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mewkwota · 1 month ago

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[ Full Synchro Achieved ]

I don't often share my VRChat goof-offs here, but this was such a wild moment. My brothers got me a VR headset for my birthday, and I wasn't sure if Tsux was going to fit the limited specifications. But once we got things linked together she was working perfectly.

This is like all I ever wanted to do here, I couldn't have been happier.

#I asked my sister to record the moment we got it all connected and I was just freaking out the whole time #I may share it later just because #like I knew I left her set as my avatar but I was expecting to appear as a fallback but my gosh #once I saw her hands it was over ( ; v; )#I really have to thank my brothers and dad #I was mainly putting off getting one myself due to my limited spare time #but I'm glad it works so we can all play with it when we can #vrchat #utau #panloid #tsux namine #(also you can see I added phys bones to their hair isn't that cool? :D )

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nattikay · 3 months ago

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OC lineup! All the characters that currently exist in this "story"

#oeyä ayskxawngtsyìp #some small details may be subject to change #others might also be added to the “story” later #for example a while ago I was thinking maybe Rolukx and Se'txelu also have a sister because why not #tentatively named her Mingal and she'd be a teenager in the default timeline #(for reference at that time Se'txelu and Neynari are in their early 20s and Rolukx in his late 20s)#but she doesn't have a particular design yet and I haven't decided on many details #me being me i will also prooooobably give Neynari and Se'txelu some kids of their own at some point but again so specific ideas just yet #maybe even give rolukx a love interest #for personal reasons i can't decide whether it would be more cathartic to give him one or to not give him one #idk we'll see #also btw since this is chibi style don't take it as a 100% accurate height comparison lol #fwiw on that front I think Seylana and Neynari are a bit shorter than average #Rolukx is slightly taller than average #and everyone else is pretty solidly Average™ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#also for those who didn't catch it in my previous post about these guys: Awlun is Lunaya's aunt (Awlun's brother is Lunaya's father)#hence the shared surname #also Seylana is not naturally blond; she started coloring her hair after Neynari was born to match her daughter #(there are canon Aranahe characters with hair like this such as Sa'nop and Nilngan)#(and yes I suspect it's artifical color because the tail tufts are still black. hence Seylana's tail tuft still being her natural color too #ANYWAYS #yeah #my art #neynari #se'txelu #rolukx #seylana #vontxu #awlun #lunaya

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zebratimw · 1 year ago

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Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it...#I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀#irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living...#just the ol regulars yknow?#and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want?#I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what?#whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate?#so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it?#that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

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blushft · 2 months ago

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i hardly post character thoughts at all but i just want it to be known that i do understand barmey's character and i know what he is like. i just don't post anything. ever.

#ianriley #based solely on my own posts it may seem like i don't understand him or have any thoughts on him.#but i do. i just never post! so this never comes through.#please believe that i have an accurate grasp on his characterization but neglect to post or share any of this. because i do.#the masses may think that i have flanderized him or misinterpreted him #but this is incorrect because you only see <1% of my in depth thoughts on this horrid man.#perhaps i will cook something up later but for now you have to take my word

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bri-does-art · 7 months ago

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i know this probably won’t do much, let alone anything at all, but i’m sorry for the stress this site has caused you and so many other creators here. i’m not asking for you to stick around on here, but i hope you know just how meaningful you and your art have been on here. you’re amazing. /pos

Hey, this ask has done a lot more than you would think. Thank you, you are very sweet. <3

I've kind of made up my mind about what I'm gonna do for a while now, but I've simply been... too busy and overwhelmed to take the time to let you guys know. I'm not going to delete my tumblr, there's just. Too much here that I don't want to lose.

So far the game plan is: keep my tumblr. But do not upload anymore art or writing on it - not because it's gonna get scraped, because it was already getting scraped anyway, AI company deal or not. It's pretty much unavoidable at this point, unfortunately. I simply do not trust Tumblr with my data, if they're going to sell EVERYTHING, including private messages and such, so I'm not going to give it anything worthwhile to profit off of. Instead, I'm going to start uploading my art exclusively on Ao3, for now. I'll answer any asks I receive here on there too, as well. I'll figure some kind of system out. 🤔

The cool thing about uploading to Ao3 is that anyone subscribed to my profile or to the containment series I will make will get a notification anytime I upload something new. Having my art and writing in one place is likely going to be more convenient for you guys too, since you won't have to move across platforms to get the full experience. 😄It'll be different... but a platform getting too greedy for its own good won't stop me from finding ways to share my stories with y'all. I'll just find another solution.

