#I may delete this later

[kechiwrites]

wake up; reader getting fucked from below by neighbour!Simon who keeps your hands pinned behind your back while he bullies the thickness of his cock inside you, just a little too deep. All too happy to let you drool on his shoulder as he drives into you again and again, watching the reflection of your ass bouncing heavy and fast over his lap on the black screen of your television. Scarred and tattooed arms sinking into your sides, anchoring you to him, implacable, insatiable. He was only supposed to pick-up a package mistakenly delivered to your front door, too heavy for you to bring it over yourself. Only supposed to have 'a cuppa, if you have it, pet.' Only supposed to take a kiss, soft, fleeting. Only supposed to 'touch it, over yer clothes, promise.' Only supposed to rub against the outside, slotting his ruddy, leaking tip between the already soaked lips of your pussy. Only supposed to pull out, come against the curve of your ass.

But Ghost can be neighbourly, he can go above and beyond. If it's for you.

[romanxeisdeadbutimnot]

Some zosan warmups

[michaelsgavey]

this had to be made

[ladyvictoriaa11]

In the traditional version of the myth in which Athena is a parthenogenetic daughter of Zeus (no Metis) I have always believed that Athena must be very similar to Hera, as she is the fruit of Zeus' thoughts, almost like his design of an ideal daughter and therefore similar in appearance to Hera.

[ruleroftheimps]

Odd thought that popped in my head, but if Valentino perma-dies in an upcoming season, I want to see the other two Vees absolutely be unable to cope with it.

As in, Vox crumbling because he lost his partner, in multiple sense of the word, and throwing himself into his work, and being the only person supporting all three of their industries, because somebody has to keep it up, right? Somebody has to make sure Valentino isn't completely forgotten? And of course, revenge, he's doubling down on all attacks to the hotel (Assuming it was them).

As in, Velvette going to send him a funny clip she knows he'll love (or that it'll piss him off) and then remembering, right. He won't see it. Before she sends it anyways, because well, he'll return somehow, it's Val! And he'd like it.

And then the Hotel crew just watching this from afar, and the sheer hurt that is there.

Like, Val is obviously an objectively horrible person, and he definitely deserves some form of punishment for what he did to Angel Dust, and probably others, I'm not defending him at all, but, at the same time, I feel like the Vees are this tight-knit found family and they would collapse if one of them dies. We can see that they're close in the show (Or maybe that's just me reading into it too much, idk), and it would be interesting for the Hotel staff to witness Vox and Vel breaking down because of Val's death, especially because they all (Angel especially) probably see him as this soulless monster, which- Yeah. He is a monster, but he still has people that care about him, and that he cared about in return. I feel like it would fit with what Charlie thinks, that nobody is 100% pure evil, there's always something there that's at least decent, and nobody is truly unloved, somebody cares for them and sees them as somebody to trust, and would be, like... a big lesson for them, ig. I really hope this makes sense and doesn't come across in a bad way.

Td;lr, if Val dies in a future season, I want to see the remaining Vees become dysfunctional and the hotel watching, and realizing that Charlie is right, everybody has somebody that cares about them, no matter how horrible they are, and that the potential to be a good person is still present.

[artbyzephra]

[novuit]

I felt a little goofy and tried recording my imaginary scenarios and animating at like 3 in the morning..

[toffeebrews]

I love how my brain went; out of all the fictional crushes I could've had, it went, "Yeah, know, those two au skeletons you used to love in middle school? You will crush on them. " Why did my brain do this to me, huh? I didn't choose this life. YOU THINK I CHOOSE TO CRUSH ON THOSE TWO DOOFUSES??? (error by @/loverofpiggies ink by @/coymet)

(fictional crushes on unconventional characters is fine right? in 2024? i won't get like slammed right? please? please don't dox me.)

[fahbev]

Hi! Saw you jumped on the tim hate train, welcome to the club! Aplarently you're Damian fan, which is good bc hes also one of the characters who's hit by tim's..woobification? Victimization(???) while simultaneously being the bestest, most competent batfam member. You Damian fans honestly have my respect for the pure amount of shit Damian gets because of tim.

hi lmao. Thanks xD. I usually try to keep all my negativity off of the internet, but last night I was going the anti Tim drake tag bc my frustration was flaring up. At first i was collecting posts by liking them instead of rb, then I was replying, and then at some point... “Fuck it. I want this on my blog.”

