it’s so ugly sajdflksahdfl;sahdfaslfh

they look like they’re grimacing! why? it looks like she’s trying to crush his face? or tell him he’s an idiot sandwich? what’s going on with all the arms??? why is his hand up so high on her head it looks so weird like he’s about to start quoting hamlet and talking about yorrick. there’s skulls on her dress for some reason. they don’t have lips. her nose looks like it’s trying to fuse with his nose. i just can’t believe it looks that bad.

like, look at some other kisses from cgi tv shows:

literally fine! romantic, sweet, sometimes with a cool background, hands are placed perfectly normally. keep in mind that some of these are the Big Damn Kiss moments, and some are just a kiss after they’re already together. and yet they all look waaaay better then the mlb one.

note especially callum & rayla’s sad/emotional kiss where her hand is cupping his face - and yet it still looks normal! so it’s achievable

#i mean i'm sure some people are happy they finally kissed #but it's like they've been given stale crumbs after being starved #it does not look good and i am sorry #i've seen fanart of it this kiss that has pretty much everything the same #just fixed their expressions and hand placements #and it looks fine!#but nooooo #mlb #miraculous ladybug #mlb salt #miraculous ladybug salt #i guess? i'm not dissing the characters or the ship just the way the show is being presented #mlb spoilers

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reginaofdoctorwho · 4 months ago

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my cat's dying and i feel so horrible about it

#he's starving #he was refusing to eat and losing weight and we were finally able to get into the vet today #he has a huge mass near his liver that the xray couldn't tell what it was #could be a tumor could be intestinal obstruction could be adhesions #i feel so horrible because he was only eating when i'd sit next to him and either eat with him or pet him while he was eating #even then only a little but the last couple days he wasn't even doing that #and he's staying overnight at the vet until he gets exploratory surgery thursdau #and i don't want him feeling like he's been abandoned #if he came home between yesterday and thursday he'd die before the surgery #at least there he has an iv #but i know he won't eat there and he's the friendliest neediest cat i've ever had and i don't want him to be alone and there isn't even #anyone there with the cats overnight so he IS alone and i don't want him to die alone #and the vet said even if he makes it to thursday he might die during the surgery because of the weight loss and size of the mass #if it's cancer we have to put him down and it means 4 of our other cats could get cancer #because they're related #if it's an obstruction it's more serious for him but the others are safe #i don't want him to die #he's only 5 and we just had to bury one of our pet sheep this week because she died of old age #at least she had a long life

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gotyouanyway · 1 year ago

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oversharing maybe sorry but i just stopped taking the pill recently bc i realized it was making me chronically miserable so i haven't had like a raw all natural pmdd episode since i was 18 i have no idea what that's gonna be like but i'm already not enjoying it

#bc i was on T then i went right to the pill when i stopped that #i mean the pill didn't WORK so i can't imagine it's going to be that much worse than what i've been experiencing emotionally #but the more physical pmdd symptoms are already worse than i ever remembered so i'm not having fun #i'm tired and brain foggy and FUCKING STARVING #p

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running-in-the-dark · 10 months ago

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oh - when my nephew was here he also told me that my mother said medication doesn't have any effect on hunger.

hahaha that's so fucking funny, I'm gonna scream :)

(was just reminded of this because I feel like I'm starving. because of my new meds. when without them... I don't really feel hungry until many hours after I should have eaten.)

#literally how can you say something so fucking stupid when you have zero experience with it yourself #I mean that's just what she does. always and about everything. but this one is particularly infuriating #I bet it came up because they were talking about my weight. and it wouldn't have been nice :) so that's just. awesome to know.#anyway yeah I literally feel COMPLETELY different when I'm on certain antidepressants. they make me hungry ALL THE TIME. and not slightly #hungry like hm I could eat. nope. so hungry that it feels like I'm starving only a few hours after I've had a meal #but sure! you know better! totally!#and it's LITERALLY in the damn information leaflet as a common side effect. for like three different meds I'm on. but no it's just because #I'm stupid :)#(for context. my mother is the most openly and proudly fatphobic person ever. she will very loudly talk about a fat person's body when they #are only a couple meters away. she hates fat people. so. this isn't a neutral statement coming from her. it's filled with hate and disgust #and I'm fucking sick of this shit. literally I'd feel so much more comfortable in my body if she were dead. it's the biggest hurdle to #getting over my own internalised fatphobia. my first thought is usually something she would say. it fucking sucks.)#tw fatphobia

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britneyshakespeare · 9 months ago

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you know. back when i reviewed poetry submissions for [insert unnamed literary magazine here], i once got a submission containing only two poems (you could submit up to five) both of which were about the author's older brothers, whose names are dan and john (my older brothers' names are dan and jon...athan) and her relationship w them and descriptions of them were not all that unlike my own brothers. still one of the weirdest things that has ever happened to me