#I loved him as Nik
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“Do you take anything seriously?”
“Not if I can help it. Makes life so tedious”
#shadow and bone spoilers#shadow and bone netflix#sturmhond#paddy gibson#sankta alina#alina starkov#mal oretsev#book quotes#seige and storm#nikolai lantsov#look paddy had the perfect vibes#I loved him as Nik#but he needed more lines#shadow and bone quotes#shadow and bone#show x book quotes#malina#six of crows
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They're going on a date 👍
#cod#nikprice#cod nikolai#john price#nikolai cod#captain price#captain john price#man this one was a lot of work#what do we think of Nik's suit color#You couldn't pay him to put on a tie#Price probably never wears suits but he wanted to look dapper for his date with Nik :3c#man my brain is fried I worked on this for too long#thank you to everyone who always leave super nice tags in the rbs btw <3#I see them all and they motivate me so much#you guys are lovely mwah#my art
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the erotic pin up thought but imagine nikolai tattooing his favourite pic and surprising his lover with it :3
he's already been away for two weeks when you get a text from an unknown number. you don't need the contact to discern who it is, anyway. in istanbul. things are running long. don't expect me back so soon. you're not expecting a reply when you tell him not to worry, to just keep himself safe, but you're delighted when you get one anyway.
>>You too, milaya.
he messages you at least once a day, just to check in. you've never been able to contact him like this while he's been on mission before and you don't want to ruin it by being too needy but the temptation of your phone lays heavy in your pocket all week. you'd hate to interfere but he makes it hard when he keeps up a slow, steady means of communication. you wonder about the mission, don't dare ask. it seems unlikely that he'd let himself be so distracted if it were something high stakes, though. it's possible he's been relegated to glorified taxi while bigger pieces make their moves and you can't help but sympathize when you picture him waiting around, dining in the quaint kind of cafes he'd never really seemed to find an appreciation for - at least, not on his own. he was always happy enough to take you but it had always been very clear where his interest lied, dark eyes trained on you even as he ordered. observant, filing away each little reaction he could pull from you with savory dishes and select deserts. you flatter yourself, imagining his patience breaking, just a little more each day, just enough to text you, earlier and earlier each day until two weeks have come and gone and you've basically fallen into a constant rapport.
you ask for pictures of the city and he obliges, little peeks into the life he's living while away. yet more evidence this is some bizarrely political mission he doesn't really need to be present for. you note when he moves locales a few times but he tactfully avoids telling you his location again. he stops sending you pictures altogether when you start guessing correctly.
so you start sending him pictures instead. they start out innocent enough, testing the limits of what you're allowed to say on this line. he shows gives no intent to stop you when you show him the view from the summit of a local hike, nor even when you snap a picture outside a local restaurant, its logo left carelessly in frame. he only tells you to enjoy, doubles down when you send a selfie with your cheeks stuffed full of spanakopita.
you start to think he deserves a reward, being on the clock for nearly a month straight and still finding the time to check in with you.
his hangar is a sacred place, one you rarely enter without his accompaniment. too many expensive tools, machinery pulled apart with all its fragile bits exposed. you're always afraid to touch, afraid to break. nik had told you once that every item there was made of sterner stuff, that you couldn't hurt a swashplate if you climbed up on it. funny how you might be taking him up on the offer now.
(you wouldn't know really, the knowledge about what a swashplate even was having gone in one ear and right out the other. not your fault when he looked that good, jumpsuit folded down to reveal a sweaty, clingy tank top, wiry hair visible through the thin ribbed material.)
but you're getting ahead of yourself.
the tarp kicks up a mess when you pull it free, concrete dust having settled in nik's absence. it sends you into a sneezing fit and you curse, smudging your makeup as you try to wipe away the moisture collecting on your lash line. you decide to roll with it when you catch a glimpse of yourself in some nearby chrome, see the kind of effect it brings to your overall look.
your makeup is classic, a bright lip and exaggerated liner. even a painted on beauty mark to really knock it home. the outfit was harder to settle on, your every instinct telling you nik always appreciated when you looked your finest, all dolled up in expensive labels he'd bought for you. but ultimately you'd decided what was good for the goose was good for the gander, pilfering from his closet until you'd found what you were looking for, the exact same outfit which drove you mad.
