#I mean I've been starved

[blocks-with-lore]

Am I a part of the little part of the fandom that did like the nuke ending at least a little bit?

Yeah.

Do I also like this ending?

Yeah... yeah, I do quite like it. ^ ^

[fidgetspringer-art]

✦ Linger ✦

[bikananjarrus]

i finally started reading the high republic books! i finished light of the jedi last night, so here are a few of my (non-spoilery) thoughts:

jedi doing cool shit with the force is my favorite thing and there is SO much good jedi doing cool shit with the force content

also the way the force was described was just, really beautiful. it's been a while since any visual star wars medium has really made me feel in awe of the force, but this did the job so well.

the little worldbuilding aspects were really cool. (hypserspace travel still being developed, bacta isn't mass-produced yet, etc.) this book was just a really nice reminder about how cool and strange and fun the star wars galaxy can be (when actual effort is put into making it that way)

on that note, god it felt good to have good star wars content. like this was SO. GOOD. (and i'm so so excited to move onto the next books, but i kind of didn't want this one to end bc charles soule is such a beautiful writer. and he made every pov interesting and engaging; i was never bored)

i think maybe my favorite pov to read from was bell's. he made me laugh, and soule wrote him in such a way that was youthful but not childish, and it was just such a joy reading his pov. i felt so connected to him immediately, and was so proud of him by the end of the book! can't wait to see where his story goes. (also i love his and loden's relationship and i have SO many feelings about the end of the book like..... iykyk.)

avar and elzar. avar and elzar. AVAR AND ELZAR. they've got me down so. bad. help.....i love both of them individually, and their dynamic together is everything to me actually. (i have so many more thoughts on them, but i’ll come back to them later)

another bullet point to again say how much i LOVE jedi doing cool shit with the force, and relating it to elzar and a) how he describes the force as an endless sea.... yeah. i'm in love w that description; and b) him wanting to push boundaries, explore all that the force is capable, is just really really cool.

the epilogue. I have not stopped thinking about it. like i got yearning and terrifying force visions all in one chapter?? charles soule did that for ME <3

i'm reading the main books for phase one in order, so next up is test of courage, then into the dark. (even though i reallyyyy want to just go right to the rising storm lol)

[here-there-were-dragons]

i have to wonder what super hardcore militant vegans think should be done about obligate carnivore animals, because in all my painfully-rapidly-approaching-30-years i've literally never actually seen anyone give a clear consistent much less halfway feasible answer on that

[serialreblogger]

hi hello!! just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you and hope you are well! here's a picture of my lizard and my cat :]

!!!! is beautiful 🩵💜🩵 thank you friend!! the feeling is mutual, i'd love to know how you've been

[invisible-pink-toast]

fjsdlfkhasdhfasldfhsadlf i cANNOT BELIEVE that this is how they finally kiss. like i gave up on this show YEARS ago because it was just downward spiralling, but there are still people who watch and love it and THIS is what they get??? 

after sticking with this show and this ship after everything?? all these years of nonsense?? the romantic equivalent of a scooby doo door gag?? and this is the big damn kiss!!! 

and it’s so ugly sajdflksahdfl;sahdfaslfh 

they look like they’re grimacing! why? it looks like she’s trying to crush his face? or tell him he’s an idiot sandwich? what’s going on with all the arms??? why is his hand up so high on her head it looks so weird like he’s about to start quoting hamlet and talking about yorrick. there’s skulls on her dress for some reason. they don’t have lips. her nose looks like it’s trying to fuse with his nose. i just can’t believe it looks that bad. 

like, look at some other kisses from cgi tv shows: 

literally fine! romantic, sweet, sometimes with a cool background, hands are placed perfectly normally. keep in mind that some of these are the Big Damn Kiss moments, and some are just a kiss after they’re already together. and yet they all look waaaay better then the mlb one. 

note especially callum & rayla’s sad/emotional kiss where her hand is cupping his face - and yet it still looks normal! so it’s achievable

[reginaofdoctorwho]

my cat's dying and i feel so horrible about it

[gotyouanyway]

oversharing maybe sorry but i just stopped taking the pill recently bc i realized it was making me chronically miserable so i haven't had like a raw all natural pmdd episode since i was 18 i have no idea what that's gonna be like but i'm already not enjoying it

[running-in-the-dark]

oh - when my nephew was here he also told me that my mother said medication doesn't have any effect on hunger.

hahaha that's so fucking funny, I'm gonna scream :)

(was just reminded of this because I feel like I'm starving. because of my new meds. when without them... I don't really feel hungry until many hours after I should have eaten.)

[britneyshakespeare]

you know. back when i reviewed poetry submissions for [insert unnamed literary magazine here], i once got a submission containing only two poems (you could submit up to five) both of which were about the author's older brothers, whose names are dan and john (my older brothers' names are dan and jon...athan) and her relationship w them and descriptions of them were not all that unlike my own brothers. still one of the weirdest things that has ever happened to me

[only-man-in-the-sky]

if interesting things don't keep happening, Castiel gets closer to convincing me to sleep

[anawkwardlady]

what is extremely annoying about getting called names and triggered because I'm not justifying using EDs as an excuse to be an ass towards fat people is that... It literally also happened like 2-3 times before. I said the whole "ed spaces are too sanitized i miss the good old days" is pretty much a bad ass take because "ED spaces" do not belong to skinny anorexic people. Bulimic people exist. People are also struggling with EDNOS and BED and have various bodies. So obviously they're going to tell you to fuck off when you share your 'deeply disordered thoughts' that are always dehumanizing fat people and average people who are not obsessed with openly starving themselves (Like BITCH, so much whining about "this is an illness, its only about me" to see you belittle your friends and family for not being your size in the next breath). If you're butt hurt about that, you're the one who wants your little space to be sanitized. You're the one who wants an echo chamber I dont know what to tell you. BUT I say this and next thing I'm being called jealous or that I CLEARLY never had an ED and struggled with anything restrictive, and i'm jealous, and i'm bitter, and i'm a faker blabla. Seriously fuck you.

[espresomartini]

My older sister and I would literally be dead without each other and I mean literally

[lovesthecure]

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[nc-vb]

I thought I had three exams in the next two days but I only have two!!!!!!! THEN I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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