(This is gonna be a ramble btw, I don’t care abt making a good post rn.)

I used to be fine with Tim! I think the whole thing was a lot less prominent in the dpxdc fandom bc DANNY was the fan favorite/community elected woobie, but then I kinda moved out and... well. It still took awhile for this issue to seep in bc those Tim fans (you know the ones) are certainly a minority, but I just don’t think you can be a Damian fan for longer than a few months without getting frustrated.

Nowadays I refuse to read anything tagged with any variation of ���Tim Drake angst” that features the batfam. Timkon fics are usually just fine though.

Actually— recently? Shit’s been bothering me so bad that I don’t wanna risk reading fics that have Tim in the first relationship tag at all. He’s gotta at most be in the second one. Ship fics are again an exception, but I don’t tend to seek out ship fics much anyway.

But, like I said, I usually keep it to myself. Every time i catch myself venting in the tags I either screenshot the tags and delete, or I delete and retype them. I put them into a private notes document. I also journal in there a lot instead of posting it.

That document is pretty long.

I do wanna say that there’s nothing wrong with what tim fans are doing. It is fun to woobify your fave. It’s fun to prop them up and tear others down and make everything about your blorbo and it is harmless. I do it too (usually in my daydreams). It’s a fantasy, and that’s what fanfiction is for. People who act like it’s “problematic” are wrong. That doesn’t mean it’s not annoying. Because it is. It’s annoying as all fuck.

Also wanna mention that I once read a damian fic that like... started off with some delicious whump, but then it turned into a whole Damian pity party and it guilt tripped all his friends and family. Damian IS my blorbo and I couldn’t read that. I didn’t even know who Maps was at the time but it seemed so bizarre to throw her under the bus. Anyway I feel like that’s what a quite large portion of Tim fic is like except a bit less extreme.

I used to tell myself that “ohhh it’s just a rivalry. I’m sure Tim fans get the same shit in reverse all the time” but I literally NEVER see it in the other direction and spend the most of my time in Damian circles. The only time I see tim hate from damian fans is frustration at those particular fans in response to it or in response to favoritism of authors.

I mean i saw a good chunk of it last night, but what else can I expect from the anti tim drake tag?

It’s actually funny how most of the stuff in anti tags is polarized hate shitting on the character with a lot of bad takes, but in tims anti tag it was almost exclusively frustration from Damian and Jason fans, and usually pretty mild takes. Also people calling Tim boring.

Ngl, Idk much about Jason. I’m familiar with his fanon, but the only comic i’ve read that featured him in a major way was Gotham War. I don’t know him well, and I don’t have too much interest in him. However, I hate “Jason falls over in guilt and kisses Tim’s fingers begging for forgiveness” type posts in solidarity. It’s yucky.

Anyway, I didn’t even mean to get on this anti tim train you speak of, It just sorta leaked out of my vent doc. Don’t expect me to keep posting about it.

but also... don’t not expect it. It might happen.

Even so, my dms are absolutely open for Timothy Drake related frustration! I’m pretty tired of being nice to him.

[feminazipunk]

msi made me realize im a sadist

[hils79]

Never in all my 14 years on Tumblr have I thought about setting up a sideblog for a specific fandom but last night I was considering it for kpop and I probably need to think about why that is.

My blog is very much a scrapbook of whatever I happen to be into at any given time. I wouldn’t say I’m embarrassed about my slow descent into kpop fandom but I’m also aware that as a white woman in my mid 40s I am not the target demographic. A lot of these idols are young enough to be my son, but a lot of actors I like are also young enough to be my son and I don’t feel weird about that. Why is this different?

I should have the confidence to say that looking at Kim Hongjoong makes me happy and that it brightens my day just knowing he's out there doing his thing. God knows we could all use a little happiness in our lives regardless of where it comes from.

[g-oblincat]

It really bothers me how people on English speaking internet anonymize and therefore slightly dehumanize Chinese people on the net.

I'm reading an indie game retrospective about the success of their game who named the western streamers who streamed their game early on, but referred to a Chinese one as, I quote, "some Chinese streamer on bilibili" despite the fact that this streamer got them a publisher deal that was a key part of their success story.