(I've also been entertaining the idea of joining or making my own Discord server but. That one is a little more delicate. The idea of joining a server that has hundreds of members like a lot of this fandom's servers have, just. Makes me break into hives, lmao. (I am in the Ghost in the Machine fic server. I muted it an hour into joining, it was way too intense for me. |'D) That is way too many people, I simply cannot handle it. I'd be way more comfortable in a smaller group with a less rapid-fire rate of posting and conversation. I am also. Very picky about which servers I join, which makes asking for recommendations doubly awkward when I shoot them all down, haha... And making my own... Err, I can hardly keep up with a server I helped create for another fandom and mod for, I don't think I could handle two of them - I would need other people to handle the moderation for me, and I wouldn't trust just anyone to be a mod. I'd need to know them well enough to know I could trust them, and I... do not really know anyone in this fandom well enough to do that, sadly. I take server moderation very seriously, as someone who has had experience modding for forums back before social media was a thing. I do not know if that would make for a fun experience for everyone, and anyone who hasn't known that kind of supervised experience. It is comforting to me. It may be intimidating for others. So that's still a very hand-wavy, 'eehhhh' kind of thing still.)

All of this to say, that this isn't the last you'll see from me, far from it. I'll restrict my creative output to Ao3 for the foreseeable future, and I'll let you guys on here know when I make a new upload, so those of you who do not have an Ao3 account know when something new has happened.

So there you have it. 😊

#also just so y'all know #i AM working on the next CotA chapter #i am. about 40% done.#i needed to take a breather after that massive last upload and then life just. fucking tackled me lmao.#in order: my folks put up the house for sale. i have spent half of my weekends having to evacuate the house at a moment's notice.#so prospective buyers could visit. not very good conditions to write in. too stressful.#then i caught fucking covid for the very first time and had a BAD TIME. it took me weeks to recover. couldn't climb stairs for a while.#i think i still have episodes of brain fog 5 months later because of it. my body was really weird for a while after.#(writing is still a little hard after that. but i think i am slowly overcoming it. hopefully it doesn't show too much in the new chapter.)#random unexplained symptoms and more i will not share. then the holiday season came and went.#then we finally got serious buyers after months of having no-shows yank our chains and expulse us from our home for nothing.#the house is sold. then came the cleaning out and packing. we are nearly done and i am finally coming up to the surface to breathe a little #we are moving in a month's time so i might be a while before i feel stable enough to start posting a little more regularly once more.#so this year i may have to give mermay a pass. to my ENORMOUS chagrin. it's just not in the cards for me this year. ;___;)#but we are getting there. we're seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. and i am confident enough to say it's not a train.

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liquidstar · 8 months ago

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As I'm writing little practice excerpts for my oc projects I realize that before I can even think of making anything truly cohesive I need to properly plan out a timeline. One exists in my head of course but I need to iron out the creases. Does anyone know any good websites for making timelines like this?

#and the exceetpts themselves are still very much just incredibly rough drafts but i did polish a couple of them #i mean still ultimately a draft but i should probably practice a bit beyond that stage too otherwise all ill know is draft #if it even matters the ones i polished up are the hypothetical intro to the story which is basically just #polaris having a fucking rough time in the woods alone after waking up all weird #from a dream that may or may not be important later. its a surprise. wonder who was saying all that to her who knows. (i know)#and the other thing is a single scene whose doc i titled ''what base is this?''#because nothing happens but they make it awkward and personal enough that it has to be at least 2nd #bc at some point you gotta stop and ask yourself if getting on your knees to do your buddy a normal favor is a necessary step. it might be.#but no yeah i wanna fix up everything nice and proper so i can put these random scenes into something someday #and share them with everyone yaaayyy

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aparticularbandit · 11 months ago

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So! This week I have three things in my backlog that can go up on Monday, so y'all get a choice!

I still have the second/last chapter for On Tea and Ghosties done, but I also have another chapter of Agatha and Stephen Go on a Trip done and four chapters of Of An Endless Infinity done, of which you would get the first.