nik's a big man, his jumpsuit made to reflect that. it drapes away from your waist when you let it hang but it's nothing that a clever safety pin corset can't fix, the top of the suit left to hang over it, hiding it away. long legs are easier to remedy, hems tucked into a pair of hiking boots you hadn't cared about in years, now painted to look the part with the same gear grease you'd smeared all over yourself, tasteful swipes meant to accentuate your soft curves, here on display under the dirty tank top you'd sworn you'd told him to get rid of, now tied tight around your waist to show off your chest. and now with your smudged makeup you think you've finally got it right, the look exactly what you'd been going for when you'd first got the notion in your head.
with the stage already set, the photoshoot goes easily enough. the poses are almost instinctual, the big wrench you wield almost natural in your hands as you lean provocatively over the engine block, tits to squished you doubt he'll ever even notice the size isn't right for the bolts in front of you. you try a couple of different styles, positions which are obviously designed with aesthetics in mind interspersed with more competent looking ones, even though it makes you feel ridiculous when you think of how obvious it will be to him that you don't know what you're doing.
you just have to remember how little he's going to mind it, all told.
editing isn't your strong suit. you're racked with doubt all the while, hyperfocused on every little flaw you spot. it gets easier when you remember the whole shoot is meant to be quite grimy and in the end you settle on a decent collection. you even remember to upload them to a file sharing site to avoid compression, sending him the link with a wink and a warning not to open in front of his comrades.
he calls you naughty immediately, but it's long hours before he can properly respond, a call that wakes you up in the middle of the night so he can pant and moan in your ear about how much he wants to bend you over that engine, peel his suit off of you and eat your cunt from the back. it's the first time you've heard his voice in weeks and the low rumble of it conspires with the slickness in your panties which never fully righted itself after your little photoshoot, the anticipation of his reaction keeping you primed for him. you come together before trading quiet reassurances. how much you miss each other, how you can't wait to see him again. he makes a vague promise to be home soon and you're still so sated that the twinge of loneliness feels like nothing really.
you think that's the end of it. that maybe he'll request more, at most. but then you wake up days later with a furnace at your back and a hairy arm draped over your side. it's still early, the sun not even up yet. you should let him sleep but you can't help rolling within the age of his arm and planting a chaste kiss on his cheek. even in the low light you can see how haggard and hollow he looks, run ragged for too long. his beard is overgrown, the short stubble he usually keeps filling out into a decent beard.
really it's unfair how handsome he looks even now.
"go back to sleep."
you huff a laugh and press another kiss to him. lower now that you know he's awake. above his cupid's bow, your own lips drawn tight with your smile. "but it's morning."
"can't be," he counters, voice thick with exhaustion. "i only just fell asleep."
you hum, distracted as you trace the wrinkles of his forehead. was that one always there? was it new? "maybe it's not wherever you were," you concede. "where were you, by the way?"
"where wasn't i?" he sighs as he rolls away, a great puff of air that cuts through the easiness of the morning, reminds you of what exactly he's likely returned from. the culmination of the mission, even the easy one it seemed to be. he was rarely ever trotted out for emissary visits, after all.
but you don't want to think about all that so you follow him as he rolls, laying yourself across his chest to keep him grounded as you rub against his far shoulder. "well you're home now and my vote's for sleeping in."
his chest rumbles beneath you, a quiet laugh you can feel more so than you can hear. he takes your hand in his and presses a kiss to your fingers before setting it back down in favor of reaching much lower to pull you more properly onto him. your grip shifts from his shoulder to his bicep and you pause when you feel the edge of a bandage there, worry settling low in your belly as you trace the edges of it. "you're hurt?" you demand, but you don't give him a chance to respond before sitting up and leaning across him to turn the lamp on.
it takes you a moment to make sense of what you're looking at, the bandage you'd felt before nothing more than four haphazard lines of tape holding a square of black plastic against his skin. he laughs at your confusion, thumbing the furrow between your brows away as he also sits up, pulling you onto his lap as he reassures you he's not hurt.
"what's that then?" you ask, afraid to peel the edges up and see for yourself.
he's chuckling as he does it for you, the wrap pulling away to reveal the neat black lines and bold color of a traditional tattoo, a plump little pinup in a barely-hanging-on mechanic's jumpsuit, her cartoonishly circular tits squeezed between her own arms as she leaned confidently over simplified engine block. it's good work from what you can tell. his bicep is a big canvas, the tattoo itself appropriately sized, leaving the artist enough room for minute details, smudges of brown oil accentuating your curves and a wry smile below demure lids.
still.