I don't think it's just a matter of not naming someone you assume your audience won't know or wanting to avoid mentioning a foreign name (which is ... Still weird...). In lolita circles, people often namedrop brands regardless of if they're western or Japanese, and also regardless of if they're indie or brand. However, I almost never see a Chinese brand named- everyone is always referred to as a "Taobao brand". (Rainedragon has a great post on this from 2018, so I guess this is not a new problem). I definitely notice when creators shoutout western indies who use Chinese manufacturing, but won't name pieces by Chinese designers*. It's giving not seeing Chinese people and designers as members of your hobby community, but some unknown black-box monolith that content just materializes from that you can take from thoughtlessly.

Lastly, I think anyone pulling out the "but the Chinese govt is bad!" Excuse for being rude to random indie clothing designers and game streamers is being intentionally ignorant. How have US people gone thru the trump administration and assume everyone in a country agrees with their leaders. Also if you're truly so horrified by the entire country of China that you don't even want to name them, you can stop taking publishing deals from them and buying cheap blouses and shoes for your wardrobe from them. But you won't.

* Not disparaging western indies brands or using Chinese manufacturing- let's not pretend Chinese manufacturing is unilaterally unethical, or unethical labor practices don't happen in the US.

[jaguarys]

One thing about CSM fanartists is they will pop the fuck off

[bibereangelum]

Scott Summers this Scott Summers that. Has anyone stopped to consider if he was simply held more, he probably wouldn't be as fucked up as he is? Scott grows up thinking he's this dangerous thing right like weapon level. Terrified of hurting anyone else. I'm thinking hard abt this as a child who was also not held enough and the way that impacted my own perception of both self-worth and intimacy (not to vent on main, obvi) But I go back to the time displaced era a lot bc I truly do believe that none of that was for Radical Scott, all of it to me reads like a punishment for the 15 year old that does what he's told regardless of the outcome because that's what he's been trained most of his life to do. I'm thinking so hard about that awkward little high five with older Alex. I'm thinking about when he hugged Laura "you looked like you needed a hug." Thinking about when Laura hugged him when he needed it. Thinking so fucking hard abt Kamala and Scott's hugs. (IGNORING RECENT EVENTS DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT THAT) And idk man. Reading through older comics it's not like Scott actually gets hugged all that often. He's grabbed and yoinked and pulled when necessary but that's kind of it. He's got shelter dog vibes where it's like he doesn't LOOK like he wants to be hugged, but he secretly wants to be hugged and shown affection so badly. There's no way in hell he's gonna admit that though because he's Cyclops. He's the stick in the mud with the 6ft pole wound up his ass. Scott can't be the person who wants to be hugged, he has to be the leader. And bro I don't know man. Something that routinely fucks me up is that Scott falls in love with things and people bigger than he is. He is reaching out and holding and circling back to the intimacy thing... I think about Jean and Scott's psychic rapport way too often. Like oh the horrifying ordeal of being known. But for Scott who probably struggles to put his emotions into understandable words? Shit man. And with Emma this is kind of even more so. Not getting into that can of worms but I do think it's telling that Scott tends to fall in love with people that can get into his head and understand without him having to put himself through the mortifying ordeal of putting his emotions into words. Like idk. Scott rant over. I'm never listening to A House in Nebraska again.

[gestureintongues]

do not judge that this isn’t that great, but hey! i did our makeup, this was an idea maw had for their birthday makeup tomorrow, so i tried it, and it looks good for someone who knows nothing about makeup. even while i’ve wore lipstick before, maw has put that on me, which we will be wearing with this! i’m a bit proud of myself is all, and i’m sharing.

(photo under cut.)

[elementalwriter67]

Someone tell me why I am the stupidest mother fucker on the planet. I have just spent the past few minutes wildly scrolling through my blog trying to get back to at least one of the parts of one of my fanfictions so I can reread it because I'm going to attempt working on it again. No I will not be telling you which one. And somewhere around my Hazbin Hotel fixation and my return FNAF fixation I had thought of why am I doing this? I have fucking document with the links saved!! Why am I just scrolling through my own blog looking for it?! Why did it take me at least five minutes to remember this?! Why am I like this?!

I also feel it important to inform you all that I had to log back into tumblr on my computer to do this. I had to go out of my way and log back into tumblr on my computer because it has been so long since I've been on the damn thing just to spend five, maybe more, minutes scrolling through my blog, for nothing. I... I have no words. I'm going home. This is bullshit.