OTaG is a spoopy resurrection Pokémon universe Valentines Collection AU involving Agatha Harkness and Olivia Octavius, focusing on an Agatha Harkness/Ancient One ship. The next chapter will complete this fic.

AaSGoaT is the multi-chapter sequel to Finding Family, which focuses on Agatha and Stephen traveling to Neverland to rescue America and Wendy. (If none of those words make sense: Agatha and Stephen travel to another universe to save America and the Wanda who comes from that universe. Who is also America's girlfriend. (This makes sense in context.))

OAEI is the Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc ending rewrite I keep mentioning and (how do I say this without game spoilers) focuses on the squad who are left as they continue their lives still stuck in the school.

#musings #bandit monday fic poll #let's be real if y'all choose oaei i may also post the first chapter later on in the week #maybe #and if i'm honest?#despite everything?#that's the one i want y'all to pick because i'm four chapters in (prologue + three) and i really just want to share it with y'all #BUT #i'm also aware that isn't the fandom most of y'all follow me for or found me through #so #up to y'all!#queue

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impostorsshow · 3 months ago

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Eugh, making a disclaimer I'm not proship or antiship but this does discuss that topic so. Beware or whatever I'm gonna post Hatsune Miku tomorrow

I've had it on my mind for awhile and this is my fucking soapbox and I'm allowed to do what I want so; those fucking "recovering proshipper" TikToks drive me fucking insane are those ragebait and I'm just falling for it or what because all of the comments are fucking genuine and all of them are just shit like "what I ate today" and not even fucking related, like stop mocking people recovering from Actual Disorders and life damaging events

YOU DO NOT. "RECOVER" FROM PROSHIPPING this proship/antiship bullshit is stupid and everyone on both sides just needs to touch some fucking grass and that's coming from someone with a vitamin d deficiency

#repost #i moved the two tags below this one after posting because they need to be front and center #but feel free to send me an ask if you dont understand how the fuck being antiship is just as stupid as being proship #FOLLOW YOUR OWN DNI #came home from school pissed as shit. i mean im usually pissed as shit but today everyone was stupid #NO ONE FUCKING KNEW WHAT A SEMICOLON WAS IM SO PISSED HOW THE FUCK DO YOU NOT KNOW WHAT A SEMICOLON IS #ill probably delete this post later because i dont want to even be associated with this chronically online bullshit #this is the one of the few things i give enough of a shit about to try my hand at sharing my opinion #talk talks #ugh. may as well fuck it #proship #antiship #proship neutral #neuship #im not fucking neutral on this topic because im actually extremely angry at both fucking sides #but neutral is the closest thing i can alogn to for those. specific. people that cant fucking read between the lines #whicb is everyone under this tag because if you were able to read between the lines you would have the media literacy to realize this whole #arguement is stupid as hell

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iam93percentstardust · 4 months ago

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apparently today is the day of being the Hard TA instead of being nice and friendly and approachable

#no you do not get your exam points back because you put the results of the reaction and not the type. just because they happen #to share a word doesn't mean anything.#i told you in class three separate times on two different days that the exam is open note. i'm not repeating it just because you weren't #paying attention. if you lose points because you thought it was closed notes that's not my problem.#sorry you lost points because you didn't respond to a group member in the discussion but the assignment says to respond. if you're the #first person to post then it's on you to check back later before the assignment is due.#no you may not do this group project by yourself just because you don't know two of the group members. if knowing your group members was so #important to you then you should have picked them yourself in the week and a half i gave you instead of making me pick them for you. learn #to work in a group. it's a valuable life skill.#alle vs grad school

