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Nothing in the world belongs to me But my love, mine, all mine
#genshin impact#arlecchino#peruere#clervie#ouhhhhhhhh im never gonna be able to emotionally recover from watching that animated short#ever since it came out a couple days ago just thinking of these two makes me feel like my heart is physically being ripped in half#i cant stop thinking about how Clervie was the only person in Arlecchino's life that she truly loved#like dont get me wrong Arlecchino loves her children in her own detached-fucked up way as much as any person with her amount of trauma can#but Clervie meant so much to her that even just her presence alone kept Arle's curse at bay#and it seems that no one other than Clervie herself has ever been able to break this unemotional/detached wall that Arle has put up#and maybe no one else ever will#DONT GET ME WRONG I still fw arle x other female harbingers like that shit is still peak#but oh my god the idea that arle never moved on after clervie's death and will never love anyone the way she loved her makes me want to SOB
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“Anthony was rather famously besotted with his wife…”
Julia Quinn, On the Way to the Wedding (Bridgertons, #7)
#bridgerton#anthony handles kate with such softness and tenderness#and the way he LOOKS at her#it’s kinda crazy actually#because why is he looking at kate like she’s hung all the stars in the sky#like woah#famously besotted INDEED!#that’s a certified lover boy if i ever saw one#kathony lovers we’ve been robbed since the day season 2 hit our screens#but one thing about our captains? they’re gonna make sure our crumbs are delicious#if no one’s got me i know simone and jonny got me#kanthony#kate sharma#anthony bridgerton#kate and anthony#anthony and kate#anthony x kate#kate x anthony#kathony#the viscount who loved me#julia quinn#simone ashley#jonathan bailey#on the way to the wedding#viscountess bridgerton#viscount bridgerton#lady bridgerton#lord bridgerton#bridgerton season 3
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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Worlds Beyond Number is so funny because we'll open up with Suvie who will be having the worst day of her life for the eighth time in a row. Aabria the player will be openly weeping. And then. Then we will make the hardest cut to Ame and Eursulon who are having the most wholesome and whimsical forest witch spirit adventures. Different days indeed. Truly the masters of tonal balance and emotional whiplash. Bravo.
#Suvie has not known a day of peace since she was seven years old and i love her for that#worlds beyond number#the wizard the witch and the wild one#brennan lee mulligan#aabria iyengar#erika ishii#lou wilson#seriously folks listen to this podcast
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Got possessed by the demons again
#I have a second one I’m gonna post in just a second#I was gonna post them here but it didn’t work with the formatting of the post and it made me upset so two meme edit dumps in one day!#daniil dankovsky#pathologic#the bachelor#the bachelor pathologic#clara pathologic#the changeling#the changeling pathologic#clara saburova#since that’s what just people call her I’ll tag it that way….#even if she deserves like way better parents….girl needs to be adopted by people who actually love her as a person#and not just as for the idea of having a child….sorry I’ll save that rant for another day#🌀my uploads🌀
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lonely
[ID: A limited palette of green and pink, Vashwood comic. The first page serves as a prologue. The first panel shows Vash speaking to someone off screen while Wolfwood is lingering behind him. A black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the second panel, Vash is buying donuts in the distance while Wolfwood is once again in view, lingering. and the black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the third panel, Vash is leaving a cubicle and turning towards his right with a slightly peeved expression. He sees Wolfwood, leaning against the cubicle, waiting for him, and with the black arrow drawn, pointing at him, implicating the consistent hovering of Wolfwood’s presence during Vash’s everyday. At the bottom of the page, they’re drawn out of panel with Vash turning to Wolfwood and saying with an irritated expression, “You’re really following me everywhere, huh?” Wolfwood responds, “What, you got a problem?” Vash responds without hesitation, “Yeah, kinda...”
The second page starts with a new day. In the first panel, Vash is seen alone, weighing apples in his hands at a mart, with crowds passing behind him. In the second panel, he turns to his right and starts to say, “Hey, Wolfwood...” In the third panel, he’s startled from seeing a stranger, whom he’d accidentally called out to when he was expecting to see Wolfwood. He says, “Oh, you’re not him. Sorry!” In the fourth panel, the stranger walks off and Vash muses, “Right, he said he had something to do today...”
The third page begins with a close up of Vash's miffed expression, the continuation of Vash's thoughts, "Now that he's not here, this is just like how I used to be, but... It feels lonely somehow. Oh well, I'll see him again tonight, like always." In the second panel, it shows Vash walking through the marketplace crowd, alone. In the third panel, the door panel is a close up of the door opening with a peek of Vash's head. He says, "Wolfwood!" In the fourth panel, Vash is holding a bag of food with a bright smile and says, "Are you hungry? I got you something to eat today!"
The fourth page begins with a shot of the room, two beds being highlighted, one of them being made properly with the blanket draped over the bed and the other with the blanket folded and pillow sitting on top of it. There's no sign of Wolfwood. The second panel shows Vash with a disappointed look as he thinks, "He's still not here?" The third panel shows Vash putting the bag of food on the table. Stapled to the paper bag is the receipt with a written note "For Wolfwood." Vash's thoughts continue "He does like to stay out so, I guess there's no reason to worry..." The fourth panel shows Vash sitting his bed somberly with his thoughts continued, "It's not any of my business anyway..."