"you didn't," you scoff, too blown away to even know if you're actually mad or not. you don't think you are, but what if he -
what if -
"well it was either this or i get you airbrushed on the side of the blackhawk, but you are mine, and i do not want just anyone to see you like that."
#she probably shouldn't have worn his stuff if she didn't want him to think she would be his always *shrug emoji*#unedited sorry i have to put this down forever#or else i'll take an unexpected detour into in your web town because i love writing him + ldr i guess?#idk#something about the man screams at me to text him late at night and make a bunch of mistakes lol#also this is the softest i've ever written him???#felt weird but we're rolling with it#nikolai cod x reader#nik cod x reader#gouge answers
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the thing about niksoap that draws me in so much is nik is such a different personality to ghost, price and gaz. he’s effortlessly dominant but he’s also soft in a way that they aren’t; not soft as in gentle, soft as in allowing
nik is slow, inevitable; he’s like an iceberg, enduring everything in his wake and just waiting for it to submit. bc he knows it always will. there is no stopping him, not bc he’s strict or rough but bc he will outlast you
soap is energetic, impatient for his pleasure; he will brat and push and spit until his partner breaks and he gets his way. until he proves that he’s too much for them (too much for anyone, a lost cause, but if he makes them quit him at least he’ll save himself the pain. right?) it’s what makes him such a difficult sub; doms don’t want to fight to earn their place when it’s supposed to be theirs by right
but nik? he just takes it; everything soap does and says rolls straight off his back. he doesn’t even punish him, doesn’t spank him or put him in chastity or end their scene altogether like other doms have; just gives him that smile that somehow triggers every one of soap’s danger senses. nik is a sponge, taking everything soap throws at him until he’s bare; no more fronting, no more deflection. finally ready to submit
bc nik? nik has endurance. he has never ending patience bc he knows once he truly gets started, soap won’t be able to complain about not getting his. he lasts longer than any toy battery, any motor in any machine; he fucks soap right through his insults, through the biting and scratching, keeping the same even and deep pace
he fucks him through his first orgasm, his second, until he’s babbling through his third; desperately trying to lift his wet and aching cock away from the sodden sheets, the overstimulation too much, but nik’s weight pins him down, forcing him to take it without ever raising a hand
and nik doesn’t speed up, doesn’t break stride no matter how much soap squeezes and throbs around him until he’s open mouthed drooling into the sheets, eyes rolled back into his skull, cock spent between his legs; any thought of snarky insults long gone from his mind
nik’s orgasm hits with the weight of a train; always has, rolling over him long and hard as he grinds deep inside soap’s gaping hole with a low grunt and a satisfied sigh. he kisses behind soap’s ear, softening inside him and tips them over to rest on their sides; one hand cupped around soap’s throat, thumb brushing over his still-racing pulse as he holds him, waiting for him to complete the slow crawl up from the depths of pleasure
#ive said before that nik is the same type of dom as price but price has that roughness around the edges that stops him from being a soft do#ghost can be brutal in his domination; handing out punishments as easy as pleasure#and gaz i feel is very switchy with soap; its too playful for them to ever work out a proper dynamic#nik is like a calculated bulldozer; he will wring you dry of every emotion and feeling that isnt pleasure until you almost cant take it#but he knows you better than you; he knows just how far to push even if its further than you thought possible#he will praise ghost until he cries; will give gaz order after order until he feels useful and wanted#will take the reins from price and give him a chance to finally relax#and he lets soap get everything out of his head so he can take /him/ out of his head#i just love nik#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#niksoap#cod nikolai#cod nik#soap mw2#john soap mactavish#soap cod#cod mw2#cod mwii#poly 141#save post
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one of my favorite things about dps is the completely irrelevant background conversations/comments you’re probably not meant to hear but are still just barely audible? like the two guys in the study room arguing over their turns on the dart board, or the guys laughing under their breath and making ridiculing remarks when knox reads out his poem for chris, or the people in the opening scenes you can hear finding their friends and saying hi. it literally doesn’t matter at all, but it makes it feel so much realer and like you’ve really just been dropped into the setting with todd on the first day.