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ereborne · 7 months ago

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Song of the Day: May 3

"Life Less Frightening" by Rise Against

#song of the day #'I don't ask for much / truth be told I'd settle / for a life less frightening'#another song that when I sing it alone it doesn't sound much like the original but I do so like to sing it #check me stirring my roux humming 'these lives we live test negative for happiness' sweetly to myself #today was Friday and I'm still trying to decide if I'm satisfied with the amount of work I got done this week #I suppose I'll have to be #I had my weekly report meeting and again the updates my boss asked for in the meeting were not the ones she asked me to prepare #so I split-screened her and delivered the prepared updates as I frantically opened and updated the new request #and then when she finished making politely falsely interested sounds (I'm not bitter I'm not I'm not) she asked again for the new update #and by then I had it ready! saved it as I brought up the share-screen and showed it to her #too frustrated in the moment to be properly proud of myself but now it's hours later and I'm feeling a little smug about it #little back-pats for me #I have something like a project timeline worked out for the idiot project #and I did some good work in the garden (nasturtium growing up the post under the bird feeder. very pleased it took the transplant so well)#and I sooooort of sorted the freezer stuff. kind of. mostly we ate the things I wanted to rearrange but I've got a plan for moving forward #the last non-work thing I'd really wanted to accomplish this week was getting my queue set up again here #I've gone through my drafts and done some prep but as you can see the queue isn't actually running again yet #hopefully I'll do that tomorrow. we'll see how it goes #the queue may have to wait until Sunday because I must confess if I can accomplish only one single solitary thing tomorrow #I would like it to be six hours of uninterrupted sleep. may it please the gods I shall rest tomorrow. blessed weekend #edit: wait wait I'm a fool I'm a fool I just typed 'May 3' and still I am a fool #it's May the Fourth!!#happy star wars day my loves if I don't get the queue up today after all #it's because I'm reshuffling everything because I've got a new influx of SW posts to distribute!!

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imagine-nerd · 6 months ago

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The fucking disconnect is so real.

#theo's thoughts #Story time for the people who love reading tags bc I love sharing things in the tags #So I work at a therapeutic day school and this past school year like four school days before Thanksgiving break I was asked a question #The question was if I would be willing to step up and be a long term sub in a middle school classroom #To me this was less of a question and more of a hey we need someone to do this and you're who the assistant teacher asked for #Which cool yeah fine I'll give it a go I really like that person (the assistant teacher who asked for me) and I trust her judgement on this #I was asked and accepted on Thursday. Friday‚ Monday‚ and Tuesday happen. Then three day Thanksgiving break #When we got back from break I was the teacher and it was rough at first and it sure as hell was never easy but I enjoyed it #My formal teacher observation was my boss basically going like so I see you doing all the things and the basis is there #But it's not being followed through on because of behaviors from the most unmedicated classroom I've seen in all my years working education #And now for the summer they're changing 2/3 staff that were in the room and who even knows who the teacher will be (a new hire? Maybe?)#If there truly is a new hire coming in (fed to the wolves immediately btw what a dick move) but that new hire will be the fourth teacher #These kids have had in a year? A year and a half max. The fourth. After the only thing I've been repeatedly told by admin for months #Is that we need to be stable and consistent because we may be these kids' only reliable source of that consistency and stability?#So you're going to have me come in and tell me I've done such a great job and then tell me you're moving me to 'give me a break'#Trauma informed care my fucking ass. I hope those kids raise fucking hell over it.#The brutal satisfaction of watching your own crops burn and knowing that the invaders will starve is great and all but these are kids!#They're barely just about to be teenagers (11 at the youngest and 14 at the oldest) and this is what you're going to do to them?#Yes they can be complete assholes and are often dicks to one another but they're in our school for a fucking reason? I don't get it.#Then two hours later after being told abt the change‚ the clinical director puts me as one of the three main recipients in an email #Saying that there's going to be a new student starting in that room in the summer and the real icing on the cake?#This all happens on last day before summer break. we're out of session for two weeks now and you're just dropping these changes on us now?#God I'm so fucking tired

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softgrungeprophet · 6 months ago

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real talk if anyone on here ever wants to like... buy me a DVD i will totally draw a real quick bust or whatever in exchange, i have a target wishlist registry thing and everything 😂

Like it says in the note thing on the page, DVD or DVD/Blu-Ray are both fine, regular (not 4k) Blu-Ray is probably fine since my PS4 should be able to play those, but I only have a regular-ass PS4, not a PS5, I cannot play UHD, so if something is 4K UHD please make sure it has either a DVD or a regular Blu-Ray as well...

Anyway it should be set up so you can buy stuff off my registry without me having to blast my address to the world (lol) so if you do this, send me an ask or something off anon (so I can like, contact you) (that or like, send me a message on discord if we're friends, or w/e) and I will def draw you a little drawing as thanks 👍