The fifth page starts with a close up his blank expression as he looks downwards, thinking, "Even if he left completely... That'd be understandable and better for him. I'll just travel alone again... like before... Huh?" The next panel shows Vash's composure break, tears welling up in his eyes suddenly, as he didn't expect to cry. He starts to sob, putting his hands to his face to quiet himself and wipe at his tears, as he says, "Ugh... Dammit... I miss h..." The last panel shows Vash leaning over into his hands, still crying, and in the back, the door swings wide open with a bam as Wolfwood walks through with the punisher swung behind him. He shouts, "SPIKEY! You in here?!"
The sixth page starts with Wolfwood confused, looking at Vash and Vash looks back, just as confused, with tears in his eyes and snot out of his nose. Wolfwood starts saying, "Ah? You..." No longer in panels, at the bottom of the page, Wolfwood takes the Punisher off of himself and starts to walk towards Vash, continuing with slight concern, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" Vash, hurriedly begins to wipe at his tears, denying immediately, "No! No, I'm fine! Nothing happened!"
The seventh page, Vash points towards the table, with a hand still wiping at his tears and he smiles as he says, "I uh got you food. On the table." Wolfwood looks towards to the table and responds, "Oh. I was getting hungry, thanks." He turns his head back to Vash immediately after with an uncertain expression, knowing the other wasn't responding to his concern, and says, "But, I know you're an idiot with this stuff, so I'm reminding you again. Don't brush it off if it's an issue, alright?"
The eight page, Vash's tears have dried and he looks to Wolfwood with a soft smile and responds, "Yeah. It's okay though..." A panel at the center shows a side view of Vash approaching Wolfwood. At the bottom of the page, with no panel, is a close up shot of Vash's hand, holding onto the edge of Wolfwood's jacket sleeve, as he says, "Because you're here now. Wolfwood."
The final page is a back shot of both of them standing next to each other, Wolfwood's head tilted slightly to the left, not fully believing Vash as he says, "That doesn't answer anything, Spikey." Vash responds, "There's no need to talk about it! You should enjoy your food. Let's have a drink too?" Wolfwood responds, "Tsk, tsk. Fine, yeah. I could use one." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#but onto this comic... i think and talk a LOT about vash's loneliness bc trigun is just. kind of central on that for a good while! esp in#the original manga he was alone for a good portion of it and he tends to keep others away like how he ran away from meryl and milly when#they tried to tag along. and he was kind of bothered when he realized ww was following him around Too. at the core even though he loves#humans and he loves deeply the people he does know -- he isnt really much of a people person and i think thats been the case since he was#young considering his initial doubts towards humans... with the exception of kids bc kids dont give him moral conflicts. so suddenly#here comes wolfwood!!! his guide. someone TRULY affixed to him until he has to get to knives. someone who isnt budging and someone whos#really good at following him around and even seems like he goes like 5 steps ahead to make sure vash doesnt run on him#in one way its - i don't want you to follow me bc i don't want to burden you and i don't want you to kill the people i want to save.#in another way its - i like this companionship. i like waking up to you and i like ending the way with you. i like talking to someone who#knows my world. i like being in your space and sometimes i enjoy talking about our day#theyre just living together. like. roadtrip buddies or theyre also under the same roof because they're going everywhere together.#trimax they mainly spend their mornings together and if they had personal business attend the other person would usually know and itd only#be during the midday. anyway bc of this kind of companionship i figure that vash eventually grew accustom to it and he really. cant go back#to the kind of loneliness from before. it's harder to imagine and it'd be harder to withstand. esp after 2 years with lina and her grandma.#ruporas art
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when you pass a payphone and you decide to stop and call your brother to ask what's up, and you learn that in the couple of weeks since you've last heard from him you've become an uncle
[insert image of les sitting on the ground in front of the payphone after putting down the handset, bawling like a baby]
#this has been in my drafts for a few days but the baby asks made me wanna share#the baby got a redesign because the mom's design is finished and ready for launch#and yes the mom's name is gleena and i love her#trolls#dreamworks trolls#ex bandmates#trolls oc#hed#les#hazel#my art#i headcanon it's not uncommon for troll babies to remain nameless for a short period of time especially if they were quick in hatching#also i don't know if i like the headcanon that trolls have phones but i do love the thought of pay phones in the middle of a forest sgfdhhf#so now i guess only rock and funk trolls have phones but they're only stationary phones and very rare and expensive#which means les doesn't have one since he lives in a van#so he has to use a payphone#or send a letter
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the amount of character development wyldfyre has gotten in just a year is literally incredible, and the way we see her bond with kai over time as he adjusts to her nature and learns to teach her in ways that apply to her, and how she over time adjusts to him aswell and forms a close bond with him is just so satisfying, and getting to know more of her story as we go along which also explain her personality and actions is something I love so much urghhhgg
and now we got a comic, shorts and voicenotes all dedicated to her, showing her as she grieves over kai and how she learns to move on as time goes on and it is all done so well, she really is such a great character and probably one of the best ones we have gotten out of DR
wyldfyre they could never make me hate you AUSGDHSGGWHG <333333333