#tbh a lot of the welton extras are so fun to watch in certain scenes#the guy eating in class (who my friend nik and i dubbed Johnathan ‘Johnny’ Mark Roberts who is tumultuous besties with Stick)#the kid by the door who looks awkward as fuck when mcallister bursts in while they’re tearing out the intros to their books#the kid behinds hopkins that gives him a thumbsuo after his the cat/sat on/the mat poem#spaz and everything He gets up to (the fact that both knox and charlie throws shit at him 😭😭😭???? like LMFAOOO???????)#and ofc everyones favorite with zero dialogue stick#love them so bad i hope theyre all doing alright#dps#dead poets society
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[ID: TGCF drawings.
Colored sketch of Hua Cheng. He has a hand covering the lower half of his face. His eyepatch is shaped like a butterfly.
Sketch of Hualian dressed as each other, Hua Cheng in Xie Lian's robe and wearing his bamboo hat, his hair pulled into the same half bun, and Xie Lian in Hua Cheng's outfit, his hair fully down. Xie Lian is holding on to Hua Cheng's arm with both hands, and they're smiling at each other as they speak.
Sketch of Yin Yu from chest up. He's drawn wearing his mask. Beside him is a smaller sketch of him with the mask off. He has a neutral expression.
Sketches of Feng Xin. In one he stands with a hand on his hip, frowning to the side. In the second Cuocuo has sunk his teeth into his hand. He's trying to pull Cuocuo off, yelling "Get off!!" There's also a tiny sketch of Cuocuo, and a tiny sketch of Feng Xin as a Mii. /end ID]
some tgcf sketches!!! ive been working on how i want to draw hc and i think ive settled on something i like. yin yu's mask is inspired by a combination of what it looks like in the manhua and the shape of beijing opera masks! feng xin... get his ass cuocuo
ty @princess-of-purple-prose for the ideas!! <33
#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng#hualian#yin yu#feng xin#cuocuo#nik art#misc#after drawing yy i realized i drew his face pretty much exactly how i draw kdj which is. really funny lmao#yin yu's dead mom hairstyle in the donghua... i love it <3#i really like drawing fx i had a headshot of him too but i couldnt figure out how to finagle it into the image
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I NEED to see Nikolai with stretch marks on his stomach
#nik who used to be rather slender then his metabolism told him to fuck off#I think nik should have experienced twink death and bear rebirth#Nikolai cod#price loves kissing the tattoo on his waist that’s a bit disfigured from the growth bc it’s so damn cute
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Nikolai's voice when he goes "I love my work! >:3" Please. I love him so much. 😭
#i should be asleep but im genuinely overwhelmed#bc of this man#and how much i love him#what the fuck kinda spell did he put on me#why is he so lovely#i will start crying#i love nik#I LOVE NIK#FUCK#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#call of duty
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if you love him so much why don’t ya marry him??!!! /j
(but also nikki can you kiss and make up with him already, jeez…)
#mötley crüe#mick mars#nikki sixx#nikkimick#another heart wrenching edition of mick; in nikki’s words#i should have added this and the ‘postscript with mick’ thing from this book but I didn’t download at the time i made that post#any emotionally repressed assholes here wanna deconstruct their relationship for me??#this is why nikkimick is endgame to me; they are the most evil toxic relationship goals i’ve ever seen#who tf says ‘forever keeping him near’ like that if they aren’t criminally insane about the person they’re talking about#‘we have something I can’t put into words’ you can’t say those words around me i will be writing fanfics surrounding that sentence forever#also I love the old man cockblocking a jam session from nikki for thirty years#he don’t wanna jam with you nik get over it#ok enough rambling#and psychoanalysis
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I support all Gaz ships because he's so pretty and deserves to be lusted after
#mars rambles#gaz x everyone#I LOVE HIM SO MUCH GRRRR#mw2#gaz mw2#kyle garrick#kyle gaz garrick#gazprice#gazghost#gazsoap#gaz x rudy#gaz x alejandro#gaz x alex#gaz x farah#gaz x nik#gaz x graves#I truly mean gaz x everyone#He deserves so much love#I wanna gay kiss his mouth
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Nikolai loves touching Price whenever he can. He has been waiting so, so very long to finally have him, and he is going to make up for lost time.