#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago wyldfyre#ninjago kai#levi's ted talks#levi's analysis#I loved wyldfyre since day one <3333#and I witnessed as the fandom started loving her too after s1p2 lmfao 😭😭😭 will never get why you all hated her smh#urrgeghegsgs such a great character man#wyldfyre you are the awesome kid you always thought you were <3333333333333#also I would've rambled more but I'm out rn
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I have discovered your Derg AU/Dragon Weiss and I’m very much in love. Thank you 🙇🏻♂️🙇🏻♂️
glad to hear that! im very much obsessed about her and she holds all my brainworms captive
#weiss schnee#derg AU#rwby#my art#she has snack#don't question about it i have no idea either#what would she eat anyway#hm#ruby caught her casually snacking on dust one day and had a heart attack#she then immediately takes it away from weiss and yeets it#and then it exploded and burnt down a good portion of the forest#no flammable areas are ever safe from them#anyways yeah they're stupid i love them#and i actually really gotta go do my homework now hfkjdaghkfh bye#i can't believe i wanted more (art) homework when i was in high school college me is crying because of it lmaooo#high school me please gimme your enthusiasm hjgkgjhgj#well no i can actually believe it since there was only 1 piece to do per week#yeah#lmao#buut yes#always happy to see someone discovering dragon weiss!!!!#we're in this brainrot together
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a bunch of claras...im figuring out how to draw her
#doctor who#dr who#clara oswald#clara oswin oswald#dw#did i mess up her face in the first one yes. is that why there's a question mark stuck on top to cover it up also yes.#ive been a clara enjoyer since the olde days because i loved 12 when his run was ongoing but it's only just recently that ive watched 11's#run and therefore seen all of claras eps with him/her origins etc#she was very cute in series 7 she had some good looks...i think ill draw the vegas dress/navy jacket combo from the cold war ep sometime..
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couple quick gothies for goth day 🖤
#sims#sims 4#ts4#the sims 4#*cas#no srwe sry these were just quickies before the day ends#absolutely in love with the first one tho shes inspired by those blingee goth faeries <3#you can just hear evanescence when looking at her#which btw did i mention im seeing them in oct? bc i am!!! seeing amy irl has been my dream since i was little :')
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A gorgeous shot of Lily in ‘Think of Me’!
#maybe one day they’ll post the photo of her in wishing#I wish we also would’ve gotten the photos of holly in il muto and the rooftop#but alas#love all the TOM photos they’ve taken since reopening#lily kerhoas#phantom of the opera#the phantom of the opera#poto london#think of me#elissa dress#elissa
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siren
#bakuspecial#cw: nudity#cw: body horror#monster#siren! I think. they're bird to me#I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description#and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings#lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At#(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman#but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry#I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human#even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm#...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin#and got startled#its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip#I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man#its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways#now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku#have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat
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he’s talking abt seeker constellation myths
#transformers#starscream#knock out#knockscream#koss#the truth comes out: i was a transformers kid#rlly my friend was the diehard fan and i absorbed Love of Starscream through her#i just think he and knock out are so sillyfunny. they’d murder someone and complain abt the mess#this is one of the only enemies to lovers ships i have and its bc theyre enemies AND lovers. they hate each other and theyre dating <333#when i saw ‘thirst’ for the first time. yall. heads were rolling that day#‘it’s been an honor serving alongside you’ ‘i always admired your lustrous finish’ shut UP#i havent been into transformers since like 2016 but i miss specifically prime starscream#he’s a bitch metal butterfly and he’s my favorite#originally i wrote here ‘i’m never drawing mechs again’ haha i lied. i drew mechs So Much
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my James Bond Gets Tortured fancam :)
#hi bond fandom lol#james bond#I am like genuinely sorry for including the cock and ball torture scene since it's like the only seriously brutal torture scene but also I#felt like I had to include it because it is like THEE one seriously brutal torture scene you know? lol#the vibe shift though it's like: hehe he's getting slapped arounddd hehe he fell overrrr GENITAL MUTILATION omgg he felll haha#hannah is talking#fuck it let’s tag all of these movies lol#casino royale#dr no#goldfinger#goldeneye#live and let die#die another day#license to kill#the living daylights#the spy who loved me#on her majesty's secret service#the world is not enough#never say never again
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Sara from A Little Princess was the patron saint of weird little girls. Passionately telling stories about her special interest the French Revolution and Princess de Lamballe getting her head cut off and carried on a pike
#sara crewe#a little princess#not to be like 'shes just like me fr' but she's just like me fr. there's a reason i felt a kinship with sara#intense little girl using books and imagination to get her through stuff#it's been years since i've read that book but i remember the head on a pike story VERY well#just one of those things that stuck#love that when you're a child you're reading stuff like that and you're just like. ah yes of course. this is regular#but as an adult i'm a bit like ???#also was there an anime based on the novel? must investigate sometime because i'm pretty sure i used to watch it back in the day
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