It can be as simple as gently placing his hand on his waist to guide him as they're entering a room, grabbing his hand for support to help him jump off his chopper, or tracing circles with his index against the back of Price's hand while they're eating a quick lunch together.
Sometimes, Nikolai will be bolder, grabbing the inside of John's thigh with his large hand as they're sitting around the same table during a meeting, squeezing it and watching Price tense up for a second, before letting go. Other times, he will sneak a hand under John's T-shirt, the palm of his hand moving up his back, feeling him shiver under his touch, letting go before anyone else can see.
Even when they're in the middle of an op, Nik will grab any opportunity to touch Price. Gently raising his chin with his fingers so that John's eyes can meet his before telling him good luck, handing him a gun and having his fingers brush against John's, lingering for a second too long while winking at him, or grabbing John's hat after it flew away and placing it back on his head and tenderly but briefly caressing John's earlobe between his fingers after doing so.
With the life they lead, those stolen touches can sometimes be all he gets for weeks before finally having John all to himself in their bedroom. There will be time, then, to show him the extent of his love for him. In the meantime, those touches will have to do.
#cod#nikprice#john price#cod nikolai#nikolai cod#captain price#captain john price#dropping this here and running away#I was just thinking about Nik placing his hand on John's waist whenever he can and without really thinking about it#it's instinctive#he's got that need to make what is his feel safe and protected#And maybe Nikolai also love the idea that people will see them and understand that John is his ............#John loves those touches. They give him strength to make it until their next leave together#<3#my writing
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hoth-imperial_agent.exe
#swtor#imperial agent#ch: nikihlus#i'm laughing my ass off this screenshot is PERFECTION#hunter when he fucking GETS YOU!!!!#nik is so over him. lol. lmao even.#swtor hunter#listen i love just a little bit that hunter's mere mention makes nik turn into the 2 shots of vodka lady#looking unimpressed at ardun like what is with this bratty lost child???#anyway i'm memeing to cover up the fact that i'm in my emotions again. can you tell#sniffles. beats on the walls. imperial agent storyline my beloved rrRRAGGGGHGHGHG
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Butterfly Boy Kon-el
Oilslick hair, sharp teeth, glowing eyes.... I don't think he's really human, guys!
I absolutely love @abacistat's headcanon about kon having a ton of fake piercings, so that's what his septum ring is here.
#hes my sunflower child i love him#every time i draw kon his hair gets a leetle bit more curly#arting with nik#kon-el#Kon-el Kent#conner kent#🥣#🥣.png
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gooomz. brother. u probably already heard this before but I have to say again. I love love love the way you do Nik. He brings me sm joy to look at thank u for drawing him esp the chibi style makes me wanna bawl my eyes out. u are awesome and . Have this one billion oranges 🍊×100000.. as a token of my appreciation
my dear, thank you for the kind words <3333 whenever I doubt myself I think about your comments, the nikprice penguin gang, friends and followers as well, but you specifically made it easier and lifting to enjoy the process of doodling everyone's fav Russian pilot....thank you, thank you sm....
oh god one billion oranges 🍊🍊🍊!!! please!! lemme hand these to everyone :)
#in a bad bad spot and been doubting my doodles lately so this is....this is really heartwarming#thank you for your love to my Nik....some days I still dont think Im drawing him the way I want it to look proper but...#other days Im proud of it....and happy to see you using it as your pfp qwq#<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333#many love to you comrade#ask response#uurghhrhkhajh too kind my heart going boom boom....
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something something Price in a bitchy mood (or maybe upset at Nik) and when Nikolai approaches for a hug from behind he just pulls away like 'No, no touching. Down you go.' As he motions to the floor and Nikolai doesn't hesitate to drop to his knees right then and there, looking up at Price without even questioning the order or ask what's wrong....... like a good dog.....you know....?
Anon, please understand that the drawing I am about to do for this is for you and you ALONE
I mentioned this on twit a week ago, but Nik is less of a dog and more of a wolf who has willingly let Price slide a muzzle around his mouth and it is utterly fascinating to me. Price loves it when Nik is one his knees after a shower and he gets to run his fingers through his natural curls 😮💨😮💨😮💨
#niks knees definitely make a few sounds when he stands back up but its okay we love him either way#nikprice#me @ this wip: wow i hope anon likes this!!
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